#i think they did that for hugh jackman too im like 90% sure they did that for him in at least ONE of the xmen movies

[xxplastic-cubexx]

adding onto the size difference thing they had to make james wear heels in first class to make him taller 😭

chat quick who has that fuckin promo pic for dofp where james is wearing wedges and he's next to michael because i've been reminded of it and imvl eavkjalkjvlwkvj

[cuethetommo]

I don't want to bother you but I was wondering if you wouldn't mind talking to me about your experience of figuring out you weren't straight. I believed I was completely straight my entire life until the last two years and now... Im confused. I'm almost 38 and it feels like this is something I'm either too old for or should have known all along.

Oh darling, you are never a bother. I’m not sure I’ve tagged my posts about me all that well and there are too many things in here. But if you really wanted to look you can actually see my whole damn journey on my blog. But I’ll do my best to tell the story succinctly. I’m putting it under a read more because shit did that get longer than I intended.

First, I am 38 years old. I married a man at 33 (2014), found the 1D fandom at 34, figured out I wasn’t straight by the end of 2015, got divorced in 2016, realized I was a lesbian in 2017 and came out at 35 to my super-conservative family. My ex-husband is one of my best friends and if we lived in the same city he’d be my wingman. 

Second, compulsory heterosexuality is SO SO real. I am not a person that knew she was queer. I didn’t have crushes (that I intellectualized that way) on girls in my youth. I just thought I was broken. I thought I was a bad (straight) girl. I didn’t like boys that much (although I’ll always have a soft spot for RDJ, Christ Evans, and Hugh Jackman). I didn’t like sex with dudes that much. Again, I just thought there was something wrong with me.

I also grew up in the 80s and 90s (as you did) without the MOTHERFUCKING INTERNET. I was limited by the people around me who were (seemingly) straight and conservative. There was no discussion of heteronormativity or compulsory heterosexuality for me. I VIVIDLY remember being an adolescent in 93/94 and my conservative relatives saying that AIDS was what people deserved for being homosexual. I also remember buying a bracelet at the Body Shop with an AIDS ribbon that funded AIDS research. I remember hearing stories of Melissa Etheridge and her partner splitting up but keeping houses next door to one another so their kids didn’t have to suffer unnecessarily. As a child of a nasty divorce, that stuck with me forever. I was always here for gay rights long before I knew that included me.

So, when I tripped and fell into the 1D fandom in January of 2015 I was reading about things that I hadn’t studied before. I went to college from 2000-2004. At that moment you either did Queer Studies or Race Studies, not both. And I did a lot of Critical Race Theory. Intersectionality was REALLY new. I think we forget that information wasn’t always as available as it is now.

As I was reading about queerness and what it felt like to other people. I started to question a lot of what I thought I knew. And I made friends here who didn’t know me outside of this space. I know fandom is a mixed bag for many (and has been for me sometimes) but without my fandom friends I’m not sure I would be where I am. When people have no attachment to who you’ve been, you can be free to be who you are. At least that’s how it was for me. I was able to see that my marriage wasn’t what I wanted. That I’d been steeped in so much misogyny I couldn’t see straight.

Lord I don’t know if this is helpful. Looking back I wonder how I didn’t know. And sometimes my physical space friends who’ve only known me as out make fun of me for not knowing (in good spirits). I played FIELD HOCKEY. My favorite artist at 13 was MELISSA ETHERIDGE. But I really didn’t know. And I’m ok with that. Because I know now. And now, I live my best life. I’m lucky that I live in Los Angeles. I have a beautiful chosen family. I’m closer to some of my siblings because when I came out to them they looked at me and said, us too :) But they’re not out to our family.

The rest of my family didn’t turn me out but they’re also not supportive. And I get life from every story of queer love being accepted. Every story of parents being supportive.

Feel free to come chat any time. Or stay on anon if it feels better. But you’re never too old! And I’m not shocked you didn’t know.

[inaracewithmyself]

All the numbers that end in 5 and 0!!!

oh hot damn! alright lets do this 

5: What were you doing at 11PM last night? Sitting on my couch watching the office

10: What are you listening to? my nanny kid tell me a story about the balloons she wants to get on her birthday mixed with radio commercials 

15: Can you text as quickly with one hand as you do both? No probably not as quickly, but pretty close.

20: What was your last thought before you went to bed last night? “oh fuck I forgot to meditate” haha

25: In the past week, have you cried? yes. Im a fairly weepy person, so a good commercial can make me cry. 

30: Would it be hard seeing someone else kiss the last person you kissed? umm no cause it was a creeper guy from an online date haha. I totally dodged his first attempt with a hug but then he snuck a bird peck in as we pulled away. ugh!

35: How many more days until your birthday? a lot. I just had my birthday at the beginning of last month so I’ve got another 11 months till the next one.

40: Have you ever regretted kissing someone? oh yes. many stupid nights in college. but I don't really dwell on it at all.

45: Do you believe exes can be friends? I think depending on the terms of the breakup, sure. but I don't think thats realistic for a lot of relationships.

50: Why aren’t you pursuing the person you like? I am trying to enjoy the single life for a while and not worry about that so much. whatever will be will be.

55: Where are you going on your next vacation? no plans for vacation currently since the name of the game is saving money right now. but hoping to take a trip back to Europe soon. Thinking Amsterdam or France but my sister and mom want to do Thailand so we may do that. We shall see!

60: Have you ever played Spin the Bottle? Yup. Fun fact : my first kiss was because of spin the bottle. I was like 10 and at an all girls slumber party. I don't think we really understood the point of the game haha

65: How many boyfriends/girlfriends did you have in 2011? Ummmm I think just 1? I spent most of my early 20s single so I don't really remember.

70: Are you a monogamous person or do you believe in open-ended relationships? I personally am a monogamous person. I am fully supportive of anyone who does it differently, but just not for me.

75: What part of a person’s body do you find most attractive? Smile for sure. I love a good smile that can light up a room

80: Would you get involved with someone if they had a child already? Im not completely against it if it was the right person, but I would prefer if they didn't.

85: Have you ever ‘dated’ someone you’ve never met? Nope.

90: Have you ever gotten back in touch with an old flame after a time of more than 3 months of no communication? Ummmm not that I can think of. Maybe a hookup but I've never gotten back together with an old boyfriend.

95: Are you a player? Nope. I tend to get played.

100: Anybody on Tumblr that you’d go on a date with? Plenty. Y'all live too far away!

105: If a sexy person was pursuing you, but you knew he/she was in relationship, would you go for it? Hell no. That makes me so skeezed out.

110: If you could kiss anyone who would it be? Hugh Jackman. You just know he knows how to treat a lady right.

115: Ever made out with just a friend? Yup. 

Hot damn!!! Hope you guys learned something today! Thanks for the ask boo!

[leppardbowie]

1 - 150 ;)

HOW DARE YOU DO THIS lmaoo *putting away spork * lets do this hahah  

 1. Who  was the last person you held hands with? Lmao no one2. Are you outgoing or shy? *hides in shame cube* very very very shy3. Who are you looking forward to seeing? I dont know anyone atm but I guess my dad lol4. Are you easy to get along with? Yah sure :p5. If you were drunk would the person you like take care of you? im not with anyone so lmao6. What kind of people are you attracted to? Idk if yeh mean personality wise , looks wise ? but ill say people who say what they mean and mean what they say people who don’t say sorry just bc someone was “offended” lmao and people who dont really give a damn lol7. Do you think you’ll be in a relationship two months from now? erm my mom says no8. Who from the opposite gender is on your mind? Jerry lewis9. Does talking about sex make you uncomfortable? Yes10. Who was the last person you had a deep conversation with? mermy11. What does the most recent text that you sent say? “googled it”12. What are your 5 favorite songs right now? 1. dont you forget about me billy idol 2. Is this love Bob marley 3. Blue highway billy idol 4. Crackerbox palace george harrison 5. harlem shuffle rolling stones13. Do you like it when people play with your hair? nein  14. Do you believe in luck and miracles? Yesh :p 15. What good thing happened this summer? um lmao nothing happened this summer 16. Would you kiss the last person you kissed again? Ive never been kissed17. Do you think there is life on other planets? YEAS18. Do you still talk to your first crush? ive never had a crush so....19. Do you like bubble baths? Yah :p20. Do you like your neighbors? NEIN21. What are you bad habits? ?!?!? idk lmao probably hating people too much22. Where would you like to travel? Trinidad 23. Do you have trust issues? eh 24. Favorite part of your daily routine? Crocheting25. What part of your body are you most uncomfortable with? I like all of me 26. What do you do when you wake up? stare into the void27. Do you wish your skin was lighter or darker? Naaaaahhhhhh I like my complexion lol28. Who are you most comfortable around? my mom 29. Have any of your ex’s told you they regret breaking up? Ive never ha any exes30. Do you ever want to get married? Yeah :p31. If your hair long enough for a pony tail? No lmao32. Which celebrities would you have a threesome with? eww 33. Spell your name with your chin.c hgyz n ndcf34. Do you play sports? What sports? Swimming :D 35. Would you rather live without TV or music? Tv Ive not seen television in 7 years36. Have you ever liked someone and never told them? Ive never liked anyone irl lmao37. What do you say during awkward silences? lol i laugh38. Describe your dream girl/guy? hmm I like all kinds of people so I guess just eccentric weirdos :p39. What are your favorite stores to shop in? converse and target :p40. What do you want to do after high school? work in the medical feel41. Do you believe everyone deserves a second chance? not everybodyyyyyyyy now42. If your being extremely quiet what does it mean? either you have offended me in someway or im holding back the urge to strangle you43. Do you smile at strangers? sometimes44. Trip to outer space or bottom of the ocean? OCEANNNNN :p45. What makes you get out of bed in the morning? the joy of life46. What are you paranoid about? aint worried bout nuttin47. Have you ever been high? no48. Have you ever been drunk?np49. Have you done anything recently that you hope nobody finds out about?no50. What was the colour of the last hoodie you wore? not really a hoddie but lmao ? turqouis jacket thing 51. Ever wished you were someone else? no52. One thing you wish you could change about yourself? my brain function53. Favourite makeup brand? dont have one54. Favourite store?dont have one55. Favourite blog?dont have one56. Favourite colour? RAINBOWWWWWWW57. Favourite food? tamales orrr carne asada58. Last thing you ate? noodles59. First thing you ate this morning? a lolipop :p60. Ever won a competition? For what? blue ribbon for swimming 61. Been suspended/expelled? For what? Nerp62. Been arrested? For what? No 63. Ever been in love? no64. Tell us the story of your first kiss? havent had it yet65. Are you hungry right now? yah lmao66. Do you like your tumblr friends more than your real friends? I dont have any friends irl 0_067. Facebook or Twitter? neither i dont even have facebook lmao68. Twitter or Tumblr? id glady delete both rn for a good sum of money69. Are you watching tv right now? I dont have a tv70. Names of your bestfriends?  ?!?!? no friends irl but I mean tumblr wise @Bowieakajohn i talk to her alot71. Craving something? What? pizza72. What colour are your towels? dont have any lol 72. How many pillows do you sleep with? 173. Do you sleep with stuffed animals?174. How many stuffed animals do you think you have? used to have tons now i have like 3 :’075. Favourite animal? rodents76. What colour is your underwear? bleck77. Chocolate or Vanilla? vanillerrrrrr78. Favourite ice cream flavour? hmm :p I dont like ice cream that much butttt pistacio 79. What colour shirt are you wearing? not wearing a shirt haha80. What colour pants? black81. Favourite tv show? havent watched tv in yearsss 82. Favourite movie? Sgt. Pepper's Lonely Hearts Club Band 197883. Mean Girls or Mean Girls 2?  Ive never seen that dingy movie84. Mean Girls or 21 Jump Street? neither lmao85. Favourite character from Mean Girls? I dont know any of them86. Favourite character from Finding Nemo?   darla87. First person you talked to today? mommy :p88. Last person you talked to today? mommy :p89. Name a person you hate? nobody ahha90. Name a person you love? mommy91. Is there anyone you want to punch in the face right now? *triggered*92. In a fight with someone? no93. How many sweatpants do you have? none94. How many sweaters/hoodies do you have? none95. Last movie you watched? *chokes* did not finish but arizona dream eww holy jesus ew96. Favourite actress? none97. Favourite actor? Eddie redmayne , jake gyllenhal , jerry lewis , hugh jackman , christian bale , john hurt :p98. Do you tan a lot? never have never will99. Have any pets? Yas  my bby guinea100. How are you feeling? aight101. Do you type fast? eh102. Do you regret anything from your past? eh eh eh yeh103. Can you spell well? Yah :p104. Do you miss anyone from your past? ehhhh not really105. Ever been to a bonfire party? no106. Ever broken someone’s heart? ?!? idk107. Have you ever been on a horse? no but I have pet a christmas show horse108. What should you be doing? chemistry109. Is something irritating you right now? nah110. Have you ever liked someone so much it hurt? no111. Do you have trust issues? didnt you ask this already ?112. Who was the last person you cried in front of? noone113. What was your childhood nickname? mommanoma (still is)114. Have you ever been out of your province/state? Yah :p115. Do you play the Wii? np116. Are you listening to music right now? in my head yeh irl no117. Do you like chicken noodle soup? yesh :p118. Do you like Chinese food? yeah119. Favourite book? immortal city120. Are you afraid of the dark? no121. Are you mean? sometimes :o but i try to be nice okay i try122. Is cheating ever okay? no123. Can you keep white shoes clean? never had white shoes124. Do you believe in love at first sight? ?!?!?125. Do you believe in true love? ?!?!?126. Are you currently bored? yeh127. What makes you happy? life :D 128. Would you change your name? no lol129. What your zodiac sign? scorpio130. Do you like subway? yeah had subway todat lol131. Your bestfriend of the opposite sex likes you, what do you do? lol if i liked em back cool :p132. Who’s the last person you had a deep conversation with? nerbedy133. Favourite lyrics right now? cant think lmao134. Can you count to one million? no lmao my brain short circuts at 65135. Dumbest lie you ever told? idk136. Do you sleep with your doors open or closed? locked137. How tall are you? 6″2138. Curly or Straight hair? my natural hair is an afro lol139. Brunette or Blonde? neither lmao redhead140. Summer or Winter? winterrrrrrr141. Night or Day? day142. Favourite month? november143. Are you a vegetarian? no144. Dark, milk or white chocolate? milky :p145. Tea or Coffee? Both :D146. Was today a good day? yeah147. Mars or Snickers? SNICKERSSSSSSSS148. What’s your favourite quote? “not a chance , not a snowflakes chance in hell” - david bowie149. Do you believe in ghosts? yeh :p150. Get the closest book next to you, open it to page 42, what’s the first  line on that page?” I turn with the warm ador of a friend to those who have nobody “

WHY YOU DO DIS @bowieakajohn Y Lmaoooo