#i think theres a lot of reasons why roier is acting this way

[1-hanyi]

Something I can't stop thinking about is how Roier said Pepito reminded him of himself. And that's the problem right?

Pepito IS Roier, when he was weak and vulnerable and deprived of affection. Roier has found family and love many times, and he always ends up alone. He won't make the same mistake again. He won't open his heart to love again. And in doing so, he won't let Pepito feel love either.

Because there's nothing to gain from love. He loved Spreen and his friends. And they betrayed him. He let himself love Bobby. And he was taken from his hands. He got adopted by Vegetta and Foolish. And now his parents are gone and who knows if his sibling will wake up. He decided to marry Cellbit. And now Cellbit is missing. And he let himself love Richas as his own kid. And now he is in a coma.

When Bobby died, Roier tried to kill himself. He was depressed, reckless and a mess. He did not care for his health or his safety. And so, why would he now? After he has lost more people, why would he be kind? When he sees a version of himself that seeks love, the same mistakes he has make too many times, why would he love Pepito?

Pepito is himself, Pepito is a reminder of what he has lost, Pepito is a responsability that he did not want. And if Roier can barely take care of himself, if he can barely hope that Cellbit will come back, if he can barely admit that Pepito is real and not a product of his mind, how can we expect Roier to take good care of this new egg?