#i think that also explain my fixation on selfshipping and liking fictional characters while having 0 feelings to anyone irl
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Unrelated to my blog but anyway hi I just found out that I'm probably aromantic lol ✌️😗
#asuka speaks#i fall under Lithromantic to be precise :3#basically it means that i love the idea of romance and love in theory#but the idea of me being in a relationship or lets say having my feelings reciprocate makes me extremely uncomfortable#i think that also explain my fixation on selfshipping and liking fictional characters while having 0 feelings to anyone irl#i love making building stories for my ships and treating them like it was a relationship to me#because in my subconscious i was doing it because i know that it wasn't real and that means there will never be a situation where-#those feelings will ever be reciprocate and I'll be happy in my little space#but in reality it makes me kinda grossed out#that explains my feelings with my ex too like i liked him and tell him i liked him but then he said he liked me too and we tried datinf#but then the feelings just fizzles out and i feel uncomfortable with the status of me being in a relationship and i fantasize being with-#other people instead so like i break it off a month later#and i never felt so relieved after breaking up#and i though i was weird and something's wrong with me because i feel like i dont like people but like the idea of datinf#i really wasnt aware there was a spectrum for this ahaha so glad i was not weird ;w;#anyway i guess i am an aromantic lesbian now haha#asukapodium
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