#i think she's got bpd and probably ocpd

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I very rarely have characters where I see them and go that's ME, but there have been a handful over the years.

By which I mean four. There have been four (that I can remember).

Homura Akemi (Puella Magi Madoka Magica)

Syndrome (The Incredibles)

Amy Elliot Dunne (Gone Girl)

Jay Gatsby (The Great Gatsby - specifically the Leo version)

Two of these have passed peer review unprompted! And if asked, Homura (who is one of the two) is the one I'd say is the most me.

...not sure if I'd count Rebellion Story, but given what she knew/did not know, her actions make complete sense. Homura did nothing wrong.

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sorry if this is a personal question but do any of your OCs have NPD and/or BPD like you? I'm just super curious is all 😅

YES. IM SO GLAD U ASKED. this got long i apologise but i think abt this stuff a lot. when an anon on seth's blog was like "will u open up abt ur mental health issues" i was like mmm i think abt that so much i wanna tell the world using seth's blog that hes a lil narcissist like me,, but he wouldnt have replied like that so i was just sat here. buzzing. vibrating. BUT THANK U FOR LETTING ME SHARE IT ANYWAY

heres the laundry list of mental health issues ive accidentally given my ocs bc im also mentally ill😌

newest oc lynx has bpd, absolutely flips out at injustice, zero impulse control, cannot shut up

seth has npd, very much the self aware narcissist whos well aware of his patterns but decides to treat it as a gift from the heavens bc look mom i can manipulate ppl so easily. developed the disorder bc of childhood trauma. on that same topic he has an absolutely severe and sometimes entirely debilitating phobia of anything electricity related

this wasnt in the question but el is definitely neurodivergent, goes after funky textures and experiences critical understimulation sometimes as well as getting super overwhelmed when a sound is too loud and its too much. has safe foods. will eat said safe foods for weeks on end. they also regress as a coping mechanism. OH how can i forget theyre also big on dissociation

mitten and blitzen both have very adhd vibes to me, chaos children, love them a lot

muffin has uncontrollable anger issues

grace is a maladaptive daydreamer and has aspd

dave from devil hot is a gambling addict so puttin it here

craven is a chronic fucking ppl pleaser and experiences Severe rsd. probably autistic. literally will not break rules and routine and if its broken for any other reason he freaks

oh my god . i was thinking of this stuff like not even a day ago and i remember thinking "omg that oc has such ocpd vibes" and now i cant remember who i thought that abt- ah nvm i remembered its not relevant lol actually it might become relevant bc its my old oc from this other collab i used to do w my former friend in hs. and im super thinking abt renaming them and bringing them over and showing the world my babies

ALYSON. BIG BPD AMBASSADOR. FUELLED BY STRAIGHT SPITE AND MALICE AND THE NEED TO BASH SKULLS IN BC THERES NO JUSTICE IN THIS WORLD

winter has tendencies and traits of a narcissist but i wouldnt say hes one.

juniper is also very dissociative from repeated trauma in her childhood, the institution and then from winter. absolutely the type to seek out toxic relationship w this innate need to be controlled bc she believes then she cant mess up anything.

u havent seen a lot of it yet but fairy will also experience a stress induced psychotic episode

thats it thank u for coming to my ted talk