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Belos doodles + Closeups
the jesus one is heavily inspired by gearbroth's joke in their witte-thorne doodle post
#belos with a mullet for multiple reasons#also i like colouring him#but FUCK his hair strands trip me up sometimes#i dont know how yall do it#i should do a post thats just different hairstyles for him#i think not only would it be good practice but also it'd be kinda sick#but yes here is my babygirl#also if youre reading this far then im going to post more of the god brother au#just need to figure out how i wanna present it#but i have a coloured piece ive yet to post#toh emperor belos#belos#emperor belos#belos fanart#emperor belos fanart#king's tide#the owl house fanart#my art#belos toh#philip wittebane#toh philip wittebane#toh philip#toh belos#philip toh#toh fanart#philip wittebane fanart
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#Ruining the semi normal sleep schedule I'd managed 2 keep going for like a week cus of paranoia 😎#This is ofcthe one time I'm like Actually fucking sleepy#I shocked myself earlier n am in a spiral about the whole “even a semi small shock can fuck up ur heart hours or days later” thing#Which idk if thats unreasonable paranoia or like normal n smart#The internet is 50/50 on it lol#Mom says im being paranoid. Called a like phone nurse about it who said it'd be smart 2 get it checked just 2 be safe#But it's late and doesn't feel serious enough for the er?#Also the er is hell. U just sit there for Hours waiting n then get looked at for 5 minutes told n2 wait even more n then told 2 just go hom#So I am just kinda... existing.. until stuff opens n I can hopefully see a doctor about it or something:)#And cus I was already feeling kinda sick Before the shock I can't be sure if I actually have any symptoms of something worrying#AAAAND my anxiety about the whole thing is making me over analyze every heartbeat or muscle twitch#N tricking my brain into believing shit that's not real#I wanna nap so bad but my brain won't let meee#Ok ramble is done... I just needed 2 get this out of my system somewhere...#Can u believe I use 2 think I didn't have anxiety?? I was all Oh yeah I'm Super chill 😎 while sirens played in my head 24/7#rambles
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been thinking about this all day but we know everyone’s made a Kai Possessed by Morro AU sometime or other
but i raise you
Morro possessing the OTHER ninja and what that would look like individually
I wanna see Zane with rusted parts and glowing green face plating
I wanna see Cole with glowing green lava arms
I wanna see Jay using the powers of wind and lightning together as a stormbringer (ignore that One Time jay used wind canonically we don’t talk about that)
just. the other ninja possessed by Morro please
#it'd look sick as fuck#i can't stop thinking about it but i can't draw shit for it and i'm kinda dying#someone please do this for me i am Begging#morro#morro wu#ninjago#possession#lloyd#kai#zane#cole#jay#ninjago s5#spinjitsu screams
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Since we're both as unwell about him as we are I consider you to be someone who knows a fair amount and what do you genuinely think the real James Fitzjames would feel if he saw the Terror's depiction of him? (As in watching the whole show)
HUH good question. first of all i think he'd be a little discombobulated by the very experience of watching a tv show but personally i choose to believe he'd at least be happy he was made into one of the main characters?? and that so many cool and sexy insane people are obsessed with him now <3
having said that. as much as i love show!fitzjames they did nerf him down A LOT. they robbed him of the joyous whimsy that was such a characteristic trait of the real jokester supreme fitzjames (show!fitzjames also has little to no relationship with his irl lieutenant buddies which. sad.)
we also know now that. most probably. he was actually fully english so i can only imagine he'd be Not Pleased about the cairn scene to say it lightly lmao imagine you and your adoptive family making significant efforts throughout your whole life to disguise the fact of your illegitimate birth and then 150 years later some people make a high rating show where they babygirlify you not only spill your secret to the millions of people watching (or secrets, plural, and make you call yourself a fake as a cherry on top lol) but they also get it wrong and make it Even Worse (from a victorian englishman's perspective) like stop guys he's already dead lmfao
having said that. he would have loved the britannia costume and the your nails are a terror line. i know he would.
#look. i personally think it'd be SO funny#like. look. listen. we reblog pictures and memes of him and say how hot and funny he was and it is all true.#dude was incredible and funny as shit and he did do drag and kick ceilings and id give anything to fuck him woah who said that#but he was ALSO an early 19th century white englishboy colonialist lol#(so is show!fitzjames like please my beautiful racist wife is so much more than just her gender issues and stigmata guys....)#and we dont really know much of his actual feelings on crozier (sick owl... i think of that one a lot) so who knows#maybe they did end up in a fucked up yet heartfelt and deeply intimate homoerotic relationship in the end#but it'd be much funnier if they didn't and actually ended up really fucking hating each other lol#id love to lock them both in a room with nothing but a tv screen playing a compilation of their scenes together on a loop#(the 'are we brothers' scene itself is looped three times for maximum awkwardness damage)#ANYWAY#obv we know francis crozier said rpf is fine but we dont know what's fitzjames's stance on that one....#it doesnt matter anyway. get gendered yaoid and portuguesed idiot#the terror#james fitzjames#og jfj#i wish they'd given tobias the signature forehead curl that makes me lose my mind on the real fiztjimbles#but i want to believe he'd enjoy being portrayed as god's most beautiful specialest little princess in a james ross wig
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Lotta people wondering if there is correlation between "Haki can reverse DF status effects" and "Croc never used Haki" (-> "he can't use Haki lest it detranses him"), and while plausible
I do want to ask, do y'all think Haki could reverse what Shinobu did to Momonosuke? No, this is related I swear
Like my logic is that there's generally speaking two types of Devil Fruit abilities
there's ones that create "temporary status effects" onto others, either wearing off with time or if the user passes out/dies/undoes the ability (Foxy, Sugar, Bonney etc)
ones that change you permanently and won't become undone even if the user died (though some may still be reversible by the original user) (Hancock, Shinobu etc)
And as we know, Haki can reverse those temporary status effects, as we see Law do with the Sickness Doc Q inflicted on him and his crew, right
So the question is, while Haki can reverse the temporary changes, can it also break through those (mostly) irreversible changes? Do you think Momonosuke could reverse Shinobu's Ripening ability and deage himself if he mastered his Haki?
Because I feel like, if not, Crocodile could totally use Haki (if he can in the first place) without it undoing Iva-chan's HRT, because Iva-chan's HRT is supposed to be permanent, it doesn't wear off, the only way to reverse it is supposed to be by Iva-chan's own hands
But if Momonosuke could deage himself again by mastering his Haki, then I feel like Crocodile could indeed be in trouble
#Moon posting#OP Spoilers#OP Meta#Sir Crocodile#I do feel like Doc Q's ''Turning Into A Woman'' Disease is like. Setup for fucking something#That shit was *way too fucking specific* for it to be just a throw-away gag for funsies#Who knows maybe Blackbeard and Cross Guild end up clashing and Doc Q does his thing#And ends up doing -100000 Dysphoria Damage to Crocodile's psyche or something#(But if Croc can't use Haki that could lead to a badass fucking way for him to awaken his Haki or something)#Or maybe Doc Q could abuse the sickness to his advantage if BB crew go up against the Strawhats#Because. As we all know. Sanji can't kick a lady. And Doc Q could make himself untouchable by our idiot cook. Or summin'#IDK#I think my deal is just that I don't want to see Crocodile get permanently detrans'd because god fucking knows#If he wanted to get the T again Ivankov would absolutely humiliate him to hell and back and I don't want to watch that#Esp since the two are on bad terms. Ivankov does not have to fulfill Crocodile's wishes at all.#It'd just be too painful man I just would not want to sit through that shit#Let my man enjoy his gender euphoria in peace he's too old he shouldn't have to deal with humiliation and dysphoria anymore
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Are you going to get a basset hound? They are special babies!
nooOOO I won't be in the market for a new dog for awhile, I don't have any big plans on breeds. I do love them tho....
#I have a bias toward long haired / fluffy dogs but I'd happily take a basset and their short fur#they are soooooo fucked up I love them#actually me saying I don't have any big plans for breeds is a lie. I have a mental list of dogs I'd want.#I'm sick and twisted and at the top I STILL have goldens. I think it'd be fun to have two of them.#sergle answers
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so i was given muscles to wiggle my ears and no puppy ears with which to flex? tragic i will be laying in a creek posthaste
#wouldn't even need to talk if i had dog ears fr just look at them thangs to tell my mood#just me n my floppy lil mutt ears against the world <3#posting this on main bc why the fuck not all my moots should know by now i think it'd be sick as fuck to be a dog#badger grumbles
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ok im a really chill and normal person and i get over things and am well adjusted but take a walk with me here. just give me my time to complain when im not in the absolute fucking trenches. and yes i believe i suffered more than those in trench warfare. it was literally a lesbian situationship with a bistraight girl come on. just. magenta choppy shag with the roots coming in. camo cargo pants black t shirt with red lettering and striped long sleeve (sign someone likes music. confirmed). lip ring big black stud earrings and nails. red docs. i think lesbians should be allowed to kill one dyke baiter in their lifetime idc
#and now we're gonna get into some quiet parts and youre just gonna let me have this#i. am so sick. first of all it was kinda funny how people ik ended up sorta surrounding her. felt good. but like we've shared a space#together since everything. i can like be in her presence it's seriously fine. that said. i do sometimes miss her#i say this after going through the really hating her guts period bc of her evil evil evil ways. and feeling like she's lame as hell bc she#s. but i mean it's me talking i have my problems too. i Hate the way we always so naturally act in sync. and i hate that we've both picked#each others' brains for hours so it's like. i knew you once and now we can't even look each other in the eye and that just really sucks#and i feel like. not that i strictly believe in these things. but we were sort of twin flames. i largely suffered for like. basically#falling in love w her. and i know i didn't leave as much of a mark. but i still hope it sucked a little for her#and i'll admit i think it'd be some sort of miracle if we could ever talk civilly. unfortunately we work in two ways#literally behaving in Ways and borderline fucking or not speaking. so. here we are#and i already humiliatingly tried to extend an olive branch this summer so im not gonna be fucking stupid. yk#but GOD how annoying. i did talk to situationship today and we were relatively normal so at least that's not deathly awkward#it's still. definitely um. stiff. but not terrible#i need to get to the club. pretend theres a cig emoji im on desktop rn#sorry for this.#film girl saga
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#tw vent i guess??#came here just to post smth that i'm most probably gonna delete later then leave#but aughhhh last week has been SO bad i really really needed to get it off my chest#had the final boss of a sick victorian child episode for like two weeks AND tons of college stuff to do-#-AND a test on a subject that i'm horrible at (and that i'm gonna fail fs)#AND i was supposed to get a septum which is something that i'd been looking forward to for literal YEARS#but upon telling my parents about it (cause they're kinda strict and ig they would like to know) i changed my mind#cause my mom took it SO personally.... like it was HER face not mine?🤨 but hey!#and although i had the decency to at the very least let her know that i was getting a piercing (which wasn't necessary for me to do but-#-i did it anyway out of consideration for her)#she has the fucking SPINE to tell me how i could do whatever the fuck i wanted if i cared more about getting it than about her opinion-#-but she would always think it was disgusting and that i had no right to get angry at her if she didn't look me in the face or#wanted to walk or be with me cause it'd make her embarrassed to be with me in public if i had that shit on my face.#and it hurts a lot not just bc of the fuckass piercing. but bc my parents (esp my mom) always react like this whenever i make a little-#-change on my appearanceor cut my hair or buy oversized clothes or whateverand like#if she's gonna be soooo hurt when i get a tiny piece of metal on my face. how is she gonna react when i tell her i want to get tattoos.#start taking hormones. change my name. get top and bottom surgery. be completely changed physically.#is she gonna die is the world gonna end. is she just going to stop talking to me forever.#because a piercing is not just a decoration. to me right now it's an extension of the changes i want to undergo on my body.#it's a step forward to looking the way i want too look#so a rejection to any change i do on my body feels like an indirect rejection to be being trans. and the fact that they're unaware of#just how deep their rejection cuts (bc i'm not out) makes me even angrier at them.#and upon the realization that if i ever came out to my mom (and the rest of my family too tbh) she would react *exactly* like this.#well. i did not take that very well.#wasn't very demure of her to say all that. not very mindful not very cutesy :/#also been sh-ing more bc if this and ughhh what a shit week. hope this one's better#also. i decided i'm still gonna get a septum this year. don't know when but fuck all that. it's gonna bother them all the same#no matter what time of the year i get it done. or if i do it in a year or two or five. so who gives a shit.#anyway. gonna delete later probably#📎
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Genuinely thinking about giving at least some of my alcohol away. Not quite wanting to get rid of my favorite vodka flavors yet, but the other ones + the ciders in my fridge...
Just kinda don't want them lol
#speculation nation#i still haven't had any alcohol since february 14th & i still dont know if ill ever want to drink again#the thought of alcohol just kinda makes me sick now.#ive enjoyed it in the past but now it just makes me think about how my dad died from alcoholism.#ive never been a binge drinker bc if i have more than 4 drinks at a time it Will make me nauseous#and ive only really drank maybe once or twice a month. usually no more than once a week at the most.#so like it's not like ive had much of a problem with alcohol before now#but it's also been my go-to for calming down my brain when im freaking out#and i have a history of using it as a form of self harm.#so a part of me knows that alcohol isnt good for me. and a part of me is scared of turning out like my dad someday.#better to just have nothing to do with it entirely. i dont want it. i dont want anything to do with it.#but at the same time my peach and strawberry vodka bottles are still relatively new and relatively full#and it'd feel like a waste of money to just give it away...😭😭😭😭#so maybe ill hold onto those. for a bit longer. idk.#i dont even know if this current mindstate is gonna keep up. it's only been a bit over a month.#maybe someday i'll feel leas uncomfortable around alcohol again#... but today is not that day. i dont want this fucking alcohol.#negative/#i guess. im just kinda trying to sort out my thoughts on it.#self harm ment/
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well I can already tell this is gonna be a bad night
today has just been fucking weird and hard. I'm in a bad mood. everything feels bad. (probably not helped by me not taking the new antidepressant last night so I wouldn't sleep all day)
the plan was for my friend to come over this weekend to help me pack. she did that last time and it helped a lot. (my husband could help, obviously, but he's in charge of other things that also need to get done. plus he's very bad at putting things into boxes.)
but the rail strike is still going on so it's likely that she won't be able to get here (or get back in time). so now that's suddenly a lot more stressful and the one thing that I thought would make it go okay is gone.
and I also have to like. at least reread my thesis a few times or whatever to study for the oral exam on Friday. which will make me want to die. because it is bad. so. that will be bad. and the thought of being asked questions about that piece of garbage for 30 fucking minutes is so horrifying that I genuinely do not know if I will be able to get through it without taking my Lorazepam beforehand (which I know is a horrible idea, and my psychiatrist told me twice that it's a bad idea, and I know it would just make me unbelievably stupid. but holy shit that is the scariest thing I can imagine.)
and of course instead of doing anything useful I'm now just sitting here feeling like shit (like last night, only worse)
#it'd just be so fucking nice if I could just.. have a break#it's just been nonstop awful shit since my dad's cancer diagnosis in 🤔 2015. I'm sorry but that's too long. I can't do it anymore. I just#need some damn time to fucking calm down#like yeah any outsider would probably look at my life and think 'well you haven't actually DONE anything in like 6 years'#yeah that's true#but I've also been sick and/or in pain pretty much since 2018. and some of that was fixed last year when I had my gallbladder removed but i#is still not good. first of all that did not work out so well for me. but also everything else is still not right and no one cares and I#just don't have the energy to fight to get a diagnosis#I'm just so tired#I really thought I'd just. go to uni. get my degree in 3 years like expected. get a job. move out. have a normal life FINALLY for the first#time ever#and NONE of that fucking happened#EVERYTHING WENT WRONG. again and again and again#and I am just. so. tired. I can't. I can't do it.#it feels so fucking pathetic to be like 'my life is soooo hard everyone feel bad for me' when there is just. objectively not that much wron#but it just. never. stops.#I've never had a fucking moment to just. sit down. and think. and make decisions about my life. everything just. happens to me#I just. feel so lost and stuck and doomed and it won't fucking get better! it won't! my life got better ONE TIME and it has been pure hell#since then#like. no. it won't get better. this will keep happening over and over and over#I'll never have a choice. not really. I fucked up my life permanently when I dropped out of school at 18 and tbh I wish I would've just bee#brave enough to do what I really wanted then (killing myself)#because fuck. this is not worth it#literally everyone I love is either really fucking far away or just. fictional.#I have no close relationships with anyone irl#everyone I know irl is mean and kind of an asshole. and I'm too useless to meet new people.#I just. I don't want to survive anymore I want to live but I can't have that so. what's the goddamn point#its gonna be fine. because I'm a fucking coward so I'll never do it anyway. but I fucking wish I could
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(can i please get a waffle voice): can i PLEASE having a coping mechanism that doesnt turn maladaptive. can i PLEAAASE have just one !!! i am Begging you, on my hands and knees !!!!! AUGH
#tfw your coping mechanism detaches you from reality and now you're watching yourself warily to make sure u dont fall into That Pit again#skirting around the edge and unhooking my claws from the coping mechanism and holding it gingerly with the tips of my fingers#praying i do not have to put it down entirely. because man..... its slim pickings around here for shit that actually Works fhfjdkl#the issue with reality being nigh unbearable ... is that you cannot bear reality. and thus detach. but u cannot go too far away from it.#or else Bad Shit happens. that i don't especially want to experience again fhdjdkdl#it'd be so cool to have a brain that didnt do this. so i could just freely la-dee-da along with fun things#instead of the fun things turning Bad bc they went too far fjfkdl#or having to keep a very close eye on myself when i get into new things bc i can see they have the potential to go badly for Me w my brain#sobbing forever honestly. i feel awful. this sucks shit. im trying to be funny about it to cope but im Upset fjfjddkl#im so sick of this type of thing fjdkdl I wish i could just like... be okay. for a while. without it going badly like this fjfkfl#i thought maybe i was on the up finally but nooooo it's just bc i was getting too far from holding onto reality properly#god i hate this pattern. im so fucking angry w it tbh fjfkfl i cannot believe i let myself think this was going to be different fjfkfl#but anyways!! onwards we march and hopefully i figure smth out fjfkdl im uhhhh very tired#going to crawl into bed at the ripe time of 8:30pm and just go listen to music and draw or smth idk fjfkfl this is frustrating#pippen needs 2nd breakfast
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hmmm. what phobias do you guys have
Ah'm not telling ya.
Being unprofessional. But I KNOW what you're trying to pull, anon! You're trying to make the land scary so you can halt my oil dreams!!! Well GUESS what, you guys are already unrefined freaks to me! And it just makes me want to make your town MORE refined! Because as we all know, the best oiled professionals run off of SPITE!
Um... what a silly question, dear listener! What on Earth could I have to fear? Maybe the Chairman- but- what suit doesn't fear their higher ups? Haha!
#dana tag#buck tag#desmond tag#[tbh idk what their phobias would actually be]#[desmond def fears disapointing ppl like to the rsd level of fear]#[buck wouldnt fear much but worst it'd get was fearing they wont be strong enough to like. avoid fucking dying or getting destoryed or]#[something]#[see it as like a skill issue on themselves]#[dana idk either. probs just fucking up as well and cogs inc has def made that fear worse]#[most of the time theyre all so up their own asses that they dont rlly register their fears dhwuifauifuwiwa]#[i just realized all of these are probs not phobias but ah whatever]#[im sick tbh i am half thinking]
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Gift giving is just monster kirin Mine bringing Daigo prey he caught in his mouth
he dont even need to be a kirin for this one i'm sure mine would give daigo a corpse if he thought he'd like it
#snap chats#but hehe kirin mine.... my fave thing to think about... one of my fave things to think about.....#is it like a werewolf thing or is he like a centaur or is he just a kirin who's to say !!!#i love all iterations because i love kirins and i love mine so i win either way#i just think daigo should ride mine into battle and it'd be sick as fuck#imagine that a man sitting on top of some mythical giraffe shooting at people with a glock 💀#average floridian tbh
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its so insane to me when i see certain women say that period leave is somehow offensive i am begging you stfu i would kill for period leave dont ruin it for the rest of us because you dont want it 😭😭
#i have endo but i think it'd easier if i could get even only a few days off automatically rather then having to get like special time off#and otherwise we have to use sick leave and then we cant use it when we're actually sick :(#so insane though fr i saw someone say 'its offensive because you're saying women are weaker '😭😭?????#people who r afab are like usually weaker then people who r amab why do u think cis men r so scary#its not offensive to say that#if you chose to turn that into 'people who r afab are therefore useless and dumb' thats your fault for seeing a difference to mean one has#2 be useless because of it#if you have periods then yes you'll be tired and weaker then often getting a lot of pain#i think its more offensive to say that we need to just pretend we're the same as people who r amab and just push through#how come we're always expected to behave the same as cis men?? like if there's any difference it's always that we need to change it to fit#in with cis men?#its so annoying#like even without conditions periods can b so draining#pls help me to understand why its offensive to give people who suffer from them a break???#i do not understand#because amab people dont need it it's offensive and demeaning to give it to afab people in ur eyes??#so like fuck pregnant people then?#like how far are you going to go with this#its not equal sure but being exactly equal isnt always fair.#it's like when i say i dont fast during my period and they say its offensive like personally it gives me the benefit of being able to have#water and medicine and keep my energy up#everyone is different#and its not bad to say everyone is different#different doesnt mean one side is stupid or deserves unjust treatment#(dont take that out of context for like serial killers or something ok i beg)#its your fault if different automatically means that to you i think#i specify cis men because i personally never see transwomen act this way if anything theyre the opposite and always really kind ab periods#idk if i worded that well u probably know what i mean
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Love that there's two ways the body temperature can drop after a fever
a) lysis, which is gradual, can take days and is more gentle on the body
or
b) crisis, which is rapid - it only takes a few hours -, takes a huge toll on the body, and can lead to tachycardia and collapse
and my body, every time, without fail, chooses the LATTER
#going from 39+ °C to 37 °C and below in less than 5 hours sounds like it'd be great in theory#but in practice it fucking sucks#I think you could put me in fucking Death Valley and I would not feel as fucking warm and sweat as fucking much as during crisis#my body always does this - cranks up the fever rapidly and fights like a rabid animal for like a day or two#and then goes back to normal just as fast or faster#it's nice to only ever be sick for 3-4 days but god is it exhausting also#my stuff
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