#i think it was like that in 2019 but idr

[ladysophiebeckett]

anyway, i saw wicked (for the 3rd time in my life) at the san diego civic theater and i loved it. i love wicked. i thought the leading ladies were excellent (laurens samuel and austen danielle bohmer). but i did not like this fiyero?? very handsome. good singer. but his portrayal was kind of a snooze for me. he was giving 80%, maybe bc it was matinee. i compare every fiyero to norbert (which i shouldnt do, i know). but norbert's fiyero has a sense of urgency when it comes to elphaba. you can tell where his feelings and loyalties lie. i felt like this actor in particular was toying with both women?? so either the actor is dating glinda's actress or his interpretation of the character is that he loves both women. idk. but alaym was really good. so.

[vividbeast]

ouuuugh i really want/need to take daisy to a vet...ive never done it before and idk where her paperwork would be (if she even has any??? if my dad didnt lose it somewhere???) but shes having weird tremors in her legs and i just want to get it checked out and make sure she isnt Dying

[mizugucci]

onf in chicago

hi yall im finally posting my account of seeing onf in chicago!!!! its only like 4 days late... like i said best day ever!!! below are all my notes + a bunch of photos, please forgive what i look like lol but i was so happy :)

for those that know me, know this was a HUGE deal. so of course this is going to be very long and detailed. luckily for most of my followers ill be putting it under a readmore <3

so i bought the highest tier ticket for obvious reasons, so ill just so chronologically:

first was sound check and they did ugly dance and i could NOT believe i was seeing onf in the flesh. im pretty sure i died and went to heaven then and there

once they were done with soundcheck, they did the hi-touch and group photo. the actual practice was messy but it was fun so i don't think people minded. i dont remember anything except that for whatever reason, i was legitimately the FIRST PERSON and it was a lot lmao

additionally during the group photo i had wyatt to myself lol i froze for a second but he was so kind and polite, he asked what pose i wanted to do and i dont remember if i responded or not but we did a little heart together <3

then the fansign happened and i dont remember the majority of it, partly bc i was a flustered idiot lol but i got my complete album signed!!!! life goal met for sure. wyatt i remember specifically thinking again how kind and polite he was, idr seungjun/etion but i got to hyojin and he had his hand up kind of for a highfive and i gave him the album and tried to high five at the same time it was. very awkward LOL he thought it was funny (i hope) then yuto complimented my kitty cat ears!!! i remember saying something stupid and being an idiot in front of minkyun too but. what can we do

finally was the long anticipated fanchat!!! i had my fanchat with yuto obviously and it was nerve wracking as hell but i love him so much i powered through and i hope he got something out of our conversation

the photo that we took & he signed was my best one of the night, so im really happy with how that turned out. its going to be my treasure for a long time to come:

anyway first thing i want to note is that we were sitting at high tables for the talk, but he couldnt even sit without the table dwarfing him so he stood the whole time LMAO my short king i love him so much

so after we took the photo i sat down and honestly im not sure how much he understood the first half, bc he didnt react/respond and he was slightly confused about english in the 2nd half but ANYWAY i told him i was so so proud of him, how far he's come and especially weathering the time of being alone during military era... lots of gushy stuff lol

then i asked him what b-side he liked dancing to the most and he was SO CUTE when he cocked his head and went "b-side?" so it took a moment to get my point across and he was like ohhhh, umm fly me to the moon! and i almost made a total fool of myself reacting LOL bc as some of you know, fly me to the moon is literally my favorite ONF b-side. of all time. and partly due to yuto's center dance break with the saxophone.

yuto was confused but excited when i reacted (like i audibly gasped) and i said omg thats my favorite too!!! and he got so happy and i even proved it further being like, *points to u* dance break center! saxophone! and he nodded a bunch and was so excited lmao

i think he was also surprised at being a favorite, especially when he asked me when i became a fan and i said end of 2017 (which was true i was a fan, but became a stan in jan of 2019) and he seemed impressed! then our chat had ended there and i almost passed out afterwards haha

then we all had to leave the venue again before the concert started. i met a lot of really cool people that day so some of us went across the street to dunkin. had fun lmao

the concert started and my GOD minkyun's mic was on!!!!! and how does he always have so much energy??? also i had the lightstick and was having the time of my life screaming along lol they were fantastic incredible showstopping etc etc i tried to take some videos but i was just vibing (and shaking) too much i had to give up. but it was so nice to finally go to a concert that i had the lightstick for

went into the concert with solid 3rd bias (etion) and came out of it 3rd bias as seungjun lol. theres a lot to talk about song-wise but ill save that for later. in short, i almost cried when they did bye my monster. and tmwl. and byubyu.

also elle i did record asteroid for you (not that its a good video, or one that ill share...) but it did remind me of you lol! they did difficult & moscow moscow which were both surprises to me but very welcome. all day as well was fantastic!

about halfway thru the concert (but not the ballad section) i had given up on videos so i was just rocking out w the lightstick & i pretended to hit hyojins high note with the lightstick as a microphone until someone that i met nudged me & looked up to see seungjun staring at me

it was sooo funny the facial expression he was making. i cant even describe it but once we made eye contact it was like he smiled slowly literally like the grinch and went 'hehe' to make sure i knew he saw me doing that LOL

so i knew i had to get a snapshot with him that showcased the lightstick:

theres so much more about the concert but its all mainly about the songs & the fact i finally saw them live. but i do need to mention the fact goosebumps was practically a rave lmao loved it

after the concert was the group photo selfie which was really cool but would be better if my phones camera wasnt absolute shit & they did a more flattering angle...

dont let this photo fool you, they are short kings (im as tall or taller than multiple of them, minkyun & wyatt are the only ones i remember being taller than me. wyatt was surprising)

i didnt really say anything memorable during snapshots bc i was just so star-struck, but i do remember wyatt going out of his way to be nice lol also i saw yuto multiple times & i was sooo mad there was only a few of us that bought premium snapshot for him. i also got along well with minkyun and highfived him again. i let most of the members choose their poses. yes i got multiple mks. yes i made him do cat ears.

and here are all the others. i got at least 1 type of snapshot with each of the members

anyway tl;dr best day of my life, its only downhill from here! unless they announce another tour... we shall see... im so glad they're getting so much love from fuse, i know we (both onf and fuses) have been waiting for a long time

im also very happy that there really is no reason NOT to have overseas tours... we've already beat the 7 year curse & completed military. the world is onf's oyster and i cant wait to see what they do going forward <3

[causesciencethatswhy]

Was thinking how we get confirmation of some of the things years later. Like in today's ep jm said him, jk (confirmed) and either one of jin and yg (jm was a bit confused who but it could also be that yoonjin both left later like jikook) were the last ones to leave their dorm and remember how we used to think jikook "might" live together cause they used to share car alot during 2019-2021. Now idk exactly when they left their dorms but i do know the news of RM and jm buying house in nine one hit the media around june 1st 2021. Also that one BTS video where the boys were interviewing e/o and jk asked jm what was the most enjoyable thing these days and jm replied "The most enjoyable thing these days is waking up and seeing jungkook" idr but wasn't it around 2019-2020 when he said that? And jikook and yoonjin used to share car, jikook the most of times so i think yup jikook used to live in the shared apartment be it dorm or whatever that is. So we were basically right.

Intersting thing is even after RM and jm buying house we still saw jikook sharing cars now idk why that. Yes when minimoni brought their houses they shared car but it was like only few times but jikook still has shared cars few times here nd there so i wonder why is that maybe they love sharing cars or their houses are near or etc etc.

Maybe as the besties they're when it comes to car sharing they just simply put these two together knowing they have shared it before too. Remember how they shared car 4 days of concerts in LV? There's another thing who's confirmation we got way later but i don't remember that now but yeah.

Also the way tkkrs be like "but jungkook don't cook for jm he doesn't even have jm's number" both got denied in this ep....i know it's only them who believed their shit theories but they're sooo many in number and they spread it everywhere so it's like thousands of them i think like 99% of them belive that shit. "Jungkook doens't have jm's number why is it a problem it happens people don't have e/o's numbers why are you blaming tkkrs for it" i remember mfkr dionysustkk tweeting this. The way i wanna bitch slap that identity crisis human. Like bitch not only he has jm's number (sounds so fking silly to say even) he literally knows jm's House password and walks like he knows the place and even cook for the two of them so you can sit in a corner and cry me some river

Thank you for this mini timeline compilation anon!

I found it interesting that jimin knew for sure that jk was still with him at the dorms but couldn't confirm whether yoonjin were there too. Seems like a detail you'd recall I feel, unless you were spending a majority of your time with one person. And if we are to go by your timeline it does seem that even after moving out jikook seemed to have made a deliberate choice to take the same car on multiple occasions. I do think there was a period in mid 2021 and early 2023 where jkk were maybe not seeing each that frequently based on some of their conversations, but this docu has really made me re evaluate a lot of these assumptions.

Since 2020, we have gotten almost 1/3 the amount of behind the scenes ot7 content and that definitely had an impact on many peoples assumptions on the members relationships. It's why certain "groups" felt more confident in proclaiming that jikook were never close or only fanservice.

Tkkrs and their cult leaders will never stop in their attempts at undermining jikooks relationship with false narratives. It's something I didn't understand the need of when I first entered shipping spaces because if you believe tkk are real and in a healthy relationship, then why would assuming jikook are close friends, in any way would come in the way of that? Why did jimin need to be the villain in their theories so bad? It's only now that I kinda get that as a tkkr, they can't possibility perceive that tkk are in a 'genuine and healthy' relationship if they have to take jikook at face value. Cause the way those two interact and prioritise one another, does really throw tkkrs off gaurd. Which is why so much of their belief and foundation hinges on all of jkks interactions being fake and forced and jk secretly hating jm. Because the alternative cannot be that they're 'close friends" for them, once they start 'really seeing' jikook for the way they are around one another, it disturbs their perfect ideal.

Not saying that there's no possibility that jikook are in fact just close friends after all, but I think once you do see that underlying spark that makes one go "?" ,it's kind of hard to unsee it.

[ophiocordyceps]

Randomly looking at your blog then looking at recommended posts on your blog that go back like half a fucking decade (bc this site sure does have an algorithm that Is) made me realize that Jerma has been around since at least 2019? I am being so serious when I say that I thought he kinda just became a thing in the early 2020s, like maybe 2020-2021 or around there maybe 2022 even (less likely that I thought that one though maybe?), idk idr my memory is shit. I just thought that was funny.

LOL i think he's been streaming for way longer than that but hes blown up much more recently

[world-of-ezraprisc]

Man, what a sight seeing International Fanbases beefing up with the US Fanbase when it comes to subscription service price, like ur fkn dollar currency is making all other currencies goes up thanks to World Events.

You may be fine spending like 3-10 bucks, but when it automatically converted, the price were much expensive unless they do some local branches to personalize the price to more affordable.

I get the "pay the artists" and all that stuff, if you privilleged to do so and want to support them, feel free. All i can say is, you will lose majority of your fanbase if you didn't think about the people that can't afford stuff and people outside the US.

Youtube Memberships was one of the solution to do if you want your international viewers able to support you since it will automatically adjusts the price based on where you lived and almos covers most of the countries unlike Patreon, for Example: before Late 2019, youtube Memberships were like IDR 60k for the $3-4 ones in my Country, after the feature went available for local Youtubers, those 60k somehow got lowered to 30-40k and also the tier feature that allows you to pay from a lowest cents to a hundred ones (just look at Vtubers and Smosh). If they really want to take some bucks from International Viewers, why not doing that?

I know, some of y'all minorities hates youtube because of them being evil as usual, but it is what it is, Corpos being Corpos.

[citrusbunnies]

hey i need help yall so theres this one movie ive been trying to find for EVER it was on netflix a few years ago (at most recent it was 2019 but maybe earlier by 2-3 years tops) disappeared and i swear it exists but i havnt been able to find it since

so it starts as like... your standard horse girl movie but specifically a day or 2 before christmas like mysterious dead mom single dad whos stressed and i think he also hated horses or christmas or both about it? not sure so girl works at a stable and gets into an arguement with a mean girl who i dont think even shows up again after this, talks to an old guy abt this ~~mysterious horse~~ that was hanging around and he wanted to catch bc its cold and not safe for the horse then she goes home, gets into a fight with her dad and sulks in the forest about it, find the horse who was specifically a black horse maybe with a white star on his head? she tries to ride him and heres where shit gets tolkien-y. she like looks up for something and theres no more snow in the forest like its clearly no longer mid winter. the horse turns into a guy and for some reason that i dont remember she ends up going on a quest to fight this evil general guy to go home somehow?? idr honestly but at some point they end up going to find this wizard elf goddess mage lady??? they get to this magic cave with 2 oval markings in it that look like eyes. the full moon (or maybe there was 2 moons? i wouldnt count on it but maybe) lines up where the pupils would be and a portal appears in the stone of the cave to the realm or something the goddess lady is hidden in from the general or who the generals serving or something so they talk to her and it gets revealed that *gasp!! shock!!!! not at all predictably!!* the goddess lady is the main girls mother!! then the general either breaks into the goddess ladys realm or ambushes them when they leave maybe? and theres a cool fight scene and thats all i remember about the movie. i watched it with my sister who doesnt at all remember what im talking abt when i bring it up but i swear its a real thing and not a wierd dream i had im so sure of it but i cant find it TvT ty for any help lol

[jxnisnotfunny]

(not selfship related but ily guys)

i think i said this on here in tags before, but i'll say it again, this time aloud

this was me with the fat majin buu (dragon ball) aaall the way back in 2017. i couldn't even hear his voice without getting embarrassed cus i was like "gghfjgjgglhfjlghkgl" i love him sm. that was almost 8 years ago now, lord help

then with grounder (aosth) back when i first discovered him. idr when that was tho, i think maybe 2019. now i literally have a friend who is diehard dedicated to him and another who's loved him since she was a teenager (she's like 27)

i leveled out since then, realizing it's ok to be autistic about your favorite characters, but i still KINDA had it in me with escargoon (krbay) when i got into him around 2021. he was much easier for me to adjust to tho

[redshcdes-archived]

we can rebuild the homestuck rpc i believe in it-

[storm-of-feathers]

I also no longer have the files for my feather outline or header lmao

[eurydice-thefool]

god how much of this is brainrot and how much of this is pure gold. cause i have no taste so i cant tell

like this

why did i draw this

[fishntea]

first heard brass goggles years ago when it got popular on cosplay tiktok in like 2018? 2019? idr but i think it was pre pandemic.

i didn't listen to them for a bit and then i heard honeybee and eat your heart out on spotify shuffle a couple years later and here i am now 🫶

CALLING ALL SPG FANS

reblog and tell me what song got you interested in SPG

[hearttstopper]

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[mygscheekies]

One of my friends pointed out that Hobi looked less sunshine-y than normal at the Grammys and now it's all I can think about and I'm sad and worried :((

[wickymicky]

The The is probably my favorite Rocket Punch song already, even though i only discovered it a couple days ago lol. i like Bouncy and Juicy, but The The just has more natural energy to me. it makes more sense, lol. tho tbh i might actually still say that Bim Bam Bum is their best, i really like that song... idk

[gothiqueedgelordedevorak]

@nabesthetics “I think the Prologue was updated with the sprites in 2019 or 2020. Maybe earlier, idr, but there's an archive with 2020 prologue that has the Courtier sprites, so they've been there by then”

This seems pretty plausible. I was playing it about a year after it released for quite some time but I don’t think I played the prologue chapters since before 2019. If the archives are showing they’re there AT LEAST since 2020 that makes sense. I’ve only played the prologue like what? Now 3 times? And the first 2 were def sometime before the sprites were added.

It is odd it took so long but 🤷‍♂️ part of me thinks the reason people were so upset about it was cuz it was just one of MANY things they took issue with tbh

This just in—the prologue chapters now have Courtier sprites!! Idk when this happened but for the longest time after these designs were released the prologue chapters didn’t have the sprites and I remember it being one of many complaints with Nix Hydra.

Anyway, Volta is a precious little baby and I love her.