#i think imma do iy i think imma do it

[arikozart]

i jst miss his personality (as mych as it sounds like a compliment) nd i miss the way he used to make me feel. this sucks esp cause im not the reason sht is ended. i wonder if he ever thinks abt me. it wouldn’t be fair if he doesn’t.

i feel so pathetic stil being stuck on this but like damn. tht was my dawg, my person. like wtf. tht sht was real. i cant wrap my head around tha fact that we’ll never talk again. like at one point he was my favorite person onnis earth. sht is crazy.

i jst hope when time comes, i’ll get something like that again. it feel like i won’t. imma be lookin for him in everyone i meet nd i hate that, but i also hate tha fact tht i won’t ever know if he ever feels/ thinks the same way.

i hate tha fact that this is how i feel despite how sht ended. i shld be glad im not dealin wit this fck nigga no more like damn. but when it was good, iy was good. i was so happy. unmatched.

i hope he knows he wont ever find me in someone else, nd if he do, it won’t be tha same. i hope he laments over that L he took.

[basadd]

question should i have a brainwashing subplot featuring the brother of the main character who doesn't really matter that much bc the point of this story is the romantic plot?

[chronically-fangirls]

I'll probably want to punch myself about it tomorrow when I'm more coherent bu t

[kingsansa]

Apologies imma be a Twitter snitch but

1. I didn’t think much of IY!Sansa working 70 plus hours as that is very common among high profile athletes and celebs - I thought Jon’s co dependency made it clear he’s not your typical boss and overtime/working non working hours was the norm in that dynamic or was that not the case?

2. why does my girl (pp!Sansa) have such low standards that you’re telling her to get up? 😭

1. You know what—this ask made me do the math and I discovered my typo was actually right because on an average day she’s working from 5:30 to 7 and thats close to 14 hours and she gets two days off a week so it would be 70….which is normal for the line of work she’s in so I changed it back. You have the mind of a mastermind thank you for making me do that.

2. I was listening to xo tour life and looking at the pp outline…now I want pp jon thrown underneath the jail.

[fire-hashira]

Imma be very honest here

I love kpop, I do, but now days I feel like I can't give an honestthought on ny group cause I'm scared that most fans would hate me for it, and then those same fans would say the most cringy shit ever, guys, we are meant to be friends here, not competeing with each other.

so Imma give my honest thpughts, here we go.

-I've stopped listening to BTS cause most of the fans are toxic and I feel like I can't dislike anything anymore, I love the guys, its just some of the fans

-Please stop saying innapropate things to idols, they don't need to hear or see that, keep iy to yourself guys.

-I think YG is trying to make Blackpink into 2ne1 2.0, I love thise girls, but they need a good break.

-Let the idols be normal, Winwin had to say sorry for hanging out with his friends (since when are y'all his parents?) , Hyuna and E'dawn got shit on for dating (these two are cute af btw) and more.

-if a idol does something wrong (Daesung and Senguri from bigbang for example) don't defend them, what they did was wrong.

-quit stalking them, it's nit cute, quirky, its fucking creepy, just stop

-don't shit on fans for liking lesser known groups, maybe check them out and see if you like them (recently I'm getting into onlyoneof and I recommend you listen to them cause they are great

-I liked the song change by RM and WALE, I was excited for their next colllab but they cancelled it cause we can't have nice things due to the fans that hate things..

-don't start fanwars, BTS and Exo fans I am looking at you (not all of you, the ones that are fighing)

thats all, I'm sorry if I upset any of you, but I am just sick and tired of this...

[dog-forest-spirit]

how do u feel abt sesshomaru now after ep 15? honestly i was pretty disgusted with him and the writers after i heard the news since he's my favorite character and at the time i just couldn't even bring myself to watch the episode since i'm a csa survivor and it made me think of bad past experiences - i was unconsciously relating sess with my abuser and it hurt so much, especially when rin looked so young, oddly resembling her 8 year old self.

i don't really like the sequel because i'm not a fan of sess's character resolution and still, they added a lot of things that would require way more development to him in order to make sense to happen (i really am not a fan of him having hanyo kids too because it seems like too dramatic of a character development? and i personally do not like the concept of hny writers forcefully and lazily making him follow his father's footsteps by marrying him with a human when bakusaiga was the resolution of him standing proudly as a daiyokai, free of personal attachments to toga's heirlooms and the expression of his overall independence outside of his father's shadow) but i keep up with it online because my major fear was that they would make rin the mother of his kids (i was already expecting it though). anyways, last night i decided to watch the ep because even though i was absolutely disgusted, i wanted to see it how the writers got it done still. so i watched, and, personally i think the characters, especially him, felt kinda off? like despite the events of sess in the underworld saving rin's life and later offering protection to kohaku in the magatsuhi fight, him entering the hut and not sparing rin even a glance after her childbirth felt uncomfortably ooc. i understand he was in a rush, but still, he casually talked to kagome - it's just that he felt indifference towards rin, as much as everyone tries to deny it.

anyways, after my watching the ep, i just couldn't relate the og characters to the hny ones. it just doesn't feel like them at all; and i realized that i still like sess just like i used to after all because my subconscious does not relate him to what hny is doing because it simply doesn't seem like him at all. i understand that RT approved it, but i don't quite care since she's been apathetic towards inuyasha for so long that she doesn't care what they do to the franchise as long as she gets the bag. if she had written it though it would be another story, but she didn't.

if there were any hints in the og series of him potentially trying to groom rin i'd have noticed, but there wasn't any. everything felt quite familial, especially when he had so much authority over her and and she would obey any of his commands.

well i'm aware, this is long, and you don't have to answer if you don't want to. ^_^

Imma answer it anyways! Thank you for the ask! I hope you’re in a better place right now and always take care of yourself !

I don’t like sesshomaru I guess I never did but I didn’t hate him I didn’t start to like him until he got Rin I found it endearing it felt like he found a stray dog who always came to comfort him and when the dog followed him around he let it happen then it grew into a pure protector role I loved that character development on him really pre HNY I just hated how he become more monotone ? Rewatch anime he’s kinda dramatic in his own way I wish rumiko would have kept it with that basically I found him interesting and am disappointed b/c I felt he had even more potential

The HNY episode was horrible and that was one of the reasons they weren’t characters Miroku didn’t even show up but that could be b/c his voice actor passed but if no one told me I wouldn’t be able to tell the difference his replacement did a really good job Sango wasnt too present either but she didn’t really seem? Like herself Kagome was even worse throughout the series she has shown to be super empathetic and she didn’t care that Rin was crying to herself after her husband took her kids and she was so much younger than Kagome since they lived in the same village there’s no way she didn’t take on a big sister role inuyasha lost a lot of maturity imo but I guess have him yell and scream and that’s him sesshomaru ... it’s like he didn’t a fuck at ALL someone pointed out he always went out of his way to protect Rin and did it because “he’s the best” the final battle went on as long as it did b/c he wanted to save her just a complete 180

Idt there are any hints either like ppl defend it with “it happened later” which 1. how do you know that and 2. That doesn’t make it better like to me Rin was a pet then he grew found of her presence since she unconditionally trusted him kinda like? He learned humans aren’t bad they’re weak but not boring things I also think she took care of him when he was in a low spot too (even when he told her to leave) so he has some respect for her I wouldn’t be surprised if he never had someone do that for him Ik his mom loves him but idk how loving she is ? She might have just given him things vs just listening to him? Idk

With rumiko idk if that’s just her personality but I wouldn’t be shocked if IY was one of those stories you do and don’t care abt so when it bangs you’re just like “?? Why??” There are a lot of similarities to Ranma actually so she might have half assed inuyasha then it blew up so then she was like 😭 oh or after she finishes smth she yeets it either way she doesn’t seem to care too much abt it

[alarriefantasy]

Hi!( I don't know if it's okay to ask things like this here bu Imma do iy anyway.) I'm planning on writing a Larry Black Butler AU but I'm having trouble with Undertaker. Should I just exclude him? If not, please someone help pick a charcter that would fit in Undertaker's. THANK YOU!! All the love. xxx

OMG YAS YAS YAS YAS! Please send me the link when it’s done, I loved Black Butler!!!! Also, as for who should play the role -- I think Zayn could fit, but honestly - you could create your own character, as well. Especially if you didn’t think any of the boys fit your idea of the Undertaker, then you could make an original person up. 

Hope this helps! :)

[survivor-kuwait]

Episode 10 - “I wanna merge” - Thomas

alright just a recap of the round since i was at work all day! i was suuuuper excited that despite being in the warzone i was there with owen and matt my main boiz. also now people don't need to go bitching that i haven't been there yet anymore xoxo bite me cullan u bitch. apparently right when we got to the warzone tommy threw out adrian's name to trace bc he's still pressed about him calling him inactive during the round that nehe left which i mean eyeroll but ok. so as soon as i heard this i told matt, which probably was a mistake on my part but oh well. at that point i still was wanting to go through with what matt had wanted which was an alliance with us, adrian, and maynor. matt tells me last night though that adrian apparently initially brought up wanting to vote myself or owen due to challenge prowess, and i'm assuming the fact that we're winners as well. again, eyeroll. i brush it off and am like well let's sleep on it and see where we're at in the morning. so i tell owen all of this as well and make him promise me not to leak bc this could've potentially been a big round for us depending on what we wanted to do. he agreed with me that adrian even suggesting our names in passing wasn't a cute look and i didn't really wanna stand for that. we talked about it in pms and then again in the paradise hotel chat and it was odd bc then traces' information and actions were always seemingly right behind us. i'm fairly certain matt was leaking all of it to him but ok. i mean i hope he wasn't, but we'll see. trace and adrian got close real fast if they weren't already so that was kind of another point that i was trying to drive home with matt. good ol' matt kept mentioning yk that me and owen are his main people and that he doesn't care if adrian goes and at that point it just felt like ok well put your money where your mouth is. so we push for that and come to the conclusion that we really just need us, tommy and chloe obvs bc she's not gonna vote herself. the group decides to leave trace out of it after i bring up how trace apparently has all of the tea so maybe it wasn't getting leaked to him afterall??? idk shrug. i did let stephen know what was going on a little before tribal, i probably should've confirmed with him earlier but i wasn't sure how much he was willing to trust me with kind of right away like that. everything goes right as planned and adrian leaves 6-2??? happy to be back and out of the warzone, but i miss matt and owen already, but corey is back with me now!!! oh that reminds me apparently matt is wary of both ian and corey so i gotta keep an eye on that moving forwards and plan accordingly. ummmm also trace messaged me and was like hey so what happened?? i decided to tell him that i legit must've misunderstood messages from someone and that he was back to voting adrian. idk i just played dumb so i hope he bought it. he was like yeah as long as it was miscommunication and not me getting fucked over it's cool sdjgksdlg like what am i supposed to say to that.... yes i was trying to fuck u over u right.... got me!! 

Genuinely surprised Chloe survived after being a target for so long, makes me suspicious there might be another alliance out there, because most people told me Adrian, they might not trust me yet, hopefully voting with them helped me there.

If I’m being truly honest. This challenge is so weird that i dont think imma be able to like do iy. Might be a warzone trip for me this round and it sucks because I dont want to go. Like Adrian was someone i could have worked with but he left 6-2 and I hope it wasnt Matt who voted Cloe.

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I got the first one in 6 clicks. I hope im able to get the rest pretty quickly but i dont know if i move from kuwait or i start from survivor again.

Part 1. I have emotional motion sickness. Somebody pls roll the windows down. I'm scared to lose Matt or Owen at this tribal. I don't see it happening but it still worries me. Ideally, Thomas leaves. Kait or Stephen leaving aren't the worst case scenarios either. Realistically, I predict Trace or Stephen. Trace.... pls survive. I'll send this confessional in two parts. Will be writing the second part later tonight. Part 2. Well. Adrian left. this is bad for my game. Is it worst case scenario? no. But Trace didn't vote him out; Matt did. Matt betrayed Adrian and Kait basically told me so. I cannot trust Matt as much as I thought I could; but maybe his allegiance is to Owen primarily as Matt sold Adrian out bc Adrian wanted to target Kait/Owen. It's hectic but Adrian was a number for my game, personally. I'll do my espionnage and try to keep tabs on what everyone is thinking. Oh, and attempt to win immunity again!

Well, last night's war zone did NOT go as I expected. I really thought that everyone was on board to vote Chloe, but I was clearly mistaken. The tribal left me a little confused, and genuinely nervous about what my fate would be if I were to return to the war zone in the near future. There are a few things that I did learn from this war zone, however. I really think that matt is kind of calling the shots over there. He seemed to be the sneakiest one, and was the one lie that kind of hurt the most. Kait claims that she thought I knew the vote was Adrian, and that is was a mistake on her part. I don't fucking buy it. Kait is clearly close with Thomas (she literally calls him Tommy), but decided that they couldn't trust me enough to tell me in the end the vote wasn't chloe. I did not appreciate that. I hate being in war zones where people who are inactive get to stay because somehow, someone figured out how to goat them to the end. I am going to do my best to stay out of the war zone this round, but this challenge is confusing so I have no idea if I even have a chance.

Im really nervous for this immunity. I hope i had a quick clicks. If not I hope im with people i can work with and not be voted out. Im anticipating a merge soon but how it works idk.

http://prntscr.com/nu7q5f what kind of false scorpio antics.......... 

Me? Safe again? Hskshdjd who woulda THOUGHT!!! I’m glad madison is finally safe I feel like the more she goes the more time she has to make connections lmao. I know she rlly wanted to be safe this time for some reason but part of me thought she had been throwing tbh so she could actually play the game which isn’t a bad strategy. I feel really bad for matt going again :( but I think he will be okay. Here’s hoping they send Stephen out please and ty!!!! In other news I still think I’ve never talked to Ian or corey which is funny af because corey could be my number one in this game. I feel like he will be loyal to me once we make it together.... I rlly just hope him and Kait don’t clash, but I’m scared af because Matt was sus about corey getting renee out and I haven’t gotten to tell corey that yet. Hopefully when the time comes I can get corey and Kait to work together and the three of us can go to the end somehow. I’m not gonna turn on Kait. I can’t turn on corey. It’s gonna be messed up if they ever start to target each other bc Kait doesn’t know I’m close with him but he knows I’m close with her nnnn

Kait thinks I'm targeting pairs, huh? Well, yes but actually no. I'm targeting pairs in the since that members of those pairs are people I don't think would work with me, I'm not targeting them for being pairs. I've got a pair in Leo I want to work with, also MY SIGN PARTNER IS STILL IN THE GAME, albeit barely. It has become abuntly clear to me that Matt does not have over lapping interests with me in this game. The man is out there spreading propaganda against me to Kait and Owen, who has never met me might I add so he sees me exactly as I see him. A threat. Kait, I thought you were warming up to me, but please keep thinking Corey is who you should confide in, he's totally not closer to me or anything.

This Warzone is really stressing me out. I don’t think I have the same allies I’m usually confident with. There’s Devon and Trace and Maynor and Chloe but I only can trust them so much because none of them are working together. I’m hoping to get out timmy or Stephen who I don’t know and don’t trust but I also know that my name certainly could be coming up soon enough because with each tribal I survive I become a bigger and bigger threat. I’m ready for some idol shenanigans if need be but I’d love to save that shit for down the road.

The names being thrown out right now are Cloe, Timmy, and Stephen. I much rather have Timmy stay because we are actually working together in this game rather than against. Stephen even tho we dont talk much there is still that connection through his game he hosted and one we played together. Getting majority on Cloe will be great because she wont get dragged to the f3 and take a spot that could be mine.

This warzone feels different. It’s an odd group and a lot of people who haven’t been together. So it’s somewhat quiet but also contentious since anything could happen at this point. Not sure how tonight will play our, should be fun....

So the vote seems to be Chloe, yet she always gets votes and it’s never her so naturally I’m weary. I think this will be the time though, especially with who is at this tribal. Trace was saying Devon had said Stephen, which I don’t want him going because he would be a good number for me. Trace also said that Matt said my name but I think he’s now on the Chloe train...I’m hoping. Either way I doubt he would have majority. I’m hoping I stay because it’s about to be merge and I think I’ve been doing well so far. I’m proud of how social I have been with people, it’s not the best, but it’s a lot better than I usually am.

It looks like the vote is locked on Cloe but still very awkwardly quiet. I hope nothing crazy goes down. *knocks on wood*

Don’t mind me just dying and having no idea what’s going on at all hahaha probs gonna be voted out next xoxox 

This better be the last Warzone, I wanna merge.

So, with little debate, I think we settled on voting Chloe. Originally, Devon and Matt wanted to vote Stephen, but I had to convince them onto Chloe because I want to make sure we have more people on our tribe than theirs so that I have a chance of winning immunity. Matt told me he heard Timmy's name which is weird. I think he was just trying to scare me. I told Timmy about it, and Timmy was upset, but I really don't think it went anywhere. Chloe came to me and told me that she would vote anyone as long as it wasn't her. I really don't trust Matt even though he keeps telling me that I can trust him, so idk. Maybe I'll flip the script at the last minute and try to get everyone Matt at the last minute, but we shall have to see if that's smart for me... idk

[mushieyoongs]

Doing facecare at almost 9 am whole drimking??? # me ceeling resonsipble and great but then reakizing that it defewts thr putpose. . 🤷‍♂️🤷‍♂️🤷‍♂️ butbthen knowing its to late so you accept it and watxh anime and think aboy thr love of your life (aka lowkey lmdaaaoooo heigh fucking key kim fucking seokjin aka jin aka mcfucking aaaaaaa !!! Thenwarmth of my mcfrickin soul cauze i want him to be the haopiest mither fucker on the mithegruckin planet do y'all hear me my dude duduuddeeseddesss!!!💗💗💗💗💗)

[the-little-birdy-that-danced]

Ranting cause I'm salty and sad

So I just found out I’ve been dropped out of my classes today because they weren’t payed for which makes sense but my mom and my stepdad are telling me that it’s my fault that I got dropped and I shouldve called the financial aid people and tell them my plan which was using the gi Bill thanks to my stepdad but either way iy wouldnt of mattered since they have a 5 day policy to pay for classes after you register (I got to get priority which was about 3 weeks ago) and I have been bugging them for the past couple of months to get everything done so it won’t be last minute so every God damn week they would say we’re going and we never do so fast forward to this recent Thursday and we finally get it done and while talking about it they had the fucking audacity to say the sooner the better..its already too fucking late and you’re blaming me for doing things last minute and not doing anything about it and you know what I have no fucking idea how to do adult things my diploma was just for memorizing useless information that I’m gonna forget in 2 years not oh yeah I graduated I know exactly how the world works and financial aid and what the difference is. They. Never.taught.us.that. my fucking high school counselor sucked she didn’t do shit for us and the fact that they think that I know how to work everything I can’t even do a lot of stuff I’m still 17 I don’t have a drivers licence since they dont have the time to take me out driving so how can I count on them to take me to an appointment 25 minutes away I mean I know imma have to take the bus but I wanna get some pepper spray or something since the whole entire area is ghetto af and so many people have been getting murdered lately. Anyways I’m wait listed for all except one class if I want to take it at night, but it’s only one. It’s literally to the point I don’t want to go to school this session . If I take that math class I could still probably be able to transfer at the same time I was supposed to but I’ll be cramming 3 classes into the winter semester and that honestly does not sound appealing. I just wish they did and helped me the same as they did my brother. This didn’t happen to him and he was more confused about everything than I was they literally handed everything to him. It just makes me so mad they’re blaming it on me cause it wasn’t me who got to decide when we’d go get the paper work and get things done I’ve been doing everything myself up to this point cause I dont know jack shit I still dont know jacl about all the financial stuff I mean hey I thought tuition and the cost of classes were different and it wad just a way to get more money and I’m pretty sure the reason why they waited so long was because they just didn’t really care or they wanted to wait for my step sister who is still in high school hasn’t even applied or gotten counselors approval so they could just get us both done at thr same time which wasnt thought out cause she doesn’t have to do it it’s not going to negatively affect her I mean they it got it done way before she can register why couldn’t they do that with me? Why am I the one to blame when they were the ones who waited way past what would be considered last minute they’re not just gonna let me stay in a month after registration without paying when other people are waiting and will actually pay it on time. It’s just going to end up sounding irresponsible to them. So tell me how is this my fault.

[kingsansa]

But do we actually get iy jon pov cause if we do imma melt like full on be so happy I’ll liquify

I think after this chapter I MIGHT do a bonus chapter from his point of view maybe. Don’t quote me because I like to lie