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Fic Covers
Yes, yes, more fic covers. Sue me
For my fic Burn the World to the Ground for You
For my fic ๅฝ่ฟ็็บข็บฟ | The Red Strings of Fate
For my fic The Dragon and the God
#s.c.i. mystery#killer and healer#yeah you're gonna see that chen yuzhi image a lot for any โwuxia/xianxiaโ fic covers#he's not in enough costume dramas to give me more to work with#but i still really like how these covers look#i think i'm getting better
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a rushed Caboose doodle
#I'm kind of proud of this one cuz I didn't use a reference!#yipppeeee#I think I'm getting better#rvb caboose#caboose rvb#red vs blue caboose#caboose red vs blue#rvb#red vs blue#red vs blue fanart#rvb fanart#i love this guy#silly#doodle#Michele J caboose#I'm not far enough in the show to see the latest season but happy for you guys who have been waiting patiently for the season to come out#its finally here#rvb no spoilers
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Day 2: Late-Night Comfort ---
The bedroom was completely dark as Helen tiptoed to the bed, clambering up as soon as she reached it, slipping beneath the blanket.
She burrowed until she was nestled in her mother's arms, not trying to wake her but clinging to her, burying her face in her chest.
Patricia's arms tightened around her.
"Hush, my darling."
"I'm afraid."
"It's alright."
Helen couldn't see her mother's face, but her arms around her were more than enough to make her feel safe in the dark and chase away the last of her nightmare. She snuggled closer into that safety, closing her eyes. ____
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#drabblechallengemay2025#helen magnus#patricia heathering#sanctuary#fanfiction#fanfic#my fanfiction#my writing#drabble#i think i'm getting better
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#i think i'm getting better#also i'm liking this#quinn is the sporty lesbian#and cari fletcher lesbian#i hear quinn in so many of her songs#and see her in many of her outfits#quinn lee
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Cw scopophobia

Oh boy. He's on my page now. Send help.


(I promptly wheezed after I drew these.)
#one of those things of โcan i draw this? i dunno. Can i at least try? i sure canโ#that is in reference to the second pic#i think i'm getting better#navifitz art#john doe#john doe game#cw scopophobia#scopophobia#john doe fandom#john doe fanart#indie horror#indie horror game#fanart#horror fanart#horror game#horror game fanart#indie horror fanart#traditional art#small artist#artists on tumblr#indie game#video game fanart#indie game fanart#scopophobia studios#surreal horror#uh oh i very suddenly became hyperfixated with another uncanny grinning man with long hair
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I went ahead and made the rest of the beads. I don't have much to say. Here they are I'll try to share pictures of them painted tomorrow.







They all went through the chain this time, and the one meant for the jump ring was the right size to, so I think that's a sign I'm getting better.
#polymer clay#sculpey clay#clay sculpting#clay#clay beads#I think I'm getting better#handmade beads#Handmade
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i am (remembers that saying I'm awkward and weird only makes it worse) a muppet
#goofy jelly thoughts#i should NOT be surprised when awkward things happen at this point#like. BREATHE.#this happens at least three times majorly a day#i think I'm getting better#im not the best but definitely an improvement lol#CONFIDENCE#i need confidence#no one likes a person whos super apologetic and doubts thmselves every two seconds#AND when i do something awkward other people will think about it but DEFINITELY not at the level that I do#so.#moral of the story is#chill out#i did NOT need to make this post lmao
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sometimes I'm not really that happy but then sometimes I'm not really that sad :D
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#mattypattypinkyposts#edits I've made#my edit#edit i made#๐ค๐#ummmm#i think I'm getting better#at editing
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I think my copy of the game is broken they've been doing this for 30 minutes
Crop of the Biolizard edit I did bc it makes me laugh:
#art#sonic the hedgehog#sonic#shadow the hedgehog#rouge the bat#their dynamic is so funny to me like hello what episode of Untucked is this#I am rotating them in a 2 bed 1 bath apartment in my mind#Also very proud of how this turned out I think I'm finally finding a comic rendering style that doesn't make me want to rip my hair out#Simplify baybee it's a comic not an illustration you can get a little crazy with it#Spoiler alert. Getting looser with lineart and better at colour schemes and simplifying shading. Is good actually.#It's so much easier to eyeball what a colour would look like in a setting instead of colourpicking the OG palette and struggling with...#...like 9 overlay and multiply and soft/hard light layers#Approximating colour genuinely looks better than forcing local colour into the piece. As long as the values are still there it works out#comic
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DO YOU HEAR ME? GET UP.
#not even a real web weave#at least like what i normally make#but i'm just thinking#things won't get better if you never let yourself believe that things Can get better#all you're ever gonna end up doing is not only dragging yourself down#or keeping yourself stuck in one place forever#you're gonna keep everyone who loves you there too#yknow?#idk i'm tired it's late#but im thinking#web weave#web weaving#quotes#words
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One day I'll write poetry about my parents and the way they love
I complain a lot about them for different reasons but they are good at certain specific things
Like, how am I supposed to think that people reciting poetry to somebody is something that doesn't happen often when my parents do it all the time?
Anyways, there's a reason why they let me study art and I think I have to get it into words at some point
#bye an sanity#is not ''good'' poetry#it's not meant to be#is just words that they say that mean nothing in the grand scheme of things but means a lot in the moment#sorry I'm trying to be more positive#I've been very full of love lately#I think I'm getting better
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You know I used to think "tumblr's absolute refusal to actually engage with the Trolley Problem in favor of insisting that there must be a third, morally pure option that doesn't require them to make a hard decision and anyone who asks them to make a binary choice is just a short-sighted idiot is really fucking annoying, but I guess it's not actually doing any harm".
Anyway that was before we asked tumblr at large to decide between "guy aiding a genocide but making progress elsewhere" and "guy who would actively and enthusiastically participate in a genocide and would also make everything else much, much worse for everyone elsewhere" and the response was that there must be a third, morally pure option that doesn't require them to make a hard decision and that anyone who asks them to make a binary choice is a short-sighted idiot.
#there is not a third option. it is either trump OR biden#and one of those will be much MUCH worse for palestine#i'm really really sorry that these are the options. i wish they weren't.#but WHAT third option are you trying to take here? what on earth is your proposed outcome#that will actually make things better for palestine?#because letting trump win the election is NOT going to help them#i'm sorry but you need to set aside your feelings and take the option that will lead to less harm to palestine in the long run#you talk such a big game about how people need to be willing to make sacrifices to help palestine#but you yourself aren't even willing to hold your nose and vote to stop things from getting worse?#or did you think 'sacrifice' only meant not getting mcdonalds for a few months?#us politics
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As a reminder that good exists out there, a coworker recently confessed to me that he found out his child is questioning their identity (kid's gender redacted for this post). The kid is keeping it from him, so he can't say anything to them or show that he knows, but he's doing his best to get mentally prepared and educated so that he'll be ready whenever his kid does feel comfortable enough come to him.
For context, this guy is a big, bulky middle aged dude who loves sports and typical outdoor "manly" activities. As his coworker and friend, I know he's a kind and sweet teddy bear of a person, but his kid probably views him as a stern, authoritarian figure, the way most teenagers view their parents. His family lives in a conservative area, so I'm sure between that, their dad's looks and interests, and the fact that their dad is a Figure of Authority, the kid is worried that they won't be accepted.
But you know what? When he found out about his kid, the first thing he did was reach out to his closest queer friend and ask for resources for parents of questioning children. His biggest fears are that his kid will be bullied or discriminated against and won't feel comfortable enough to be themself. His second action was to find himself a mentor in another parent who went the same situation (kid coming out in a conservative town). The other person is preparing him for some of the struggles his kid may face and the fights he may need to take on as a parent to make sure his kid is safe and treated well.
Something I want to emphasize for people focused on language as the primary method of allyship is that when we spoke, he used some outdated terms and thoughts about gender and sexuality. That does not make him bad. These were the terms and thinking used about questioning teenagers when he was growing up and he never needed to learn more current ones. But now that he does have that need, he's throwing himself in head first because that's his kid and he's darn well going to make sure that his kid feels welcomed and has a safe place to be themselves even if they never come out to him.
#I'm so proud and happy for my coworker and I've been trying to figure out how to let him know how amazing I think he is#what gets me the most is that he's keeping this super down low to avoid giving any hints to his kid#he has a lot of queer friends so he already is known as an ally but there's always a chance it will be different if it's family#and he took that chance and crumpled it up into a ball and slam dunked it into the garbage for three points#and decided that even if his kid wants to hide it from him for the rest of his life he will still do what he can to make their life better#pflag#parents doing their best#parenting win#good news#allyship
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Nothing will dispell the "the curtains were just blue" myth faster than writing something yourself, because the amount of pretentious symbolism i am putting in my silly little fanfics is ridiculous. I mean SO much with these words, literally every single one of them. This fic has twenty five typos and zero correct uses of punctuation but if there's curtains you bet your ass I put thought into what colour they were.
#writing#fic writing#like this is stuff i'm doing for fun with my perfectionism meter turned down as far as i can get it#and i am still thinking about it A LOT#talk to me about how in red string fic jgy perceives the memory block both as syrup and as mud but nmj thinks it feels like blood#it's just a thing in their heads that mentally feels kind of thick and sticky but they both made something different of it#it's about issues with cleanliness / lies as a way to craft an illusion of a better lopking world vs the constant violence nmj lives in
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