#i swear im on twt only for the fanfic

[romancearc]

people don't love the way Polin love. every other day i see a new youtube video or a hit tweet mocking them as individuals, as a couple or both and its like...okay! you don't like dealing w characters who've been intentionally/unintentionally overlooked all their lives and have made stupid mistakes, only for them to finally find each other and refuse to give up on that no matter the pain and anguish.

and you can call that selfish, bad, victim complex coded, arrogant and ignorant but all i see is two people agreeing to be a work in progress together. because they know no one else in this world would accept them for who they are (yes, not even Marina...or Debling).

also fuck you losers who can't filter tags on ao3 and willingly read polin fics, like make up your mind...why the hell are you reading something you know you won't like??!!!

[shoutogepi]

hello! so im new to mha i started watching last month and i got hooked. ive finished seasons 1 - 4, the movies, the OVA’s, ONA’s and ive just recently caught up with the manga as well. do u have any advice to newbies like me? like i swear im not only new to mha but to anime as well. march, i started watching demon slayer and (bcs i was impatient, i finished the manga too) and now im also in bunguo stray dogs. im really enjoying the culture here on tumblr and on twt (altho i dont have anitwt i just kind of lurk there for contents) ok sorry im rambling, my point is, do u have any advice to newbies like me? my weeb irls lowkey tells me im a bandwagon, esp when i told them it was todobaku who got me into mha anyway and i just want to prove to them that im not but im also having doubts bcs what if im truly a bandwagon? i just feel bad but mha really helped me in these tying times and i thoroughly enjoy it.

also heart of the storm is the first ever anime fic ive read in my whole life, (i was lurking on ao3 one fine afternoon 😅) i found anime fics weird before but now im so deep into it, using your writing as a standard when im looking for fics to read.

hii!! welcome to the fandom nonnie 💘☺️

to be very honest, sometimes it’s trash toxicity here in the mha tumblr community... it can be very turbulent lol. my advice to you as a newcomer is to stay away from blogs that linger on drama, and constantly throw shade at each other as well. personally, i like to come to tumblr to relax and use it as a little getaway of sorts from real life... so i try to safeguard myself from negativity when it’s present on here. i haven’t been here for suuuuper long either actually (i joined in february), but since then i’ve come to know and love a lot of fellow authors and readers in the community!

i actually was a weeb-hater until i started watching KNY, and then of course came MHA... lol. i’d say don’t worry about “jumping on the bandwagon”— the more the merrier imo! if you enjoy the show and the manga then you should just allow yourself to enjoy it, and don’t worry about what others say. you don’t have to prove yourself to anybody!

i’m glad you liked my fic tho hehe!! if you can’t tell already, todoroki is my absolute fav so i do have a handful of fics for him that you may enjoy! i also have a tag called “ficrec”, linked in my bio, where you’ll be able to find other authors’ fics that i love and totally recommend, if you’re looking for more content!

also, i’m honored to be take your weeb fanfic virginity 😎😂😁

[timextoxhajima]

IT WAS NUS! HAHAHAHHA and YES im glad someone can relate to that kind of feeling HAHAH and the 4 test and 3 submission in 7 days sounds so much like hell,,,

IM SO SORRY i actually feel so had for being such a coward and wanting to keep my identity so private,,, its just that i'm so used to keeping my fangirl and real life separate,, i used to didnt follow any of my irl friends on twt bc i was too scared to show my fangirling life, ( i dont even know why too),,, it was only until recently that i started allowing my irl friends to follow me on twitter, but i'm just not ready to do the same on tumblr,,, i know we are not irl friends but i feel like i've told u pretty a lot about myself and if some of my irl friends saw this they may know who it is???? does this even make sense? i know im just being extra,,,, but i still really hope we can be friends🥺🥺 i'd totally hit u up someday when i feel ready (I KNOW THIS IS SO EXTRA BUT I MEAN THIS HAHAHAH)

well,, it does sounds complicated,, you must've had it pretty hard yourself. i dont really know what advice i should say, but since it doesnt make you attached to each other, and you have a crush on someone else (especially bc it kinda make you feel bad now) you could,, you know,,, end it? i dont even know if this is the right advice bc I KNOW it must be so complicated and i cant even imagine how you must be so confused bc its not even a real relationshiop and even i cant help but wonder,, how would u actually end it? im sorry if this wasnt such a good advice i just truly wish you'll get trhu this🥺🥺 pls take care of ur own well being (by this i didnt mean just physically but also mentally)

and just to be sure i'd like to tell you that I DONT think you are a shitperson hahah i swear im just not that kind of person who just gives judgement to anyone,, i just never feel like i have the right to,, not to mention that you actually feel bad about it yourself so ofcourse i'd never have the heart to actually think bad about you, so dont worry!

i actually did a counselling practice today at school and idk but maybe because of it i feel like i really need to give you an advice that might actually help and im so sorry bc i dont think i did ? HAHAH i just really wish you can feel better soon tho <3 -🍋🍋

i actually have friends in nus med, and two of them are a couple hehe and yes 4 tests and 3 submissions in a day is very very close to hell. 

it’s alright about your identity! it took me VERY long to decide to even tell my close friends that I'm a fanfic writer. i started writing in 2014 and the first person i told was my boyfriend in 2016. but now because im taking so many modules on writing and filming, it becomes natural for me to share that i already have experience from writing fanfiction so it takes time! don’t feel pressured to reach out to me on a friend-basis instead of a writer-reader, i’ve only made actual friends (ie exchanging instagrams, phone numbers and discords) with two people here. trust takes time to build so i totally understand.

well, he’s not a very good texter and neither does he initiate meetings so right now im just holding myself back from advancing/initiating a talk. im just letting the whole situation rest as it was, cause ngl i was feeling like i was being used bec im always the friend that reaches out and not him so now im just refraining from going out of my way to make sure he’s alright. sounds a bit mean but if he doesn’t care despite me putting in my past efforts then why should i care anymore right? so i would say instead of ending it, im just gonna let it die down, im literally gna fuck off from his life cause it just feels like im not important simply as a friend anyway. 

yeah icb i have a crush on someone else UGH like i know it doesn't matter in any large scale i just hate it when i develop feelings for someone, even in the most minute way because it makes me feel like i cant go a day without investing in someone like, invest in yourself- bitch?? [saying this to myself ofc]