#i swear im fucking done with ghis shit i want to kill him
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bruhbertwest · 5 years ago
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i fucking swear im so fucking angry im SO fucking angry
#my dads defending this piece of shit old tutor of mine who was homophobic anf christian and fucking stupid#she straight up abused me at multiple points and was the causation of miltipke traumas of mine and my dipshit father let me stay with her fo#for weeks at a time when i was like 8#ive managed to get over modt of the trauma but for years i kept having triggers that deprived me of sleep and no one took me seriously or kn#knew what was going on#she was always fucking yelling at me and i was always doing something wrong no matter how trivial and she fucking poisoned my mind#i was young and impressionable and thanks to that dipshit i was a christian and himophobic and comservative for the first 10 years of mylife#hes like ‘but she cared about you!!!!!!’ FUCKING BULLSHIT#and i was talking about how fucking blatantly homophbic she was and my dad didnt say that was bad. he straightup DEFENDED her and said ‘wel#l biologically homosexuality doesnt make much sense’ like SHUT THE FUCK UP??? THAT DOESNT HAVE TO FUCKING DO WITH ANYTHING#and i was talking about my trauma and he was like ‘she was just trying to teach you a lesson!!!!’#he and my brother kept saying i was just being dramatic like. wow!!!!!!!!!!!#if your child fucking told you they experienced some traumatic shit from a shitty person WHY THE FUCK WOULD YOU DEFEND THEIR ABUSER#i swear im fucking done with ghis shit i want to kill him#EVERY FUCKING TIME I MENTION HOMOPHOBIA OR TRANSPHOBIA HE NEVER COMMENTS. THE FUCKING COWARD.#i swear to fucking god this makes me so fucking angry you have no idea#you know i hardly am even bothered by the trauma anymore but now all of a sudden my dad wants to take credit for all of the growing and impr#improving i made MYSELF thinking he did all that as a parent. fucking no you didnt!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#all youve done for me since birth is cause me unnecessary stress and refuse me access to cope with that stress. fuck you#die and burn in hell you fucking lazy hypocritical piece of shit
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