#i suppose its the drastic culture shock of sorts from living in a quiet state to a large one where everyone is everywhere.

[violet-amet]

changes changes changes. health stuff.

i feel so anxious about changes atm. i hope that i can get the help i need here in this city, because home doesnt give much help at all. food stamps, money in general, medical help, its just difficult. im lucky to have got what i had for my cancer, but now that thats over, i got to figure out what im going to do from here on. finally get my ged, finally get a job, finally figure out whats wrong with my brain. i have a feeling that i might have adhd and even autism, but i never got diagnosed for it. and its hard when you dont get diagnosed for such important mental quirks. it will help me out a lot. but god willing, lets see how it goes. one day at a time. hm.