#i still love postal doe tho :3

[spacebugoddities]

oh em gee i forgot to post this after liek 2 months but i made another postal doe art cuz i didn't rlly like the other one!!! :3

[strawbrygashez]

Isaiah and a few Larsaiah headcanons :3 these r subject to change or whatever tho cuz the show is still going \(O_o)/

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Isaiah

•His parents are absent in every sense of the word. They don’t care about his health (his dental health for example), his mental health, his emotions, or anything. They rarely talk to him and he doesn’t go out of his way much to talk much to them either.

Not only do they don’t care about him, they don’t care enough to clean up the house and never really have so he’s just used to walking around and living in filth. He got so used to it he completely forgot it’s not really normal until Lars & Fug came over and didn’t wanna walk around barefoot.

•He’s a bit of a gamer! His absolute favorites are the Postal series, Hatred, Doom, and silent hill. He’s up to try any kinda horror/violent video game.

•His taste in movies is similar to his taste in games. Whatever seems ‘edgy’, he’ll give a try. He likes weird and disturbing generally unheard of movies but he’s also a sucker for the classic slashers like Michael Myers, Leatherface, and Freddy.

•Self h*rms and smokes every now and then. Steals a few of his mom or dads cigarettes since they never notice.

•Definitely is part of the t/c/c. I feel like it’s obvious what kinda cases he’s most interested in. He can talk about the cases he’s interested in for hours and likes learning all he can about them.

•Can get pretty smelly because his depression can make it hard for him to take care of himself at all. plus his parents don’t care enough to tell him to take better care of himself.

•He cries pretty often when he’s alone at home.. because he’s insanely lonely, gets trapped in his thoughts, and doesn’t get why he can’t get closer to Lars. He cries at school too but only in private.

When he’s crying at home, it’s not uncommon for his cat to find its way over to him to cuddle up :,) sometimes it really helps, sometimes it doesn’t.

•Speaking of his cat, I feel like he puts more care into them than himself. He’s not the best at yknow.. making the living spaces comfortable or clean but he tries. It might just take him a while to get around to it because he’s always so wrapped up in his own thoughts and negative feelings, he kinda forgets what’s going around him or what he needs to do.

•When he’s not writing out his feelings in his journals, he’s drawing whatever comes to mind. Which mostly ends up being logos of bands he likes, ships he has (Caldre for example), and just edgy things in general.

•He considers the day he found a trench coat (the one he wears now) at a thrift store, the second best day of his life. First is still Lars coming over to his house.

Larsaiah

•Isaiah loves showing Lars the usual t/c/c movies like Zero Day during sleepovers. Though he wishes Lars seemed more interested in the dynamics of the main relationships in those type of movies. Like hes wishing and praying Lars will say something about how Cal and Andres whole thing was so romantic but he’s just going on about how he thinks it’s cool it’s filmed like found footage 🤦‍♀️ He does think the movie was interesting and all but he won’t really ‘get it’ in the way Isaiah hopes him to.

•Isaiah can talk a mile a minute especially when he’s nervous or he’s worried he’s being awkward but Lars is always there to listen and doesn’t generally mind. He’ll only stop him when he can tell he’s getting way too worked up.

Aware of it or not, Lars is really good at keeping Isaiah grounded. Like when Isaiah is threatening to hurt people, Lars just has to say something like “.. uhm. But we couldn’t really see each other anymore if you did that.” and that will usually make him stop and think 💀 Isaiah realized pretty quickly after they got together, that he would rather have Lars be with him than getting his ‘revenge’ (not saying the feelings aren’t still there. But ultimately he cares about Lars more than anything else and is terrified of losing him.)

•Before they got together, he followed Lars home a few times. Sometimes he got caught but Lars didn’t make a big deal out of it. He just asks him if he’s heading to a certain store in the same direction or whatever and Isaiah quickly tells him yeah before sneaking off once Lars turns back around.

•Pre-getting together, Isaiah would write lots and LOTS of love notes and poems for Lars but would never give them to him. He always thought they weren’t good enough or Lars would think he’s even more of a weirdo for them. He knew Lars could never feel the same way he does so he’d just crumble them all up and toss them. (Wouldn’t it be sweet tho if Lars found a old crumbled up one about him one day while visiting and genuinely thinks it’s sweet :) even if maybe it’s a little creepy lol)

•Fug would be upset in the beginning when he finds out they are together because he knows that means less time for him and Lars to hang out but he’d eventually somehow learn to be happy for his friend & that Lars is still his best friend lol.

When Moe learns they are together, he clarifies he’s not homophobic before he begins to ‘roast them’ both like usual

[sapphire-drawings]

Hiii just stopping in to say that honestly, that 'embrace the monster!' Webber would make for an amazing pin

He would look pretty darn good as a pin lol

And I have done don't starve pins/buttons out of my own art before. Not to sell at conventions tho, they wouldn't move as much but I still wear my gay old men and baby spooder

I also have made prints out of them (This one is waaaaay to dark and badly laminated but it was a test so, oh well

I have lots of my art as little stickers and some of them are holographic

I even print the comics at a small still readable size

I guess I'm craving DST merch lol

I would LOVE to make acrylic charms and pins now that I've seen contacts of people who does them

And I have the temptation to do a Maxwil acrylic standee even if I have to order the minimum of 3, keep one, give one to my sister and the other one to my bestie who's the only one who supports my fixation

Anyway, that's my ramble and wish to offer DST merch. . .

I mean. . . If someone wants to be my guinea pig to learn about the postal service here. Just saying 👀. . .

[icecreamheadachez]

maybe i missed two months...but does that really matter? here is how the last few months have gone:

-my energy drink addiction has been...well making itself known again in recent months. not every day like it used to be tho and i barely drink carbonated energy drinks anymore, just an occasional redbull and yerba mate!!! still drinking coffee almost everyday tho xD

-i still dont know if ive been using tumblr more, i think theres gaps in the timeline so its hard to say. looking back it was kinda funny that it was a resolution to use this website more, but it makes sense. i do love tumblr.

-i actively try to be nicer and kinder in my life but i think that a lot of the time i overlook it. and if i sat here and told u guys that i was the kindest person on earth it wouldnt really mean anything because 1. i have no proof, you'd just have to take my word for it. 2. i dont really know how often im making the effort to be kinder, i say please and thank u and try not to roll my eyes and talk back. so maybe that counts for something. 3. i dont have someone else's perspective, im sure that if i had someone observe me over the past five months and take notes on how my behavior has changed then i would have more insight.

-I HAVE BEEN DRINKING ENOUGH WATER!!! definitely not in the past week or so but i did literally just drink a cup of water so that will be changing!!! i've been bringing my water bottle to classes and that helps me a lot.

-i have been going to more shows as well but not very many local shows unfortunately D: i hate running into people i know but dont like...last month i went to 4 shows (waterparks,awakebutstillinbed,idkhowbtfm,blackveilbrides) i am so grateful i get to go to shows as often as i do, srsly. this month i have: awakebutstillinbed AND CAMPING IN ALASKA (i literally cannot believe it, like at all.) and the fall of troy with heavyheavylowlow and the number 12 looks like you xD im so excited!!! and lastly i postal service and death cab for cutie in oregon! my first time traveling out of state for a concert and im super excited :P

im gonna implement some new resolutions cuz its never too late to make change >_>

continue showing gratitude (idc if this sounds cheese...it rlly makes a difference especially to those who u show gratitude to)

keep writing. writewritewrite even ifl u think ur fingers are going to break. do not lose sight of writing.

boundaries. self explanatory.

(late) new-years resolutions

quit energy drinks

use tumblr more

be kinder to people

DRINK MORE WATER

go to more shows (more local shows, specifically)

[dehavilland]

Eyyyy, thanks @astrophysicist-guitar-god!  I love a good tag game.🥺💖

1. Why did you choose your url?

It’s the name I go by on the Internet. 😂 I hate change, so regardless of whichever fandom I’m in, I keep it consistent. (People with multiple AO3 accounts for different fandoms, I can’t even. Don’t @ me!!!) 

2. Any side blogs? If you have them, name them and why you have them

Technically @havvy-land is a sideblog but it’s just a regular blog under a different email address because the sideblog vs main blog things confuses me too much. You can’t answer asks or you can answer asks or... Yeah, I’ve been here for like a solid ten years and I still have no idea how Tumblr works. 

3. How long have you been on Tumblr?

Oh, now I have to actually figure this one out. Since April 25th, 2011 according to my archive.

4. Do you have a queue tag?

No. Because I’m too lazy to keep up a queue, but if I had one, I think I’d use “queue ball - corner pocket” even though it’s silly because you don’t really announce which pocket you’re going to sink the cue ball into because you’re not supposed to sink the cue ball......

5. Why did you start your blog in the first place?

My original blog was to join in all the cool kids in the Supernatural fandom -- urghegrhghhh -- and then I never really used it that much and still don’t. Started this one when I started mostly posting Queen stuff just to be able to start with a fresh timeline without having to unfollow everyone I knew on the other blog. And never really use this one either! 🙌

6. Why did you choose your icon/pfp?

I’m so used to my avatar being Olivia de Havilland that I started answering this question that way, but over here it’s John Deacon looking like he’s done with life. Figured I should have a Queen-specific pfp for what was essentially supposed to be a Queen blog. ~~branding.🌟

7. Why did you choose your header?

I don’t think I have a header on either blog. I don’t think I know how to do that.  😂  

8. What’s your post with the most notes?

On this blog, it’s the Crystal-and-all-the-Boys post. 1400+ notes and going strong, and I’ve seen it reposted on Instagram twice. 😂  

9. How many mutuals do you have?

How many mutuals do I have that are mutuals I engage with or just happen to be mutuals? I don’t know and I don’t feel like counting -- but I appreciate that Tumblr now tells you if someone you’re following follows you back so that you can fret about people who aren’t!

10. How many followers do you have?

Over here, 820. Can’t tell you why. I assume most of them are inactive now! 

11. How many people do you follow?

I went on a purge a few months back to unfollow inactive blogs and people who had moved on from Queen stuff and were posting things I wasn’t really vibing with -- shoutout to the individual who is ALWAYS posting cool recipes because I will NEVER unfollow you, that shit is GREAT. So right now we’re down to 220.

12. Have you ever made a shitpost?

Yes! One time. And then someone started sending me postal codes and phone numbers into my inbox and I’m not entirely sure if the two things were related or not, but I figure they were trying to give me my details like “haha! I know where you live!” but while they were for the right general part of the country, they weren’t actually mine. So idk, honestly. 

13. How often do you use Tumblr each day?

How much do I use Tumblr each week you mean? Hahahaha. I open it once a day or so, scroll for a bit, like a few things and then move on. One day I’ll fix my theme so it has a scroll bar again and then use this more. She said without much confidence.

14. Did you have a fight/argument with another blog once? Who won?

Uhhhhh, no? I mean, I’ve had fallings-out with people where we unfollowed each other but I’ve never had a heated Tumblr argument. “Who won” feels like a loaded question -- how do you quantify WINNING on Tumblr???  😂

15. How do you feel about ‘you need to reblog this’ posts?

If you’re going to unfollow me because I didn’t reblog something on my mostly inactive Tumblr account, there’s a good chance we’re not going to hit it off as friends anyway.  😂

16. Do you like tag games?

I don’t spend a lot of time on Tumblr beyond the occasional twenty minutes of idle scrolling but I love the feeling of “oh, someone thought of me 🥺” so tag away!

17. Do you like ask games?

This one requires a little more active participation from me, which I am obviously against 😂 but if I see a friend hosting an ask game, I often drop an anon ask in their inbox just to make them smile. 

18. Which of your mutuals do you think is Tumblr famous?

Does this question just exist to annoy your friends? 😂 If I say X person is Tumblr famous but not Y person, I’ma get heated DMs and hurt feelings, aren’t I? Not falling into this one. (Send me the anon messages tho, I can take it.)

19. Do you have a crush on a mutual?

Maybe. 😏 (no)

20. Tags:

I’m for the “anyone who wants to do it can do it” but if these people want to do it, I hope me tagging them makes them smile: @sammyspreadyourwings @runningfortocome @epaily @spandexpride @smittyjaws @unicornsapplesandstuff

[saphtism]

tag thingy under cut xd

rules: tag 15 people you would like to get to know better (15??????? i talk to like 3 ppl regularly)

i was tagged by @myheadislostintheclouds thank u

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relationship status: single pringle

favorite colors: trans flag colors tbh pink blue and white

lipstick or chapstick: i’ve never used lipstick before oops

last song i listened to: Such Great Heights by The Postal Service

Last movie I watched: uhh probably wonder woman i dont watch movies often

top three shows: does anime count? bnha’s rly cool i guess i mostly just watch yt zorfhdoghdgid

currently reading: ...does my car manual count LMAO im so boring i need to get back into reading i think the last thing i read was about a girl assassin which was neat

time: 12:26 am

last thing i googled: suicide king (its for binding of isaac)

song stuck in my head: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-Jt2EllnUxY lmao

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tagging: hhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh idk if ppl still like ik still like getting tagged in these but @the-hypothetical-basement @bitter-asexual @edwardsisland y’all are the ppl in my notifications rn so that’s why ur getting picked specifically lmao any of my mutuals tho i’d love to hear about u

[strawbrygashez]

P1 Doe x P3 Dude HCs cuz they’ve been on my mind :3

•While P3 is a DOG when it comes to more revealing clothing on his partners, he thinks P1s Doe style is super cute. I imagine her clothes are very modest like lots of long skirts, baggy sweaters, cardigans, etc. The only odd thing she might hear about it from him is that he says the “librarian look really does it for him” 🤦‍♀️

Since she dresses modestly a lot of the time, it makes the times where she shows a bit more even better for p3 👍!!!! She’s usually embarrassed when she’s dressed in ‘less’ but he makes sure to tell her & show her she’s absolutely gorgeous.

•I’ve seen a couple things where ppl make P1 Doe more obsessed with god/religion more than I’ve seen with p1.. so it makes me think she’d probably ask P3 to come to church with her pretty often. P3 of course groans about it and whatnot but if he’s not busy, he’ll come with anyways. He doesn’t really listen to the preacher or whoever tho and just kinda man spreads next to her on the bench & just fiddles around with whatever he can or he just falls asleep 💀

P1 Doe would shove him awake if he did fall asleep & started snoring.. or if she could tell P3 fell asleep at all. (P3 is thankful for his sunglasses bc it makes it harder for her to tell if he’s dozing off or not)

I think eventually she’d go less and less because her paranoia about everything would get less extreme the longer she’s with P3 :0

•Usually P3 ended up with or chased after more confident, flirtatious women in the past so when he gets feelings for P1 Doe, he really has to actually work on getting close to her and changing his approach to flirting 💀 He might struggle a bit with not trying to come onto her too strong but he gets it eventually LOL he wants something really meaningful with her anyways :3

•I think like P1 Dude, P1 Doe wouldn’t have had many relationships in the past. Maybe a crush here and there and a attempt at dating once or twice but nothing ever really worked. She has no idea how to go about dating and flirting bc like P1 Dude, she’s awkward and just doesn’t understand people a lot of the time. So again, P3 is gonna have to take it slow with her & reassure her a bunch.

Part of me thinks she’d kinda feel worried and bad about ‘not being a good girlfriend’ and she’s confused why P3 even bothers with her when she’s ‘the way she is’.

•Kinda going along with prev point, since she doesn’t have a lot of dating experience, when p3 does start to get handsy, she’s SWEATING so bad. Her hearts going crazy, she’s not sure what to do. Not even if it’s like a 👀😳 moment but like just him wrapping a arm around her while they watch tv together has her dying (at least earlier on). She’d eventually get used to him touching her and her touching him but yea.. she just isn’t used to psychical touch at all LOL

•Going back to the clothes thing again somewhat, she tries to remember what P3 points out that he likes on her, so she can wear it around him more.

Like with all pdudes, I think when they get a s/o they really love, it helps them remember to take care of themselves more often. So like.. I think sometimes she’d start to remember to actually brush out her hair & maybe even do it up/try a new hair style in hopes he’d like it :,) NOT SAYING SHE’D DO IT ALL THE TIME.. she’s still p1 so she’s gonna have wild hair more often than not but I dunno I think she, like p1 dude would as well, would wanna try to put effort into ‘looking nice’ for their s/o.

•They are definitely a opposites attract kinda couple. I can see the other pdudes being kinda taken back when they find out they are together but also.. pdudes dont give much of a fuck about which Pdude is with who 💀

P3 won’t shut up about her around the others tho. Every other sentence out of his mouth is about his “beautiful, smart girlfriend”

The other Postal Doe’s all gave P1 Doe a look when they found out P1 Doe is with p3 of all pdudes like “really? Him?” But I think she might stand up for him a little bit even 🥲 and tell them he’s actually not that bad and a sweet guy when u get to know him. Now I dunno if they’d actually believe her or not tho 💀

[strawbrygashez]

top ten postal dude headcannons (any postal person actually doesn't have to be specific)

😯 I answered something like this just a bit ago so Ill share just my own random hcs this time!

1. P1 has a special interest in g*ns, wolves, aquatic animals/creatures, technology, and a interest in gaming tho it’s not as much as those others.

2. P2 special interests are g*ns, krotchy, and shows like the twilight zone. He likes old horror movies :)

3. P3 is online a lot when he has free time. That’s why he says so many stupid internet things in postal 3. He has that poster of a cat that says “just hang in there” 💀 he has some online friends and a small following.

4. P4 gets really bad aches and pains but still goes out and does his usual stuff when he probably shouldn’t :( but he feels bad when he isn’t out doing things for a while. Someone needs to tell him it’s okay to take a break.

5. Corkscrew lovessss all the different pdudes. He tells them all he is here to protect them :,) his favorite pdudes are p1, p2, and Poostall dude but he won’t admit that bc he doesn’t wanna hurt the other dudes feelings.

6. Alt Pdudes are soooo in love with their other version of themselves it’s crazy. Alt bd loves bd and redux loves p1 even tho he’s soo mean to p1.

7. P1 wants to be Poostall dudes friend so bad when they first meet since they r both kinda fall into the ‘younger’ pdudes group. P1 went like •_• when he first saw Poostall and Poostall was like 🤨. But they soon became really close and Poostall sleeps over sometimes. P1 becomes noticeably a bit happier having a friend like him around. He’s probably awkwardly hugged him before out of nowhere bc he appreciates him so much.

8. The only pdude not into rock or metal is Corkscrew. He likes fun party music and pop. He will tell the other pdudes to turn their music down if he’s with them.

9. The pdudes I picture having the most ‘normal’ parents are p3, Doe, movie dude, and corkscrew.

10. P4 doesn’t mind helping Poostall dude out with his own aggression and whatnot. (P4 feels the same about helping out p1 but everyone knows I think that 💀) He really cares for Poostall dude and wants to try to steer him in the right direction the best he can

[strawbrygashez]

hcs on postal doe?!?!?!?

OOOO it’s been a bit since I’ve talked about her but I have some hcs 😈

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Ok these first ones are about her and Poostall Dude!!!!!!!!!

•Her & Poostall Dude meet at their job! I still have no idea what kinda place they work at in the game but I like to hc it’s just some little store/gas station. Anyways, they hit it off insanely well and it only probably took her like… 3 weeks before she decided to move in with him! She wanted to move closer to work anyways and Dude offered she could stay with him in his trailer.

That being said tho, I don’t think of their relationship as a romantic one. I think they are just super close besties! Tbh I hc Poostall Dude being gay anyways 💃 or bi with a mostly male lean.

•She loves teasing him. She can tell when Dude thinks a customer is cute and she’ll nudge him with a grin and go on about how in love he is with whoever when they are alone. He teases her a lot as well.

•They both genuinely care about each other tons. They can talk about anything with each other :3 and they take care of each other and remind each other to take their medications if the other forgets.

•They share clothes!!! And do each others makeup

•They both slack off at work. Their boss isn’t a total dick so they rarely get in trouble for not being on their best behavior. The two will listen to the radio and talk while they sit at the check out all day.

now for ones just about her

•Shes pretty confident about herself! She’s a total flirt with the chicks 😼 and she’s not afraid to be ‘unlady like’ around men or anyone in general.

•She would love making fun of p4 for how old he is 💀 she won’t call him anything other than ‘gramps’ and will just laugh at any ‘old guy’ thing he does

•She loves metal :3 I guess most pdudes do tho

•She’d love p1 dude I think. I think she gets easily attached to weird lonely men like Poostall and p1. She likes to pick on them, take care of them, and protect them at the same time.

•Cusses a lot!!!!!

•Likes to go to clubs on the weekend to drink and meet ladies 😎

•she (and Poostall Dude) love cats! She owns a black one with Dude.

•She paints her and Dudes nails black.

•She shares the bed with Poostall Dude. Again not in a romantic way tho they do probably cuddle. She ends up taking up a lot of the bed or stealing the covers a lot 💀 she probably even accidentally kicks Dude onto the floor in her sleep.

•She’s just a very goofy & confident gal!!!!!!!!!!!