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āI shall protect you, & you aloneā¦ even ifā¦you stand as the last person on this earthā
#still better than her actual father tho & I stand by thatš£ļø#maaaan Iāve wanted to use this quote for something for so long !! since the scene was trending on tlkt0k ! & WELP-š©#every time I hear or read it it gives me absolute chills. it HAUNTS me#I promise I have so much cutesy fun father Fyodor doodles coming but this would not leave my head !!! poor sweet Ayaš„ŗ#dw Fyodor & I will raise her wellšš«¶ lmaoo *coping*#seeing Fyodor having to interact & be seemingly kind to a kid - could not have dreamed up this scenario !!! Iām livinggg heās so cute#ALSO I stg I will fight ya with a stick if you make any of THOSE Mori comparisons !!š #I know we all have the reading comprehension to recognize that Fyodorās manipulations & scheming are NOT *that*š¤#but ANYWAYS love you all MUWAHšš I cannot stop redrawing 115 & doodling sillies !!! HELP !#fyodor#fyodor dostoevsky#fyodor fanart#fyodor bsd#fyodor dostoevsky fanart#bsd#bsd fanart#bungou stray dogs#bungou stray dogs fanart#bungo stray dogs#bungo stray dogs fanart#fanart#anime#bsd manga#bsd 115#artists on tumblr#artists of tumblr#bsd aya#aya bsd#manga#bsd spoilers
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MERRY CHRISTMAS!!! (just kidding)
ššHAPPY MOTHER'S DAY!!!šš
shout out to all those beautiful mothers out there for making the world a better place!!! (That includes you too, grandmothers!!)ššāØš
WE LOVE YOU!!! š
#welcome home fanart#welcome home#Miss beagle#poppy partridge#welcome home poppy#mothers day#I hope you sent love to your mom today!!#I don't know how to cook but I made a cake for mine#She still loved it š#Super aware that not everyone has one and that you might have complicated feelings towards her!#Just sending good prayers ššš
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Ok. I have listened to the people. I have watched the thing. It is very wholesome.
Kazu comes home. He is hopeless and tipsy. And he swings between excited and wasted.
#I am SICK of Miriās voice ngl#I know kids are loud. And make a mess of EVERYthing. Thatās why i stay away.#But for Kazurei ; I made it to the end#They are precious#Rei is so cute I love this guy#He has 0 human skill and still is effortlessly hilarious and a little cutie šš#i wish we had more of their relationship bc they have sth really special#They never question their trust in each other like it never crosses their mind. They disagree almost all the time but they never part#Itās more natural than breathing. Theyāre always saying stuff like Ā«Ā itās not fit to involve other people in our way of lifeĀ Ā»#itās not even an option to live apart. They clearly will spend all their lives together#Except that scene itās so weird when Kazu says Ā«Ā hum with Miri gone we donāt have a reason to live together anymoreĀ Ā» lol man#Not as if you guys were already joined at the hip before meeting her. But I get the Ā«the family life changed us now sthās missing#and it feels incompleteĀ Ā». But still guys. You are soul mates.#Also the Ā«Ā of course he comes with me. Heās my partner.Ā Ā» line šš#even if at some point they meant to part ways ; really they canāt be separated.#kazurei#No homo daddies#Buddy daddies#kazuki x rei#Domestic gays
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Raymond Reddington
Season 4 Episode 21 - Mr. Kaplan
#james spader#raymond reddington#the blacklist#reddington#red#raymond red reddington#blacklist#tbl#my screenshots#screenshot edit#4x21#season 4 episode 21#goddddddd he made me feral but also....the two mr kaplan episoded...guys...GUYS I FUCKING CRIED I SCREEEEEAMED I I AM STILL NOTNOVER IT AND#I WATCHEF THE TWO KAPLAN EPISODES LIKE 3 WEEKS AGO#uuuugh im still so fucking....sad about kaplan being dead :(((((((#she was an angel okš„¹ššš#i love her#ok so that lil scene with Red and the car and he says that he could get into the car and run the guy over to threaten him šššššfuckk me
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hello everyone PLEASE think about the concept art for fabby's workshop with me please
#ieytd#the fabricator#i expect you to die#sorry i'm still losing my mind about this i've been thinking about this for several days straight thsi is tearing me UPP#its SO CUTE??#yarns and threads with the little tomato needle holder#her little experiments with PRESUMABLY live (and poisoned) animals(?) inside#her grenegg chandelier#THE ZEECEE MUSIC BOX ššš that- considering the key up above her desk- you were supposed to open yourself at one point#the fact that the zorb was going to be THE thing to shut off her security systems. do you feel safe having them protect you sweetheart? mm?#you should really check out the link it's so much fun it's really interesting#+ them talking about 'building the personality of the (currently unreleased) character THROUGH the decal of the room'. god. they SO knew.#i'm striving for a job i can love as much as she loves her's dude
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okay but how cute does charlotteissocoollike sound tho??
#i wasnāt expecting her to change her name at all cos i think charlie is very gender neutral but like itās short for charlotte anyway#so like it makes sense as a new name but i would call that woman whatever she asked me too fr#love her so much š#also she said charlie is still okay to use btw but definitely seems like sheād prefer charlotte or char more
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ntn spoilers ahead
Question!
I appreciate that you champion Harrow's schizophrenia, and I had a thought that I'd like to run by you. It's intended with full respect for anyone with the disorder, and is also related to the neuro-bio-psych elements.
When Nona, Cam, and Crown are visiting the Captain, Nona hears Varun speak through the Captain. Afterward, she references the incident and realizes that neither Cam nor Crown had heard this happen. I was confused *how* Nona-lecto had that sort of experience, but...
If Nona-lecto is in Harrow's body, is it possible that she's experiencing schizophrenia symptoms? I'm not wanting to imply that it's a full hallucination, though perhaps since Harrow's 'meat' is schizophrenic meat, there are effects. Would mental health/illness be tied to the soul? Personality certainly seems to be, and some forms of memory.
Just rolling this around in my head a bit, and have no thoughts more advanced than this. Thank you for all your theorizing and writings about the books š - heedee
I've been wondering how or if Harrow's schizophrenia effected Nona since the cover first dropped, and literally speaking, the way you're wondering about? I'm still not really sure. Brain stuff is complicated, even before souls are part of the equation, and everything about Nona is already so goddamn weird. I do think Nona is thematically schizophrenic, the same way she's thematically intellectually disabled.
Like the scene you're talking about here:
I think you're absolutely onto something, seeing this as related to psychosis. Reading this scene with that framing in mind, Nona's experience is so clearly about hallucinations. She was just trying to change the subject, and fuck. Turns out no one else heard that! Camilla and Crown's reactions, too.
But to your point about neurobiology, and the relationship between soul and body, it doesn't really tell us much. Nona wasn't hallucinating, because it turned out Judith wasn't just screaming. Varun was speaking to Nona through Judith in the language of a murdered planet, a language that sounds like screaming to human ears. Like Nona's uncanny knack for human languages, that's a product of her soul, not her brain.
We get proof of that later when Nona is pretending to be Harrow, and faking being effected by the blue light. She imitates the way Judith screamed, makes her mouth make the same shapes Judith's did, and her words come out in italics; just like Judith's words that Camilla and Crown heard as screams. She calls for help, in the screaming language she'd heard from Judith, with Judith in the room to hear her, and Varun answers by attacking the planet.
To your question about whether schizophrenia would be connected to the soul or to the body in setting, I don't think there's a dichotomy there. Body and soul aren't separate things, even when they're separated.
Lyctorhood, for example. You'd think muscle memory would be a clear cut case of living in the body. It's muscles. But when Ianthe chowed down on Naberius' soul, she got his reflexes with it. His swordsmanship, his stance, his training. The soul brought the body with it. And when Harrow literally cut Gideon out of her brain, it removed Gideon from her memory even when her soul was elsewhere. She spent half that book in the River, but didn't remember Gideon until her skull construct failed and her brain began to heal. So I would say that, just like memory, it's both. Harrow's schizophrenia is tied to both her soul and body, and there's not really much point in trying to separate the two.
#ntn spoilers#nona the ninth#nona palona#the locked tomb#harrow's schizophrenia#also hi Heedee!! big thank you for the big juicy question to roll around in my head#and thank you for liking my meta!! š I love making it and it really means a lot to me that you like reading it#sorry it took over a fucking month to get this one back to you#it kept picking up new questions and implications#like a snowball rolling around a yard#like#so how does the non-dichotomy of soul and body work re: Pyrrha?#I think its partially the eightfold word and partially maybe bc Pyrrha's soul has had ten thousand years to acclimate to being Gideon's bod#Pyrrha isn't surprised to hear that Nona is dying in chapter 24 because (to quote):#'It takes a lot to acclimate a soul to a body it wasnāt born in if that original bodyās around for it to miss'#and this is while Pyrrha still thinks it's probably Gideon in there#we know bc she tells Nona later in the same conversation that she thinks the body they're going after might be hers#so that means even the eightfold word isn't sufficient to acclimate a soul to a different body#Gideon and Harrow have done it as completely as Pyrrha and her Gideon ever did#but the eightfold word DOES lay the groundwork#or at least I'm pretty sure it does#because Ianthe in Naberius' body was nothing like Wake in Cytherea's or Palamedes in Naberius#Wake and Pal's movements were awkward and jerky while Ianthe moved with the same grace and fluidity as Kiriona inhabiting her own dead body#speaking of Ianthe and Naberius I am eyeing that line about 'if that original body's around for it to miss'#what happened to the bodies of the other lyctors' cavaliers is a long standing mystery#and Pyrrha seems like she might be implying there that her original body ISN'T still around to miss#can't just be that it's dead; Gideon's is dead too and Pyrrha was talking about Gideon's body when she said the line#so maybe there is something in the theory that the original cavaliers were cremated#I can see the lyctors doing it if they thought it was the only way to prevent complications or later failure of the process#kinda makes me wonder what kinds of complications might arise from Ianthe keeping Babs around to play play with
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Got a question tonight that broke my heart a little to answer so naturally Iām going to share it on a poll.
#my friend asked me to pick one lady from the expanse#and i dwelled on it for a good thirty minutes before i finally said bobbie#i love the women of this show so much#theyāre all fucking phenomenal in their own ways#but especially the core four (naomi chrisjen bobbie and drummer)#and CLARISSA AND HER CHARACTER ARC? fucking A1#anna means everything to me i would fucking die for her#elvi had to grow on me ngl but i love her too#especially her clapbacks with holden sheās great šš#and monica wellā¦sheās just monica but still her own little girlboss at times so good on her#the point is i fucking love the women of the expanse okay? šš¤#the expanse#naomi nagata#chrisjen avasarala#bobbie draper#clarissa mao#julie mao#camina drummer#elvi okoye
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status update: i love my wife more than ever š„°ššā¤ļø
#hii sorry i haven't been super active on here still struggling a lot with my mental and physical health but i'm staying strong!#also i felt bad i only come on here to vent these days so. look at my sweet and beautiful wife. i already posted this image of her but i#love it so so much i am posting it again š„°ššā¤ļøšš#later this month when her drip marketing and animation leaks i am absolutely going to be more active on here lol#i hope everyone is doing well your f/os love you so much š#ramblings#gush
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*smashes in like the Kool-Aid man*
PENDRAGON SIBLINGS YOU SAY????
I have. So many Feels. About Themstā¢
The complexity?? The layers?? The angst?? Hello??????
Their relationship is just So Much, because you are right, it's all tangled up in miscommunication and missed opportunities, and so many problems that can be sourced back to Uther "War Crimes" Pendragon, who wouldn't know a healthy relationship if it bit him on the ass.
If Merlin and Arthur are two sides of the same coin, then Arthur and Morgana are edges of the same blade.
Because it's the lonely childhoods, the shared grief, the friendship, the vulnerability, the fondness, the teasing, the envy, the jealousy, the almost romance, the protectiveness, the betrayal, the loss, the hurt, the refusal to let go and the desperate hanging on, and the love, the love, the love.
Indifference is the true opposite of love.
Hate is love that's gone rotten.
āIf Merlin and Arthur are two sides of the same coin, then Arthur and Morgana are edges of the same blade.ā oh fuckā¦.
OHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH FUCK
WAIT HOLD ON WAIT LEMME PIGGYBACK ON THAT BESTIE @0hheytherebigbadwolf (tagging you bc it will be a couple days after you sent this ask)
(Also, for anyone wanting background context on what me and bestie are bouncing off on: voilĆ )
OK OK SO
we are all familiar with King Uther being the greatest (worst) dad of all time, correct? places such high expectations on his āonly son and heirā whilst never officially acknowledging Morgana as his daughter until the very end?
F+ father of the year :)
he is not above sending his children into the dungeon if they disobey him as seen here:
(Jfc he even put Morgana in chains like wtf)
also, he is not above using emotional guilt towards them when he deems it necessary (aka one of the only times he actually acknowledges them as his children)
UTHER (1x02 Valiant) I trust you will make me proud.
UTHER (1x08 The Beginning of the End) Iāve treated you like a daughter. Is this how you repay me?
UTHER (1x12 To Kill the King) You are the daughter I never had.
UTHER (2x08 Sins of the Father) You would believe a sorcererās lies over the word of your father?
not to mention that when Arthur or Morgana try to reason with him or argue with him since they are the only ones with the status to do so, he pulls rank
UTHER (1x12 To Kill the King) May I remind you that you are speaking to your King [...] Take care, child, or Iāll have you restrained.
UTHER (2x08 Sins of the Father) I am your king and your father. You will show me some respect!
UTHER (2x06 Beauty and the Beast) We live in dangerous times, I cannot allow you to undermine my authority.
UTHER (3x10 Queen of Hearts) You have caused this to happen, Arthur. My decision is final.
ngl i could include more but i have already spent hours searching for shit (YOUTUBE WILL DIE BY MY HAND THAT STINGY BITCā) but yāall get what i mean: Uther is an abusive fucker and it has messed up the conditions of Arthur and Morgana
now, about the double edged bladeā¦..
as previously established, Uther is a fucking dick and wants his children to obey him but also adore him. with this behavior, the Pendragon siblings react in two ways: with anger & contempt or submission and remorse
way #1
iām gonna start with Morgana because anger is the easiest to pick out throughout the show. in the first episode of the first season, our introduction to Morganaās character is her lecturing Uther about executing the man Merlin witnessed upon entering Camelot (such a warm welcome for Emrys, mh?)
MORGANA I just don't think chopping someone's head off is cause for a celebration. That poor mother. UTHER It was simple justice for what he'd done. MORGANA To whom? He practiced some magic, he didn't hurt anyone. UTHER You were not around twenty years ago, you have no idea what it was like. MORGANA How long are you going to keep punishing people for what happened then?
early on, it is easy to pick up on Morganaās resentment and anger at Uther, who she believes is blinded by his fear of magic and his need for control (which she isnāt wrong about). also, we find that she isnāt one to back off when poking the bear (Uther). she does it constantly in seasons 1 & 2
MORGANA (1x03 Mark of Nimueh) Why would she kneel on a cold stone floor morning after morning when she could make these things happen with a snap of her fingers? Like an idle king!
MORGANA (1x08 The Beginning of the End) How can this child be your enemy? He's just a boy. UTHER He is a Druid. MORGANA Is that such a crime?ā¦What have these people done to you? Why are you so full of hate?
UTHER (2x04 Lancelot and Guinevere) How many men would you have me sacrifice to save a servant? MORGANAĀ As many as it takes!
to be honest, i wouldnāt be surprised if screaming, arguing and berating Uther about his morals and ethics is her way of proving that she is not weak or submissive to his actions. i mean, Morgana grew up in a household the complete opposite from her time in Camelot. Gorlois, the man whom Morgana considers to be her father and one and only family member, was said to be ājustā and ākindā and someone that Uther even considered a good friend who openly kept him in check. Morgana, until the age of ten, understood parental love and empathy unlike Arthur, who spent his whole life without any good or healthy substance of it.
the culture of Camelot and Utherās wrath is not something Morgana was ever able to fully acclimate to as Uther himself pointed out in 1x12. She āwas at odds with [him] since the beginningā and could never picture herself as a Pendragon (point further proven in 4x05: she looked revolted when Queen Annis compared her to Uther) because she didnāt share in their idea of magic = evil and a king = absolute control.
ironic in terms of future plot events, isnāt it :ā)
way #2
compare that to Arthur: manās respressed af. keeps all his emotions under lock and key if they are anything but haughty and serious. yāall, Arthur even says it himself how he ā[can't] disagree with Father [Uther] in public.ā whenever Arthur finds himself at odds with Uther, he holds his tongue and waits until he can disobey secretly (2x05 when he leaves to rescue Gwen, 1x08 when he helps Morgana sneak out Mordred in the dark of the night, 2x08 when he sneaks out to meet Morgause for more info about his mom, etc). it is only the rare moments when Arthur feels impassioned enough to speak up without fearing any retribution does Arthur talk back at him (so satisfying ļæ½ļæ½)
ARTHUR (1x03 Mark of Nimueh) [Morganaās] right, Father. You hear the word magic, you no longer listen.
ARTHUR (2x08 Sins of the Father) This is what fuels your hatred for those who practice magic. Rather than blame yourself for what you did, you blame themā¦.You hunted her kind like animals! How many hundreds have you condemned to death to ease your guilt?!ā¦.You speak of honour and nobility! You're nothing but a hypocrite and a liar!
ARTHURĀ (3x10 Queen of Hearts) You can't forbid my feelings any more than I can. I won't deny them any longer, I love her. I love Guinevere.
we can even compare how the two react to Utherās violence towards them
(ahahahahahaaaaa what a wonderful dad)
on the left, you see Arthurās face right when Uther crushes the morteus flower needed to heal Merlin (his manservant/friend/????) and on the right, is Morgana after Uther discovers she was harboring a Druid child in her chambers and she refuses to listen to his reason.
notice how both faces are remarkably similar š
however, Arthurās look of shock and dismay come from his hope that Uther would do the right thing. that he would help save Merlinās life from dying of poison. that he wouldnāt use this as a method to teach Arthur āwhat it means to disobey and cross the king.ā he truly did hope, just like he always does with the people he holds close. Arthur cannot help but hope and trust that those close to him will not betray him and yet so many do. hence the remorse
looking at Morgana, her shock comes from the fact that this might be the first time Uther reacted to her words and actions in a physical manner. my suspicion is that most of the time, all Morgana previously got was Uther reprimanding her and yelling at her to stop questioning his methods (bc, letās be real, she was the favorite child.) never has he lifted a finder on her like Arthur and i have proof (cue transcript!)
AND! and, Arthur is constantly warning Morgana about not angering Uther any further because of the consequences she might face (consequences this boy is very familiar with) when Uther deems it necessary to āteachā his children obedience.
UTHER (1x04 The Poisoned Chalice) You have to learn there's a right and a wrong way of doing things. I'll see you're let out in a week. Then you can find yourself another servant.
UTHER (3x10 Queen of Hearts) You have caused this to happen, Arthur. My decision is final [...] This is for your own good. - UTHER She will die. The enchantment will be broken. You'll see I was right.
UTHER (2x08 Sins of the Father) I am protecting you from your own foolishness!
so educational š„° but see, because Uther presents his punishments as lessons, Arthur himself views them as just a fucked up but meaningful way of his fatherās concern because āyeah, I am the first born son and only heir to the throne. of course I need to learn not to do silly things like disobey, talk back to him, be my own person.ā <- Iām paraphrasing here
Arthur does and has never seen a way out of the life thrust upon him by Uther (see 3x06). succeeding Uther as king, marrying a noblewoman of high standing for heirs and alliance strength was always expected of him. Arthur never saw a way out of this. even when he and Gwen were in their secret relationship phase, Arthur had to remind himself that this would never last. he loved her and knew she loved him, but there was always that reminder (that sounded a lot like Uther) in the back of his head telling him that it would never last so long as he was prince. he had a duty (constructed by Uther) to serve Camelot and going against his father would mean (in his eyes) that he is going against Camelot (as Uther always presented it to be).
so unlike Morgana, he did not kick and scream but stood firm because that was what he believed was stronger. if he stayed in his lane and did his part, then he would be a good king, maybe even a better one than his father, for Camelot. however, the show proves that differentiating himself from Uther actually made him the better king and more respected, but this is not the meta for that. I am getting side tracked.
OK: so weāve established parental issues between the two siblings. now onto their very complex, complicated yet beloved dynamic
sO, as i mentioned in this post (because i am lazy and too tired to copy/paste the evidence from there), these siblings do care for one another. they just go about it in the most hilarious and repressed and in-denial way (hilarious to me š¤)
when we meet them, itās established that these two have known each other for some time. enough for them to bicker and have banter, you know, as you do with a Pendragon. also, should add, neither character are ever aware they are blood-related until s3 (because of some weak-ass bitch named Uther), so you have that very, uh, interesting subplot in s1 that everybody forgets about until you rewatch it. (honestly, I have so many questions. number 1: why???? number 2: itās only in s1āwas it scrapped??? is it like it never existed???? what was its purpose to the plot??? bbc explain yourselfā)
however, despite how much it is shown that they do care for one another, theyāre relationship in s1 is still undefined and vague as if they also donāt know how to accurately define what the other means to them. itās very similar to the whole āi really love this person so much but is what iām feeling platonic, familial, or romantic?ā becauseā¦.you know, guy and girl besties who are close are typically expected to grow romantic feelings for each other, so tbh i would not be surprised if both mistook their love as romantically inclined in the beginning bc, reminder, neither of them were aware they were siblings until much later.
[and this is ALL i am saying on this subplot. i do not want to cause any negative discourse, so if anyone has a few choice words about it, either keep it to yourself or feel free to talk about it with people you know. personally? not a fan of the ship and never will be, but i am not here to post about that.]
anyway, have some featured receipts showing Arthur and Morgana slipping up and showing how much they care for each other.
SEE!!!! LOOK AT HOW THE CARE!!!! SEE HOW THEY WORRY FOR THE OTHER AND WISH TO PROTECT THEM FROM HARM!!! (and see how even when theyāre on opposite sides there is still that same love. just more warped and corrupted T^T)
^worried/protective Morgana
^Arthurās face after Merlin informs him that thereās an intruder heading to Morganaās chambers
Morgana is very aware of Arthurās trusting nature. Arthur is very aware of Morganaās empathy and righteous nature. they understand each other so well which is why Morgana knew just how to harm Arthur in later seasons and why Morganaās betrayal hit Arthur so hard. itās also why he never stopped trying to reach out to her in s4 & s5. as @merlinemrys said in this lovely post, the showās driving force is love. love of all kinds. whatever conflict it is, love is there at the center of it all and, in Arthur and Morganaās case, it does not save them (just like how love does not save Merlin or Arthur from what lies ahead, as the op of the post pointed out).
that is what makes their relationship/love be like a double edged sword!! that is why they are edges of the same blade!!! they protect and fight for what they believe in and for the people they love, but the same blades cut deep and twist their wounds into a lasting scar.
it is because of Arthurās love for Morgana that he cannot help but hope and mourn the woman he once knew. it is because of Morganaās love for Arthur that her feelings of hatred are so strong and ugly.
like honestly,
look at them T^T compared to before
their relationship is so tragic T^T because we knew them before it all went wrong. we knew they cared and understood each other. we knew that for some time, they only had each other to rely on for a friend, a crutch, a breather for when the royal life was too much. both of them were fighters and strive to honor their values. both of them had once leaned on the other for support, had wanted nothing but happiness for each other.
fuck, they didnāt even get the chance to really be siblings because they found out too late, and by then Morgana was on a war path and Arthur only found out at the last minute.
like fuck, man
two sides of the same blade: forged with love, yet used for blood
screencaps brought to you by me, @sourdough-morbread, and farfarawaysite
#i will spare you the gorey details of me trying to fine decent screencaps & screenshots for this fucking post or else iāll get pissed again#(i am considering whether it is worth it to go to war with youtube)#special thanks to my bestie mor for being there for me at the gorey times and helping me find more screenshots#fucking love you bestie šššš#also only including s1-2 bc i am tired and they are the ones where we get pendragon siblings not trying to kill each other#forgive me for always bringing up uther and the pendragon sibsā upbringing with him it will happen again#also after hours of rereading transcripts and rewatching clips of bbc merlin: it is so obvious that uther cared and treated Morgana like hi#own child more than Arthur. like jfc he letās her get away with so much stuff he is way for gentle with his words towards her#when he realizes that he was too cruel or rude like broā¦..where tf was that for arthur#it just adds to the complicated sibling dynamic because there is the added jealousy and resentment of knowing a parent loved another more#literally most of Morganaās time with Uther was her at odds with him and yet he views her as his child more#well no ducking dur that Arthur āi-would-do-anything-to-receive-my-fatherās-love-attention-and-prideā Pendragon resents Morgana for#always being the one Uther goes easier on and finds ways to turn a blind eye for like wtf#also during my research i was reminded of how done dirty Gwenās story was by bbc#loses her father to a king fearful of magic barely gets to mourn him bc she now has to keep up the smithy and her maid job; reunites#with her brother whoās been AWOL for some years and still they donāt get a moment to talk about their dad and mourn TOGETHER#her storyline is pushed aside by s4 bc now sheās fulfilling the role of Arthurās love interest and oh yeah they still need to incorporate#the lanceot/guinevere scandal and then banish her for some episodes without even letting her brother be mad about it like ?????#anyway#continued saga of fluffy rereading transcripts -> uther: āitās been a long time since Ygraineā¦since anyoneā me: ducking liar >:(#[sir leon begins the slow clap] king you dropped this šIT IS 1AM HELP š#place your bets on where my laziness for evidence came in! (I honestly donāt know lol scavenging evidence is all a blur)#spent 2 days on this post lol#me: ok i think thatās enough evidence for this argumentā¦ā¦ā¦ā¦ok maybe ONE more wonāt hurā#me after day 2: ā¦.am i done???? am i free????#pendragon siblings coming behind me with a steel chair: nah mate!#me: FUCK THEREāS MORE#bbc merlin#merlin meta#pendragon sibs
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*record scratch* yeah, thatās me. I bet youāre wondering how I ended up in this situation
My external hard drive arrived SO NOW I CAN FINALLY PLAY BG3 WAHOOOO
So hereās my TavāEglantine, a half-elf ranger. Pure of heart, int of 8.
#Iām just a few years late to the zeitgeist but cāest la vie#I love it so far although Iām still getting used to the controls on my laptop w/o a mouse#donāt know who Iām gonna romance yet bc I havenāt met everyone!!#laeāzel is kinda šš„°š though but weāll see#egg is about to have a wild time#Iām sad you canāt name your familiars though. if I could her cat would be named sweetums#bg3
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i love following you because it completely changed how i look at malenia. Now I can't see her without thinking "that's tumblr user dimitrscu's wife" and i think that's wonderful (:
thank you!! thatās so sweet of you to say šš
itās the highest compliment when someone associates you with your favourite character
#asks#i havenāt been on here much lately but iām glad you still enjoy following me š#iāve seen quite a few people go off malenia since the dlc came out#either because of the lore or ppl have been doubling down on her boss fight because sheās not as good as the dlc bosses#but i still love her a lot and sheās still my favourite character and boss fight in the game
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Where is this Rhaenyra??? I miss her.š„ŗ
#like ofc still love and support her I will ALWAYS love and support her#but she needs to take the nice gloves offā¹ļø#get those Greens itās okay love Iām behind you I support you!!!š#pro rhaenyra targaryen#rhaenyra targaryen#team black#hotd s2
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HAPPY BIRTHDAY, PRESIDENT OF TONARI CLUB!
I, uh, m-made something f-for you.
Know that I'm totally embarrassing my ass over here, so... Don't laugh loud enough that I can hear you from over here!
Aaaaaand now, per Lyndis tradition, I'm gonna overexplain shits and turn a simple Ask into a whole ass Ramble!
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If you're short-sighted, try removing your glasses or contact lenses and look at this picture. I just did and it's suddenly even prettier!
I actually planned to draw your Sonicsona at first. And then I realized I deadass couldn't even draw Base Sonic. Then I thought I should draw a mole. I realized I also couldn't draw a mole. I thought I should just go for the easiest shit and draw ToFu. I realized I could not draw either one of them, too.
Because I cannot draw, I cheat! I mean I turn things into shapes (chiefly triangles, though not all of them) and then color them and hope that something shows up. This is me using this scientific /+ philosophical concept called Emergence.
No, I didn't just say THAT to sound like I have a technique of any kind, trust. It's so totally a techniqueāmy very productive ass told me.
I remember you saying your favorite color is something like pink, blue, and stuff? It was from that tag game from last year. Hence, I decided I should create a context so I could draw an obscene amount of pink and blue.
If I'm being honest, it took me less than a millisecond to come up with the exact contextāBreath of the Wild/Tears of the Kingdom is abundantly blue.
And since I always wanted to sneak ToFu in, I thought I would make a purplish-pink dusk. And then I will sneak those stargazing two in.
Come on. Everyone knows those ToFu panels. Even someone like me, who had not seen that part of the manga yet, knows.
Bless Tonari for being so relaxing to color.
HOWEVER! Fushi's limited-ass color presented a big problem for my cheat-drawing. How many combinations of "white" can you even make before you zoom out and see... nothing?! So I basically sabotaged them. That's what you get for being difficult, you mopey, neck-crick-possessing, fragile-enough-to-be-blown-by-the-wind cutie doofus.
I made up the color of their pants. I didn't even refer to their Nameless Boy drip when I decided on the color. I assed that part.
Yes. I admit I put a shit ton of effort into coloring Zelda. This version of Zelda is my kin, you know. Anyway, I like the way her, uh, shirt turned out.
I also like how the Master Sword turned out, but there was so much blue I ended up requiring outlines to distinguish it from Link's shirt and the sky. Told ya I have no technique or skill. I cheat through and through
I was too lazy to draw those sky islands. Besides, the ToTK side is already saturated with details.
What the fuck issa "proportion?" Everyone's head is an orange. The difference, Nova, is whether it's a Mandarin Orange or an Orange.
I don't know if I overdid Dinraal's draconic mane. It looks like she's wearing a wig. At least she is different from how she initially lookedāa red tapeworm outfitted with chicken legs.
I admit I put more effort than any Past Me would have into Dinraal because a certain mutual is very, ah, particular about dragons.
Drawing two of your favorite ships for their show of devotion was a completely deliberative choice on my end. Did you also realize that both Link and Fushi had a short, small, low ponytail and that both Zelda and Tonari had similar hair? I believe it's due to me hitting my drawing skill limitation.
There is actually an Easter Egg of some sort in this picture. It's not the ugly doodle thing, no. That thing is me. I'm not an Easter Egg; I'm a ghost.
I'm not telling you what that Easter Egg is. I'm fine with it never being discovered; it'd be like those secret levels in old video games.
But if you DID discover it, come tell me what you think it is!
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I hope you like it enough! Instead of it giving you a migraine, that is. Surely my """art"""... doesn't require a trigger warning... right?
Have a good one, mai bruzha!
---Lyn
A RAMBLE FROM YOU LYN IS THE BEST POSSIBLE BRITHDAY PRESENT I COULD HAVE EVER RECEIVED!!!! COUPLED WITH ART BY YOU????? AND OF MY FAVORITE FELLAS????? What did I deserve to be so blessed ;A; ššš
Iāll spare us all a little extra scrolling on my part by adding that read more you were fretting about, I have my own ramble upcoming!
I KNOW YOURE ON YOURSELF ABOUT NOT BEING ARTISTIC OR WHATEVER BUT THIS IS ART!!! AND DAMN GOOD ART TOO!!!!!!! This is!!!!!!!!!!! I want this made into stained glass I want to make this the permanent window to me bed roOM LYN THIS IS AMAZING THIS IS ALMOST CERTAINLY GOING DOWN AS ONE OF MY FAVORITE ART STYLES!!!! Thereās no such thing as cheating in art, itās all art!!! āCheatingā is a style, no technique is a style!!! I should know I have none either, hehe -w-ā your art may be some type of cubism? Hehe idk Iām not an art student :3 Either way this is absolutely gorgeous Iām in LOVE!!!
Itās so creative and well done and I LOVE your eye for detail, the lighting is inspired!!!! Like the way the sun hits the space behind Zelda is so pretty, AND ZELDA IS SO PRETTY!!!!!! EVERYRHING IS SO PRETTY, I CANT FOCUS ON ONE THING BECAUSE I KEEP JUMPING BACK AND FORTH BETWEEN ALL THE THINGS I LOVE ABOUT IT (every thing, every last detail!!! Is that a little you in the middle? Is that the Easter egg???? I could just pick you up and pat your little head!!! š I know you donāt love hugs but thatās how Iāll be standing if youāre ever ready for one!!!)
I should slow down maybe and pick a few things to focus on BUT I JUST CANT I LOVE IT ALL!!!! The two scenes just blend so well into one another that my eyes are just naturally being drawn back and forth between both of the scenery! Dinraal, who turned out AMAZIING BY THE WAY, ABSOLUTELY NOT OVERDONE, if anything Iām so glad you had fun working on her!!! Sheās so gorgeous!!!! I bet your friend is so so proud of how well she looks!!! Oh but anyway, Dinraal naturally leads my eyes over to the sun/moon (and the 24, hehe, thank you!!! /)//(\ Your memory is astounding!!), which have their own beautiful rays of light leading down onto the adorable couples š I love love LOVE the moonlight leading down onto Tonari and Fushi, and the fact that sheās pointing at it too like she can almost reach it? Beautiful! Gorgeous!!! And it just leads my eyes down to them too, thereās just such a natural circular flow here, no wonder I keep getting caught in a loop of admiration! š
The blues and the pinks, and the stars on the ToFu side!!! I just noticed them and theyāre everything to me!!!! Hahaha Iām so glad Tonari was relaxing to color hehe, same for me, something about her is just so lovely and calming when sheās relaxed š„° As for Fushiās colors, I didnāt notice! Even after you pointed it out it looks good to me! ĀÆ\_(ć)_/ĀÆ this is from someone who never references colors though, Iām so loosey goosey about everything -w- BUT YOUR SOLUTION TO YOUR PROBLEM WAS GREAT, THEIR SHAPE IS VERY VISIBLE AND EASY TO MAKE OUT hehe :3 I love their crossed little legs š„°
Zelda being your kin is so good to know hehe, Iāve always been drawn to all versions of Link myself! I think weāve been perfectly set up to āplay dollsā with these characters in the future, so to speak! Aaaahh they canāt have been easy to draw, thereās a reason I almost never dabble in drawing those two and their intricate outfits, but you make it look effortless!!! Zeldaās shirt turned out amazing, and Iām stuck looking at her little triangle braids!!!! I donāt know why Iām so fixated on that itās just adorable!!! šš What a lovely technique, man, Iām so enchanted! AND THE MASTER SWORD, I know you called it cheating BUT I LOVE THE LINE WORK, it makes the sword stand out, almost like you lined that specific part with some sort of melted gold??? Aaaaaaaaaahhhhhh!!!!!
This is gorgeous and beautiful in every which way and thank you!!!! For everything!!! For this beautiful drawing and for giving me a chance to ramble and giving me something gorgeous to look at for the rest of my day, and for indulging in both of my silly little ships /)//(\ Iām so glad I donāt need glasses because I love every inch of your art, thank you thank you THANK YOU!!!!! Gosh itās so so so lovely šš youāre so lovely!!!!
I donāt know how to say goodbye so I guess Iāll just say good night for now! Thank you for thinking of meā¦ Iāll have a wonderful day, so long as you promise me youāll have a wonderful night along side me š„°
Goodnight, Mai Bruzha!
- Nova
#Lyn the Zelda Kin (Iāll come up with a better tag some day I PROMISE š haha!!!)#Friend Rambles ššš#long post#IM SO STOKED YOU HAVE NO IDEA AAAHHHHHHHHHH KICKING MY FEET#Iām typing the tags before I actually type the main body heehee Iām gonna jump over the moon!!!!!#and thank you for the letter too Iāve been rereading it! Iāve been getting back into writing letters of my own and wow!!!#the quality of yours are amazing!! I may have to take a note or two on how to craft a good one that one was amazing!! and thank you :ā)#ok editing: this nova back after her ramble in the body text#Iām sorry for how disjointed this all looks! I kind of tackled my response based on where I was looking at at any given time#and I wanted to get my reply back before you hit the sheets for the night!!! still it took me some time but I hope I made it!!!#ahhh Lyn I hope you rest well! Iām going to have an amazing birthday and youāre a contributing factor in that my friend.. Mai Bruzha!!!#I know for a fact Iām forgetting details too like just the fact that I love the idea of Tonari and Fushi chilling at night#chatting and looking at the stars and enjoying each otherās company. my favorite scenes of them are always them shrouded in darkness and#covered in some sort of fireside lighting I just!!!!!! theyāre so good in the dark thank you for drawing them at night#they are a moon couple to meā¦ and ZeLink is a sun couple to me like idk how you got all these details DOWN about me! maybe we see the world#similarly :3 good to know I have someone in the world who sees them the way I do š#aahhhh Iāll let you get off to sleep now dear friend!!! and thank you again! thank you thank you thank you!!!!#this is truly shaping up to be the best birthday ever!
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This has to be my favourite fanart so faršø
#I really love how the eyes turned outš#but it seems I am still struggling at colouring ribbons#I donāt know why they are just a piece of cloth#š#(not that my forte is colouring clothes anywaysš
)#Noelle is just so prettyš„ŗš#I will never get tired of drawing herš¤§#black clover#black clover fanart#noelle silva#slackyās art
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AZ and Floette warm up doodle ^.^
#sketch tag#pokemon#az pokemon#trainer az#still dont know how to tag this mf#anyways i conceptualized this xerneas style outfit a good while back š#when i have rhe energy i wanna do a full of him in it. its a very cute dress and the colour suits her nicely š#i hope everyone loves my 'post game az gets his life together and starts wearing cunty outfits' art
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