#i stg its every friday im so over this

[theafrochick]

[mediumgayitalian]

fic rec friday 3

hi!! welcome to fic rec friday. every week, i pick five fics i have bookmarked and rec them with a little review. check them out!

Memories Made by zjass06

"Hi! I'm Will! You're my new neighbour!" the blonde boy beams; Nico frowns in turn, peering curiously at this Will. "My ma' says not to talk to strangers," Nico replies as he sits himself upon the grass. Will plops himself down next to the dark haired boy, who giggles so purely it makes his smile contagious. "I'm not a stranger, I'm your neighbour! You live next to me now and we can be friends!" Or A few snippets of Nico’s life and how his friendship develops with Will, all within a much treasured treehouse.

childhood friends to lovers will ALWAYS be elite. to me. and the centrality of this treehouse in this fic is so fucking cute bc they absolutely are the type of nerds to have a treehouse they use well into their late teens lol

2. Mafia by @buoyantsaturn

Nico is the most terrifying mob boss in New York, and Will is his live-in doctor. A Mafia Au

MY FAVE SOLANGELO SERIES TBH. like is it toxic a little bit? yeah. did the second one make me squeamish? yeah. in the 6/7 years since its been posted, have i read it literally DOZENS of times?? you betcha. idk man theres something about the danger of it all. the insane mob boss and the doctor hes whipped for. SO SO much fun and so so so romantic

3. you stormed into the battlefield (of my heart) by fedyaism

“Doctor Solace,” he says, “would you be willing to tend to a foe?” Will blinks. (He had practically expected everything but this.) “I’m sorry?” “I need you to heal an enemy for me. Can you do that?” Grace asks in a tone that lets Will know that he wasn’t really asking. “An… an enemy, sir?” “Yes. I will send him to you.” “Of course, General.” (What else could he say?)

this ends ambiguously but i am Choosing to believe they find each other again and live happily ever after for ever and ever bc im a weenie. its just...man fuck the military and i got no fondness for war BUT this isnt real and ergo i can sigh dreamily at love that is inherently kind of tragic and all the more desperately beautiful for you, yknow??

4. It's a Process by @oh-hush-its-perfect

When Nico comes out to Hazel, she really isn't sure how to react. Of course, she loves her brother to pieces, but something is holding her back. It takes a while to get over old beliefs. It takes a while to become accepting. It takes Hazel a while indeed. A.K.A. Nico is gay and Hazel can't wrap her head around it.

contrary to what the summary may lead you to believe, hazel is NOT at all homophobic in this fic. in fact her number one goal at all times is to be supportive, even as she struggles, and you know what? thats more important i think. her love for her brother is so transparently obvious in this one, she spends like 8k words doing everything she can to make SURE she is loving and accepting!!! hazel i love you. also the campfire scene had me giggling fr

5. three times everyone thought they hated each other by lizamarri

and the one time everyone realized they didn't ~ ft. capture the flag, big three kids sparring, will healing nico and being sassy about it, and more. enjoy!

NOTHING hits as hard as flirt fighting. truly nothing. also 3+1s are my weakness i stg, theres just something about outside pov and the sheer clarity of how much they love each other and love driving each other up the wall lmfao

thank you for joining me this friday!! happy reading!!

[sleevesareforlosers]

discussion! its like 52 today so im exiting my basement cardboard layer and going skating in a sleeveless shirt- also have started work on my next corset its gonna b short and lined with satin so it can be worn w/out an undershirt- black with red details. and bubblegum my friend bubblegum! missed chew stimming. lifes good! xoxo friday

had to look that up bc i use real people degrees (/lh) but YES that's such a good temperature!! enjoy ur sleevelessness AND skating

ough i am SO excited for this corset it sounds sosososo cool black w red is SUCH a peak colour combo

oh bubblegum!!! i stg i chewed bubblegum every day over the summer and first semester but now my piercing makes it too much of a hassle so please chew some bubblegum in my honour. chew stimming my beloved....

[lovesickugh]

oh hey, another rant - 13/5/18

so, its Sunday night. I’m not in sixth form tomorrow because its mock season, that means 2 weeks off for me only going in for exams, I'm not happy about it. He hasn’t got study leave and still has to go in with some of my other friends. He said it’s going to be sad without me, and on Friday he told me that 6 days not seeing me is too long and said ‘who am I gonna talk about my personal problems with!’ I told him he’d live and all would be ok, then I said something about how he had a week without me, ‘lucky you’, and he was like no not lucky me! its not the same without you. I could go in to use the library, or simply to see my friends (mainly him),but weirdly I kind of want him to miss me. Is that really fucked up? i feel like it’s very wrong of me to want him to miss me, but I feel like he kind of takes me for granted a bit in the sense that I'm always there, physically and I'm also always there for him, we message all the time, he knows he can rely on me, I'm too attached. so I kind of want him to realise what I mean to him, hopefully it’s something, and if that’s going to happen it will be at college when everyone’s there apart from me. 

However, it could go the other way. It could end up being that he doesn’t even notice I’m gone and realises he doesn’t need me, then everything’s back fired. and idk what I'll do. 

I feel like I've said this before but literally everything reminds me of him. You know that feeling you get in your chest when you listen to a sad song you’ve attached emotional shit to and it makes you tear up and breathe weird? Well I currently have that from listening to Charlie puth’s new album, the cheery songs are making me well up. Just because they remind me of him. - We listened to it for the first time together. I actually can’t portray what I would give for him to love me, I don’t know how I'm gonna get over him. He’s absolutely perfect. 

I kind of don’t want to feel like this, there is a part of me that wishes I didn’t like him so we could just be really close friends without me overthinking every single interaction we have. But at the same time, there is a part of me that I'm ashamed to say still believes there’s a chance, after he gets over the girl he likes. There’s also another part of me that likes the excitement of it all too. Seeing him and feeling him and hearing him physically kills me yes, but the feeling I get around him isn’t comparable to anything I've felt before. I don’t know for sure if I love him, but if I had to take a guess I'd say I do. If this isn’t love, then what the hell does love feel like. I honestly can’t imagine having stronger feelings for anyone, even him. Like if by some miracle we ended up together in the future and, like, got married or some shit, this is how I imagine I'd feel about him, the same strength of feelings. That’s crazy af, I stg if he ever saw these my life would actually be over. fuck that would be so terrible omg.

I feel like I come across creepy in these posts because im like ‘hi I love my best friend I would sacrifice my family for him to love me xo’ but it’s honestly not creepy or weird at all, it’s actually quite sweet.