#i sketched this at 4AM and you can tell

[selenealwayscries]

quick no ones looking post dungeon master tango as a villain character from a p2w mmo no one on this site has ever heard of ever

[ecogirl2759]

A Woman's Hood

Got inspired two nights ago and decided to sketch something :D

{WARNING: Disturbing imagery}

This is what I get for watching analog horror and listening to saraunh0ly right before bed I guess :(

I don't normally make sketches like this lol, but I really wanted to try my hand at something more... surrealist? I guess? Not quite body horror territory, but getting there.

The gore elements were a very last-minute touch since I didn't know what else to add LOL.

(Also there was supposed to be a chain attached to her ankle, but...... I was tired okay)

[bumbleboa]

edit: first chapter of this fic is now available here

more sketches for the train!AU, writing snippet by @calysto1395

Law gets his phone out absent minded, scrolling through his contact list until he finds Zoro’s number. It’s 4am at this point. Much too early for a call. Too early for a text too but he has yet to actually use the number at all since he got it (unsure what to say). He does eventually write ‘Do you like chicken?’ and sends it off, regrets it immediately but someone goes into cardiac arrest before he can try to delete the message. When he checks an eternity and several disasters later, Zoro has replied with the single letter ‘y’. “Does he mean yes or why?” Law asks, pulling the scarf closer around his face. The morning after a night shift always feels colder. He shudders as him and Ikkaku emerge from the hospital, the sky is just starting to shift from dawn red into pale blue. It’s gorgeous and all Law can think of is that he’ll have to close the blinds if he wants to get some sleep at home. '‘Why’ I’d say.” Ikkaku tells him. “Which I am also wondering honestly.”

[kokiriri]

Some Yugo doodles from last night! (I filmed myself while sketching them and idk if I should post the videos or not, still deciding) Also ignore the crusty 2021 Yugo and Elely🤢

Whenever I tell people “yeah I stayed up til 3/4am last night” they’re always like “what are you doing that late at night??” as if the only activities I can do at night are the bad and the ugly

no.

I live my best life in those hours you don’t understand

[synthshenanigans]

woah hey a year has been passed wowie :0

First two weren't posted here cos they were too long ago & not CJish related but love the way he took up 70% of the year lol

[ Full images + templates below :} ]

[TW for Bright Colors, maybe blood & very very vague themes of depression/suicide for like 2 drawings I believe]

Long text about the arts if anyones actually curious!!

January: An old OC I completely forgot about until making this. He's based on old radio like things :}

February: Played Person 5 Royal last year & drew Joker cos idk he's neat. Fun fact, the same day I fully finished the game was the day Storm & a Spring came out. Also while grinding in the game, I had his Bidding & VoaC covers on repeat. Which was a bit annoying to do since they weren't on Spotify yet & YT on mobile didn't have looping then.

March: The Hawaii Part ii album cover :} I did post that eventually but that's the time I actually made it. Had listened to TME a couple of months before then which got me into the album, so months later I drew it cos why not? [Also the month Vol.1 fully released on everything. What's funny is my gallery for that day was a handful of memes I saved at 4am before I fell asleep. And then the next image saved is when I woke up which was a screenshot of the whiteboard in TfaR lol]

April: First main Jash art !!! And its not even with any of the songs from Vol. 1 lol. I had his Moss cover on repeat again & now that all of Vol. 1 was out, I drew Heart in some moss. Or really in the image from the video.

May: Lil animation I made of Heart with the song Don't Hit the Lights! Link to my post & the song can be found here :}. Still really like the song & even the drawings. Might remake em eventually idk

June: Sky/socialc1imb's Clue AU! I like murder mysteries & this one was real interesting so I drew it a lot lol. Might remake that one or one of the others I made at somepoint? It'll be a bit later if I do but ye

July: A redraw of a HMS piece I originally made back in May, based on the Three Wise Monkeys thing. I like the idea of it so I keep wanting to remake it.

August: I honestly can't remember if I posted that art or not. Actually yea I don't think I ever did PFFT. It's one of the few drawings I did of myself this year & its from CJs Not Perfect cover [as you can tell by the lyrics on it]. Also one of the very very few vent-ish arts I made. I like the background more than anything but its still neat ig?

September: Art for one of the best songs ever. I love Fine, I'm Fine its so good & I listened to it for like 70% of the 20+ hours it took me to make the drawing. Still proud of it so there's the sketch I drew on paper, the one on my tablet & then the final versions.

October: There was a lot from this month due to Jashtober. I still like this one lot & it wasn't insanely rushed so I picked this one to show lol.

November: I have no idea why I made a fun lil soul. I was having an identity crisis over my art style & ig decided to draw the guy who is a walking identity crisis/j

December: Same as September. One of my favorite songs ever was covered & released, so I made a drawing like everyone else lol.

[fennecfics-the-simp-king]

Big Khonjin House art dump ..again-

My friend Lavender got me into Wrongjin House recently, and I can’t turn back… it’s all their fault, blame them/j

The grey guy is supposed to be y/n for that stupid fanfic I mentioned like a month ago I think- I’m going to post the chapters soon I’ve just been going through some art block-

I’m really proud of the colored in sketches on both pages… also Noel’s school uniform is something else I’m proud of-

Also the ones at the bottom, it’s very out of context but it’s based off a silly idea and Lavender had at like 4am :,]. Also they gave suggestions for me to draw some of these sketches on both pages.

Once again, blame @peppeppeppepperoni-pizza for the Wrongjin House sketches. /silly

I don’t have a changed name for her, so I’ll just be referring to her as W!Noel because it’s simple enough ._.

Also here are the stupid covers for my KH x Reader fanfic idea I’ve been working on. The really bland left one is the old cover, and the beautiful right one is the remake. You can tell because it’s like a thousand times better-

[starlesscastellation]

some sketches + lyrics that remind me of those two! I was experimenting with a new art style that I am in-between about so hopefully it's not as terrible as the brain tells me it is!

(lyrics and artists below cut if they're illegible as to not clog up anyone's page)

"Yet he laps up the vice like a wolf in the night / He's the left hand of God on the stage / And with one hand he offers salvation to lovers / The other, it taketh away" - Whisper by Burn the Ballroom

"You've been good to me / Nearly worth the hell you put me through... But if what they say is true / You've been good to her too" - You by Sammy Copley

"I know I shouldn't miss you / But you made this house a home / The trains go all night / Giving you time to change your mind" - Trains by Sammy Copley

"They got the call / And picked him up at 4am / And tore off down the road / And all the angels say ooh, ooh / You are all to blame " - All the Angels by My Chemical Romance

"I think I'm done / A million reasons, can I be your number one?" - Millions by Gerard Way

"It's what's engraved upon my heart / In letters deeply worn / Today I somehow understand / The reason I was born" -Fair by The Amazing Devil

"I never thought the sweetest sin could be my saving grace" -Chariot by Burn the Ballroom

"Sing me songs of praise / Bathe me in your rising river / Cause I'm gonna change my ways" - Change My Ways by Burn the Ballroom

"Well, it seems to me what we want and we meet all the same / And that's someone who'll worry about us / 'Til death do us part / Please keep breaking my heart / 'Til it ceases to beat / Please be mine" - When Somebody Needs You by Will Wood

"Come disrupt our silence / This pact we softly made / To keep things how we left them / And leave other things unnamed" -The Garden by Sammy Copley

[alovesongshewrote]

3 a.m. Crisis | Eddie Munson x Reader HCs

Plot:  eddie finds you in the middle of a mild crisis [Eddie Munson x GN!Reader]

Word count:  767

Warnings:  mentions of feeling useless/worthless, self-deprecation

A/N: haha, mood

So

You can’t look at eddie munson and tell me that that man has anything resembling a sleep schedule 

The boy is up at 3am one day, and he passes out at 8pm the next

He sleeps when he is tired, and sometimes not even then

It’s a vibe

Aaaaand it’s why he wanders in on you having a 3am crisis shortly after the two of you move in together 

You’re sitting at your small kitchen table, which doubles as a shared desk

In front of you, a thousand papers sit scattered 

Some with writing, some with sketches, and some completely blank 

And you’re just sitting there

Staring at your hands

Bathed the light of a nearby lamp

And the expression on your face is just

Agonized 

He says your name and asks if you’re okay and you jerk your head to look up at him before you say

“Do you ever feel worthless?”

It’s a question that hurts to hear

But before he can even question it, you’re looking back down at the mess in front of you, and you’re asking more questions

“Do you ever feel like everything you create is awful- like everything you even attempt is just bad?  Everything I do, every word, every line, it’s all just wrong.  Everything I touch is a disaster.  Fuck, I’ve been doing this for years, but I’m not improving.  All my peers are better and faster than I am, and I still feel like a goddamned amateur, and I-”

At that point he stops you

Because you are

Spiraling 

He sits next to you at the table and he takes your hands in his and he says 

“Well, you are touching a disaster.”

You have to fight not to smile at that, and it’s a battle he notices 

He gives your hands a squeeze before he continues

“Seriously, though?  I think everyone feels like that sometimes.  Doesn’t make it true.”

You look up at him, and his heart clenches at the look in your eyes

You just

Seem so defeated 

He looks away 

Down at the table

And he sees your work spread out across the wood

He loves it

Just

Instantly, he sees whatever it is you’ve put to the page, and he loves it

He takes one hand from yours for a second to pull the paper closer

You cringe as the mortifying ordeal of being known hits you

You wait for a drawn out silence

You wait for a five minute period where he tries to find something nice to say to spare your feelings

But only a few seconds pass before he says

“You might not want to believe me right now, but this is amazing.”

When you look up at him, he’s still looking down

His eyes glued to the page in his hand

And when he looks at you, your eyes are full of tears 

And you say, in a voice that’s more fragile than you’d like it to be

“Really?”

A grin splits across his face

“Absolutely.  Do you have more of this?”

His smile is infectious, and you find a small version of it on your own face as you pull back from him just a bit so that you can grab something else to show him

By the time he’s done marveling at your works, it’s 4am, and you are in tears

He hasn’t said anything to upset you, it’s just

It’s nice to feel validated

Once he’s run out of papers to look at, he takes your hands again

He kisses them

And then he kisses your tears away, and he says

“Sweet thing, you’re perfect.  BUt, maybe we should go to bed, yeah?”

You huff out a breath and let yourself collapse against him a bit

“Yeah,” you whisper, “You’re right, it’s time for bed.”

You stand with him and stretch, and he heads down the hall while you turn off the lamp

And just as you go to follow him, he runs down the hall

(like a fuckin,,, nightmare creature, because this is eddie munson we’re talking about)

The second he gets to you, he wraps you in his arms, and he kisses you

Deeply

He isn’t a killer, but he is a thief, because in that moment, he steals the air from your lungs

And when he pulls away, he places his forehead against yours and whispers

“Man… you’re everything.”

And you can’t do much else but smile at him

And you think

As your hands run up his arms and over his chest

That maybe not everything you touch is a disaster

[dearestones]

Akudama Drive Matchup: Courier

Warnings: Fluff.

@siouxxiie Request: Hello!! How are you??

Could I request a Platonic Matchup for Any of the Akudama Characters? Okay, My name is Joey but I go by Rachel, Tori or Calypso.. I am a minor(is that ok..?) I’m like at least 5’5, I have Sholder Length-ish Curly black hair, brown eyes and I have a hour-glass body.

For my Hobbies, I really love a lot of things basically… like sketching, drawing, writing, edit, playing games(so many omg), I also play Lacrosse and Volleyball, making music on garage band(getting used to it), Reading, Being with my online/irl friends, and Playing the Piano and Harp!

For my interests/likes, enstars (switchP), rhythm games, doukyuusei, mystic messenger, twf, genshin, a silent voice, lemon demon/neil cicierega in general, eddsworld, homestuck, the goldfinch, horimiya, fnaf, heathers, sasaki and miyano, blueycapsules, hxh, saiki k, hamilton (sadly, im sorry.)

Some of my traits, I talk about my intrests a lot, Im pretty silly when I’m with someone like I’ll say stuff like hai as a joke a lot please dont take it seriously, I hate negitive mentions of my voice, comparing me to people/saying stuff like "you remind me of ____", spiders. i am very bad at comforting sorry, im fine with taking with people but i will probably be very awkward until we get to know eachother more(i hope i did that right)

Comforts, cats, hajime hinata (danganronpa), a silent voice, albedo (genshin impact), lemon demon, felix kranken (twf), bread, sharks, christmas music/christmas in general, scp 3008 (roblox game), get a snack at 4am (roblox game), hotels, and my friends!

Sorry if this is to long! I really hope it isn’t… Have a great rest of your day!!

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After reading through the information given, I believe that you are best paired with Courier!

When you first meet each other, don’t worry if your’re feeling awkward and ultimately embarrass yourself in front of Courier. The man is just as emotionally constipated, but he won’t think anything of it if you stumble over your words or if you do something that is unconventional when it comes to starting acquaintanceships. It takes practice to become used to a person so you’ll eventually get it right as long as you’re persistent. 

While Courier isn’t one to hang out with too many people at a time, he finds that he’s somewhat at ease when he’s around you. As a listener, he likes it best when you rant and rave about your interests. Sometimes, you’ll catch him smirking (but never laughing because he’ll never live it down if you caught him) at the corner of his eyes. If you tease him, he might relent and tell you that you’re actually funny, but don’t expect it so soon. Courier needs some time to get used to you before he starts emoting freely.  

Courier is a man who values hard work and what a person stands for. He’ll never compare you to anyone but yourself. If he finds out that someone hurts your feelings on purpose, he’ll make it his personal mission to make sure that you’re doing well in the aftermath. He won’t go as far as to pummel the offender, but if he ever sees them again, he might say something.

It’s okay if you’re not that great at comforting people. Courier can easily relate to that. He values actions over words anyway. To those he treasures, he will do small gestures for them like cooking their favorite foods or taking them out on a ride on his motorcycle. He doesn’t expect the same in return since you’re bad at comfort, all he wants for you is that you’re doing well. 

As for your interests, Courier can’t say that he enjoys all of them, but if you ask nicely, he’ll consent to playing a few rhythm games and watching your favorite animes. However, he’ll jump at the chance for some physical exercise. You might have to teach him lacrosse, but he’ll probably thrash you at volleyball. There’s just something cathartic about spiking balls at your enemy’s side of the court with deadly precision that gets him excited. 

In return for all of your enthusiasm concerning your interests, Courier will take you around his bike, teach you how to cook, and walk you around the city to see some of the prettier sights that Kansai has to offer. (Before you ask, no, he’s not doing it because he thinks you’re a good friend. Why would you think that? He just wants to return the favor when you share the most vulnerable parts of your life to him).

Bonus: A good way to annoy Courier is to play Christmas music nonstop months before the actual Christmas date. He’ll threaten to run you over with his bike, but it’s worth it seeing the annoyed look in his eyes because he doesn’t mean it. 

To sum it all up, you and Courier have the foundations for a great, lasting friendship. Just be sure to communicate, lest there be misunderstandings!

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If you want to donate a Ko-Fi, feel free https://ko-fi.com/devintrinidad.

AKUDAMA DRIVE MASTERLIST

[takeeachdayonebookatatime]

Law and order svu fanfiction 

Video killed the pedophile part 12 the loft

Liv: pov me and Elliot have not been talking since he went undercover again, today started out ruff me and Fin had to get up at 4am to visit a crime scene, the reason we did not send Joe or Muncy is because it was a brutal crime scene I don't know how the victim survived. Amanda just left to go interview her, I had Joe and Muncy doing the leg work on this, interviewing witnesses and looking up potential suspects. Me and Fin were looking into the victim's life.

Fin: pov I decided to head out and get us lunch from the deli nearby. After we finished eating everyone got back to work, Amanda told us what the victim said. With her description we were able to get a sketch made and pass it out. No new info is coming, Liv tells Amanda to go home to the girls and Carisi. She also tells me to go home to Phoebe, and says she is leaving in a few minutes. Joe and Muncy can handle the squad room for the rest of the night.

Liv: pov after calling Kate back I head home and get started on dinner which is frozen pizza. Me and Noah are having a movie night, after the movie we talk for a bit. I tell Noah to get ready for bed, I'm so tired but somehow managed to take a shower. As soon as my head hits the pillow I'm asleep. In the middle of the night I suddenly woke up To someone banging on my front door. The man is shouting, let me in, open the door. I know you are there. It also sounds like my name. It's hard to tell who it is because they sound drunk or drugged and their words are slurred. This person sounds desperate to get into my apartment, thankfully Noah is a heavy sleeper. I'm starting to get scared. I grab my phone and run into Noah's room and call Fin. He sounds tired, he says he will be there in a few. The noise finally stops but I don't hear the person leave.

Fin: pov  When I arrive at her building I call to tell Liv it's just Elliot and he looks asleep on the floor in front of her door. I help Liv bring Elliot in and she calls Ayanna Bell to come pick him up. Elliot looks drugged, when Ayanna arrives she can tell something is up she asks me why I'm at Liv's apartment this early i say she called me though someone was breaking into her apartment to kidnap her or worse. She says oh i get it now i'm sorry about all of this, i hope you're okay Liv and Elliot did not scare you too much. I mentioned it might be a long night. Once Elliot is taken care of and with Ayanna, I make sure Liv is okay. It is decided I'm spending the night I let phoebe know. She says hope Liv is okay. on the way to work phoebe dropped me off some clothes. In the squad room Joe and Muncy mention how me and Liv still look tired after leaving work early yesterday.

Liv: pov I mentioned how I had a surprise visitor last night. Fin explains as much as he can without getting Elliot in trouble. Around lunch time Elliot comes storming into our squad room yelling saying he got taken off the undercover case thanks to me it's all my fault. He angrily asks why I told Ayanna about him being drugged, it ruined their whole operation. Fin tells him to lower his voice, he says stay out of this, I can tell he is drunk. He keeps going on. I tell Elliot did you not think showing up at my door like that all drugged,  would scare me because it did i thought someone was going to  burst in kidnap me again and torture me. He is getting way too out of control and angry. I have Amanda call Ayanna to take him home. Nothing I say will calm him down.

Amanda: pov I explain to Ayanna she needs to come pick up Elliot. He is drunk and screaming at Liv. She finally arrives, Fin and Liv have him in an interrogation room to cool off. They are watching him from Liv's office. She fills Ayanna in on what he said. Ayanna tells Liv and Fin, Elliot will be suspended for a week without pay for his actions. Talking to a superior officer like this, who was just doing her job is wrong and disrespectful. He will be forced to take anger management classes. I'm trying not to let my emotions show, the last 2 days are getting to me. 

Fin: pov it's been a few days and we closed our case Liv has been ignoring Elliot all week. Today in her office is a bunch of flowers with a card that says I'm sorry for being an ass. Will you forgive me xoxo your partner Elliot, there is also some candy. Which Liv shares with me for always having her back. After about 23 years on the job me and Liv are good friends and will always have each other's back. We discuss if she should forgive Elliot. She decides to talk with him and see what happens. she will make her choice later on what to do. I tell her let's invite him out to lunch so we can talk to him.

Elliot: pov I finally get a text from Liv it says still not sure if i forgive you but are you free for lunch me and Fin would like to talk with you. Ugh this does not sound good at all. At the restaurant Liv and Fin are sitting down waiting for me, I ask them what they wanted to talk to me about. Liv starts off with first you showed up at my apartment drugged which freaked me out,  i thought someone was going to  burst in kidnap me again and torture me, had to call Fin which then got him all worried and second you came to my precinct screaming and shouting at me which is no way to talk to a Captain or a superior officer Detective. The only thing is you make sure  this does not ever happen again Detective you got it. While Liv is in the bathroom Fin explains why me showing up at her apartment like that bothered Liv. I can't believe I'm so stupid and did not realize the reason sooner. 

Liv: pov we talked for a bit, I told Elliot it's in the past what happened so lets try and move forward. I might not forgive you for what happened but we can still try to be friends,  we then went back to the precinct.  To be continued. ……

[cozylittleartblog]

i’m counting this as a late queencember drawing while i still can. prompt was “celebration”. hangin’ out with the squad 💙

this is also my last post of 2021 and also technically my last queencember post, so thanks for all the love this year and for tolerating my relentless queen spam :V never done an art challenge before and stuck to it so i think the fact that i did... about half the prompts? maybe a little more? is impressive. i swear i will draw other characters now (but still some queens too ofc)

happy new year lets all survive to the next one 🎆🎇

[hawkinsp0st]

i present to you: byler getting murray’d but gently, quietly, urgently, at the end of the world.

it’s practically the apocalypse and the gang is spending long nights at murray’s planning their final attack on 001. mike and will don’t leave each other’s side, and murray finds them several times at 4am, still sitting at his kitchen table, sneaking glances at each other or brushing fingers while they draw up blueprints for their plan, crumpling papers of failed ideas and tossing them at each other playfully, brushing knees, speaking in hushed tones, clinging to each other for hope.

murray goes into the kitchen for a glass of water late one night and he overhears mike, to will: “i’d do anything to keep you safe. no, will, don’t argue with me. anything. i’m not letting you go out there.” murray tries his best not to eavesdrop but he can feel the pangs in mike’s heart from several feet away. murray peeks his head around. the two boys’ hands are interlocked on top of the table—more specifically, both of mike’s hands are over one of will’s as will uses his other hand to sketch out a plan, presumably the one mike is arguing against, one that puts will at the center of the action.

as mike speaks, murray sees how will holds onto every word. how, when mike speaks, will hears. he gets through to him. and the way will’s eyes glisten… god, has murray seen that look before.

will yawns and finally leaves the table to go to bed—they’ve all been crashing on various pieces of murray’s furniture in the depths of pure exhaustion—nodding to murray on his way out, and mike just sits there, taking a sip of water, exhausted, but leg bouncing, nervous energy thrumming. he feels a hand touch his shoulder and jumps.

“wha—murray! shit, you scared me.”

“yeah. and you’re scaring me.”

“hmm?” mike blinks.

“look. this isn’t going to be easy to hear. hawkins is a closed-minded place. but this?” murray gestures to the red lightning flashing outside his window. they’re used to this now, in hawkins. “this is bigger than hawkins.”

“yeah, i—“ mike furrows his brow slightly. “murray, i know that. this could be the end of life as we know it.” mike’s eyes are fixed on the chair across from him now, where will had been sitting.

“you don’t get it, wheeler. what you two have?” murray points between mike and will’s empty chair. “it’s our only hope.”

mike looks up at him now, wordless. because what else could mike possibly say?

murray sits next to mike. “whatever you do… whatever happens, mike? don’t ever let him go. not for a second.”

mike nods somberly. “i know. i’ve made that mistake before.”

murray shakes his head. “no, no. this is different. you know what i’m trying to say.”

mike blinks. “i’m not sure i do.”

murray sighs, hand back on mike’s shoulder, firm, because this really is life-or-death: “when you tell that boy that you love him, how you love him, he’ll be our most powerful asset. with your love, he won’t be contained.”

mike gulps.

“listen. mike. we all know how special he is. but when you’re with him, he believes it.”

mike’s eyes start to water.

“and that look in his eyes, mike? when he looks at you? when i see that, i start to believe, for the first time in two years, that we’re actually going to make it out of. this. thing. alive.”

mike looks terrified, disheartened. “i don’t want him in danger.”

“i know. me neither. and you’re the only one who can really protect him. he will listen to you, wheeler, in a way he won’t listen to his other friends or even his mother.”

another red flash of lighting outside, then a loaded crash of thunder.

“mike… you might not be the smartest person i know—“

“hey!”

“—but i know you’re not stupid. you know what you have to do. don’t do it for me. do it for him.” murray points toward the room where will went to sleep, and gets up with his glass of water. “he needs you. goodnight, mike.”

mike sits up higher, and his leg stops bouncing. he does know.

•••

and if the next morning, mike leads the gang into a secluded area of the woods, everyone following behind him except there’s will at his side, the two boys hand in hand, and announces, “here’s how we’re going to kill 001,” and he sees a glimmer of hope in everyone’s eyes for the first time in ages, he’ll know it was the right thing to do, telling will he’s in love at 5am under the crimson sky on murray’s fucking back porch, of all places.

the paladin and the cleric, heroes again, march into battle.

[catch-the-wind]

when reader is sick hc's

finally posting writing here so true

n e ways okay so i’m brainrotting about the genshin charas taking care of their s/o’s when they’re sick 🥺 and now i'm feeling sick, sigh

ohm and sulien ambros belong to @teyvattherapist! they're such good chara's, i know i'm writing them here but i deffo recommend reading up on them

okay here u go, have some hc's that are kinda sorta long and by that i mean 2.5k- i haven't proofread this bc it's 4am and im going to BED but if i write for any other chara's i'll post a second part <3 mwah

tags: gn!reader, diluc x reader, kaeya x reader, jean x reader, lisa x reader, albedo x reader, dainsleif x reader, tartaglia x reader, ohm ambros x reader, sulien ambros x reader, soft bean hours

diluc

is not working or traveling when his partner is sick

absolutely makes them soup and hot tea and drinks

he’s trying to make them food but he’s not the best cook so he’s asking adelinde for help

absolutely asks jean, barbara, and ohm for help while his partner is sleeping but he’s so awkward LMAO

was absolutely frantic the first day he found out his partner was sick tho, he made them come over to the winery so they could sleep there and he can take care of them <3

absolutely lied about what room was his so they slept in his bed

“hmm this guest room is so furnished diluc are all your rooms like this” and no, no they are not, this room is his, bestie

diluc slept on a sofa in his bedroom and did work on the table that was supposed to be for flowers. kinda stressed over abyss order locations but was more worried ab his partner being okay so he was distracted

he just put the flowers on his nightstand for his partner to see when they woke up <3

gives his partner forehead kisses because they won’t let him kiss them on the lips and he gives them the gentlest cheek kisses while they sleep

also gives his partner his clothes to wear <3

cuddles them and reads to them when they’re awake and TEMPLE KISSES OH MY GOD

kaeya comes over because he’s worried his brother and his brother’s s/o haven’t been seen in a little while

n e way, diluc gets sick after his partner gets better and they nursed each other back to health

kaeya

like diluc, he took off work so he could take care of his s/o i,mediately after he found out they were sick

wouldn’t force them to stay at his place tho, he’d probably let them recover in their own place

but he might make them go to the kof hq or the cathedral just so they can be taken care of by a proper healer

he absolutely soothes their fevers and stuff w cryo and also the man can heal himself w his elem skill ofc he can fix someone if he tries hard enough <3

he gives kisses no matter how much his partner says not to but he’ll also give them butterfly kisses so it’s soft moments too~ sigh, ur too cute alberich

asks ohm and barbara and albedo and lisa for potions and such to help his partner feel better but he’s really lowkey so he doesn’t seem SUPER worried

he just hates seeing his partner not feeling so well </3

refreshes his partner’s vase of flowers at their bedside every day

brings home work so he can watch over his partner. he can’t cook super well either so he asks for help and brings stuff home from good hunter too

jean was okay to let kaeya off of work and diluc would never admit it (man practically swore everyone to secrecy smh) but he helped take up some of kaeya’s duties in his stead

and kae, the alcoholic, didn’t even drink while his partner was sick bc he was lowkey worried they would need his help w smth and he didn’t want to be drunk just in case <3

many cuddles despite protests of getting him sick <3

jean

absolutely uses her healer skills to make her partner feel better

panicked when they were still sick and thought it was her fault </3 she asked barbara and ohm for help and they just told jean to relax a bit bc her partner was sick and it wasn’t going to be a quick fix

wanted to take off work but didn’t, so she just brought her work with her

kaeya and ohm very kindly took up her other duties where she had to leave so she could be w her partner

her partner is staying in the kof hq where they get access to ohm and barbara comes to visit <3 but also so that jean can sleep comfortably enough close by bc you cannot tell me this woman does not sometimes sleep in her office or the library and barely makes it to the kof dormitories sometimes

she’s so worried the entire time, she’s probably got a few gray hairs and a new frown line smh

she has clothes that aren’t her work clothes???? it’s so foreign seeing her in stuff like pajamas. you didn’t even know jean owned pajamas

jean sets them up in her bed at home (yeah she has a place outside of the kof hq??? it’s surprising) but it’s a big bed so they can rest and she’ll have the lamp on her side on while she sits up and does work

absolutely dotes on them. she’s good at making foods that make them feel better, she’s just a good healer that way <3

albedo, klee, venti, kaeya, lisa, and ohm all come over to check on jean and co and make sure everyone is doing okay <3 lots of food brought

if jean was asked to sing to her partner normally, she probably wouldn’t bc she’d probably get embarrassed but i think she probably sounds v good and venti would give her his lyre to try out a musical instrument too. but also she’d read to her partner and they’d probably fall asleep together uwu

lisa

works part time hours at the library so she can go visit her s/o

probably asks them to stay at the kof hq for easier access to medical assistance and plus she’s almost always there

“cutie” but worried and very 🥺 (pleading emoji)

makes soup and potions and reads to her partner until they fall asleep

also super playful omg she’s still got a smile on and is full of affection while she walks her fingers up her partner’s arm to their face so she can cup their cheek

she’ll make her partner laugh and smile and blush even when they’re sick, but she makes them laugh until they cough sometimes and immediately feels so bad

jean, barbara, kaeya, albedo and ohm all come to visit with different foods and soups and medicines and such

klee comes knocking and gives lisa some good fisherman’s toast and asks lisa’s s/o if they want to hug dodoco b/c that always makes klee feel better

purple roses galore, lisa has them in her partner’s room and they’ve got a potion to make the. uh. sniffer? to make the sniffer feel better. don’t ask me how, idk but she would find a way to make them physically feel better with flowers

reads to her partner ofc, and she tells them stories ab her own life and time at sumeru sans the crazies

worried looks when her s/o is sleeping but also the softest smiles when they wake up pls-

albedo

cutest lil frown on his face when he finds out his partner is sick

immediately they are taken home and he’s testing to confirm what’s wrong w them and what he can do to speed up their recovery

he’s more distracted than usual at work but he’s coming over to your place all the time w what paperwork he can do

also sketches his partner while they don’t know. he’s got lots of beautiful candids of his partner sleeping, looking out the window, falling asleep, reading, even drinking water. he’s made the most mundane things look captivating

kaeya and ohm come to check on albedo when he doesn’t show up for work after a few days and it’s bc he’s taking care of his s/o with food and soup and alchemical potions and shit. and when kae and ohm come in, they find his partner opening the door wrapped in a blanket while albedo is asleep cuddling the pillow they left bc he stayed up the night before making soup and reading to them

klee has camped out on his partner’s couch, she helps w the cooking too~ she absolutely lets them hug dodoco and gives them a treasure to feel better too LOL

many kisses from klee and albedo, and they also go out to get treats for albedo’s partner too

domestic albedo cooking in his partner’s kitchen and for once it isn’t some alchemical potion that he might blow up the stove with

tartaglia

takes off work entirely but BOY OH BOY is he stir crazy smh

brings his partner to his apartment to rest <3

he’s so worried ab his s/o that he makes all the sick ppl food the first day, orders from wanmin restaurant when his partner wants smth different, and also gets toys and such to entertain them otherwise

also reads to his partner but, again, he gets stir crazy after a while

absolutely does workouts and katas in the living room and phew shirtless tartaglia working out? gets the heart rate up for sure ahem

rushes to his partner tho omg- need soup? water? a trip to the bathroom? another blanket? he goes to them the MOMENT he hears them moving around. absolutely dotes on them <3

his family knows ab his partner and he’s probably written letters ab them being sick~ his family sent snezhnayan herbs and flowers and medicines and such

zhongli comes around because he wants sugar daddy!tartaglia with tea and medicine from bubu pharmacy. hu tao is in tow with well wishes and a “hope i don’t find you at work!” which is. a little worrying because aren’t you just a little sick-

many kisses from tartaglia because he is Needy and he’ll absolutely get sick from cuddling his partner while they sleep

also he’ll probably just like. envelop his partner while they sleep. they’re all cuddled into him and he’s actually so warm it’s nice bc they’re cold w a fever and he’s living for comforting them

he’s so worried tho, he’s got the frowny face and he’s so adorable but he just doesn’t want his partner to feel sick

dainsleif

the man camps in ruins, he’s going to his partner’s house smh

he doesn’t go into the church either LOL so expect him in his partner’s home making dinner and doing their grocery shopping thanks

he would get ohm and barbara to come over tho <3 “fix them please” but also “how can i fix them”

is so dead set on making sure his partner takes their medicine at the right times, he’s so soft for them and them alone

cooks soup and old recipes he barely remembers from khaenri’ah. he doesn’t really get sick, so he doesn’t remember these ones too clearly. deffo brings back old memories he’d long forgotten

reads to his partner and tells them old stories of how the world used to be, his travels, gives them the gossip on a certain khaenri’ahn but doesn’t give away the name

ohm comes over with medicine and lollipops bc dain is so unlikely to go to the cathedral to get barbara smh

but also dain, so self-sufficient, is unlikely to want to ask for help, so ohm just goes to help anyway

dain with the old khaenri’ahn lullabies and tucking his partner into his arms and singing quietly while he holds them and rocks them to sleep

dain is immortal, he’s giving his partner kisses bc “i’m immortal, ofc i won’t get sick”

he got sick

but his s/o nursed him back to health and then there were smooches the end

ohm ambros

the doctor with his ill lover oh my god

he’s frowny, he’s taking care of his partner at his home in springvale and his home clinic is open to everyone else. but everyone knows his partner is the first priority LOL

kaeya and albedo come over to see if ohm is okay or if his house needs to be checked up on. they’re wondering if he went on a last-minute expedition to sumeru and didnt tell them

diluc comes over too, he’s just checking up on his best friend but he’s also stealing a cherry lollipop smh. he heard from kae that ohm’s partner is sick tho, so he brings some soup and good food over from adelinde. he also brings some of his own specialty food tho, the once upon a time in mondstadt <3

sulien sending letters to his big brother to see if his brother’s s/o is okay

ohm is also just super protective of his partner, there are not many people who come into his life who he loves and lets in in the first place. he’s absolutely trying to heal them with his own vitality, so their recovery is much shorter than initially expected

barbara also comes over w jean to check up on ohm and co, complete w a goody basket of soup, a teddy bear, flowers, and books

ohm reading to his partner <3 he’s got such a soothing voice even if his accent is wack LMAO. he’s reading stories and even his paperwork because just his presence is comforting

he puts his hands on his partner’s forehead to soothe the fever goodbye

ohm will not sing for his s/o simply bc he doesn’t think he sounds v good. and he probably doesn’t but it would be so cute to hear him try and please ohm? 🥺

n e way i want smooches idc if i’m sick KISS ME OHM AMBROS

sulien ambros

when he finds out his partner is sick, the man blinks like twice and then suggests so calmly that they go to his apartment in liyue

man does not sleep normally, he’s just going to nurse his partner back to health and read during their recovery. fruit tart can cover his duties for him <3

sulien cooks for his partner tho, he’s making soup and stuff and getting medicine from bubu’s pharmacy. he’s also picking up books on the way home but some of them are to be read to his partner so it’s okay-

like tartaglia, sulien works out while his partner rests and goes to them if he hears them moving around. he’s reading to his partner and not so frowny, but the slightest furrow of this man’s brow is already such a big expression of his concern <3

sends letters to ohm asking for advice ab how to help his partner feel better. ohm just sends a letter back with “i’m coming” and shows up within the day LMAO

reads to his partner, and the monotony of his voice is soothing and lulls them to sleep. he just looks at them affectionately (well affectionate for him) and presses a kiss to their forehead before finishing the story on his own and in his head

tartagalicious comes over and brings food, flowers and a teddy bear with some of sandrone’s paperwork but he sends a smile to sulien’s partner with some well wishes

scara comes over too just to visit and check to see where sandrone is, but scara is a grumpy bean so he just says “feel better” all brooding and like it’s a command to one of the fatui subordinates LOL

sulien like ohm uses his cold hands to soothe his partner’s fever and also gives them forehead kisses <3

Edit: a link to part 2

[johnemulaney]

John Mulaney: From Scratch in Las Vegas, September 4

Once again, spoilers for the show and what will presumably be in the special. This is about his relapse so tread with caution is that will be an issue for you. However, the tone of his struggle is the same one he used in his past specials so if you didn’t have any issues then, I think you’d be ok with this. Of course, use your own best judgement, friends.

The opener was Seaton Smith. 

He opened with trying to find the rich people in the crowd but acknowledged that they’d go mwrmwmwrw money isn’t everything so then he started talking about golf and went aha I got ya’ll. 

There was a joke about weed being the only Christian drug

He had a bit about when white people are nice, be nervous

He had a bit about there being a black man on the Bachelor and was like America (ABC and Disney+) were not ready for a black man to be fucking a house full of 50 white women. That shit premiered on Tuesday and the Capitol burned on Wednesday.

He also did some crowd work and roasted a couple in the front row for having different answers about kids and she was like I didn’t hear the question and was roasted about how not hearing questions you don’t want to answer is certainly a tactic, often used by drug dealers

He also had a bit about how different child rearing is in Texas versus New York and about how hitting your kids is treated differently, like his dad would have just threatened it whimsically. 

Now on to the Main Event!

The first thing he said was “hiiiiiiiiii” exactly in the tone you think he said it in. he followed that up with a little shrug looking adorable and a little bashful

“It’s him! Mr. Problems. Oh Las Vegas, Oh my god” he then talks about how Vegas is a land of vice and a Choice for him to preform in as a recovering addict. He had a sober buddy and 3 bodyguards with him at all times. 

“And here’s what happened” December 18, 2020, he gets invited to a friends apartment for dinner AND HE’S TWO HOURS LATE because he stopped, coked out of his mind, at SNL for a haircut because he still had his building access badge and he went to the hair department and they were like, he’ll leave faster if we just do this, and then he stopped at his drug dealers. 

He called venmo and cashapp, apps for drug deals and was like what do normal people even use them for. He maxed both out paying for drugs. 

He was the best looking person at his intervention. “Coke skinny, new cut” and the 12 people intervening looked like shit. He looked “tears for fears while they all looked jerry garcia” (I hope you know who those musicians are besties). 

He immediately yelled “Can I go to the bathroom” to you know, dump his drugs because when you walk into that, you know what it is. 

He was not allowed to go (he would be asked if he still needed to pee later and would say “what?”

There were 6 people in NYC and 6 people over zoom in LA because he guesses 6 people couldn’t be bothered to fly in for HIS INTERVENTION

Interventions can go two ways, it can be kind of accusatory and this is how you let us all down, or it can be supportive. Everyone but Nick Kroll got the memo to be supportive.

Nick Kroll went first.

Nick Kroll listed all the ways John was a bad best friend and brother over zoom and John was getting texts during the intervention saying Nick wasn’t supposed to do that and they were all sorry. 

Bill Hader went next. he originally wasn’t going to be able to make it so he had recorded a thing but since he was there, he did it live. (He would eventually send the video to John in rehab, which is not what you want on the way to rehab “awesome, more intervention”)

He tried to derail the intervention, “there’s not enough latinx representation” he said he’d go to any rehab except the one they had picked out for him. This was a star-studded affair and he was mad no one was being funny. 

 Natasha Lyons went next, telling him his life and career is in shambles

So he gets carted off to rehab after this intervention. Don’t let 12 comedians pack your bags for 2 months at rehab. it was bombas socks and iphone chargers. 

A little secret about rehab, you’re not allowed to bring drugs in. You remember how he was late? In his pocket on the way to rehab included: a huge amount of pills, 3g of coke (which was 2g by the time he got there, courtesy of a koala station in a gas station bathroom), and $2000 in cash. He had other plans for the weekend. He was admitted for xanax, coke, perocet, and adderall addiction. Say what you will, but he does not do anything half way.

It’s 4am when he’s sent to detox, he’s been awake for 3 days. 

He also gives a small lesson on how to get drugs. Find the lowest rated doctors on yelp and webmd reviews and go ask for them, they need all the business they can get. You become like Captain Phillips, I am the doctor now. 

Dr. Michael was his shady doctor. He was a first avenue apartment where he would write prescriptions from his kitchenette where his girl Minerva was always asleep. “I didn’t kill my wife Minerva.” But John would ask for his drugs, Dr. Michael would write the script and then ask what he needed it for. Dr. Michael would also make John take his shirt off, always offering a flu shot and going no, shirt all the way off (in case you were wondering how bad this addiction actually was)

The first moral is now you know. The second moral is get vaccinated.

He’s sent to the regular ward the next afternoon and they finally get him to sleep. 

He’s sketched out that doctors have last names at this establishment

He asks for drugs such as klonopin and is taken aback a bit when he doesn’t get them. The doctor is like PA state law says no, and so John suggests they go to a CVS in Jersey to get some. 

His bestie Pete Davidson starts calling that night. Except Pete changes his number every month and a half so John has him send a selfie and saves the new number under some other random name, at this point in time, Pete is saved as Al Pacino. (We get an Al Pacino impression) John is asleep and his nurse sees Al Pacino trying to call him 5 times and so she wakes him up. 

Pete Davidson and John Mulaney did not do drugs together. (The author is lowkey surprised and sad about that, like if Pete was my bestie, we’d make so many poor choices) But Pete was always very supportive of his sobriety. 

John needs recognition so badly, in group when they introduced themselves he said “I’m John M.” and no one cared. So he left a tabloid out with the news of his admittance and his face on it in the rec room on the table. The not being someone was “driving him bananas.” When they talked about what they do for a living and he said I’m a a stand up comedian, someone asked if he made a living that way. He said “yeah ask your daughter” (or your son)

One of the things you do at rehab is break up with your drug dealer.

One of his drug dealers only bought drugs to keep John from buying worse off the streets and only got into the game because John kept asking him for drugs and was his only buyer. That guy was originally a painter and John has no idea how they met. John is the only person to turn an innocent man into a drug dealer. 

Here he did the Baby J is back baby joke. the Park Theater is one of the biggest stages in the world so he did that joke in one pace across the stage and said the stage is that joke long. 

“I am no longer on drugs. It’s very good but also ah---” He’s in a 12 step anonymous group. 

“I need attention, clearly.” After a show you think he would be sated, but no. 

He wants that attention that the kid who’s grandparent died and showed up to school dressed for the funeral and got to sit in the beanbag chair for reading despite it not being his turn, gets. He went on about being willing to let one of the lesser important grandparents die so he could get attention, for quite a while. 

He feels left behind in science, like his C’s and D’s in those classes. All those classes were was putting things on a windowsill for the janitor to throw away. He had a bit about how the fuck people put dinosaurs back together, it’s like getting wayfair furniture without the instructions. 

He also things the moon belongs to America. Like we got there first and when other countries say stuff about the moon he’s like mmmmmmm.

He also had a joke about paying to get into college and like, for white people that’s always how it’s been. 

The show ended with him going over the highlights of that GQ interview that he was so coked out for that he forgot he did it entirely. He has no memory of it at all. He was just called up that day and asked for an interview and you know how coke is the best drug to receive attention on? He just did whatever he wanted with that attention. 

And that was the show.

[spoopylay]

okay i'm scared of tumblr eating my asks BC ITS BEEN HAPPENING FOR A LONG TIME😭😭 anyways I'm sorta new to ur blog and i LOVE UR WRITING MISS GIRL😭😭🙏 and now ur requests are open and I'm awake at 4am?? 👀👀👀 so like,, something fluffy with,,, yuuji. like imagine y'all pining for each other. and at first y'all are just friends haha cool fresh but suddenly ur stealing quick glances while the other one scrunched their nose as they laugh, or at some point he's sitting so close to you at lunch he feels ur plush thigh next to his and he's just so so happy about the contact and starts blushing I WILL BE GIVING THIS PRECIOUS BOY KISSES ALL OVER HIS PRETTY FACE CAN YOU TELL I LOVE HIM SM😭😭

Aww thank you sm <3 ofc I will write this!

Yuuji x chubby reader

You and Yuuji are like best friends. Always hanging out together, give each other different music to listen to, making inside jokes that only the two of you understand, you get what I mean.

But lately it’s been different. Yuuji has been very quiet around you and has been staring at you for a little bit longer than a second in class. He just wants to take in the site of how you look. How your skirt compliments your dimpled thighs or how your beautiful hair looks tucked behind your ears.

Sometimes you catch him staring and start making a funny face at him to get him to come back to reality. The two of you just laugh it off and go back to focusing in class.

Now Itadori is not the only one with a crush here. The thing is, you’ve also been crushing on him lately. You’re always sitting close to him, whenever it’s time to pick a partner in class you always choose him. For heaven’s sake you’ve been doodling little sketches of him in your notebook.

See, by now you two would’ve been a thing if it weren’t for you being super shy and for him being super awkward when it comes to things like this. You just don’t know how he’s gonna act and he doesn’t know how you would act. You two are both awkward, shy dorks; it’s like a match made in heaven.

One day at lunch, you were sitting next to Yuuji like usual. The two of you were talking and laughing until something caught your eye so you turned your head to look for it. While you were doing that, Yuuji took that opportunity to move a bit closer to you. You look back a continue talking until he notices that your plush thigh was next to him. It felt so warm and squishy and it made him blush a bit too.

You noticed your thigh squishing against his and got a bit nervous. You didn’t mean to put your thigh there so you pulled it away. But Yuuji’s hand stopped you.

“I-I actually really liked that,” he said putting your thigh back next to his.

The two of you were blushing so hard that you two were starting to turn a bit red.

At the end of the day you walked up to him, opened his hand and left a little note in it. You gave him a kiss on the cheek and skipped away with joy.

The note said, “ would you like to go out with me sometime?”

Of course Yuuji already knew his answer☺️

[spenciebabie]

When ever you have time can I get a sub spencer where the reader was involved in a case (not the unsub or anything someone they briefly interviewed like a bartender) and she hears Derek call him “pretty boy” and she hooks up with him and calls him pretty boy and rides him and chokes him/her fingers in his mouth. Uhg I love Sub!Spencer

“i adore your writings!! if you're down, would you be able to write smnth about sub spencer and reader? nothing specific, i just read a lot of the same stuff and am looking for some new amazing writings if you know what i mean. <3”

-- --

You know instantly that you want him. His doe eyes, his messy hair, his awkward little smile when he says hello. All if it is just combines with his nervous disposition in an inexplicably endearing way. He almost looks too scared to speak, it takes a nudge from his partner to get him to open his mouth.

“Hi miss, your manager told us- um that- uh- you were working the bar on Friday night?” he asks, fidgeting with his fingers and barely maintaining eye contact. “Oh! I’m Dr. Spencer Reid by the way!”

“Nice to meet you Dr. Reid, I’m Y/N. And that’s right, I was here till about 4am″ you respond and he nods

“Well- um, can you tell us if you saw anyone that looked like this in here that night?” he places a police sketch on the bar and slides it towards you. You study it for a moment but it doesn’t look familiar. And as stupid as it sounds you really wish that it did, maybe then you’d have a reason to keep talking to this guy. 

“No, I’m sorry, he doesn’t ring any bells, I wish I could be more of a help” you say, sliding the picture back.

“Well that’s- um, that’s fine! Don’t worry, but uh- if you do maybe see someone, or anything suspicious, or anything at all” he rambles, fumbling with his satchel and pulling something out, “maybe you could give me a call?” he finishes, placing his business card down on the bar.

“Thank you for your time miss.” his partner says, turning to Spencer “C’mon Pretty Boy, we gotta head back to the station” he says it quiet enough that it’s clear it wasn’t intended for your ears, but you register it anyway. And for a split second you’re jealous. You wanted to call him Pretty Boy too, what an apt nickname.

-- --

Several days go by when you finally pluck up the courage to call the number in Spencer’s card. You’ve got no information but the card’s been burning a hole in your pocket all weekend. So you call against your better judgement.

“Dr. Spencer Reid” he answers on the second ring and you’re almost flustered yourself.

“Hi, it’s Y/N, from the bar the other day?” you respond, and there’s a slight pause.

“Y/N? Did you see something? We- he shouldn’t- we actually closed that case earlier today? Did you have any new information?” he rushes out, clearly dumbfounded, but his nervous tone only makes you want to put him at ease, so you cut right to it.

“No! Nothing like that, I just thought that you might’ve given me your number for another reason too? And I wanted to know if you were free for a drink this evening?” you ask, a lot calmer than intended, and there’s yet another pause.

“Me? You- you want to go- as like- wait, is this a date?” he asks, and you can practically see the shocked expression through the receiver. 

“Well I was hoping it would be a date, if you’re comfortable with that Spencer? I get off in an hour?”

“YES! I mean- yeah! Yeah, that works for me, that’s cool, that’s no problem. An hour? An hour from now?” he rushes out and you can’t help but smile to yourself.

“Yup, an hour from now. How about you stop by the bar then?”

“I’ll see you then!” 

-- -- 

The date itself is short and to the point. It’s not that Spencer’s personality wasn’t endearing, but there was something about seeing him in the flesh again that lit a fire in you. Before he showed up you had all but convinced yourself that you were remembering him a lot more pretty than he must’ve been. But that couldn’t have been further from the truth. He was every bit as perfect and more. And this time he walked in in a cardigan, a fucking cardigan. 

So it was only a waiting game from there, what was an acceptable amount of time to spend in public before you rushed him back to your place. And that ended up being roughly 90 minutes. When you asked him if he’d like to go back to yours he clammed up a little before nodding profusely. 

Once you made it in the door you wasted no time. Your lips were on his every second that they could be, only detaching for the occasional breath or to get clothes off until you’re left in nothing at all. You manage to lead him to the bed, pushing him down against it, just a little rough, and then you’re straddling his lap. 

His cock was as pretty as he was, flushed a delicate shade of pink, hard and leaking were it rested against his stomach. 

“Tell me what you want Spencer” you ask, taking his cock in your hand and pumping it gently, teasing more than anything, but his eyelids still flutter and his breathing stutters. 

“I don’t know- I don’t like to be in charge- I just- ah” he manages to force out between little gasps.

“That’s okay. Do you want me to be in charge baby?” you whisper against the shell of his ear as you lean in close, sucking a little bruise beneath it while you wait for a response which comes in the form of a pathetic little ‘please’.

So you sit up again, pumping his cock once or twice more before rising up and lining it up between your legs. 

“I want you to watch Spencer” you command, but his head stays flat on the bed, his eyes shut at the feeling of your fingers tight around him. So you lean forward, grabbing his jaw with your other hand and pulling it up. 

“I said, watch” you breathe, and his eyes shoot open right as you start to slide down his cock, taking it in inch by inch until it’s disappeared inside you.

“Does that feel good?” you ask.

He manages to nod and moans out a breathy “So good” 

So you finally start to move, rocking your hips up and down along his length, all the time watching him. Transfixed by his features, the way he bites his lips, and how they already looked so full and pink before they were swollen like this. And the matching hue that coats his neck and chest as his breathing grows shakier.

The more you move the louder he seems to grow. Moans and whines tumbling from his lips with each rise and fall of your hips. 

“Such a loud boy” you tease, leaning forward and wrapping one hand around his throat in a loose grip, “Such a Pretty Boy too” you moan as your fingers begin to squeeze at the sides of his neck. Cutting off just enough air to have his chest heaving and his eyes softly closing with a raspy moan.

“You like it when I call you Pretty Boy?” you ask and he nods as best he can in your grip.

“Well it’s true, every part of you is pretty. Your bone structure, your body, your cock, the little noises you make while you’re inside me” you list off, as your hips continue to move, albeit shakier now.

“You know what Spencer, I bet you even cum pretty? Do you wanna show me baby?” you release your grip on his throat and the moans start up again, desperate and loud, but still so melodic.

“I’m- oh god- uh- I’m so close- I’m gonna-” he whimpers as his eyes screw shut and his grip on your hips clenches tight. Your own release is only a moment behind as you continue to ride him, and soon enough your collapsing down onto his chest. Both of your chests rising and falling in an unsteady rhythm as you come down in silence.

“You really are the prettiest boy I’ve ever seen” you breathe once you get your breathing back under control.