#i should insist to go to the ER with her cus I think her bf is gonna wait in the car😒
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That moment when the Autism is Autisming instead of just being an excuse
#vent ramble#my sister has to go to the hospital (I think she’s just experiencing the level of pain I do everyday) and our Mario party plans got canceled#:(((((((#change in plans is really hard for me#especially since I was using that as motivation for a shower :/#at the most she’s hurt and she kinda gets hurt all the time#plus she was rude to me last night about my chronic pain#so… not in the mood to care#i CARE but my energy is being zapped out of me and I know you’re fine#i just…I can’t be a perfect human#i should insist to go to the ER with her cus I think her bf is gonna wait in the car😒#but..my autism is already bad and waiting and hospital rooms make it worse#I’m just freaking out honestly like#fuck#i have no life no friends No anything#so much so that I have to beg my family to play a virtual board game with me#and then I’m so stupid and fucking broken that I completely fall apart when things don’t go my way#nobody hates me more than me I just#F U C K#I’m tired#I’m just#ugh I can’t fucking think I just hate myself and existing so much I literally have no worth
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