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thisbeatchachinglikemoney · 4 years ago

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Give It To Me

Part 5 of the Boys with Luv series

Pairing: Yoongi, Jimin and two other mystery guests x reader, Yoongi, Jimin and two other mystery guests x Yoongi, Jimin and two other mystery guests

Summary: Y/N realises that maybe Yoongi isn’t her only soulmate...

Warnings: Smut, swearing, dodgy writing by my overly tired ass

Tags: @calling-dips-on-j-hope, @fic-recs-by-moon, @luvtaeha, @aretha170, @xicanacorpse, @kookieebangtan, @fangirl125reader, @seoul9711, @channiespup, @lindsayjoy444

AN: This is kind of a filler chapter, which I wrote while I was kind of tired, which is why the beginning is a bit strange, but the next chapter shit is going to go down! If any of you would like to be added to the taglist, just let me know and I will add you :)

Part 4 | Part 5 | Part 6

Jimin POV:

Yoongi hyung unlocked the front door of his apartment and pushed open the door, allowing me to enter. I quickly took off my shoes and coat before moving into the living room, excitement rushing through my veins.

“Jagi?” Yoongi called as he joined me, seeing she was not there. He sat down on the sofa, pulling me down next to me. And that was when I saw her. She appeared from the kitchen, sipping some iced coffee.

“Oh, you’re back!” She said, moving towards us. She and I made eye contact and that’s when it happened. My vision was flooded with every shade of every colour of the rainbow. I gasped quietly, making Yoongi look at me in surprise.

“I can see colour.” I said quietly as she set her glass down on the coffee table and sat down on the other side of Yoongi.

“How?” Yoongi asked, wrapping his arm around Y/N’s waist to hug her.

“I just looked at Y/N and then, bam, colour!” I said, making Y/N frown in surprise.

“Is that possible?” She asked, looking at the two of us. She was so pretty. Her hair was a beautiful shade of Y/H/C, which accentuated her face perfectly and made her Y/E/C eyes pop.

“I don’t know.” Yoongi said, with a shrug. He picked up his phone and typed our question into the searchbar. He scrolled through some search results until he clicked on one. “Here we go.” He read, his eyebrows furrowing as he read. “Although it is extremely rare, it is possible for one person to have multiple soulmates. This is usually two soulmates, but the more there are, the rarer it becomes. It usually happens when the soulmates in question are extremely close with each other, however, this can be extremely hard to achieve.”

I looked between the two of them, a smile slowly making it’s way onto my face. “So we are all soulmates?”

“Seems like it.” Y/N smiled.

“That’s cool, but Jimin, you know the rules, don’t you?” Yoongi said, looking at me carefully. I knew exactly what he was referring to. The rules that we had collectively made for subs. He was telling me that he was the main person in charge in the relationship, which I was fine with.

“Yes, hyung.” I nodded, making Y/N look between us in confusion.

“What rules, oppa?” She asked, looking at Yoongi.

“I can tell you now, but it depends how comfortable you are with sex.” He said, looking at her, his eyes searching her face worriedly. I knew it was something to do with her ex, but seeing her now really made it hit home for me. How could someone do that to her? She looked at me carefully, silently speaking to Yoongi with her facial expressions. “He already knows about your ex, I told him on the way here, is that okay?”

“That’s fine, oppa. And I’m comfortable with it. I trust you, and I think I trust Jimin, so I’ll be fine to talk about it with you and maybe do stuff. That part I’m not too sure about.” She said, making us both nod.

“Okay, princess, do you think you are a sub or a dom?” Yoongi asked, making her blink in surprise. I could tell she wasn’t really sure - she probably hadn’t been in a situation where that would have arisen.

“I-I don’t know.” She stuttered, looking between us.

“Do you like being told what do during sex, or making people do what you want during sex?” I asked. As I spoke a look of understanding flushed across her face.

She blushed before she spoke. “I like being told what to do.” She said quietly. “Does that make me a sub?” I chuckled. She was so innocent, which I found cute.

“You’re so innocent jagiya.” Yoongi said, smiling his gummy smile. She whined and pouted, burying her face in his neck.

“Don’t embarrass her, hyung!” I said, rubbing her arm gently. “It’s okay that’s she’s innocent. I think it’s cute.”

“Thank you, Jimin.” She said, her voice muffled by Yoongi’s neck.

“Y/N, when were you born?” I asked. “If you don’t mind me asking.” I wanted to know whether or not she was older than me, so we could use the right honorifics.

“I was born August 13th 1998.” Y/N replied. So she was younger than me.

“So I guess you have to call me oppa.” I said with a smirk, making her giggle.

“I guess I would have to call all of you oppa.” She corrected. “Although, that is if the others like me. Namjoon, Taehyung and Hoseok all appear to hate me. I don’t know about Seokjin and Jungkook.”

“Is that true, hyung?” I asked, looking at Yoongi. I really hoped this wasn’t true - how could they hate someone like Y/N? I hadn’t really properly met her yet, but she seemed sweet and kind and caring, especially if she could make Yoongi produce his gummy smile like that.

“I think so. Taehyung and Namjoon were basically glaring at her while we were at the mall yesterday.” He replied.

“That’s not right.” I frowned.

“I know.” Yoongi agreed. “It’s ridiculous, especially over something that no one can control.”

“That must have been why they didn’t want me to come over.” I theorised, making Yoongi nod and hum. Y/N opened her mouth to say something but she was interrupted by a knocking on the door.

“I’ll get it.” Yoongi said, standing up. “It’s the pizza guy, right?”

“Yeah. I already payed.” Y/N said. She turned to face me as Yoongi left the room. “So...” She trailed off, curling her feet up underneath her.

“Can I kiss you?” I blurted out, making her giggle and blush.

“You don’t have to ask.” She said, scooting across so she was closer to me. I leaned forward and connected our lips. She tasted of cherries and coffee. I pulled her onto my lap so she was straddling me, her small feet on either side of my legs. I deepened the kiss, her allowing me to put my tongue inside her mouth. I could feel how much she trusted me in the kiss. We pulled away for air, me taking her bottom lip between my teeth and pulling gently before letting go. She giggled and ran her fingers through my hair.

“It’s so soft.” She commented. “And really floppy.” She pushed some of it so it covered my eyes. I playfully growled at her, making her giggle. “Jiminie oppa?” She asked.

“Yeah, princess?” I replied, holding onto her waist.

“How did you and Yoongi and the rest of BTS become boyfriends?” She asked.

“Well, that’s a long story.” I said. “But it’s easier if Yoongi starts it because it was him and Taehyung that initiated the whole thing.” As I said this, a look of understanding and realisation flooded across her face. “What?”

“That’s why Taehyung hates me.” She said. “Because he thinks I’m taking Yoongi away from him.”

As she said this, I thought that this was maybe the reason. But I had never known Taehyung to be jealous. “Maybe, princess, maybe.” I pulled her against me and picked up the TV remote. “What shall we watch?” I asked, opening Yoongi’s Netflix, smiling when I saw she had added her name onto it. I clicked on her profile, smiling when I saw her continue watching, spotting she had been watching some Naruto. It made me think back to when Hoseok hyung and I sang the theme tune in one of the Run BTS episodes.

“Can we watch Inception?” She asked.

“Of course princess.” I said, rubbing our noses together. I frowned when I realised that Yoongi hyung still wasn’t back with our food. “What’s taking Yoongi hyung so long?”

“I don’t know” She said softly, leaning against my chest. “Should we go and check on him?”

“Yoongi hyung? You okay?” I called in the direction of the front door.

“Yeah, I’ll be there in a second, okay babies.” Yoongi yelled back, making me frown slightly. It didn’t take anyone that long to take pizza from the delivery guy. But I ignored it.

“Okay, we’re starting the movie without you!” I yelled as Y/N got comfortable on my lap. “We’re watching Inception, by the way.” I began to type the name in the search bar when we heard multiple voices and footsteps coming from the front door. Y/N turned and frowned in confusion. “Who’s here with you, hyung?”

“Jin hyung and Kookie.” Yoongi replied as he came into the living room. Y/N’s mouth dropped open in surprise.

“Hello,” She said, standing up and bowing. Jin and Jungkook both bowed. They both froze as they straightened up, locking eyes with Y/N.

“How is that possible?” Jin whispered as he slowly approached her.

“How is what possible?” I asked, pulling Y/N back down onto my lap, making her yelp in surprise.

“I can see colours.” Jin said, kneeling down in front of Y/N. “Hey, sweetheart, I guess I’m also your soulmate.”

“And I guess me too, gorgeous.” Jungkook said, sitting down next to me and slinging his arm across my shoulder. She looked between the two and then at me.

“This is not going to end well.” She murmured.

“What do you mean?” Jin asked as he sat down next to Jungkook, pulling him onto his lap.

“Basically, it is quite possible that Taehyung, Namjoon and Hoseok all hate her.” Yoongi said as he came back, pizza balanced on top of a stack of plates. “And it is possible for someone to have multiple soulmates - it happens if the soulmates are all really close.” He explained briefly. He took out two slices of the pizza and handed them to Y/N on a plate. “Here you go princess.”

“Thank you oppa.” She said, taking the plate and resting it on her lap. “And it’s very likely that that hatred is going to get even more intense when they realise that the majority of their boyfriends are my soulmates.” Her phone buzzed, making her glance at it, seeing a tweet from Taehyung. I read it over her shoulder.

“Looks like they aren’t too bothered about us three being here.” I said, seeing the selfie Taehyung had posted with Namjoon and Hoseok, and the caption, which said ‘movie night with my favourite hyungs’. I showed the others the phone, making them wince.

“Harsh.” Jin said as Yoongi sat down on the other side of me so I was in between them. He took a bite of the pizza, letting the rest of us eat as the oldest would always have the first bite. He turned to Y/N. “So, sweetheart, tell us about yourself.”

“Umm...” She looked at Yoongi as if she was trying to decipher whether she could trust them and tell them her entire story. He nodded. “Okay, so...” She took a deep breath. I could feel her heart hammering at a thousand times a minute. “Yoongi and I met in the park that’s by the BigHit building.” She began. “I was there because I had just left my boyfriend and had nowhere to stay, so I was going to sleep in the park and try not to get hypothermia.

“My ex was abusive. Physically, verbally and mentally. He took away my friends and my career. I didn’t have a car. I had a phone where he could monitor all my phone calls and see all my texts. I could only have supervised chats and visits with my mother. If I had the smallest slip up he would beat me up. I ended up in hospital one time because of how much and how hard he beat me. I got to a place so dark and so low that I resorted to cutting myself to feel something. Then he found out.

“You would think that he would be caring about it, and would try to help me, but he told me that I deserved it and I should continue and that if I was lucky enough I would cut deep enough that it would kill me. He was awful. He would come home drunk at night and most nights he would just fall asleep, but there were some nights where he wouldn’t be drunk enough to be tired, he was just angry, so he would call me names and hit me with his belt and his fists. That’s what he was doing the night I ran away.” She finished, tears rolling down her face.

“Jagiya, come here.” Yoongi stood up and pulled her into his arms, pressing kisses to her hair and whispering things to her to calm him down.

“Yoongi, what have you done about him?” Jin asked as Jungkook moved off his lap and snuggled into my side, his head on my shoulder.

“I’ve hired her a bodyguard for when she goes out, and we’ve changed her phone and her number so he won’t be able to track her.” Yoongi said as he rubbed Y/N’s back to calm her down.

“What did Tae and Namjoon say about her?” Jin asked. I saw Y/N visibly freeze as he asked this.

“Taehyung wanted me to reject and I’m pretty sure Namjoon feels the same. Same with Hoseok, he doesn’t seem much of a fan.” Yoongi explained.

“It’s not her fault though.” Jungkook said softly, making Yoongi nod and hum in agreement.

“There’s nothing we can do about them, though.” Yoongi said. “They need to come around in their own time.” He shuffled over to the couch with Y/N still in his arms before sitting down next to me, settling her on his lap. “But let’s not dwell on that now. Let’s have a better movie night than they are!”

Y/N POV:

As we watched the movie I found myself wrapped up in Yoongi’s arms as I lay across his lap. He had his arms around my waist while my legs rested on Jin and my head on Jimin. Jungkook was threading his fingers through my hair. I yawned and rubbed my eyes as the movie ended, making Yoongi coo at me.

I was still in a state of shock at how Jin, Jimin and Jungkook were okay with being soulmates with me, and how quickly they fell into the roll of being my boyfriends. I was also still surprised at how I had managed to get four soulmates. I never thought that would happen to me.

“Oppa.” I said softly, making all four of them hum, letting me know I had their attention. “Can we go to bed now please? I’m tired.”

“Of course, jagiya.” Yoongi said, his voice husky since he was also half asleep. He tapped my ass. “Come on, you need to get up so everyone else can get up.”

“But I’m comfy.” I complained with a pout, making Yoongi chuckle. I felt Jimin’s weight shift slightly as Jungkook got up.

“I’ve got her.” He said, kneeling down in front of me. “Can I...?” He trailed off, asking if he could pick me up. I nodded in consent. He wrapped an arm around my shoulders and one around my knees, picking me up bridal style. “Are we all going to sleep in the same bed?”

“Yeah?” Jimin said as he stood up and stretched, a sliver of his tan skin showing between his tshirt and the band of his jeans. His bones cracked as he stretched out the kinks and cramps in his muscles. He looked at me and I nodded, nestling against Jungkook’s chest. He smelled faintly of lemon and a fresh aftershave.

“Alright gorgeous.” Jungkook walked us to Yoongi’s bedroom before setting me in the centre of the bed. “You need to change?” He asked. I looked down at what I was wearing. I had only changed my shirt to another one of Yoongi’s during the day, so I didn’t need to. I slipped off my sweatpants, leaving my legs bare, with only my panties under the shirt.

“Nope.” I said, with a sleepy smile. Jungkook was staring at my legs, a look of shock on his face. “What’s wrong?” I asked, starting to feel slightly insecure under his stares.

“Nothing.” He said. “You just have fucking beautiful legs.” He smiled as I blushed, relief flooding through me. He pulled off his hoodie and sweatpants, leaving him in just his boxers. Now it was my turn to stare. He was everything I imagined him to be and more.

His biceps were huge, as well as his pecs. He had slightly defined abs as well as a prominent v line which disappeared underneath the grey waistband of his Calvin Klein boxers. There was a faint bulge underneath the grey material, which had me licking my lips, wondering exactly what it looked like.

“You done staring gorgeous?” He asked, a slight blush dusted over his cheeks. I cleared my throat, blushing harder.

“Sorry.” I said, ducking my head in embarrassment, before flopping back against the pillows. He chuckled and laid down next to me, wrapping his arms around my waist and pulling me against him. I turned my head to face him. “You have nice muscles.” I commented, making him give me a bunny smile. “Ahh, I like this smile.”

“Gorgeous?” He asked after we were silent for a few more seconds. “Can I kiss you?”

“Yes.” I said, my voice barely a whisper as our lips get closer. He paused just before our lips touched, the skin barely brushing against each other. “Kookie oppa. Kiss me please!” I whined, making him chuckle and kiss me gently. I turned so we were properly facing each other, not disconnecting our lips. He tasted of his strawberry lipbalm as well as the pizza we had just eaten. His lips were slightly thinner than Jimin’s and Yoongi’s, but this boy could kiss.

“God gorgeous.” He groaned as we pulled away. “You’re good.”

“Well that was hot.” Jimin said, making us quickly sit up. “Princess, I think you have to give all of us goodnight kisses.” He pulled off his tshirt and slid out of his jeans before crawling onto the bed and sitting down next to me, connecting our lips into a kiss. I felt Jungkook’s lips attach onto my neck as he kissed and sucked, making an involuntary moan slip out from my lips. “God you sound so pretty.” Jimin groaned against my mouth. I could feel his breath fanning against my lips.

“Jimin please.” I said, feeling heat begin to curl in my lower abdomen. I needed them. I wanted them and I wasn’t afraid to admit it.

“Are you sure princess? If you’re not comfortable then we won’t.” Jimin said, stroking my hair as Jungkook’s hands reached up and started playing with my boobs, twisting and pinching the nipples, making my breath become ragged and uneven.

“I’ve never been more sure in my life. Jimin please fuck me.” I shouted in frustration.

“He’s not going to be the only one fucking you.” Jin said from the doorway where he was leaning against the jamb with Yoongi on the other side.

“Look at our little subs playing with each other.” Yoongi cooed. “So pretty and ready for us. So ready for master and oppa.” I felt my pussy get even more wet as he said those names, soaking my panties.

“Please master.” Jimin said, his swollen lips parting. I could see how hard he was through his boxers. Yoongi took off his top and jeans before kneeling on the bed, hovering over Jimin and I while Jin took care of Jungkook. It wasn’t long before I heard his breathy whines and moans. I looked over to the side and saw Jin palming Jungkook through his boxers while he kissed and sucked down his neck and chest.

“Look at me kittens.” Yoongi said, his voice dominating and demanding, making me even more wet. “So pretty.” He cooed, cupping my face and kissing me gently. His hand reached over and traced its way down Jimin’s chest before ghosting over his dick.

“Master.” Jimin gasped, his voice barely a whisper.

“So responsive kitten.” Yoongi smirked. “Take off your boxers and prep yourself. But don’t cum.” A shiver ran down my spine at the way his voice sounded. Jimin nodded as Yoongi moved off him to just hover over me. He slid off his boxers, raising his hips slightly before grabbing some lube from the bedside table and pouring some on his fingers. He moved his fingers down to his ass, tracing the tips over his hole before pushing one in, his mouth falling open to form an ‘o’.

“Eyes on me kitten.” Yoongi said as he began to push my shirt up my body. “Are you comfortable with this?” I nodded my head frantically. “Okay, take it off for me.” I pulled my shirt off before getting self conscious and moving my arms in front of my stomach.. “No bra? Naughty girl.” He smirked, leaning down and taking one of my nipples into his mouth after removing my hands. “You’re so beautiful jagiya.” He released my nipple with a pop to pay attention to the other one, his tongue swirling around it, teeth gently nibbling.

“Yoongi...” I moaned out as hot whorls of pleasure curled in the pit of my stomach.

“Now, jagiya, you know that’s not my name.” He said, pulling off my nipple. He moved down to lie between my legs. “These are cute.” He said fiddling with the pink lace on the waistband of my panties. “But they’d look better on the floor.” He pulled them off, my face turning red. I had shaved in the shower that morning, but I was scared I had left some stray hairs. “And you even shaved.” He pressed a kiss to the folds of my pussy. “Such a pretty pussy. Bet it tastes so good.” He looked up at me for permission. I nodded, allowing him to eat me out.

His tongue slipped past my folds and slid around my hole and clit. His lips wrapped around the bundle of nerves, sucking on it, making me moan out. “So fucking wet.” He murmured as he pulled away, his chin already shining. He began kitten licking between my folds, making slurping sounds. He pushed his tongue inside my hole, the wet muscle licking at my walls, sending white hot shots of pleasure through my veins. I moaned out, my hands winding in his hair and pulling slightly.

“Jiminie, kitty, come here.” Yoongi said. Jimin slid over to us after pulling his fingers out of his ass. “How many were you?”

“Three master.” He replied. I glanced down at Jimin’s dick, seeing how thick it was. He seemed to be shorter than Jungkook, but just as thick. My pussy clenched around nothing as I imagined it in me.

“Jin hyung?” Yoongi turned to loook at Jin and Jungkook. Jin was currently eating Jungkook out while thrusting into his ass with his fingers, making Jungkook throw his head back in pleasure.

“Yes Yoongi.” Jin asked, pulling away from Jungkook.

“Is he ready?” He asked, making Jin nod. Yoongi nodded before pushing a finger into me to open me up. “Fuck you’re so tight. How are you going to be able to fit any of our cocks in this little pussy?” He groaned slipping in another finger. I winced slightly at the burn. It had been a while since I had had sex with anyone. He began scissoring his fingers, brushing against a sensitive spot inside me.

“Ah fuck.” I moaned out, making him smirk.

“Found it.” He said, curling his fingers to press against that spot, making me cry out. “Okay, you’re ready.” He said as he pushed his fingers into Jimin’s mouth. “How does kitten taste, kitty?” He asked as Jimin moaned around his fingers and sucked on them.

“So good.” Jimin moaned out, making me blush again.

“So this is what is going to happen.” Yoongi said as he pulled his fingers out of Jimin’s mouth. “Kitty is going to ride kitten while he gets fucked by bunny who is going to get fucked by me. Jinnie is going to have his cock sucked by kitten, is everyone okay with that?” We all nodded before getting into our positions.

Jimin lay flat on his back, his cock dripping onto his stomach. “Do we need condoms?” He asked. I shook my head.

“I’m on the pill.” I replied, making him close his eyes and groan.

“God you’re going to be the death of me.” He said as I lowered myself onto him. There was a burning stretch as he sheathed inside of me. He looked at me and smirked. “I didn’t think I was that big.” He rested his hand on the small bulge in my stomach. I rolled my hips to get used to the feeling of him inside of me, making him moan out. “God she’s so tight master.” He said breathily.

“Okay Jiminie, I’m going in.” Jungkook warned as he pushed himself into Jimin. There was a sharp intake of breath as Jimin got used to the feeling of having Jungkook inside of him.

“Ah fuck Kookie.” Jimin moaned out, his grip tightening on my waist. He looked spaced out as he adjusted to the cock inside him. “God it feels so good.”

“No moving yet you three.” Yoongi warned as he kissed Jin, removing his boxers and stroking him a few times. “Okay, kitten, you gonna suck oppa’s cock?” He asked.

“Yes master.” I nodded, ignoring the slight burn in my thighs as I straddled Jimin. I could feel his thighs under my ass, thick and muscular. I was lying so we were chest to chest, his abs pressing against my stomach. Jungkook was half lying on my lower back.

“Okay, sweetheart, open up.” Jin knelt in front of me, his cock level with my mouth. He was longer than Jimin, but thinner. I opened my mouth and let him push his cock into my mouth gently, not wanting to hurt me. I closed my eyes and hummed around him as I tasted the saltiness of his pre-cum, wrapping my hand around what I couldn’t fit in my mouth.

There was a moan behind me, which sounded awfully like Jungkook. I presumed that Yoongi had started to fuck him due to the slapping sounds which were jolting Jimin into me. I moaned around Jin’s cock, making him throw his head back and moan as the sound vibrated up his shaft.

“You look so pretty with your mouth stuffed full of me.” Jin crooned as I hollowed my cheeks and bobbed my head, moaning as Jimin’s cock rubbed against my walls, hitting the bundle of nerves inside of me each time. His thumb began to rub small circles on my clit, applying the perfect amount of pressure as he did, making me jolt and my eyes roll back into my head. “Think you can take more?” Jin asked. I nodded and he pushed more of himself into my mouth, making me gag slightly as his tip hit the back of my throat.

“Swallow around him, kitten. It will help you not gag as much.” Yoongi said, his voice husky and breathless. I swallowed around Jin, making him groan as I sucked him again.

“Fuck I’m gonna cum.” Jin warned as he gently thrusted into my mouth. I sucked harder, making him tense. “I’m cumming.” He moaned as a salty liquid filled my mouth, his hips making stuttering thrusts. “Fuck, so good.” His hand wrapped in my hair as he pulled out of my mouth. “Swallow.” He ordered. I obeyed and showed him my empty mouth. “Good girl.” He bent down and kissed me gently before taking hold of my hips and guiding me up and down on Jimin.

“Oh my Go-,” Jimin’s eyes rolled back as Jungkook hit his prostate, his hips thrusting up roughly, making him hit my g-spot.

“Jimin, fuck.” I moaned as Jin pushed me down on him. Jimin continued to rub circles on my clit, bringing me closer and closer to the edge. “I’m close.” I said.

“Not yet, kitten. You wait.” Yoongi warned, his thrusts into Jungkook sounding powerful.

“Master, I’m going to cum.” Jimin moaned.

“Me too.” Jungkook said, bending his head down to kiss my neck. I knew I was covered in small red flowers, blooming everywhere their mouths had touched my skin.

“Okay, hold on, I’m almost there.” Yoongi said, his thrusts speeding up. Jungkook’s moans became high-pitched and loud as he got closer and closer to his orgasm. Jimin’s were the same.

“Fuck, I don’t think I can hold on much longer.” I moaned out as Jin pounded me onto Jimin’s cock. There was a groan as Yoongi came, spilling into Jungkook.

“Cum you three.” Yoongi ordered. As he said this, the three of us simultaneously moaned as we allowed ourselves to cum. My hole tightened around Jimin, making him cry out in pleasure, his cum filling me up.

“You look so pretty when you come.” Jin cooed, cupping my face and kissing me as my body shook from the sparks of pleasure rushing through my veins from the force of my orgasm.

I flopped forward onto Jimin, his arms instantly coming up to wrap around my waist. He hissed as Jungkook pulled out of him before tensing again. I looked over my shoulder and saw Yoongi pushing a plug into his ass.

“Come on, princess, let’s get you cleaned up.” Yoongi said. I whined and snuggled into Jimin’s chest, making him chuckle.

“I don’t think she’s going anywhere, Yoongi hyung.” He said, kissing the top of my head.

“And we aren’t either.” Jin said, flopping down next to us. “We’ll clean up in the morning. Let’s cuddle.” I felt hands pull some panties up my legs and slip a shirt over my body, but I was so tired I didn’t have the energy to see who it was. I was pulled against a chest, while arms wrapped around my waist. My nose was instantly filled with the scent of coffee.

“We are never going anywhere without you, jagiya.” He said. “I promise. We will never leave you. No matter what.” I smiled as he kissed the top of my head and hummed quietly to lull me off to sleep.

#angst #fluff #bts ot7 #bts x reader #Poly BTS #bts poly #btspolyau #dom!hoseok #dom!yoongi #dom!namjoon #switch!jin #sub!jimin #sub!taehyung #sub!jungkook

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mithliya · 3 years ago

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not that you should classify it as sa, but it's just that you said it was consensual and yet you tagged the “goldstar server screenshots” as tw rape apologism. isn't that a contradiction? since you don't condone lying about rape, could you clarify what you meant by this tag?

wrt to the comments made by those in the server, i thought they meant the sex of the people you have sex with, is an indication of sexuality. while the relationship between sex and drugs varies from person to person, there's a line that shouldn't be crossed. i haven't come across research showing sexual orientation as being easily swayed by drugs, but rather the relationship between sexual orientation and drug (ab)use. if you've come across research showing the former, do you mind sharing it?

i mean theyre specifically talking about several rape victims and theorising they're lying about being raped, argued women on radblr are most likely lying about the rape they faced, argued that me being asleep while a guy did something to me is an indication of my sexuality, argued that sth being done 2 someone while intoxicated is also an indication they wanted it, etc. im not sure how stuff like that wouldn't fall under rape apologism? how is literally saying rape victims are lying and saying those women must've wanted it not basic rape apologism?

also i never said sexual orientation is "easily swayed by drugs". i never said these substances made me suddenly into dudes, at all. i said i was on substances on many occasions. idk why u think me being asleep, half-asleep, or even moreso dissociated bc of substances is somehow saying my sexual orientation was "swayed by drugs" rather than me simply saying i couldn't cope w the situation at hand and had to be out of it to be able to merely get through it.

#anonymous

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lurking96 · 3 years ago

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Chapter 320 or why it is better than thought but not great

As last time I talked about my opinion with chapter 319 this time I will talk about chapter 320. This is my opinion. I do not claim it to be the absolute undeniable truth. This piece might be seen as Anti Bakugou so again it is under the cut and the tags are added so they can be filtered out.

So how we ended the last chapter we start out in the rain again. We see Iidas more serious face and of course we see Bakugou who calls Izuku “drawn differently” that might even be some form of Meta joke on how Izuku looks well more “edgy” now than before. Also still calls him a nerd. We then have Izuku attempting to flee by using his new Smokescreen technique. Bakugou in turn uses a new technique of his to just blow it away. An explosion. Here now is my question How? How does Bakugou make an explosion that just doesnt add more smoke. I hope that gets explained or thats just another asspull on his account. A more important thing in that scene is that Bakugou calls him some OFA bigshot and that Izuku must see everyone just as NPCS. This is Bakugou projecting on Izuku. This is how Bakugou acts towards people. Thinking he is some big shot and claiming everyone an extra. It shows that while Bakugou claims he understands Izuku he does not understand him. He projects his own personality on Izuku now that he thinks him to be “strong”. Bakugou thinks that kindness doesnt exist. That you cant do stuff for others without a reward attached. That people look down on others. Because he does those things. And to validate his worlview of course others must act like this too. He still sees him as weakling but also strong. Strong like Bakugou sees himself. Also for once Izuku is doing his own thing without Bakugou inserting himself into the narrative at first. That must probably be a shock to Bakugou who doesn’t want to be an extra or side character. It feels a bit like the whole “He reached his hand out to me because he looked down on me.” bit he had going on with Izuku and still does not seem to be over with. A thing after this we see is how Koda says that Nedzu said that he can come back. There seems to be miscommunication there. Izuku did not leave because Nedzu threw him out. He left to protect them as he is AFOs main target and AFO nuked an island before to deal with a holder of OFA. UA had compromised security before so there really is no reason for Izuku to trust them now with their security. It also doesnt make sense for AFO to attack UA now. It would just show that Izuku didnt need to isolate and should have been there. But AFO wants to isolate him. So it would be better to attack when Izuku would be back at UA. To show that he brought the main target to the promised safe house. So it would kinda play into AFOs hands to get him back. We have this followed by Sero holding down Blackwhip. (Dont get me wrong would love to give Sero a quirk awakening and more screen time but it felt a bit weird). We then have Jiro and Ojiro (finally screentime for him) talk about what Izuku did for them. How he helped them. Izuku says that he should leave that he paints a target on their back. That he doesnt want AFO to kill them. Dark Shadow tries to grab Midoriya while Sato brings up Eri. The girl Midoriya saved. Also one could say a bit of subtle emotional manipulation though not malicious. Bringing up the little girl that surely misses him. Yaoyarozu then ends up putting him in a chair. A chair with sedatives. A chair reminiscent of a special chair in the high security prison Tartarus. The type of Asylum chair All for One has been bound to too and probably be sedated. Yaoyarozu also says that they are allowed to aid the other heroes with their quirks. Meaning they actually do not need to drag him back to UA. They could help him rest and make him eat in other ways. Support from a safe distance. A compromise really. That so far they maybe havent thought about. However Izuku breaks out of the chair. We then have Shoji, Kaminari and Tokoyami bind him with Shojis insulated tentacles and dark shadow. Probably trying to use Kaminari as human taser to take him out. Izuku escapes this. shoji asks if he sees them as victims that need protection. This feels more sincere then what bakugou said. Not the baggage attached. Not the projection. And yes. They are not defenseless. They are not weak. However they still are first years that never should have been involved in any kind of war. And against AFO well they would probably easily get dusted. A more supportive role would be fitting. Take out the villains around AFO. Now comes an important part. Danger sense has not been going off. Izuku claims that it would have gone off if he felt danger or malice emit from them. He understands that they are worried about him. But again he also understands that he is a big target. He was out the whole time and saw that AFO won’t just give them a break. That he will kill people. Danger sense not going off is a no brainer. Of course there is no malicious intent. Class 1A were/are his allies. They want what they think is best for him. However that doesnt make their opinion absolute. You can have good intentions but how you do it and how it ends up can still be a huge fiasco. Izuku needs rest. A bath. Food. A doctor. But UA just doesnt have the security. The past shows it. UA is a safe house filled with civilians. Izuku knows that AFO wont stop at the barricade. That while yes there are pro heroes and trained students. AFO is a natural disaster. He wouldn’t just give in. There is no sunk cost fallacy. AFO will try to get his claws onto him no matter how many assasins, nomu or otherwise he needs to send out. The chapter ends with Izuku being caught in Shotos ice wall. Shoto telling him that he should share his burden with them. Showing his character developement. Froppy tells him that she won’t weep anymore and that he matters to her and that they won’t let him do this alone. Overall this chapter was different than I expected. We didnt get an all out fight. We didnt get the “Snap” so far. Class 1A tried to get hold of him. They told him that he is important to them and how he helped them. How they do about things might not be all that helpful. He will not go back to UA willingly. He should not go back to UA. They still seem to lack so much context about his reasoning for things. They do not understand him. Them telling him how he helped them. How much he means to them is an interesting thing. A bit ago Hori said where the name “Deku” originates from. A well known poem Ame ni mo Makezu by Kenji Miyazawa. The verse “minna ni deku-no-bō to yobare” or in english “Called useless by all”

Here we have the poem. A person that helps others without ever getting or wanting recognition. A person that is not special except to reach out to help. A person that is just doing the right thing. Endeavor got credit for Stain, Overhaul vs Izuku is not well known, Gentle criminal got defeated without recognition for Izuku. Hardly anyone knows it was him at the sludge villain incident and most pro heroes there scolded him for being the one to do the right thing. Dagobah beach. It´s not widely known he cleaned it. Izukus desire is to rescue and help people. He is not into it for money, fame, recognition, legacy. While he does have a legacy to All Might he is also his own person. He tried to show himself to the world at the sports festival but that was also on All Mights wish. He didnt succeed with that. He is known as the bone breaker and not the second coming of All Might. He is not self serving. He wants to be useful and not a bother. Someone seen as useless that still does his best. It shows. They do give him recognition in this chapter. Do praise him. But this is not what he wants. This is not what he does it for. He isn’t coerced in coming back thanks to that. While he of course needs positive reinforcement it doesnt seem to be such an active desire to him. It´s more important for him that he sees them safe. The first line of the poem “Unbeaten by the rain” might also have some importance. Maybe it is foreshadowing that he won’t be brought back by the class. Maybe he escapes or he shows and makes them understand why he he does things. Maybe they find a compromise. As we go back to look at the chapter once more. Four people are kinda lacking. Hagakure and Aoyama. Both theorised in the fandom to be the traitor. Maybe danger sense would have activated and that would have called them out. Maybe it will next chapter. Iida we only saw in one panel. And Uraraka is not there either except for one beginning panel. Those two are his first friends. People like to compare this to the kamino arc when the squad rescued Bakugou. People saying that Bakugou will reach out to Midoriya like back at the kidnapping. However. That was not the thing. Kirishima reached out his hand as Midoriya knew that even in a life and death situation Bakugou would never take his willingly. So yes it would make more sense that either Iida, Uraraka or even Todoroki hold their hand out or even all three together.Maybe thats why Uraraka and IIda were not really there. Maybe they have their big moment next chapter. I personally dont hope it´s Urarakas love confession. That really would feel a bit shallow to me and out of left field. Overall I did not dislike this chapter. There was not the big beatdown like some expected. However how they as a class go about it might not have the best result. I am interested in how it continues in the next chapter. I would prefer Class 1A supporting him by not dragging him back to UA. By helping him rest and take down villains that don’t need the person to have OFA to survive the encounter. Again this is an opinion. Not claimed to be the absolute truth but also not without some proof.

#anti bakugou #anti bakudeku #bnha chapter 320 #izuku midoriya #spoilers #bnha

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the-darklings · 5 years ago

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—𝗖𝗢𝗔 𝗙𝗔𝗤;

Hello, everyone! So with COA being such a long-running series and new readers finding it constantly, I have come to realise that a lot of questions I get often repeat. So to keep everything easy and clear and friendly for everyone regardless of whether you started COA at the very beginning of the story or just recently found it, I have spent the day relaxing, eating junk food, and compiling this FAQ. Please read through it because chances are the answers are here somewhere. I have sectioned the guide into following: general, story, ships, original squad (OCs), AUS, OC!V and tips/advice. If the answer to your question is not here, please feel free to send me a message and have a wonderful day! <33 - kat.

GENERAL:

when does this story update?

I try to keep a bi-weekly schedule (now usually Sunday updates). But I always let you know when the chapter is done by making a final word count post (pre edits).

do you have a masterlist?

yes, you can find it here.

do you have a tag list?

not for COA. they’re very time consuming and I’m already really busy sorry :(

are your requests open?

I rarely open my inbox for requests. the only exception being the monthly blurb nights. then I reblog a prompt list and let people send some requests in for any fandom/ship. however, usually due to how many I get, it only happens every few months. that being said, you can still send me ideas/suggestions and if it inspires me, I will write it. that’s how the majority of the AUs have come about. but i’m also a very busy person so sorry if I can’t.

can I make X or Y for COA and tag you?

yes. yes. yes. please, please, feel free to create whatever for COA (no matter how small or silly) because I consider it a great honour that I’ve been able to inspire someone else. whatever it is, please tag me. I wanna see.

okay, I made a thing and tagged you but you didn’t respond :(

Tumblr is notorious for eating my notifs. whatever it is (art/post/etc) if I don’t respond to it in a day or two, please give me a nudge. you’re not being annoying, I promise. chances are I missed it/tumblr ate it.

I wanna scream/discuss/theorise about COA with others, is there any way for me to do that?

my amazing readers have set up this reddit page that is full of lovely people, theories, and memes etc. I check it often and interact on there, too, so feel free to drop by.

STORY:

how many chapters will COA be?

25. the last one being a very long epilogue.

have you decided on the ending yet?

yes. from as early as part 2. it's barely changed since.

will we ever see more of Prague/Naples? hoe, please say yes.

yes. I plan to write both as COA bonus stories after the main story-line concludes.

will there be a sequel?

depends. on two things: 1) if anyone will even care by that point 2) time. this story has consumed 5 months of my life entirely. i’ve been incredibly strict with myself when it comes to writing it (in a good way) but at best it won’t be finished till the end of august/beginning of september. so likely even if I do, there will be a break for a few months at least. I do have ideas though.

you promised us smut. where is it?

patience is a virtue. ;)

happy ending or tragedy? (please don’t say tragedy, you monster)

I would describe it more as “bittersweet” but whether it leans more towards bitter or sweet you’ll have to see.

SHIPS:

any endgame hints?

you know more about the ending than you probably realise

can v/s finally go to Paris? for the love of GOD? pLEASE?

hector + v? powerful. will there be more of them in the future?

agreed & yes. hector and v have their own arc to go on. it’s actually one of my favourites in this story. I don’t want to say more than that right now because I have plans for their dynamic so no spoilers. :)

please stop bullying john. give us some j/v content please?

i, for one, adore john. it’s team S that’s bullying him lol. but wait till parabellum. i’ve always referred to that portion of the story as the second coming of j/v.

does lucien actually have a thing for v or is it a creepy obsession?

it’s both.

I ship v with everyone :/ is that bad?

the sky is the limit. ship all the things proudly (but seriously, no, it isn’t. I ship all the ships, too, and that’s the fun of it)

v/elder tho? 👀

🔫🤡

j/v or s/v? be honest.

you fool,,,, you buffoon. ot3 j/v/s is where it’s really at. imagine their POWER.

ORIGINAL SQUAD:

what do the Elites/Lovers look like/how old are they?

please refer to this

will there be more step??

of course. he’s my baby. :)

will we see more of camorra/learn more about the elite’s and their backstories?

while I would love to take the time and flesh them all out with full backstories, only hector will be getting his backstory explored in the main canon because plot.

does lucien care for mika anymore or has he replaced her with v?

lucien is a messy hoe. mika is his subject of “affection” but v is his foil and equal. he recognises the same hurt in her that he has gone through himself so it’s more of a fixation. with time, lucien would likely destroy v so no bueno.

I ship our OCs.

I do, too.

can we write about your OCs/V?

so you would have to come to me and discuss this more in private but I’m fine with this sort of thing usually. in fact, a prequel hector story already exists so you’re likely good but please contact me first.

AUs:

when/how often do you update the vampire!au?

whenever I have time/inspo. mainly time. so this means you can get it daily or not get it for several weeks because COA is priority. I keep you all updated on when I have something cooking tho.

what is the actual pairing for vamp!au?

undecided as of yet. i’m leaning more towards ot3 right now but we shall see.

how often do you update flowing in me?

same as the above. whenever I have the time but I will keep you updated.

how many parts will flowing in me be?

I have 5 parts(ish) planned.

do you have a tag list for flowing in me?

I will. please leave a comment on the story if you want to be tagged in future parts!

will flowing in me feature other characters (john, winston etc.)?

this story is mainly camorra-centric but I do plan for John to appear at some point.

how did you come up with your lore in vamp!au?

to be completely honest....I just wrote a bunch of stuff down and used what stuck. mostly the ideas were pulled out of thin air while still trying to keep within the spirit of the canon material (the high priest, the holy church, the twelve priests, john being the boogeyman etc). camorra as the natural enemy seemed fitting and santino as a vampire prince even more so.

can we send you new au ideas/expand on old ones (manager!V etc)?

yes, always. I always try my hardest to reply but ofc I can’t promise I’ll be able to use them all but thank you in advance.

OC!V:

who is the face claim for OC!V?

weronika spyrka

what is her real name?

clara

how old is she at the beginning of the story and now?

23 beginning of chapter 1, 30 beginning of chapter 4 (current timeline)

will/would you ever write an original story about her?

I have considered creating something original out of COA itself or one of its sister series/concepts (like FIM). since I really started working on COA during last year’s NaNo, that might be the time I create something original this year.

TIPS & ADVICE:

how do you write so much, so quickly?

I don’t think that word count is really reflective of the quality work itself. I don’t think you should worry how much you write, either. 100 words can be just as valuable as 1k. most of them time I have a deadline breathing down my neck and I do work well under pressure so that inspires me to force the chapters out. I also do very long days because despite what it might look like I’m not a fast writer.

how can I improve my writing?

read and practice. I know it’s dumb and overused advice but it’s how I learned english and found my style (still a mess and WIP) but still this advice does help.

how do you keep motivated?

spite, your support, genuine adoration for these characters/word, a lot of spite.

do you plan? outline?

I have a vague story outline with specific scenes in mind as I go along (helps to set up foreshadowing, twists, and those ‘full circle’ moments). I also plan each chapter scene by scene and know what each chapter is meant to accomplish. So yeah in a sense.

#i will add more in the future if it comes to mind #with this future parts coming up i imagine more questions will repeat lol #faq post #fic: children of ares

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silver-wield · 5 years ago

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Hi! Sorry for bothering you. Don't know if you already did this one (so many analysis) but what did you thought about Sephiroth killing Barret scene? Everyone just go running to Barret and Cloud just froze.

No bother! Sorry for the wait, I had a few things on my plate to clear lol

Ok, spoiler warning for ppl who haven’t played – do I still need to do this? Eh ok, (I tag FF7R spoilers as final fantasy 7 remake spoilers) and it’s gonna be short-ish.

Also, this is one person’s interpretation of the scene, so if you disagree that’s cool and we’ll agree to disagree.

You’re also gonna have to excuse the janky quality on some of the screens, I’m grabbing them from Youtube and it’s frustrating af trying to get the exact moment I want.

Other analyses if anyone’s interested.

Shinra HQ vision scene (Cloti/plot analysis)

Chapter 3 (Cloti reblog)

Tifa character analysis

Aerith Resolution (plot analysis/theory – I should probably update this since I’ve had other ideas since then)

Train graveyard (not really an analysis, but I got some sweet screenshots of Cloti)

Clotiscrew tunnel analysis

Cloti reunion analysis

The Promise Analysis

Andrea’s approval (Cloti ask response)

Leslie analysis (not mine, but a good read)

Cloti action touching

Aerti friendship analysis

Cloti body language chapter 3

Cloti healthy disagreement

Cloti post heliboss battle (chapter 15)

Clerith playground scene

Cloti body language plate fall

Cloud and Barret friendship

Resolution scene analysis (A)

Barret character analysis (chapter 13)

Cloud character analysis (Honey Bee Inn)

Now, strap in and enjoy the ride.

Recap time!

Okay, so our intrepid heroes have found Aerith, but then Cloud has a ptsd induced attack and passes out. After some exposition courtesy or Red and Aerith, we're back on mission to reach the roof and the Avalanche helicopter waiting for us – thanks to Wedge the cinnamon roll.

Once we reach the President's office we can hear shouting and make our way outside to find Shinra dangling from 70f up. Poor bby. Lemme help you up.

Anyway, Barret stops Tifa going to help (you’re too kind sometimes, T), grabs Shinra and after some massive restraint on his part, tosses him back onto solid ground. He pursues Shinra through the office and then in classic moron moment finds Shinra has a gun pointed at him. I'm not sure why the others didn't go too, but for whatever reason, they're in the doorway while Shinra is making his selfish bastard speech and Barret forgets he's got a literal machine gun for an arm.

Seconds before pulling the trigger, Sephiroth materialises out of thin air – and Cloud's Sephy sense didn't even go off this time – and he stabs Shinra, killing him in an echo of his OG death.

You get a shot of surprised Cloud and Tifa, then Barret lunges for Sephiroth while whispers appear through the doorway.

Ooh damn I'm good! 2nd go and I stop on this shot. First one was blurry.

Ok, this is obviously the moment where Sephiroth runs Barret all the way through. Remember, his sword is like 8ft long or some ridonculous shit like that. It's massive. He has zero need to get close to someone when he stabs them. He didn't do this with Shinra, he was like 3 feet away and still there was plenty of sword sticking out the guy's chest (anyone wonder if Seph is compensating for something? Lol).

Ok, so the point I'm getting at by showing Sephiroth this close to Barret is that this is a personal attack. This isn't something he's done just to kill someone. He's stuck that massive sword all the way through Barret's chest until he's within touching distance of him. This is an attack on Cloud. This is his way of showing Cloud that the vision from the VR scene could absolutely be true. He can make it true.

As for Barret, well he's just been stabbed, so he looks like he wants to go for pizza lol

Tifa automatically reacts and wants to run to Barret and save him. She's lost way too many people over the last day and can't lose anyone else. This is expected of her being the first one to react.

Interestingly, the next one to move is Red. The bromance is real. That's one fast friendship there and I love these two as friends. Barret and Red can snark at each other for a whole game and I'll be happy.

This is a great moment though because it shows that Red's already formed strong bonds with everyone, enough that he'll go to their aid without stopping to think. For an animal character which is hard to read, you can see very easily the pain, fear and panic in his eye.

If you're a meta!Aerith theoriser like me then this is actually too much emotion on her face for someone who barely knows Barret. She looks like she just lost someone very important to her. They met like an hour ago. I love the amount of emotion on her face here, she clearly cares about Barret a lot. That's an “please God oh no” look if ever I saw one. Makes me wanna tear up and no lie.

And Cloud. Who doesn't move because he's literally frozen in place with a wide eyed look of horror on his face. He's seen Sephiroth stab people before. Back in Nebelheim reactor and then in the VR where he had to watch him stab Tifa (ok not really, but the mental trauma is still the same). He's shutting down. SOLDIER!Cloud.exe has stopped working. Have you tried turning him off and on again?

Cloud's terrified of Sephiroth anyway – he literally whimpers during one ptsd attack – so to see him stab Barret? His friend? And he didn’t even see it coming? It's probably sent his entire mind to a point where he can't function. This is the stuff that breaks him.

Aside: How did Sephiroth pull that whole long ass sword out of Barret without moving away? Does he have slenderman arms on the sly?

This is interesting. Sephiroth looks at Cloud, who's still shell-shocked, but then it's like you can see him rebooting. That absolute fury and hatred he has for Sephiroth overrides most of his shock – or tries. You can see the SOLDIER part of him trying to assert control over his fear, but then it wavers and the shock and fear – likely from real!Cloud – take hold again, making his eyes wide and him look as helpless as he feels.

Sephiroth's goal is to always make Cloud feel helpless, out of control, useless to everyone. That way he can control Cloud and make him do whatever he wants. He's a master manipulator and Cloud with all his issues struggles to fight against that mental barrage. It’s something that never goes away for him. This is his lifetime struggle and it’s a metaphor for those who live with mental health issues. There’s no one final battle and it’s all rosy. It’s never ending and some days you win, some days it’s Sephiroth. The point is to fight.

So, then the whisper leaps into Barret to save him and Sephiroth turns into a piece of Jenova. Now we've got some action happening, Cloud shakes off his weakness and goes back into SOLDIER mode.

Conclusion

Cloud can't deal with emotions. Of any kind. He's emotionally stunted, but that doesn't mean he doesn't have emotions. It's the opposite. He feels things far too deeply and intensely and hasn't learned how to process them effectively in a way that doesn't damage himself. This is stuff you learn as you mature from a teenager to an adult. This is stuff Cloud's been denied by being a lab rat for 4 years. His body may be an adult, but part of him is still 16. He needs to experience life to help him mature and catch that emotional development up to the rest of him. (which is my way of saying he won't be like a 16yr old forever).

Cloud's real and genuine affection for his friend over-rid any kind of control he had over himself and made it impossible for him to move when he saw Barret stabbed. He's also lost too many people, which is partly why he has that SOLDIER persona protecting him. Sephiroth's taunting look made it clear this was to get at Cloud. It had very little to do with Barret. Cloud's anger broke through his shock, but that weakness reasserted itself quickly afterwards, keeping him from acting until Jenova Dreamweaver appeared and he finally had something for SOLDIER!Cloud to take care of.

#final fantasy 7 remake spoilers #final fantasy 7 remake analysis #character analysis #Cloud Strife

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pan0ramy · 4 years ago

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after really thinking it over for a while and trying to get over how nervous i am... i kinda want to join in on this whole community revival thing. i’m by no means as attached to sean’s content as i was back in 2016/2017, but it doesn’t change the fact that this community was a big part of my life. so, why not, right?

name: amy

pronouns: she/her

country: ireland

how did you start watching sean? i started watching his videos after coming across little inferno. i wanted to learn more about the game, went onto youtube to look for videos, and saw sean's - i thought his thumbnails were colourful & pretty, so i clicked into one of them. i then ended up watching the whole series from start to finish and found him hilarious, so i basically stuck with his content from there on out.

how did you find the community? from what i can remember, i think i joined tumblr naturally, since to 16 year old me, that's where all the Nerdy™ stuff was. i'm pretty sure i just ended up coming across the #jacksepticeye tag out of curiosity, and once i saw people making art, theories and stories, it snowballed from there.

your favourite thing about the community? as someone that's never had the largest friend group, seeing some kind of hint or suspicious clue pop up in a video and immediately coming on here to see everyone screaming over it was an absolute joy. for once, i felt like i wasn't the only person who noticed these little tidbits or found them interesting, which like i said, wasn't something i was used to. it really made it feel like a community, or just a big house that we all lived in where we started yelling every time something suspicious happened lol

has the channel/community or sean helped or changed you?

(a small heads up: there are slight mentions of bad mental health here, but i don’t go into any detail.)

absolutely, both in good and... admittedly less good ways. i'm not going to go into the bad here, because 1) that's not what this revival is about and 2) it's extremely personal stuff that i don't even tell my closest friends about (and also why i'm so nervous to post this). but if i hadn't come across sean's channel when i did, 16-year old me probably wouldn't have known how to cope every day. the daily uploads (while they lasted) gave me something to look forward to as i struggled with school, mental health and losing friends. and eventually, the ego theorising and community fires were such a staple in my life that really made me feel excited and involved. it was amazing for what it was.

favourite inside jokes/memes: ...is it selfish for me to include a meme that i posted here? back when i edited together that video of the gamecube intro with a clip from say goodbye, i posted it on here without expecting much of a reaction - but then, seeing everyone either laughing their ass off in the notes or yelling at me asking me how i could do such a thing summed up just how crazy and wonderful this community could be. it was something so small, and such a spur of the moment thing for me to create, but it caused such a reaction with people that i still don't quite feel like i deserved haha

(but in terms of actual jokes on the channel, the subnautica nostalgia week video recently proved to me that the deep dark down deep dark is probably my favourite joke sean's ever made. honourable mention to the single most traumatic characters i’ve seen on the internet: \zoom)

things outside of the channel that you love: you could ask me this question every single day and my answer would probably change every time lol. as iffy as it can be to say this in... certain parts of the internet, kpop is a massive hobby and interest of mine, especially when it comes to collecting albums and photocards. it's something i only started about a year ago, but i absolutely love it and it brings me so much happiness. outside of that, i adore video games in general, with xenoblade chronicles and hades being my absolute favourites. and while we're on the topic, may i just say that you really should play hades cause it's insanely fucking good okay thanks ilu bye

have you made friends here yet? yes, and i feel awful because if i was better at keeping in touch i'd probably have more friends here lol. there's a lot of people in this community who i am very lucky to even call myself an acquaintance of, or to even have talked with at some point, and even if we don't talk now, i still care about a great deal of people here.

are you open to messages or new friends? always! i may be a little slow to reply, but my DMs are always open should you need to chat, ramble or vent about whatever's on your mind.

anything to add? henrik von schneeplestein best boi. that is all.

#jacksepticart #jse community revival #man idk why i'm so scared to post this but. yeah

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dragonpigeons · 4 years ago

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Roommates Part 2

Tags/warnings: Deku x Reader, Deku x Self-insert, Slowburn, SFW, Aged-Up Characters, Roommates AU, Pro Hero Deku, Deku thirst. Other characters to be added in future parts including OCs.

Summary: Riida gets an idea over Deku’s eating habits. Also pizza. Word count: 1959

A/N: Thanks to everyone who read Part 1 :) Here’s Part 2, enjoy! Part 3 is out on my Patreon 🎉

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Your room was your haven to be free to express yourself. And by expressing yourself that really meant expressing your love for Deku in every corner possible. You had a shelf full of his figurines. The walls were covered in his posters. Your bed covers had his face on. Your deku hug pillow took up one half of your bed along with all the chibi Deku cushions and plushies. And, of course, you had a few Deku hoodies, sweaters, scarves and socks in the closet, not to mention all the Deku charms adorning your Deku bag. You even had a pair of Deku undies stuffed in the back of your drawer which your friends jokingly gifted you for your birthday and which you deliberately chose to forget about.

In short, you were a massive fan of the pro hero. Your love for him extended into the online world where you were a top member of his fanclub and often enjoyed seeing any news about him. The fanclub was the reason for your private collection of images and videos of him in your hard drive and phone. You were often teased for your Deku passion but you didn't really care. What you felt for him was simply admiration as a fan.

So then why, for the past few days, have you been so nervous, and why, on this morning, were you hiding around the corner from where Deku was doing his morning workout?

The answer was this - he was topless yet again but this time he was doing handstand press ups. When you came to the doorway, you were met with a full frontal assault of his back, rippling with glorious muscles. It took everything in you not to scream.

So you dove round the corner to gather yourself, feeling like some higher being was testing you. Your entire face was burning, your chest was palpitating. You never thought in a million years that you would become this way around your favourite hero. Sure, you had imagined meeting him at a signing event or something, but those were very casual and very quick to get it done and over with. There wouldn't be time to feel anything other than a short burst of joy at meeting your idol. Not to mention he'd be fully clothed too and not half as hormone-inducing.

You took a few deep breaths to calm yourself down before emerging into the kitchen.

"Hey," Deku's eyes lit up when he noticed you, pausing his workout for a moment, "I put the kettle on just before so it should still be hot."

"Oh, okay. Thanks."

You ate your breakfast in silence purposely avoiding Deku's sweaty physique, lest you risk giving yourself heart palpitations. He was very dedicated to the cause though. You wondered about his morning habits.

"How early do you get up to do your workout?" you decided to ask him.

"Pretty early!" said Deku, perking up at being asked a question by you. "Around 5am? Sometimes 5.30 if I want a bit of a lie in."

You raised your eyebrows. You couldn't help but be impressed. "Do you work out everyday?"

"Yeah. Except Sundays. They're my days off. It's bad to overwork your body. But I like doing them because it clears my mind for the day ahead."

"I see. Being a pro hero must be quite stressful."

"Not more than any other job, I imagine."

You had your doubts that a pro hero went through the same stresses as someone with an office job but you let it slide.

"What made you choose to live here?" you asked.

"Simple, really. One, I like the space where I can do my daily workouts. And two, it's in a secluded location where I can afford to get some privacy.”

You found you agreed with his reasonings. The apartment was very spacious given the okay price of the rent and it was out-of-the-way from more popular areas. You personally liked it because it meant quiet nights and humble surroundings.

“Oh, by the way,” continued Deku, “don't tell anyone I live here. The landlady knows and she's signed a confidentiality contract. So yeah, if you were thinking of bringing a boyfriend over or-- just let me know and I’ll stay out of the way."

"I don't have a boyfriend," you corrected him.

"Really?? But, you're so pretty. I thought you would have one for sure."

You almost spat out your food, suddenly hit by that bombshell out of nowhere. It was fortunate Deku had his back to you. Your face was burning red hot and there was no way you could face him at the moment. You decided to steer the conversation another way, clearing your throat, "Would I need to sign a confidentiality contract too?"

"Huh? Oh, er, maybe. I'll talk to my agent about it."

Deku finished his reps and hit the shower.

And you went to work with your face almost permanently red for the whole day any time you thought about his pretty compliment. And you thought about it pretty often.

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Deku installed a pull-up bar the next morning. He had a black sleeveless top on this time but that did nothing to detract from his bulging arms. Furthermore, he looked good in black. Not that you hadn't seen pictures of him in black before, but combined with pull-ups and it was a knockout sight.

You stuttered as you greeted him good morning.

"Good morning!" Deku greeted back jovially. "What's for breakfast today?"

"Toast. And jam," you replied, deliberately opening your fridge.

"And drink?"

"Just a glass of milk."

"You're always so healthy in your meals," appraised Deku warmly.

"I try," you shrugged, "but sometimes I can't resist a ramen cup or a pizza takeout."

"I get you," said Deku, in a way that was like he was proverbially nodding his head, "nothing like a good pizza to satisfy a craving."

You were spreading jam on your toast when Deku suddenly said, "Hey, I know - let's have pizza tonight!"

"P-pizza?"

"I've been craving it lately and then you happened to mention it. Perfect timing, right? How about it?"

And that was how you ended up sharing two large pizzas with the No.1 Hero several hours later after he got back from work. He even went the extra mile and got dessert and cola too.

You enjoyed your pizza, savouring the taste. Next to you, it seemed Deku was enjoying a whole lot more, cramming it all into his mouth like no tomorrow.

"This is so good," said Deku with his mouth full.

"Mm, yes," you agreed, finishing a slice.

"I haven't eaten since 10."

"Seriously?"

"Yeah," Deku wolfed down two slices in one go. "Was busy with a train incident."

You recalled seeing on the news how a villain group boarded a running freight train, wanting to take the cargo for themselves. Deku managed to stop the group in their tracks with the help of a few pro heroes. The whole thing caused a mess for many passenger trains though and services became delayed. Deku and the other heroes had to sort out the chaos working together with the authorities.

You stared at Deku, asking out of concern, "Do you often skip lunch?"

"I mean, yeah. I'm pretty busy with stuff. It's not just the patrol stuff, there's also all the paperwork and side gigs too. But that's why I like to go all out when it comes to dinner--" He finished his entire 18" diameter pizza by himself in five minutes flat. You watched as he downed a two-litre bottle of cola in one sitting too. A trail escaped from the corner of his mouth and slid down his throat, bobbing over his adam's apple. You quickly turned back to your pizza feeling warm all of a sudden. It was probably the jalapenos, you told yourself.

"Hey, do you mind if I have an extra slice?" Deku eyed your pizza box which was still two-thirds full.

"Sure, have as many as you want. I won't be able to eat all that anyway."

"Really?? Thanks so much!"

Deku gorged himself generously on your leftovers. You had to wonder, if he was skipping meals, was he really holding up the best he can? "It seems bad that you're skipping meals as a pro hero, to be honest," you admitted out loud.

Deku nodded somberly, "I know but I can't turn my back on those who need help to go and fill my stomach.”

You personally disagreed with the pro hero. No job was worth risking your own health, even one as well spotlit as his. You were sure other fans would agree, some even commenting their observations on how Deku was looking on the thinner side lately. A little idea started to form in your head which you would check out the next day.

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The Deku Fanclub forums were lively as usual this evening with all the banter and discussions surrounding the hero himself. There were some truly diehard fans, bordering on obsessive stalker-ness, who provided endless entertainment and 'exclusive' pictures of the green-haired man out and about. Sometimes they got him on his way to the gym. Sometimes he was caught in action. Sometimes it was a shot focusing heavily on his butt. And that wasn't even the worst of it, but you were there for something else.

You clicked on one thread which caught your eye. It was about Deku's eating habits. Many theorised and agreed that he was eating at least three meals a day and snacking on lots of fruits and protein bars in between. One Deku Diehard (it was its own label for the extremely dedicated Deku fan), however, put together an entire hypothetical itinerary of Deku's schedule for the past several days and proposed that he wasn't getting the recommended three meals a day because there simply wasn't time.

You found a reply to this comment that talked about what Deku should be eating in order to attain, and maintain, his good form. Lots of talk about protein and carbs. A chicken breast here, a salmon fillet there, a scattering of beans throughout, and some tasty meal plans. You bookmarked the meal plans.

That evening you cooked too much for lunch, enough for two people. The next morning you took out the extra portion and sat it on the counter, mentally rehearsing what you were going to say as Deku worked out in front of you. This time he was doing one-armed pull-ups, which wasn’t entirely helping your cause to pass this off casually but you had to remain focused.

"Um, Deku," you uttered nervously. "Last night I made too much food for myself, and I was wondering… W-would you like the extra portion? Not that you have to accept or anything--"

Deku dropped from the bar and said, "Really, you would give me your extra food??"

He leapt over to the counter in excitement, picking up the container. "Chicken and potatoes. No wonder it smelt so good in the kitchen last night!" He grinned widely, then with a knowing look, "It's because I said I skipped lunch yesterday, isn't it?"

"Um, well…"

You were seen right through by Deku. You didn’t think he would remember but here he was, smiling at you, eyes crinkling in gratitude. "You didn't have to do that for me. I really appreciate it though. This way I won't skip a meal. I can't let your hard work go to waste so I promise to finish every last bit!"

You gave a shaky smile back, hoping it wouldn’t taste too terrible to him. You were not the greatest cook but you at least wanted to try your best for the hero you admire.

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A/N: A longer part this time but I hope you enjoyed it! Let me know in the comments your thoughts :D

#dragonpigeonswrites #roommates fic #deku x reader #deku x riida #deku x self insert #also sorry i was menna post this yesterday but got distracted #man i would love to share a pizza with deku huhu #also omg i WISH my room was like riida's #i need every deku merch covering every inch of my room possible #this part is less thirsty than part 1 but i hope it's still enjoyable!#edit: waaaaah i forgot the keep reading thing. i stuck it in!#sorry for the long wall text if you saw it slketjskts

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nekoabiwrites · 5 years ago

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It’s (Im)possible

So, @not-so-innocent-bi-sander and I were doing a thing where we randomly generated a couple of numbers and used those to grab a couple prompts from two different lists. It was fun to theorise about the fics we could write, and then... I wrote one :)

It’s kinda sad, but it resolves at the end!

AU: Mutant Pairing: Roceit Words: 1395 Warnings: Implication of prior sex, implication of casual sex, mention of fuckbuddies, deceit is here. Anything else, please let me know!

Summary: Declan (Deceit) is feeling some stuff for his “friend”, yet he knows that because of what he is... he could bring him down forever.

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Declan sat on the edge of the bed, the sheets pooling around his waist as he listened to the sound of the shower running in the other room. He caught sight of the somewhat familiar red and white jacket hanging on the handle of his slightly ajar bedroom door and an ache punctured his heart. He was still entirely naked, deep in thought. He had barely moved since his par- friend had left to shower.

“So, I’ll see you again soon?”

A voice broke Declan out of his reverie. He looked up at the man before him, fully dressed, bag in hand, ready to leave the house once more. Declan felt tears welling up but managed to drag a smile onto his face instead.

“Yeah, of course. Just message whenever…”

Declan’s eyes dropped back down to the floor. He waited to hear the footsteps taking that all-too familiar route out of his house. He waited to hear the door shut behind the man leaving him alone once more. He didn’t expect to feel the mattress beside him dip with more weight. Declan’s eyes flicked up to his side, catching the relaxed gaze of the other man who was looking at him.

“What’s wrong?” He asked, cautiously resting his now empty hand on Declan’s covered leg in a show of comfort.

“Nothing is wrong, Roman.” Declan retorted, a little too harsh and snappy, though it was clear Roman didn’t take offense from the inflection.

Roman instead moved the hand and rested it around Declan’s bare shoulders, his fingers brushing against the scales that trailed down that side of his body. “You can tell me anything, y’know? We are still friends.” It was said playfully, but the final words had Declan’s body tensing and his body threatening to release the tears that were just about being contained.

“Everything is fine. Nothing has changed.”

“I never said anything had changed.” Roman paused and his loose arm threatened to fall from Declan’s shoulders, “Do you not want to be friends, Dee?”

“No! I do, I just-!” Declan scrambled, doing his best to assure his friend. Yes, his feelings had progressed far beyond friendship at this point, but it wasn’t worth ruining what they currently had by bringing it up. Declan was doing a damn fine job of repressing all of that until today. He was content with laying in his room after Roman left and crying for an hour before picking himself back up. It was… not ideal. But it was the best solution.

“May I be frank with you?” Roman asked suddenly. Declan warily side-eyed his friend but nodded slowly regardless in response. “Over these past few months, I have realised that our relationship has… changed in my mind.” Declan tensed and dropped his head, readying himself for the inevitable response that he’d heard so many times. He was ready to be left alone again. But Roman surprised him. “My feelings are somehow far stronger for you. I feel a connection so much deeper than anything I have felt before, and I wasn’t sure how to act upon it. I wanted to ensure that I didn’t lose you as a friend, but I feel like today is the perfect opportunity to tell you all of this. And to ask you to try dating, with me.”

The scaled man grimaced. One of his hands was now grasped between both of Roman’s and the man was looking at him with starry eyes, as if he already knew the answer Declan wanted to say. He wanted to agree and live a life with Roman… but that was not going to happen.

“What you just asked for… is impossible, Roman.” Declan muttered, tears finally welling up in his eyes.

“What do you mean? It’ll be fine, we can do this! I know it’ll be hard; your mutation isn’t exactly subtle but-”

“I can’t do this to you.”

“What?”

“I can’t put this on you, Roman.” Declan turned slightly, putting his other hand atop Roman’s and avoiding eye contact entirely by staring at the pile of them. “I can’t burden you with all of what I endure. I would not be alright with letting you drop your career and social standing just for me. It would not be fair for me to do that to you, Roman. We should… stay as we are.”

“But-”

“No buts! I would not be able to live knowing I was the reason for your downfall! You’re an up-and-coming solo artist who everyone adores! You can’t be seen dating a mu-” Declan faltered, “someone, like me.”

“That’s it? It’s all on you?”

“Roman, that’s not what I-”

“Did you ever stop to think about what I want, Declan? Did it ever cross your mind that I was okay with all of that?” Roman ripped his hands from Declan’s loose grasp and grabbed a hold of his face, bringing up so close to his own to forcibly show the scaled man every single drop of determination that was pouring from his eyes, “All of that is unimportant. I don’t care about the fame, the money, the career. I would rather have that one person I deeply care for and who care for me the same, than be surrounding by people who pretend to. Please, at least let us try.”

The pair continued to go back and forth for minutes on end, neither budging from their position on the matter. Roman was slowly getting more and more frustrated, while Declan was getting progressively more distressed and upset. It was a stalemate that was only going to be broken by…

Declan shook his head again, fighting hard to stop the tears that had begun to roll down his cheeks. “No. Roman. I can’t. It’s my final answer.”

“Fine. Then I’m done.” Roman stood sharply, grabbing a hold of his bag. He stormed through the bedroom door and slammed it shut behind him, before doing the same to the front door.

The sound echoed through the space, both of them hitting Declan like a punch to the gut. He sat, motionless, his eyes wide. Thoughts raced through his head. He was truly alone again. He had no one. Roman was the only person who he spoke to, the only one who cared. Tears silently slid down his cheeks for a moment before Declan grabbed a hold of his head and screamed in anguish.

Beyond the front door, Roman heard it. He had not left just yet. Something inside of him wasn’t letting him. A part of him truly believed that Declan would come and give in to his true feelings; both of them had been aware of the mutant’s feelings for a while now. All the talk of society and the populace’s opinions had angered Roman, but it was all slowly dripping away as the rain pelted against his skin. Roman’s own tears mixed with the rain drops as he waited, his back resting against the door.

After a few minutes of listening to the loud sobbing, Roman couldn’t bear it anymore and slowly began the walk to his car. He was lost in his thoughts, so much so that he didn’t hear the splashing of pounding footsteps approaching. It meant that when something latched onto him from behind, the man was given a shock. He turned and was surprised to find the still sobbing Declan holding onto him so tightly, as if he were his only lifeline.

Roman’s bag was dropped as he wrapped his own arms around the scaled man, who was slowly falling to his knees in the dirt beneath them. Neither cared about the mess, as Declan was busy rambling to Roman about how he was sorry, how he didn’t want to lose him, how much he loved him and how long it had been. Roman was quiet and listened, doing his best to cover Declan from the pouring rain with his body as the only thing the scaled man was wearing was his dressing gown, which – Roman knew from experience – was not all that thick. Eventually, Roman managed to quieten Declan a little, rocking the mutant very slightly to calm him the tiniest amount.

“It’s okay. We’ll work this out, alright?” Roman spoke softly into Declan’s hair, arms tightening for a moment. Declan only nodded against the other man’s chest, still sobbing violently in the pouring rain.

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puroresu-musings · 5 years ago

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NJPW WRESTLE KINGDOM 14 Night 2 Review (Jan 5th 2020, Tokyo Dome)

NEVER OPENWEIGHT 6-MAN TAG TEAM CHAMPIONSHIP MATCH/GAUNTLET MATCH: Togi Makabe, Toru Yano & Ryusuke Taguchi (c) vs. Tomohiro Ishii, YOSHI-HASHI & Robbie Eagles vs. Shingo Takagi, EVIL & BUSHI vs. Taichi, El Desperado & Yoshinobu Kanemaru vs. Bad Luck Fale, Yujiro Takahashi & Chase Owens **3/4

JUSHIN THUNDER LIGER RETIREMENT MATCH Ⅱ: Jushin Thunder Liger & Naoki Sano vs. Hiromu Takahashi & Ryu Lee ***1/2

IWGP Jr. HEAVYWEIGHT TAG TEAM CHAMPIONSHIP MATCH: El Phantasmo & Taiji Ishimori (c) vs. SHO & YOH ***1/2+

BRITISH HEAVYWEIGHT CHAMPIONSHIP MATCH: Zack Sabre Jr. (c) vs. SANADA ****

IWGP US HEAVYWEIGHT CHAMPIONSHIP MATCH: Jon Moxley (c) vs. Juice Robinson ***1/4

NEVER OPENWEIGHT CHAMPIONSHIP MATCH: KENTA (c) vs. Hirooki Goto ****

Kota Ibushi vs. Jay White ****

Hiroshi Tanahashi vs. Chris Jericho ****1/4

IWGP HEAVYWEIGHT AND IWGP INTERCONTINENTAL DOUBLE CHAMPIONSHIP MATCH: Kazuchika Okada (Heavyweight Champion) vs. Tetsuya Naito (Intercontinental Champion) *****

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This was an excellent show that, despite being the “deeper” card, ended up not quite being up to the standard of yesterdays phenomenal show, which burnt me out in some respects. Which isn’t a slight at all. It did, however, feature a ton of really memorable moments, a whole bunch of great matches, and an all-time classic of a main event. Things began on the pre-show with an entertaining, but ultimately superfluous gauntlet match for the NEVER 6 Man Titles, which proved to just get as many people as possible on the show. It boiled down to defending champions Taguchi, Makabe and Yano, and the LIJ trio of Shingo, EVIL and BUSHI as the final two teams. To the surprise of no one, the Ungovernables won the most meaningless belts in the company, when Takagi pinned Taguchi with Made In Japan. The main show kicked off with the final match of Jushin Thunder Liger’s career. This was an emotional bout, which really helped enhance the action as if it weren’t Liger’s last outing, it would literally have been just a match. Obviously, the action was driven by Liger’s altercations with Hiromu, and the masked legend was more motivated then he’s been since the Suzuki match in October. Also, Liger’s trainer, Yoshiaki Fujiwara was out there, which made things seem extra special. Lee and Sano both hit dives, but largely weren’t much involved in the bulk of the action. After Liger scored a great near fall on the new Jr Champion after a big Shoutei and a Brainbuster (it certainly isn’t easy watching Takahashi bump on his neck!), Hiromu rallied back with the Death Valley Bomb into the corner, then tries Time Bomb, but Liger turns it into a cradle for another near fall. A lariat from Takahashi follows, as does the Time Bomb, and the long time “Ace” of the Junior division puts the current “Ace” over in the most decisive way possible after 12:16 of very good action. Hiromu got in Liger’s face in the post match, but the former Dragon Lee helped the legend to his feet and bowed to him. Liger then got the mic and thanked everyone for their support over the last 31 years, before heading to the back and signing off on a truly marvelous career.

The Jr tag title match had a difficult time following that emotional ride, as the crowd weren’t too invested early, but it was still a borderline great doubles clash. The story here was Phantasmo getting his comeuppance after a year of being a dick, and the babyface team finally vanquished him to win the belts. The finish saw SHO hit the Daisuke Sekimoto double German Suplex on both champions, and after kicking out of an ELP Styles Clash, he outsmarted the dastardly heel when he no-sold a dick punch, which Phantasmo has been using to win matches for months, including their really great singles showdon in San Jose, revealing he was wearing a cup all along. The challengers took Ishimori out with 3K, then pinned Phantasmo at the 14:08 mark with their new finish; a double stomp/Shock Arrow combo they’re calling STRONG X. The RPW British Title encounter between Zack Sabre Jr. and SANADA was an excellent match. It was quite unlike anything else on either show, and was just a fascinating, mat-based struggle. Super fast paced, and revolving around amazing counter sequences, this never stopped for it’s entire 12:32 runtime, and both guys looked great here. Zack avenged his G1 defeat by retaining over Cold Skull, when they traded a series of cradles in hyper speed, then ZSJ finally locked in the European Clutch to take the win. The Moxley/Juice US Title bout that followed was by far the weakest match these two have had together, and also the weakest match on the main card of this show. It was fine, but felt flat, and Moxley retained when he hit a Double Arm DDT out of nowhere, rolling through into Death Rider and taking the win at 12:48. The post match though, was great, as Minoru Suzuki came out, clearly sore about that DDT Mox gave him at the WTL Finals show in December, locked him in a rear naked choke, then laid him out with the Gotch Piledriver. That should be an interesting match indeed.

Ten years ago, I’d have killed for a KENTA/Hirooki Goto match, and we finally got it here in 2020. It wasn’t anywhere near as good as it would have been back then (mainly due to KENTA’s current physical limitations, and Goto’s staleness), but it was still a great, hard-hitting battle. KENTA stalled early, because he’s a master heel, but it built into a compelling slugfest. The defending champion got a near fall after hitting Shibata’s PK on Shibata’s childhood friend, and a Busaiku Knee, but after a really stiff strike exchange, Goto puts him away after an Ushigoroshi, the GTW, and the match winning GTR at 16:12, and win maybe his 63rd NEVER title, just to continue the rut he’s in. The battle of the double championship losers between Jay White and Ibushi, a rematch of the superb G1 final in August, couldn’t possibly live up to that, given its placement here, and as a result was something of a disappointment, despite being excellent. After Switchblade turned a top rope frankensteiner attempt into a massive Uranage Superplex, and further dropped Ibushi on his head with a nasty looking Sleeper Suplex, the Golden Star battled back with a Boma Ye, then tried Kamigoye, but White pulled Ibushi into referee Marty Asami (who took a bump like he was Curt Hennig), which was the cue for Gedo to run in. He nailed Kota in the back with a chair, who no-sold it, got the “murder eyes”, and floored Gedo with a palm strike. After the ref resurfaced, Ibushi destroyed White with kicks, and hit a stiff Kamigoye, but the dastardly Gedo pulled Asami out whilst he counted. This allowed Jay to throw a chair straight at Ibushi’s head, then Gedo hit a brass knucks shot, allowing White to hit the cross-arm Bloody Sunday and Blade Runner to steal the win in 24:58. Going into this weekend, I theorised that Ibushi was likely the one of the four to go winless this weekend. This is because New Japan do 50/50 booking more often than some would like to admit, and that he had to give his G1 wins back. Ibushi was not happy in the post match.

The semi final saw reigning AEW World Champion Chris Jericho take on The Ace himself, Hiroshi Tanahashi, in something of a dream match with a much talked about potential future title match on the line. I loved this, even though it wasn’t close to being the best match on the show, and both guys have seen better days physically (though it must be said, cosmetically speaking, Tanahashi looks 20 years younger than Jericho), this was a lot of fun, with both veterans clearly having a blast. Jericho took it outside early, hitting a dangerous looking DDT onto the English announce table, but tries a High Fly Flow of his own, and misses. The shot of Tanahashi grinning in glorious fashion because Jericho had missed was tremendous. Tana blocks a Lionsault attempt by dumping Jericho to the floor, then hitting a HFF to the outside. He nailed a series of Dragon Screws, blocks a Code Breaker, and works over the leg with more Dragon Screws. Tana misses the High Fly Flow, and Le Champion hits the Lionsault but the damaged knee prevents him from covering in time, and Tanahashi kicks out. After escaping a Walls Of Jericho, Tana goes up for another HFF, but Jericho turns it into a mid-air Code Breaker. The Ace blocks a Judas Effect and hits a Code Breaker of his own, which busted up Jericho’s mouth, but the former Y2J counters a Sling Blade into the Walls, which Tana turns into a cradle for a 2 count. Tana tries another Flow, but Jericho rolls through into the Walls, and transitions into the high-angle old school Lion Tamer in the centre of the ring. After a mighty struggle, Tanahashi had no choice but to tap at the 22:24 mark. This was great stuff and the crowd were really into it.

And in the main event of the evening, both the IWGP Heavyweight and Intercontinental Titles were on the line in a winner-takes-all match between Okada and Naito. This was the culmination of a 6 year (!) story in which Naito promised, after winning the 2013 G1, that he’d beat Okada at the the Dome (he didn’t), which became an obssession to Naito after failing to do so again in 2018. But this year, he was determined to get the job done. First things first, this was an outstanding wrestling contest, filled with amazing drama and emotion, and is the best match these guys have ever had together. With the stakes so high, the crowd were super into this from the get-go and it lead to an amazing atmosphere. This started slow, but picked up tremendously after Okada started working over Naito’s injured knee, even planting him knees first through a ringside table, much to the crowds chagrin, and leading to a great countout tease. After taking a huge missle dropkick, Naito escapes a Rainmaker attempt, but eats a nasty German, which Okada rolls through into another Rainmaker attempt, but Naito turns it into a Tornado DDT. Naito hits Gloria, then a terrifying top rope reverse rana, which Okada lands right on his head for, scoring a great near fall. After escaping a Destino attempt, Okada beautifully dropkicks Naito out of the air as he tries his flying forearm, but eats a running Destino for another great near fall. Naito tries another Destino, but Okada shoves him into the ropes, and hits another big dropkick for the double down. Both men start “selling” exhaustion big, and Naito slaps Okada, resulting in him taking a Spinning Rainmaker. Naito fights back, but Okada turns a Destino attempt into a Tombstone, then hits Rainmaker for another great near fall. Naito spits at Okada, which causes him to start stomping on the injured knee to the crowds dissmay, earning loud boos. He hits two short Rainmakers, but Naito counters a third into Destino, again for a two count. Naito then turns the clocks back five years, and hits his old babyface finish; the Stardust Press (a move he missed at WK12, which ultimately cost him the match), but Okada gets the shoulder up at 2.999 as the crowd goes insane. Naito tries Destino again, but Okada blocks and tries the Fire Thunder Driver, only for Naito to escape and drop Okada on his head again with Valentia. He then lifts Okada up and hits another Destino, this time getting the win at the 35:37 mark and fulfilling his “Destiny” in becoming the first ever double champion. This was outstanding.

What more can be said about Okada at this point? He’s essentially the greatest of all-time, and it’s incomprehensible to think of someone having two matches as good as this and his match with Ibushi yesterday, on two consecutive days. As for Naito, it’s his time to win the big one, as it’s either now or never for him. He’s clearly very banged up, sometimes clearly phoning it in, and the state of his neck and knees is pretty worrying (it’s slightly ironic that someone who is a huge Keiji Muto fan would follow suit in having utterly devastated knees by his mid 30′s). Either way, this was fantastic storytelling and an amazing blow-off to a years-long story arch. Naito in the post match gives a shout out to Okada, and tells him they need to do it again. Okada, who whilst being helped to the back, gives Naito his own fist bump pose in the affermative. However, before Naito can finish his victory speech, evil heel KENTA runs in out of nowhere, hitting a clothesline and a PK, then killing the new double champ with Go 2 Sleep, before sitting on his chest cross-legged, holding up both titles and laughing. BUSHI arrives, chasing off KENTA, then helps a beaten down Naito to the back as the Dome booes loudly. I know a lot of people are mad about KENTA ruining Naito’s big moment (and God forbid Naito fans have something to be mad about), and it really isn’t an ideal wayto end such a historic show, but it’s the perfect way to get KENTA over as a believable challenger, someone who the crowds are sometimes cold towards, seeing him still as an ‘outsider’. But now everyone is going to want to see him get his for ruining such a momentus occasion, and it may provoke the usually tranquil Naito into being a lot more fired up than usual.

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randomnameless · 5 years ago

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I was browsing a tag (i know i shouldn’t do that) and i read an old post nerding about ancient civilisations and parallels with FE16 which made me glee bcs i love to nerd about history

But then i was disappointed

Important Agarthans seem to have greek names (?) so they could be ancient greece, okay why not (the superiority complex over the rest of the world feels adequate but then idk if Socrates (Soloncrates?) would call actual humans beasts or not).

But then it was affirmed that Rhea, not the Nabateans, but Rhea, was Ancient Rome (Romea?). She 1) razed the Agarthans, 2) expanded the Church in the continent and 3) allied with Wilhelm of Adrestia and later Loog who represents the various germanic tribes.

Which made me raise an eyebrow.

1) I’ve already posted earlier about the Sothis/Agartha war but here it seems a bit odd to single out Rhea amidst her people for having rekt Agartha when it was, at most, a collective action of several Nabateans, regardless of the fact that Rhea may or not have participated in the first war.

Also, in FE16, the Nabateans gave their technology to Agarthans, who in turn developed it and turned against them. Ancient Rome was tsun-tsun with their greek neighbours, but it is now commonly accepted that the first romans tried to “copy” or at least were heavily inspired by Ancient Greece to build a national identity. I mean Virgil even wrote a poem to make a Trojan ancestor to what would later become the roman people, and that’s not talking about how the old Roman pantheon borrowed the Greek one but with aliases worse than Danved and Devdan...

In FE16, “Greece” actually borrowed/received their technology from “Rome” but tried to attack “Rome” and failed. “Rome” retaliated, destroyed “Greece” to the point where romans don’t even know what “Greece” was and can only make suppositions about its existence.

This doesn’t match RL history.

2) Expanding the Church in the continent : this is actually speculation, but afaik, when Adrestia conquered the continent, its religion would have automatically been spread? Still, comparing the Church of Seiros to another religion starting with a C doesn’t really work.

Adrestia was founded by a dude who had been annointed by Seiros herself. The Church, or at least Seiros and her pals, already existed before the Empire. Constantine the Great was the first Emperor to convert to christianity, but he was not the founder of Rome! Christianity became a “state” religion after Constantine. Heck, Julian thought his uncle’s religion was lousy so he returned to a polytheist cult.

In FE16, the only schism between Adrestia (the Empire) and the Church happened after the Southern Church was expelled, giving a good 1000 years of church approved Empire.

Saying Romea expanded the reach of the church through out all of Fodlan isn’t wrong, iirc part of the mediation accepting the Kingdom’s existence is to allow the church to preach in the newly formed kingdom, but i’m not sure it could be tied to RL history, because in Fodlan, Wilhelm walked side by side with Jesus, and Jesus crowned him Emperor. Jesus won against Nemesis. Adrestia’s legitimacy/creation comes from Jesus.

So I don’t think it’s Rhea expanding the reach of the Church through Fodlan, but more Seiros is part of the Empire’s lore, she’s that actual saintly figure who defeated the strongest man ever so everywhere in the Empire tales of Seiros and her deeds are heard of, it makes sense to follow/buy her story.

Also, if the “religion” the church of Seiros preaches is the rewritten history, people must have “converted” after the unification of Fodlan and yet, if Seirosism is the state religion, and the state is controlling Fodlan, can we say Romea expanded her religion through the continent, or Fodlan, after being conquered by Adrestia, automatically became Seirosist?

It would actually echo the bid to allow the Church to preach in the newly formed Faerghus, if Loog wanted to fig off Adrestia, he might even want to have a different religion than the one from the Empire he came from, hell, the Kingdom even returned to the former naming practices existing before Adrestia.

The Church would have wanted to make sure that no matter what Loog was doing with his bunch of humans in the North, he would still believe crests are a gift from the goddess, they shouldn’t be misused and if you ever find Macuil don’t murder him to make weapons out of his body.

short story long story : it’s the story of the egg and the chicken, did Seirosism became the leading religion in the continent because Rhea actively preached around, or because it was Adrestia’s state religion? idk.

3) Rome “allied” (well, TC said Rome lorded and traded with germanic tribes until shit hit the fan) with germanic tribes. They could be traded with. But they were not roman citizens. I’m not that well versed in this part of the Roman Empire (even if some part of France was classified as Germania at that time! RIP Franche-Comté T-T). Thing is, Rome never asked for Germania’s help to defeat some enemy, hell, when barbarians invasions happened, it hit Germania first and then Rome.

This is where the Romea analogy falls.

First of all, Wilhelm became Wilhelm of Adrestia thanks to Seiros who annointed/crowned him, without Seiros there is no Adrestia. (iirc in one of Seiros’ books it is said Seiros makes emperors out of men, and the tradition needs the archbishop to bear witness each time a new emperor is crowned, so i suppose Rhea crowned/proclamed/anointed/made Wilhelm an Emperor).

Rome never had that kind of influence (afaik?) on the various germanic tribes.

Before Adrestia we had Enbarr and, I guess, several tribes. As I see it (it may be wrong!) Adrestia is made to mirror Rome, sort of. Wilhelm “of Adrestia” set out to conquer unify the world. Now, did Seiros told him to conquer the world or did he came to that conclusion alone, we will never know. And yet, in the time period we’re speaking of (antiquity?), there’s no “Germanic Empire”. Adrestia started as an unified state, not as several tribes. Adrestia thus cannot be likened to “germanic tribes”.

Second, Loog did not receive help from Rhea, but it’s implied (still it’s from the shadow library so i’m not holding it against the TC) he received help from Mole People.

But from what we know, in the Vanilla game, Loog defeated the Emperor of Adrestia. It is during the aftermath that the Empire, House Charon and the Church negotiated and decided Loog could found his Kingdom. I do not see how Rhea “allied” with the guy, nor, again, what kind of germanic tribe he represents given how he actually got his independance from the Empire to create his own Kingdom.

Then we have another set of facts which are less about history and more about the game, but for the history ones :

Romea cannot 4) enforce the will of the Church and Western branch rebelling mirrors Rome’s western’s provinces being unruly and Romea gradually losing grasp on Adrestia 5) The Church isn’t completely sacked but still remains in CF to mirror Rome’s “gradual” fall/out of powerlessness (for funsies 6) Edel and the Agarthans make Rome face what they did to Greece and represent the germanic tribes coming after Rome after they managed to free themselves from its influence)

4) Unless I’m mistaken, the most occidental border of the Empire was the Atlantic Ocean? astérix is a product of french chauvinism

Northern borders were more problematic, we had Hadrian’s Wall to keep Picts at bay and in the 3rd century the “Saxon Shore” to fend off against invaders coming by the sea.

Of course around this time there was an important crisis that weakened the Empire, so it might explain why there was unrest everywhere. This crisis saw the birth of the Western Gallic Empire, but also of the Eastern Palmyrene Empire (everyone was happy when Diocletian unified the empire afterwards). After, let’s say, 300ish, the Empire, in general, had difficulties to deal with and keep its borders.

Back to FE, the western church rebelling is actually at odds with Rome, because when it comes to religious stuff, the eastern provinces were the most concerned/active, not the western ones (1st council of nicea was made because of the arian controversy (The Son and the Father are the same entity or not? Discuss) in the eastern provinces).

Apparently, the Western Church rebels because they don’t like/follow the creed of the Central Church, but if we wanted to keep the Rome analogy, it should have been the Eastern church rebelling. From what we see, it is not because they follow another religion, but they have a difference in doctrine (but then it is muddled because mole people, otoh, it is never said that the western church thinks seiros is a hax or the goddess doesn’t exist, they want to claim lands on behalf of Saint Cichol which means they adhere, at least, to the main dogma about saints) and really don’t like Rhea for some reason. tbh i think some “germanic tribes” converted to arianism but they weren’t the theologists who theorised it

Central Church lost its grasp on Adrestia in 1065 (iirc?) when the southern branch was expelled. Idk if everything was fine and dandy before, but given how Rhea oversaw the construction of Garreg Mach after the WoH and tried to resurrect Sothis with the Chalice, I’d say she already said “peace i’m out” to Adrestia and would just be there for some ceremonies (crowning/being a witness for new emperors i suppose).

I’ve said it earlier, but Adrestia is not supposed to represent the “germanic tribes”, Adrestia is Rome. Adrestia having german names could also mean that the devs were lazy because Gaius Claudius isn’t a funky name, but the HRE was situated in western-central europe. Edel’s rebellion against the central church could mirror HRE and the Reformation, save for the fact that Edel dgaf about the goddess bcs humanity doesn’t need gods or something. So the analogy doesn’t really work...

5) Coming to which, CF!Church is not anything like Seirosism or, i suppose, the former Sothisism cult. Various bloggers already tore this take apart, but the “Church” in post CF-Fodlan seems to be less spiritual and more of an organisation which is overseen by the Emperor.

I mean, if Edel says humans don’t need gods, what is the Church supposed to do? Fodlan has a cult? A religion? Faith? Faith in what? People are supposed to be free to chose what to believe in, but it is clear that “humans” don’t need gods, so what? You can believe in whatever you want, but not in Sothis because we don’t need her, and fig to the children of the Goddess or fig you if you’re still a follower of Seirosism? Rome still exists nowadays as a capital of a living country, I cannot affirm the Church exists, or if whatever the church of Seiros did is still maintained.

Also, “Rome” as in the Roman Empire (kind of) survived with the Byzantine Empire and the HRE. I don’t think offshoots of the Church of Seiros would be allowed to prosper in CF’s Fodlan.

6) :)

I cannot remember if Romea’s people (well a civilisation cannot have brethrens it’s not a being!) were turned into various weapons by Socrates and Plato (if they had been blacksmiths i’d have been more interested in philosophy classes i swear) but as far as i know Edel’s Adrestia didn’t wage war against Romea because of her conquests or what she did to Soloncrates/Ancient Greece, nope or to free Adrestia from Romea (especially since Adrestia got rid of the church since 1065). Edel wants to conquer the world and change the “system” in place.

Bonus : About names, yes, the devs validated the “Adrestia is both rome and germany combined” which is as WTF as it seems, and yet, last Emperor from the HRE was named Francis II with his birth name being Franz Joseph Karl which is very far removed from, idk, Trajan being Marcus Ulpius Trajanus. I don’t think the devs thought a lot about names tbh, still, if Emperor Wilhelm might sound “german” and yet his second name Paul, is latin (paulus) so idk. Ionius was apparently a name used in Rome?

#FE16 #wew that was long #semi-rant?#history of fodlan?#not going to pick everything apart of course #this post was made before the DCL and the Dev's interview #but i thought it was clear since the beginning that Adrestia was Rome #it fell apart and now it's a shell of itself like HRE #especially with the von switch #Romea #I'm not that knowledgeable on ancient roman history btw #or the roman empire through the ages #yes rome had trouble to deal with germanic tribes #but at one point rome even had trouble dealing with itself so #After Trajan Rome kind of fell apart and was never able to recover #i was bored to death by a class of the council of nicea and arianism so if i can use it for once in a fandom related post i will #now i know i'm hammering wilhelm/lycaon being emperors of the world #but lbr if seiros really wanted to rule she would have been able to who was going to challenge her?#she defeated nemesis she is the prophet #otoh when the church doctrine started to become wide-spread?#what was even the church of seiros during the war? Rhea cannot rewrite history if people are living in the same era #i mean more of this looks like a rant but i felt the Greece/Rome antagonism was misunderstood #jupiter is totally not zeus because we thought your pantheon looked cool so we wanted to copy it nope #nabateans were the more advanced ones who shared with aghartians not the inverse #and then i went on a wiki spree #pre imperial era #if we have to HC everything about Fodlan then i'd rather waste my time pondering about pre imperial Fodlan than anything else #i am very proud of soloncrates if you wonder

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geek-gem · 8 years ago

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The thing about Michael

Major spoilers for Sister Location and I’m gonna tag this in case mates

I’m gonna be talking about the theories and other things concerning the character of Michael Afton who was revealed to be the character we play as in Sister Location.

I do like the idea of him being Springtrap and the brother from FNAF4 yet I do understand the reasons behind why people don’t think that. I’m mainly thinking about one person who I follow but doesn’t go with the ideas that Michael is not Springtrap or the brother.

Such as he does not have the same hair color or skin yet it could change over time maybe. But also just it’s mainly about the Springtrap thing. Such as why would he still be bleeding unless their was still blood in there. Yet including just….other things like how Springtrap acts.

I’ve been wanting to talk about this. With the idea or theory Michael may be Springtrap changes of who Springtrap is. It’s ether William Afton the actual purple guy or whatever but the child murder becoming Springtrap now it could be Michael his son.

Seriously the idea of the FNAF story being also about a young man who wants to help his family however he can and it results in his death. After all legit throwing up Ennard into the sewers and Circus Baby I think brings him back to life. My mindset is that okay had to put a instead of s in front of young man. But my mindset is that Michael finally snapped and thought, “You know what my dad is the reason all of this shit happened. You know what I’m gonna do what no one else decided to do, I’M GONNA KILL HIM but first I’m gonna free some children from their animatronic graves”

Which results in his violently destroying the animatronics what seems to be the original pizzeria from the first game. Also I think mostly Sister Location takes place after the first game. But when the ghosts mistake him for his father he’s not in a right mindset such as even if he knew a spring suit was dangerous he hid in it anyway. Yet his body also the rain also messed it up.

With the idea of him being Springtrap he’s maybe just confused and just enraged yet also maybe freaking out a bit of where he is now. Yet okay yeah that sounds kind of stupid.

Honestly the theory that Michael is Springtrap is something I like despite its quite flawed and I even mentioned it in my fake movie meme of Sister Location excuse me small burp.

Mainly also the idea I keep thinking just that the next FNAF game is gonna be about damn my bro made a weird whistling sound. But I’m seriously expecting the next FNAF game to be about Michael as Springtrap and his siblings and all the other murdered kids just trying to find William and finally killing him mainly Michael trying to kill him.

With also over the top stuff like Springtrap and William fighting to the death and William uses an ax to defend himself and it’s in a Afton Robotics building. I watch some one on DeviantArt who’s a PlayStation and FNAF fan and he believes the Michael is Springtrap theory and has made some cool art like a prediction for the next game

Also I keep thinking Michael is all like monologuing and shit talking about, “DON’T YOU EVER DO THAT TO YOUR FAMILY AGAIN TREAT EACH OTHER RIGHT OR YOUR FAMILY WILL BECOME LIKE MY MINE MY DAD’S A CHILD MURDERER, ALMOST OR ALL MY SIBLINGS ARE DEAD, I’M A GOD DAMN ANIMATRONIC NOW DO YOU WANNA BE THIS DO YOU”

In a way his message to anyone who is kind of like his family or even the Loud family or even the Crystal Gems he would be harsh with you that you should never end up like his family did. Jesus not even Charlie and her dad Henry or all of their family in FNAF The Silver Eyes didn’t have it this bad if we theorise it like this lol.

You know no offense I kind of wished Scott planned things a bit carefully. Such as stuff like, “Bite Of 87” and some of the story being in the 80’s yet it’s fun Scott has got me thinking the 80’s are full of that, the case with FNAF 4, the 30 years oh god almost left 39 but the huge time gap between the other games and FNAF 3 where people theorise it’s in 2017 or further and my god that bothers me. I keep thinking rather in 2017 almost put 21 and the year 2023 bothers me now lol couldn’t we have it in the 2010’s. Also I wanna say this is also a problem I have with the Killzone series with Shadow Fall where it’s 30 years years after the original trilogy lol.

In fact no wonder okay I smile a lot but no wonder I seem to make some random version of my own thing of the timeline my own version where stuff first happened in the 2000’s and stuffs happening later in the 2010’s.

We kind of got off topic of Michael lol I was listening to Linkin Park’s, “From The Inside” a lyrics video and it got me thinking I wanna make this now including yesterday I asked that person I mentioned in the first few parts of more reasons why she thinks Michael isn’t Springtrap.

Well hey we all have our ideas and I need to think more man lol more um. Honestly I hope I’ve been spelling Michael right well yeah my phone says it’s right. Many the wiki says some times people spell his name like e behind a lol not d.

I should just almost put lost but I gonna just act normal oh stomach lol oh again meh fine…..I’ll just post this some what sorry lol mates I have not stall more even more. Also sorry please don’t get angry at me just this is awkward I wanted to make this….yeah damn smile a lot during typing.

But I don’t know who Michael is at times mates I’ll try to chill out

edit I’m awkward as fuck dude even right now man and I need to stop that tried doing a 2nd edit messed up title but yeah I wanted to talk about this and just need to chill the fuck out mate

#five nights at freddy's #fnaf #sister location #michael afton #springtrap

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hellsbellssinclub · 8 years ago

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Across the Stars. Part 3

Part 1/ Part 2/ Part 3/ Ao3

Yay for new part! Everything has been crap this week so writing this and the little prompts has been good for me. Since I only got up to 96 kudos (HOLY FUCKING SHIT I HAVE 96 KUDOS ON THIS THING AND IT ONLY HAS TWO CHAPTERS? HOW?! I LOVE ALL OF YOU) there wont be a double update. That being said. I will be writing the next part soon. And some other stuff too.

Please enjoy everyone. I am not tagging anyone because even though it is only 5pm here, I am very sleepy and wish for a nap. Will I have this nap? Who knows. Who knows.

And free ice-cream he received. Alcoholic ice-cream at that.

The Doctor had led Donna and Obi-Wan to the small little shop just around the corner from where they had been and the small section was quiet and calming, in Obi-Wan’s opinion. There were one or two other customers milling about and there was only a small vid screen in the corner showing the hover ball game that was on today.

It was quiet and nice and Obi-Wan found himself relaxing in the company of these two strangers as he listened to them bicker almost playfully with one another.

As the two bickered at each other, Obi-Wan took the time to examine them.

Donna was a red head like him. He wasn’t sure if it was natural or not but the fact that she too had the unusual colour made the small childish part of his brain extremely happy. It was rare to see other humans with red hair. Or green eyes like his for that manner. Obi-Wan was forever disappointed with the tanned skin and dark hair that most of the other human’s in the Order had. He had stood out even more than Bruck’s white hair and it sucked.

She had hazel- blue eyes that were warmer than his crèche masters had ever been and pale skin much like his own. If anyone was to walk past them now, Obi-Wan reckoned that they would be mistaken for Mother and Son.

The Doctor was a strange man in comparison to Donna, that was for sure.

Tall, lean and with hair that looked wild and untamed, Obi-Wan wasn’t really sure what to think of the oddly-dressed-man. The Doctor’s bright brown eyes had a wealth of age to them and there was an almost... haunting sadness to him. The same kind of sadness that Master Yoda and Master T’ra Saa seemed to have with them. Obi-Wan and Bant once theorised that that sadness was due to being one of the last of their kind. The Doctor looked completely human but that doesn’t mean he was…

Obi-Wan wondered what he was and why he really was here.

The Doctor and Donna stopped arguing (over who paid for the ice-cream of all things) and turned to him. Obi-Wan had to force himself not to shrink down into his chair. When he had been younger, Obi-Wan had once enjoyed having attention on him and speaking to people. But after many lectures, some of them even from Master Yoda himself! Obi-Wan had sound himself cringing from the spotlight and from having anything he did be acknowledged. Too many lectures on pridefulness and humidity had left him painfully shy at times.

“So!” The Doctor clapped and rubbed his hands together with a large grin. “Why are you here at this spaceport Obi-Wan Kenobi. Shouldn’t a young man like yourself be at school right now.”

Obi-Wan took a slow mouthful of the sweat treat and looked away with a shrug. “I am to be sent to Bandomeer to be a farmer, since no one chose me as a Padawan.” He stated in an almost neutral voice. There was a hint of bitter pain in his words but he did not care. Let them think what they want.

Slavers or overly nice Judicial workers. It did not matter. He wasn’t going to talk about this unless he absolutely had to.

“Why weren’t you chosen?” Donna asked, her head tilting slightly to the side and a small frown on her face. There was a kindness in her voice, though her face held some confusion (maybe she didn’t know about how Jedi do things?). The kindness he heard was something he has rarely ever heard in another sentient other than Bant.

Obi-Wan gave another shrug. “Too old and too angry.” He stated as if he had heard the sentence over and over again. Which he had. Especially in the last few months. In the last few days really. “One of the other initiates made up a story that I beat him up and the Masters all believed it and apparently, it was the last straw on the Eopie’s back, so to say.” Obi-Wan sighed and released a little of his frustration and anger into the Force before munching a little on his now melting ice-cream bowl.

He could feel a righteous fury wave off Donna and The Doctor at his words and he looked over at them in surprise. Why did they feel angry? For him? At the Order in general? Should he be worried here or…

“So, they just left you here?! Alone?!” Donna hissed, eyes narrowing. “You can’t be more than eleven years old!”

Obi-Wan blushed and looked down at his ice-cream again. “I’m nearly thirteen. And I am fine! Really!” He mumbled. “I could have looked after myself.” He whispered softly.

He could have. He knows he could have. But he had been weak. He had allowed his emotions to get a hold of him and he had not been able to think through his panic and depressive, self-hating thoughts. And he had almost got himself, and others, killed because of it.

Obi-Wan jumped when he felt a warm hand on his arm. He looked up startled and meet the ageless brown eyes of the Doctor. The man’s face was stern and for a second, Obi-Wan saw the years that lay claim to the man before him. With a blink, the look was gone and there was only concern and undying care to be seen.

“They should not have left you there like that Obi-Wan. You deserve better.” The Doctor gently squeezed his arm. “Being able to look after yourself or not, you are still a child and you should have had someone here with you. Whoever those Masters were that taught you are negligent and stupid. What would have happened to you if we hadn’t have stepped in?” He asked with a shake of his head. “You could have been hurt or worse. It is an adults job to look after the young, and when they fail that, then they have failed everyone.”

Obi-Wan blushed at the words, feeling slightly overwhelmed with how true they felt within the Force and how much The Doctor meant ever single word. He could feel the experience and wisdom of what he said and for a brief second was afraid of just how the other man had come to this wisdom and tried very hard not to wonder what would have happened to the people who abandoned or harmed children.

The thought chilled him and he pulled away from the train of thought very quickly.

He shrugged at The Doctor and said nothing. Another hand joined on his arm and Obi-Wan looked over to Donna who gave him a small, sad smile. “You are safe now though. No one will hurt you while we are here, I promise.”

Obi-Wan gave a weak, half smile and looked down again at his cool treat, which he no longer had any desire to eat. “I am fine. I promise. I knew this would happen eventually. The Masters always said I was too emotional.” He pushed his spoon around in the bowl, pushing the liquid absentmindedly.

“Having emotions isn’t bad.” Donna said gently. “And you should never be hard on yourself Obi-Wan.”

Obi-Wan gave another shrug and sighed. “I’m no though.” He said plainly. “I am a failure. It just took me until today to realise it.”

The shocked and stilled silence that came from the two of them made him want to cringe away. He could feel the fiery depths of Donna’s protective rage and the Hoth cold storm that was brewing in The Doctor’s mind.

Okay, so perhaps he should have kept his thoughts to himself on this.

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