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miskas-reblog-blog · 4 months ago

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YES I’m irrationally jealous of my best friend’s new boyfriend but in my defence how else am I supposed to react when it takes me literal years to open up to a singular person and build the most precious relationship I’ve ever had with anyone only to be completely eclipsed by a guy who seemingly appear out of thin air like two months ago??

#this is NOT going on main lmao #the worst part about this is that the boyfriend is literally me except he’s SWIFTIE of all things like #?????????????#is THAT what gives him the edge over me or is the dick simply that good?#being aroacespec is all fun and games until you realise your alloallo friends will never prioritise you #and will always see you as the lesser option to hang out with #no matter how long you’ve known each other they’ll never invite you to the family reunion #WHICH IS FINE IT’S NOT A REPROACH MY FRIENDS ARE ENTITLED TO DESIRE ROMANTIC RELATIONSHIPS #its just like man wont anyone arrange their work hours with mine so we can see each other every day? :(#won’t anyone come to my family reunions and witness my parents embarrassing me in front of them? :(#god i need a qpr so bad but i can count the number of actual friends i have on one hand #and all of them are allo and probably aren’t interested #i should go to sleep jfjfhdtshd #just so we’re clear i am absolutely the one in the wrong for being jealous im just venting lol

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