#i shoukdve just slept then
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I am having the WORST time of my fucking life rn
#thoughts bad because i cant sleep but i cant sleep cause my thoughts are bad#im so tired and so anxious and so miserable#i just wanna fucking sleep so bad#but j cant#and its now 3am AGAIN#i was supposed to make myself sleep at 10#i WAS falling asleep at 8 but i told myself it was to early still#i shoukdve just slept then#its so fucked up#what if i only sleep 3 hours again#what if i start sleeping during all the daylight hours#i have THINGS i need to be doing#stuff happenjng during the day#i cant be sleeping like this#and the most fucked up thing is that i cant even do anything about these thoughts but think them#i cant do anything to resolve my fears#because i need to talk things out with my bf but hes not even in the fucking city rn#so the best i can do it be like when you get back NEXT WEEK i need to talk to you#and then sit with that feel miserable because i cant actually DO anything#i need to talk about this stuff so fucking bad but the only way to resolve it is to talk to him#and i want to do it in person because ljke its a really emotional thing and i need to be THERE#so ive just been fucked UP fr#and because im so tired all my anxieties just get 100000x worse#so im too scred to sleep#i have to either be so exhausted i cannot stay awake anymore or focused kn something JUST calm enough that im not engaged in it really BUT#also not thinking about any of my fears and worries#which is so fucking hard to pull off
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