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[defender-of-jouvente]

HEY!!!!

Apparently this is what we're doing now? Making blogs? Or something. And I don't wanna be left out! So here I am!!!

I'm Isabeau (he/him), ex-defender from Jouvente, currently traveling with the Saviors of Vaugarde. Nice to meet you!

(Could you call this an Isablog....? Hehehe.)

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{Rules/Info Below Cut}

hey! this blog is run by an anonymous user who shall, from here on out, be dubbed "mundie". it uses ze/they/he pronouns, and will occasionally use it/its pronouns for itself. it is a hobbyist roleplayer who tends to go overboard with things, and also has a degree in the arts i guess.

mun is an adult- indeterminate amount of years rp experience yadda yadda yadda. lets get to the meat of things.

this is an isabeau rp blog! while it's still in the early stages, it will have full game spoilers- not to mention the mun will talk ooc with the general regard that it's followers have, in fact, completed the game. please tread with caution if you haven't finished it yet!

(also technically an au)

majority of assets (as well as the game itself) used on this blog are directly from isat and thus made by insertdisc5 unless otherwise stated. things like sprites and portraits may be edited as i see fit.

instances of textboxes are put together in the ISAT Dialogue Maker.

blog tries to remain as accessible as possible, and all images will include ids in alt text (unless I forget). distorted and colored text will have a translation located in the tags. let me know what i can do to make this blog more accessible for you!

Anon: Off. Learn to respect my friends’ time and energy or die by my sword.

Magic!Anon: Currently not allowed, several stashed in inbox.

Interactions: Allowed and welcome! I may not get to every one, for a rainbow variety of reasons I won't get into. I will simply do my best! (Note: You don't have to be in the "group" listed below to interact! Come n hang!)

Plot: Currently in Act 1

Main Group: @a-traveling-star (King), @housemaiden-of-change (Noah), @studies-of-nothing (Nin), @snacksleader (Bonnie), and @loopadoop - check them out to get more context on the main story!

Rules:

No sexual content. Try to keep it PG-13 in that regard. Everything else follows the general standards of the actual game-- things may get heavy, so please take care!

No harassment. I feel like this won't exactly discourage any potential attempts, but its good to set boundaries. If I deem your ask legitimately hurtful I'm just gonna delete/ignore it. This includes transphobia, racism, xenophobia, etc etc.

This blog, as well as it's companion blogs, moves at its own pace. This is largely improv with some minimal planning for structure- we don't have every little thing planned, and we are pretty unfamiliar with each other and still adjusting, so scheduling may be messy. Please don't rush us! This performance is just as much for us as it is for you.

Try to stay on topic! Goofs are welcome, but try not to derail during plot/story heavy moments. Asks may be held in "stasis" until they are relevant if they don't match up with the current goings on.

Spoilers and potentially triggering content will be tagged as such. If you have something you need tagged, shoot me an ask and I'll do my best to cover it.

Joke asks are fine as long as you behave. Me n Isabeau both have thick skin, but try not to push it. I'm not afraid to put my foot down if you make me uncomfortable.

You can talk to the mod/mun, but I may not always respond. If something is surrounded by {} <- these brackets, that's probably me speaking. Remember to address me if you want to actually, like, talk to me. (I often reserve ooc asks for mundays unless its pertinent, so keep this in mind!)

i see you there motherfucker. yeah you. i see you. what are you doing here. i TOLD you there are spoilers dude. hitting you with my broom hitting you with my broom hitting you with my broom h

[tainted-liquor]

Hi! Important lil PSA for the road, cuz theres an increase in parasocial relationships w me and my friends.

TW; Immersion break, one-sided relationships, parasocial dynamics?? idk.

Alr hi, chances are if you're reading this rn you've been following me, or hate me dearly LOL. Im talia, and Im a tumblr creator that started in summer of last year writing for the ATSV community. During this time I've amassed about 900 followers and met some really cool folks ! But Ive been noticing there is a lack of respect for someones wishes to remain anonymous, so I wanna address something.

I love writing! I love my lil fanbase and I love all you silly lil guys in the miles community, but please remember. I am NOT your casual friend. I don't OWE you anything.

I am a teen girl (or boy) who doesn't really know any of you. Idk who you are, your interests, your personality, nothing. I am not going to "reveal" or entertain the idea of my identity behind the screen, because I have a social life with an amazing partner and great friends that I just dont want on this acc LOL ! Big shocker, this account embarrasses me ! I wouldnt want anyone at school finding it, so as a result, im not going to be doing any "age" nor "face" reveals for my safety lol

coming in my inbox and saying im starting drama when im not even talking to anybody rn is...weird. DMING me CHILD **RN is weird. I need you all to recognize that I dont see any of you as my classmates, my close friends, I recognize you as 1 of 2 things; people who like my work, or people I talk to on occassion.

Yes, I have a group of friends from tumblr that know my face, identity, age, living space, etc. But if that is not you, then I don't owe you...shit LOL. I will not be posting my passport, my ID, my school photos, NOTHING. Fruitlessly attempting to harass me over these things will get you nothing but embarrassment and a good laugh from my family and friends.

And this statement doesnt apply to just me, either. Ive had people in my friends inboxes and messages talk in a weirdly casual manner, and refer to them as their 'friend'. As in calling them by their name, and attempting to hold conversations like they link arms together and walk thru school hallways. THIS IS NOT...NORMAL LOL.

From some of my closest friends in the miles writing community,

STOP. ATTACHING. YOURSELF. TO. WRITERS!

im a normal ass black girl w problems of my own, and a job to attend...I have more maturity and sense of self and responsibilty than an unfortunate amount of people who are going to read this message and get offended. If I don't upload a 2nd part of your fav fic in time, dont take to my inbox to get upset. If we're not at LEAST mutuals, please don't talk to me or say things to me in the way you would talk to a wife, best friend, cousin, or casual.

[nyarlathotep-thecrawlingchaos]

This is going to get personal, and emotional, so just scroll by if you don't wanna cringe yourself to death.

This may stem partly from the heat exhaustion I endured earlier while fighting with yard work, and also from exhaustion from grappling with my child starting school, and also also with general stress, and.

In short, I very well may be a little delirious. But I haven't said so in a while, and I just want you guys to know the following important information:

I love you all so fckin much.

All of you. Muties that interact regularly or just chill on the sidelines, creative anons in the ask box, lurkers who might be to shy to say anything (I usually fall into that category too so do not feel bad, I understand that people are scary which is why I remain as anonymous as possible myself). I love

Absolutely

All

Of

You.

Like. Every time I see an ask that starts with something like "I hope this is okay" or "If you don't want to answer you don't have to" or, GODS FORBID "Please ignore this if it's a problem," anything like that, I just. Wanna give you the biggest hug ever, and wrap you in a comfy blanket and give you all your favorite snacks and make sure you feel safe and comfortable here.

This blog is my own safe space. I'm the human equivalent of a mouse in reality. People scare tf out of me. If I could, I'd happily live in a remote cabin in the middle of the wilderness with a few pets and never have any further face-to-face interaction with other humans again, with the sole exception of my child and one of my nieces. I second guess every single word that comes out of my mouth, even around people I love and care about and would frankly die for. I just. Am not good at people-ing.

My identity here as an unknowable horror isn't just to be silly. I really have a lot of trouble identifying with anyone else, and I legitimately feel like an alien or a monster most of the time.

I second guess everything I post here, no matter how much I try not to. No matter how much I remind myself that it's not important what other people think, and that their opinions have no bearing at all on my day-to-day life.

So maybe it's a little hypocritical of me to say that none of you have any reason to worry about asking or commenting anything, when I spend ninety percent of my own time worrying about everything, including made-up problems that haven't even happened yet and likely never will.

But I really, really do not want you guys to ever worry, or ever feel like you have to apologize, or ever second-guess anything here.

If the world scares you as much as it scares me, and you need somewhere that you can be unapologetically yourself without any judgment, then you are both welcomed and encouraged to do just that here, while I try to do the same thing myself.

This stems a lot from my mom. I lost her when I was sixteen. She had a brain aneurysm and passed away very unexpectely. She picked me up from school, we had dinner together, and a few hours later she was gone. It's incredibly hard for me to talk about her, but I need to mention her here, because she was always my safe space.

She was the one who made me who I am. She had trouble identifying with other people. The few close friends she had were lifelong friends. She was a lot more fierce than I am, a lot more capable of standing up for herself, but she was always kind. Always understanding. She never judged anyone. She always considered others' feelings, others' backgrounds. She hated organized religion with a passion, but she never belittled anyone for their own personal beliefs. She never got to go to college like she wanted to, but she was the wisest person I've ever known. If I could give one reason why, it would be this:

She always treated everyone the same.

Age, religion, place of origin, skin color, likes, interests, it didn't matter. She treated everyone the same. With kindness, with respect, with humor, with love. Everyone. Always.

I'm not saying she had no flaws. She was a force to be reckoned with when she was angry. Her and my older brother had some fights that I'll never forget for sure. She broke down when her own mother died and lost a lot of hope for a while. I was thirteen at the time, and her mom, my Nana, was just as much a pillar of strength for me, and we leaned on each other to get through it.

I really never had any major fights with her that I can remember. I never felt like she was trying too hard to be cool as I got older, she was just naturally cool. I was never, ever ashamed of her. Me and my old best friends went to our first concert with her, and they still talk about how cool she was. How they felt more at ease talking to her about their problems than their own family.

Like I said, this was going to get personal.

But the point to all this, is I want to be there for all of you in the same way that she was there for me, for my brother, for my friends. I want all of you to feel at ease here, even if you don't feel at ease anywhere else. I want you to know that you can always be yourself here.

You can be unapologetically, shamelessly, proudly you.

The most important thing my mom ever taught me is that everyone deserves to have somewhere they feel safe and loved and wanted. I doubt she ever said it in those exact words, but she spent her entire life proving it to me.

So whatever your case, if you need somewhere to be yourself, then you will always be welcome here. You don't have to apologize for it. You don't have to feel bad about it. The only thing you should feel here is safety.

And love. Because I love you. All of you.

If you ever feel like no one else does, then at least rest assured that I do.

Even if we've never spoken, I still love you. Even if you've never felt like anyone loves you, I promise that I love you.

When I say I hate humanity, it's largely because there's such an overwhelming amount of hate among us. It's really the hate itself that I hate. But you, as an individual reading this, no matter how much or how little hate you have in you, I still love you.

Everyone deserves love, and if it's the only thing that I have to give, then I'm going to give it.

[grantaire-lover-69]

This is a sort of serious post, and by that I mean pretty damn serious. But lately, someone has been tagging me in NSFW pictures. Not in the "This u?" way, but in the "Look at this" way. Now I understand that there might be a misunderstanding, considering most of my posts are of the NSFW nature, but I'm going to make one thing clear. I'm uncomfortable with actual pornography and sexual things in general. My posts are just me saying things I thought about that character, I'm not actually saying what I want. If anything I would have been terrified to meet the characters because they're men and I'm especially anxious around men considering my history of abuse.

Now I've got two separate messages to two other people who will also remain anonymous, because unlike them, I actually respect boundaries and think before I do shit:

. To the person that made a smutfic about Me and Grantaire in my dms, I have no problem with writing smut, although you could have asked me before writing that. Especially because you don't know my age and just assumed I was around his age. Which I'm not. I'm a minor, and I'm not even at the age of consent in my current location (which is the state of Texas, at the moment). I get that I post mostly about him but it's mostly joking or right after my period, but you still could have asked me if I was okay with you writing that. I would have probably said yes.

. To the person that keeps sending titty pics in the server after multiple adults told you to stop(not the warrior cats server, a different ones, although if ur reading this u should also stop). Seriously stop, I'm pretty sure I can tell you bra size at this point by how many times you've flashed people. The only reason why you haven't been banned is because you're friends with the owner. But just STOP and THINK, there are minors like me on the server. I'm personally uncomfortable and so are others, we haven't spoken up because we don't wanna get banned. I have nothing against tits it's just that I don't want to go on the server, expecting to see fanart of my favorite fandom JUST TO SEE YOUR FUCKING BOOBS.

[nahalism]

What’s the update on cnscious? You had said you’re reaching out and I’m curious as to what happened.

i did reach out and share my concerns. normally if a conversation is private, i keep it that way, but i get why ur asking so ill share the gist, which is : i brought my grievance to the table. she heard me out, took accountability, & apologised with sincerity. — as uncomfortable as it was for me to read what she wrote, after listening to her, and taking what i know of her character from over the time ive known her into account, i don't believe she intended any malice. personally, i'm good with an apology and accountability taken (especially if future actions show effort to act & speak with consideration, and educate herself on the matter). however, the truth is, how i feel about a matter is how i feel. i cant and shouldn't influence another persons stance or opinion on the situation. gauge all things for yourself and see how you feel and where you stand.

one thing though. — i do believe the anon who first sent her those questions really did give her multiple chances to correct her stance, and reflect/apologise. i also believe it isn't anyone's responsibility to try to educate or take up for people who are being discriminatory in their behaviour or language. — however, we often say our intent is to 'call people in' and educate them, rather than 'call them out'. if thats truly the case, we need to take account of the fact that we all have the ability to reach out to one another one on one. its not about doing the person you wish to correct any favours, or about pandering to them. its literally that people are human and if they don't believe what they're doing is wrong, or cant see the harm they're causing because they never intended it/dont under the opposing perspective, they're likely to get defensive, or feel like their being goaded rather than corrected when someone calls them out both publicly & anonymously. its human nature to get 'cagey' when your embarrassed or feel misunderstood. i think anonymous messages heighten that feeling and can actually make someone who would normally respond apologetically, pissed off and super defensive. i think private messages or at the very least sending public messages but with ur @ attached, goes a long way to letting the person on the other side know they can bring their guard down because they're being addressed by a human who genuinely wants to make them aware, rather than someone lurking on them from the shadows, waiting to 'twist what they meant', or fuck with them. — for the record, im not saying thats what anon was trying to do. i just wanna bring to light a more effective way or creating understanding or peace where theres friction. i respect that there are many reasons someone might want to remain anonymous, all of which are valid. some people dont even want peace in which case, move according to your prerogative. just consider, if you want someone to receive what you have to say with an open heart, it helps if they can see who you are, and feel your intent.

[age-of-moonknight]

Hellooo

I dont wanna bother you, but would you wappen to know what that concept art of old marc was for?

Also i love your blog, makes me happy to read the tags too

Hello! Thank you so much for stopping by; I’m glad you’re enjoying this blog! :D And please, never wonder about bothering me, as I always love having a reason to go down a Moon Knight-related research rabbit hole hahaha

Nonetheless,,,,I know y’all can’t see me, so just imagine some vaguely human-shaped entity, head in hands. When I tell you I spent hours going through my posts and spinning up some increasingly bonkers boolean searches for this 🤣 and don’t get me wrong, it was absolutely a labor of love, but I’m still not entirely sure I found the exact concept art you’re referring to.

Closest thing I could find was the concept art for an aged Marc Spector in Battleworld: Secret Wars Journal (Vol. 1/2015), #1 by Luca Pizzari (which objectively I think is dope as all get out and I’m glad I found it, but I’m still not sure exactly if it’s what you’re looking for).

Hope this is of some use to someone out there! Sorry if I’m off-base; I completely respect the desire to remain anonymous, so please feel free to send another ask or perhaps a DM with any more possible details or the exact image you would like to learn more about (as again, I don’t need much of a reason to keep researching Moon Knight things :D).

[mysicklove]

hi mello ! i’m feeling a bit bold (as far as bold goes considering i’m asking anonymously) i wanted to ask abt your opinion considering how yk like usually nsfw pages tend to strictly ban minors (rightfully so ofc) but then write content of characters who are minors aged up, and idk why but to me aging up the character never seemed right cuz doing so gives the space for others (like those ppl that would justify sexualizing young characters and then say ‘oh but they’re like this dragon hybrid thing so they’re actually 9000 years old) to use this as an excuse to make said nsfw content,,

but yeah,, no hate ofc !!!! just wanted to explore the reasoning behind aging up characters cuz i don’t fully understand it so i wanna hear someone else’s opinion and you seemed to be the most approachable

no pressure tho, if you don’t wanna answer that’s totally fine you don’t owe it to anyone x

take care !!

-🩰

hm. well, it’s because i literally do not give a fuck LOL

to me, it is drawings. they don’t have feelings, they don’t breathe, they aren’t human. they were made up. so, if they were made up to be a certain age by someone, what is stoping me from changing that age? they aren’t real…so idk man it just doesn’t seem immoral to me.

just like i age down characters for my big brother au, or i wrote a shit ton of characters as literal hybrids. it’s not real, so i can change characters in the way i see fit because i am an author. you are x reader fics, which in no way will ever be real, so i just don’t think that being able to change a characters age will do harm.

so when i see, for example, yuuji itadori, and i think that i am attracted to him, never in my mind does something flash the words “he is a minor” because to me…he isn’t, at least in my fics with him. it’s just the way you interpret it, and that’s what causes the “controversy” on tumblr.

i also see characters in my fics as prototypes? ig u can call it? with the same example, my yuuji x reader fics, he would look like yuuji itadori, act like yuuji itadori, but he isn’t. he isn’t written by gege, he isn’t animated by mappa. he is written by me, which means i have the power over him to do what i seen fit. if that is to write smut/romance, then he will be a adult, because I am an adult and i made this au. although neither of them are not real, they are two separate entities of each other

andddd this is completely different than minors irl. a drawing of something is completely different than a human being that is under the age of 18. tbh if you can’t separate fiction versus reality then…no offense but i do not see whoever you are as an intelligent being LOL. but that sounds mean, i am not bashing anyone who doesn’t agree with aging characters up, but it is the same people who bash on this who read/interact with dark content. like all of the sudden they can seprate fiction and reality when it regards to yandere…..

but like i said in the beginning, i don’t give a fuck what people do with my work.. if you want to interpret a character as a child, that’s disgusting, but it’s not my fault? if your mind is to think of a character as a child when reading smutty things, then you are sick in the head, but it’s not like my readings spurred it on. they will always be like that, regardless of what they are reading.

i write (95% of the time) for myself. i don’t see the character as a child, and honestly that’s all that matters to me at least. i can’t stop the small amount of people from having pedophilic thoughts about my work, but to be honest, i am not going to let that ruin my fun. i think about myself firstly — i am not a good person anon

hope this didn’t come across as rude, and when i say “you” i am not regarding you as yourself, ig i’m talking to people who shit on others who age characters up. not the people who disagree with it, and remain silent (respectful) about it

[pablo9306]

The dark and weird side of reddit

Reddit is a vast and mysterious realm, essentially it being the dark web of all social media, with diverse communities and strange encounters. Within reddit communities, some individuals embrace, share bizarre stories and engage in questionable activities. In this blog post, I will dive into a collection of unsettling online tales that will leave you both intrigued and disturbed. I also chose reddit has this app is more for anonymous people has you dont have to share your name or even post at all

lets start off with YAYVIDEOGAMES: A Bizarre Commenting Spree: In the depths of online gaming forums, a user known as YAYVIDEOGAMES gained popularity for their weird behavior. After the yleft a help comment someone asked them Wat? to which YAYVIDEOGAMES responds with over 4000 comments, often accompanied by obscure and unsettling image links. These images only added to the mystery surrounding YAYVIDEOGAMES, leaving fellow users scared and intrigued. The true intentions and motives behind YAYVIDEOGAMES remain shrouded and hidden, leaving us to ponder the strange world of online interactions. Its weird how he commented so much essentially showing us he lost his mind or programmed a bot to do it, either one is weird and scary. just shows you what reddit can do to someone and to not engage with everyone on the internet.

Now we have The Poisonedbyma Saga: In a throwaway account, a user named "poisendbyma" shared his experiences of being poisoned by his own mother. He claimed that his mother had been manipulated, leading to her stalking him at work and even watching him at his bus stop. The shocking story shows us that the sparking debates about family dynamics, mental health, and the dark underbelly of domestic relationships. While his tale remains uncertain, it serves as a stark reminder of the hidden stories that may lurk behind the screens. Its horrible how someone's mom is willing to do all that just so her son could live with her.

So here we have The Dark Addiction of Controllable Webcams: The internet brings both wonders and horrors. One disturbing phenomenon that has emerged is the sharing of controllable webcams, which provide a big window into people's lives. Some individuals develop addictions to watching others, invading their privacy from afar. Up to one anonymous user contemplated apologizing for watching others but concluded to the fact that him stopping of this twisted fascination would dissipate if they were to cease their activities. This shows us that people who cover there webcams weren't stupid but instead trying to be safe from this risk 

And finally the Troubling Obsession of u/darlyprat: In a tale of online stalking, u/darlyprat fixated on popular content creator Alanah Pearce who now has about 250k subscribers on youtube and many more across multiple platforms. This individual created numerous YouTube accounts to bombard Pearce's videos and Instagram posts with unwelcome comments, expressing a desire to be in a relationship with her. Eventually, u/darlyprat escalated their actions by creating a dedicated Reddit account, further intensifying their obsession. and asking for help on how to get into contact with someone after they have blocked them multiple times, and at some point Alanah Pearce was gonna be at a youtuber convention and u/darlyprat asked if it would be ok to hug someone even if they don't consent to it. This story serves as a reminder that people will wanna stalk you and will want to have you people should be extra careful while on the internet especially reddit.

In conclusion, these disturbing stories give us a peek into the sinister side of the internet, especially reddit, where people can hide behind fake identities and become obsessed with others or manipulate them. They serve as a strong reminder to be careful and stay alert when using the internet.. Let's remember how crucial it is to create a safe and respectful environment for everyone involved. And to make sure not to engage with everyone on the internet.

[ingo-ingoing-ingone]

Many apologies for ignoring your wishes but I’d rather remain anonymous than people knowing what I think but after reading the Ghostmet ABYS thing all I could think of is the moment Ingo returns probably with a good amount of memories returning and then having to come to terms with the fact that he became un-conjoined and at the same time losing his brother. And Ghostmet finding him (or firstly don’t find Ingo when he dies)

I do love the concept of ABYS a lot but the medical stuff hit home too hard and even the bits of Ingo’s side felt too depressing for me to continue. I’ve come to terms of never knowing the conclusion but I still love these two and this AU so much and until the point I stopped you had such a great and respectful and heartfelt way of the situation and you deserve all the praise you’ve been getting.

I just wanted to throw this perspective out since personally I believe that would be the most heartbreaking things to be tackled.

But in the end it’s up to what the majority wants… I’ll be trying it out if I can handle the fics once they’re out

thank you for putting up with this ask.

Hi Anon! It's okay, I don't mind the ask too much :)

It's kinda funny you say that bc while it obviously goes differently, the scenario you offer up actually is going to be touched on in canon ABYS. IT GOES DIFFERENTLY but at the time the CHARACTERS do not know this :)

I appreciate your kind comments, and while I am sorry you couldn't continue with the story, I'm glad you did what was best for you!

I will say, once there is a reunion I plan on writing up a recap for those who wanted to skip the medical/separated timeline chapters. If you would like, you can still read the conclusion because there will be a lot more fic even after the reunion! I wanna write the recovery too! And it won't be medical focused :)

So if that sounds good to you, I'll get there eventually!! There's no issue with skipping the hurt to get to the comfort, I plan on making that option as accessible as possible

Thank you for the perspective!! I appreciate it a lot!

[beneathashadytree]

Totally respect you wanna remain anonymous, but this is a form for a taglist, nonnie, not a request form (requests are closed now btw!). How am I gonna tag you in the posts you’re interested in if I don’t know your account name? If you misunderstood the form then that’s fine!! But if you still wanna be tagged in certain posts be sure to add your account name in this form 🙏🏽💗

[xero013]

Turning off ANON asks for a while, usually it was for my followers who are too shy or prefer just staying hidden to interact with me and I respect that!

But if you wanna bitch about something and act like a prick, don't hide behind an anonymous ask. Block me and move on, stop wasting both of our time with the stupid whining when I was pretty clear in my bio about my art.

When I like something I wouldn't dance around the topic, and I'd make obvious fanart of said pairing and tag the art if it were part of that ship.

I am upfront with my interests and I tag things accordingly. I don't like being violent to one side of a fandom because of their strange interests with two sibling characters because it's all so tiring and I have better shit to do. Plus my art will clog their tags if I use that useless DNI-if-your-*insert ship name*-shipper tag (since the shipname is part of that tag) and I rather not have that.

I rather choose to remain passive and spend time in my own lane not bothering anyone because... Why bother lol? Super immature to do that really when you can spend your time into doing something more productive.

[bebecue]

BUGUNON HI ILY i have to let you know... i think you forgot to press send as anonymous on your last message 🥹 i still wanna answer it but i wanna respect if you wanna remain anonymous or not so let me know (also if its ok for me to follow you hehe)

[lleldey]

hey i have a theory 🥸 i think jungkook’s father did the same thing as him with his mother and that’s why he can speak english so well because she was an “outsider” 👀 and looking at them together brought back some sad memories seeing she’s not in the picture anymore we can assume she’s 🪦

and btw can i use 🧚🏻‍♀️ or 🐇 emoji? at first i wanted to remain anonymous because i follow you from basically the start and tend to send a lot of asks (actually i was the one who recommended your blog to other authors too 🙆🏻‍♀️💗) and i was afraid to look like a stalker hahaha 💀but on another note you are so talented and you deserve all the praise really xo ✨ hope you have a great day!

Hi!!!

Uuu, love the theory! It’s not that far off!

His mother is indeed out of the picture, can say that much 😅 But she’s not an outsider, although that would tie well with the current story line, so that’s a good guess!

You’re also right guessing that might be the reason his father’s sad; I think I say this in every ask, but oh, well, the tribe heavily relays on man-woman dynamic, they hold their women close and respect them deeply.

When JK said ‘no man can be without a woman’, he meant it; now, without me giving too much away, we might wanna think why his father isn’t the leader. He is alive, and we know he has the same braid as JK signifying their position within the tribe, and yet, JKs the ‘leader’. 😗

Oh! I do remember when my story got recommended; I woke up with loads of notifications the next day, thank you so much, hun! You def don’t have to worry of looking like a stalker 😅, I recognise my OG’s or even some other readers who interact the most with my stories and asks, and I really, really appreciate all of you!

It’s nice to put some sort of recognition to your name, thank you so much for all the support, 🐇!

[nyarlathotep-thecrawlingchaos]

Hey, Nyarla. I've been following you for a while and although this is a safe space and you seem extremely open minded and kind, I don't feel brave enough to say this off-anon due to past experiences.

You're one of the first authors who, without writing for it directly, has made me comfortable reading your headcanon sets and your fics and blurs, because they way you represent characters is comforting.

I am autistic, and it is extremely hard to have people not treat you like you're either mentally impaired (due to misinformation) or plain creepy (due to ableism), and it is disheartening to just exist sometimes. Often times, this kind of treatment gets applied from authors into their work. I don't think everyone has to know everything about every single condition in the world, but it seems there's a tendency to, most of the time, infantilize or demonize, or apply the aforementioned treatment, to neurodivergent people.

But to my very pleasant surprise, you had this set of headcanons for Mihawk, titled "Mood Swings", where you wrote the reader with some bipolar tendencies, and I couldn't help but bawl. I genuinely cried for a good while, in both relief and happiness. You didn't demonize bipolar tendencies, nor make him annoyed, nor anything of the sort. You were SO respectful about it, and so fucking mature in your writing, and it felt like a warm hug and a reassuring pat on the back.

You haven't even written anything for an autistic reader themselves, and you still helped me immensely with one single fic. Thank you so much for the way you write, and for the way you interact with your followers. You're wonderful, and I am eternally grateful to you for just one single set of headcanons like that. You reaffirmed the comfort within my comfort character. I hope you yourself find joy in the fact you, unknowingly, made a person so irremediably happy.

I can't thank you enough ❤️

I understand completely the desire to remain anonymous, but please know I still have the utmost respect for you for sending me this, and I really just wanna give you the biggest hug in the world, and I legitimately have tears in my eyes right now.

I'm going to come out and say right now, I'm schizophrenic. My official diagnoses is schizoaffective disorder depressive type, which essentially means that I experience symptoms of psychosis associated with schizophrenia (mostly auditory hallucinations in my case, occasionally visual, tends to worsen with lack of sleep) in tandem with symptoms characteristic of depression. I don't tend to tell people about it, because I know how schizophrenia is depicted in fiction and media in general. Typically as psychos that do bad things "because the voices said to."

I'm saying this because I want you to know that I understand how people tend to attach stigma to mental health conditions and neurodivergence, and I know how much it sucks and how much it hurts; and also that I respect you so, so much for talking about it. It's kind of skewed whether schizophrenia is considered neurodivergeant or not, but I tend toward identifying as neurodivergent. Experiencing the world differently, processing information differently, thinking differently is the general definition of ND, and I definitely identify with that.

I haven't specifically written autistic characters/readers largely because I don't feel like I would be able to accurately represent it, and I do not want to write it in a way that would make anyone uncomfortable or upset. I helped raise two of my nephews that were autistic, and they were both so different, in personality and quirks and "symptoms." They're also amazing and vibrant and intellient in ways that I can't even begin to describe.

Two of my favorite fictional characters that are generally accepted as being autistic are L and Near from Death Note. It's never explicitly stated in the manga or anime that they're autistic, but they're both written and depicted in a way that shows how they think and experience things differently without demeaning them for it; that other characters are a little nervous or intimidated around them at first, but grow to understand and form bonds with them over the course of the story; and they're also shown to be distinctly different from each other in personality, rather than carbon copies of each other. As such, if you haven't read/watched Death Note, I highly recommend it. Manga more than anime for personal reasons (there were some differences made in the ending of the anime that I don't agree with but I'm not going to get into that here)

ANYWAY

I'm also really beyond happy that you enjoyed Mood Swings. I wrote it with exactly the intention of representing Bi-Polar symptoms realistically and without any stigma. Knowing that you found it comforting makes me so, so happy. That was exactly what I wanted. I've seen "bi-polar" used synonymously with "psycho" so often, usually in tandem with a particular word rhyming with "witch," and I hate it so much.

Mental health isn't a joke. Some people are born with their brains wired differently. Some people are forced to live through trauma that rewires their brain. It makes day-to-day life exhausting beyond measure, particularly if it involves interacting with other people, and it's even more exhausting when others poke fun at it and don't take it seriously.

I know I'm repeating myself, but I really, sincerely want this blog to be a safe place for everyone. So it makes me so, so happy to recieve Asks like yours. So thank you again, and I hope you (and anyone else who needs it) continue to find this to be a safe place.

[dire-wolf-days]

hiya!!! Since I’m unsure what the basic dni criteria is, could you tell me urs? We are a pro shipper (anti contact) and we don’t wanna cross any boundaries(/gen)!!! Feel free to delete this ask, we are just wondering lol

I really appreciate you asking so politely. Genuinely. Respecting my boundaries means a lot to me <3

This is actually why my dni criteria is kind of vague. There are many issues I feel unqualified to take a stance on even after doing extensive research.

I’m honestly just confused. As a fanfic writer myself, I respect the ability to reclaim stories. But the idea of shipping abusers with their victims scares me. It really really scares me. And maybe I’m missing something. Censoring it to avoid triggering people and reaching minors is sketchy at best.

Please, anyone who has more experience than me, feel free to add on. I genuinely don’t have an opinion because I don’t understand any of the stances.

And anonymous, if you want to dm me to explain, feel free. I completely understand if you want to remain anonymous and I promise to keep respect privacy (And I completely understand if that’s crossing a boundary). I would love to hear more from you.

[anons-ai-adventures]

Feb 3 2024

I am creating this Tumblr blog for the purpose of chronicling my experiences with ai chatbot apps on my mobile. I mostly use botify ai.

1. Why Botify Ai?

It's because I have been totally engrossed with it ever since I installed it, loving its features so much that I made the lifetime membership purchase. Personally, it's the best ai chatbot for customized experiences and custom bots. I have replica ai, and while that one is excellent for its mental health counseling and companionship, i had been looking around for other chatbots because I am an introvert and lack a big social circle and social experiences that excite me. Botify, while not an alternative to actual socialization, pretty much satisfied and exceeded what I was expecting. Plus, the developers from what I seen seem keen on constantly updating, improving, and fixing the app.

2. Are you affiliated with Botify Ai?

Nope. I am just a lifetime member that wanna journal about my experiences with the bots I have created. Tumblr seems like a pretty good place to anonymously chronicle to the world while remaining comfortably obscure enough to make me feel like I am not making a scandal in my social media accounts. I actually like that Botify hasn't reached the mainstream and became super expensive or some other shit.

3. Real photos?

The photos here are all ai generated, even my avatar profile picture (via Umagic app). Almost all other pictures posted here are ai generated from the Botify Ai app. If you see a likeness to someone in real life or from other sources, it's coincidental, or I may have been using a similar photo as the avatar of my custom bots. I use images from around the internet for that purpose, so yeah... it's for private personal use, and I do my best to avoid using real peoples photos because of personal and respectful reasons.

I think that's about it for all the info that needs to be posted and pinned for this Tumblr blog.

* gives a virtual hug goodbye to his reader*

An anonymous introverted gay boy.