#i relate to the feeling like u are dressing up an ugly duckling thing

[punkitt-is-here]

Hi! As a trans guy you look about like I did when I still thought I was cis. In fact you look better cause you're not trying to be something you're not, you're being you!! It always makes me really happy to see trans women just like, enjoying 'being a girl,' as it was something that made me constantly feel like I was some sort of ugly duckling and often tried to 'dress up' to compensate/get along with my peers. Seeing trans women just wear what the fuck ever and call it a day makes me so happy, cause I think that message would have made younger me happy too. Also it makes me happy because you seem to know what to do with your hair and oh my god if I could go back in time I'd tell kid me to stop brushing the dang stuff with a comb meant for people with straight hair, like, it's frizzy all the time cause you're Brushing It Too Much, Kid!

Haha, I bet in that case you probably look similar to how I did when I was cis! I hope you enjoy it, always happy to see people wear what I left behind well. :> it brings me so much joy there's trans dudes out there because even if I'm not a guy anymore, other people wanna be! And they get to enjoy what I could not!!! Rock on dude thank u for the kind words :]

[cirillafionaelenriannon]

for the character thing: yennefer, geralt, chloe, ellie, riley, max, and mercy

hey eleanor i want you to know that i love you so much for putting up with my continous ranting about the witcher like ? i love you? so much???? 

(theres a lot to read so fair warning)

1. yennefer

sexuality headcanon: straight? maybe bisexual? i’m not sure. otp: yennefer and geralt!!! brotp: i know she’s her mother but ciri and yennefer. or yennefer and dandelion. notp: idk i just want her to be happy. first headcanon that pops into my head: yennefer is very upset when she finds out that ciri prefers orange juice over apple juice and doesnt talk to her for 3 days. favorite line from this character: honestly the entire letter that yennefer sends to geralt with her just repeating the ‘dear friend’ sentence over and over is Gold. also yennefer calling ciri her ugly duckling. one way in which i relate to this character: angry ™ thing that gives me second hand embarrassment about this character: nothing lmao. cinnamon roll or problematic fave?: neither.

2. geralt

sexuality headcanon: same as yennefer otp: yennefer and geralt!!! brotp: the entire hansa! notp: geralt and triss i guess first headcanon that pops into my head: geralt’s insecure. it’s canon but,,still. favorite line from this character: i have so many! “i cant just leave her to her fate…she’s completely alone. she cannot be left alone dandelion. you’ll never understand that.” that or his line about how he wants to show yennefer the sky. one way in which i relate to this character: acts like has has no feelings. thing that gives me second hand embarrassment about this character: everytime geralt opens his mouth.,. cinnamon roll or problematic fave?: he’s a mix of both. 

3. chloe

sexuality headcanon: LESBIAN!!! otp: i really like amberprice but im good with pricefield + pricemarsh brotp: kate and chloe notp: idk? chloe with anyone but girls? first headcanon that pops into my head: can drink an entire jug of milk faster than u can say ‘chloe no’  favorite line from this character: ‘its nice rachel we’re having’ one way in which i relate to this character: fear of abandonment, overwhelmed by the presence of girls. thing that gives me second hand embarrassment about this character: when she argues with the bouncer at the old mill,,,,gh cinnamon roll or problematic fave?: CINNAMON ROLL!!!!!!!!!

4. ellie 

sexuality headcanon: BABY LESBIAN!!!!!!!! otp: RELLIE brotp: ELLIE AND HAPPINESS notp: ELLIE WITH ANYONE BUT GIRLS first headcanon that pops into my head: JOKINGLY GETS A SWEAR JAR BUT REGRETS IT QUICKLY AND ALSO HAS ADHD favorite line from this character: “don’t go” one way in which i relate to this character: really wants a dad, can’t focus on anything, loves puns, really gay, short + angry thing that gives me second hand embarrassment about this character: literally nothing. cinnamon roll or problematic fave?: baby cinnamon roll.

5. riley

sexuality headcanon: LESBIAN otp: RELLIE brotp: RILEY AND LIFE notp: riley with anyone but girls. first headcanon that pops into my head: huge fan of 80′s pop + rock, secretly a romantic, absolutely adores ellie favorite line from this character: “i’m gay” (she says it with her eyes) one way in which i relate to this character: really really loves ellie, angry tm, wants to be important, big fan of video games, loves carousels. thing that gives me second hand embarrassment about this character: nothing really! cinnamon roll or problematic fave?: CINNAMON. 

6. max

sexuality headcanon: a lesbian. otp: pricefield brotp: KATE AND MAX notp: max n victoria gehg first headcanon that pops into my head: listens to so much indie & folk music it physically pains ppl around her. absolutley loves the lumineers. favorite line from this character: “wowzer” one way in which i relate to this character: same dressing style (sometimes), loves photography, very shy, would Die for chloe price thing that gives me second hand embarrassment about this character: “wowzer” cinnamon roll or problematic fave?: CINNAMON ROLL.

7. mercy

sexuality headcanon: likes the girls otp: mercymaker? i haven’t really thought about it. brotp: mercy & tracer ? bcos ? my faves ? notp: idk first headcanon that pops into my head: only ever uses straws when drinking liquids, including coffee and refuses to eat with a spoon. favorite line from this character: “heroes never die” one way in which i relate to this character: is a healer. thing that gives me second hand embarrassment about this character: nothing! cinnamon roll or problematic fave?: CINNAMON ROLL.