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So I'm working on a lil oneshot-thats-no-longer-a-oneshot for Rae and Enderian, and I'm so excited but also the weather is so hot that I'm constantly nauseous and suffering
Writing block but not due to brain and rather other things sucks.
#i really want to write#i really do#but its so hot i struggle to breathe sometimes#anywya im slowly working on things#im so excited for it though#yall should be too /nf#its gonna be sad asf.#:]#me when i write :]#fable smp#fablesmp#fsmp#bee's writing tag#writing
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I have ideas???? But actually I have no ideas
Schrodinger's idea
#HHHHHHHHHHMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM#I want#I really want to write#Like so badly I can feel my bones vibrating#And I know I can is the thing#I'm perfectly capable of writing#But for some reason I just... can't#I'm so scared everything will be awful#I've been fighting with myself so much lately#I have had several times where I considered deleting everything#Which is a bad idea#Grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr#I'm biting and ripping and tearing and rending#None of my ideas are good :(#Sorry for complaining if anyone read this I just needed to get it out
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Throwing my various wips at my brain but nothing sticks
#writing woes#i really want to write#it's so frustrating that i can't#and i've been having sooo many doubts#all this time i tried to stay positive and consider myself at least a decent writer#now it's hard to keep thinking that#sorry i'm venting my insecurity here#it just helps to get it out#marti vents#delete later
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What if instead of writing my own fics I just obsess over other people's?
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Hi! music anon here. did u get my ask about the song rec 👉👈
Hi Anon, *waves* 😊
If you're talking about the "Breakfast" by Dove Cameron one, I only just saw it when I answered the heart anon. I have unfortunately been too ill to do so before. If you're one of the music requests sent in before that, I must inform you that I do not have access to any kind of iTunes or Spotify etc.😅 So I haven't been able to find all songs that I have seen come along.
♡ Due to my bad health, I cannot make promises when the next prompt fills will be on.♡ I write when I feel well enough to do so, but unfortunately, I seem to be going downhill despite treatment. I'll be focusing on prompts that inspire me in the moments when I feel well enough that I am able to write. ♡

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forgor to write again
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sorry
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hands up if you hate the feeling of wanting to write really bad but then you go to actually write and just stare at it for twenty minutes
#it's so frustrating#like i want to write#i really want to write#but i just keep staring at shit like what are words#ooc#tbd
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if anything, I���m blaming school.
there are two types of ao3 authors, the type that will post as they are being set on fire and the type that will post every two years.
#ao3#look school is setting me on fire… bruh#I really want to write#but the great fire of Rome is a pain in the ass now#and I need to know like 3 versions of ‘em.
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where can a gal find some fic promts
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also thinking of making a 1x1 blog??? or mayb an indie??? thinking Thoughts... . . .
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#gravity falls#stanley pines#stanford pines#stan twins#sea grunks#my art#incorrect quotes#comic#sketches#stan pines#ford pines#i’ve had this quote saved for so long#i now had the motivation to do it lol#sorry about the not really calligraphy calligraphy#i would use a font but i wanted to try and write it out
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I feel like we really lost something when we started looking at writing as a reader-centric product meant to appeal to the desires of a specific audience rather than a writer-centric approach of someone writes whatever particular thing particular compels them/whatever weird thing the demons in their head want to talk about, and people out there who are also compelled, and/or relate, find that writing. A lot of discussions of writing really center around what readers want rather than a writer's exploration. Sometimes as a reader I don't know what I want. I click on a fic or pick up a book I'm not sure about but that looks interesting, and I love it. Reading what I expect to get is it's own joy, but we always need to expand our horizons and not get mad at creators for not always writing what we want/expect.
#This applies to other media too#Like movies or TV or theater#Idk man like#It's a very the customer is always right attitude with books these days#And I think it has leaked into fic writing as well#People really get the “this isn't what I personally enjoyed” and “this thing is objectively bad” mixed up#Like people can leave whatever reviews they want on my books they paid for it#But I've had people who liked OFMD be like well I didn't like this because it wasn't OFMD#Well I didn't say it was did I?#And never forget that fic commenter I got who was like um I don't like that you had QuinObi in this but otherwise it was good#Ok???#KCrabb rambles#Writing things
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after watching several povs, there's something so striking about the way mumbo died.
he dies at home, first of all, which is notable in its own right because so much of his time was spent running about, usually in pursuit of kills. he dies with grian, too— to a thing grian created, no less, but it isn't actually grian's fault for once.
mumbo dies in that tall tower and when lightning strikes, from all across the server, everyone looks. their eyes land on that tower, and everyone is watching. even in grian's perspective, you can see everyone at renwood mound, lined up and staring. those at the bamlands looked on too.
they didn't see mumbo die, but they saw grian's grief. grian, who, throughout this season, has seemed cruel and untouchable to those outside of his circle due to his involvement with and knowledge of the wild cards. they watch grian immediately crumble under the weight of mumbo's death; several of them even explicitly comment, "look at grian, he's grieving, he's in mourning."
i like to think that, until that moment, grian was almost god-like in their minds; now, though, he's the quintessential concept of humanity. grief can be religious if you do it right, after all. even beyond the grian aspect though, isn't this just the most despairing omen of what's to come?
i mean, there's something about this image of a man fallen from grace, crying out as he holds the mangled corpse of his friend in the home they made together, high in the sky, on display for all the world to bear witness to. and the world did bear witness, be it with pity, horror, joy... it doesn't matter, because they saw.
the canary curse has been broken, but this was a fittingly foreboding, tone-setting image that did a stunning job filling its shoes
#wild life spoilers#life series spoilers#idk im not normal#i just really want someone to draw mumbo's death. im imagining it almost panel-wise?#like some panels of all the expressions on the onlookers' faces#plus of course the shot of mumbo#and a shot of grian#maybe both together.. idk im not an artist i just write#mumbojumbo#grian#trafficblr#wild life#life series#wlsmp#wild life smp#mumbo#watcher grian#technically#mumbo jumbo#waffle duo#watercolor words
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When Mabel comes out to Stan, she’s really scared that he’s going to reject her and have an issue with it, so she’s emotional and asks him if he still loves and supports her and he’s just like “??? Kid I’ve been telling you all summer I’m one of the LBTGs” and then it’s her turn to be like “wait what??” because she thinks he had never mentioned a sexuality before, and it turns out Stan had been constantly telling the kids that he’s “ambidextrous” because he thought it meant the same thing as bisexual.
#the twins just thought he was really proud of being able to write with both hands#I like to think that he suspected that Dipper & Mabel were queer all summer but he didn’t want to force them to come out to him#so he just casually drops in being ‘ambidextrous’ so they know they’re safe with him#and it was just a misunderstanding between them#they were both genuinely confused at the others’ reaction#gravity falls#gf#stanley pines#mabel pines
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because sometimes there are invisible tests and invisible rules and you're just supposed to ... know the rule. someone you thought of as a friend asks you for book recommendations, so you give her a list of like 30 books, each with a brief blurb and why you like it. later, you find out she screenshotted the list and send it out to a group chat with the note: what an absolute freak can you believe this. you saw the responses: emojis where people are rolling over laughing. too much and obsessive and actually kind of creepy in the comments. you thought you'd been doing the right thing. she'd asked, right? an invisible rule: this is what happens when you get too excited.
you aren't supposed to laugh at your own jokes, so you don't, but then you're too serious. you're not supposed to be too loud, but then people say you're too quiet. you aren't supposed to get passionate about things, but then you're shy, boring. you aren't supposed to talk too much, but then people are mad when you're not good at replying.
you fold yourself into a prettier paper crane. since you never know what is "selfish" and what is "charity," you give yourself over, fully. you'd rather be empty and over-generous - you'd rather eat your own boundaries than have even one person believe that you're mean. since you don't know what the thing is that will make them hate you, you simply scrub yourself clean of any form of roughness. if you are perfect and smiling and funny, they can love you. if you are always there for them and never admit what's happening and never mention your past and never make them uncomfortable - you can make up for it. you can earn it.
don't fuck up. they're all testing you, always. they're tolerating you. whatever secret club happened, over a summer somewhere - during some activity you didn't get to attend - everyone else just... figured it out. like they got some kind of award or examination that allowed them to know how-to-be-normal. how to fit. and for the rest of your life, you've been playing catch-up. you've been trying to prove that - haha! you get it! that the joke they're telling, the people they are, the manual they got- yeah, you've totally read it.
if you can just divide yourself in two - the lovable one, and the one that is you - you can do this. you can walk the line. they can laugh and accept you. if you are always-balanced, never burdensome, a delight to have in class, champagne and glittering and never gawky or florescent or god-forbid cringe: you can get away with it.
you stare at your therapist, whom you can make jokes with, and who laughs at your jokes, because you are so fucking good at people-pleasing. you smile at her, and she asks you how you're doing, and you automatically say i'm good, thanks, how are you? while the answer swims somewhere in your little lizard brain:
how long have you been doing this now? mastering the art of your body and mind like you're piloting a puppet. has it worked? what do you mean that all you feel is... just exhausted. pick yourself up, the tightrope has no net. after all, you're cheating, somehow, but nobody seems to know you actually flunked the test. it's working!
aren't you happy yet?
#almost wrote the champagne line as ''effervescent'' but legit could not write it without saying ''effervescent like a snail''#ah tumblr...#writeblr#warm up#idk . having trouble writing rn#ps i don't like to talk about it . it is my medical information. but before you ask. yes this is about being on the spectrum#i really don't like when ppl make my writing about how im [whatever ID]. i want it to ring true for the people who it rings true for#i don't want it to be like ''awwwww look at this person!!! she's the EXCEPTION!!! :)" .....#no.... not really.....#idk something gross happens whenever i admit to certain conditions and i turn into like inspiration p*rnography#like yes they actually let us use keyboards these days#furthermore i just... dont feel comfortable talking about this part of me. i had too bad of a childhood. adhd is one thing...#this one im like. still coming to terms with. which is like. my own journey.#idk. just please be kind. some things are more private than others. this one feels private to me.#i do not know how to help others w/this . and i do not know how to help myself. i will talk about it if im ever ready. idk if that will#actually ever happen#ty in advance i love u im kissing you we are kissing somewhere on the spectrum
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say it with me melvik pre series toxic situationship
#theyre enemies with benefits ok#MELVIK NATION HELLOOO#these were really quick i had to do it haha but i might render the shaded one idk i quite like itttt#idk what else to say im shy but hope this finds its people#pls someone write more fics of them but also i want them to be mean to each other ok#anyways#arcane#mel medarda#viktor arcane#melvik#lambiart#my art
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