#i really want to write

[the-sunbee]

So I'm working on a lil oneshot-thats-no-longer-a-oneshot for Rae and Enderian, and I'm so excited but also the weather is so hot that I'm constantly nauseous and suffering

Writing block but not due to brain and rather other things sucks.

[sophieswundergarten]

I have ideas???? But actually I have no ideas

Schrodinger's idea

[galaxywhump]

Throwing my various wips at my brain but nothing sticks

[smaller-than-a-cryptid]

What if instead of writing my own fics I just obsess over other people's?

[jokeringcutio]

Hi! music anon here. did u get my ask about the song rec 👉👈

Hi Anon, *waves* 😊

If you're talking about the "Breakfast" by Dove Cameron one, I only just saw it when I answered the heart anon. I have unfortunately been too ill to do so before. If you're one of the music requests sent in before that, I must inform you that I do not have access to any kind of iTunes or Spotify etc.😅 So I haven't been able to find all songs that I have seen come along.

♡ Due to my bad health, I cannot make promises when the next prompt fills will be on.♡ I write when I feel well enough to do so, but unfortunately, I seem to be going downhill despite treatment. I'll be focusing on prompts that inspire me in the moments when I feel well enough that I am able to write. ♡

[crheativity]

forgor to write again

mb

sorry

[whatsbehindthefacade]

hands up if you hate the feeling of wanting to write really bad but then you go to actually write and just stare at it for twenty minutes

[embluesky]

if anything, I’m blaming school.

there are two types of ao3 authors, the type that will post as they are being set on fire and the type that will post every two years.

[astrowarr]

after watching several povs, there's something so striking about the way mumbo died.

he dies at home, first of all, which is notable in its own right because so much of his time was spent running about, usually in pursuit of kills. he dies with grian, too— to a thing grian created, no less, but it isn't actually grian's fault for once.

mumbo dies in that tall tower and when lightning strikes, from all across the server, everyone looks. their eyes land on that tower, and everyone is watching. even in grian's perspective, you can see everyone at renwood mound, lined up and staring. those at the bamlands looked on too.

they didn't see mumbo die, but they saw grian's grief. grian, who, throughout this season, has seemed cruel and untouchable to those outside of his circle due to his involvement with and knowledge of the wild cards. they watch grian immediately crumble under the weight of mumbo's death; several of them even explicitly comment, "look at grian, he's grieving, he's in mourning."

i like to think that, until that moment, grian was almost god-like in their minds; now, though, he's the quintessential concept of humanity. grief can be religious if you do it right, after all. even beyond the grian aspect though, isn't this just the most despairing omen of what's to come?

i mean, there's something about this image of a man fallen from grace, crying out as he holds the mangled corpse of his friend in the home they made together, high in the sky, on display for all the world to bear witness to. and the world did bear witness, be it with pity, horror, joy... it doesn't matter, because they saw.

the canary curse has been broken, but this was a fittingly foreboding, tone-setting image that did a stunning job filling its shoes

[detentiontrack]

When Mabel comes out to Stan, she’s really scared that he’s going to reject her and have an issue with it, so she’s emotional and asks him if he still loves and supports her and he’s just like “??? Kid I’ve been telling you all summer I’m one of the LBTGs” and then it’s her turn to be like “wait what??” because she thinks he had never mentioned a sexuality before, and it turns out Stan had been constantly telling the kids that he’s “ambidextrous” because he thought it meant the same thing as bisexual.

[inkskinned]

because sometimes there are invisible tests and invisible rules and you're just supposed to ... know the rule. someone you thought of as a friend asks you for book recommendations, so you give her a list of like 30 books, each with a brief blurb and why you like it. later, you find out she screenshotted the list and send it out to a group chat with the note: what an absolute freak can you believe this. you saw the responses: emojis where people are rolling over laughing. too much and obsessive and actually kind of creepy in the comments. you thought you'd been doing the right thing. she'd asked, right? an invisible rule: this is what happens when you get too excited.

you aren't supposed to laugh at your own jokes, so you don't, but then you're too serious. you're not supposed to be too loud, but then people say you're too quiet. you aren't supposed to get passionate about things, but then you're shy, boring. you aren't supposed to talk too much, but then people are mad when you're not good at replying.

you fold yourself into a prettier paper crane. since you never know what is "selfish" and what is "charity," you give yourself over, fully. you'd rather be empty and over-generous - you'd rather eat your own boundaries than have even one person believe that you're mean. since you don't know what the thing is that will make them hate you, you simply scrub yourself clean of any form of roughness. if you are perfect and smiling and funny, they can love you. if you are always there for them and never admit what's happening and never mention your past and never make them uncomfortable - you can make up for it. you can earn it.

don't fuck up. they're all testing you, always. they're tolerating you. whatever secret club happened, over a summer somewhere - during some activity you didn't get to attend - everyone else just... figured it out. like they got some kind of award or examination that allowed them to know how-to-be-normal. how to fit. and for the rest of your life, you've been playing catch-up. you've been trying to prove that - haha! you get it! that the joke they're telling, the people they are, the manual they got- yeah, you've totally read it.

if you can just divide yourself in two - the lovable one, and the one that is you - you can do this. you can walk the line. they can laugh and accept you. if you are always-balanced, never burdensome, a delight to have in class, champagne and glittering and never gawky or florescent or god-forbid cringe: you can get away with it.

you stare at your therapist, whom you can make jokes with, and who laughs at your jokes, because you are so fucking good at people-pleasing. you smile at her, and she asks you how you're doing, and you automatically say i'm good, thanks, how are you? while the answer swims somewhere in your little lizard brain:

how long have you been doing this now? mastering the art of your body and mind like you're piloting a puppet. has it worked? what do you mean that all you feel is... just exhausted. pick yourself up, the tightrope has no net. after all, you're cheating, somehow, but nobody seems to know you actually flunked the test. it's working!

aren't you happy yet?

[pose1dson]

i'm trying to work on replies today, but i'm also actively fighting against my hyperfixations skjflskdjf

[lostnorthwinds]

I realized that most of the fics I write happen because there is no content of certain characters, in other words, "Fine I'll do it myself" mentality.

It's happening again, have some thoughts detailing the process of how i started writing my current fic:

Why did they group the fangame tag with the original game, I can't find it-

There are only two official character tags for the 5 main ones? Okay...

I wanna read these two having a father/son relationsh- Waitthere'snofics? WHAT DO YOU MEAN??

... It's been out for a while, how does the main character have less than 100 fics?

Alright my maladaptive daydreaming gave me concepts... Now what?

Okay, I'm writing it! You can do it!

Opens file and forgets how to write a beggining to the first chapter.

What's that word again? Remembers it at 7PM on a saturday

What if I make this too [insert character name] centric, I don't wanna do that by accident

... How do I write you, lady?

How does this other guy even speak?

Why am I even writing this? I haven't 100% the game...

Oh my other WIPs?... Don't look at them.

Currently hoping that this one doesn't join the WIP pile.

[thebloodofink]

really want to write a reverse omens fanfic but i have deadlines in uni... why do i always get the strongest urge to write when i have no time for doing so

[lostnorthwinds]

People that create art (be it in writing, drawings, etc.) need help with the bunnies, honestly.

At the moment, I have 10 separate plot bunnies all for the same game. But school is an asshole, so I have shit to do just at the moments I'm inspired to actually write the fics. But, when I do write them, I look at them and say "This is awful".

The fact they gave me classes AND tests during the weekends doesn't help. Someone save me from the school.

So this happened to me yesterday…

[ronanlynchbf]

tshirt that says NO LIVE ORGANISM CAN CONTINUE FOR LONG TO EXIST SANELY UNDER CONDITIONS OF ABSOLUTE REALITY