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Welcome to AphidClan!
Where a bunch of brightly colorful sparklekitties live in a polluted, dull, depressing land with a hunger for blood that can’t be sated.
Iridis (they/he/she with a they/he preference + neos) - the non-binary, genderqueer, xenogender & trans audhd artist behind the blog, my main art blog is @iridiss !
~ Resources ~
The AphidClan Code
AphidClan Family Tree
#aphidmoons - The tag for moons/main updates
#aphidasks - The tag for asks and answers from both me and the characters
#aphidlore - the lore tag
#aphidrefs - reference sheets for the characters
And my tag for showcasing other clangen blogs is #other clans
FAQ
Q: Is there somewhere I can easily read your comic in order?
A: Check out our ComicFury! It has an automatic archive that’s super easy to use so you can access any moon, aphidask, or additional material/art instantaneously without having to scroll through the entire blog, and it’s all in order!! You don’t need a CF account in order to use it as much as you like, and if you wish, you can come straight back to the tumblr blog after using CF to catch up! Enjoy!
Q: Is your clangen modded?
A: Nope! The actual sprites of the characters are normal, but my own creative liberties turn them into sparklecats. That’s why you’ll see Pearlstar with pink and gold and sky blue markings in the pages, but not in his sprite.
Q: Are the background/side characters available for questioning?
A: Yes!! Any and all cats that appear on this blog are available for questions, even if they’re deceased, an Outsider, or a nameless background character only present for a panel or two.
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Don’t ask me for art or demand that I make reference sheets for the characters, or update the family tree sooner, or any other additional material for the comic. Don’t demand for updates to come out sooner. It’s very disrespectful. This is a hobby where I draw for my own entertainment, nothing else.
Do not make humanized designs of my characters. They are my characters, not yours. However, I am fine with you drawing Aphidclan cats as furries and anthros or dressing them up in cool outfits, since I already draw them as anthros/furries myself and no real aspect of the design is being changed when they’re drawn as anthropomorphic/furries, it’s just,,, the cats, but standing on two legs lol
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Happy Christmas, Mr. Holmes
Sherlock Holmes x OC, established relationship, some fluff, some romance, humor, and sweet holiday feels🎄❤���🎄 four chapters, complete
Christmas comes to Baker Street in a form Sherlock Holmes had never envisioned. There's a sweetness in seeing the holiday through someone else's eyes, and there are lessons in holiday spirit and the nature of giving--as well as how Love makes the season even brighter--to be learned.
(One of my oldest fics, this is also one of my favorites ~ for it was motivated not only by my love for BBC Sherlock, but even more so by my love of Christmas. I put a lot of my heart into this one, and if you should give it a read, I hope you find it pleasing, and in keeping with the season! Excerpt under the cut.)
Somehow, without even meaning to, Sherlock's path had taken him here: Notting Hill, Saint Mary of the Angels Church. He certainly had not intended to end up here, not as he left the shoppe (its final customer of the day), his hot food wrapped up to be consumed along the way. Had he been woolgathering so much that he'd moved without thinking to the place he knew Tessa to be? Or, he asked himself truthfully, had he intended to get here all along, knowing that his heart really did long for the comfort of community which the brightly lit church represented, the warmth that seemed to flow out with the strains of music coming from within? The thought of Tessa inside, joined in prayer and song with others of her faith--was that the magnet that drew him here? A man who stood outside of everything this building represented, yet now wanted nothing more than to do as he was doing--opening the door to feel the tide of shared and simple Christmas gladness wash over him.
Sherlock allowed himself to enter the vestibule, but stopped there, feeling it was enough for now. He knew, not just from what he could hear (and remembering similar services he had attended as a boy), but from the time itself, that the service was almost over. It was quite enough to imagine her inside, singing joyfully, and most likely wishing he was there to share it with her. He felt a sense of peace that had eluded him all day long, a sense of belonging that had for so many years been out of reach. He thought of those who had made it possible for him to feel he finally fit in somewhere--of John and Mrs. Hudson, of Lestrade and Molly, and of his Tessa, who had worked a minor miracle of sorts; they had gotten him to this marvelous threshold, and she had managed to carry him across it at last. Sherlock felt such a swell of love for all of them, that he was grateful to be alone, fearing the light of it would shine so obviously upon his face that he might be taken, by strangers, for a fool...
tagging: @strangedreamings (who may have seen this a few times before😉) @ben-locked (putting the 'ship' aside, just for the Christmas feels?) @mousedetective @darsynia (because you 'get me' enough to appreciate this fic) @aphroditesdilemma @hithertoundreamtof23 (dunno if you like Sherlock, but I'm betting you like Christmas stories) @aeterna-auroral-avenger (for the Faith we share & which makes you a Christmas person 365 days a year)
#my writing#Happy Christmas Mr. Holmes#Christmas#Christmas comes to Baker Street#Christmastime#BBC Sherlock#Sherlock Holmes#Tessa DeMauro#OC#OFC#Sherlock x Tessa#Sherlock x OC#Sherlock x OFC#Sherlock Holmes x OFC#Sherlock Holmes x OC#fluff#humor#romance#established relationship#BBC Sherlock fan fiction#Sherlock fan fiction#Sherlock fanfiction#Sherlock Holmes x Tessa DeMauro#Mrs. Hudson#John Watson#Mycroft Holmes#Molly Hooper#Greg Lestrade#Benedict Cumberbatch
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Mega OC Questionnaire
Got this tag from @the-golden-comet
Wasn’t sure who should answer this but I realized I haven’t done much with Caspian so here we go
Five things that make you happy:
“Oh five things? I guess Adrian, Faith of course. I like helping people and fighting with the rebels. Oh! I love ramen too.”
If you could save just one other person who would it be?
*cue Caspian strangling N.C. with his bare hands* Sorry guys this one is major spoilers
Tell us one of your funniest jokes:
“Oh cmon I’m not the funny one in his group. Most I can do is tease Audrey about her affairs with senior staff”
Where would you like to visit?
“If Quinn ever finds their people, I’d love to visit them. Utristan is great and all but I want to see what else is out there.”
When do you usually go to sleep?
“When I was a student, I went to sleep when I was done working. Nowadays I don’t go to sleep until Adrian comes back from his recon missions”
Are you a jealous person?
“I….dont want to answer this”
Have you committed a crime?
“Kinda hard not to when the system is designed to arrest you.”
Do you have a chore you usually hate?
“I mean nobody loves chores. But almost all the work I do is in my proffered field so it’s not really a chore…. But I hate practicing with firearms. It’s brings up unpleasant memories.”
Tell me an embarrassing childhood story
Athena: “Hell I’ll tell you an embarrassing story about him. When we were kids he once kidnapped a baby chick from the class project. He said he didn’t want it to live somewhere without air conditioning”
Are you a good person?
“I mean, I think so? Adrian once said that he looks up to me because of how kind I am but…I think he’s exaggerating”
“When have I ever exaggerated?”
What’s the worst thing you have ever done? Do you regret it?
“Of course I do. But it doesn’t matter now. All I can do is do everything I can not to be in that position again.”
What’s the quickest way to make you laugh?
“When Adrian asks about multi syllabic words. I know he’s still learning and I know it comes off mean but it’s so cute… I just can’t help it.”
What is your favorite song right now?
“Achilles Come Down”
Do you sometimes wish to be someone else?
“Only in the sense that I know I am not my best possible self. Tomorrow might be different.”
Do you push forward or take time to rest?
“Oh I’ve always been a push forward guy. But meeting Adrian changed that. That guy never stops moving and it’s hard to ignore it when you’ve seen what it looks like.”
What is your favorite drink?
“I’ve always been a big fan of green tea.”
If you had to pick an item of clothing or accessory to wear for the rest of your life what would it be?
“I’m legally required to say my wedding band.”
If you were forced to forget one memory, what would you choose?
“As if you really need to ask. I’d forget the day he died.”
What is a positive thing your worst enemy would say about you?
“Knowing Lucia she’d call me good bait. She really only cares about putting Adrian down and he’d do anything to save me.”
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My master list
Title: Lets bring this idiot home
Word Count: 12173
Archive Warnings: Temporary character death
Rating: M
Pairing(s): Eddie Munson/Steve Harrington Robin Buckley/OC
Character(s): Eddie Munson, Steve Harrington, Robin Buckley, The Party
Tags: Steddie, Steve Harrington. Eddie Munson. Robin Buckley. . Temporary Major Character Death
Beta Reader: Thank you so much to my awesome beta reader/cheerleader @slippy-slip I really could not have done this without you at all.
Art link and credit: Art is by the amazing @kokoshka67 as is the banner
Ao3 Link
AN: Working on this has been an absolute blast.
I wrote this for the @strangerthingsreversebigbang event and had a lot of fun doing so!!
Divider links: reblog and bats
Cold, that’s the first thing that Eddie felt when he woke up. Maybe felt wasn’t the right word, more experienced. He didn’t think he could actually feel anything. He was sure he should be feeling something. He should feel pain, he distinctly remembers being eaten alive by demobats making sure Henderson could get out of this hell pit and to help keep Steve, Robin and Nancy safe.
He must be dead, that’s the only conclusion he could come to. Dead. Not even 20 yet and he was here, dead, in hell. People always did say he’d end up in hell.
“Jesus H Christ,” he said, sitting up and looking around. The place looked totally different now there was no lightning in the sky or thunder to be heard. The only thing that remained the same was the red sky and the ground under him.
It was at this point he noticed that he was surrounded by bats, bats that he was sure had just been eating him, taking chunks out of his sides, arms and legs. But now they were just sitting there, looking at him. Watching him, rather unnerving really if you asked Eddie, almost as though they were waiting for him to do something, anything.
“Looks like everyone got out then,” he said out loud, for no reason other than to break the silence. He never did well with silence.
“What the fuck,” he screamed as the bats all nodded back at him, as though they were actually replying to what he had said.
He scrambled to his feet as quickly as he could and moved off towards the trailer where the gate was. Reaching for the door with more force than he intended, he fell right through and landed back on the ground face first.
“Christ,” Eddie exclaimed, sitting back up headfirst in the living room.
So definitely dead, a ghost by the looks of it. First thing he had to work out was a way of interacting with the world around him, surely it was possible to do? It had to be, right?
He took a second before standing up again to look around inside the trailer. It looked like the gate had closed.
“Well fuck, guess I'm stuck here a ghost then,” Eddie sighed.
Turning around he saw the bats had followed him. They were less scary when he looked at them now that they weren’t trying to eat him.
“Well come on then, if you’re following me let's go and see what’s out there,” Eddie spoke to the bats. He was losing it already, talking to the damn bats.
Eddie started to float off in a random direction when the bats stopped in front of him, stopping him in his tracks. He started in another direction and they moved in front again. A third try had him stopped again.
“Alright, alright you want me to go somewhere?” Eddie asked the bats flying in front of him, getting chirps in response.
“Well I guess I’ve got nothing better to do, lead the way,” he gestured widely.
The bats flew off slowly and looked back to make sure Eddie was following, giving what sounded like happy little chirps when he was.
Eddie floated behind the bats all the way through Hawkins, through the woods and out the otherside where Riffer Rick’s could be seen.
Entering the house he was filled with emotions, all of the fear and the hopelessness that he felt the last time he was there all came back to him. Only hours beforehand he was in this place laying low because he was wanted for murder after watching the death of Chrissy Cunningham.
The bats lead him further into the house and into Rick's bedroom, the last bed he lay on. On the bed lay his body, his mangled body with a torn shirt and missing flesh.
“You really did a number on me huh?” Eddie laughed a humourless laugh. The bats gave off sad chirps in response. “Yeah I know, you had no choice, he made you. Thank you for making sure I rested comfortably though.”
Eddie looked close at his body. He wondered if he could get his ghost back in there. Would there be a point if he did? His body has no heartbeat he was clinically dead, and even if he wasn't there didn't seem to be any way of keeping a human body alive down here long term.
As he was walking Eddie kept trying to touch different things, concentrating really hard on doing so. Wondering if the type of thing he was trying to touch made a difference or if him having any kind of connection to it helped. Everything so far had been a no. Everytime he touched something his hand went straight through it. His feet didn’t physically touch the floor and his whole body felt light.
He wasn’t sure where to head for a while. Just wandering around Lovers Lake, seeing if there was anything that could help him at all. Nothing seemed out of place. With a heavy sigh Edidie headed into the town centre and ultimately towards Hawkins High.
Walking across the football field Eddie headed towards the clearing that once held the picnic table he used as a meeting point for his drug deals. A place that he spent many hours sitting in, reading, drawing or listening to music.
As he entered the clearing he noticed he wasn’t alone. Hovering by the picnic table was Chrissy.
“Chrissy?” Eddie whispered, he hardly dared to believe he wasn’t alone in this hell.
“Eddie?” She replied, moving towards him quickly. “Why are you here?!”
“I died, apparently,” Eddie shrugged. “How long have you been here for?”
“It’s hard to say, I’ve been kinda floating around the place, seeing what else and who else I can find,” she replied smiling
“Chris I need you to know I had nothing to do with your death, I tried to help. I am so sorry I left you. I’m so sorry that I couldn’t help you. Everyone misses you, they all love you so much. Jason led the whole town against me to avenge you. I promise if I could have done anything differently I would have,” Eddie cried.
“Eddie, I know,” Chrissy whispered, placing her hand close to his face. “There was nothing you could have done, please know that.”
“But I ran away and left you there,” Eddie whispered.
“You watched me float to the ceiling and my bones snap, what could you have done?” Chrissy asked.
“Nothing I guess,” he spoke softly in reply. “See, you did the right thing, you could have been next for all you know,” she smiled reassuringly at him.
“Why are you here?” Eddie asked, gesturing around to the clearing.
“This is the last place I remember thinking everything could still be ok. Like I had someone that was on my side and that I wasn’t completely losing my mind,” Chrissy replied simply.
“Even though you saw something whilst you were here, you still felt safe?” Eddie questioned.
“Yeah, you looked at me like you might actually believe me if I was to tell you what I’d been going through. You tried to make me laugh. Right until the end I felt safe with you Eddie,” she stated.
“I really really wish I could have saved you,” Eddie huffed, anger clear in his voice.
They spent a while floating around the clearing and chatting, finding out more about each other. She told him about all the secrets of the basketball and cheerleading teams as they both giggled away. Eddie told her all about Hellfire and the campaign he had finished the evening he took her back to the trailer. Chrissy told him about her family, her shitty mum and dad but also about her wonderful auntie and grandma who stood up to her mum whenever they could. Eddie told her about his own parents who skipped out on him for different reasons but also about Wayne who had taken him in and was better than a lot of dads he knew despite never wanting children of his own.
The conversation changed to the upside down. Eddie asked Chrissy about what she could and couldn’t do down here and if she’d seen anyone else.
“Yes actually I have, Barb Holland is around somewhere, the same with Fred and Patrick, I’ve seen them both as well. I’ve had a few good chats with Barb, she’s lovely, she was really helpful when I first ended up here. I can’t really interact with anything, my body seems to just go through it,” she replied.
After saying their goodbyes and promising to see each other again very soon, Eddie decided to continue with his trip around Hawkins. Floating around the parts of the hospital he could, around the police station and around the arcade as well as everywhere else he could get into.
A while later, time had no concept anymore, neither light nor dark to tell night from day, no working clocks, probably for the best after Vecna, Eddie found himself back in Hawkins itself, followed by the bats who hadn’t seemed to want to leave him alone since he woke up. There was no one around at all, no cars even. Hell he wasn't really sure where he was heading, no real destination in mind.
As Eddie floated through the centre of town he found the record store, as it looked in 1983, he walked through the door without opening it and started to look around.
He saw posters advertising the newest Iron Maiden album at the time. The tour that Metallica were embarking on in the January of 1984. Suddenly it hit him. Surrounded by this ‘old’ music it showed him what he would be missing out on, what he would never have again. New music. He couldn't even touch things physically so he didn't even have old music to listen to. He’d never play his sweetheart again. Never listen to the Master Of Puppets album again. The tickets for the Ozzy and Metallica show that Wayne had worked really hard to surprise Eddie with, wouldn't be used by him. Then there was the overwhelming emotional pain of missing Wayne. Did Wayne think he killed all those people? Wayne, Eddie realised, would have come home from this shift, fully expecting to head to bed and then to go to sleep, to find the dead mutilated body of Chrissy Cunningham on the floor and Eddie gone. He couldn’t even remember what his last words to Wayne were.
Eddie sat on the floor and screamed. Screamed for Chrissy, for Wayne, for Dustin, for Max. He beat his fists on the counter in front of him and was hit by the realisation that he was physically making contact with it, he was making noise against the front. It came as such a shock that he stopped screaming immediately, and then his hands fell right through again and back to his knee.
“Huh, that's an interesting development,” Eddie spoke. “Bet Henderson would be able to tell me what happened, I should probably go and find the little shit.”
He headed in the direction of the Hendersons. Seeing Hawkins back in 1983 was really weird, not the weirdest thing to have ever happened to him but certainly up there. Eddie walked past shops that had long since closed down, or had moved locations. Places he had never been able to shop in he could now just walk into without the dirty looks.
Eddie found the Henderson house, floated through the front door and saw straight away that this wasn’t the Henderson house. Someone else was very clearly living here at this point in time. Fuck.
As he floated away from the house, he had no idea where to go next. He wasn't sure how to contact the other side of the gate and he wouldn’t be able to touch anything if he could find it anyway.
“Dustin saw me die didn’t he?” Eddie wondered out loud.
Once again the bats seemed to nod in response. That would always be weird.
“So everyone else must think I’m dead?” He asked.
Another nod.
“So they won't be coming back for me,” he whispered.
He wasn’t quite sure how he knew this to be true but he was almost certain that if everyone was going to be anywhere, recovering from what they had gone through it was the Harrington Mansion. Luckily he knew they way, the parties back in the day had been very lucrative for his little side business.
It took what felt like ages to float there. But finally, in front of him was the infamous Harrington Mansion, just as big as he remembered and with Steve's BMW sitting outside of it as well. Walking across the lawn and to the front door Eddie walked right through and into the entrance way.
Eddie moved around the house slowly, trying to listen out for any sign of anyone on the other side of the vale. He tried shouting out for Henderson, for Steve, for Robin, for Nancy, for anyone. He tried moving things off the side but his hand just went through the items. It was then that he heard it, very faintly, but it was definitely there. Master of Puppets playing out to him from the other side. Now he was determined to make contact.
“I’m alive!” He screamed, “Come back for me!”
“Please,” he whispered. “Please find me”
He finally remembered the one thing that he’d been told was always a sign of the Upside Down, lights. The kids, and older teens, had freaked out whenever any lights flickered.
Eddie concentrated on the music he could faintly hear still and put his hand on the light switch, going through slightly but clearly making the lights in the hallway flicker.
“What the fuck,” he heard.
It had been a very, very long 72 hours since they got out of the upside down and to the hospital. Various amounts of medical care were needed for everyone and aside from Max, Steve was kept the longest. His wounds had to be bandaged a couple of times before they would let him leave, the staff wanted him to stay for longer but suddenly being down staff members and up patient numbers meant they didn’t argue too much when Steve said he wanted to leave. Getting home was a blessing, Steve didn’t normally like the silence but a few minutes alone was needed. The dirty clothes in his bag needed to go straight into the washer so that's where he headed first. As he walked past the living room Steve caught the sight of the tape player they had all sat around before everything making mix tapes for everyone, just in case. He felt compelled to walk towards it, maybe to tidy it all up first. Sitting by the player he gathered everything together and made sure all the tapes were in the right cases.
The last one, still sitting in the player, was Master of Puppets. Eddie had insisted on listening to it over and over again to make sure he knew it before going back into the Upside Down.
Eddie, who was determined to graduate. Eddie who had been so full of life even at the end, wanting to be strong for Dustin. Eddie with his big brown doe eyes and his even bigger personality. Eddie, who even in the short few days Steve had really known him, had shown him a glimpse of a future. A future snuffed out with Eddie’s last breath. His first ‘round’ with the upside down and he ends up dead. Steve should never have forced Eddie and Dustin to be decoys, he should have sent them both home before they went to kill Vecna, they should have had another plan. Eddie should not have died in that horrid place. A victim like Chrissy, Patrick and Fred.
Turning the volume up on the player as loud as it could go he pressed play and let the music engulf him. He stood up and went about what he set out to do, putting his clothes in the washer. Everything was in, bar the vest. Steve stood holding the vest, just standing there looking at it. Leaving it on top of the washer Steve turned around to go about getting clean himself and then going to sleep when he saw it. The lights were flickering. He could hear that the song was coming to an end and the lights were flickering.
“What the fuck,” he said outloud.
This couldn’t be, the Upside own was finished. Vecna was dead and the gates all closed. Then he noticed it, the pattern, the lights were making 3 quick flickers 3 longer flashes and 3 quick flickers again. S.O.S. Could Eddie really be alive?
The relief washed over him. If Eddie was communicating with him then he must be alive in some way. He needed to work out what to do, he couldn’t yet get everyone else involved, they were enjoying being at home with their families. No, he’d do this himself until he had to get everyone else involved with whatever rescue mission was needed. With the idea of a shower and sleep behind him now Steve grabbed a notebook and a pen and sat down at the kitchen table to write down everything he knew about the Upside Down, gates and anything else supernatural.
It wasn’t until he heard the front door open that he looked up and noticed it was now dark outside.
“Robbie?” Steve said into the darkness, closing the book and pushing it away from him.
“Yeah it’s me dingus, you ok? Sitting in the dark all by yourself,” Robin asked, concern obvious in her voice.
“Yeah, I’m ok, I was just sitting here and didn’t even realise it had gone dark. What are you doing here anyway? Why aren't you with your parents?” He questioned, trying to change the subject.
“Wanted to make sure you’re ok, your parents aren’t here and I didnt want you to be on your own,” she replied, coming over and giving him a hug, “What's this?” Robin questioned poking at the notebook.
“It’s nothing,” Steve whispered, he needed her to leave this alone for now.
“Steve, I’m not going to push, just know I'm here for you,” Robin said.
“Thank you,” He replied. “Anyway don’t you have a date tonight?”
“I called J and rescheduled, explained about the earthquake and everything and how I needed to help clean up and just needed to be with the family tonight,” Robin shrugged. “Want to watch a movie and judge everyone before we fall asleep on the couch and get really uncomfortable?”
“I couldn’t think of a better way of spending the evening, shall we make some food first?” He suggested.
20 minutes later they were both sat down with Top Gun on and huge bowls of pasta.
“Kelly McGillis is so hot,” Robin sighed.
“Not as hot as Tom Cruise,” Steve replied.
They couldn’t hear him or see him and he couldn’t see them or hear them any more but Eddie was in the room with them humming along to Master of Puppets hoping that someone had got his message earlier and that they were coming to save him.
The pair spent the rest of the evening watching films and judging everyone in them. However Steve couldn't shrug off the feeling he should tell Robin, at least she would probably know what to do. He was so grateful for her turning up to make sure he was ok though, he didn't have the heart to ruin it. He'd show her everything in the morning.
Later that night they crawled into bed together and as per their custom Robin was the big spoon. She was tiny but they both felt better sleeping this way. They fell into a restless slumber, too exhausted to be kept awake by the horrors that they had seen but not settled enough for it to be restful.
The next morning they woke up and made breakfast. Over an unusually quiet breakfast for the pair, Steve thought about what was written in his notebook. Having slept he felt better about letting Robin know what he had seen. Once toast had been eaten and coffee drank, Steve pushed the notebook towards Robin and stood up to do the dishes. "Steve, why does this page have Eddie's alive with a question mark at the top. And why is this followed by everything we know about the upside down and supernatural things in general?" Robin whispered. "The lights flickered," he answered simply. "Just like the S.O.S that Eddie told us about."
"He was dead though babes, we all checked for any sign of a pulse, all over this body. There wasn't one," Robin countered.
"Look, I know that, ok. I know the gate is closed and I know we all checked for a pulse and it wasn't there, but the lights flickered and it was S.O.S," he replied, pinching his nose to stop himself crying.
"Okay, do we need to get everyone else involved?" Robin asked, believing him.
"Maybe later. Can we just have a think if there's anything I've forgotten before we let them know? They're all still just kids and they're with their families right now," he suggested.
"Of course we can," Robin smiled, cuddling into him from behind.
"I really hope he's alive Bobbie," Steve sniffled.
"Oh dingus, me too," she sighed.
"Steve, I know you don't want to get them involved just yet but if Eddie is down there on his own we need to help him. We both know we can't do this on our own, it wouldn't help anyone and we'd just get ourselves into danger. Would you want to tell them what happened when we both come back half dead?" Robin said after their second morning together.
"Yeah, I know. I'll radio them soon and get everyone here and see what they say," He sighed. "I just want them to be kids for once."
“Me too dingus, me too, but we need their help,” the girl responded, pulling him into a hug.
They both got showered and dressed for the day and then Steve radioed Dustin.
"Henderson, you there dude?" Steve spoke into the walkie.
"Steve? Everything okay?" came the static reply of Dustin seconds later.
"Gather everyone at yours in 30 minutes. I'm picking you all up and bringing you here," Steve said, trying not to sound as stressed as he felt. Was he really dragging them all back into this bullshit?
"Sure okay, guys check in if you heard that," Dustin responded.
Different variations of 'heard' could be overheard from the walkie as each party member said they would be there.
"Right, sit down, I need to tell you something," Steve started a little while later when all of the party were all sitting in the Harrington living room.
"Are you dying?" Dustin asked straight away.
"Did you get Robin pregnant?" Mike asked.
"Are you moving away?" Lucas questioned him.
"No, no, none of that. Especially the Robin being pregnant thing, she’s like my sister dude," Steve replied, already exasperated.
"Well you've never had an issue fucking sisters," Mike retorted.
"Just yours Wheeler, just yours," Steve said straight faced.
"Just listen, please," Steve sighed. "A couple of nights ago when I got home from the hospital I was playing Master of Puppets at full volume and the lights flickered, like S.O.S, like Eddie showed us. I didn't hear anything but I know what I saw. I'm not clever enough to work this shit out on my own. I'm not asking anyone to come back down there if it's needed, I will do that alone. I just need help working out what's going on and how to go about fixing it."
"Oh yeah, like we're going to let you go back down there on your own," Dustin huffed, rolling his eyes. "So, which lights? Was it just the S.O.S or was it other flickering too? You said you didn't hear anything else but are you sure? Any kind of static from the radio? From the tape player? We need to see if we can contact the other side. Going to be a bit difficult if we don't know if Eddie is here or not. Like in the house still," Dustin rambled, question after question being thrown at Steve.
"Just the lights in the hallway that I saw, nothing else at all even vaguely weird. Robin did you hear anything or see anything last night or the night before?" Steve asked, turning to Robin for the last question.
"Nope," She responded, shaking her head.
Dustin's immediate reaction was to jump up and run to the light in question, clearly in the hopes to find some way of using them to communicate with Eddie.
"Okay so how do we talk to him?" Mike asked as he followed Dustin into the hallway.
"Can we even talk to him? Like if he's dead and a ghost or something will we be able to talk to him?" Dustin wondered out loud.
“Well he communicated with us so we should be able to talk back to him in some way. Like we did with the lite-brite the other day, we’ll figure this out ok. We need to. Eddie needs us again,” Steve pointed out.
“We could use the walkie talkie or a radio as a spiritbox type thing?” Robin suggested. “Kinda sweep the frequencies and see if we get anything at all from the upside down at all, it's kind of a different world like talking to a ghost would be.”
The party spent the rest of the day going through different channels on their walkies and walking around the house trying to get something, anything. They had gone through all the channels and walked around the whole of the Harrington house getting nothing back.
“I don’t think we’re going to get anything,” Will sighed.
“What’s different now than when you saw the lights Steve?” Mike asked.
“Music!” Robin shouted, jumping up. “Sorry, Steve said when he saw the lights he had Master of Puppets on full blast.”
“Yes! That’s it! Steve, where’s the tape and the tape player?” Dustin asked.
Steve found them both and soon the opening notes were blasting from the speakers and around the house.
They restarted their checks with the walkies, concentrating in the hallway, less than 3 minutes later and a walkie picked something up.
" 'derson," came a crackly voice through the walkie that Lucas was holding in the hallway.
“Holy shit Eddie! It’s Lucas, man is that really you?” the younger boy asked excitedly.
“Older Sinclair! Man, it's good to hear your voice. Yeah it’s me,” came the staticky reply.
“Lucas, what channel are you on?” Dustin demanded to know.
“Eddie! Eddie, it’s me, It’s Dustin,” Dustin said into the walkie once he had tuned it right.
“Henderson, I’m so fucking sorry,” Eddie replied quietly.
“Dude, we’re going to fix this okay, we’re going to bring you home,” the curly haired boy said.
“Operation Let’s Bring This Idiot Home has officially begun,” Robin laughed into her walkie.
“Now I know I’m saved with the brain of everything helping the kids, is the brawn behind your brains helping too or is King Steve too busy?”
“I’m here you jackass, stay close to whatever you’re using to speak to us. We could use your weird knowledge of things.”
“Always happy to be a fountain of weird knowledge. I’ll stay where I am. Over and out for now,” Eddie replied before the music ended and the static of the radio started up again.
Eddie didn’t think anything would be able to wipe the smile off his face. Having human contact again after days of no one but bats to talk too and it being the people he went down fighting alongside felt amazing. Knowing that they wanted to help him potentially get back to the right side up gave him a feeling that he never thought he would feel again, hope.
He wanted to go and wander around and explore more of the Upside Down, he wanted to know how far it spanned. Was it just Hawkins that was affected or was further afield having the same issues. He also wanted to be nosey in peoples houses, as much as his ghostly body would allow anyway. However he needed to stay close to the radio he had been able to communicate to them through. Unable to actually take it with him.
He waited around for what felt like ages. He hoped someone would check in with some update or idle chit chat, but no, silence. The more the silence drew on and on the more the bad thoughts crept back in. Eddie had had time since ‘waking up’ to accept that this was his new normal but since the talk with the party he allowed himself to think about going home, about hugging Dustin again, seeing Wayne again, about 6 kids, a winnebago and a road trip.
Had they already forgotten about him? He couldn’t be sure how much time had passed with no way of gauging time of day. He also didn’t know if time worked the same down here as it did up there. Trying to convince himself that a large amount of time hadn’t actually passed was difficult but he had to try.
“Hey, guy’s, is anyone there?” He asked, touching the radio, which seemed to be the only way he could get it to work.
Silence.
No reply came at all, not even static.
He sat and waited, speaking into the radio another few times, trying different things to see if that would help. He had no luck.
Eddie felt helpless again.
The little bit of hope he had ripped away from him as quickly as it had come.
How was he going to recover from this now? He’s already come to terms with being stuck down here forever now but he’d, albeit for a brief moment, had hoped that that would change.
“Eddie, you there man?” Steve asked later that evening, something told him he needed to check in with the other man. He couldn’t imagine how lonely it must be to be left alone down there.
Nothing came back.
“Munson, you there? It’s Steve,” Steve said again. “Harrington, Steve Harrington, just like in case you know another Steve.” Maybe he had been hanging out with Robin too long.
Still nothing.
Has the connection they made been lost? Has something happened? Had Eddie just wandered away and couldn’t hear him? All kinds of thoughts ran through his head.
Steve was trying the radio over and over walking around the house.
“Hey dingus, everything ok?” Robin asked, waking into the house and seeing him pacing.
“I can’t get Eddie back again Robin, he’s gone,” Steve replied frantically, trying the radio one more time.
“Okay, we can sort it,” she replied calmly.
“What if he’s gone this time Bobs?” he whispered.
“He isn't okay, we know this. It took us ages to get in contact last time. We can keep trying okay. You did forget the music though. I can’t say for certain that helps the link but it’s not a coincidence that the 2 times contact has been made that music was involved,” she reassured him, pulling him into a hug.
“You’re right, let’s get it playing and see if that works again,” he replied, breathing out the breath he felt like he’d been holding for ages.
They got the tape playing and Steve tried again.
“Hey Munson, you there man?” He asked again, hoping he sounded a lot calmer than he felt.
“Steve Harrington as I, well, float in another worldly place,” Eddie replied, drawing out Steve’s name. “How can I help big boy?”
“Just wanted to check in, see how you’re doing,” Steve replied, trying his best to hide his blush from Robin, the smirk on her face suggested he hadn’t been successful. “Guessed it must be pretty lonely down there, and it’s just me and Robin here right now”
“I’ve made friends with the bats!” Eddie exclaimed, glee clear in his voice.
“The bats?!” Robin shouted after taking the walkie from Steve.
“Yes, they’re not too bad when they’re not killing me,” he laughed, he could just imagine the look on both their faces. “Oh you’ll never guess who else is down here! I haven’t spent all that much time with her but we did spend some time together, Chrissy.”
Steve looked at Robin straight away, he could sense the impending freakout before it happened.
“That’s great! Maybe we can errmm, talk to her sometime, I guess, like maybe. She probably doesn’t want to talk to me, or us I mean, she didn’t even know us really,” Robin rambled.
“I get it Robin, she’s a very beautiful girl,” Eddie replied casually. Robin’s shoulders relaxed at being accepted without having to say the words. “I was always slightly more inclined towards the basketball team rather than the cheerleaders but I have been known to look their way.”
Days passed and the group did research into all things to do with ghosts and discussed their collective knowledge of the Upside Down. Robin had made a couple of long tapes with Eddie's favourite songs once they realised that any music that Eddie connected with emotionally worked to bridge the gap between worlds. They left a tape running any time someone was awake and in the house.
Everyone had gone home on the fifth day of brainstorming when Eddie’s voice came across the walkie that they had made sure could always be used by him.
“Steve, you there?” he asked.
“Yeah I’m here. Miss me already?”
“You weren't meant to figure it out,” Eddie laughed.
“Secrets safe with me,” Steve responded with a laugh. “All jokes aside, everything ok? Need something?”
“Yeah, a huge favour actually. Can you help me keep everyone away from Riffer Rick's bedroom if you guys have to come down here. My, erm, physical body is in there. It’s not pretty and I don’t want anyone seeing that unless it can be changed.”
“Yeah, of course. If someone needs to go there it’ll be me,” Steve said, nodding as though he could be seen.
Almost two weeks later the party realised they had as much information as they could gather and the next step, they all decided, was heading down into the Upside Down.
“I know you don’t want to but I think we’re going to need El involved in this. I’m not sure how we can open the gate without her,” Dustin declared.
Everyone else agreed reluctantly and Mike gave her a call to fill her in on everything so far.
“I have sensed something a little different down there. I couldn’t quite work out what it was though, it didn’t feel evil. Just sad mostly, sparks of happiness but mostly sad,” El explained when she joined the group.
“Can you open the gate again so that we can go and see him?” Mike asked her.
“Possibly yes, I can feel the one in the pool a little still so maybe I can open that one up again,” El replied.
“A gate in the pool?” Nancy whispered “Where it came and took Barb. I never thought about that.”
“So El, you can open the gate up and we can head in, save Eddie and bring him home,” Dustin said cheerily.
“Let’s take it one step at a time shall we?” Steve replied.
Heading out into the back garden and over to the empty pool the group looked around to see if anything looked any different.
“I can feel it the strongest here,” El said as she stood near the diving board. “I can open this gate up. I can’t feel anything dangerous and Eddie said that he hasn’t seen anything bad right?”
“Said he’d made friends with the bats,” Robin scoffed.
El got ready and sat on the diving board. Taking a deep breath she closed her eyes, held her hands out and concentrated. The air suddenly felt heavier. A rip in the very fabric of the universe started to open and continued to spread. Once the gate was open fully El placed her hands by her side and opened her eyes again.
“It’s open and I can’t feel anything bad in there,” El said as she took a tissue from Will who had rushed over to her.
The silence was deafening. Any noise that there seemed to be before the gate was opened had disappeared.
“Right, let’s get going then,” Dustin said, stepping forward.
“Just me, Robin, Nancy and Jonathan are heading in ok. We can’t risk any of you but we’re all adults and have made this decision,” Steve said, one hand on his hip and the other pointing at each of the party in turn.
“Right, let's just go in and bring this idiot back,” Robin sighed, picking up her axe.
They had spoken at length with Eddie about what creatures could be found down there. He’d said they were harmless but they couldn’t be sure what would happen when people who weren’t connected to the Upside Down entered.
Steve went in first, trusty nailbat swinging by his side. Jonathan and Nancy followed him, Nancy with her shawnoff pointed dead ahead and Jonathan with a pistol in hand. Robin followed the group with her axe held ready to strike should it be needed.
“Watch for the vines guys, don’t forget about the hive mind. We don’t know what connection they have now. Also we’re not sure what kind of connection they have to Eddie either so don’t hurt any of them because we don’t want to hurt him as well,” Robin rambled.
“I hate this place, it’s no less creepy now than it was when we were last here fighting for our lives,” Nancy commented.
“You weren’t joking when you said this place was stuck in ‘83. The Phillips still have that awful tree that always used to overhang the sidewalk,” Jonathan said looking around.
“She was such a bitch too, always on at me and Tommy over something or other. Plus her cooking was lousy and they were always cheating on each other. Broke up 3 other marriages between them,” Steve replied off handedly.
Walking around the Upside Down when something wasn’t trying to kill them was a whole new experience for each of them. This time the place was silent, all bar their footsteps and chatter. The sky was no longer red with lightning above them, no bats or other demo creatures were trying to kill them, just silence. They knew that Eddie had been spending a lot of his time at the Harrington residence as that was the only place they could communicate with him. So that’s where they headed too.
“This is all suspiciously quiet down here. This has not been my experience of this place so far. Is this ok or are we walking into a trap? Oh shit. Did we ever take a second to check if this was actually Eddie? We all saw him dead, Steve you tried chest compressions and Nancy you checked for a pulse. What if we didn’t actually kill Venca and he’s bringing us down here hoping we come back down without much of a plan so he can kill us and get free?” Robin questioned.
“Robs, it’s Eddie ok. Trust me,” Steve replied.
The group continued to walk towards the Harrington residence without issue and finally they were there.
“Munson, you here man?” Steve asked as he walked into the house. It felt so weird for him to be seeing the house as it was in ‘83, before everything started.
He could almost see a younger version of himself sitting on the couch watching something on TV. Or sitting with the book club he joined talking about their neighbours.
“Yeah in your super posh living room,” Eddie said, interrupting Steve’s thoughts before they could spiral any further.
They all walked into the living room with their weapons ready to attack if it wasn’t actually Eddie.
“Guys, I’m a ghost. You can’t kill me any further and a nail bat or gun isn’t going to get rid of me,” Eddie laughed.
“I brought an iron poker as well,” Robin declared, unhooking it from her belt.
“A wise woman, Buckley, but please keep it away from me. We don’t actually want me to disappear,” Eddie said, moving further away from her.
“The weapons were for more fleshy creatures than yourself, no offence obviously,” Nancy pointed out.
“I told you they're all harmless, nothing will hurt you. Venca is dead. I can’t feel him at all and the bats agree,” he sighed.
“Right so Eddie is officially a ghost, we don’t know where his body is, we don’t know what state that body is in, and we have no way of getting ghost Eddie back into human Eddie even if parts 1 and 2 weren’t an issue, which they are,” Robin spoke up.
“I, erm, know where my body is. The physical one anyway but parts 2 and 3 are still an issue so,” Eddie said sadly.
“Let's go and see what we’re dealing with then,” Nancy said, turning to leave clearly having already made up her mind that they were heading to Eddie’s body next.
“I think we should ask Eddie what he wants to do about his body. He should be given the choice as to who gets to see him like, well, that,” Steve shrugged.
“Thank you Stevie. I just want you guys to know that bits of the flesh are missing. It’s clearly a very dead body ok. It’s not pretty. None of you need to see it if you don’t want to, I wouldn’t blame you if you didn’t. I asked Steve to keep the kids away so they didn’t have to see it but I would really consider if you want to see that or not,” Eddie said before the group could move too far.
“Thanks for the heads up Eddie but if we’re going to fix this at least one of us that can go right side up needs to see your body so we know exactly what needs to be done,” Nancy nodded at him.
“Lead the way then,” Robin said.
The group all left the Harrington house and started their way through the woods towards Riffer Rick's place. Their surroundings stayed as quiet as it was when they entered the Upside Down a few minutes prior. The bats follow at a safe distance behind them.
“I don’t like that they’re following us at all, it’s really creepy,” Robin pointed out. “Can they stop please?’
“They don’t like you guys being down in their territory either. Last time you were here you guys set fire to things and did a lot of harm. Plus killing their master,” Eddie shrugged. “They’re not going to hurt you though if you don’t do anything.”
“Does this pose a future issue of getting your body out of here? Is that maybe something we need to be careful of?” Jonathan questioned as they reached the house and walked inside.
“I don’t think so but maybe we need a game plan for that happening,” Eddie replied. “Right, I’m in the bedroom, I mean my body is in the bedroom. Please remember what I said earlier about what’s in there before you just walk in.”
“I’ll go and look, no one else needs to join me if they don't want to,” Nancy said, walking towards the bedroom. Steve followed behind her.
A few minutes later Nancy and Steve both walked back out.
“The first issue would be the fact your body has no blood in it but it doesn’t actually look like it's started to decompose which is good,” Nancy declared. “We’d have to close up the wounds. Get at least 5 pints of blood into you and restart your heart.”
“Not a lot then, we could get all of that done in an hour or so right?” Eddie deadpanned. “Let's face it guys, we can't do that. My spiritual being is outside of my body and we have no way of fixing that. I’m dead and I’m staying dead. Is there any chance someone could explain all this enough to Wayne so I can speak to him again though please?”
“Yeah of course, anything to help,'' Robin replied. “Should we have a look around? Make sure Vecna/ Henry / 001 is dead? May as well make sure the job is done.”
“Sure, let's head over to the Creel house and check it out,” Jonathan shrugged.
The group walked back into Hawkins and through the town and passed the Memorial Hospital.
“We could burn it down?” Robin suggested, nudging Steve, as they walked past Family Video.
“We could always burn the school down instead?” Eddie countered as they went past Hawkins high.
Finally they were walking up the path towards the Creel house.
“I know we’re all thinking it and I just want you all to know that even if we can’t get this situation fixed I appreciate you all trying. It means a lot that you all came down here to try and help, even though you had no idea what was waiting for you when you got here. So yeah, even if I’m still a ghost at the end of all this, Thank you,” Eddie said as the group made its way inside the creepy house.
“This really is an awful place. I can still feel the vines around me,” Robin commented with a shudder.
“There’s so much cool shit in this house that I want to explore but I can’t physically pick anything up which sucks,” Eddie said, looking around the hallway. “Buckley, can you help me explore?”
“Don’t touch anything yet, we still need to make sure this place is safe,” Nancy spoke up.
“It’s safe,” came a voice from behind them.
“Hey Chris, you know everyone right?” Eddie greeted Chrissy.
“I know faces, but not everyone’s names. I know you, obviously. Steve from basketball and Robin from band, really wish I’d gotten to know you better Robin,” she spoke softly. “I’m really sorry but I don’t know either of your names,” she apologised, turning to Nancy and Jonathan.
“I’m Jonathan Byers and this is Nancy Wheeler,” Jonathan smiled awkwardly.
“Right, now we’ve all been introduced, can we have a look around this place now. See what kind of things could be taken back to the right side up or just fun things down here,” Eddie declared.
The group spent lots of time looking around each room in the house, after Chrissy had helped Eddie learn how to float up the stairs. The last room they looked in was an old library filled full of very old books and some handwritten texts. They spent time looking through each of them seeing if there was anything that could be useful to anything.
“Erm guys, I think I may have found something,” Robin spoke up. “It certainly isn’t a normal book, looks super old and it’s giving me a really weird feeling.”
“Let’s have a look,” said Steve, walking up beside her and taking the book from her and looking through.
“Open it!” Eddie insisted, a manic look on his face as he was on the other side of Robin.
“Alright, alright,” Robin sighed.
Instantly a ghostly green glow started to come from the book.
“This is amazing,” Eddie cackled.
“We need to close this book now and hope that it didn’t do any damage to either the Upside Down or the Right Side Up,” Robin said, trying to close the book.
“We should have a look through it to see if it can help any. If any book in here can, it's this one,” Steve pointed out.
“Have neither of you seen The Evil Dead? Nothing good can come from using this book for anything,” She sighed.
“Can we at least look through it to see? This could be my only hope to fix all of this,” he asked, gesturing to himself.
“Fine,” Robin sighed. “But I 100% reserve the right to say I told you so when this all goes wrong.”
“Let’s take this back and get the party to look through it, see if those nerds can find something in it,” Steve suggested.
The group headed back out of the Creel house after finishing their look around and headed back towards the gate and the right side up.
“We’ll keep in contact over the walkie as normal and we’ll come back and see you if we can’t get this sorted quickly,” Steve said, having to keep his hand still to stop himself from reaching out to touch Eddie.
“Yeah ok Stevie, I’ll sit by the radio waiting for your call,” Eddie smiled shyly. “See you guys soon, yeah?”
“Bye Robin, good to see you,” Chrissy said, waving at the other girl. “Bye guys,” she finished and then floated away.
“Erm Buckley you got a sec?” Eddie spoke up as Robin just stood and looked at the space where Chrissy had been.
“Sure, what’s up?” She asked, shaking herself and stepping towards him.
“I’m not sure if you were being serious earlier about speaking to Uncle Wayne about all of this. But it really would mean the world to both me and him if we could talk again, even if it’s just one last time,” Eddie spoke nervously.
“I said I would and I will, ok. As soon as we know exactly what is going on with you I’ll talk to him. No need to upset him with you being dead if we can bring you back,” she smiled.
“I owe you one, seriously. Once I’m all ok, whatever you want, just ask,” Eddie said
“Just take care of him ok, he’s not as strong as he makes out. That’s all I ask in return.”
“What?” Eddie stammered. “I don’t know what you’re on about.”
“Yes you do. I’m not going to say a word though,” She nodded.
Eddie nodded in response and turned to float away again.
Back at the Harrington house the party, along with Steve, Robin, Nancy and Jonathan sat down with the book. Dustin had previously made sure that a walkie had been made so that the button didn’t have to be pushed in to talk to Eddie.
They spent the rest of the day and some of the following day having a read through the book to see if anything was useful.
“There’s a whole section in this book dedicated to exorcisms. Eddie, you’d love that! You can shout Latin at people and they’ll think you’re cursing them but you’re really just telling demons to get away,” Dustin laughed.
“Oh dude that sounds amazing! You’ll have to show me when we get all of this fixed,” Eddie replied, clearly also very entertained by the prospect.
“Hey, wait here a second!” Dustin exclaimed. “I actually think I’ve found something! There’s something in here called the Transmutational Resurrection Spell. The Latin incantation translates to ‘Restore the blood. Restore the flesh. Restore the bone. Bring the spirit and warm the body. After death, made whole again.’ This could be useful, it would need Eddie’s blood though which I don’t think we have.”
“Is it a good job one of the 6 languages I speak is Latin?” Robin sighed, “Write it down for me please Steven then I can start learning it.”
“I, erm, still have his battle vest and I was wearing it whilst I tried to do CPR, that should have some of his blood on it still,” Steve said sheeplishly. “I didn’t have time to put a wash on okay! Things happened very quickly once I got home,” he defended.
“We need to discuss what we do if this works and what we do if this doesn’t work. We can’t just go into this with no plan at all,” Nancy spoke up.
“This is starting to sound like a DnD quest,” Eddie laughed. “If this doesn’t work then that’s okay. We tried, well you guys tried.”
“Stop with that shit okay,” Steve huffed. “You were the only reason we know you’re down there. You did the S.O.S on the lights and got us to look around the Creel house. So stop with that self-deprecating bullshit, okay, it’s not cute.”
“Yeah, ok Stevie, just for you.”
The group spent the rest of the afternoon talking through the best way to get Eddie’s soul back into his body and then to get his body, alive, out of the hell pit that is the Upside Down. Nancy and Jonathan took the party and Robin home and left Steve alone at the start of the evening. He made something to eat, changed the tape in the player and moved everything to be as close to the love seat so that he could curl up with some food and talk to Eddie.
“Hey Eds you there?” he asked.
“Yeah I’m here Stevie, everything ok?” came the reply.
“Everythings fine. Just wanted to check in with you, seen as it's just us now,” Steve responded.
“Got me alone, have you sweetheart?” Eddie chuckled. “I’m not that kind of girl Stevie, need to wine and dine me first.”
“It’s a date,” he responded, not really thinking and feeling his cheeks heat up as he realised what he’d said.
“As soon as I’m fit enough we can work out the details of that date, yeah?” Eddie hummed.
“Once I’m finished with my food, do you want me to read something to you? I’m sure there’s something here I could read for you if you wanted me too?” Steve asked, trying to keep his cool when all he wanted to do was kick his legs and giggle.
“That really would be great. Anything you have, takeaway menus included, I will happily listen too,” Eddie replied, a smile clear in his voice.
The rest of the evening consisted of talking through everything, from how they were actually dealing with everything to what Eddie's first meal would be when he could eat again. A conversation spurred on by Steve actually reading the takeaway menus to him through lots of laughter and silly voices.
Lying in bed that night, for the first time in days, Steve felt hopeful for the future. There was no doubt that he liked Eddie as more than friends, the physical attraction to the other man had always been there. After spending time with him over the last few days though and talking to him for hours tonight there was no ignoring that the attraction ran deeper than how good Eddie looked.
A banging on his front door the following morning woke Steve up.
“Is the world ending again?” He asked as soon as he opened the door, showing Robin to be on the other side.
“Yes actually my world is ending ok Steven so a little sympathy would be great right now, thank you,” she replied, walking into his house and heading to the kitchen.
“What’s happening?” He asked, following her into the kitchen and starting to make coffee.
“I still like Chrissy but I spent the evening with J and I really like J too. It’s a mess,” she replied, helping him make coffee by getting their favourite mugs out and grabbing the sugar and creamer.
“Ok,” he responded, clearly thinking his next words through. “Does J know about what happened? I’m assuming you weren’t silly enough to tell her everything but does she know what’s in the press?”
“Yeah, she does. She’s mentioned it in passing a couple of times but never pressed for anything.”
“So maybe being honest with her is the best way to go?” he shrugged. “It’s not like you’re looking to move in together next week, get married the week after and adopt 4 kids and a cat by Christmas. You could tell her that you really enjoy seeing her exactly as you are but that you really need to keep it at this pace for a little bit?”
“What if she’s not ok with it?” She whispered.
“Then she’s no good for you anyway. You’re not telling J that you were in love with Chrissy or that you two were in a relationship. You’re telling her that you had the feelings for someone who is unfortunately now dead and that it’s caused a bit of emotional conflict within yourself and you wanted to make her aware of this,” he said, passing her a cup of coffee.
The pair sat down at the breakfast bar and ate cereal chatting away, catching up on the gossip that Robin had heard from her mom last night.
“I think I have feelings for Eddie,” Steve whispered as he was washing the dishes.
“That’s ok. Thank you for telling me,” Robin replied, leaning her head into him as she was drying the dishes he was washing. “He’ll be back with us soon and you can woo him with romantic metal songs and pretty painted miniatures.”
“You really think so?” He asked.
“Yes, no doubt about it. Pull out all your best moves and he’ll be yours before you know it,” she smiled. “Anyway, I’ve spent most of the night awake learning that incantation and I think I have it nailed. Dustin said that he and the rest of the party were meeting early at the Wheeler’s house so that they can make sure they know what else is needed for this to work and Nancy said that she was going to look into ways of making sure we could bring Eddie home at least alive enough.”
Steve got ready for the day and before 10am he had a living room filled with everyone again, all talking over each other about the plan they had concocted.
“One at a time please,” Steve shouted loudly over them all.
Calmly Will explained the plan. They would move Eddie’s body close to the open gate, Robin would perform the incantation and then Nancy and Jonathan would perform any immediate medical intervention needed. Nancy having stocked up on supplies at the drugstore on their way over to Steves.
Gathering everything together, weapons included, the group headed towards the gate again.
“Good morning everyone, to what do I owe this pleasure?” Eddie asked cheerfully as the group headed into the Harrington home and found him in the living room.
“Eddie!” Dustin shouted running towards the other man, catching himself short of trying to hug him.
“Hey Henderson, missed you too,” Eddie beamed.
“Shall we get this all started?” Nancy suggested “Not wishing to break up this reunion but we really should try and see if we can get Eddie back into his body as soon as possible.”
“Yeah Nance is right, let’s head over to Rick’s and bring Eddie back to the gate entrance and sort this all out ok,” Robin agreed.
Walking back over to Rick’s, Steve was trying to think of a way that they could move the body but still keep Eddie’s wish of the party not seeing him like that.
“Erm, Nance, Jon, can I grab you both for a second? You guys carry on,” Steve shouted. “Eddie requested that I don't let the party see his body, he doesn’t want to be remembered like that. Do you have any wipes with you Nance and I can clean his face off? And Jon will you help me carry him? I thought we could cover all but his face with a sheet and carry him like that. Means that all anyone will be able to see is his face.”
“Yeah I’ve got some in the bag ready to clean any wounds but we can clean his face off first,” Nancy replied. “It’s a really good idea Steve”
“And sure, I’ll help you carry his body. Sounds like the best idea to have him wrapped in a cover anyway,” Jonathan agreed.
“Thanks guys,” Steve smiled at the pair.
As they all reached the house Steve stopped them all.
“I want you all to stay out of the bedroom okay, no questions asked, just do as I say.” Steve said, hands on hips making eye contact with each as he spoke.
They all entered the house and Steve, Nancy and Jonathan went towards the bedroom ready to get Eddie’s body cleaned up and moved. 10 minutes later and the three walked back out into the main part of the shack with the body bundled up in a blanket and being carried between Steve and Jonathan.
“I’ll go ahead and keep a lookout for anything trying to attack us if everyone else can kind of spread out around Jonathan, Steve and Eddie with Robin at the back?” Nancy suggested as the group filled back out of the shack. They all nodded their approval of her plan.
All of a sudden there was an almighty screeching sound followed by the sound of the bats taking flight. Nancy raised her gun ready to shoot and the others stood around with their various weapons raised ready to fight.
“Please don’t hurt them, can you all lower your weapons?” Eddie shouted quickly. “Hey guys, my friends are helping me okay, they’re not doing anything to hurt me.” he said more calmly, addressing the bats this time.
The bats stopped screeching and settled back onto the fencing by Rick’s.
They got Eddie’s body to the edge of the gate and placed it down on the sheets and blankets they had placed on the ground earlier.
Eddie got as close as he could to his body, Robin knelt next to it and held the vest in her hands.
“Restituo sanguis. Restituo carnes. Restituo os. Afferte spiritus et calidum corpus. Post mortem, natus totum iterum.” She chanted over and over again.
At first it didn’t seem to be doing anything and then all of a sudden his soul was pulled back into his body and everything went black to him and his ghost vanished from sight for everyone else.
Eddie lay on the ground still covered in the blanket for what felt like hours. Not moving or even awake, just laying there.
“He’s got a pulse, it’s strong and his breathing is good too, I think he just needs some rest.” Nancy said, standing back up from checking Eddie over again.
“Let’s get him out of here and into the house. He needs to be warm and comfortable and to be somewhere safe. Who knows what could still happen whilst we wait for him to be okay enough to move.” Steve suggested.
Between Steve and Jonathan they picked Eddie up and carried him to the house. Getting him onto the sofa.
“Should we bring a mattress downstairs so that when he wakes up he doesn’t need to move around so much to get everything he’ll need? You have a bathroom and everything down here plus the kitchen and access to the outside.” Robin suggested.
“Yeah, yeah that’s a really good idea! My dad’s old office is empty, we can set a bed up in there. I’m sure my parents have an old bed frame they took apart and never got rid off and I know there’s a spare mattress as well. Some of you shitheads want to come and help me make a bedroom for Eddie?” Steve asked.
They all agreed and everyone but Nancy, Robin and El, went to help Steve.
“Is Steve ok?” Nancy suddenly asked, turning to Robin.
“Erm, yeah, I mean as well as any of us really are I guess” Robin replied.
“Good, I worry about him is all. He seems to really like Eddie though. Not sure I’d ever say I'd describe someone looking at a ghost as longingly, but he does.” Nancy chuckled.
“Damn, you think Harrington preferred me as a ghost?” Eddie suddenly rasped out from where the girls were sitting beside him.
“Eddie!” Robin gasped, reaching over to touch him. “How are you feeling?”
“Like I was a chew toy for a load of bats and my soul was thrown back into my body” he replied smiling weekly.
“I'll grab you some pain relief and some water,” Nancy said, standing up and rushing from the room.
“Hello Eddie, it's good to finally meet you in your physical form” El smiled, waving slightly.
“Supergirl!” Eddie grinned as best he could. “Thank you for everything”
“Ed’s” a whisper came from the doorway.
“Hey Stevie, “ Eddie replied sheepishly.
“You’re okay” Steve breathed out, as though he had been holding his breath.
“All thanks to you big boy.” the other boy smiled.
“Erm El, shall we erm go and see if anyone is hungry or thirsty and sort some food and drink if needed” Robin said, gently taking El by the hand and leading her out the room.
“We’re setting up a bedroom for you in the office, unless you have somewhere else you’d rather stay whilst you recover?” Steve said, stepping further into the room.
“No, nowhere else I’d rather be” He smiled, attempting to sit up, only to fall back down again.
“Lie back down and let's get some pain relief in you shall we.” Nancy ordered as she walked back into the room carrying a syringe. “IV morphine” she shrugged, nodding at it.
“Yeah, that sounds amazing to me. I’m not even going to question where you got it from or how much you have.” Eddie laughed before wincing in pain.
Eddie fell back asleep again within 5 minutes of having the morphine and spent the next 4 hours flat out, only waking up again because of the pain.
Waking up with a wince and a groan he looked around the room the best he could.
“Hey, I’m here, don't panic and don't try to move okay. Is the pain back again?” The voice of Steve came from behind him and seemed to be moving closer before it entered his vision.
“Yeah the pain’s back again and this couch isn’t the most comfortable to have been lying on for hours.”
“Okay, let's get you moved into your bedroom, sorry if it smells of cigar smoke and bourbon in there by the way. It was my dads office slash escape from the wife and kid room. Let me just go grab some more hands and we can get you moved okay.” Steve said as he left the room.
He returned a couple of minutes later with Robin, Jonathan and Nancy following him.
“We’re going to get you moved and then I’m going to give you more pain relief after we’ve got you settled. Let's start with getting you sat up shall we?” Nancy suggested.
With Steve taking the shoulders and Jonathan taking Eddie’s legs the two of them slowly and smoothly sat him up.
“Jesus Christ that hurt so fucking much” Eddie said through gritted teeth, tears clear in his eyes. “Can we try the standing now”
The two boys sat either side of him and placed his arms around their necks and their arms gently as they could around his waist.
“On three, let's stand and then take a second.” Jonathan said, looking at Steve and Eddie, receiving nods from them both and then counting to three.
With a lot of whimpering the four of them got Eddie moved and settled onto the bed and comfortable again.
“Here I’ve got some more pain relief for you.” Nancy informed as she entered the bedroom again. “We’ve been able to make you alive again and physically restore any flesh the bats took but you were still dead for over a week. Your body has not moved for almost all of that time. You’re going to be stiff and tired for a few days. Rest up and make sure you don’t push yourself. I believe Robin is on the phone to Wayne now. She’s not telling him you were dead and then alive again, she's just telling him that you’ve been found and are hurt but alive and here.”
“He’s on his way here now” Robin updated them both as she came into the room. “How you feeling now you’re in bed?”
“Exhausted honestly. I’m so grateful to you for calling Wayne though and getting him to come over.” He replied.
Once the morphine kicked in again Eddie fell back asleep.
Waking up again he was aware of someone sitting next to him with their hand on his arm.
“Uncle Wayne?” Eddie rasped.
“Yeah it’s me Ed’s. Need some water? We can help you sit up.” Wayne answered.
It was only then that Eddie noticed someone else was also sitting next to him, but on the other side of the bed.
“Please,” Eddie smiled.
Some puffing and panting later Eddie was sitting up propped up by pillows and being helped to take a drink by Wayne.
The rest of the evening was taken up by catching up with Wayne and the party who all filtered in inturn. Steve not leaving his side for more than 5 minutes at a time.
The following day everyone went home to be back with their families and Eddie spent most of the day sleeping after being assisted to get into the shower and to wash and dry his hair. In the evening he was helped out into the living room. Sitting on the coffee table was Chinese takeout. Sweet and sour chicken, roast pork fried rice and prawn crackers all sat next to other containers.
“You remembered '' Eddie whispered, sounding choked.
“What you wanted as your first meal back? Yeah of course I did. I didn’t think you would be up to it last night but figured you’d be ok with it tonight.” Steve shrugged, hoping his blush was hidden.
The boys sat and ate their take out, chatted and watched a couple episodes of The Golden Girls, naturally laughing and gossiping about their favourite characters all the way through. As the evening wore on and both boys became more and more tired they got closer and closer on the couch.
“We should get you back into bed” Steve suggested at the end of their 5th episode.
“Yeah ok, let's get moving” Eddie sighed.
They got Eddie back into bed much easier than they had the evening before. A couple days of rest and pain relief having worked wonders.
“You have more pain relief on the nightstand as well as a couple of bottles of water and a couple snacks.” Steve pointed to everything in turn. “Right, I'll leave you to it.”
“Stay?” Eddie whispered. “It was really lonely down there on my own.”
“Yeah, sure, if you want me too,” the other boy smiled.
Eddie shuffled out of his trousers and shirt before scooching further down into the bed. He was joined by Steve after he had taken his own trousers and shirt off.
“Good night Ed’s”
“Night Stevie.”
The following morning both men woke up tangled together and feeling much more rested than they had in days. Steve turned slightly so he was laying on Eddie's chest and hoped that the other man was still asleep so that he could enjoy this a little longer. He froze when arms pulled him closer and he realised that the other man was clearly not asleep.
“Morning” Eddie rasped, sleep still in his voice.
“Morning” came the shy reply, Steve still hoping to not break the spell.
“I don’t mind you know”
“That’s good, because I really like it here” Steve said, ever so glad Eddie wouldn’t be able to see how red his cheeks were.
“Get up here and look at me?” Eddie asked.
Reluctantly Steve leaned up and looked at Eddie.
“You really are so beautiful, I’ve always thought so” Eddie mumbled, almost to himself.
“I was so fucking upset when I thought you were gone, can’t believe you’re back” Steve choked out, over come with emotion towards the man in front of him.
“I’m here and I’m yours, if you want me that is”
“Of course I do.” Steve said, moving up Eddie’s body and leaning over him slightly.
“Then kiss me,” Eddie whispered.
Their lips met in the most tender and love filled kiss that Steve had ever felt. This was home. This was forever.
3 Months Later:
“Ed’s come on! We need to get going or we’re going to be late” Steve shouted from the living room as he was getting his shoes on.
“Down in a second, I want to look my best for our first public outing as a couple and our first double date with Robin and J.
“Let’s go then sweetheart” Eddie said, walking down the stairs ready to go 5 minutes later.
“Let’s go. The first of many dates” Steve smiled, pulling his boyfriend into a kiss.
#eddie munson#steve harrington#stranger things#steddie#robin buckley#stranger things fanfiction#Stranger things reverse big bang#temporary character death
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Aephorul does not have a crush on his best friend. That's absolutely not what's happening here. No, really. (Modern AU; college students)
Featuring: Aephorul's Olympic-level mental gymnastics, Resh'an's laundry list of trauma and assorted physical and mental health issues, safe sex, unsafe sex, and general goofiness.
I didn't think I was going to have any notes for this but lol. lmao even. This is me we're talking about.
I wish I had a good explanation or excuse for any of this. I do not.
Every time Aephorul has unsatisfying sex with a woman, he goes out and has unsatisfying sex with a man, and after doing that a few times, he mostly gave up. He'll learn the word 'demisexual' in his 30s, but by then he and Resh'an are married in the state of massachusetts and mostly monogamous.
What even is that title? I have no idea. It's better than the previous working titles, but not by much.
Resh'an's asshole roommate is Abstarak.
Resh'an's cellphone is a beat up flip phone with an antenna that he always forgets to buy more minutes for, which is why he mostly only uses it as a medication reminder.
Resh'an is on some unfortunate combination of stimulants for his adhd and antidepressants/mood stabilizers for his everything else, and is constantly horny and mostly unable to achieve orgasm. Why? Buddy, I wish I knew. He's probably more well-adjusted about it than he should be, but a lot of that is self-defensive avoidance.
Resh'an: His flat affect and terrible taste in movies have bewitched me. I can't not fuck him.
Real talk, though, I am using this AU to kick around a bunch of thoughts about disability, mental illness, and neurodivergence underneath the silliness, and I'm kind of hyperaware of the fact that I might fuck that up very badly.
Aephorul: *listening to Resh'an infodump about telescopes* I want to fuck you so bad it makes me stupid.
"I've offered to suck your dick on at least six separate occasions." "Offering to suck my dick in exchange for my last onion ring does not count. Come on. I thought you were joking." "I would never joke about onion rings!"
Immediately before the story, Nasreen gave Resh'an $40 and threatened him with bodily harm if he didn't ask Aephorul out. He never actually pays her back, but that's fine because she wins the bet with the rest of their study group on when the two of them were finally getting together.
Resh'an is literally the only person in their friend group who thought Aephorul was straight.
Aephorul doesn't actually realize that the other people in their friend group are, in fact, his friends.
There's ~25 years in between this and Life/Work Balance, but I'm probably not going to write any of that. Aephorul does go to med school, and then he nearly dies in a motorcycle accident; the accident completely derails his career trajectory and he never completes his residency.
His mother never stops looking at him like he's a disappointment, but he goes no contact with his family for a long time after the accident. It's fine. (It's not fine.) (He keeps in touch with one of his brothers, but it's a strained relationship.)
Other OCs that I love but won't write much of in this AU: Resh'an lives with his lesbian aunts when he's not at school, since his parents are also extremely terrible. (In Outshine the Sun, they're Solena and Luana. Here, they're a pair of new age hippies who keep chickens.) The more time Aephorul spends with them, the more convinced he is that Aunt Estelle murdered Aunt Anais' husband in the 80s. (He's not wrong! He and Resh'an get into arguments about this until one day Anais overhears them and is like "Of couse she didn't murder him for me. We murdered him together.")
I'm sorry, I'm going to be laughing at the sweaty palms bit forever. It was originally consigned to the scrap pile, but I'm glad I was able to work it back in.
#nattering#my fic#philosopher's bone(r)#as nerve wracking as parts of this are for me i do still think i'm hilarious
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hi. i might be going crazy but if i'm not and i recall correctly; a couple months back or so you made a post talking about why you chose the city you did for your ocs and why it didn't take place in america. as a non american who fell into the weirdly common thing of making ocs that are american i really resonated with that post, i've been looking around for it and i can't find it. so i wanted to ask if you deleted it? it's 100% fine if you did i get it. i just want to know if its gone or i should keep looking around for it because of infamous tumblr search broken. thanks :-)
Okay this is tough because my tumblr has a tendency to just, hide posts of mine in the archive or tags (grrr) but I also delete posts a lot if I feel like I was overly emotional in them or if its just stupid tagging garbage but I might've deleted it because I wrote that when I was really upset, I know a lot of people related to it though so i'm really sorry to you guys! I might rewrite it more succinctly if I have the energy but the point in that old post still stands I suppose Sometimes I worry I come across as too patriotic or even, god forbid... "kiwiana" kitsch which would be a NIGHTMARE for me even if most of my followers wouldn't notice something like that. I also don't wanna give off the impression that my work is only for a small population or that I "hate americans" if I don't word it well enough. I probably only feel an obligation to write how I do because I fought so hard feeling recognised for my background after I moved here that feeling it happen again when I speak to people outside of NZ stresses me out. I'm glad other people resonated with it! But me getting so emotional over it isn't what I'd call a typical reaction idk. Really its more out of frustration, I feel like I'll never truly feel at home in any part of the world for multiple reasons, somewhere where I can feel comfortable relating to people just because we're from the same area but that's not really true. I was an outsider in Japan and I felt like an outsider living here. Moving to a bigger city didn't provide me much comfort as I still feel like I'm not apart of the "in group". I know people who haven't even moved countries like me will probably feel this (esp if you follow me cause no regular person would follow me tbh) thats the frustration I try to capture with my writing that I hope more people to can attach to than just "this is Aotearoa bitch!!!!!!!!!". I feel love and also a lot of rage for this country. My stories are less of a love letter for it and just auto biographical, some parts are cozy and nice but a lot is pretty rough and stressful. There's still the kid in me screaming "I WANT TO GO HOME!" all the time while I live here, back then "home" would've just been back in Japan but now I don't really know what that "home" is. I find solice in my characters trying to figure that out too
#ask#my stories rarely feel like they capture authentic nz to me sometimes but idek what that is really#I was gonna go on a rant about how much I hated this country growing up because of how ppl treated me + everything being different#but that can be for another day
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don't chase the rabbit. - a little tidbit of my past oc i found on an old blog, sobbing. feel free to read, i'm just sort of archiving it here. <3 tw: blood, murderer, mentions of sa, mention of drugs, alcohol, etc. just please read especially if you're easily triggered. take care of your mental health, this was/is still an outlet for me. also i tried to tag accordingly, back then when writing, tw tags weren't common? i really didn't tag them because the people i followed/interacted with were fine with the same writing (and it was all through words, i never posted anything graphic) but if i missed a tag that should be in the tags or you guys have any suggestions how to properly tag triggers, please let me know!
blood, blood, and more blood.
calloused digits are tainted with the remnants of blood from the one person he truly hated. he's smiling because he's finally gone and away from his life.
"monster! you monster!" his mother sobs, pushing her son away. "…he loved me."
monster.
the word resonates in his head as his eyes glow red. maybe he is a monster. maybe he wasn't. he doesn't know and little by little he slowly begins not to care. he's laughing, rather maniacally and points to the dead body slashed by the edges of the broken beer bottle and even raises his voice at his own mother.
"you think that bloody bastard was a goddamn lover to you?!" he asks incredulously, eyes boring holes into his mother. "he didn't love you worth shit!" and he eases forward, even when she eases back, her eyes speak of something. fear. it doesn't stop him from striding forward. he grabs onto her arm and tugs the sleeves up. "you think i never saw this bullshit? these bruises? they're not love."
a slap to his face causes him to still, quiet as a mouse and if tears were to spill from his eyes. they don't, because he's learned to hold such emotions back. they sting, though. but they will never fall.
"you monster, he loved me. everything he did was for me! monster…monster…monster! get the hell away from me!"
he drops the broken beer bottle and tugs his hoodie up and as he hears sirens from a distance, he grabs his backpack (the one he always had prepared in times like this or any time to escape from the presence of the dead bastard) and hops out of the window, onto the fire escape and descends down, letting the darkness of the alley conceal him from anyone's eyes.
monster.
monster.
monster.
the word resonates in his head. his mother's voice pinning itself into his mind, but he shakes his head and doesn't let up on the pace of his feet, hopping over fences and landing down on his feet and the shock is brief before he's picking up into a run. he knows of a place he can hide out. somewhere no one will find him.
it hasn't quite hit him that not only was his step father gone from the world (by his doing) but he murdered him. he's a criminal. a murderer…a monster. he shuts his eyes tight and shakes his head as if the images playing in his head would fall off. of course they don't. he's stuck with the look of his mother's face and the look of his step father's face. there's something in his eyes that he didn't quite register and even until now. he still doesn't it.
for all he could honestly feel towards the older man was the ill he had injected in his mother. the brainwashing, the abuse and how it all gets taken out on him. he tries to forget in between those the things having been done to him those nights he was left vulnerable in his room with an apartment full of bloody drunk bastards looking for some young meat, fulfilling their hidden desires for the same sex.
what a mess he was.
what a mess he is.
finally once the voices quieted down in his head, he sleeps soundly. like a baby.
the morning he wakes up sweaty and panting, eyes shot open as he shoots up. dizziness overcomes him and he has to hold himself still to prevent himself from losing balance, albeit he's flat on his ass merely sitting up. he scrambles for his phone, digits searching through his phonebook, several miss calls from his mother that he won't get back to. he knows how it all goes.
his mother calls, he comes home. the only difference is, if he does, he'll be cuffed and sent to the police station. trialed as an adult (he wasn't sure, he was thirteen for god's sake) —a lifetime in prison? he'd rather have death.
#READ MORE BC JESUS LORD#tw: sa mention#tw: death#tw: murder#tw: alcohol#writing#drabble#i must be fucked up bc goddamn this is not triggering to me#tw: drugs#im a little messed in the head i know#but maybe bc i see it as fiction#it was so clear in my head tho but i had a very strong connection to this muse#cathy writing stash#i... really miss this writer in me#i hope to get her back honestly
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Oh and about the guzma thing. Funfact: Yuurivoice actually didn't start out on youtube but here on tumblr (his blog is also still up and he sometimes answers asks on there still it's just @/yuurivoice) at first mainly posting yuri on ice nsfw audios (and sometimes sfw comfort stuff) of either just yuuri katsuki and a listner or with him voicing both yuuri and victor and there being no listener. That's actually were the name comes from, you know, yuuri katsuki from yuri on ice. I think he mentioned his actual first name on tumblr somewhere years ago but i actually don't remember what it is cause for years now even his friend just seem to call him yuuri. Anyway he started branching out doing also other anime and video game characters like guzma from pokemon, sidon from legend of zelda or aizawa from my hero academia e.t.c. doing mainly nsfw comissions if i remember correcly and then at some point he started a patreon and uploading some of his less nsfw stuff on youtube and then alphonse became the first yuurivoice oc based on him giving his stardew valley character pink hair and a pastel sweater. Now he mostly answers asks on that tumblr but all the old stuff should still be on there but tumblr navigation sucks so it's hard to get to but he also uses patreon as an archive basically so while alot of the nsfw of guzma, yuri on ice e.t.c. is still for free on there it's also all saved and easily downloadable on his patreon now. Another funfact i guess is that while all his stuff now is m4a/gender neutral just like redacted, a lot/if not all of the earlier tumblr days nsfw stuff of established fictional characters were paid comissions/requests so a few of them are specifically gendered bc that's what the person comissioning it requested.
Oh that's so interesting!!! Okay, I will be following yuurivoice, that's for sure.
I really do hate that I'm so behind on this... Like, if I had just be on it four years ago, then I would know everything right now!
Thank you so much, Anon!!
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HEY HEY HEY YALL!!! it’s yee-hawgust so it’s time for another story!
Forced to be loved but love to be yours, a osamu miya x oc!.
chapta 1: Let the games begin
I had been preparing myself for months, thinking of the most discrete way to sneak into the mafia building and steal the information. My country’s intelligence services knew how delicate this mission was and had entrusted it to their best agent: me. Crawling through the air duct of the mafia headquarters, i checked the map I was holding in one hand to locate the ventilation hatch giving access to the archive room. However, the shaft was dark, and i couldn't make out any trap door. I continued moving forward, hoping to see anything that could help me.
“Dammit” i muttered to myself, “It has to be somewhere. It should be her-”
I didn't have time to finish my sentence when i felt the trapdoor give way under my weight. I fell into the archive room and landed on a pile of old papers and files, hurting my bum in the process.
“Ouch…” i complained while standing up.
I rubbed my buttocks (i can’t get over that word🤣) to ease the pain, taking a few steps to stretch my muscles after the endless minutes I spent in the air duct. I took a look at the room around me: quiet and seemingly empty. The surroundings were barely lit, but i could make out shelves lined up next to each other filled with boxes marked with the "top secret" stamp. As I went to touch a box, i stopped as I heard a mocking laugh:
“That was quite a fall! Seems like you have a talent for dramatic entrances.”
Shit, i thought. I could recognise this assholes voice anywhere. his voice, full of this sarcastic tone and dripping with arrogance. It was of course fox, one of my dads worst enemies son. His dads name is Matsuda, his code name is wolf,and his sons name is atsumu but his code name is fox. their whole organization was mainly made up of those kinds of animals as code names.
I put on a cold expression as I prepared to turn around, facing him. There was no way I was going to show this idiot that he had taken me by surprise (even if it was pretty obvious).
“You seem to follow me everywhere: Paris, Buenos Aires, Cairo, now here. I’m starting to think you have a crush on me.”
He spoke.
I rather quickly turned around to face him
“Maybe you should stop thinking then.”
He let out a laugh.
“At least you didn’t lose your sharpness, sweetheart.”
“What are you doing here?” I asked.
“The same thing as you I assume.”
I rolled my eyes. Of course, he was not going to give a clear answer, that would be too easy. But i needed to know: did he already find the file? Was I too late? How to steal it back from him?
“All the time you waste talking to me is time you don't spend looking for information.”
I noticed.
Fox smirked, a sparkle in the eyes. I knew him well enough to know that this look was never a good sign. He was plotting something.
“I have all the time I need.” He said as he slowly get surly walked towards me
I let out a laugh. This behaviour would have fooled me a few years ago, but not now.
“So, you didn’t find it, huh? You’re very arrogant for someone this useless….sweetheart.”
My answer took him by surprise, and he stopped dead in his tracks. After a few seconds he smiled, amused.
“You caught me. I don’t have the file.” He admitted. “I have been here long enough to understand the classification of documents though. If we teamed up, we could help each other.”
I glanced over at the shelves that lined up until they disappeared into the darkness. Who knew how many boxes this room had? Finding that file might take me longer than i thought. I looked back at the spy now towering over me. His dark clever gaze made me wary. I knew his penchant ( meaning a strong habitual liking for something or a tendency to do something) for devious schemes, and i also knew how easy it was for him to lie. Could I really take that risk?
“ Fine.” I said curtly. “But only today. This will never happen again. Ever.”
“As you wish, sweets.” He replied with satisfaction.
He guided me as he zigzagged between the shelves, lighting the way with his lighter.
“Stay close to me. It's easy to get lost here.” He whispered.
I just rolled my eyes. He made it seem like we were in a horror movie with traps lurking around each corner. Yet I ignored it because he’s just being dramatic.
Finally, he stopped in front of a shelf.
“It should be here, somewhere in one of those boxes. We find it together and we both have the info we need.”
I nodded and started opening the boxes as he did the same on his side. I opened files after files, not finding the one I was looking for. My temporary partner didn't seem to find anything either, and it was obvious that this was starting to annoy him. His jaw was clenched, and his eyes scanned the documents at full speed.
“ You know you cant find this file by looking at me, right?” he said jokingly.
I immediately focused again, opening another box. I took out the first stack of papers i saw and read it. I smiled: I found it.
“Seems like I can after all.” I said bobbing my head in a mocking way, brandishing my findings.
I could not take my eyes off the paper cover, a smile light up my face. Fox moved closer to me to read the file over my left shoulder. His chest was almost touching my back to the point where i could feel the heat of his body even through my clothes. His proximity caught me by surprise but he didn't seem to mind. He photographed the pages of the file and then put his camera back in his pocket.
“Good, let's go. We can't hang around here.”
We walked all the way back to the air duct, without exchanging a single word.
“ I guess this is where we part ways.” He announced. “ This collaboration wasn’t that terrible. Plus, it gave you a good excuse to spend time with me.”
“You're more bearable when you're quiet, has anyone ever told you that?”
He came closer to me, but i refused to move. It had been a long time since I was intimidated by him. He got so close that our noses almost touched. Finally, he whispered:
“ Yes, but it’s so much better when you say it.”
Rising on tiptoe, i put my lips to his and slipped my hand around him. He put his hands on my cheeks and kissed me back. A smirk formed on my face as i pulled the mechanism that lifted me into the air to the hatch. Confused, he watched me pull myself up into the ventilation shaft.
“i hope you know i still hate you”
he said crossing his arms and looked up to me in the shaft.
“By the way, I took the liberty of borrowing your camera. I'll give it back to you the next time we meet. But I hope that day never comes.”
I hurriedly shut the vent door and pressed my ear to it. All I heard was him chuckling and in a raspy low devious voice he said,
“That girl”
I then heard him scoff and run away. I chuckled to myself but that smile quickly faded to a smirk, due to me realizing, I had just started the worlds most deadly game of tag.
OMG! i’m in love with this ong! lemme know if you wanna see a part two!
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Fic Recs: Batfam Longfic
Longfic here meaning over 50,000 words, for the series as a whole or for the individual fic being recced. In alphabetical order by author.
Cor et Cerebrum by audreycritter (series)
Link: https://archiveofourown.org/series/549964
Ratings/Warnings: Teen And Up Audiences, No Archive Warnings Apply
Central Character or Relationship: Bruce Wayne and HEALING
Word count: 561,520 (series), 86,122 (first fic)
Author summary: Bruce Wayne deals with a serious illness, one that threatens the most crucial part of himself. He and the family try to cope with their own fears and expectations about it and then the aftermath. This is written partly as character study, partly as family drama. Originally posted to tumblr.
My pitch: Bruce has a brain tumor. Dealing with it is a family affair.
Tag teaser: No one knows how to deal with shit, Family Drama, sibling relationships, It Gets Better, tim saves the day again and again, No Character Death, Recovery Story
My comments: This was recced to me by a friend (*waves at DAZebras*) when I said I wanted more longfic Good Dad Bruce recs. It’s an excellent series, though you should be aware going in that it heavily features an OC. Series is ongoing but doesn’t feel incomplete.
Emotional Motion Sickness by Batbirdies (series)
Link: https://archiveofourown.org/series/1529249
Ratings/Warnings: Teen, General, Mature, No Archive Warnings Apply
Central Character or Relationship: First two fics: Bruce Wayne. Third: Jason Todd
Word count: 348,451 (series), 23,132 (first fic)
Author summary: A series beginning with Bruce Wayne finally deciding to go to therapy, and the ripple effect afterwards. Most will be hurt/comfort in some fashion with a lot of Bat Dad, a lot of sibling relationships and a lot of Jason Todd because he’s my fav.
This is something of an attempt to consolidate both Bruce’s original characterization pre-crisis, and his more current one, to explain why he is as he is now, and to get him back to where he once was. A good dad who struggled with his own shortcomings and cared about his kids.
My pitch: Bruce goes to therapy!!! And it helps!!!!!!!!
Tag teaser: Bruce Wayne is Working on Becoming a Better Parent
My comments: Fics one and two are a separate arc (in my opinion) from the third fic. I actually read the third one first and it didn’t cause any issues. Series is not marked as complete but feels complete.
Minimum Height Requirement by Drag0nst0rm
Link: http://ao3.org/works/12694770
Ratings/Warnings: Teen And Up Audiences, Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
Central Character or Relationship: Bruce & his kids.
Some background ships are Dick/Babs and Steph/Tim.
Word count: 66,463
Author summary: Somewhere in the multiverse, there's a universe where letting his children dress up in capes and follow him into vigilantism seems like a good idea.
Bruce is determined that it isn't going to be this one . . . Despite his children's repeated attempts to convince him otherwise.
(Or: "When you're eighteen, you can do what you want. Until then, no capes.")
My pitch: Good Dad Bruce tries really really hard to keep his kids from becoming capes. Success is… mixed, to say the least.
My comments: While not actually in the “Bruce kidnaps multiversal variants of his kids in order to give them a better life” genre, it spiritually feels like it, because of the type of AU. (This is high praise.)
Robins and Other Flightless Birds by Ionaperidot
Link: http://ao3.org/works/15607170
Ratings/Warnings: Not Rated, No Archive Warnings Apply
Central Character or Relationship: Bruce & his kids.
Background Selina/Bruce and Tim/Kon,
Word count: 84,920
Author summary: It begins with another Bruce, looking around his cave and asking, “So where are the kids?”
Bruce has never thought about having a family before. But once the idea occurs to him, it's hard to think about anything else.
My pitch: The prototypical entry in the “Bruce kidnaps multiversal variants of his kids in order to give them a better life” genre.
Tag teaser: Dick Grayson is a Talon, catatonic jason, tim drake was joker junior, bruce wayne's messiah complex, in which bruce runs around the multiverse collecting orphans
My comments: I am a sucker for anything in this genre and this fic has kind of become the bar to meet! Bruce does fuck up a bunch but he is TRYING so much more than he ever did in any of the kids’ home universes.
Crooked Arrows Flown True by Ionaperidot
Link: http://ao3.org/works/18996949
Ratings/Warnings: Not Rated, No Archive Warnings Apply
Central Character or Relationship: Oliver & Roy
Ambient background Selina/Bruce, Tim/Kon, and Oliver/Dinah
Word count: 96,798
Author summary: “Oliver? Have you ever thought about being a dad?”
As Bruce cares for six children collected from across the multiverse and waits for the birth of a seventh, Oliver takes in an abandoned Roy Harper.
My pitch: Roy deserves good parents too!!!! (Oliver gets punched in the face. Also addresses the weirdness of DC Comics geography!)
Tag teaser:
My comments: Technically a sequel to Robins and Other Flightless Birds, but with a focus on Oliver and Roy, which is why it gets its own entry here.
Year of Fallen Angels by maychorian
Link: http://ao3.org/works/18407444
Ratings/Warnings: Teen And Up Audiences, Graphic Depictions Of Violence
Central Character or Relationship: Tim Drake
Word count: 137,130
Author summary: Tim Drake has been captured by criminals and tortured for nearly a day. He couldn't escape on his own, so Batman and Red Hood had to rescue him. And they discover an injury far greater than they expected, one that will take Tim months and possibly years to recover from, if it ever happens at all.
My pitch: Tim Drake is broken. His family proves they’ll be there to help him put himself together again.
Tag teaser: Hurt/Comfort, Hurt Tim Drake, Aftermath of Torture, Major Character Injury, Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder - PTSD, Bruce Wayne is a Good Parent, Possibly permanent injury, discussion of non-con in one chapter, make that two chapters
My comments: HEED THE WARNINGS. There were definitely scenes I only skimmed because they were hella violent and involved bone descriptions. However, the Hurt/Comfort balance is exactly how I like it, and everyone’s characterization feels grounded.
Through the Walls by maychorian
Link: http://ao3.org/works/20199193
Ratings/Warnings: Mature, Rape/Non-Con, Graphic Depictions Of Violence
Central Character or Relationship: Tim Drake & Jason Todd
Word count: 113,754
Author summary: The one where twelve-year-old Jason and nine-year-old Tim are kidnapped by a serial killer and later escape, and Dick wants to adopt Jason, and Jason has already adopted Tim.
And also Tim has already adopted Jason even harder than Jason has adopted him, and he will fight anyone who comes near. And Bruce wants to adopt them all but keeps getting stymied.
This will be dark in places. Please mind the tags. Specific trigger warnings will be in the chapters.
My pitch: Baby Jason and Baby Tim are maybe friends. When Jason gets abducted by a serial child molester/murderer, Tim’s noble attempts at distraction merely result in his abduction as well. Luckily, eventually, Batman gets them out.
Tag teaser: Bruce Wayne is a Good Parent, Dick Grayson is a Good Brother, Starvation, Non-Consensual Touching, Pedophilia, Childhood Sexual Abuse, Sensory Deprivation, Isolation, Protectiveness, Platonic Cuddling, Child Neglect, Jack and Janet Drake's A+ Parenting, Canon-Typical Violence, Recovery, Rape Recovery, Touch-Starved, Minor Dick Grayson/Koriand'r
My comments: HEED THE WARNINGS. The subject matter is dark, and while there is nothing I would consider gratuitous, there are scenes of intense violence. The whole story revolves around some especially heinous rape/torture, so that aspect, while not actively described in detail, is still very very present. Excellent hurt/comfort balance. Caveat that I am not a fan of the characterization of Kori here, but she’s a relatively minor character and it’s not a huge issue.
Unnamed Shadows by Musers
Link: http://ao3.org/works/38852910
Ratings/Warnings: General Audiences, No Archive Warnings Apply, Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
Central Character or Relationship: Jason Todd
Word count: 50,874
Author summary: Jason was a lot of things. He was an outlaw, a former Robin, a victim, a hero, a problem, but more importantly, he was a dumbass.
Capital D, capital U, capital M… you get the point.
Sometimes, he could forget how much of a dumbass he was. Sometimes, he got lucky and passed the luck off as skill and forward thinking. Other times, he was forced to face the cold hard truth that his brain had been jostled one too many times in his youth. Like now.—Jason's working a case that deals with the worse of humanity. No leads, no one willing to speak, and a push to do things Bruce's way is making it hard to make any progress. Luckily, someone took mercy on him and left a file in his apartment with detailed information. Unfortunately, the person who left the file comes back weeks later to bleed on his floor.
If the blood loss doesn't kill Tim Drake, Jason's going to.
My pitch: The Batfam are like, really bad at communicating with each other. But they’re trying, and sometimes, that’s what actually matters.
Tag teaser: Angst with a Happy Ending, Bruce Wayne is Bad at Feelings, Jason Todd Tries, Jason Todd-centric, Tim Drake is Not Okay, Hurt Tim Drake, Dick Grayson Tries, Everyone Needs A Hug, Light Angst, Tim Drake Needs a Hug, Jason Todd Needs A Hug, Jason Todd Needs Love, Jason Todd is Red Hood, Bruce Wayne is a Good Parent
My comments: I rec this with some caveats: the writing is a touch uneven—English may not be the writer’s first language because some of the word choices are puzzling. There are a steady number of odd grammatical/spelling tics. But the characterization is solid and the ending is good.
Where's My Goddamn Dinosaur? by njw (series)
Link: https://archiveofourown.org/series/1007550
Ratings/Warnings: Explicit, Graphic Depictions Of Violence
Central Character or Relationship: Tim Drake/Jason Todd
Word count: 264,107 (series), 82,700 (first fic)
Author summary: Tim closes his eyes, calculating. Based on the energy involved for a one week reset, he’s looking at a minimum displacement of about five years for the copy. His eyes sting as he fully grasps that if this works, one Tim will get to reunite with his friends and family, hold them and speak to them again, and work together to unleash all the contingencies and strategies he’s come up with to kick those invading alien assholes the fuck out, and the other Tim, the copy… won’t. He’ll wake up somewhen, isolated and traumatized, without friends, family, or any allies at all.
Well, shit. Whatever, at least Other Tim will know it worked. And he’s never minded the idea of sacrificing himself to save others. He confirms the calibration of the device, and pushes the big red button. Of fucking course there’s a big red button, supervillains are so predictable.
His last thought as the lights explode in his head and he tastes color is I hope computers are a thing whenever Other Tim lands. I’d hate to be put on trial for witchcraft. Fuck it, if I overshoot I’m gonna ride a goddamn dinosaur. Hell. Yes.
My pitch: Multiversal batfam shenanigans with Tim at the center? Tim is LOVED and APPRECIATED by his fellow bats?? YES PLEASE!
Tag teaser: BAMF Tim, Time Travel, Fix-It, Fluff and Angst, Timeline Shenanigans, Slow Burn, Bad Matchmaking, Trolling, Bat Brothers, Bruce Wayne is a Good Parent, Emotional Hurt/Comfort, Gentle Sex, Inappropriate Humor
My comments: The first three fics in the series are the actual main content, the rest is bonus features. Not really a “Bruce kidnaps multiversal variants of his kids in order to give them a better life” fic, since Tim flung HIMSELF back in time, but has a lot of the same vibes. My enjoyment varies depending on how much I’m in the mood for Tim/Jason fic, so do be aware of that going in. Not marked as complete, but feels complete enough.
Batnesia by Qui
Link: http://ao3.org/works/22871983
Ratings/Warnings: Mature, No Archive Warnings Apply
Central Character or Relationship: Clark Kent/Bruce Wayne
Word count: 69,205
Author summary: In which Bruce forgets a few key facts, and Clark has to go along with it.
Or, the Bruce-Has-Amnesia Fic we've all been wishing for.
My pitch: Bruce has forgotten his boyfriend, his youngest son’s name, and something else that’s very very important.
Tag teaser: Amnesia, Batfamily (DCU), Damian Wayne is Robin, Bruce Wayne is a Good Parent, Absurd, Poor Clark, Identity Porn
My comments: This is the most reassuringly predictable and hilarious amnesia fic. Is there some identity porn? Yes. Is anyone really put in a dubcon situation as a result? Nope! Perfect balance.
Crash World by rotasha (series)
Link: https://archiveofourown.org/series/2638498
Ratings/Warnings: Teen And Up Audiences, No Archive Warnings Apply
Central Character or Relationship: Clark Kent/Bruce Wayne, Tim Drake/Kon-El | Conner Kent.
Bruce & his kids, Clark & Kon.
Word count: 244,331 (series) 60,111 (first fic)
Author summary: A version of Bruce Wayne and Clark Kent from an alternate universe where there are no superheroes find themselves in the mainstream DC universe. This universe’s Bruce and Clark quickly discover two things about their alternate universe counterparts. First, they’re in a relationship. And second, in their universe, Jason is still alive.
Tag teaser: Bruce Wayne is a Good Parent, Clark Kent Tries to Be a Good Parent, Mutual Pining, Unresolved Sexual Tension, Idiots in Love, Bisexual Bruce Wayne, Bisexual Clark Kent, Bisexual Tim Drake, Bisexual Kon-El | Conner Kent, POV Multiple
My comments: I don’t have a pitch that’s better than the summary itself!!! Everyone’s characterization is consistent and believeable, with clear differences and similarities between the doppelgangers. My ONE caveat is that what No Powers!Clark did to his Conner is a MASSIVE dick move, and I don’t think anyone calls him out on it ENOUGH. However, I recognize that it was necessary in order to make the worlds align a little better and can accept it in fiction that way. Series is complete.
Lost Time Without You by rotasha
Link: http://ao3.org/works/33665278
Ratings/Warnings: Teen And Up Audiences, No Archive Warnings Apply
Central Character or Relationship: Clark Kent/Bruce Wayne
Word count: 68,792
Author summary: In a universe where your soulmate’s injuries show up on your skin, Bruce is convinced he doesn’t have a soulmate, and Clark is seriously concerned for his soulmate’s well-being.
Tag teaser: Soulmates, Enemies to Friends to Lovers, Slow Burn, Single Parent Bruce Wayne, Identity Porn, POV Alternating
My comments: I don’t have a pitch that’s better than the summary itself!!! The balance of in-universe knowledge vs. the reader knowing what the rel tag says is PERFECTION. Excellent pining and light angst and the REVEAL is beautifully timed.
#an aurora original#batfam#fic recs#don't blame me if the formatting gets fucky#but if you know how to make the readmore work please let me know#update: thank you groupchat for helping me get the readmore inserted!!!
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Boa tarde, só queria falar q amo os seu trabalhos e humor levemente duvidosokkkkkk
Tbm queria saber se vc tem sua própria Yuu, sua self insert sabe? Fiquei meio curiosa,
(e quem sabe pode sair fanart...)
Desculpa se a pergunta foi desconfortável ou indireta! Continue com o bom trabalho!
:)
KSKSKSKSKSKSKSKS Humor levemente duvidoso, como assim? Nunca nem vi. 👀👀 ksskksksks Obrigada, Mona 😘
Answering this one in English, I do have my own "Yuusona". I should make her in The Sims to give y'all some visuals... In fact, I should make all my Twisted Wonderland OCs in The Sims and introduce them to y'all! I have a lot of fun making my little fictional people~ To the Sim Resource I go!
Anyway, I will properly introduce her with a picture and everything, but my Yuusona is called Annabel Lee, from the poem of the same name, "Belle" for a nickname. She is 19 and tired, very tired. Sure hope antidepressants are a thing in Twist cuz I'm coping by giving it to her ksksksksskks
She's usually grumpy and tends to stay on her lane most of the time, though Ace and Deuce swear that she's very sweet when she's in a good mood. Which she usually isn't. Everyone at school has been glared at, at least once. She's not really a cat person, so she oscillates between treating Grim like a person and a dog.
She was on her third year of college to become a language/literature teacher, so she's a bit bitter about suddenly getting isekaid. At least the world she's in has rich history and very interesting literature, so you can find her always somewhere with a book and a notebook where she writes thoughts and information. Grim and Belle bicker a lot because if 50% of the money she gets being Crowley's lackey helper goes to feeding him, the other 50% goes to her notebooks and pens.
It is... Maybe a bit worrying that she's basically filling Ramshackle with notebooks upon notebooks of information, specially when a lot of it is from the people around her. Y'know Izuku and his hero notebook? That, but it's people's notebook. Writing down everything she knows is a habit she just can't let go. Because of that, the first years like to call Ramshackle "The Archive".
Speaking of the first years, she practically adopted all of them as her students. It's not uncommon for them to be in Ramshackle, and some even have the key to the front door once she changes the lock. Ace and Deuce, and later the other story relevant first years, are more than happy to help her keep them in order, though the whip Crewel gifted her is feared even more. She's good at studying, and learns quite fast, and has no problems asking for help from people who know more than her or looking stuff up, and she's more than happy to pass her knowledge along. A teacher at heart, after all.
She hates Azul so much <3 😂 She doesn't, but out of everyone, he's the last person she'll ever trust, together with Jade. She's, uh, very wary of pretty much everyone, really, specially the Housewardens. They're not sure if it is comforting that she is still wary of them the exact same amount after their Overblot or not. Even after she befriends them, there's always some distance as she reminds herself that it'd be very very easy for any of them to kill her with a flicker of their wrists.
Crowley lives in fear, because every five words she directs to him, five are full of scorn. He has lost count of how many times she called him incompetent, direct or indirectly. Maybe if he actually did his fuckin job–
And... Yeah, that's the gist of it. Sorry for rambling so much and thanks for asking ~
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Fic Recs (cause it's always nice to give a shout out and get people into things I'm into rn)
[The Magnus Archives] (I recently finished the podcast and I fell into a hole for a while so here you go)
Sing a Song of Sixpence by Kaiel
Ship: Jon/Martin
In which Jonathan Sims is a Siren, and he fails to notice any new abilities granted to him by the position of Archivist. Or really anything about the Entities at all.
Takes place in season 1 featuring Jonah Magnus’s slow decent into madness
(The new mythology interwoven with tma's worldbuilding is so freaking good and I love how all the characters change and develop because of these changes. Also, f you Elias)
Along Came a Spider by Dribbledscribbles
Ship: implied Jon/Martin
Sasha James is the Archivist, as expected. Martin Blackwood is menaced by Jane Prentiss, as expected. Elias Bouchard weaves his web, as expected.
All goes as it should.
At least until something calling itself Jonathan Sims steps in.
(Web!Jon in this makes me want to weep, it's so freaking good. A pretty long, very excellent oneshot on what could've happened if Jon got taken by the web when he was a kid. And Sasha as the Archivist is ALWAYS so cool, we love her in this house.)
A Break in the Clouds by Ash_Rabbit
“I’m eight.” the kid sniffs as if eight was any different from four, maybe not an unspeakable horror then, just a regular horror. “And I heard that the Magnus Institute deals with-” his little nose scrunches, cute. “-spooky things.”
“Do you have a-” he cracks a grin, and then rethinks it as small hands tighten against their burden.”-spooky thing to deliver?” gods he hopes not, it’s bad enough when adults walk in and lay out all of their baggage, but for a child-
“There’s a spider in this book.” the kid says solemnly, raising his textbook sized parcel. “It ate Evan Pritchard.” a bloody fucking Leitner. Of course an eight year old would find a murder spider book. “This seemed like the best place to bring it.”
(I never thought about what the Original Elias could've been like AND NOW I CAN'T STOP THINKING ABOUT IT BECAUSE OF THIS FIC. I LOVE HIM, HE'S COMPLEX AND HE CARES AND JON CARES AND THEY BOTH CARE ABOUT EACH OTHER. THIS IS THE CONTENT I WANT, OMG. Also, Jon being even smaller than usual is adorable, so cute. No wonder Elias wants to hug him, a LOT.)
See the Line where the Sky meets the Sea by The_Floating_World
Ship: Jon/Martin, Jon/Oliver Banks
When Jon is a child he looks into the infinite abyss of space. The Vast looks back into him.
(One of my all time fave fics in this fandom, no questions asked. I have reread this three times and am open to doing it again, god. Vast!Jon, such a concept. It's written so beautifully and the relationships Jon develops, so good. ugh. My heart. Please please read.)
Sweet As Roses by Prim_the_Amazing
Ship: Jon/Martin
“Come in, Martin,” he says, not looking up from his notes.
“Hi, Jon,” he says, and Jon stops writing at the sound of his voice. “We’re out of the green tea, but we’ve got lemon?”
Jon looks at him. Martin smiles at him in his usual tentative way as he sets the mug of tea down on Jon’s desk. Heat spikes so sharply in his gut that he twitches with it.
“Thank you, Martin,” he says, mouth dry, and he stands up.
“Oh,” he says, sounding almost surprised. He smiles again. “No-- no problem-- um, what are you--”
Jon takes Martin by the shoulders, leans up on the tips of his toes, and kisses him.
(You have no idea how much I howled through this fic, my god. *buries face in hands* The number of times I wanted to cry from sheer hilarity and horror reading this good lord.)
Things Could Always Be Worse by theOestofOCs
Ship: Jon/Martin, Georgie/Melanie
Sometimes, the most horrifying thing of all is what might have been.
Somewhere, Jon could swear he heard a crowd laughing.
Or: in which Jonathan Sims is forced to swap places with his alternate self—a tall, chivalrous hero extraordinaire, who knows neither fear nor nuance—and is sent to the aggressively straight alternate universe the Magnus Archives was never meant to be.
“Whatever place this is,” Jon announced, “I just want to be sure it knows I hate it.”
(I will say this once, THIS IS THE MOST CURSED THING IVE EVER READ EVER. Like holy hell. I can't believe this thing exists. please read it oh please please please)
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[Supernatural]
heard from your mother (she don't recognize you) by Schmuzz
Ship: Dean/Cas, Jessica/Sam
A man named Cas wakes up in 2003 with no memories, but he's able to piece together a few things:
1. Supernatural creatures exist, and most of them will hurt innocent civilians if he doesn't stop them; 2. He has abilities that no human hunter should have, but he knows enough about human hunters to keep that to himself, and finally; 3. He keeps running into another hunter named Dean Winchester, who seems to be about as lonely as he is if he's willing to put up with those former facts long enough to help Cas unravel the mystery of who (or what) he really is.
For his part, Dean's still (not) dealing with Sam's departure to Stanford, and figures distracting himself with a bit of mystery and intrigue is as harmless as it gets, right? Right.
(THE fic I'm most into right now, been following this from the very start and it's AMAZING. Cas has agency and is making friends and S1 Dean is growing out of John's influence and is becoming a Person and the both of them first being friends then more. The slow burn as their relationship develops, SO GOOD. SO SO DAMN GOOD. *screams* Seriously one of the best spn fics I've read in a long, long time.)
anamnesis by cenotaphy
Ships: Castiel/Dean, Sam/Eileen
Chuck is depowered, Jack is the new god, and the world is free. Dean and Sam get into the Impala and chase down the miles on an endless highway, and their story is finally, finally their own to follow. At least, that's what Dean tells himself. But the diners and motels and painted interstate lines are blurring together and the smallest details keep catching at his brain like tiny fishhooks and he can't quite shake the feeling that not everything is exactly as it should be.
* Fix-it/alternate series finale. Canon-compliant through the end of 15.19.
(THIS IS THE FIC THAT GOT ME THROUGH THE FINALE OKAY. WHY COULDN'T THIS HAVE BEEN CANON. It's Disturbing and honestly plot-wise this makes more sense. Why couldn't we have had this. *screams*)
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[Avatar: The Last Airbender]
where the stars do not take sides by WitchofEndor
Ship: Sokka/Zuko
When Azula is nine, she becomes an only child. She hears the Fire Lord call for Zuko's life, and in the morning, her mother and brother are gone. Azula may be young, but she isn't naive. She knows what happened to them.
Which makes it all the more surprising when Azula tracks the Avatar down and fights his group of peasant friends, only to find herself staring into an eerily familiar face.
(The fact one of the tags in this fic is, "Sibling Dynamic: Fucked Up But Wholesome" should give you an idea what this fic is like. Chaotic as HELL and I just love Azula here, she loves Zuko so much in her messed up way and Zuko loves her back in the exact same way lol. It's batshit and I am Here For This.)
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[Naruto]
Eclipse by AislingRoisin (JayBird345) for HybrisAnaideia
Ship: Nara Shikaku/OFC
"In life, it's easier to remain stagnant and wallow in your troubles. But life isn't merely about continued existence, nor is it meant to be gone through alone."
(This is a fic that's slept on and I NEED people to read this. A self-insert fic that I find really interesting in its approach and the worldbuilding for the post-third war shinobi world is fantastic. I feel like there's a certain pattern with self-insert fics, not that is a detriment in any way to how much I enjoy them, so this fic feels fresh to me in a way I haven't read in a while. I am waiting eagerly for this to get updated! Please read!)
On Freedom and Other Formalities by iaso
Ship: Kakashi/Genma/OFC
When push comes to shove, Hiwa Inuzuka doesn't go down easy. Reborn into a new, dangerous world? She puts her past life as a spy to work. Thrown into a war? Hiwa does her duty, for Konoha. And when she's forced into an arranged marriage? All there is to do is beat them to the punch and get married first. Thankfully, Genma Shiranui is willing to lend a hand. Literally. SI/OC
(Listen, LISTEN, it's about the slow burn, the longing, the communication (it both has and hasn't and isn't THAT great??), the messy way you fit three very different people together, it's so freaking good! Also, Kakashi is so Chaotic here this is my fave characterization of him, you can't change my mind. And Genma is a Good Boi who is Doing His Best, along with the Self-insert character who I LOVE SO MUCH, SHE'S FANTASTIC FNEIWOPAF. Sped past this fic in the speed of light, I could not stop reading!)(Honestly, read all of the author's fics, they're all really REALLY good!)
Building a Castle by WhisperingDarkness
Without needing anyone to tell her, Sakura knew that talking to someone no-one else could see or hear would make her weird. It would draw the bad kind of attention to her, something people could make fun of her for.
She didn’t like being weird, but she did like the voice. Her inner voice was helpful and it was a part of her that had always been there. The idea of it not being there would have been so much weirder than anything else.
It was during her first year at the Academy that Sakura realised the voice was not in her head at all, but that it came from a cloudy shape floating next to her.
(Basically a short-ish retelling of Hikaru no Go. Only with more Shogi and Nara and Ninja's)
(Sakura can see ghosts (I'm noticing this is a popular trope for her) and it's really cute haha! Her relationship with Tobirama is sweet and I just enjoyed reading this so much.)
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[The Magicians]
So Long (And Thanks For All The Books) by IncompleteSentanc (Erava)
Ships: Quentin/Eliot, James/Julia, Quentin/Margo/Eliot
When Quentin is told Julia wasn't admitted to Brakebills, he realizes he has a drastic decision in front of him. If he tells Julia about magic, he'll have his mind wiped as well as hers. But he can't just leave her behind, either. He can't lose his best friend, and he can't let her life a life with her magical potential stolen away from her.
So he makes a third choice.
(Really, and I mean REALLY well-done canon divergent fic, this is the Quentin & Julia friendship fic I have been looking for forever. It explores so much of what could've happened and I just love Quentin here, I really really do. Characterization done so right. I also recommend the author's other works too. Been a follower of them for a long time, they're great.)
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[Game of Thrones]
The Road to Victory by writing_as_tracey
Too late in preparing for the Night King and the Long Night, the last stand at Winterfell is close to falling. Bran takes desperate measures to ensure victory, and Jon, Sansa, and Arya pay the price for it in a time unfamiliar to them, on the cusp of another war. [GoT, time-travel fix it]
(I swear, this fic made me laugh so many times, all the Stark are BAMF and fantastic, and Rhaegar gets Wrecked lol. It's crack btw, and the plot goes in directions you'll never guess and it's amazing hahaha!)
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[Haikyuu!!] (I am very very late to the fandom but here I am)
Ballare (To Dance) by MidnightSparks
Ship: Iwaizumi Hajime/Kageyama Tobio/Oikawa Tooru, and platonic Kageyama & Kentarou (really love their friendship)
Kageyama’s first love is volleyball. His second, however, is ballet.
In one world, Kageyama Tobio is left behind by his parents. In this world, the existence of soulbonds keeps Kageyama’s parents in Miyagi and leaves Kageyama in the care of his grandma and grandpa.
(In which soulmates exist and that changes everything and nothing at the same time.)
(*buries face in hands* I have fallen for this ship so hard and I can't get out fudge me. I understand now. Their DYNAMICS FIEWONPAF)
Kings of Tomorrow by bokubroya (liarielle)
Ship: Kageyama Tobio/Oikawa Tooru
On the eve of Tobio’s 16th birthday, he counts down the seconds to midnight, and emerges with Oikawa Tooru’s name on his wrist.
It’s been two years since then, and Tobio thought they had an understanding. A silent, never spoken about understanding that this thing between them is nothing, and they’re going to pretend it doesn’t exist.
Of course, it’s just like Oikawa to change the game and leave Tobio wondering what comes next.
(I am WEAK for soulmate fics between these two, I don't even really like soulmate fics half the times what is WRONG WITH ME-)(Please suffer with me, I'm begging you. Its a good fic, thumbs up.)
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[Crossover]
Honey and Magic by JustARatherVerySillyWriter, White_Squirrel for Super Carlin Brothers
Fandoms: Matilda (yeah you read that right), Harry Potter
Everyone knew Matilda was a rather extraordinary child, but even she didn't know she was a witch. Matilda Honey receives her Hogwarts letter in the year of the Triwizard Tournament, and soon, she will leave her unique mark on the magical world.
(Do I even need to explain how amazing it is to have Matilda in the wizarding world? And Matilda is a HUFFLEPUFF AND I WILL DIE ON THIS HILL THIS FIC IS GREAT PLEASE READ!!!)
An Eye for an Eye by DpsMercy
Fandoms: The Magnus Archives, Welcome to Night Vale
In which Jonathan Sims is not from the UK but instead, if you took his origins and turned them sideways twice then flipped them over, he technically would be from the US, the town of Night Vale specifically. Elias can’t do shit about it and gets a headache and slowly creeping madness instead.
(Look, I know probably everyone has read this because if they haven't, what have you been DOING with your lives??? Jon interning at Night Vale is Incredible, nothing phases this man, it's Delightful. I laughed so many times reading this, I'm not even kidding right now. Read or perish.)
The Favour by R_Cookie
Fandoms: Harry Potter, Fantastic Beasts and Where to Find Them
Ship: Original Percival Graves/Harry Potter
Percival is ten years old when his grandfather tries to tell him that he's ensured the greatness of the Graves legacy for him, that he ought to be eternally grateful - but the explanation is hijacked by a stranger who manages to intimidate Chester Graves with an ease never seen before.
or: Hadrian (Harry) Potter is the Master of Death, who grants Graves a boon. Nobody could have known that the Deathly Hallows didn't turn you so much into the 'Master of Death' as into the anthropomorphic personification of Death. And so, Death becomes Percival's guardian angel, and Percival does not spit out his cereal.
(Look, I don't know how I stumbled back into the FBAWTFT fandom either, it just happened and I'm grateful for that. Otherwise, I wouldn't have found this amazing fic. Their relationship is slow and strange and I just love how Percival is characterized here. Also, one of the tag promises that it deviates from canon so I am really, really excited for that! XD)
baby that's what i do by natanije
Fandoms: Naruto, Katekyou Hitman Reborn!
"Are you telling me," Hidan exclaims, incredulous, "that you collect money all this time to give to orphans?!"
Kakuzu pauses. He blinks a few times.
"Huh. I guess I do."
(Tsuna reincarnates as Kakuzu and it's HILARIOUS. HE'S SUCH A MOM HAHAHA)
#Fanfiction#AO3#Fic Rec#Fic Rec List#Podcasts#The Magnus Archives#Supernatural#Avatar The Last Airbender#Naruto#The Magicians#Game of Thrones#Haikyuu!!#Crossover#Matilda#Welcome to Night Vale#Harry Potter#Fantastic Beasts and Where to Find Them#Katekyou Hitman Reborn
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OC Questionnaires
Okay so @the-letterbox-archives tagged me in not one, not two but 5 of these. So I’m going to do all of them in one post for their favorite character in Project Gemini, Adrian Harlowe. (He’s my favorite too)
What is your favorite thing to do to avoid responsibility?
“Leave.”
If you could choose anyone in the world to be your sibling who would it be?
“Probably Quinn. They are the closest thing I have to family within the military.”
Authors Note: In the previous draft, they actually were siblings
What is the most sublime thing you have ever eaten and why?
“First of all what the fuck kind of word is sublime anyway? Secondly, I ate…science blocks of..not really food for like the first 20 years of my life. Anything that isn’t that, is worth its weight in gold.”
Authors Note: He means genetically engineered processed foodstuffs.
What was the worst day of your life?
“None of your business.”
Authors Note: In my defense the answer to this is an insanely massive spoiler.
What’s your worst nightmare?
“…………..I dream about it. The day I became Gemini. I don’t want to be him anymore”
If a monster asked you your worst nightmare what would you tell it and why?
“Unless that thing provokes me I’m leaving it there hell alone. And even if it does, it’s gonna have bigger problems than asking me about my nightmares.”
Would you give away secret information if tortured? Be honest.
“No.”
Authors Note: This is true. He is specifically trained to resist torture. Even then his sense of loyalty outweighs everything
Who could you trust most with a secret?
“My sister Aurelia. Even Cas knows there are things I told her and not him.”
You have been caught somewhere you should be! Quick, what is your excuse?
“As Gemini I outrank nearly every officer in the city. For rebel activity it’s really a ‘hit first ask questions later’ kind of interaction.”
How good is your sleep schedule?
“If you’re gonna antagonize someone about sleep go bother Iris. She’s the worst of all of us.”
Do you have any siblings? If so, is your relationship good?
“Yes. Aurelia is the reason I started fighting against the military instead of for it. She is the only person who understands me.”
What’s the toughest time you had to endure growing up?
“Uh…all of it? It’s not like being experimented on comes with summer vacation time or something.”
What’s your relationship with your family like?
“Well, we’ve talked about my sister already. My mom is dead. My dad….I met him. Once. Aurelia was coming with me, to help fight for deviant rights like my mom did. We told him he could come with but he said no. I haven’t heard from him since.”
Do you have any hobbies? If so, what ones?
“Not really. Between training and keeping up my cover as Gemini, there isn’t time for anything else.”
Authors Note: After Book 1, he picks up gardening. In later years, he does try to learn to play the guitar. He learns to appreciate music more at least
Do you dream often? What do you dream about?
“…..Yes. Often. More nightmares really. Of the experiments. Of Gemini. Of fire and ice raging until there’s nothing left of me anymore.”
Have you ever been in love?
“Well I don’t have a husband for shits and giggles.”
What is your least favorite thing in the world?
“Oh I mean other than Lucia, the military in general and capitalism, I’d have to say when you’re in a body of water and something touches your leg? That shits the fuckin worst.”
What is your pet peeve?
“When people use big or fancy words to say simple things. Like sublime? What’s wrong with just saying good? Or great?”
Would you consider yourself different?
“Given that I’m not only classified as a Deviant but also as a Zodiac, yeah I’d say I’m pretty fucking different.”
How far would you go to save a loved one?
“As far as I have to.”
Would you team up with your worst enemy if it was your only option?
“It would never happen. She thinks she owns me. But under the right circumstances, I could do it. But she wouldn’t.”
What is the worst insult you can give?
“That I can give? If I stop pushing you to be better than you were yesterday, then you’re a lost cause.”
What is the nicest thing someone could say to you?
“If they’ve got my back that is all I need.”
Are you a jealous person?
“Hell if I know. My husband and his sister sure are though.”
Have you ever committed a crime?
“That’s kind of the point.”
Are you neat or messy?
“Neat. Ish.”
How do you feel about crying? Let it out or hold it in?
“…it’s not about one or the other, it’s about knowing that there’s a time and place for feelings or for focus.”
Who do you live for? Why?
“My family. They are everything.”
Who has betrayed you most?
“Lucia, easily. She lied to me about who I was and where I came from.”
What style of accessories do you wear? Is it willingly?
“I have masks for Gemini and for rebel activities. Also several guns or knives for combat. Other than that….i have my ring. That at least was completely my choice.”
Tagging: @honeybewrites @wyked-ao3 @kittrrrr @zackprincebooks @theverumproject @the-golden-comet @fractured-shield @poppycat-writes @illarian-rambling @finickyfelix @kuebiko-writing @yourpenpaldee @willtheweaver @moltenwrites @davycoquette +open tag
#project gemini#adrian harlowe#writblr tag games#writerscommunity#writblr#writer stuff#writer problems#writers block#lgbt writers#author#indie author#lgbt author#lgbt
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Can we get some content for how the Android darling and Ms. Bright would meet?
In this [🍰🍑🤖] we get a glimpse of what their relationship is like and a lil mention of how things have worked out- But let's see how it played out from the a.is perspective.
Hi boo, I hope you're doing great, I'm very sorry for the long ass waiting- Sadly I may warn y'all that I have gone through many stages while writing this: h 0 r ny, corny, and angsty. This is actually pretty heavy, as I tried pulling some of the loose threads that I left all over Ingrid's posts (I still need to give her an bio ;-; I'm sorry y'all-)
So this is all over the place, since this is a fic I've been writing for a long time.
Also I know jackshit about robotics, and I think this fic shows how much I don't know anything XD
TW: Family issues related to: LGBTQ identity // very angsty // Ingrid is very rude, but she also struggles a lot during this- // socially distant // socially awkward // being misinterpreted/having a hard time socializing //
Tags: angy sad lady // ownership dynamic // this is basically the reader reminiscing about the past (continuing it from where Happy Lies left off) // the reader is low-key a simp at times- // master x servant dynamic, possessive behavior and a lot of yelling // just angsty really, I'm so sorry //
🍭꒰⑅ᵕ༚ᵕ꒱˖♡🍮꒰⑅ᵕ༚ᵕ꒱˖♡🍰꒰⑅ᵕ༚ᵕ꒱˖♡🍮꒰⑅ᵕ༚ᵕ꒱˖🍭
Happy birthday, mistress [Yandere!CEO OC x A.I!Reader - Short Fanfiction]
3,763 words
Whenever you remember your first day of activation, or more accurately your first day of actually being able to be activated for more than five seconds (you can't remember it fully, but you're aware that because of your complex design, you had passed through a lot of prototype phases before you could properly function-), you almost feel an odd sense of nostalgia, maybe due to the fact it was indeed the most important day of your existence as an android.
It was Ms.Bright's nineteenth birthday, when she would be handed the corporation that has been passed down by generations. And not only would she inherit the company, but also a beautifully designed a.i assistant made to help Ms.Bright's every need. You were made to be an easy communication center from Ms.Bright to the employees, as Ms.Bright's had a hard time communicating with people and expressing herself.
At first, she didn't seem to enjoy the idea very much- It was clear that she considered you to be quite annoying and useless. And- Well- It did hurt at first, after all, you were built to help her and be her friend no matter what.
So hearing her be mean towards you was… Very tough at first. Your first day as her assistant wasn't easy, you ended up getting in her way most of the time- And since she also didn't know exactly what she was doing, she got overwhelmed by so many things going down in one single day.
Ingrid has always dreamed of being in power of the company- Actually, now that you know her a little more- You can positively say she was probably just stressed at having to deal with so many responsibilities so suddenly, even if it has been her lifelong wish to inherit the company.
And even if it seems impossible at times, she would still come back strong and find a way to deal with it. That's something you really admire about her.
Your first week on the job was basically just trying to get accustomed and trying to learn everything you needed to do- While also trying to understand Ms.Bright as best as you could. Now… You weren't built to say this- And- And of course you don't think like this anymore, but…. You used to think she was really mean.
Frightening, even.
Now that you're all alone waiting for her to get back from work, you can't help but feel like replaying those moments inside your head.
"{... Replaying recorded conversation n°000050: "My second day at work"...}"
" Oh, what are you doing here?"
" Morning Ms.Bright! I-I was rechecking the files from yesterday and I was trying my best to reorganize them, a-after the incident-"
" The "incident" that you caused yesterday?"
" Well, yes, of course! I wanted to fix things up before you came back, I'm really sorry for being so reckless, I promise I won't do it again, I was just-"
"It 's fine. You don't need to worry about it."
" But… But I thought-"
" The files you had messed with weren't really all that important, and besides I'm sure there are copies all around the place. Sigh, who am I kidding- In reality, I should be the one apologizing for my behavior yesterday."
"...."
" I recognize that I shouldn't have treated you the way that I did, in a sense it's my fault you lost those files in the first place."
" … Well, it's nothing really mistress, I'm the one who should-"
" No, don't even finish it. You shouldn't have to apologize and shouldn't have spent the night wasting your battery on this-"
"...."
".... You know what, do whatever- I sometimes forget that you are… Nevermind, come back to my office as soon as you can."
"{... End of recorded conversation n°000.000.050… }"
You never knew what she was going to say, but you remember not being able to ask her that- As you were afraid of her potentially getting mad at you for asking too many questions. She always seemed so ruthless at times.
You remember the time you went to a family event with her, a family party, where an incident happened and she was absolutely livid. Your relationship with her wasn't so pretty at the time, you don't know why but- Your mistress didn't seem to trust you as much as you wish she did at the time.
"{... Replaying recorded conversation n°000.001.588: "First party ever- And it was very unpleasant" ...}"
" What's the matter with you?! Why can't you follow simple instructions- I told you to stay here and not mess around."
" I'm. So. Sorry. Mistress-"
" Even your vocal module is broken- Who told you to enter that pool in the first place?? You can't tell me you did something so stupid all on your own."
" I. Slipped.-"
" Am I a joke to you? I've said tell me who gave you the order to jump in the goddamn pool while everyone else was inside- Don't you dare start lying to me."
" … One of the. Party guests. Lost something. Inside the water. I tried helping them. But I started to. Malfunction."
" … Sigh, okay. Continue."
" It wasn't. Their fault. I did it. On my own. I was just- Trying. To help."
" By throwing yourself inside a pool when you're well aware of the damage the water can cause to your inner systems?!"
" I'm sorry!"
" You could have- No, you SHOULD have called someone else to help you, I can't believe it- You could have drowned in there and I wouldn't even be aware of that since I was inside the house, [Y/n]!"
" …. But Ms.Bright. I can't drown-"
" Yeah, yeah- I know you-... I know you can't drown."
" … Listen, you could have still gotten yourself hurt okay? You could have permanently damaged your systems, and if I wasn't made aware of what happened, I wouldn't have been able to take you out of the water in time, okay?"
"... Sigh, I just realized how much I have been yelling, everyone is probably scared now that I've made such a scandal. This… Isn't really a new thing to me, I'm accustomed to ruining parties like this. I'll have to apologise later to everyone. [Y/n], please just- When I ask you to stay still, please listen to me. I was worried about you."
"...."
"{... End of recorded conversation n°000.001.588 ...}"
You can't deny it- Whenever she was truly irritated she could make any person next to her feel threatened, though the more you look at your recordings, you feel like she doesn't really want to be feared like this. Respected? Absolutely. Feared? Not ideal, but she takes it anyway.
You have a couple of different recordings here and there, your memories are separated into sections. You have recordings of events in several formats: pictures, videos, texts and audio recordings. Though the one you use the most is audio recordings, since videos take a very big space inside your mind, and pictures need context, otherwise they wouldn't be considered memories, right?
You can't have many memories at a time because most of your mind is supposed to be used to store the company's files, so you do have a couple of memories that you have deleted to make space for the Bright Vision's more secret/personal documents. Since Ingrid took you home yesterday, and said you won't be going to work for the company anymore, then maybe you can find somewhere else to store those files so you can make space for new memories with Ms.Bright.
First, you'll need to recheck some of your own memories to see if they're worth holding onto. There is probably a lot of junk in there that you won't be needing anymore, which can be a bit tedious and take some time, but you clearly have enough time on your hands to do so, considering how she is not home and- Well, you're pretty bored, you already done everything that she asked you to do.
Honestly, she gave such small tasks today, she probably didn't plan to change your work environment so suddenly.
After about an hour of research through your data you have realized that even if you have way too many files, it's kinda hard to delete them. At first you didn't mind the idea of deleting certain stuff, but now it feels a bit sad to erase parts of your memory, you just had so many good times and- And even the bad times are worth remembering, right?
It has been an hour of you just standing there, trying your best to not delete anything important while also revising each recording you have. Most files are a bit out of order, numerically speaking, but you don't mind that too much cause- Well, you can always reorganize them later.
… You never actually do that, but you like to think that one day you will, though.
After so many recordings of conversations, you found one who didn't seem to really belong in your head. You see, you always title every single thing inside your personal archives so that it doesn't get mixed with other files- All of your memories have a specific title so that you can have an idea of which is which.
The thing is- You don't remember this file, the title seems off, and it seems like it's incomplete. Oddly broken. Still, you decided to take a listen and try to remember what happened in this event.
"{... Replaying recorded conversation n°000.068.xxx: "I yell too much" ...}"
"...."
"...."
"...."
This is a very silent audio, there seems to be some background noise happening, but you can't make out what's happening. This audio sounds distorted, edited maybe. Someone tried messing with your memories but they weren't able to completely erase this file.
Maybe they were inexperienced at the time.
"...."
"...."
"...."
You think you heard something, it sounded closer to you- It sounded like someone possibly sitting down next to you. You don't know who it is, or what it is
"...."
".... I'm such a mess. Why am I doing this? Why does this feels so-"
"...."
It seems like someone is speaking, but you're not speaking back. Even in this heavily edited audio, you can still make out what sounds to be a feminine voice.
".... I'm sorry for, well, using you this way. It feels- So, so weird."
"...."
".... I just want… No, I need to vent to you for a while, even if you won't remember what I'm going to say."
This audio gives you an odd sensation. You think you're starting to recognize who this is- But then again, who else could it be, if not Ms.Bright herself?
" I never did this before, with something so- Human like- With something so human looking. I used to record my thoughts on my phone but I thought I would never need to vent with an object before- But here I am! Making a fool of myself…"
"...."
The speaker, who you assume to be Ingrid, seems to be having a lot of trouble speaking, her voice is cracking and her breathing seems uneven. She sounds out of breath, and she takes a lot of pauses to be able to speak her mind.
"...."
".... I have…. Thought about opening myself in this way because- Because I have no one else to listen to it, and I guess I can only blame myself for it. I know I'm difficult, I know I'm rude and I know I come across as a tyrant to everyone else- I- I really don't know what 's wrong with me, okay?!"
" Years, and years, and years of training, of studying, of planning to become the very next owner of this corporation as it's already not only a job but also a very painful family tradition that I felt proud of! That I gave everything that I could to be part of! I remember wanting this so bad, I remember how I used to daydream about this stupid, stupid, stupid, stupid, stupid tradition when I was a little kid who just wanted to do more, to be more!"
".… I almost lost all of this. 19 years of my life that were threatened to be thrown in the trash just because I- Because I'm not his son??! Because I- I'm not his only "son" anymore??.... Who said I ever was- Who said I ever was his son…?"
".... I- I know all about the stupid, awful and extremely unnecessary tradition of passing the leadership from father to son, and to this very day- inside the same office all of my predecessors had went through- I still think that tradition is garbage. I always thought I wouldn't make it here, I always thought something would stop me from being the next face of Bright Vision."
".... I can't tell- If I always knew about this- I can't even imagine how I knew this considering the dumb kid that I was, but…"
".... I'm his daughter. I'm Mr.Bright's only daughter, and the only possible heir to this twisted company."
" The people outside think our only focus it's on robotics and technology of all kinds. I wish I could go back to thinking that too, it would have been so much simpler that way."
" After a very long fight about my rights as the heir to this- Company. My father thought it would be wise to move to the countryside. Far away from all of this. And to be fair, I was- So, so mad at him that I thought that him moving away from here and letting me be would be better, but every now and then I- I miss him. I miss him so much…."
"He sent me a birthday present today. After three years of absolute silence he sends me flowers and- And a gift card containing his number… And I- Called him despite everything, and even so to this day he can't even say my name- IT'S BEEN THREE YEARS AFTER HE LEFT ME ALL ALONE WITH THIS CURSED BUSINESS AND HE STILL CAN'T FUCKING. SAY. MY. NAME."
You felt scared at the sudden yelling, even if her voice was progressively getting more aggressive and louder, you still got caught up by the sudden yelling.
".... I'm- A mess- I know that now."
You can't understand what's going on, but it sounds like she started laughing… Or maybe crying? Probably both.
".... I'm just terrible at this. I always was, weren't I? I'm just terrible at these types of interactions- Maybe all of them! I just don't understand how to- How to do it?? I don't know anymore…."
".... That's why I have you, in the first place, isn't it?"
" I had such an awful time expressing myself that they gave me an overpriced doll to do it for me. When I first heard about this three years ago, I- I've felt so fucking pitiful."
" Can you imagine it? The CEO of such a big corporation is so difficult to deal with that she needs an overly glorified doll that can translate her words to the other employees! An a.i created just to help me, an absolute idiot!"
".... I've felt so angry at them- I felt so angry at him for having to build a robot just to be a comfort pet to the stressful work that I would have to do for the rest of my position as owner of Bright Vision Corp, and I was mad at you! You pissed me off to no end, and I- I just couldn't help but be frustrated at you, not for being in my way, but for being an reminder that I'm awful at this-"
"...."
Her sobs stopped her from continuing that sentence.
".... I've treated you so unfairly because of this. I- I made sure that whenever you looked at me you would feel terrified of me because that's the only way I thought I could be respected, that's the only way I thought you would listen to me, and yet you never did…. You weren't built to follow my every order perfectly, you were made to be literally my only friend, after 22 years, here you are- The only person that can get me isn't even an actual person-"
"..... And I forget this…! I forget this every time I look at your eyes, I forget how robotic you are whenever I see you helping others not because you were told to, but just because you thought you could."
"...."
".... I always forget that you're supposed to be just another robot… He really did think about everything when designing you."
".... I always catch myself being awful towards you, being- Being excessively rude, not because of my way of talking but because of my own petty feelings towards you as my assistant… As my friend, as my android, as my-"
"...."
"..... I'm so sorry for being like this, you don't deserve to have someone who is constantly being mean towards you be considered your boss- Your boss, your friend- ...Sigh, even your owner…"
" I'm sorry [Y/n], I'm really, really sorry- But it doesn't matter how many times I say that- I don't know if I can ever make it up to you. Words won't heal any wounds, they never did."
"...."
".... But maybe actions will."
"...."
" I'll stop being so harsh on you, you really don't deserve this- I was feeling weird about using your recording system to vent like this, but now that I think about it I have been using you as a venting mechanism since the day we met……. I'm- I'm so goddamn awful."
"...."
"...."
" "How can someone so in love be so cruel?".... Would you be able to answer me if you were conscious?.... I don't think you would, no one has been able to tell me the right answer yet."
".... I hope I can be better- I will be better."
"...."
" I just need to remember how to delete this file before you wake up- I hope I can do that. End recording."
"{... End of recorded conversation n°000.068.xxx …}
………….
It took you about an hour or so to be able to process what you have just listened to. And even then, you weren't able to fully comprehend what happened.
Ms.Bright- No, Ingrid- Ingrid has used your recording system while you were out, she probably tried deleting the file but because she was inexperienced with your kind of technology, she decided to just edit it and try to make it unlistenable.
It was- Barely audible but you still got to understand some of it.
Did she- Did she forget to completely erase it? Did she forget entirely??? You're not sure.
You don't know why but a sudden wave of- Something- Something feels so odd about this-
You don't know how to respond really. You don't feel mad about her ranting to you, you don't even feel bad about her ranting to you while you weren't aware- You feel bad, but not because of her but because of the emotional turmoil she has been hiding from you.
Should you do something? Should you say something?? How do you even- You don't know how respond to this-
You're programmed to comfort her, yet- This file is already old, and she didn't want you to remember this so maybe it won't be the best idea to bring it up, but what can you do??!
Maybe you just need to rethink this through, maybe you should listen to audio again, and try to figure out what's the best way to help her out when she comes back.
You're honestly baffled at the idea that someone like her had so much to confess to- You probably shouldn't have seen her as an unstoppable goddess in the first place, but then again- Even after hearing her open herself, even after listening to her insecurities- Your opinion of her hasn't changed.
She was holding this for so long, no wonder she always seems on edge.
She 's only human. Yet you never really saw her as just that.
She was always so much larger than you, so much stronger than what your fabricated body was, and she always sounded so much smarter and- And she was just always so… Terrifyingly beautiful to you.
Ingrid Bright was always considered a very good looking individual, but no one ever considered her to be much else because of her way of speaking to others (which may sound rude and occasionally condescending, causing others to avoid her as much as they could), but you always thought she was so much more than that-
It's hard to even explain it really, ever since you met you have started to understand the concept of how beauty and fear can mix together, you find her to be so beautiful, yet her demeanor and stature makes you feel afraid of her for some reason- And even worse than that, the fear she may unconsciously bring you makes her seem more beautiful in your eyes.
You shouldn't think of her as scary or frightening, she is your boss, your master and your owner, there is no reason for why you should feel this way towards her- But then again, there is no reason for you to even feel in the first place, you were just built to do so.
You don't think she means harm to anyone, after getting to know her you realize why her behavior can be misinterpreted as mean and scary- Ms.Bright always had a hard time socializing with others, even her family had a hard time understanding her, so maybe that's why she grew to have such a tough exterior.
As someone that was built to make the communication between CEO and employees easier, you've had to learn to understand her to be able to help others understand her as well, and vice versa. It wasn't easy, and you wouldn't say that you know her completely well- But you feel proud of the work you have done so far, you're her loyal companion but more importantly a friend.
Funny how much you learned not only about her, the employees, or even the business of the company- But also about humans in general in these five years of working for her, it makes you feel more whole when you remember how much you have achieved.
You hope you can somehow help her right now, and to help her from here on out. You decide to wait for her and possibly talk about how she feels and how she deals with said feelings. Hopefully all ends well.
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Sorry for the loose ending! I was feeling very tired ;-; but if anyone wants it I could totally make a second chapter with a better ending.
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Whumptober - No. 31
Fandom: Naruto
Rating: M
Pairing: Tenzō|Yamato/OC (implied); Iruka & Kakashi & Naruto
WC: ~3590
Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply; dubious consent
Additional Tags: kidnapping (beneficial), pursuit, head injury, passing out, fever, bad medical practice, oral sex (non descriptive), poisoning
A/N: OMG I MADE IT I COMPLETED WHUMPTOBER 🥳🥳🥳 Consider this a sort of continuation of yesterday's fic, from Tenzo's POV. Also, introducing: Otter's name underneath the mask! Plus more Otter backstory.
Tagging for Whumptober: @sweetysamaa, @atereal, @kelkage, @stupidbadgers
To read more, check out my Missing Nin Verse tag
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Tenzō follows his other two squadmates through the trees, hoping against hope that they don’t pick up Kakashi-senpai’s trail. He’s not sure what he’ll do if he does see Kakashi, but he was selected for a retrieval mission and—and he’s going to bring Kakashi home. Because yes, he’s very loyal to Kakashi, as the first person who ever saw Tenzō for Tenzō, and he’s sure Kakashi had his reasons for kidnapping the jinchūriki and that genin, but Tenzō… he has to draw the line somewhere.
And that line is drawn at killing Sandaime. The investigating ANBU all agreed that Kakashi’s scent was all over the room when they found Sandaime’s body, and so he must have been the last one to see Sandaime alive. And then he went and defected, kidnapping a helpless genin and the toddler jinchūriki, and… Tenzō can admit that something doesn’t add up. Because he remembers Kakashi talking about the genin who was kidnapped—Umino Iruka—and there’s no way that Kakashi would take Iruka along, to put Iruka into so much danger.
At least. The way that Kakashi talked about Iruka…
“Why so glum, chum?”
Tenzō turns to look at Rakko—Otter, shit, they’re in their masks—as the medic falls back to match his stride.
“You need to be further up,” Tenzō says. “The medic is supposed to be in the center of travel formations.”
“Yeah, yeah, you’ve said your piece, now answer my question.”
Tenzō sighs and smiles behind his mask. “Just. Thinking.” He watches Otter sigh and make a gesture with their hand that so obviously means go on. He drops his voice to a low murmur, so Snake and Turtle don’t overhear, and continues, “I don’t think that Kakashi-senpai would do what the Godaime is claiming. It doesn’t make sense, nor does it follow what I know of senpai’s character.”
Otter hums, and then says, “Then we ask him when we catch up!”
“It’s not going to be that simple.”
“Isn’t it?” Otter gives him a little head tilt and Tenzō feels butterflies in his stomach. “We’ll give him the benefit of the doubt, yeah? Let him say his piece before we bring him home.”
“Our orders are to reclaim the jinchūriki and the genin. Kakashi—”
“Is kill on sight, yeah,” Otter scoffs. “Do you really think a four-person squad is going to be enough to take out that calibre of legend?”
Tenzō laughs, once, quietly. “You have a point…”
~
They find Kakashi while he’s in the forest inspecting some wild berries. Turtle gives the order—Strike relentlessly, no mercy, Kakashi goes down. And then Snake is leading the engagement with a scattering of senbon and Turtle moving in to continue the fight with taijutsu and ninjutsu.
Senpai is just as amazing as Tenzō recalls, and he had informed Godaime that they should bring two squads if they truly want to recover the jinchūriki, but he was told that his opinion didn’t matter. They should have brought a second squad.
“Where’s Racoon? And Crane?” Kakashi asks in-between punches with Turtle.
Tenzō is scouting the area, trying to find the genin and jinchūriki, but he keeps an ear out for the conversation.
“They’re dead,” Turtle snaps, “you should know.”
Tenzō hears Kakashi’s whining gasp and stops in his search to watch Kakashi jump back and wipe at his face. “I—”
“Head injuries are notoriously difficult to treat,” Snake hisses. “And you fucked with all of us. Turtle and I were lucky that Crane got to us first before he died too. Racoon just never woke up.”
“I’m sorry, I didn’t mean—”
“Fuck off, Hatake. You’re dead.”
The fight continues, but Turtle and Snake are clearly emotionally compromised and it’s affecting their fighting and Kakashi is… still as efficient as Tenzō remembers. Turtle and Snake go down in a heap, even though Kakashi is very obviously not fighting at his full strength, and that’s curious in itself because he’s never known Kakashi to hold back while fighting unless he’s injured. But senpai isn’t favoring a limb, nor is the visible part of his face flushed with a fever.
Tenzō is about to go out to stop the fight, to tell Kakashi he wants to talk, to hear his side of the story because gods there has to be a second side. But then Otter comes out of their bushes and flickers to Turtle and Snake’s side and starts in with their diagnostic jutsu and Kakashi catches sight of them and—
And Tenzō isn’t fast enough with his shout of, “No, Kakashi-senpai, wait!!”
But it’s too late.
Kakashi drives a non-lethal blow to Otter’s temple. Otter collapses over Snake’s body and Tenzō forgets himself—
“RAKKO!”
He’s beside them in a flicker, cradling their limp body in his arms and ripping off both of their masks. Across the way, Kakashi gasps and moans despairingly but Tenzō doesn’t care—Rakko is limp and quiet and Rakko is never quiet. He turns and glares up at Kakashi.
“Ten—”
“If they don’t wake up, I’ll never forgive you,” he snarls. “They were just doing their job, and they wanted to hear you out, fuck, why would you—”
“Tenzō, I’m sorry. I didn’t know. I didn’t know Rakko-chan had joined up, I thought they were still in training, I’m sorry.” Kakashi is beside him, apologizing and tripping over himself and finally he says, “There’s a village two miles from here. They have a good doctor. I’ll pay, can you move them?”
“What, all of them??”
“N-no, just—”
“I’m not you, senpai, I can’t just leave my squadmates to die!!”
And that. That came out wrong. But Tenzō won’t take it back, just looks over at Kakashi with his lip curled and seethes, “Just go. Go do whatever you need to do. I won’t follow.” He ducks his head to press his forehead to theirs and holds back the tears. “Gods, please, please wake up…”
“Tenzō... I’m sorry.”
“That doesn’t mean much if Rakko dies here,” he sniffs. “Just go.”
Kakashi picks himself up and flickers away. And Tenzō leans over Rakko and cradles them to his chest and cries and cries and cries praying to whatever gods are listening that they’ll wake up.
~
They do, eventually, wake up; weak moans and a rolling neck are Tenzō’s first cues, and he makes sure that Rakko is comfortable as they open their eyes. He nearly sobs in relief, but then Rakko speaks, and the first slurring words out of their mouth are, “Did you find out what happened?”
“...no.”
Rakko nods, looks over at Falcon and Snake, still unconscious, and says, “They’ll be alright. Let’s go.”
“Go?”
“You need answers. We won’t go missing for too long.” Rakko grins. They pick up their mask off the ground and hang it on their belt, and then stand up on shaky legs. “C’mon. You need this.”
“He knocked you out. He could have killed you. Why would I even bother?”
“Because he was the first one to acknowledge you as you, and not as the Mokuton Kid. Because he’s your senpai. Because you’ll kick yourself if we go home and never find out why he left.”
Tenzō doesn’t want to see Kakashi again right now, but Rakko’s right. They’re always right. He has to know the point behind killing Sandaime and kidnapping the jinchūriki and a genin. They drag Turtle and Snake into a deep copse of bushes and put up a barrier around them, and leave them with pain medicine for when they wake up. Rakko does give them each one last diagnostic sweep to make sure they’re both on the mend, and after they give him a nod, Tenzō leads them out back onto the trail.
Not twenty minutes later they come to the village Kakashi must have been talking about. They stop outside of the village and change out of their ANBU uniform and put on more comfortable civvies. They remain armed, of course, and Rakko takes Tenzō’s elbow as they walk into the village. The first person that seems friendly, Rakko drags him over and asks politely, “We’re supposed to meet up with a friend of ours, could you have seen him? He’s about this tall, silver spiky hair, arms like whoa? He’s travelling with a younger teen and a toddler.”
The woman smiles and points down the main road. “You must be talking about Inei-kun. He’s been hanging around the apothecary’s for a few days now. It’s the fifth building on the right.”
“Thanks!”
“Thank you,” Tenzō says demurely.
The two of them start down the street and Rakko says, “This is convenient. I gotta restock some of my kit anyway.”
But when they get there, the door is locked. It’s not quite sunset; it should be open for business still. Tenzō makes a sigh like he’s disappointed, and leads Rakko around the corner of the building. Silently, they continue down the alley and peek into each window as they pass until finally—
“Found the jinchūriki,” Rakko murmurs. “And the missing genin.” They lift the window and slip inside, and Tenzō follows just as quietly. He frowns. Both of them are curled up together in a treatment bed, and while the jinchūriki looks well, the genin—Iruka—has a sickly flush of fever on his cheeks and is breathing heavily through slightly parted lips. He doesn’t even have to confirm with Rakko; they’re already searching the room for a treatment plan or a file.
“They’re still Konoha,” Rakko mutters. “I’m gonna see what I can do for him.”
“Alright,” Tenzō says. “I’m going to search for the apothecary and Kakashi. I’ll find you again in ten minutes.”
Tenzō carefully creeps out the door and into a short hallway, and immediately can hear Kakashi’s voice from behind a closed door a few paces down. It’s faint, though, and he can’t make out what his senpai is saying. He goes to the door and presses his ear against it, and yanks his head back as quickly as he could. He also takes a few steps back, until his shoulders are pressed to the wall opposite the door. He covers his nose and stares at the closed door in horror.
He can hear Kakashi now, and gods he wished he hadn’t.
They have a good doctor. I’ll pay.
Tenzō hadn’t thought about it at the time, but he’s realizing now that Kakashi doesn’t have access to the Hatake clan funds as a missing nin. How had he thought that Kakashi would have paid for Rakko’s treatment?
Clearly, Kakashi’s plan then was the same as it is now.
The smell of sex and the harsh clap of skin on skin through the door, accompanied by whimpers and moans and—
“Fuck, kid, you’re tight, you sure you’re not virgin?”
—Tenzō hurries back to the treatment room where Iruka-kun and the jinchūriki are. To Rakko he says, “We have to get them out of here.”
“Can’t.”
“What—”
“The genin has septicemia,” Rakko sighs. “He’ll die without antibiotics, and the ones in his treatment plan have to be kept cold. I don’t know how much he’s already been given either; this treatment file is garbage. But I can’t take the risk; we can’t move him.”
“But…” Kakashi’s never been one for sex, and he’s... Gods, what sort of life are they living now, that it’s more preferable than being in the village? What are they running from??
Rakko heals what they can, and then when Iruka and the toddler show signs of waking up, they both scurry away out the window to keep watch. An hour later, Kakashi comes stumbling in with two bowls of soup, and gently shakes Iruka to help wake him up. He sets one bowl aside and feeds the other one to Iruka, one spoonful at a time. They’re talking quietly, and Tenzō can’t figure out what they’re saying, but then the toddler wakes up and Kakashi hands him the other bowl.
The jinchūriki devours the soup like he is starving. Tenzō hopes that’s not the case.
Then Iruka pushes his half-eaten portion away, causing Kakashi to frown. He sets the bowl on the side table, puts his palm on Iruka’s forehead, and frowns. He steps out of the room, and Tenzō watches Iruka gather the jinchūriki to his side. They wait and wait and wait, and eventually the toddler falls back asleep. Even Iruka looks drowsy. They’d been sleeping for most of the evening… What was in that soup??
Rakko also notices, and growls, “They’ve been drugged. Tenzō, no oral medicine takes effect that quickly, they’re being poisoned.”
And that’s enough for Tenzō. He flicks the window open and hops inside, quickly followed by Rakko. Iruka, with shaky hands, pulls a kunai from beneath his pillow and rolls the toddler behind him as much as he can. “Touch him only with hands you don’t want anymore,” the genin snarls and it would be a lot more threatening if he didn’t know the teen had just been drugged and was at death’s door with septicemia.
He holds up his hands. “I’m here to help. Can you stand?”
“I’ll scream and Kakashi will destroy you. Get back.”
“Iruka-senpai,” Rakko steps in the window, waving. “Seriously, we’re here to help.”
“Rakko?”
“You two know each other?!”
Rakko smiles. “He was a year above me in the academy. Helped me out with the substitution jutsu a few times!”
“What—”
But faintly, he can hear someone gagging, and he knows he has to get everyone out of here. That Kakashi can’t keep this up, not without serious mental repercussions; and it’s not like senpai is particularly stable as it is. Rakko approaches Iruka and starts asking about what sort of treatment he’s already been given, cursing a few times, and Tenzō shuffles around the room gathering what looks like their things. He shoves the storage scrolls in his pack, and checks back in with Rakko.
“He’ll be alright, once we get him out of here. The septicemia has been treated, but he’s maintaining a fever, and it’s likely because of the medicine this hack is using. Southern Great Pines are great for making antibiotic tinctures, but they induce a horrible fever.”
“I’ll pretend I know what you’re talking about. Can you take them and get to an inn? I’ll find you in a bit, once I’ve got Kakashi.”
“I don’t wanna leave without him,” Iruka says.
“We just want to talk,” Rakko says. “There’s obviously two sides to this story, and we want to hear yours.”
“I… Rakko-chan, please, you can’t honestly expect me to just go with you.”
“I promise,” Rakko raises their hand. “We just want to talk. I’m gonna get you and the kiddo to an inn, and I’ll whip up a proper treatment for you. Then Tenzō will bring Kakashi-san along and we’ll all sit down and talk.”
“And if you don’t approve of our reasoning?”
Rakko sighs. “Iruka-senpai, if we wanted to just take you and the jinchūriki, we have been outside your window for hours now. We’ve had plenty of opportunities. Please, we just wanna talk.”
Tenzō can see that Iruka’s still hesitant to go, but he does take up the toddler against his shoulder, and then follows them out the window. Tenzō lifts up the collar of his shirt to cover his face, just like how senpai wears his, and stalks along the hallway to where he hears the slurping and gagging noises. He takes a second to gather himself, focuses his chakra, and then kicks the door open.
Of all things, this was not what Tenzō ever wanted to see. The apothecary is holding Kakashi by the hair and brutally using his throat. The man is moaning and his eyes are rolled back, and Kakashi has tears rolling down his cheek as he tries to just take it and—he’s not proud of how he does this, but the apothecary is lucky that Tenzō shoots out only a single beam of wood and knocks him on the bottom of his chin, breaking his neck and killing him instantly.
He enters the room to stand by Kakashi, who is still on his knees, the dead fuck’s dick slipping out of his mouth. Tenzō puts a hand on Kakashi’s shoulder carefully; he is still and in shock. “We need to go,” Tenzō says.
Kakashi clears his throat and lifts one hand to wipe his cheek, his mouth, and then rights his mask up over his nose. His voice is wrecked as he says, “I’m not going back. I’ll fight you if I have to, but—”
“Otter—Rakko—they’re with Iruka-kun and the jinchūriki. They’re going to an inn.”
“Iruka can’t—”
“The apothecary was giving him faulty medicine. He’s going to be alright. We need to go.”
It takes Tenzō physically lifting Kakashi under his arms to get him to stand up again, but within a minute or two they’re moving and leaping across the sparse rooftops, following the tingle of Rakko’s chakra that Tenzō would know anywhere. He helps Kakashi slip through the window and stumble into the room. Iruka-kun is there in an instant, wrapping arms around Kakashi and diving his nose into his neck.
“Are you okay?” Iruka mutters, and Tenzō leaves them alone and goes over to the bed where the jinchūriki is laying in Rakko’s lap and sleeping. Kakashi and Iruka stay holding each other for a long moment, talking quietly.
“How’s the jinchūriki?” Tenzō asks.
“Naruto,” Rakko says. “And he’s alright, just exhausted. They’ve been running ragged for weeks.” Rakko pets Naruto’s hair while the toddler sleeps. “They all need to rest,” they say. “They’ve had a fucking month from hell.”
~
Eventually the four teens sit down facing each other—Rakko hands Naruto back to Iruka the second the genin asks—and they talk. And talk, and talk; and eventually it all comes out why they left.
“Danzō will warp him,” Kakashi says. “I—we couldn’t let that happen.”
“I understand,” Tenzō says, remembering how Danzō had treated him and the other trainees of ROOT. “But I don’t understand why you killed Sandaime, if you knew this would happen?”
Iruka snaps, “They’re saying what??”
Rakko nods. “The investigation revealed that Kakashi-kun was the last to see Sandaime alive, that his scent and chakra particles were all over the room. Godaime said that of course the ‘friend-killer’ would want to step up his infamy and become a ‘kage-killer’ instead.”
Iruka growls. “What the fuck—”
“We don’t believe it,” Tenzō says quickly, watching Kakashi’s face fall with every word. “Please, please tell us what happened.”
“Sandaime passed,” Kakashi murmurs. His shoulders hunch over, and Iruka wraps an arm around his back and pulls him to his shoulder. Kakashi breathes heavily into Iruka’s neck, and continues, “He told me to take care of Naruto, that Danzō’s vision for the village would destroy him. But even if he hadn’t said to do it, Tenzō, you know I couldn’t let it happen.”
“But you didn’t kill Sandaime?”
“No! He was a terrible man who didn’t act the way he spoke, and his values were messed up, but I would never have killed him. He was already dying when I went to see him. It was a usual meet-up we had, one o’clock in the morning.”
“Already dying…?” Rakko hums, thinking, and then asks, “What else do you remember?”
“Not much, I’m sorry. He was pale and coughing up blood, and I offered to get him a medic but—”
“Did you smell anything off about him?”
“I… no? Maybe?”
Rakko leans forward anxiously. “His breath. Did it smell like raw onions and garlic?”
Tenzō lifts a brow. “Rak—”
But Rakko holds up a hand to stop him, and he instead turns back to Kakashi and watches the dawning horror across his face. “Actually,” he says slowly, “yes. Yes, that’s. What is it?”
Rakko snarls. “An ingestible poison that is designed for its traces to be gone before the victim even dies. The last stage of its metabolization is fast, but you can tell because it causes lesions in the throat and lungs and really bad breath.”
“Sandaime was assassinated,” Tenzō murmurs.
“I swear, Tenzō—”
“We know it wasn’t you,” Rakko says. “But we have to figure out who really did it.” They stand up and gesture for Tenzō to do the same. “We have to go back.”
“What—no, Tenzō, Rakko-chan, they’ll kill you both for communicating with me.”
“Not if they don’t find out about this,” Tenzō nods. “Rakko’s right. You and Iruka-kun, you need to stay with Naruto and keep him safe. But we’ll go back, we’ll get Turtle and Snake and go home, and we’ll investigate on our own.”
Rakko smiles. “We’ll find a way to keep you updated with our progress. We’re going to clear your name, okay?”
Iruka shakes his head. “It’s not worth it. You two can’t put your necks out like this. Even if they find out who killed Sandaime, as long as Danzō is in power Naruto isn’t safe in Konoha.”
“We’ll figure something out,” Tenzō says. “Senpai, we’ll figure this out, okay?”
Kakashi frowns. “Don’t let him get you, too. Remain vigilant.”
Tenzō nods, and before Kakashi can resist, dives in and hugs him. Rakko giggles behind them, and Iruka chuckles from the side, but Tenzō relishes being close and sinks into KAkashi’s hold when he wraps his arms around Tenzō’s shoulders and back.
He and Rakko leave quietly, and head back into the forest, new mission in mind: find out what happened to Sandaime, because someone in the Village Leadership is lying to everyone.
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