#i really dont want to do this tofay

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So i have to sit at home and do nothing all day, every day?

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warninf this ask is very long…….. i yapped a lil too hard im sorry ☹️🙏

HIHIIH HELP I JUST SAW YOUR POST I ACTUALLY DONT KNOW HOW I HAVE THE PATIENCE FOR IT like for my first bachisagi animation i.. was doing that for a full 15 hours..! not my proudest moment but i was dedicated. i got 35 likes #VIRAL!!! stop im so salty about it 💔

and then i made an itoshi brothers angst animation it got a little more attention in a short amount of time but it still ended with like.. 37 likes HELPME STOP I WAS SO DEDICATED AND IT WAS KINDA FUN ☹️ like as i rewatch it like obviously i can see mistakes that i would probably be able to fix now but it took like 3-4 days to actually finish so thats.. 💔💔

and then we have other animations that i dont even wanna consider thinking about bc forgot but i remember doing a nagireo one and it was 3 imgs BUT I DID IT SO QUICKLY THAY WAS THE PEAK OF MY ERASING CAREER. i got 42 liked hashtag ated hahstag egoist

so now im working on the sae mala thing that like you suggested but the fanart im tweening on is like i dont even know i just dont wanna do it bc i spend more time erasing and getting hair particles and atoms that i somehow only see when im actually finally animating.. 💔

okay wait back to the usual daily rant HIHHIIHIHI HOW ARE YOU POCKY I SCTUALLY CUT CARROTS IN MY COOKING CLASS TOFAY i think i did smth to my thumb bc it hurts so much pelase icanr do thid i cant even type properly im still shaking AND IT WAS LEGIT 30 MINUTES AGO HELP

bluelock friend irl like that person i met theyre a little strange to be fair bc they were like “youre so pookie i wanna just squish you and throw you out the window” and i thought it was funny so i laughed but the more i think about it the more im liek WHAT DOES THAT EVEN MEAN HELPHAHAAHAH like i reallt dont care that they said that but i feel weird around them sometimes bc theyre really unpredictable and i legit only see them at school but we dont actuallt text?? im more of a texter (as you can see..) than an irl convo person like im the type of person who would talk to someone for like 8+ hours online but then once i see them irl i just slowly turn around and walk away when i see them bc IM TOO AWKWARD 💔💔 but i do still wave at them

OH THAT REMINDS ME ABOUT WAVING yk that one scene in episode nagi (?) i think its in episode nagi where kurona is like “lets devour japanese soccer chomp chomp” and he does that w his hand I BASICALLY DO THAT BUT WITH WAVING?? i used to do like a different type of wave like basically i put all fingers except thumb down and would do that repeatedly IDK WHAT THAT WAVE IS CALLED HELP but ive adapted it into the kurona chomp chomp thing somehow. OH AND WHENEVER I DO THAT I ALSO GO UP TO THE PERSON AND LIKE INTERTWINE?? fingers w them and im like HIII and i wave while holding their hand 😈 call it an excuse to hold hands w people but it ends up being torture for them bc i force them to never let go

BUT ANYWys when i did the kurona thing it kinda.. looks like smth else so bluelock irl friend has a weird view to it like bro please let me just devour japanese soccer like kurona 👿‼️‼️

OKAYAYA DAILY QUESTION ISSS UMMM since im in the library rn which bluelock character would be the worst librarian ever and probably end up ripping all the books by accident while putting them all back on the shelves or lose all the books somehow

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I love the yapnation asks dw

OH THANK GOODNWAS BC IM ABT TI PELT MY PHONE why the flock I chose to animate 4 pictures bro LIKE I'll probably do the two ans loop it.. BUT THE ACTUAL EDIT I WANT IS WITH 4 PICTURES but I'll do that like when I have patience to redo it yk! ALSO SO LITTLE WHAT THE FLIP that's so frustrating I hate it I'm rn looking at my old edits and i cab relate there's one with 50 likes and one with 40 AND I REMEMBERED STAYING UP SO LATE DOING THAT the only highest edit I made that's tweening is a kaeya edit with like 200 likes 😒

ALSO HELP IKR all the small details that only I gonna see but it's fun to do! after all the hair pulling work seeing it come to life is so hehehehhe🤭🤭🤭 yk!!

HAII IM hot (😉😉😉) but no like it's hot and I'm gonna melt into a blob also I'm hungry! TODAY IN SCHOOL my typing class was nawt it I hatd that teacher sm AND.I HAVE A TRIPLW TOMORROW OHMYG9SHHHH bro as soon as I heard the bell ring my heart dropped to my pinky toe today... THEN SHE STARTED YELLING IN CLASS AND SHE CALLED A STUDENT AN IDIOT ans I was dumbfounded I thought i was next BC YK MY LAPTOP CHARGER BROKE SO I CANT DO MY HW so when I had to tell her I was like "miss" ANS SHE YELLED OUT MY LAST NAME I ALMLSTED TRIPPEd AND WHEN I TOLD HER SHE WAS STARING AT ME LIKE 😐 SO I STARRD AT THE FLOOR then she was like okay. THEN OGGOSH IDK IF SHE DEAF OR HARD IN HEARING BUT EVERYTIME WE RESPOND TO HER SHES LIKE "EH?" LIKE OPEN YOUR EARS then that's when she called the student an idiot and started yelling at her and I almosted cried for her... SHE STARTED CRYING AND I FELT BAD but then bell ran and everyone dipped and I HAD TO BE THE SLOW ASS TO LEAVE THE CLASS BUT EVERYONE RUSHING LIKE CALM DOEN DANG I DONT WAN A BE IN HERE WITH HER AND SHE WAS RANTING TO ME and I was like yah..! then we told our homeroom teacher hehehehhe um I drew a bone in bio today. that's all I have to say abt how I'm feeling!

anyways your strange friend sayings sounds like something I'll tell my friends and theyre always like "oh.." like whag🙄🙄🙄 accept my love! but fr half of the time it doesn't even make sense and I'll ask me self wtf am I talking abt

SAME IM A TEXTER AS WELL bc the things I say online I won't say irl like I don't even swear irl and it's not like I can't say it bc my mommy doesn't mind it BUT IM SCARED TO SAY IT? once I said ass on accident bc I was reading something out loud to my mommy and I was like gasp! and she was like what🤨 AND I TOLD HER I SAID ASS and all she said was ok. my favorite thing to do online is swear at someone in dialect bc I can get more creative since its the locals! my favorite one is "hyc" and I won't share with the class what it means bc.. it's kinda head scratching.

I WOULD SAY SAME BUT I WONT WALK AWAY ILL JJST WAVE AND SMILE IF THEY SMILE AT ME but if they don't then I'm blanking you

OMG I DO THAT AND I ALSO like move my fingers separately in a down movement IDK HOW TO EXPLAIN IT AND IT STARTED OFF AS A JOKE BUT now it's a habit and half of the time no one knows that I'm actually waving.. BC THEY WILL STARE AND SMILE

HELP INTERTWINE FINGERS? also I agree devour them! chomp chomp

ERM ERM shidou HELP or otoya

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Do these guys exist? The giys who will make sure im ok because thats the way they care about me. What i was told:

Jack tells nikki that i screwed with yaakov

Me: no i didnt, i dont sleep with guys

Them: do u sleep with girls? R u a lesbian?

Me: no, i dont sleep with anyone, not until im married

Them: So ur a virgin

Me: yah

Nikki: good for you

Thank u

Jack: but obviously by your own choice

Me: yah of course

Today was cool, lots of compliments. I guess guys were wasted today. I was at yaakovs and jacks and nikki and binny was there.

I like it when i tell a guy im a virgin and he's like, obviously from your choice. I was like oh yah!

Or them being shocked that im a virgin.

Something I took out of yom hazikaron this year at har hertzl with JSC: you need to just keep dancing. Dont let anything stop you from being you. I come from a family thats really small.

I feel like my life started at 18. I was done being religious, inwanted to get out of chicago and and everything that i knew. I was ready to kust live a normal life, the life of the people at the reform school my mom worked at. I had a hard time in highschool. I was too emotional, too sensitive, too shy, too lonely. I knew my life wluld get better after somehow. So insigned up to go work at a camp in California, where i knew noone and nothing there. My first flight alone. The first three week i didnt like. Then the camp closed because of a salmonella outbreak. They semt all of us who were working for another month to live at houses of bnei akiva people in la. I remember waking up, feeling totally out of control, wanting to connect with people but not knowing how, they set up for a few of us to go to santa monica. I was terrified of everything. I looked at myself in the mirror, pointed at myself and said today you are saying everything that pops into your head. No matter if your voice shakes. No matter if your voice shakes, or you giggle from anxiety. You are being the biggest version of yourself tofay. And i was. And i made friends. And people thought i was funny. The next fhree weeks i had a blast living with my best friends a d having food premade for me. Itnwas me and another two girls and two or three guys. We hung out with eachother everyday. I had my first crush on a guy and we went to disney land together. I ended up staying wjth the girls and guys a week agter camp ended in LA. Disney land, the beach, sushi, movies, thrift shops. I cried at the end cuz i didnt know how to sustain the connection with all of them. There was one girl at the camp who i didnt know that well, shed follow me around and they put me with her for all the shmira jobs. She didnt really speak english and and i didnt really like her cuz we both liked the same guy but she said that if i was ever in israel, im invoted to yad binyamin. So i decided i wanted to go to israel. I learned graphic design at the time. I wanted to go on taglit, so i signed up, got waitlisted, emailed chabad to see if they had spots, they had one for three weeks away, i said ill take it and i was excited. I talked to the gorl yahel and asked her if she was swrious and she was. I wanted to actually see who she was cuz i really didnt know her. I met soldiers on taglit. They took us to caesaria and gave us shnitzl sandwiches with chips inside. I loved it. I danced in tel aviv מאמי חזרתי הביתה! איפה את?

אני מתחבאת

יש לי הפתעה בשבילך, איפה את?

אני מתחבאת

קניתי לך את העגילים האלו מזהב שרצית, איפה את?!

אני מתחבאת... כאן בסלון

לבן שלי שלדון, הבחור, הילד היפה, שעשה לי גאה בו כל החיים, והשיננית הכי טוב בארצות הברית אני נותן בלי צורך לשלם מס מיליון דולר.

כולם: ואו איזה איש!

לבת שלי ג'יין עם י פעמים, שתמיד קיבלה ציונים גבוהים ועזרה לאמא לשתוף כלים כשלא היה מספיק כסף להביא עוזרת, שקיבלת מלגת הצטיינות באוני��רסיטה, ואישה בררנית מדי כי ��ם לא היא הייתה נשואה עכשיו כבר. לבת שלי גיין עם י פעמיים, אני נותן בלי צורך לשלם מס מיליון דולר.

ואו מזל טוב!

לאישה היפה שלי, חברה שלי , אהבת חיי, למרים האהובה, אני נותן בשמחה כל מה לא בשמך כבר, ו2 מיליון דולר במזומן. תהני ממשוש תהני

כולם: מלאך, לא איש, מלאך!

את מתקשרת ל-"בן שלך הרופא"

הוא שואל מה שלומך

את עונה לו

הוא שולך לך בדואר קבלה ל50 דולר.

את מתקשרת ל-"בן שלך האורך דין"

הוא שואל מה שלומך, ואת לא נשמע בטוב.

את שואלת אותו אם אח שלו הרופא יכול לעשות ככה והוא עונה שכן ושולח לך קבלה בדואר 100 דולר.

יא שלעמזל, תשלם 150 דולר לצדקה ב"זכות" הילדים הכלכך חכמים שלך

את פותחת מסעדה סינית. אבל לא בשכונה של היהודים. העסקה נכשלת. איבדת 1000 שק.

I am human

I found a ring on the floor outside a few weeks ago. I wore it today. My friend said, oh my gosh, that's exactly like a ring I lost.

What i should have said: its probably yours then. I should have explained what happened, taken it off, and given it to her right then.

But I felt too uncomfortable with the situation and i just said wow, really interesting.

And later, I texted her just so i couldnt get out of it saying this whole story of being outside with a flashlight and seeing it sparkle, trying also to use short sentences so as not to overshare.

I wish I were brave enough to not feel like I need to lie. I wish i said "you know earlier when you told me about your ring, i was too embarrassed to tell you that i took it and i wasn't sure yet if I was strong enough to give it back to you. But its yours and i really do want to return this object now that i know who it belongs to."

My wedding

I want the dress to hit tea cup length. I want everyone to get bubbles. I want pink sparkly sneakers. A dfeamy long veil. Long hair

Look, im not judging you, im not spreading drama, im trying to forgive u in my heart. You were drunk and angry friday night and gave me a lot of crap, and i dont take crap from anybody. So either grow up don't be drunk around me, or be drunk and stay away from me. That's it, no drama, point blank. I think some people can be drunk and be fine around girls... ur just not one of those people. So just so you know, when you drink, you can be insulting, don't understand when to stop, and have a really foul mouth. Now you get to make your choices.You work in the garment industry. You take a business trip, and you take your pretty secretary along. You now have a new line. Its called paternity suit. Pay 2000 dollar doctor bill.

On the way to work as a department store santa, you are held up and all your clothes are stolen. You are arrested for being a nudenik. Pay 500 dollar fine.

I want to marry a guy like shulem. A guy who always has stuff to tell me that he learned. But i stfuggle with a lot of things. I struggle with tznius mostly right now. Tznius and shomer negiya.

Im crying already thinking of the day that ill lose my parents. In the past few years, different things have been hard for me. For no good reason other than halachos. I try my best to be a good person. I make mistakes but i dont feel the struggle and the failure. I feel the failure feeling with tznius and shomer negiah. I saw him on a date

She looked normal

Normal, religious, nice

I want him to be happy

But like i wosh it was with me

Why cant someone want me whos normal

Why do the normal girls get the guy

Its just a crush

It just makes me want to be ok

I want to be ok

U will find him

U will be ok

Its so nice to be alome here

No worries

No one bugging me

I can just be

You open a chinese restaurant. Its not a jewish neighborhood. Business fails. You lose 1000 dollars

U kknow my issue. I dont know what todo with myself.i have such a strong yetzer hara im failing to it. It just feels stronger than ne. I jjst want to be ok. Im losing tk it and im losing hope. Am i dkjng the right thing? Am i not? How do i make the descision?

[mrs-mikko-rantanen]

Ya know those days where youre just like whatever? This might as well happen. Adult life is already so goddam weird.

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[meatmandean]

Its been weeks and you may not i hope you dont remember me but i want to apologize for a passive agressive ask i sent to you when i was vulnerable hurt and dr*nk on top.of that. I did regret it the second i asked it. And you dont owe me your forhiveness but i felt like doing so. Im sorry for causing you disstress i hope that you feel good tofay and will feel good later. Again im sorry i wish i could really turn back thay and all the bad things i did in the past ill try to be better.

wow well sure i forgive u because it's not often u get actual apologizes for rude messages on the internet even though i'm not sure which message was yours. thank u for the apology!

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[queencryo]

@silly-go-round is asleep right now.

i guess i should make a journal for the past few days. as good a time as any. as AMY. heh. cuz shes super good and amazing. heh.

uh...... lessee.... for the two days after the last journal i just. hung out at the house while silly worked. i managed to not keep her in bed and make her late the second day. hung out a lot, watched more adventure time, worked on my tumblr filter script (lie. i judt ran it on my main. 200 posts / day is a bitchhhh) , played a good amount of ds3 (to pointof tetris effect at a couple points the nexg few days)

also did some like. helpful tasks. washed some dishes (undone quicklu, but. eh). not enough, mot as much as i shouldve, but... i tried i guess.

alao we've like. said the same thing at the dame time a Lot while ive been here and its like. nice. its really nice. same wavelength! i feel so close go her.

oh! alxo night before last we went grocery shoping. got food for prolly enoygh for the two weeks, but i guess we'll see. also a cheesecake! it was.... echausting. hily fuck it was exhaysting. jesus. the store was big and it took like 3 hours and $200 to get everything but. we did itttt.

we both mentionef that like. it felt nice to like. have a full fridge 2gether. cuz. it feels like were gonna have a futjre togetjer? u know. like that is. i love her a lot and it feels good for this to feel like a home for a little while. we hope that it can be so in tbe future.

so YESTERDAY she finally FINALLY taught me how to play magic the gathering. it was. a long time coming. but she brought me into the store and like. sat me down w some regulars and had me play commander. i played moooostly her snake deck, so like.that was fun!! i kept talki g about how i woulda gotten lorescale Coatl up to 39/39 and flying, had i like. gotten q more turn. but on that game D was running a mill deck that was. extremely long to play (that game took like ~>2 hours ugh), and was very bery annoying, so i didnt get to actually do that.

but it was fun! part of me wants to blog everything, but i dont think i will.

im glad to be able to use silly's decks, bc i dont think i want to make my own. im considering making a cheap angel deck or smth, but we'll see if yhat actually ends up happening.

i also met her girlfriend Iz, who is sweet. i played magic w her fkr a while, which was fun! she was runni g an annoying mono black deck (i kkow all these... these Terms and Words now, its incredible...)

shes sweet and i think i like her. dunno if enough to date yet (which makes me Partially regret flirting w her so much in the groupchat but. hey)

talked w her some, mostly about magic, hung out while silly closed the store, pet her cat, silly discovered that cyddling w TWO girlfriends is very nice (not rhat id know ;;;;;;;), was good times. i dont think im as comfy w izzy physically yet as i may have implied in messages, which hopefully wull be rectified by the message i just sent her (my initial physical comfort with people varies, it depends very much on the person)

skip forward, me and silly make a pizza at home cuz were fuckin tired, she admonishes me for not eating for uh... like 11 hours or smth (that mornings bagel was VERY good tho omg), but adderall, so like... meh.

uh... i dont think anything else on yesterday...

today! we waaamted to go to the store at like. 2. but in actuality got there at like! 330.

i went back to sleep cuz im a losenerd, and she. made this breakfast casserole thing. which hse put into a bagel abd brought to me bc i guess shes the best person on the entire earth oh my GOD. jesus

skip... apparently she knows maximum the hormone and doesnt like them very much... fair fair. (cause for xeath)

came to the store agai. tofay. it was fun and good. iz didnt come in today, do played some more with regulars. played w what is apparently called a blink deck, which revolvea arounf exiling cards then immediately bringing them back, to capitalize on "when this enters battlefield, do smth" cards. neat!

i DID actually manage to win today!!! the victory was. literally handed to me, but like. thats fine! i was playing silly's uhhh... elintor the masked? idr her name :( the mask planewalker! deck, which. i had SO much land, most of wh8ch was enchanfed. meaning it could be tapped then untapped w eljntor's thing, then tapped again for DOUBLE MANA. i mean. i had like 9/turn even b4 that but. BUT. i also had. i think i drew 3 creatures total. bit anyway. i had the white card that gave me a life whenever a creature was put on tge board (and also, w another enchantment, made all non-me creagurss and enchantments enter the board tapped, so. nya). so... rob had a card what dealt one damGe to all other players whenevr he puta. creature on the board. then he played united forces, which lets each player commit X mana to create X 1/1 soldier tokens on all players' boards. so. we made 28 white soldier tokens on everyones board. this killed perry, ans gave me, uh. 56 life (84 - 28). i then attacked ron for 28 w the soldiers, and drew sacred mesa, which lets me sacrifice 2 mana (1 any color, 1 white, but i had so many cards that said "this land can instead be tapped for 2 of any color, so like. ueah) to create a 1/1 flying pegasus token. so i. ended the game w 44 white 1/1 tokens. goblins get fucked.attack w my ssoldiers cuz his were tapped, so brought him down to 7 life. i didng catch what he did w the enchantment, but i think he said he like. put a copy of every creature on my side of the board onto his board, and then. cipying that enchantment 3 times. so. holy FUCK. wow. BUT those all came in tapped and i had 18 flying yokens, so. i still won! yay!!!! i won a game of magic!!!!!

goblin decks scare me. stop running krenko you fucks. exponential goblins goddamn

silly would come by every so often and like. look over my dhoulder and say "oh that was dumb whyd u use fabricate for thay" which is fair. but also god i love her. (i used fabricate for a mana generator insteaf of lightning greaves. whateverrrr) i love her so much dear god. i wish i coukd help w the store more, but. on the same time i also. dont enjoy working. so. maybe part time.

hm. what ekse. oh yeah i kove her so much.

by the end of the night it was just. me and her, rob and the two regulars i started out llaying w yestwrday. theyre sweet, i like them. theyre married. the dude calls me honey smtimes, which is. kinda weird? dunno how i feel about that. i guess fine. its gender-nice, but still a lil uncomfy. otherwise i like em fien, though. but they talked abouy moving into sillys apt. so thats cool!! better than her current (awful, terrible, lazy / horrifically depressed / manchild roomate, who doesnt clean ever) roomate. i was reading the monster of the week gamebook thruout, which i... bought, for some reason. idk. oh also i wanna make a fallen angel divine, because im... predictableeee. also a conspiracy thworist whos just a trans woman w way too much time and really weird hobbies (throwing knices, butterfly knife, net friends, etc). also a spooky. i speny like. 3 hours reading thr7 the monster of the week book while ppl played magic around me. i kinda wish i hadnt bought it, but hey! its neat c:

oh, also i didnt take adderall today. i dont think it went toooo bad, i think i like. was meaner and less thohghtful with what i said, but like. i guess thats better than feared. i took a caffeine pill (200mg) at ariund 10 which is. prolly why im wide awake right now. i regret doing that, sincr from what shes said tmos gonna be big)

she says we gotta be at her moms by 4, for reasons she WONT TELL ME. bit she says its part of one of her plans, i ASSUME the romantic one? im kind of afraid that ill like. no-sell it unwillingly because im abroke and soulless human being, but uh. i guess rhats thw risks we take to be alive :shrug: im excited. were also going to a shop (diff one) tmo, which im Quite excited for, as ive only been in similar shops by accident before. also doing laundry!!! which is important ^_^

oh ysah. so we got white castle on the way home. its. yeah she was r8ght. mediocre-at-best sliders. onions are bad.

we also made a pizza. whifh i ate most of. i overate. sob.

she fell asleep halfway thry an episode of nailed it. cant blame her, she seemed really tired. i hipe i dont disturb her rwst. and i feel so utterly blessed thay i can be around her.

ih!! i also fell down the last few staies ywstersay. bruised my arms, but otherwise fine. it was. idk, it is nice to knoe that others worry fir me and like me. she was very concerned. i love her.

[hary-and-droc]

CHAPTRE 9

Voldmort and Natarshar had snuck out again for the second night in a row. They met at precisely 9:11. Sometimes at the three broomsticks in hogsmeade. Or, sometimes, they went back to the voldomromdts place to spend the time alone in volodmots bedroom. Of course, vlomo was currently living in the malloffos house. So they both had to be really quiet as to not inform lucus that voldtmo was sneaking a woman/owl into ther house most nights. And then at 11:11 Natarshar turned into headlice. Natarshar didn’t like volodmormormod seeing her as an owl, so she flew away shortly after. And that happened night after night, until hary went to the owlery late at night to send a quick letter to his pal serius. He hadnt heard from serious in a while, and although he was happy that serious was alive, he wondered why he wasnt sitkcing his head into the fire anymore. It was atcually because remis and serious were *cough cough* settling in to grimmaluad place and were a bit preoccupied. Hary went up at the owlery at precisely 10:67pm, letter in hand. ‘Headlice. Headlice?!’ he called. After searching and not finding his bird, hary deicded headlice Was In TroubleTM and went on a brave mission to go save his bird from the hands of whatever evil had stolen her. ‘Probably voldolrmoromd is keeping my beautfu bird locked up becaus she is Evil!’ Hary wasn’t far off. Headlice/Natarshar was locked up, and with vlodtmord, but not because of her evilness. Because of something else. Moving on. Hary went to drocs room and told him about his headlice problem. Of course, droc and the rest of the slithers assumed he had actual lice in his hair. And so Hary was in mcgoganals office at 10:32, tryng out her new headlice-away potions. Droc came too, for fun. ‘Wait i dont have headlice’ said hary. ‘I thought you did hve a headlice’ said droc. ‘I do have A headlice. ‘ hary argued. ‘But not headlice, plural. I own one’ ‘One headlice can grow into many. They have babies often.’ mocgognal said, seraching through the cupboards for headlice-away. ‘No its not on my head’ said hary. ‘Headlice is the in the owlery. But thats the problem. She isnt there now’ ‘AH’ said mcgogogaly. ‘ESCAPED HEADLICE IN THE SCHOOL’ ‘NO, no’ said hary. ‘Only one escaped. Or was kidnapped. But ONE.’ ‘One can grow into babies they have many often’ said mcgogogal ‘Why would anyone want to kipnap a headlice..’ said droc. ‘Shut up shut up’ said hary. ‘Headlice is NOT headlice. Headlice is my friend.’ ‘WHAT U ARE FRIENDS WITH A HEADLICE’ ‘No!’ said hary. ‘Headlice is an owl.’ Droc and mocgog exchanged confused looks. ‘...ohh….kay…’ Mcgogognal froze and let out a huge gasp. ‘Ohnohonoohonhonononon’ ‘What is it?” said hary and droc at the same time. ‘What’s wrong?’ said hary again, to be Special. Mgognal swore loudly. In her hand she bought out a time turner from the cupboard. She swore again and again and momentarlily forgot the lice problem in the school. ‘What’s that?” said droc and hary at the same time. ‘What have you got’ said hary again, to be Speical. ‘The hour time turner’ mcgognal said slolwy. ‘Which i thought i gave to hermy at the start of the year.’ She continued rumaging through the cupboards and swore again. Doc looked at hary and hary looekd at droc. Neither said anything because they sensed something was truly wrong. ‘The century time turner’ cmgogoggmo continuted. ‘Its gone. I must have given it to hermy. And if she used it, she woud have gone back centuries, not hours. Boys! Did hermy go back in time tofay or yesterday for studying?’ ‘Uh, yeah.’ hary said. ‘The other day, at the library. She went back six hours to study for her muggle studies exam’ Mcgognal sighed. ‘Six hours. So she went back six centures. 1396. Great. Ah, I remeber that year fondly…’ Droc and hary excahnged looks. ‘You’re over 600 years old?’ ‘Give or take.’ said mcogogal. ‘But we have a real problem. Hermy is stuck 600 years back and we only have an hour turner to get to her. We will have to turn the time turner 5250000 times to get back there!’ she looked expectantly at the boys. ‘Now, when you say ‘we’...’ said hary slowly. ‘We can take turns,’ mcogognal said. ‘Maybe 10 000 turns me, 10 000 droc, and then-’ ‘Yeah… about that….’ said hary. ‘This is kind of sounding like a you problem not an us problem.’ he gestured to himself and droc. ‘So…. I have a bird to save a droc and i have a … meeting in the room of requipment in half an hour.. So , like…. Better get coutning.’ The boys left and mocgona stared sadly at the hour time turner. But something inside her propelled her to save hermy, to get her back when she belonged… and heaven help hermy ran into her past self! She needed a hero, and so mogjgo would be one. She began coutning. ‘One, two, three..’

[bastardclownbaby]

wish I was FUCKING dead but got people to not disappoint I guess

[notjesusbutcloseenough]

Its fun that its all my fault. Its fun that i try to distance myself from all this shit like its not most times. "I was bullied and i have a weird family that hates me for being born" like all that shit shaped me into the bully ugly fat worthless piece of shit that i am tofay and it wasnt the fact that i am just that much of a pieceof shitm like people didnt go through MUCH worse things and are kind and loving and not a wannabe tryhard crowd pleaser that forgot what the fuck a personality is.

I say that i font talk to people cuz i dont want to bother yet here i am, bothering being the only thing that i do. Everyone hates me ffs because i developed such a superiority complex that i think hating everything and everyone majes me something.

Even this worthless fucking rant is nothing more than a manifestation for this fucking complex i swesr to gof. "What if someone reads thid and they reach out and fix me" . I dont want to put in effort im a lazy piece of shit that deaserves to die. Why am i even scared of death, why do i lie to myself about loving to live.

Everyone fucking hates. Im just this annoying dumb bitch that thinks that shes better than everyone meanwhile i dont do anything but moan and cry and pitty myself for being what i am.

Like jedus fucking crhrist i just want to die. Im a dissapointment to my family, i am retarded academicaly, i dont have any friends.

I say do often to mysle that i dont want to die without leaving something in the world behind me but do i really thing that i will become someone and not just let myself be twisted around like a fuckking rag doll by life like i always fo?

I still think that this is something poetic or some shit its in the back of my mind not letting me fucking die.