#i really don't know tbh tumblr's weird 😭

[sukugo]

a soul for a soul my guy. you were just freed, but I just got threatened with the horny slammer by tumblr for a COMPLETLY CENSORED DRAWING

life is pain

OMG NOOOOOOOO, when will tumblr stop being hornyphobic 😭

but still that's so weird thooooo, if it was censored then there shouldn't be a problem??? makes no sense. tho unless the pose or smth was way too suggestive idk, that really sucks :( life really is pain 😭

[adambja]

You asked for my void success story? And my void journey? well I am sharing it bestie!!

But again I won't share any personal stuff some people here are obsessive pls lmao

I typed it when I was on the discord server because someone who is in my experiment asked me so I answered and I asked myself like why not sharing it here after all that time and all these things I am doing (coaching - the experiment - more....) and I am so excited to share the results of my experiment after exactly 6 days and actually 2 people joined the experiment but they were late!

So.....

• let's begin with my void journey!

Okay basically I am sure no one actually knows this except for like 3 people on Tumblr and like 20 people in my experiment (cuz they asked me) my life before entering was actually great I already had everything I wanted my mom and dad are literally my role models and my self-concept was perfect and I am not saying it as an affirmation it's just me and I was always finding something from time to time related to the void state and I worked more on my self-concept using my tape I made it in early - mid 2022 (actually the same tape I sell now) then I started collecting information about the void from literally everywhere back in late 2022 then I started applying in early 2023 I entered in January but didn't really plan to manifest anything because I had the same manifesting abilities in my daily life then I thought about it more than once so I made a list full of everything I can think of at that time and I entered in early 2023 again

• How I entered?

It was just normal i was in the USA specifically NY at that time I was listening to my self-concept tape it was almost 10pm and I felt like I will actually enter today and manifest everything I wasn't even planning to do it but I knew I will experience it's just a feeling I felt at that time and I was feeling a lot of love at that time too so I meditated I didn't affirm I didn't do anything it was fully my subconscious mind but it wasn't that deep to me it was normal EVEN THO IT WAS NORMAL all these days when I entered affirmed the affirmation that's connected to my void list then got out and found everything that was on my void list in my apartment IT WAS SO SURPRISING TO ME but I didn't get overwhelmed nor confused! It was a great surprise!

Also the time it was like 2am when I got out of my void state as I remember and I was sitting at the same place for almost 15 mins just realizing what happened with me and why my head feels like this it was a weird feeling I still can't find a name to it or a word that explains it! i thought about the word "dizzy" BUT it's not just dizzy and it's not really dizzy - it's just a different feeling!

• What was my void state like?

I will say everything that's on my mind

The first time I entered it was pitch black

Then I typed on my void list that it's full of stars it's like outer space because I chose it to be like that (you can choose how your void state looks like too)

It looked exactly like this and everytime I wake up there since that day because I didn't change it! 🫶🏻

Entering was so intense not emotionally but physically even tho I didn't feel my body 😭 it was as if my soul is getting out of my body it was so unexplainable and special to me my body was tired after it and I was feeling too much in my head after getting out and back to my physical body I don't have words for what I experienced the first time and the second time 😭 but now I have no symptoms because it was so annoying so I manifested it away when I woke up in my void state the second day (this was on my void list tho like waking up in my void state everyday and being in my void state everytime I take a nap) - that feeling in my head was so bad like as if I was so high and can't even focus for 15 mins non-stop! That's why I manifested not experiencing any symptoms at all.

• What did you manifest?

I manifested a lot of things I wanted but tbh having these things wasn't that far from me like I already could do it without entering my void state at all and I won't be specific about what I manifested cause they are a bit personal but they were friendships/relationships + businesses + apartments/homes + money/more investments..... and way more

Also I already had many investments before I entered my void state hope this clears everything too

cause many people were asking me about how do I have tips for entering without sharing my story the tips are here tho they are very helpful - it was because I don't like these people who come to your DMs and ask you to help them once and twice and 3 times with their trauma dump message or ask pls like no it was just too much for me when I posted once that I entered then deleted it but here we are again if it happens just don't blame me I will just block people.....

• About the experiment's results

I am not sure if I should post it day by day?

So I am gonna make a poll and see what y'all think!

Also.....

• POWERFUL AFFIRMATION TAPES

(self-concept - void state - shifting - subconscious mind....more) (personalized and unpersonalized) • (discounts for students and specific clients depending on their problems and their situations i am dealing with) - message me

• FOR COACHING

(self-concept - void state - shifting....more) • (discounts for students and specific clients depending on their problems and their situations i am dealing with) - message me

And now that's it! 💋💋

Have a good day/night cuties🫶🏻!

@voidsuccessarchive

@voidarchivefiles

@voidsuccess

@voidbaby111

That's the post! 💋

You can send me a message too if you wanna suggest any idea for a post or something specific I will give you credits if you want credits + If you have any questions related to my void journey or self-concept even coaching you can ask me babes 💋🫶🏻

I would really be thankful because gurl I am so busy with (my life, coaching, the experiment and more...) rn I can't even keep up with posting here so I scheduled this post lmao thanks to Tumblr for adding this feature for real!

[safety-pin-punk]

firstly, I love your blog and it's been a great resource to have as I've been learning abt punk! I hope you're well & ty for everything you do <3 do you have any advice for finding punk communities, both irl and online? I really wanna talk to ppl abt everything I'm learning and loving, but it's really hard to find communities. besides the landmine of trying to avoid nazi punks and the like, I don't rlly drink or anything so bars/clubs can be weird -teacupqueer/persie

Thank you so much!! I’m doing pretty well!

Finding Punk Communities Online:

I’ll be honest, I can really only speak on behalf of tumblr here. I don’t use other socials all that much.

But! If you want to find a fun awesome punk community on tumblr, you are already off to a great start! Find a punk blog you like or who has similar music taste, see who they reblog from and tag in their posts. I’ve met a LOT of really cool people this way on here! (Shoutout to @polyamorouspunk and @my-chemical-ratz whose blogs you should check out simply because they are cool people). And I’ve also met people who are in bands, or involved with bands (like @necromancy-savant and @dopamineband (who don’t use their tumblr anymore 😭)). I didn’t meet these people right away, it took a while of steady interaction with tumblr to build up these connections.

There are also Discord communities too, I don’t use discord much but I *think* (?) I saw a post go around a while ago where someone was starting up a punk discord server? Honestly maybe I’ll take the time to start one up, it might make me use Discord more lmao

Finding Punk Communities IRL:

Bars and clubs aren’t the only places to find punks!!

I’d recommend checking out any queer spaces in your area, I doubt it would surprise you to learn how often these two groups overlap.

Also! If you are near a city, chances are you have an underground scene somewhere. Google and Reddit are great resources to find the places punks gather in your city. For example: in my city theres a cafe and record shop that are popular among the alternative crowd that I never would have found without the use of Google.

Otherwise, what are your hobbies? If you like gardening/are into solar punk, see if theres a local gardening club! (I’d say a 50/50 chance of punk or karens tbh with this one).

Start up a book club at a local library that focuses on books like 1984 and Brave New World.

Go to gigs that arent at bars or clubs, I went to one back in February that was at an abandoned church, that was turned into a concert venue. The place was child friendly so there was no alcohol, but there were a lot of cool people there!

And the best tip I have for you to avoid nazis is to just know their symbols and signs. Do a bit of research on it and familiarize yourself with what to avoid

As always, other suggestions for anon are welcome!!

[fa1rydustt]

sort of a success story(almost) ?

i literally got so closee 😭😭 it's like 11 pm rn and i usually go to bed at 9:30(?) but i stayed scrolling on tumblr and i saw a post by @luckykiwiii101 who said that if you count from 12 to 1 while visualizing the numbers then from 13 to 1 without you'll get into the alpha state and my phone was on 1% so i was like why not try, so i just layed down and did it them i started daydreaming (about the most random things like one was about me waking up one was just a kpop fancam) and it felt so reaaal then when i woke up from it i started feeling this wave -ish feeling in my head , i also felt like i was vibrating but then i swallowed and i felt sad cz it went away but then i remembered that i saw a few bloggers say that we shouldn't base how close we are to symptoms so i kept like daydreaming and then like the darkness behind my eyes became even darker and i saw like colorful shapes and shit that slowly started to look like confetti 🎊 and it looking like those "congratulations" gifs ifykwim but then i stopped i don't rlly know why 😭 tbh i felt like it ? It sounds really weird and i'm mad at myself for doing so tbh 😭, but what do y'all think abt this ?

this happened on friday 18th nov 2023 (and i wrote it the same day) but i just happen to post it now 👍, (ps. I originally sent this to @chaisshitposts on anon mode but they're currently on hiatus so i thought why not post it myself)

[polaris-stuff]

Hey Noffy again.

You know ... I had planned on writing out a post today. Of why my view on this whole situation is so different. Maybe put it finally all into words.(And I still might make it) Talking through here has been...easing on the nerves of ever making a post about tsams. That I always hesitated on for various reasons but

This episode on Tsmas. (Montys plan to bring old.moon back)My thoughts on the celestial family hasnt changed.

But personally even as someone who was/is defending the celestial family.

I HATE the idea of killing new moon to bring the old moon back. Just because he is spiralling and hurting. Lashing out at his family and wanting to kill ruin/Bloodmoon. Doesn't mean Moon doesn't love and care for his family.

I don't think Monty talked to sun about this. AT ALL I don't think sun would want this either (I hope so at least i really really hope so) considering he ran off during the last discussion after firmly stating he didn't wanna do any of the things they were suggesting. I am holding out some hope.

I am not making my judgement on old moons feelings yet. Guy ain't got the full context. Just what Monty told him (wich was heavily skewed imo) and whatever flashes he gets when active. But based on the context he got. New moon hurts his family of course he wants to do something.

The only reason I would be okay with old moon returning is if it DIDNT kill/destroy new moon.

Killing never solved anything in this show anyway.

(also not liking computer just listening to monty to shock moon. But that is a whole another can of worms)

So yeah. While I still be defending sun ( and to a lesser extend the families) desissions.

If Monty goes through with this. Without talking to any of them??? I be so pissed.

(also weird thing I seemed to notice. A lot of people in the YouTube comments seemed really excited for new moon to be gone and old moon to return. While here on Tumblr. The opposite seems to be the case. Either way. If I could have my cake they both be around in the long run. But that's a hopeful idea that likely won't happen. )

-Noffy

Hi, Noffy! Sorry if today's answer isn't that long, I'm a little tired😭

But yeah! I totally agree with you! Monty didn't talk about what he did to Moon with Sun today, Sun has no idea that Monty went to talk to Old Moon and I hope the computer notifies Sun what happened. Although, honestly, I'm starting to not expect anything because I'll be disappointed when it doesn't happen

I genuinely do NOT want Old Moon back. I know that Old Moon loved his family and he loved Sun even though he hurt him but... Killing New Moon now... Just because he is having psychosis episodes and in a bad mental state...? Keeping him locked in a cage, electrocuting him until he faints... It sounds like torture.

I don't want Monty or Foxy to fix anything that's happening tbh, this is the SUN and MOON show, not MGAFS, so keep the protagonists on their own show.

And yes! Please don't read the YT comments, they are full of toxicity and little kids XD

[jiminiepabo]

BTS As Your Best Friends

I was feeling inspired by my BTS As Your Boyfriend series, and I wanted to give yall a cute little friend moment! 💕

Comtains: Fluff, that's about it lmao

This is only with the maknaes, but the others will come soon!

°+~♡~+°

Jungkook-

THIS MAN....

Devious asf 💀💅

He actually will not shut his fucking mouth, bro will call you up at 4 in the morning to talk to you about how his day went

Lowkey invites himself to your place unapologetically

Very juvenile, in a good way. Like sleepovers with snacks and movies and pillow forts

THE GOSSIP KING 👑

And he will fill you in on all the bangtan tea

He's the type to make pinky promises not to tell after he talks hella shit abt someone 💀

Not that he talks hella shit that much, but the occasion that it happens, expect a lot to come out of his mouth.

Very good listener tho, if you actually have an issue, he's gonna be there for you

Definitely tells you way too much about his dating life...

He also falls asleep on you, so get used to it. he's an affectionate bitch, what can he say? And with all the sleepovers yall are having, he can't help it

Okay but tell me why I think he'd love playing hair salon with you 👀

One of his downsides as a friend is that he's a fucking celebrity and has a shit ton of other people to interact with and other places to go

So don't expect too much from the poor guy, he's got a lot on his plate.

Recently we found out that he vapes, so he for sure needs a vape buddy

ALSO

He is SO GOOD at dating advice

Whoever you're into, he will be right there planning your wedding on a pinterest board.

Expect lots of singing in the car

In all, jaykay is fucking hyper but he's a great bestie to have

Taehyung-

Tae is your deep ass convo kinda guy

Like yeah, he's fun asf, but damn he's just built to talk about deep shit with you

If any of these friendships are likely to turn into relationships, it's gonna be with Tae

He just loves love 😭

And honestly, as he should

And I'm not saying that you return the feelings, but you are the one reading a Bts imagine on tumblr... 🤷‍♀️

Besides the fact that he lowkey has a crush on you, you'll probably be at his house more than your own

I can see him just talking and talking for hours on end with his bestie while you chill on the couch with a TV show playing in the background

Probably has a cute nickname for you

Like if you're short, he calls you shorty. And if your cute, he calls you cutie.

IDK MAN IM BAD AT THIS 💀💀💀

But he'll come up with something cute

Your contact name in his phone will probably be something along the lines of "my wife" or "wifey"

Or smth stupid like that just bc he likes you 💀

And he won't tell anyone either, he just unironically talks about you all the time, nothing suspicious 👀

Expect chaos when he's drunk tho

He goes WILD

It's fun though, seeing him being smiley and not contemplating the complexities of life to you

Your man is weird asf but you gotta love him

Jimin-

Someone needs to calm him down and give him a massage or smth

Because when I tell you...

JIMIN IS THE FLIRTIEST HOE EVER

He doesn't even like you, it's just jimin being jimin

Very sweet tho 🥺

He seems kinda awkward about giving advice bc he doesn't know exactly what to say, but he'll listen really good

Also, no offense to jimin, but he's a mess.

He's so caring that he likes someone new every other day istg

And he'll tell you all about it and it's the cutest thing ever watching him have so much love for so many people

May or may not have mid-life crises during the night and come over to drink alcohol and pour his heart out to you

He's a people pleaser so be a good friend and encourage him or compliment him a lot

He will most likely flirt with you in return but it secretly makes him feel reassured so just take one for the team

Probably will give you fashion advice tbh

And he's an icon so you let him do his thing

I think he'd like doing things like drawing or painting or dancing as an activity with you

Like it's fun to do, but it's quiet enough for him to talk about his problems

This is so sad but I feel like he projects a very happy image but he doesn't always feel it inside

He may struggle with self image and dependence on others

So he needs you to be his anchor to hold him down and tell him he'll be alright

And he'll do the same for you, don't worry.

°+~♡~+°

Hope you enjoyed! The hyung line version is coming soon! 💕

My requests are open 😘

[scoobydoodean]

you upset the samgirls so bad that I just saw a post about how fandom is not about college essay analysis and that it's okay to have emotionally irrational interpretations of the text (no one ever said otherwise) due to everyone bringing their own history and personal context to watching the show, and like yeah sure that's fine, but why is there a problem when someone challenges those interpretations with facts and logic? why must deangirls allow our fave to be slandered and mischaracterized based on events that never actually occurred?

every single fandom has those people who turn their make blorbo into a wet sopping female coded omega (dean fen included) but it's only samgirls and casgirls that insist those readings are canon and that dean is some mean evil abusive patriarch then proceed to get mad when deangirls argue against that 😭

EDIT for Anon: In the comments, a Tumblr user who believes you may be referring to a post they made makes it clear that they were not talking about me at all. This is also why I typically prefer not to receive mail that starts with "I saw a post about you". I've already said I will not respond to mail containing the usernames of other people whose takes people want me to talk about, but I think from now on I'm just not going to answer mail that starts with, "I saw a post" tbh.

Original response below

I mean I don't know if whatever post you're referring to was prompted by me, Anon, because I only posted a few minutes before I got this. Just one single thing. I've just been making rewatch posts for like three weeks (and enjoying myself a lot while doing so). If whatever post you saw was prompted by me, maybe people who don't like me should stop stalking my blog that ig upsets them so much that they sit around refreshing my tumblr page waiting for me to say anything they can possibly misconstrue to be a vague about them.

I have been enjoying diving deeply into the show lately. The idea that someone out there is mad and thinks I am doing fandom wrong and somehow invalidating their emotions by blogging on my own blog and analyzing the show in the way I prefer instead of the way they prefer is pretty weird. (While at the same time saying I am trying to control how they analyze it, I'm gathering? Not hypocritical at all.)

But yeah god forbid I do the same thing deancrits do all of the time i.e., talk about takes I don't agree with on my blog. That's so mean of me. Bullying behavior really.

[flores-desyatov]

Do you think it’s best for Bella and Vanya to know that there’s a tumblr about them. I don’t know if they would want to read all of what people say especially because sometimes people speculate on here. I don’t know if you posting that on your insta story is the best thing tbh. Just letting you know. It feels a little weird to know that they’re reading all of these tumblr asks and posts😭like I personally would not want them to read it.

🤭

Okay, first of all – I try my best to curate this space so it stays respectful and kind enough in the event they ever find out it exists. I never really intended for this to be a space for answering asks, merely a place to keep all their competition videos safe. I'm glad people feel safe enough to share things with me and so far it's been fun! I'm not embarrassed by anything that's on this blog. It's no worse than what they say about them on Reddit or the most intimate of speculations of their dating life on IG.

Second – I don't know who you think I am on IG but I did not post about this blog on my stories 😂 my account is private and only a few of Bella's subs follow me and know me by name.

It's not like I'm gonna DM Bella myself and say "hey girl check out my blog dedicated to y'all!" but I also don't mind if she finds it. If I get asked something I deem inappropriate I don't post it at all.

[toxic3mmy]

Girl she literally put "not everyone is interested in themes like this and that’s okay! keep in mind, this is all made up and i am by no means encouraging blood relative incest lolll" before everything else and then you're gonna take that knowledge, Give it a minute to run through your small ass brain, Then say she wants to fuck her step brother 😭??.. If you're a fucking stupid nerd going online to hate on nice ass ppl for no reason just say that.. Or maybe you're blind? Can't see? Can't read? Or maybe you just took "Stepbrother" "Quackity" "Smut" and mashed it up together to come to a shitty conclusion that she wants to fuck her step-brother.. Yeah no go back to skibidi toilet brainrot leave writers with a life alone. If she wants to write about that then that's TOTALLY okay. If you don't like that then that's TOTALLY okay. Just do what normal people do and click off. AND TO THE WRITER, If they say anything else just ignore it tbh responding is only giving them the attention they want, I'm only responding to prove a point and to make sure they know how fucking stupid they sound and probably are. Continue on with your life and I'll continue mine🙏

ty bby❤️💍💍

no but seriously, im not some creep advocating for u guys to go fuck ur step siblings like… clearly they don’t know about how wattpad and tumblr used to be… plus im nott some sicko saying weird shit, this is legit fanfiction and no offense, but a lot of controversial writing on here is way worse than this lol

but yes, ty for these kind words my love, i honestly was overthinking that anonymous ask since i read it. i always have a tendency to really overthink and feel overwhelmed esp w negative comments towards me

[localmentallyillwriter]

Woaahhh !!! Introoo >.<

(Shhh, if you saw my old last pinned blog you didnt :3)

HIIIIII <3333

(I lob him so much that it hurts 😭😭)

My names M, but I don't mind any name tbh, just give me a name and I'll use it :3

I LOVE using Kamoji's, so there will be a lot throughout this blog (∩^o^)⊃━☆

I don't really know how to introduce myself, do I make dot points about myself, or sentences ?!?! ╯︿╰

Anyway, I use He/they pronouns (and Neo's, but I'm lowkey so scared people will hate me if I share them, even though it's like ONE set but still ><) Please no feminine pronouns, they just make me uncomfortable and upset :(

Which is weird, because I love dressing in skirts and dresses (IF SOMEONE CALLS ME A FEM BOY ONE MORE TIME IM ACTUALLY GONNA COMBUST ＞﹏＜)

My main fandoms at the moment are Bungo Stray Dogs and Sonic, I'm in a lot more (I'll list later on probably) so I'll mainly post about them, as well as my OC's.

My favorites are Oda, Kunikida, Atsushi, Chuuya, Sigma, Ango, Mori and Fukazawa. I guess Dazai as well :3 I don't hate him or anything, I just like the others better lmao.

I don't really hate any BSD characters, I think their all cool in their own way :3

I LOVEEEE Shadow and Cream, istg no one knows Cream because they never watched Sonic X, LIKE I GREW UP ON SONIC X AND SONIC BOOM, PLEASE HMU IF YOU FW CREAM !!!!!!

I also write on this blog, mainly just one shot cause I'm eepy and like to just write quick things. Apart from on my aO3 where I write my longer fics (I will NOT be sharing since there's a way to find my Pinterest, AND NUH UH!!! I AM NOT LETTING PEOPLE FROM TUMBLR SEE ME ON PINTEREST !!!!! and my YouTube which i barely post to anyway)

Did you know I started yapping to my therapist about aO3 and Wattpad (He didn't know what they were so i just HAD to explain. ALSO A BSD FAN GETTING THERAPYY ?!?!?!?!?!)

Lowkey so mentally deranged and fuckeeddd, so if there's a weird post, it's probably bc I'm going a bit freaky and I'll most likely delete it in the morning ╯︿╰

I DONT like people reposting my art, ESPECAILLY if it gets more popular or more likes than my original post :( So please don't (I don't mind re-blogging though :3)

As well as not liking people feeding my writing to AI !!!! THAT TAKES AWAY MY TIME AND EFFORT AND MAKES IT SOME EMOTIONLESS SLOP, DO NOT FUCKING DO THAT, OR ISTG YOUR FAMILY IS GOING STRAIGHT TO THE BASEMENT !!!! jokes (maybe) but please, don't be disrespectful to me or really any writer, and use there writing in AI, it's VERY harmful to us, our work and genuinely just creativity :/

I write anything I want and are also slightly related to me, so I have done some self-harm comfort, as well as a quick Kunizai fic (MY FAVOURITE SHIP FRFR GUYS !!!!!) I also might post some nsfw sometimes, I swear it won't ever be to explicate, but I'll always add the warning.

ALSO NO ONE UNDER 15 INTERACT WITH MY BLOG PLEASE !!! EVERY ONE ON TUMBLR SHOULD BE 15+ ANYWAY !!!!!!!!!

I dont know if i'll take requests, i think you can always go ahead and request me to draw something, or write something, and hopefully I'll get around to it, but I'm a student who always gets admitted to hospitals, soooo i might take a while. I dont mind drawing OC's or even characters that are from something i dont know. I also wanna job so bad (for money ( •̀ ω •́ )✧), but I'm not stable enough to get hired apparently.

I post regularly, and I love to interact with people >.<

Don't be shy, I won't bite (I will definitely bite, it's my favorite thing to do to people)

Oh also if you couldn't tell i struggle with english so much that its actually not funny, grammar is so haarddd, and all the words look so squigglyyyy. I prefer Russian tbh, the letters are squiggly in a good way >.<

Uhhhh, idk, this was more explianing my blog more than me, but i dont know what else to say about me, i liikeee MUSIC !!! ILL DO SOME SONGS THAT I LOVVEEE AND YOU SHOULD ACTUALLY LISTEN TO RNNN !!!!

SLUT4EVER BY BOY FANTASY, Бог by Grad!ent (Just go listen to all of Grad!ent's songs, I love him so much <333), Monitoring by Deco 27, Pretty Visitors By Arctic Monkeys (I LOVE THE WHOLE HUMBUG ALBUM !!!!), Be Nice To Me by The Front Bottoms, Handjob by Ayesha Erotica, Red Room, Cut Me Down and Take a Pic by 6arelyhuman, ANY REBXYYZ SONG, MY FAV IS BLACKROSES !!!, Horny Club Party by Hoshie Star, Rebxyyz and Xaxanity is also rlly pookie :3 Judas by Abuse, ANY LADY GAGA SONG, WE LOVE HER HERE GUYS !!!!!! Idk, as you can see my music taste is just anything, i guess emo and scene is the genre that comes up the most lmao :3

OMGGG ALSO CLASSIC LITURATURE !!! >>>>

I have alot of Dazai books, some Fyodor ones, Dracula, 2 H.P Lovecraft, and Ane of Green Gables by Lucy :D

I also love organs >_< (Hearts, livers, anything, I LOVVEEE, I JUST WANNA SQUISSHH AND PLAAYYY !!!!!! er- thats a bit weird)

Anyway, hope you enjoy my blog, ik i yapped SO MUCH, but im literally a certified yapper ^^ Love you all, have a FANTASTIC day/night, and make sure to have a little snack, and a drink of water.

Bye bye

(Fandoms I'm in/Interests I have that are shows, books e.c.t

-BSD

-Sonic

-FNAF

-WOF (not too much these days, but I used to love it as a kid)

-ENA

-Life Lessons With Uramichi Onisan

-SpyxFamily

-Everything But Your Life

-Death Note

-I have a HUGE obsession with flowers, sooooo if I see them I might start tweaking and want them in my posession (✿◕‿◕✿)

Alright see ya guys <3)

[wheeler-fan]

Hiii! Sorry if I sound weird or disrespectful in some way, I was curious if it’s a common experience for you as a mileven shipper to go on byler tag just to try to understand their point of view. Like you go “ahh byler shippers make no sense, I wonder what are their thoughts on that scene/dialogue/etc” and then read some theories to understand them better. For example I am a byler and anti-mileven which means I completely don’t get this ship so I sometimes scroll through mileven tag or blogs to see “what are you guys on” (w/o negative tone)😭basically learning more abt mileven. Cause sometimes I see anti-byler posts where author obvi doesn’t even know what there’re talking abt and same thing with some anti-mileven ones. In my country there’s a popular phrase “know your enemy in the face”, it basically means you can’t hate anything not knowing what it is and I actually think that’s really important, some ppl should take notes lol, sorry for yapping. I’m not texting you specifically bc I have a beef with you or anything, I actually love your blog cause your posts (even tho I disagree ofc) are valid. I’m sure you cook such wonderful meals for your community and honestly? Keep going!! (I’ll read your stuff too 😼)I tried to make this ask anonymous but can’t find the button on the tablet so you can come at me if you need😭

heyyy, good question but it depends

usually i just text random byler shippers (or friends that ship byler but I don't have much of them so if you're a byler shipper and we're moots it actually means that you're super cool 😭😭😭) and ask them about their point of view

tbh i don't spend much time on tumblr bc i hate to see what people are doing to my fav character here (mike) and also i kinda feel like byler on tumblr is like a new reddie fanfic version 💀 emo boy and a sensitive little baby🥰🥰 I'm sorry 😭

I read a lot of byler theories mainly because of Mike, and usually they don't make sense to me, but honestly I found theories that were really good even though I ship Mileven

tbh for me byler would make way more sense if not the fact that there's only one season left and mike doesn't even know that will isn't straight - actually will haven't done a coming out even to his mom yet😭😭 i just feel like there's not enough time for all of this sorry guys

but i get why people ship it and even if that doesn't make much sense to me- if u want to ship them u can like it's not that deep it's just a fictional ship, the only thing i ask for- don't talk shit about my ship to make yours more valid please

also, even if I'm reading byler theories for fun to talk about them later with my mileven moots I'm trying to keep it for myself, i don't want to talk shit about byler cuz i don't want people to do the same to my ship. Like i get that we share a character but we don't have to kill ourselves 😭 just focus on your own ship..

answering ur question: I'm not searching for an explanation on tumblr or sth bc the explanation will be like : mike and will wear green so byler endgame 😝

i just ask an actual byler on pv so i can understand something better which is actually funny cuz i can randomly text someone and be like: hey I'm a mileven shipper but i wanted to ask, can u explain the birthdaygate to me? and i will get a whole paragraph about it😭 (btw thanks to the random byler that explained it to me before ross posted will byers on ig)

[chasedeys]

Thank you for your point about how race plays into how the fandom (both on and off Tumblr) view Joe and Ja’marr!! Like the way “fans” spoke about Ja’marr this preseason with all the contract stuff pissed me OFF they wouldn’t say this shit about Joe 😤

yeah 😔

i wasn't here during pre-season obviously and i didn't see any atrocious shit here even when i did my initial insane scroll through to learn abt these guys thank goodness! but on twitter and ig? especially the comments?? disgusting. they're like this for certain players but when they get called out? it's all 'why are you bringing race into this'. the normal reaction to it would be to rethink on it, especially in you aren't a poc, explain in what way you meant if you really didn't mean it that way and also accept that it can come off that way even if you didn't mean for it to. like if people call you out on being racist you have to wonder if they're right because they're the ones experiencing it you know??? why is that so difficult to understand 😭

wonder about the comments during joe's contract situation at times too lmao. probably also vile but of a whole different quality tbh. can't deny how people outside here see joe as an air-headed pretty boy just from his looks and fashion choices alone at times too. honestly if twitter weren't where all the media source is from for me i would ignore it forever sigh.

also here it's mostly more of the subtle bias and of the 'unknowingly ignorant' quality you know?? like blink and you'll miss it or just a weird feeling you can't get rid off sometimes before it dawns on you and going 'yeah, ok.' the kind you can't even verbalize on sometimes because?? am i just crazy or too sensitive for this??? and you can tell it's not purposefully malicious really! they just. don't take it to account. like ja'marr is just decoration or just an extra. :(

but i am thrilled that i can focus my attention on blogs that aren't of these qualities 😊 and nitpick on stuff the way i want to lol

[starlitsubmission]

Kieran's super cute and cool pinned post~

I'll be editing and updating this as I please :3

Hello! My name is Kieran~ I didn't have a good outlet for my submissive tendencies irl so I'm back on tumblr~

Ill be editing this soon (10/17) I'm sick today so why not

My DM's are open but be aware that I'm not the best at messaging. I don't know what to say ever and I prefer talking over messaging.

My special interests are bugs and birds (and I'm currently making some blogs about those) I'll update this when it's done ☺️

I try to be the best person I can be! I'm not very outgoing and I have a bad habit of being waaaay too passive in almost all aspects of my life, but I'm making an effort!

Here's some facts about me~

I am 28 years old

My birthday is April 26th

I am 5'8 and I weigh 132 and I'm aware that's underweight. I have nerve damage to my tongue that causes foods to taste weird, and also autism which causes textures to freak me out. Eating is hard 😭 I'm trying my best out here I promise I only look a lil bit like a make-a-wish patient

I'm from Iowa, it's cheap and if you like corn or pigs I recommend moving here!

I'm amab and nonbinary but dont really care what pronouns you use with me. Call me a good girl? Hell yes. Wanna refer to me as a sweet boy? Yes please! I feel like both at most times and a word is all it takes to bring out either.

I'm pan/bi whichever you won't yell at me for identifying as and I have a minor preference for women

I'll throw some tags I use regularly on this post, and if you wanna see what I look like you can check out #body in my tags :3 I might do a face reveal someday idk tbh im shy

[l-tora-l-archived]

HELLO CUTIE WHATS UR MAIN BLOG, SHARE PLS XOXO

HIIII sorry for taking like ten centuries to respond to this but like tbh ;; Im quitting tumblr I think. (ALSO UNI PLS IGNORE THIS LOL ITS MAINLY FOR EVERYONE ELSE CAUSE I ALR TOLD YOU ID POST THIS HAHA😭🙏)

Mega explanation under the cut talking abt some of the trashy behaviour I've had to experience on this forsaken app over the years, but mostly how I feel about it so yeah if you don't care that's alr hope everyone has a good life, cause as I said I quit.

I deleted the new blog I ended up making bc this environment has never really been welcoming to me and I can 100% say that tumblr has actively made my experiences with practically everything irl AND online worse than any fruitful goodness it has or could ever bring. From putting my everything into relationships including comfort, support and psychological + therapeutic sessions for people even over ten yrs older than me (at times older) without even getting a single kind thought back, to the genuine rudeness of some people, to the (excuse my language) but half assed and crude responses I receive ... honestly the list is endless.

One thing I'm trying to get better at is to notice when my presence is clearly not wanted and act accordingly. It's just saddening that the one place where it's encouraged to be your true "nerdy" self, as the catchphrase of this site is, I am not allowed to be just that. I really do wonder what part of me is so incredibly intolerable or forgettable, that I am expected to practically grovel for even ten minutes of people's time - and that's with the closest people I know, forget abt ten minutes for regular conversation I can't even get ten minutes from the people I stood with through thick and thin with, even though I myself struggle really hard to be there and yet always am.

From now on I'll just say that no I will definitely not come back, I will also not use this account and if I ever DO come back it would probably just be a call out thread on SOME people who deserve jail time more than silly time on tumblr dot come /hj (but not rlly hj hahejdsj this is so srs and continues to impact my life after almost 2 years ... but ugh what.ever.😀👍). But I'm also a coward ngl so like that would never happen !

I would say "oh btw I have this account you can keep in touch on ! :>" but truthfully, I am so let down by how uninteractive, uncaring and exclusionary everyone is no matter how hard I try to do the best I can to treat others how I'd love to be treated, and how I basically am sweating to keep convos going, bc in truth I don't think anyone rlly likes me enough here or anywhere really to even want to talk to me in general, so I'll spare you all that. The proof is literally in the fact that I've amassed a sizeable following which I am shocked with, yet despite it all I feel so lonely bc nobody even bothers with me at all whilst ppl who just start out get 50 best friends in such a short time frame. I see I am not everyone's cup of tea.

I once thought maybe just maybe I could have a good time online just how everyone suggests that online is better than irl and it is a reprieve for some. Looks like I am eternally unlucky bc how is online on par or perhaps even worse than irl for me ? And make no mistake irl is atrocious to me too.

I do not mean this to be passive aggressive but I just want to communicate my thoughts. If I was being passive aggressive that'd imply that I knew that everyone here was capable of treating me as I wanted, as I have consistently treated my "friends" on here, as a reciprocated effort. But as this thread suggests, that was and can never be a reality for me.

TLDR // not coming back bc :

People genuinely don't care or don't put in any effort at all

Bullies (mean ppl way at the beginning of my account) + I am let down how everyone let TWO whole adults get away with being weird to a then minor (me) right in front of your faces

Very traumatised and uncomfortable being on this app to the point I can barely even socialise at all from the precipitating impacts.

Hope everyone has a good life.

[forwhump]

hi! first i want to say how much i love wren & silas.

second, and i may be totally off base, but i wanted to say how off-putting it was for that person to leave a comment on your last chapter just saying "tag me?" i know tagging is a huge part of the culture here but you hadn't offered to start one or let us know that you were interested in having a tag list at all. and instead of asking if you would be interested in starting one and instead of asking if they could be on the list (or even a potential future list), they just put in the least amount of effort by sort of demanding it in a two worded question.

please don't feel the need to post this ask or respond or anything, i just wanted to reassure you that you don't have to start a tag list if you don't want to! it's a lot of work to keep one up, especially with tumblr's new rules about only tagging 5 accounts per paragraph and sometimes the links don't even work and it can be stressful.

i can tell you put in a lot of effort into your writing and these characters and your author notes and I don't want you to feel obligated to do extra work or stress about something like accidentally leaving someone off the tag list or messing up the tag list, etc.

i'm sure the commenter meant well and maybe you wanted to start one anyway and this is all irrelevant but it has been weighing on my mind since i read their comment and just wanted to add my two cents.

third, thanks for reading all this and hope you're well!

I kinda went back & forth about answering this cause I don’t want the person that asked to be tagged to like feel called out or anything (so if you see this I mean NO harm I am so painfully nice I promise !!) but this is just so thoughtful I had to say thank you so much !!!!!!!!

tbh I actually didn’t know tagging was such a huge part of the community until this last like three days LOL somebody had asked before to be on my tag list if I ever make one & I was like “yeah absolutely !!” because I was too shy to be like “what is that” 😭 & tbh again I don’t know if I actually even can because I feel sooooooooooo weird about like forcing my presence on other people & I think it’s SO nice & I’m so flattered that people want to keep up w my little guys but even when I answer prompts & things like I’ll say your name in the note but I WONT tag you because I’m so sure everybody’s gonna see me in their notifs & be like “ugh not this dumb bitch again” 😭😭😭

but anyway LOL more importantly thank you !!!!! I hope something really good happens to you today <3

[ph-cutie]

3, 13, 16 for the choose violence asks 👀👀

LETS GO 3 (screenshot or description of the worst take you've seen on tumblr): hdb being some kind of master manipulator who pulled the wool over everyone's eyes to get his way except with jean who can See Through It due to having been closest to his trickery for uncountable ages (2 years of working together) or whatever the fuck. I try not to dwell too much on jean apologia takes sorry cause I don't wanna remember names 13 (worst blorboficiation): tbh im not too sure what blorboficiation means here ? I don't wanna go with jv again but precinct 41 as a whole gets so cutesy fandom steamrolled... actually you know what, it's trant. i'm not mad about shipping but while h/k or even h/j and k/j fans lean a little into the actual material facts of these characters, every trant thing ive seen makes him such a placeholder nicey character... I personally found him a pleasant presence but don't think he's a purely nice guy, I think he's weird (in a bad way) about hdb and the city's misfortune And if you want to draw him fucking people you need to grapple with that ! 16 (you can't understand why so many people like this thing (characterization, trope, headcanon etc)). Ok gonna be less serious with these ones um I do nott understand bodyswap fanfics ive tried to read one for something I wasn't even really into and I just couldn't, the concept is insanely stressful to me😭 Like even as a kid I couldn't watch cartoon episodes about this. Also out of all pre-made fanon archetypes, the one I least understand the hype for is himbos... I've briefly seen people do this with laios and I just don't get the appeal ? I think the possibilities of a character who's smart in their own weird way are always going to be more engaging than the same passé 2020 haha head empty golden retriever jokes.