#i realize it could be taken that way
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consider,,,a lucanis who is in love with emmrich, a spite who is in love with rook, a rook in love with emmrich, and emmrich who is in love with all three but wants lucanis, spite, and rook to get together because he feels he is not the type of man any of them deserve...
bonus points for spite being the one to realize just what sort of love quadrilateral is going on and is the one to get them all together.
#the angst potential alone#if i can convince my brain to write something other than smut i will in fact consider writing this#JUST. THEM BEING SO MESSY.#SPITE REALIZING THAT EMMRICH IS GETTING CLOSER TO LUCANIS TO TRY AND SWAY ROOK INTO FALLING FOR THEM#LUCANIS REALIZING THAT EMMRICH IS IN LOVE WITH ROOK AND DECIDING EMMRICH'S HAPPINESS IS MORE IMPORTANT#SO HE CONSIGNS HIMSELF TO HIS UNHAPPINESS#Rook could also be in love with all three in this scenario but i think it'd be SO FASCINATING for it to be Emmrich!!#Emmrich lamenting that he found the people he loves at a time he believes to be too late#consigning himself to a bachelor's life. he has his studies he has manfred he's content#and then he meets lucanis who is EXACTLY the type of man he fancied as a young man#Someone with so much heart but some rougish charm. appearing cold but so fucking warm under the surface. misunderstood perhaps#the same way he and death are#and so he is smitten. taken by this man and his watchful eye and his steady hands. fascinated by the demon living inside him#the demon who is so curious about this world. who craves to live and understand and emmrich who at his core wants nothing more than to TEAC#and rook. gods emmrich not having the same instant attraction as he did to lucanis but it all hitting him in the chest one night#reckless rook who takes blows they could have dodged to protect him. who always treats his necromancy with respect and curiosity#rook who always reaches out to touch him but stops their hand just shy of making contact. rook who is uncertain but willing to try#rook who is YOUNG and full of possibility and deserves more than whatever shell emmrich believes himself to be#i am just!!!!!!! do you see my VISION#something can happen here!! i'm fucking telling ya'll!!!!!#emmrich volkarin#lucanis dellamorte#dragon age rook#dragon age veilguard#lucanis x emmrich#lucanis x rook#spite x rook#emmrich x rook#emmrich x lucanis#emmrich x rook x lucanis
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#source: it came to me in a dream#also the book of bill and just the way he moves about the world#but like this specific image popped into my head fully formed#gf#gravity falls#tbob#original post#ford pines#grunkle ford#stanford pines#wait wait im realizing this could be taken to mean that its ambiguous whether or not he's queer#he definitely is#just like. what flavor or type of queer is ambiguous#im not labeling the man based on his triangle situationship or forbidden research partner love#he can figure that shit out for himself#the book of bill#i was going to put 'some form of queer' or 'something queer' but it didn't really fit right
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GIJINKA VIVIAN UPON YE
#fanart#gijinka#smb#smb fanart#paper mario ttyd#paper mario#the thousand year door#marvivi#marvivian#mario x vivian#theres so many Tags for them i don’t know what the Right one is lol#vivian ttyd#i just realized that the hit! stamp could be taken . a different way.#i promise hes just saying that because shes a hit i prommy
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#us politics#global politics#i truly feel the global south has suffered ENOUGH#and YET#we still have to deal with one specific country’s own politics apart from our own#idk if americans truly realize how much of our headspace is taken up by the us’ activities because it directly impacts our own#it’s not the fault of YOU an American specifically#but i also truly honest to god hate this situation#it’s endless suffering#for third worlders in particular#i wish we could just ignore the US and not be affected at all#the same way the us is NEVER affected by our domestic politics#if it is it’s minor#but when the us sneezes everyone gets fucking Covid#this is the reality#/end rant
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You've done this before. If you care so much about them, set them free. / Take my heart.
2x08 / 5x03 / 5x08 / 6x03 / 6x08
#it was just red#tdp soren#sorayla#tdp#the dragon prince#tdp finnegrin#parallels#multi#mine#tag ramble#theme: sacrifice#subset: choices#dark magic#this is the one way i could see callum getting out of the greater good problem tbh#where rather than choosing rayla OR the greater good he sacrifices himself through dark magic use#it'd be iffy just bc that'd mean opening himself up to aaravos' possession if aaravos hasn't been taken out as a threat#& i still think he'll be making the outright choice AND sacrificing himself#(aka claudia picking soren in hers and then doing dark magic use)#but who knows#like rayla and soren both go 'take my heart. sacrifice me'#and viren has grown enough to be like callum where he realizes the right thing to do is to sacrifice himself#and callum would never think about sacrificing his loved ones to begin with so#s6#s2#s5
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y'all i gotta be honest for a sec, the "atla wouldnt change much if aang wasnt there, in fact it might be better" and "the atla finale wouldnt change much if aang wasnt there to fight ozai" debates is the funniest thing ive seen come out of this fandom
#'this show wouldnt change much if the main character wasnt there' hmm me thinks otherwise!#do people just. not realize that the gaangs arcs ESPECIALLY zukos and kataras would not have happened if aang was taken out of the picture?#ppl praise zukos redemption arc sm and rightfully so but aang is such a HUGE factor in zukos arc!#hell you could argue that it kickstarted because of aang#'if we knew each other back then do you think we could have been friends too?' the question that forever changed zukos life#without aang katara would still be stuck in the south pole with sokka and she wouldve never gotten the training she needed#toph wouldve never left if aang wasnt in the picture#hell you could argue the same with suki shed still be stuck on the island#tbh without aang theyd all be dead or at least in serious trouble by the end of the series#and the finale argument... cmon now#did people forget the scene of iroh explaining to zuko (AND THE AUDIENCE) that aang HAS to be the one to fight ozai#ONLY aang could defeat ozai#the strongest firebender in the series#without aang they all wouldve been cooked#by this point both zuko and sokka were seriously injured and katara and the rest were absolutely exhausted from fighting their own battles#ozai is only one guy yeah but again he is the strongest firebender in the whole series#even iroh was like 'nah theres no way in hell i could beat him'#ozai was in the air spinning around like a beyblade shooting fire from all parts of his body destroying everything in sight LMAOOO#delete later#probably
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I must request Caroline portal pleaseeee or just anything portal
“As You Wish!”
(Pissed and going to throw them into a vat of mantis 🧬)
#my art stff#erth answers#portal 2#portal 2 fanart#portal#portal fanart#portal caroline#caroline portal#to be Clear! this is Caroline in Public Service Mode! addressing some idiot egghead#not the asker!!!#oh jeez I didn’t realize it could be taken that way#oh well#I love drawing angry characters#also her hair!#very fun#my art
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from the introduction to "the sovereign sun" selected poems by odysseus elytis, trans. and introduction by kimon friar. [id in alt text]
#poetry.#kimon friar.#odysseus elytis.#ancient greek poetry.#rereading the sovereign sun as summer sweeps to a close and this stuck out so lovingly.#i remember finding this book tucked away in a small and unfrequented section of my library a handful of years ago.#it swept something in me / something ancient and full of light.#i had to find my own used copy as soon as i realized i couldn't keep it / mark it as my own. there is such love taken into it?#the translation of so much intimate glory and understanding of the universe / of life? the attempt of it.#it feels crafted so carefully. the importance something that could not be understated? i return to it every couple of years -#to reignite that spark. the language in it is just. spellbinding. it reminds me of a warm breeze at twilight / where the light is dim /#and everything feels possible in a way it was not before.#might post more of my favourites !!! just had to share this ending piece of the introduction 💕
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it’s kinda funny to me how that dumb scene in kiwami 1 of majima getting shot and left for dead in the harbor was basically just added as a half-assed way to explain majima not being around for a bit of the plot, but they accidentally(?) just made it seem like start of a chain reaction where majima ended up feeling slighted and heartbroken after being abandoned like that and then lashed out about it via smashing a big truck into the building kiryu was in. and yeah that isn’t inherently a romantic thing as-is but then they go and add the part where majima grabs a hostess and performatively hits on her as in-kiryu’s-face as possible, she says she’s already in love with someone, and majima lets her go immediately, no questions asked, making a big fucking point of it just to say see THAT kiryu? I appreciate when people are HONEST about their FEELINGS. people who won’t just BACKSTAB someone who CARES about them to save themselves. is that so crazy kiryu?? huh??? anyway make it up to me get down here and fight me right fucking now
#I think on another level he was sorta saying like ‘hey kiryu. you’re making it extremely clear that you don’t trust me and my intentions#and I’ve been trying to show you- over and over again- that I’d do just about anything for you and your safety#but I can’t just let my mask fall off in front of everyone- I need to keep up the unpredictable morally grey wildcard act for both my sake#AND yours. because disguising my helping you as crazy random violent outbursts and weird stalker behavior#is the only way I CAN help you. do you think it would go over well with shimano or literally anyone else if I was outright helping you out#of the kindness of my heart and fondness for you? stop being so fucking dense and look past the crazy wacky nonsense for a second and#maybe you’ll realize that all I do at the end of the day- really- is help you and put my own life and reputation on the line for you.#I am an honest guy when it comes to my real values and when I told you I wouldn’t let anyone kill you unelss it was myself- I meant it.#I’ve taken a knife and a bullet for you now. can you REALLY not see through the act yet? am I REALLY that unpredictable when you think about#it?’#that was a longer explanation than i intended but. it was difficult to put into words#I basically feel like it could be read as him implying kiryu shouldn’t backstab the people who put themselves on the line to help him#and/or pointing out that he’s never actually done kiryu dirty and has stuck to his word protecting him in the ways he can#trying to say yeah all this is a crazy act and all but when it comes down to it you Can trust me#it really makes sense when you think about it that he’d have to help kiryu/show affection towards kiryu in unpredictable convoluted ways#at that point in time because. I mean. there’s a reason he was the only person who showed up to welcome kiryu when he got out of prison#and that’s because A) he sticks to his word and his loyalty to people he cares about and B) no one else had the balls or the batshit insane#mask to wear to ward off anyone asking real questions like majima did. because ANYONE associating themselves with the supposed#patriarch-killer was a HUGE NO-NO at the time. someone important showing up for kiryu and welcoming him back outright could’ve caused#all-out warfare probably. except majima. because majima was dedicated and smart enough to use his widely-feared wildcard persona#(that everyone tended to view as incapable of having any Real agenda to worry about) to his And kiryu’s advantage#does that make sense??? I feel like it makes a lot of sense if you get it to click in your head#kazumaji#majima#kiryu#yakuza#kiwami 1#yk1#rambling
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Willow (2022) - 1x01 - “She'll feel like I'm abandoning her when she needs me the most.”
#willowedit#willow 2022#kit tanthalos#jade claymore#ruby cruz#erin kellyman#willow 1x01#tanthamore#femslash related stuff#look at them just slow dancing like they do it all the time!#kit really being like it's fine I can get married as long as you're there#and thinking of them as a combined entity ''our life''#it's only when she realizes that jade will be gone that she starts fully lashing out and full on running away#in that sixth gif she hasn't really taken it in yet and still grasping for a way for it to not happen#and then finally stopping when jade says she got an exception#which! she's actually so proud of getting that first ever exception and wants kit to be proud too#but of course it's all caught up in this marriage situation and what's worse jade seemingly abandoning her#I kinda wish I was caught up with y'all so I could be discussing whatever their current angst is but then I'd never gif these I know :x
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Also, in response to the "testosterone making people angrier" myth, I've found that, personally, testosterone has given me the self-respect to recognize and call out when my boundaries are being overstepped in ways that I wouldn't have had the courage (or, frankly even liking of myself) to have done before. This is in addition to me working on my trauma responses, but testosterone was the spark that gave me the will to do this in the first place. When I see people sae that as anger and thus is a "bad thing," I wonder how much of that is just people being uncomfortable with us... having boundaries or enforcing them, and that the response to that overstepping is labeled as aggressive anger.
Frankly, I now actually respect myself enough to care when I am being mistreated. It seems that people sometimes take that as a personal failure on my end because I don't think I deserve mistreatment.
Caveat: Anger is a fine emotion, and it is a worthy thing to recognize and honour. I find that the accusation of trans men* and trans masc* people "being angry" on testosterone is a moot point simply because it is often a false accusation which uses anger as a punishment. My issue isn't that we're "angry," but that our perceived anger is used, often, as a transphobic bludgeon to punish those who either want to transition with testosterone or who currently are, and everything in-between.
#trans#transgender#lgbt#lgbtq#ftm#nonbinary#transphobia#transphobia tw#unpopular opinion i guess but: trans man* and transmasc* anger is a fine thing and more people ought to express it without fear#basically i want to start a punk band with some other trans guys/trans guys+ who are Angry and Will Express It#like not going to lie but i had no boundaries before because i HATED myself...#...so it's pretty weird when people almost... miss that they could have taken advantage of me had i not realized my worth#like why does my Testosterone Anger say something bad about me when you MISS that you could have taken advantage of my self-hatred. like. hm#anyway. i let myself be angry now because i have realized that i deserve to express my full range of emotions#i notice that many trans people start asserting themselves way more when they transition gow they want/need to...#...and i think part of it is that many of us start to get out of the rut of feeling Horrible 24/7/365...#...so when people express they 'miss the old [you]' to me that's a red flag...#...because... do you miss that person pre-transition or do you miss their abject misery and passivity?#this might be a generalization because of tumblr's tag character limit#but i have noticed this with a few trans people when they are openly/currently transitioning#this isn't me saying that this is universal but just... something i have Taken Notice Of#and it seems weird to me that this hasn't only just happened to me because. it just feels...... gross
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thought about the expression “big fish in a small pond” too hard and accidentally invented new ocs
#my art#this whole story is extremely self indulgent in a very specific way i don’t think i could explain if i tried#don’t worry about it i’ve just been taken by the madness again#what if you were a depressed divorcee with a dead end job and a drinking problem and somehow through a convoluted series of events#all of these issues were resolved because one day you fell and almost drowned in the ocean#what if you escaped a watery grave in the depths of the uncaring sea because one tiny part of it noticed you#what if you met someone who was better than you in all the ways you thought you cared about#but also had comically exaggerated versions of all your flaws#and it made you realize getting everything you want wouldn’t fix you#and also. and this is very important. what if there was a mermaid and he was so so pretty and sparkly :)#do you see. do you understand the vision here
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unblckocked my ex hsubsnd so he can aprecciante how surperiore wood is bfore i blkock hkim aghain
(translation: unblocked my ex-husband so he can appreciate how superior wood is before i block him again)
(@wallterthetall)
#regretevator mannequin mark#regretevator#ask blog#rp blog#notice how this was posted on valentines day lol. lmao.#also originally i was going to say “so he can appreciate how superior MY wood is” but then#i realized that could be taken WAY out of context
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omg ur a filipino puppy??? my partner is a filipino puppy too!! whats ur fav filipino food?
i love how this question always gets asked upon learning someone is filipino lmao
#im a little picky with everything else though so i wouldve also said caldereta and torta the way my mom makes it#ive only just started dunmeshi but this ask did make me realize i could see senshi being filipino spot on and youll have to pry that#from my cold dead hands. like its one thing for him to be really good at cooking but the fact that his core philosophy is to make#sure everyone is taken care of by feeding them.. HOOOHH thats literally what i was raised on bro!!! years of huge spreads at family#gatherings and my mom making food to bring to a friends house literally prepared me for this exact moment#ask#yapping
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Sorry to double up on your inbox, but I had this burning idea.
Suppose Fuuta's sister has had her hair styled like the Milgram girls at various points. What scenarios might come up when Fuuta mistakes the girls for his sister?
I know you were looking for ideas on all of the girls but I got really carried away with this one train of thought with Kotoko, so have some of that instead 😭 I'm such a sucker for 02-04-06 seeming the type to use beauty products and know their way around a lot of hair care, and triggering memories for Fuuta via scents/sounds of his sister's job. And as you've seen I'm so emotional over him seeing Amane as an equal as they both care for each other and she feels like family...
Fuuta was used to people disappointing him.
He’d been let down by his mother, then his father. He’d seen how all of society screws its people over. His own friends had turned their backs on him when things got rocky. Even here, he couldn’t count on any of these people to look out for him. Well, all except one.
Kotoko.
He’d actually done a double take when he first saw her. Her hair was styled much like his sister’s; from behind, it could have been her with a bit of dye.
It wouldn’t have been so bizarre for her to color her head shining black. After all, that had always been his sister’s method of rebellion. His father was a traditional man, and hated to see her chop all her hair off, chop others’ hair off, add more piercings, or change it to any and every shade that wasn’t the family’s natural red. Fuuta had always thought they were all hollow exercises, more for attention than anything else. (It was nothing like the actual action he was taking to break away from his father’s strictness). Seeing Kotoko wear an eerily similar look, and hearing how closely her views aligned with his, he started to understand the appeal.
While the others were intimidated by her appearance, Fuuta found it familiar. Unlike the rest of the prison, he had no hesitation in approaching her. He was more willing to sit beside her at meals. He joined in her conversations in the common area.
Mahiru kept going on about being everyone’s ‘big sis,’ but she never took a damned thing seriously. Yuno told Fuuta he reminded her of her little brother, but the last thing he needed was to be treated like some baby. Kotoko, on the other hand, knew exactly how to speak with him.
She came to show him her solidarity before his interrogation. She gave him tips on working out, and joined in his conversations about the injustice of current prison systems. She even had his back when he was scolding Mikoto about taking fighting styles seriously. He jeered at the notion that Kotoko could overpower Kazui. Though, deep down, he’d seen how strong the woman was. For someone the same age as him, and busy with university like him, she had insanely impressive power.
He’d never dare admit it, but he looked on in awe whenever she worked out in the common areas.
Fuuta found even more comfort in her strength as the trial came to a close. The two ended up with opposite verdicts, but that wasn’t anything new. Teachers, neighbors, relatives – everyone had reasons to praise his sister while dragging up grievances against him. Both women had a sort of brash charisma that people enjoyed. He usually only got the label of “brash.” Kotoko was saved his rant that it all came from their differences in gender and beauty. Fuuta was confident she’d come to the same conclusion already.
After all, what else separated them? They were here for practically the same reason.
He didn’t let it get under his skin. While the prisoners shied away from him and the others named unforgiven, he could always count on Kotoko to speak with him as honestly and directly as usual.
The warden and the prisoners weren’t the only ones to let him down: the voices in his head had gone from a fair debate to a loud, nasty mob with each passing day.
They seemed to be at their very worst, now. He was going on a few nights of little to no sleep thanks to their nonstop judgment. Fuuta tossed and turned in his sheets, cursing the new uniform that made it impossible to relax. It had been exhausting, consumed by fear and guilt and anger. Everything had him jumpy these days.
He flinched as his cell door creaked.
His bleary eyes turned to the silhouette in the doorway. A name instinctively came to his lips. Thankfully, he corrected himself before making the embarrassing mistake.
“It’s you, Kotoko.” It was strange for her to be here at this hour. And completely unannounced, at that.
“Kajiyama Fuuta…”
He didn’t care. He smiled. After all, surrounded by so many betrayals, he always felt safer with her around.
#milgram#fuuta kajiyama#kotoko yuzuriha#photos taken moments before disaster!!!!#💀#i think kotoko is a bit too open with her opinions where this type of misunderstanding could never happen#but if she were just a little more secretive i think its wholly possible for fuuta to be influenced by her appearance and miss the signals#-_-#i love the idea that yuno reminds him of his victim so to have her Also remind him of his sister would be VERY interesting....#and 'big sis' mahiru actually looking like big sis would have a lot of comedy potential asdfsadf#i feel like muu wouldnt act very sisterly at first but the resemblance would bring them together in a nice way#and then theyd realize theyre really similar and have a real fun dynamic#and even though hed never in a million years admit he wanted amanes help -- if she reminded him of home im sure hed spend even more time#around her ;----;#drabbles
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I keep drinking coffee thinking it's gonna make me Productive and then instead of doing the work I actually have to do I just compulsively make spreadsheets :(
#my homework is. not done#but!!! i just realized if i take 2 spanish classes i can have a russian/spanish major instead of just russian#(it's complicated but this would leave me with: double major languages and history with a joint major in asian middle east studies)#(plus a minor in religious studies and concentration in islamicate studies)#first i gotta: relearn spanish for like the third time#but it's ok i'm hopping thru spain in less than a month so i should proooobably do that anyway#man when i was touring colleges my mom was like really dismissive about the idea of double majoring and now i'm here like#How Many Things Can I Stack Up To Get Big Number On Transcript#aaaaaaaand because of ames requirements i did the dumb thing and ended up learning persian while my spanish is still kinda iffy#итак совершилося то что я пытался предотвратить as they say#so i'm just gonna have to study two languages at once next semester... or just keep going thru the cycle of relearning them abt every year#my russian is a big girl it can survive on its own but i now gotta feed the babiessssss#tho ig what this kinda cyclically learning and forgetting spanish has taught me is like#languages are less like babies and more like those lil desert plants that wither up when they don't have any water#they might look dead but they're nearly impossible to kill completely#and will bounce right back after a lil care n patience. i just gotta like.... water em#the one thing standing in my way is ideological opposition to my spanish textbook#i have to pay $200 for access to a *website*#*i don't even get a book just a shitass ebook*#but it's ok one of the spanish profs likes me i think? i think she would let me skip the intro lit class#only problem is it was Genuinely Hard for me to follow along when i audited advanced lit... 90% of the class was heritage speakers#tho ig like. having taken a class meant for native russian speakers should help w learning to survive that kinda thing#genuinely i think i can do it#just gotta make that my goal. study. do it for zapata#and if i wanna go into translating... having good spanish should help right? like if i finally get b2 spanish?#yeah. if i could do kazakh history for native russian speakers i can do spanish lit for heritage spanish speakers. it's equivalent enough#but ok i'm gonna visit my buddy in spain who did nearly the exact same shitass majors combination as me#tho i think he did spanish/arabic for his language major and just Happens To Also Be Fluent In Russian cuz he's Like That#it's ok he's two years older than me i have two years to become that cool#he can tell me what to do
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