#i read this bit in the novel too but oh my GODDDD

[mwagneto]

he's so fucking cute please 😭😭

[drabbles-mc]

Shut upppppp omg I can't believe that I'm lucky enough to be able to read more of these two. Tati my beloved. 🥰

"She shouldn’t have left without a coat, shouldn’t have abandoned the Jeep three miles down the road. She shouldn’t be doing any of this at all." Oh this is already so fucking delicious. The tenshunnnnn!!! Eating it whole.

"He’s half dressed: jeans, a-tank, handgun." so sexy sksksksk 👀👀👀

he HESITATES????? Angel Ignacio. How dare. Gonna have words with him about it later stg

"He locks the door behind her, leaves the gun on the side table. ‘You couldn’t call or something?’" Okay okay I know that they're exes and all but fuck does this really. I feel a type of way about this. I wanna shake him by his big dumb shoulders.

"Angel walks past as she explains, then bends to hook the throw with his fingers and bring it up from the floor. Not to put it back on the couch, she realises, but to put it over her shoulders instead." hmmmm okay perhaps. perhaps i forgive him 😂

‘So? None of anything we’ve seen this week has been fair.’ Damn. Angel Reyes coming in with the powerful insight. So sexy of him. I like this. Still giving him a tiny bit of side-eye and not getting my hopes up too high but I really. I love this line from him. Good, wholesome, organic food.

"Not exactly true, though, is it? Because EZ started the shit with Yuma, but she can’t say that to him now." SKSKSK say it, Tati. Stir the fuckin' pot 😂

"she doesn’t mind helping. It’s the only thing that brings them together anymore." oh fuck offfff MJ this is so sad I'm gonna fucking cry 😭😭😭😭 I wanna know what happened. I need a whole prequel. I need a russian novel about them.

"If you went back a year, this is how it always was. Angel tired, worn through from the day, and Tati awake, just to be awake with him." I'm peeling the skin off my face. I'm losing my mind. I'm screaming, crying, throwing up

‘But why?’ he asks. ‘None of this is new to you.’ God dammit, Angel. There he is. FUcking hell. Just because it isn't NEW doesn't mean that it's GOOD!!!!!!!

Tati is breaking my whole heart. I can feel her feelings and my heart is so heavy for it.

"‘I can’t stop thinking about wasted time,’ she admits." My babyyyyyyyy 😭😭😭 Tati officially gets a turn on the pobrecito expressway after this fic god

‘We’re good.’ / ‘Are we?’ / ‘Are we not?’ YESSSSS. This is that GOOOD SHIT. THis is that shit i LOOOOOOOVE. I can hear it, taste it, feel it. Shorthand that fucking HITS. Chef's kiss babey

"If the worst happens, she doesn’t want to have forfeited her right to mourn." Why does this feel like a shot to the gut?? This hurts me. I'm weeping.

‘You know, for once, Pidge, I actually think you should keep talking.’ God the way you set up this line and the delivery. It's like I'm there. I'm staring through his living room window watching this all go down sksksk

‘You think I have time to get another girl while you’re still all up in my shit?’ He's an asshole but godddd I love him so much. Just as much a relationship as it was before. Fuck me up. I'm consuming them whole.

‘Gonna make me fucking depressed, watching you cry and shit.’ No literally MJ I'm just gonna quote all fo your fucking dialogue for Angel because I can HEAR that motherfucker like he is IN MY BRAIN!!!! I'm thrashing around. I love them so fucking much it physically pains me

ahem. can you. can you hear me??? form all the way on the other side of the pond??? can you hear the way I'm sobbing and screaming and throwing my self around on the floor like the little creature that you've turned me into????

you've sublet my brain to these two. I'm not upset about it but i WILL be crying about it for the foreseeable future. thank you for your time.

for brothers, pt. 3

angel reyes x oc: tatiana ‘pidge’ clarke, hurt/comfort, 2358 words

for day 10 of whumpril : shivers & ‘i’m scared’

a/n: omg i knOW i know. i know i said the last one was just an extra scene/epilogue but now theres another part and kjSHFgj`hfg its fine. its fine. the fic is sentient. thanku to @cositapreciosa for prompting this

tagging: @drabbles-mc @hausofmamadas @darqchilddaydreamz​

Tati’s shaking when she finally finds the courage to knock, stood on Angel’s doorstep at God know’s what time. Not from fear, but from the cold that’s sunk itself beneath her skin, gripped the bones like a vice. She shouldn’t have left without a coat, shouldn’t have abandoned the Jeep three miles down the road. She shouldn’t be doing any of this at all.

He takes a minute to answer. She stares at the chipped paint in front of her, hearing him shuffle behind, before light finally tips out into the night. He’s got the door open just enough to see who it is, and his arm’s tucked back behind his shoulder, gun in hand. She knows to expect it.

‘Woah. Shit, Tati.’ He swings the door open, stepping in front of it. He’s half dressed: jeans, a-tank, handgun. ‘You okay?’

‘No, not really,’ she answers, not bothering with pretences. He’s knows her well enough to know she’s not from looks alone. Her teeth are chattering between the words. ‘Can I come in?’

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[leyyvi]

Ley I hope your having a good time at con! I also haven’t seen AOT new episode so I just wanted to share some Levi thought to keep you company. I keep thinking about if you were in the canon world and while your trying to keep Eren and Historia away form the MPs in that little house that your not able to busy yourself enough to ignore the growing tension between Levi and you. Walking in on him putting his shirt on. Brushing against him in the little kitchen. Late night by the fire trying to hold onto that last bit of privacy in a house full of people. When it gets too much. When you feel like you can’t keep your eyes off him and Connie is asking why your always so close to the captain you head to the village near by.

Buying food, checking out the stores, until one day there is a traveling vender and they have all kinds of different things. She’s got toys for kids and dried herbs that couldn’t grow in this area and books you’ve never seen. When your talking to her about how you’ve had a lot of time on your hands and she lifts up a tiny box showing a couple of book that aren’t properly bond. Held together by leather strings. Your confused until you skim over one and immediately are flustered at the content. It’s not till you see the one that labeled ‘humanities strongest’ that you know your screwed. The growing tension that never seems to end between you and Levi fueling an irrational purchase. Your walk back has your nose in the book. Finding yourself engrossed in the smutty romance novel talking about the man who has invaded your mind. It’s nothing like him in reality and they definitely taken several libraries: they have him painted to be big and broad and almost charming. Only keeping his gruff undertones. But when your reading it late at night by candle light and it’s describing Levi’s hands, soft lips, and wanton moans your able to fill in what the book is lacking while rubbing your thighs together. Before you know it your rushing to find the lady before she leaves the village asking about a squeal. (Also imagine Eren find it lol)

FINDING SMUT FANFIC IN CANONVERSE oh my godddd I can just imagine whoever wrote it made him sound so dreamy and you can't help but laugh a bit while reading it bc he's so wildly different from it. Though itd be so fascinating to talk to the writer, seeing how she visualizes him and when you return to HQ that day you kinda observe him for a bit with a small smile, laughing softly to yourself. He'll catch you in the act of staring, asking what the hell is wrong with you but you can't give him the honest answer.

But when he gives you the typical cup of tea before you two go to bed he lets his hand rest on your shoulder for a moment longer than usual.

"You seemed in a good mood today. Was the book that good?"

"U-uh, yeah. Yep. Interesting read..."

Usually you'll tell him about the books you read but you've been suspiciously quiet about this one. He doesn't usually snoop but consider his interest piqued with how different you've been acting.

[hyperfixationtimego]

Taka gets sad and Mondo just. Hug. With permission. And shows him his dog plushie bc they are That Close and Comfortable w each other

Mm yes cuddles yes I am projecting

And they take naps and it’s nice so they both finally get good sleep (there are neurological benefits to that!! I won’t go into detail though bc I can’t remember the specifics)

And they both like really soft blankets bc good texture and warm and comfy

And weighted blankets bc Soothing™️

If one of them ever goes into a sensory overload they just talk very slowly to the other, especially if the other went nonverbal

And they came up with a little communication system for cases like this

So they can just. Do something and then they know what to do to help

ADHD Mondo & comorbid ADHD/Autistic Taka solidarity

And they read books together:)

They both really like Frankenstein

Taka likes it bc mmm classical literature and the discussion of ethics and theoretical science. He also really enjoys the wording and how the scenes can carry on for whole chapters and not get boring to him. The exact descriptions and the definitions in the footnotes are one of the best parts to him because he’s given all the information needed to answer his questions that are supposed to be answered:)

Mondo likes it bc of the sort of mystery bits and it gives him something to think about that he can process bc he and Taka discuss it regularly:) and he really likes the concept of Frankenstein’s monster and how there was a second chance at life, even if it was poorly handled by the other characters

hsbwvwvshdhshsvsv cuddlesssssss 🥺🥺🥺🥺

godddd the trust it takes for Mondo to even CONSIDER showing u his dog plushie,,,,,, Taka’s just like. this is literally the highest honor im-

Taka also likes plushies to begin with so it just makes him go :D

and hdbdvdvdvdvdv they do oh my godddd like,,,,,they just,,,,,fit together,,,,,,so nicely??? very good position and tactile sensation for sleep,,,,,,warm n nice,,,,,,,,ghdhdvdvdvd good

also hdbsbdbd sorry I know u were being serious and that’s so cool, but I feel like they also use that as an excuse CONSTANTLY like if they happen to be cuddling or drowsy in a place where people are liable to walk in on them or smth, they’re both just like “iT’S FOR NEUROLOGICAL BENEFITS-” even tho they’re already dating and literally nobody would care ldbsnsbsjsbdbdbdb

and yes yes yes!!!!! the blanketssssss ohdhdhdhs I think taka in particular probably really likes having a weighted blanket over him because it’s so grounding and present and ??? just there’s something covering almost every inch of his body and he loves it

and they both feel the texture of the other blankets and go >:0 because!!!!!! hsvwhsbsbsbs soft!!!!!!!

oh yes absolutely!!! I’d say that Mondo maybe teaches Ishi a few phrases in jsl (either phrases or words - whichever is simpler/easier to remember in the moment. Things that basically mean “I need to talk”, “I can’t talk right now,” “please hold me” “don’t touch me” “can you talk to me?” “please sit here in silence with me,” etc.) taka’s a bit shaky with it at first, but gets the hang of it!!

They DO read books together!!!!

god ur reasons for why they both like it are such??? galaxy brain takes???? ilysm oh my god

also,,,,,,concept of them snuggling,,,,,,,reading together,,,,,im soft 🥺

hsbshsbsbs also like. impromptu book club things happen sometimes with other classmates/students bc like 👀

they can’t discuss literature in front of Byakuya because he’ll call them idiots and imply that they don’t understand the “true meaning/s” of whatever it was they read

Taka and Korekiyo probably discuss the former’s latest reads quite a bit - they exchange interpretations of the text from their own points of views, which is always fascinating for both! Taka receives quite a few lectures on anthropological and cultural findings that are relevant to the time period of the novel, or historical events that the plot references and how that affects things, etc. etc. and Korekiyo gets to engage in positive social interaction with a friend to study human behavior a bit more by learning about taka’s thought processes firsthand

whenever Toko hears ishi and mondo discussing what they’ve read, she just. sort of hovers menacingly around them until Taka notices her and invites her over. She acts like she doesn’t give a shit but actually, being able to discuss literary topics is QUITE a nice change of pace. Not to mention that both taka and mondo are pretty nice people to be around and there’s little to no risk of being made fun of <3

Leon’s not much of a reader (freaking loves comics and graphic novels, tho!) but he’s more than happy to listen to The Boys™️ while they excitedly talk and debate and bounce concepts and topics off of each other. Their enthusiasm is almost enough to make him wanna read, too!

Almost.

Kyoko’s sat in on conversations once or twice - mostly for detective/mystery stories hsbsbddb

anyways yeah soft ishimondo things???? I love them smmmm

also Taka getting to rant and rave and infodump about his philosophy interests and stuff and mondo just sitting there listening to him like 💖💗💘💝

[spockandawe]

Oh, would you look at that, is it fish book pitch o’clock again? IT SURE IS!!

So, here’s my angle du jour. I’m a sucker for a feral and/or unsocialized fictional character, especially if the story puts them in a position where they either need or want to catch up to their peers on the social front. I didn’t really click with Jin Zixuan until I saw a post breaking down how his awkwardness made a lot of sense in terms of growing up isolated and undersocialized, and I really love takes on young Lan Wangji that really lean into him not knowing how to play with the other children. It’s more fanon than canon, given screentime, but I love takes on Mobei-jun that do the same thing. And! Outside of the cnovel world altogether, it’s part of why i would Die for both Gideon Nav and Harrowhark Nonagesimus. It’s so tasty! 

And Jing-wang is a version of this that I don’t think I’ve seen before. I’ve had this bouncing around in my head for a while, but I can’t quite come up with any parallels. Jing-wang grew up isolated in one way because he was an imperial prince, with a dead mother and no surviving siblings. The boy doesn’t have many peers, and things are... messy with his half-brothers. But since he’s mute, he’s (theoretically) not in the running for the throne, and he’s not involved in as much political wheeling and dealing as the other princes. And also since he’s mute, communication with other people is a bit of an ordeal, and only a few people who are very close to him are good at interpreting him, outside of him writing things down. I get the idea that he does very well for himself at understanding and steering the political playing field, even if he’s not mixed up deeply in things himself, but he’s.... very not good when it comes to connecting with anyone on any kind of personal level.

But what delights me the most is that this mainly gets expressed through him being 1) a very devoted and well-meaning pet owner, 2) who is very BAD at being a pet owner.

It gets expressed in little funny ways that go by quickly, like in a stressful meeting, where Jing-wang is squeezing Li Yu’s back in a self-soothing way, and Li Yu is like ‘ow, OW, TOO HARD’ and swims away, and Jing-wang is like >:( for two seconds before Li Yu comes back and starts swimming through his fingers again, and Jing-wang realizes he was squeezing too hard. Or later on, after Li Yu’s been living in a huge tank, Jing-wang is like ‘okay, you live in this bottle now, so i can bring you Everywhere with me’ and Li Yu has to fake being unwell so that Jing-wang realizes that the bottle is way too small to be a permanent fish residence. Very quick little empathy things, where Jing-wang gets the intended message pretty darn quickly, but he still had to be taught the lesson in the first place.

But there’s also like... also early on, Li Yu gets a side quest to steal a pearl from the headdress of the Emperor’s favorite concubine. In the process of doing so, he soaks Jing-wang in front of the Emperor, accidentally slaps the concubine in the face, freaks her out, freaks her son out, accidentally frames the two of them for trying to hurt Jing-wang’s pet fish, and knocks the pearl loose... but sends it to the floor. Fortunately, Jing-wang notices that the fish seems REAL interested in this pearl, and retrieves it, but he’s also pissed at the fish for causing so much trouble.

So what does he do? He’s like ‘OKAY. FINE. You want this pearl? Well what I’m going to do is seal this pearl TIGHT inside a glass vial, and then I’m going to put that vial RIGHT in your tank, so you can see the pearl, but you can NEVER HAVE IT’, you know, like a normal human way to treat your pet fish. Only then, Li Yu had already felt bad about causing such a big scene, and sets up a whole apology where he offers Jing-wang his food (because it’s the only thing he has) and tries bowing in apology, and Jing-wang thinks something like ‘...as long as someone was willing to deal with him sincerely, even if they were a fish, he would treat them sincerely in return’ and he gives Li Yu the pearl.

First of all, I never knew I so desperately needed a book where a man tries to play psychological games with his pet fish, second of all, Li Yu is the sketchiest “““fish””” of all time, and third, oh my god Jing-wang how sheltered are you, how do you not realize that this is nowhere in the vicinity of being normal fish behavior??

(to be fair to him, it doesn’t take him that long to realize things are suspicious, and by the thirty-somethingth chapter he has a decent hypothesis for what the fock is going on with his pet fish)

And later in the book, after he knows that this fish is at least sometimes human-shaped, I’d already been pleasantly taken by surprise (in the mtl chapters) to realize that the relationship development involved Li Yu laying down boundaries and holding Jing-wang accountable when he tried getting around them. And like with the squeezing plot point, Jing-wang is very quick to get the message that something he did made this fish/person unhappy, to realize that he doesn’t want them to be unhappy, and to make a very serious effort to change his behavior so he doesn’t make that mistake again. I just hadn’t quite connected the dots to realizing that Li Yu was coaching him through a number of basic emotional development steps even before things reached the point of sex and consent, haha

(in fairness to me, I think Li Yu is extremely oblivious to all of this. which is one of my favorite flavors of character development in fiction, honestly? i love seeing this growth that’s driven by another person, but unintentionally so, so that two people end up drifting closer and closer, and becoming more and more important to each other, without that ever being something they deliberately work towards)

And I think that the idea that Li Yu is coaching Jing-wang through the steps of emotional growth is honestly supported by the other characters in the novel. In the “original” book, Jing-wang falls in love with and marries Chu Yanyu, who very definitely is not in love with him, and is happy to let Jing-wang get hurt and suffer on his behalf, through what sounds like a very unhappy, toxic relationship. In the book we get, all it takes is a little affection and attention from a pet fish, for Jing-wang to totally ignore what should have been Chu Yanyu’s entry into his life, and for him to continue ignoring Chu Yanyu no matter how many times he’s thrown/throws himself into Jing-wang’s path.

Jing-wang does have some people who care about him, but those relationships are... either unequal, or not-mutual, or made difficult in other ways. The Emperor cares about him, but has complicated feelings, since the Empress died shortly after Jing-wang’s birth, where she was already in poor health after losing two other sons, and it seemed like her health got worse after Jing-wang was born mute. The Emperor also tries not to pay him too much attention, because he’s ineligible to inherit the throne anyways, and paying him attention would make him more of a political target. Jing-wang’s main servant, Wang Xi, cares about him deeply, and is the most reliable interpreter for his nonverbal communication, but is also a servant, not a peer. And Jing-wang’s cousin (on his mother’s side) likes him a lot, but their temperaments are highly incompatible, and Jing-wang tends to get annoyed and throw him out when he comes to visit. (the rest of his mother’s family cares about him too, but Jing-wang isn’t a social beast, and doesn’t make himself terribly accessible either)

And like, early, early in the book, at that stressful meeting where Jing-wang squeezes the fish too hard, before things get stressful, the Emperor is completely derailed from the initial purpose of the meeting, because he’s so pleased that Jing-wang has something he cares about, even if it’s just a little pet fish. He continues to be increasingly pleased with this fish as the book goes on, and it’s both hella charming, but also very :( for what it says about how detached Jing-wang was from the world for the last twenty years of his life. And as of chapter 27, Li Yu is trying to meddle with the book plot to save Jing-wang’s cousin from a scheme that will ultimately see him dead, and Jing-wang just agreed to go with his cousin to the imperial palace, to keep an eye on him. And Wang Xi is so moved by this outreach from Jing-wang that he legit tears up. 

Jing-wang is so isolated! Jing-wang is able to play politics, but he does not know how to deal with other people on a friendly social level, and Li Yu is accidentally helping him catch up! I was invested purely on the basis of ‘oh my godddd, jing-wang loves his fish so much,’ which he absolutely does, taking care of his fish is basically his number one priority, but that’s not nearly all there is to this situation! I’m so excited to read the chapters covering the initial relationship development as translated by a human, rather than a machine, because I just know there’s tasty, tasty emotional content in there. 

I could have been totally happy with a book where Jing-wang remained cold and detached with one (1) exception, and that’s a relationship paradigm I totally enjoy reading, but seeing Li Yu accidentally teach him to open up and form attachments to other people too is so rewarding and I love it! I know later on, his cousin is falling in love at the same time he is, he has more dealings with his father, and his mother’s family enters the scene here and there, and I badly need to read it. This is just the best comfort food I could have asked for right now. It’s a lovely balance of cute, moving, and absolutely ridiculous, and has character development more gripping than I could have ever expected. I love it so much, you guys ;u;

[makeste]

I think theres a MHA light novel that has slice of life lodge bits that happened before things went down.

mother of god

so I’ve never looked up the light novels before and!! MY GOD. they are literally a bunch of slice-of-life fanfics. except they’re official canon fanfics oh my godddd

guys I haven’t even read any of this yet, I’ve just been looking it all up to find translations, but here’s a list of just some of the antics these mfing kids are getting up to in these novels

Todoroki visiting his mom

a chapter in the first novel called “Amusement Park Panic.” unfortunately I haven’t found a translation of this yet. but I’m not going to give up because it sounds fucking amazing

a parents’ day (also from the first novel. I was only able to find the first chapter translated from that novel which makes me sad. I need to read about amusement park and parents’ day anticsss)

everyone studying for their final exams

everyone having antics on the bus to the lodge and Aoyama gets motion sick and everyone actually does play shiritori and they wake Bakugou up from his bus nap to play too and he gets cranky

the boys of class A and B having an arm wrestling competition and then having A FUCKING PILLOW FIGHT AT THE GODDAMN LODGE BECAUSE DREAMS DO COME TRUE

the kids moving into the dorms

Monoma visiting the class 1-A dorms and bothering everybody

Tokoyami telling fucking ghost stories and freaking everyone the fuck out

and then the power goes out and they all think it’s the ghost

everyone planning a surprise party for Iida’s birthday and even Bakugou helps keep it a secret omg

Kouda’s bunny escapes from his room while Deku and Kacchan are on house arrest and they have to find it oh my jesus

I’m linking all these here for my own reference because the translations are spread all over the place and it’s gonna take me a while to get through them

Light Novel 1

Chapter 1

Chapter 1 (alt translation)

Light Novel 2

Masterlist 1

Masterlist 2

Light Novel 3

Masterlist (god bless, this one is fully translated and I can’t wait to read it all)

@megazaprat thank you so much for bringing this to my attention because it has vastly improved my life.

[bisansastarks]

what are your favorite jonsa fics?

OH MAN. 

In terms of AU: no one does it better than my girl Kat @sansypantsfanfic. I’m not even an AU girl but Kat was born to write romance novels. 

I cry every time @dialux comes out with a new fic. There’s a part in Times been kind to you, my love that I stared at for like five minutes.

~“You’re lovely,” she tells him, between the moans caught in her throat. He huffs out a laugh that seems half-punched out of his chest. “Oh, Jon, you are, like a- like a- like a home, you know, like Winterfell.”

“I’m a castle, now?” He grunts, and Sansa giggles, arches, slants her mouth over his and tastes sweet apples once more.

“A home,” she says, then, so close to him her lips brush his when she moves them. “A home I’ve wanted for years. Lovelier than Winterfell. Or the North, or anything.”~

I recommended this fic a few days ago and yes the ending is sad- but god IT’S SO SATISFYING. J*nerys are together but it’s not even a teensy tiny bit a pro J*nerys fic.  

http://archiveofourown.org/works/8528437

I love fics where Jon rescues her earlier SO MUCH. 

http://archiveofourown.org/works/985794

This is a WIP I’m reading BUT IM OBSESSED WITH IT. It’s AU but very angsty. Author updates pretty frequently too. 

http://archiveofourown.org/works/11486946/chapters/25764558

And this is the first real Jonsa fic I ever read and godddd it’s still my fave. Deal with Sansa’s trauma SO WELL. No smut.

http://archiveofourown.org/works/946162

I’ve reread this fic like four times in the last month tbh. Very…..tense. That’s how I would describe it. 

http://archiveofourown.org/works/9852380?view_full_work=true

Another J*nerys are married but Jon is in love with Sansa. It’s not D*ny bashing or anything tho 

http://archiveofourown.org/works/768683

I love a good after the war fic where everything happens nice and slow bc they’ve got the time. 

http://archiveofourown.org/works/1369492/chapters/2863399

I read this all in one go and it’s fucking 80k man. 

http://archiveofourown.org/works/7530871/chapters/17120407

God there’s so many more but here you go anon. :)