#i never thought id be a meme artist but it's a lot of fun

[bbromeus]

loop: why dis stardust look so mad 😭😭😭

(careful in the tags please, im an ACT 3er)

[celestialepiphany]

20 Questions Writer meme

I was tagged by @sappho-of-space and highkey i really like these lmao so this was fun to do!

1. How many works do you have on ao3?

14, technically 12 because two of them I was the artist in a reverse big bang!

2. What's your total ao3 word count?

65,828

3. What fandoms do you write for?

Just Percy Jackson, but I really hope to spread out soon once my grad school apps are done lmao

4. What are your top five fics by kudos?

(not counting the reverse big bang or the round robin)

1. you take me to all the places i could never reach on my own

2. and when my veins run with ichor our eternity begins

3. like a moth to a flame, i'll pull you in

4. how you so cold when the sun is blinding

5. wrapped up in all the choices you're not giving to me

5. Do you respond to comments? Why or why not?

I do try to sometimes I don't I usually try to respond to comments in my long fic rn because I'll have people ask questions or something but I usually do really like responding to them!

6. What's the fic you wrote that has the angstiest ending?

hmm i haven't written a lot of angst as of right now i do want to change that but probably "wrapped up in all the choices you're not giving to me" or "you knew who i was with every step that i ran to you"

7. What's the fic you wrote that has the happiest ending?

I have a lot with happy endings, so I'll answer with one of my favorites, which is "got me feeling like its all too much (am i dreaming)" ! was a lot of fun to write

8. Do you get hate on fics?

no thankfully and i hope it stays that way

9. Do you write smut? If so, what kind?

no but i probably will one day

10. Do you write crossovers?

no and probably wouldn't in the future-- id do like au's of another world, like i have with my botw!pjo fic "an iliad for everyone who couldn't be saved"

11. Have you ever had a fic stolen?

hm don't think so

12. Have you ever had a fic translated?

nope but i wouldn't be against it

13. Have you ever co-written a fic before?

hm there might be one in the future ! but no not really - i've done a round robin which was a lot of fun so a co-author would be fun

14. What's your all-time favorite ship?

probably spideypool, or a naruto ship really depends on the day on which one lmao

15. What's a wip you want to finish, but don't think you ever will?

i have two published right now which i will finish !! and then in my wip, i have a few files which i don't think are ever gonna get finished like a percy death fic protecting the campers but i'll probably end up recycling parts of it in a future fic !

16. What are your writing strengths?

hmm i've had a lot of people comment on my dialogue and pacing which i feel pretty confident in my dialogue, at least where i can also agree its one of my strengths but pacing is always something i watch out for so i'm glad people have liked it so far !

17. What are your writing weaknesses?

actually getting stuff published lmao if theres no deadline lighting me up it will take forever to get done because i always end up pushing back the fun stuff (fic) for life :( its why i join so many exchanges but i hope to change that i have a lot i want to push out

18. Thoughts on writing dialogue in another language for a fic?

i actually have already but it had a non-english alphabet so i had to sound it out phonetically using the english alphabet don't know how much i succeeded but i liked it

19. First fandom you wrote for?

a naruto fic that never got past my best friend's eyes lmao

20. Favorite fic you've written?

i actually have a lot but i really enjoyed "like a moth to a flame, i'll pull you in" a lot more than i thought i would writing it since it gave me a headache tryna write out their interactions together but the answer could change on any given day lmao

thank you for tagging me and i now nominate @caffeinated-croissant

[byuns-coco]

1. why did you choose your url? Its too simple. Coco is my go to nickname online like forever. Coco because of the coconut, my favorite thing and the connection to my real name.

2. any side blogs? -

3. how long have you been on tumblr? I honestly dont remember. I know i did it for some visual stuff, i liked pics from here and try to post myself too, but went back only for Exo 3 years ago (i dont know)? Especially first for Chbk i think? I think i looked up some fics and i had very huge amount of them here with link so i thought.. Okay.. I think i should log in for real. But now just for exo and art.

4. do you have a queue tag? Nahh, never. I post or i dont xD

5. why did you start your blog in the first place? I kinda explained it up^ For pretty pics! First for pretty pics.

6. why did you choose your icon/pfp? Well.. We're matching icons with @heartcravings as cute clowns should do and i really like that fact.

7. why did you choose your header? I am obsessed with this artist lately. Its Philip Govedare.

8. what’s your post with the most notes? I think some meme i create? But i dont see it now. I know for sure i made some posts as a joke and it was liked a lot. Also one of my Baeks drawing.

9. how many mutuals do you have? Dont know :, c but if we are mutuals i love you all sooo much.

10. how many followers do you have? 621 and im so so happy about them, id never thought it will be like this

11. how many people do you follow? TOO MANY, i have to do some cleaning there because some accounts are old or empty..

12. have you ever made a shitpost? Yes, i dont care that much. Im talking to myself constantly so why cant i write to myself too? xD

13. how often do you use tumblr each day? Not like a lot, but i am here for some time.

14. did you have a fight/argument with another blog once? I think some slighlty uncomfy situations but.. no? In general no, but i have some i dont vibe with and avoid.

15. how do you feel about “you need to reblog this” posts? I reblog when i like.

16. do you like tag games? YESSSS

17. do you like ask games? YES SO MUCH, ask me anything honestly

18. which of your mutuals do you think is tumblr famous? I must say i feel like most of you guys are huge here. But i must tell.. I am starstruck a bit with some.. for example @xiuminscheeks @guardians-of-exo @mel-loves-kdramas in the past also by @baconnotbaekhyun but not anymore, she my SIS hah

19. do you have a crush on a mutual? Well.. id casually makeout with some of you.. for sure. Dont worry abt it, Loves.

Thank you for the tag, it was fun <3 @starchild--27 @tattooyeol

[daredevilexchange]

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What’s your fannish ID? @missmoochy on tumblr and MissMoochy on A03! Mooch is the name of a monkey beanie baby my sister owns, so I thought it would be a cute username!

What types of fanworks do you create?  I write fics! I’d like to one day try my hand at fanart, but writing is my passion! I write primarily shippy stuff, but I also enjoy genfic. All ratings! These days, I tend to write MattFoggy, Spideypool and Gen. I try to do a lot of fandom challenges, bingos and stuff. They’re a great way to inspire you and help you step out of your comfort zone. 

What are your favourite types of fanworks, when you're not creating? I will happily spend hours reading the amazing fanfictions that people create. I try to review at least 90% of the fics I read, I strongly believe in showing your love to creators. I enjoy looking at fanart on Tumblr too. I think that Tumblr Likes and reblogs are important, but not enough people leave actual comments on people’s fanarts. I always try to leave a nice comment to brighten their day. A comment or review can make a creator very happy and encourage them to keep producing work. I also like looking at gifs, fandom memes, and listening to Spotify fandom playlists.

What do you like in particular about this fandom?  This fandom is so great! Everybody seems really positive and friendly (and talented). People here have given me invaluable advice on how to write the characters and have given me info about the canon. I’m firmly entrenched in the mattfoggy part of the Daredevil fandom, it feels like Matt’s got me in a headlock and I can’t escape! 

Do you like participating in fan events? Always! I don’t use Tumblr much except for browsing, but it’s a great way to discover fandom events. I’m writing fics for three bingos this year, and I’m taking part in FebuWhump. I did my first DD Exchange recently, it was so exciting and it was great seeing all the fanwork that came out of it. I’m very active on Discord, I’m in the Team Red, Mattfoggy and Spideypool discord groups, constantly chattering about Marvel.

What about your creating process? I just open up a Word doc and start typing! I never really know what’s going to happen or what direction the fic is going to take. It’s more fun for me to do it that way. I try to upload quickly because I think hesitation can lead you to become too scared to upload your fic. I like listening to music while I write, it helps keep my brain chugging away. Sometimes, I’ll have a specific artist I listen to, to unlock a particular character. I listen to The Feeling when I’m writing Netflixverse!Foggy, and Dean Martin when I’m writing Murderdock (Earth-65!Matt). I also use the Sprint function on Discord, it’s a timer that gives you a set time to write and calculates your word count afterwards. It has changed my attitude on writing, I can’t recommend it enough.

Do you interact a lot with other fans?  I do! I’m always on discord, and making new friends who like the same fandoms as me. I always try to reply to comments on my fics and that lead to me becoming good friends with one of my reviewers, which was nice. Sadly, a lot of the big writers for MattFoggy have migrated to other fandoms, but I still review their fics because it’s fantastic work that they’ve made and they deserve my thanks. I’d love to collaborate with somebody in the future to write a fic, it sounds like a cool thing to do.

Is there any particular piece you'd like to showcase for this post? Yeah, why not? I wrote a mattfoggy Hanahaki Disease fic called A Flower Cannot Blossom Without Sunshine, And Man Cannot Live Without Love. Hanahaki Disease is a multi-fandom trope where a character who is suffering from unrequited love develops an illness where flowers grow in their chest. It sounds weird, but it can actually be really bittersweet and heart-breaking. I noticed nobody had written a Hanahaki fic starring Matt and Foggy, so I wrote one! You can check it out here:  https://archiveofourown.org/works/28532568

Do you have other fandoms you'd like to talk about? Spideypool! Spider-Man and Deadpool teamed up in a hilarious set of comics and it sprouted up a fandom for people who love Deadpool and Spider-Man. I write spideypool fics, both shippy and gen, and am on a very active Spideypool discord server called Isn’t It Bromantic. It has, last time I checked, 600+ members, so if you’re looking for a new active fandom to get into, you’ll love Spideypool.

Is there anything else you want to tell us about yourself? I once read a post on Tumblr that said ‘anything worth doing is worth doing poorly’ and it really resonated with me. It doesn’t mean you shouldn’t put effort into things, but it means that you don’t need to strive for perfection. What you do is good enough. Everybody has days when they look at their own fanfiction or fanart or other fanworks that they’ve made, and they doubt their ability. But don’t deprive people of your creations! Just because your work isn’t perfect, that doesn’t mean it should stay hidden. People will love your work and you’ll be surprised at how great it feels to show off your creations!

Where can your fanworks be found?  My fics are on A03, found here:  https://archiveofourown.org/users/MissMoochy/works Discord: Moochy#3334

Thank you, @missmoochy !

banner by @context-is-for-kingpins !

[ID on a white background, four black triangles that look like spotlights from above. Each illuminates one of the Defenders silhouetted in white: Jessica, Luke, Danny, Matt. A hand on the left is holding a pen writing the words Content Creator Spotlight. There is a little Punisher skull on the pen. End ID]

[tamersmile888]

Not So Berry Challenge Candie Edition: Lemon Play 6 (Part 2)

Hearts for Art. That's what the exhibition is called. Lemon's mother started a campaign for it years ago, and now every year, the museum displays local artists in celebration of creative expression. Their work is really good. It speaks in ways that words would probably have trouble interpreting.

Kind of like her. Inexpressible. If she had a piece of art that reflected her in colors and lines, that's what it would be called. Or maybe it would just be called, “Excuse my silence, my tongue is dysfunctional.” Less pretentious, but way more honest.

Finding her alone at the exhibition, Aara comes over to say hey. She examines the art in front of her and says, no offense, but this is kind of a bore. 

When Lemon doesn't respond (partially because she's trying to figure out what she likes about the art without sounding like a complete idiot who has no idea what she's actually talking about) Aara says, you're not really a talker are you?

Lemon fidgets a little and says, not really.

Aara looks around at the guests filling the museum lobby and says, I'm guessing you're not really a crowd person either. I spotted a skating rink nearby. Me and Otto were thinking about heading over. Want to join us?

Otto?

Huh...The last time Lemon's seen Otto was when they were little kids. He looks a lot different now. She wonders what Kelly's been up to.

She's never skated before, but it sounds like fun. And a lot less stressful than strangers potentially approaching her to tell her how great her mom is. And she is great. She'd just much rather read it in a comment. At least she'd have more time to come up with a response where silence is a lot less awkward.

It turns out...she was wrong. Skating is maybe equally as stressful. Especially when you're trying not to fall on your butt in front of your new classmates and become an instant meme.

It's relaxing to know that Otto and Aara aren't pro's either. It takes the pressure off not having to pretend to know exactly what she's doing. Otto even coaches her along, reminding her to take it slow. He says he doesn't want the president of the nation to lock them up for endangering her only child.

Lemon says, “I’m doing science experiments with teenagers in school. My life is always in danger.”

Otto laughs and says, “Little Lemon coming with the facts. What other observations have you been accumulating in that overpowered mind of yours?”

Lemon just smiles and shakes her head. Overpowered? She doesn't know about that? Overheated? Definitely.

After a bunch of laps and a couple of hilarious, but harmless falls, the skate trio return to the party to grab something to eat. 

And in Otto's case, finish his homework. He asks if they got through the math. “I want to check and make sure my answers are right. I’m not trying to get called up to the board only to get embarrassed by the teacher.”

Lemon lets him look over her work and, sure enough, their answers match. 

Otto suggests they start a study group, but is quickly shut down by Aara who cuts in with a different subject. Israel's party.

She turns to Lemon and says, “Have you made up your mind? Are you going?”

Lemon says, “I really haven’t thought much about it since this morning. Anti-crowds usually also means anti-party.”

Aara says, “But you're going to be missing out. And he's you're cousin. Isn't there, like, some unwritten rule that says you have to support your family when they're hosting something?”

Otto says, “No. I'm pretty sure you just wrote that book yourself.”

Aara asks, “So you're not going either? I'm not going by myself.”

Otto says, “You won't be by yourself, remember. It's a party. And it's Israel. The whole school is going to be there.”

Aara says, “The whole school except my two best friends.

 Otto exchanges a look with Lemon and says, “She's pulling the best friend card. I didn't even know I had one. Did you take the picture for that?” Lemon imagines the scenario. Holding an ID with her name on it and above her grinning face (if it wasn't mangled by the flash) are the words Best Friend. Her only other best friend was Grandma Pepper. And even if she remained her sole best friend until eternity, she'd be okay with that. 

But she liked the idea that someone outside of her family would want to be tied to her. Would want to be a part of her life. Especially someone from school. Someone she could share the experience with, the highs and the lows. She longed for that. That was special. And she couldn't just throw it away.

 So, against all the blaring sirens in her head, she says, “et me think about it? I'll get back to you. He is my cousin after all.”

 Aara's smile says enough. Lemon's “maybe” might as well be a green light.

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[ponydoodles]

Mod Masterpost

Here’s a post 4 all of u mobile users, all of the mods in one place! It includes the pic of their ponysona/mod pony, a little description and their social media (If available). If they don’t have any social media listed, DO NOT ask for them, they’re not there for a reason!

Click on “Keep Reading!” This post will be updated accordingly!

absolutely exhausted and gay

gender?? no thanks, i’ve had gender once and didn’t like it

cries at every movie

fav things to draw: Muffins, Twilight, Twuffins, Luna, redesigns and headcanons, silly things and memes

Hi there!! Im mod Mizzle (formerly mod Ivy!!) and im the creator of ponydoodles! I like cats, bugs and staying up late until 5am. I’m a part time freelance artist and I’d love to draw for you! Check out my carrd for more details !! <33

carrd | tumblr | ?????

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slow @ art

loves All ocs

pink

ponydoodles’ only triple hired mod

favorite stuff 2 draw: uhh cute pony interactions??? is that a thing??

hi!! i’m mod glitter and i draw here sometimes. i’m not super good at drawing regularly but i do my best!! also i lov Pink. So Much

carrd | tumblr | :)

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▪︎ I’ve loved mlp since 2012, and I’ve been a mod here since 2018!

▪︎ My ponysonas name is Homebody!

▪︎pronouns are she/her or they/them!

▪︎my favorite characters are flim and flam! Love me some rat bastards!

▪︎my main tumblr is @bubaluv , and I’m bubaiuv on deviantart!

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carnival enthusiast

art is my life and animation is my oxygen

hella neurodivergent

magic is real

I’m called Ferris ✦ I make cartoons full time, but sometimes I like to treat myself to a happiness-infused doodle of candy-colored horses. I’m here to share some of those doodles with 𝕐𝕆𝕌, 𝕋ℍ𝔼 𝕍𝕀𝔼𝕎𝔼ℝ, and contribute to the positive vibes this blog radiates!!! tumblr ✦ =) ✦ deviant

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the boy so nice they named him twice

XxUltimateDiscordLoverxX

ponies be like: im transing my gender

hii!! im mod treat and i use they/he pronouns!! i love ponies a whole bunch and i love drawing them even more! i joined the blog because i love making people happy and im super hyped to be here!!!

Tumblr - Instagram - Deviantart

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The Theatre System (no, none of them will draw for me hdvbdhcv)

ponies w/ paws r my shit. also ill try to b canon-adjacent w/ my weird art hdxhs

gender is *muffled fluid mogai ramblings*, n im an aroace lesbian uwu

if im not thinking about pinkiedash, lovecore, or danganronpa im dead

hehe hi! im mod cottonskittles, head empty only pinkiedash, and i just like drawing for free lol,, i kin rd so im very dumb (/j im gr8), and uhhhh my art changes a lot sorry :pensive: also i rlly like to draw pinkiedash, of course hbvdsxc hope to have a fun time on the blog :3c

DA | tungler | ponydoodles tag

hiya!! I’m a new mod!! call me Bug Juice!! some facts ab me:

- I’m super ultra mega gay + ace 😎

- I keyboard smash a LOT and at this point it’s just a part of me

- I like mlp almost as much as I like jjba

- my fav mlp ship rn is Parcel Post x Braeburn and I have NO clue why HDBDND

I don’t use my main tumblr much but I do have instagram!! and a linktree!!!

(image text reads: BUG JUICE, he • him)

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Hey guys/gals/nonbinary pals, formally Mod Techno (Now Mod Salem) here, I turned 20 recently and since I was gonna have to go into my mod page anyway to update it, I thought I might as well completely refresh it to fit me more!

★My name is Sam, you may know me from my other art accounts as Punkpride, but you can just refer to me as Mod Salem here to keep things nice and clean!

★This is my new ponysona called Salem! They’re a batpony/changeling hybrid, and due to being so, they can only transform their hoof wings/eyes/mane to different colors/shapes/styles.

★My pronouns are They/Them, He/Him, and Xey/Xem!

★I’m agender and queer. Gender? never heard of them.

★My favorite ponies are Applejack, Rainbow Dash, and Lightning Dust! (I ship them all together like a maniac in my ng/in general too lol)

★I’m a piercings and punk aesthetic FANATIC

★You can find me on every platform I’m on/more about me here

★Check out my current ponydoodles art tag

★Check out old ponydoodles art tag

[image description: two drawings of my (Zoë) ponysona, Square Peg, who is a red earth pony wearing a tie dye shirt. the first drawing is large and drawn in a chalky style, and the second is small and drawn in a cartoon style. her pronouns (and mine) are she/her!]

i’m Mod Square, aka Zoë! i love mlp, emoji, and party games. my hobbies include rickrolling and using the taco bell rewards app. i play with my style a lot but i hope to always capture an air of carefree fun in my art!!!!!

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FORMER MODS

List of mods that are no longer on the blog! (Any mod that used to be a part of our blog but isn’t listed here we most likely don’t want to associate with no more)

Mod Irracat 

Mod Aurora

Mod Moon

Mod Vivi

Mod Nyxa

Mod Sketch

Mod Sang

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Mod Elf

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[zukos-firebending]

🖍️ and 🙌!

🖍️ When did you start drawing? Do you remember?

I did a lot of doodling in my Youth, but I actually never thought of myself as an artist in that sense until, oh, a year or so ago? Somewhere between my last fandom & ATLA I decided that I could hone my skills enough to post online-- and here we are!

🙌 Draw a doodle with your non-dominant hand

Oh man, one of my teachers made me do this once. Here we go--

ID: Sketch of Zuko wearing sunglasses and breathing a small flame. There are more, sloppier lines than my usual. END ID

That took about 7 minutes :) Pretty fun. This is all of my comfort areas in one piece lol

Ask meme here; shoot me an ask anytime!

[meganshinsou-tm]

Crimson|Ink. (m)

↳ chapter twenty: your betrayal

❧ genre:  tattoo-shop/hitmen au | tattoo artist/hitman kirishima

❧ fic warning: major character(s) death; happy ending

❧ chapter warnings:  throwing up/bile, minor blood, mentions of drugs/drug dealing

❧ chapter song:  Your Betrayal by Bullet For My Valentine

♬crimson|ink playlist | ♧ character profiles

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Dabi’s booted foot kicked open the door to his office as he shucked off fresh blood from his hands before reaching into his pocket for a cigarette. He mumbled to himself with annoyance while placing one of the cancerous sticks between his lips and kicking over the small wastebasket that sat beside his worn-out desk. The sound of bottles clinking and rolling around the floor rang throughout the room when they spilled from the container and he plopped down on the desk chair.

“Fuckers - think they can run shit behind my back,” Dabi grumbled and kicked his feet up.

Igniting a small flame with his palm, the man lit his cigarette. Lips wrapping around it as he puffed it to life and finally took in a lungful of nicotine. With a deep and long inhale, Dabi deflated into the cushioned chair and exhaled, feeling his rage simmering down. Running a bloody hand through his black hair, he let his head fall back and rest, his blue eyes closed for a moment and tried to not set his entire office ablaze.

The last thing he wanted to do today was exhaust his energy on idiotic bullshit but on rare occasions, not even Dabi gets what he wants. That fact had been proven to be annoyingly true a lot lately. 

To him it felt like more and more the past few months, his own pushers weren’t taking him seriously. Where they got the idea that they could screw him over without any consequences was beyond him. It was very clear that Dabi saw everyone around him as expendable, it was also clear that he was a raving lunatic who would cremate whatever he pleased without a single shred of remorse. The fact that some of his subordinates even had the balls to think otherwise made Dabi’s blood boil. Nothing pissed him off more than disobedience, especially when it came to his products, his livelihood.

So needless to say, when he found out a small group of his own workers were using his very own product to run and make cash for themselves like a couple of dumbasses, he didn’t have any second thoughts about teaching them a lesson. Once that lesson was learned and they were crying, begging for his forgiveness, covered in charred blistering skin with a few less fingers, toes and teeth to begin with, Dabi only laughed before disintegrating them into nothing but ashes at his feet.

All of that took energy, energy he didn’t have, and it was fair to say that all of this put Dabi in a worse mood than usual. And without you there now for him to take all that frustration out on, Dabi was on edge. 

Sure he could torture anyone he wanted, but he didn’t get the pleasuring satisfaction from it like he did when it was you he was torturing. He missed those doe eyes looking back at him, full of big fat tears and unwavering fear but also unconditional blind love. Dabi craved to have those broken and shattered three words spoken back to him as he had his way with the thing most precious to him. 

His angel.

The more he thought of you and the lack of your presence around him, the more pissed off and impatient Dabi got. It had been nearly a week since he called that shop you now hid behind, waiting for some sort of news. Of course, Dabi didn’t expect any of the tattooed men to really kill you, he hoped to drive a wedge between the trust that was built there, to cause the small crack that would eventually lead to a massive break and get you back in his grasp. But it was taking too long, way too long.

Dabi flicked his now burned up cigarette across the room, gritting his teeth.

He should’ve just grabbed your ass when he had the chance. He should’ve killed that red-headed fucker that you clung too while walking down the street. But no, for some reason Dabi wanted to play games because he was used to things going his way of course but once again, that wasn’t happening for him lately. The only thing that would bring the likes of a smile to his face was knowing how branded you were, how you would never be able to truly get rid of him. He relished in knowing that every time you looked at yourself, or that he looked at you, you both knew who you belonged to.

Before Dabi could continue to think, his phone started to ring. His eyes scanned the caller ID and he answered with impatience.

“About fucking time, I was beginning to think you were slacking on me.”

“I - I’m sorry sir, it’s just been harder now to get an eye on her and the source has been out of town until recently.”

“Shut up. Anything new?”

“Well as you suspected they didn’t take it, she’s still alive obviously. The thing is, now they’re always around her, she’s very well protected at all times and she hasn’t been back to her own place at all. I’m positive she’s staying with the red-head now. They even have his place on lockdown, someone is always around and watching.”

Dabi chuckled and shook his head. He expected this. It was a major annoyance and hindrance for him but it wasn’t going to stop him from getting to you, not in the least. He sighed calmly and sat up in his chair before replying.

“That source, when do you see them again?”

“Tonight.”

“Perfect,” he smiled wickedly and stood to his feet, “Bring em in tonight, I’m getting fucking impatient here and I’m done with playing games.”

“Kami I’m walking into work right now, I’ll text you okay?”

A pout could literally be heard through the speaker and it made Hitoshi chuckle and roll his eyes.

“You’re hopeless you know that, look I’m gonna see you again in a few more days so stop pouting!”

“I’m not pouting …” Denki replied with a whimper.

“Yeah and my hair isn’t fucking purple,” Hitoshi grinned as he walked into the bar he worked at, resting the phone on his shoulder so he could remove his jacket. “You’re so needy, you’re lucky you’re cute. Now I have to go, I’ll text you - promise!”

“You’re lucky I’m so easy!”

“I wouldn’t sound too proud of that if I were you Kami.”

“Shut up, you know what I mean. Ugh - I gotta go anyway and make a run with Lil’Mama. So I’ll talk to you soon.”

Hitoshi nodded and placed a hand on the bar top, “Okay, please be careful and safe, both of you.”

Denki awed into the speaker, probably smiling.

“Don’t worry Toshi, nothing is going to happen to her, I’ll slice and dice a motherfucker for this girl, she’s in good hands with me! Now be a good boy and get to work, bye!”

After hanging up Hitoshi smirked at his phone and sighed. He placed the device in the back pocket of his jeans and went to clock in, running a hand through his unruly locks. The door opened and closed as he was walking back to the front of the bar, making him look to see who it was and smiling.

“Hey Kage, long time no see! Ready for work?”

The silver haired male nodded with a friendly smile and pat Hitoshi’s back when they passed each other.

“Ready as I’ll ever be. How was your trip?”

“Good, just hung-out with some friends and took it easy, needed a little break. Hope it wasn’t too busy without me here.”

Kage shook his head and shrugged, “Nah man it was fine, no worries! But hey, we need to catch up, wanna chill after we close up tonight?”

Hitoshi nodded, agreeing with his pal before getting back behind the bar and setting up for the night. Soon Kage joined him and they made sure glasses were clean and ready, Hitoshi made sure there were full bottles of every kind of liquor lining the shelves and the bartop itself was clean. He was thankful his first night back at work after a week is with Kage, they always work well together and the nights go by without any problems when it’s them.

Kage actually started working at the bar maybe six to seven months ago after moving to the area. He and Hitoshi hit it off well, he was laid-back and carefree, a hard worker. It didn’t take long for the two of them to become friends and hang out every now and then after their shifts together. Once in awhile Hitoshi would catch him in town and they would grab something to eat together. 

Any time Hitoshi needed off to go to see you in the next town over, Kage was always happy to help him out and cover for him. Hitoshi wasn’t proud to say that Kage could drink him under the table in no time and almost always ended up having to tote the hulking purple-haired man back to his own home. Any time they drank together was fun but always ended in a major headache and hangover from hell the next day for Hitoshi.

The two men managed to finish setting up just in time when a wave of people started to crowd into the bar out of nowhere, kicking off their shift with a bang. 

Back and forth Hitoshi went, pouring drink after drink, taking a few shots here and there that were bought for him by happy customers. It wasn’t against the rules and it helped with tips, he just had to pace himself in between. A few hours passed and Hitoshi only had to use his quirk once to avoid a bar fight, other than that the night was good. Him and Kage were holding down the bar, doing tricks here and there to get even more money and good energy. Kage took a small smoke break and came back to relieve Hitoshi and give him his own small break.

With an appreciative smile, Hitoshi ducked out and grabbed a bottle of water before stepping outside for some fresh night air. He propped against the brick wall and took his phone out, chuckling at the numerous messages he had from the small group chat between him, Denki and you. Scrolling through the messages of nonsense and memes, he decided to just video call. Not even a second after ringing, yours and Denki’s faces popped up on his screen, full of smiles as you both waved.

“Toshi!” You both answered in unison.

He smirked and waved with a finger as he held the water bottle.

“Hey, cuties.”

You laughed and looked at Denki, pointing out the pink on his cheeks and earning a nip to your finger. You gasped with offense and Denki smiled, taking you under his arm and holding you close while the three of you chatted.

“How’s work?” Denki asked.

“It’s busy but it’s good. Gotta work my ass off this next week to get you guys some presents since I took off last week.”

“Aww Toshi, you don’t have to get us anything. Speaking of - we’re doing Christmas here at the shop, cooking, hanging out, games! So you have to be here.”

Hitoshi nodded at your demand.

“I wouldn’t miss it for the world sweetheart. How are you doing, that jackass keeping you safe?”

“Fuck you troll!”

Hitoshi smirked as he heard Kirishima in the background, he snickered when you flipped the red-head the bird off screen before you were pulled away and no longer visible. The sound of you laughing in the background filled his ears and made him smile, a relieved breath leaving his chest. Denki managed to get kicked in the crossfire of the tickle war going on between you and Kirishima in the background so he moved to a different room, your voice yelling out loud enough that you loved Hitoshi and said goodbye.

“Yes, he’s keeping her safe, we all are. You have nothing to worry about really, she doesn’t want you to worry anyway.”

“I know, but I can’t help it Kami. I feel responsible for her and being nearly two hours away from her at a time like this, with him around and knowing where she is - it’s fucking terrifying, I’m helpless here.”

Denki pouted, his yellow eyes softening and holding nothing but concern for his friend.

“I understand Hitoshi, but we’re gonna find him soon and we’ll deal with him once and for all okay? You’re not helpless here babe, just calling her like you do helps. It helps her not think about that shitty fact for a few moments, makes her forget. And I mean in all honesty ... if you wanted you could totally quit your job and just move down here, I’ll take care of you!”

Hitoshi looked at the screen to see Denki smiling deviously, he laughed and tilted his head.

“Oh yeah? You gonna be my sugar daddy, Denki?”

“What you don’t think I can be?”

“Well going by the other night and the way that you were riding my -”

“Okay okay okay - shut the fuck up!” Denki cut off the cocky purple-haired male as his hand frantically waved on the screen. “So maybe you’re more the daddy here in those terms. What if I gave you all the money and you act like it’s yours, that way I can still be the baby.”

Hitoshi gave a hearty laugh and shook his head.

“You’re something else Denki, what am I gonna do with you?”

Denki blushed and chewed on his lip. Hitoshi watched closely and smiled, placing his thumb on the screen and imagining brushing the pad of it over the soft piece of flesh. So maybe he was a sucker for this horny little freak since you found Kirishima. No one was complaining or shocked though, it was hard not to fall for Denki’s charm and pretty looks. Not even if you were Hitoshi Shinsou.

“Just think about it, okay babe? There’s nothing wrong in letting me take care of you, you can get a job around here, hell even work at the shop, I know you have some drawing skills. And if it helps put your mind and heart at ease to be closer to her, then I won’t hesitate to be your sort of backwards sugar baby.”

“I’ll think about it okay? In the meantime, I gotta get back to work and make more money so I can get you something special for Christmas, since you’re so cute and whatnot.”

At this Denki gleamed and nodded eagerly.

“Okay! Have a good shift handsome, text me later!”

After saying goodbye Hitoshi ended the call. His head leaned back against the wall and he looked up to see just a few stars peeking their way through the clouds. 

Maybe moving wouldn’t be so bad. In the beginning, it was only half of his heart that was two hours away, now the other half was there too and it was getting harder and harder for him to be so far away.

Hitoshi pushed off of the wall and downed his bottle of water before tossing it into the trash can and returning back to work. For the rest of the night his shift went smoothly and finally it came to a close. Kage sighed and leaned against the entrance door of the bar after the last customer walked out at 2am and it was locked. Hitoshi groaned as he stretched his arms up high above his head and rubbed his back.

“Getting old there Shinsou?” Kage chuckled, rubbing his neck.

Hitoshi smirked and shrugged. “Guess so, maybe I should start taking some multivitamins or something. Let’s get this place cleaned up so we can take it easy!”

With a smile, Kage nodded and the two worked together in cleaning glasses, drink hoses, counter-tops and such. Hitoshi counted down the register and put away the loose change, divided the tip money evenly between him and Kage. Once everything was done, the two grabbed a few drinks of their own and got comfortable on the other side of the bar. The perks to working where they did was the free booze, as long as it wasn’t any of the more expensive shit and they didn’t get too hammered at work of course.

The silver-haired male handed Hitoshi a shot before pouring himself one, with a smile they both downed them and hissed at the burn of the liquor. Hitoshi chased it down with a swig of beer and sighed.

“So,” Kage started, after drinking his own beer, his matching silver eyes glistened when they looked at Hitoshi, “I see (Y/N) is still alive, yeah? Dabi’s not happy about that.”

Hitoshi quirked a brow, body going stiff and cold as he looked at Kage, his purple eyes narrowing at the guy. He was smirking at him and it wasn’t anywhere near friendly. The last thing Hitoshi hears before blacking out is the sound of his bottle slipping from his fingers and shattering on the floor.

Purple eyes slowly fluttered open, a tired and weak grunt leaving Hitoshi’s chest as his head hung low. It was pitch black wherever he was, eyes straining in the dark to try and make out shapes. There was a numb tingling in his arms and Hitoshi went to move them, only to realize that he couldn’t. 

In fact, he couldn’t move at all; not his arms, his legs, and suddenly he realized that he couldn’t even move his own fucking jaw. Something was stuffed inside his mouth. A gag?

Panic started to flood Hitoshi’s system, his body trying to move, trying to budge. His breath began to grow shallow and his hands began to tingle - he couldn’t see shit. Hell, he could barely fucking breathe. Where the fuck was he?

“Finally wake up, sleeping beauty?”

Hitoshi’s head whipped in the direction of the familiar voice, wincing when his vision was suddenly being flooded with light. The sound of footsteps drew closer to him, looking at the ground he saw four different pairs of feet before looking up. Standing in front of him was Dabi, a blonde with gray-blue eyes and a scar splitting the middle of his forehead, an older male with gray hair that was smoking and had round eyeglasses and last but not least - Kage.

Hitoshi zeroed in on his coworker, eyes widening in his panicked state. A boulder dropped hard in his gut as he looked at his friend, trying to speak but his words not leaving past the gag in his mouth. Kage didn’t seem to be here against his will like he was, in fact he looked rather calm and satisfied. His friend watched him curiously as bile began to crawl up his esophagus.

“Must be hard to breathe huh?” Dabi finally spoke, breaking Hitoshi’s focus on Kage and bringing it to himself.

Purple brows furrowed, his panic making its way into a sudden burst of rage. 

Hitoshi tried to lunge at Dabi, getting nowhere at all due to his bounds and the two strangers holding his chair back. Out of nowhere, Hitoshi felt something cold press to his temple, he looked from the corner of his eye and saw the oldest male standing next to him, grinning a smile with missing front teeth as he held a gun to Hitoshi’s head. Immediately he froze, not daring to try and move again. His purple eyes burn in loathing at Dabi, however, breathing heavily as he tugged at his bonds once more.

“Hitoshi, meet Jin and Giran, you already know Kage right?”

Is he fucking serious? Does he expect Hitoshi to reply? 

He sends Kage a seething glare before turning his attention back to the man in front of him. Dabi chuckled before he looked at Giran and back at the bound man, rubbing the side of his neck  with a sigh.

“Oh yeah the gag. Well I could’ve done a lot worse, like knocking your teeth down your fucking throat, cutting out your tongue, sewing your mouth shut, just beating you to a bloody fucking pulp until your lungs filled with blood or collapsed. You have no idea the things I want to do to you, Hitoshi Shinsou,” Dabi’s expression finally slipped from smug to borderline rabid, hand gripping Hitoshi’s hair and yanking his head back roughly. “First, you help that little bitch get away from me and proceed to fuck her like clockwork any time she shook her little ass in your face. You took and touched what’s fucking mine, and one day I’m gonna fucking kill you for it.”

Hitoshi didn’t flinch when Dabi shoved his head back and kicked his chair, making it screech against the floor as it moved back a few inches. The chair nearly fell back before Jin and Giran caught it. Giran held the gun to his temple steady in the process, Kage raising a brow from where he stood against a wall.

The psycho was furious, literally fuming - smoke rose from his body and filled the room with the distinct smell of ash.

“Dabs calm down, you can’t get too worked up and leave a mark on him remember,” Jin spoke, trying to calm his leader.

“I fucking know idiot, I’m calm. Take the fucking gag out, I want him to smart off at least once, dig himself into a deeper hole for the next time I have him.”

“B-Boss, his quirk.”

Dabi growled with annoyance and pushed Jin out of his way, un-doing the gag himself.

“He won’t fucking use it you moron, there’s four of us and one of him, he can’t use it on multiple people and if he is fucking stupid enough to even try, we’ll know and blow his fucking brains out.”

Jin nodded, looking genuinely hurt from Dabi’s scolding. Once the gag was out from between Hitoshi’s jaws, he gasped, taking in lungful after lungful of air. Drool seeped from the corners of his mouth and he managed to wipe it off on his shoulder, groaning and moving his jaw around after to try and get the feeling back into it.

“What the fuck do you want? How did you find me?” Hitoshi growled out, looking up at Dabi from under his purple locks.

Dabi smirked and tossed the gag to the floor, waving off Giran to put his gun down and then motioning for Kage to come over. Kage pushed off from his spot on the wall and took his place next to Dabi, crossing his arms as the stitched man patted his back roughly.

“You fucking know what I want, powder-puff. It’s not rocket science, I’m a fucking drug-lord. I can find anyone I want, except for that little bitch! At least that was the case - until I found you.” 

Hitoshi’s inital rage sputtered out, his brows furrowing at the insinuation. 

Dabi continued to speak before he gets the chance to respond, “I gotta hand it to you, you did a damn good job at keeping her hidden, even though I had you, it still took me a bit a get her location. That made me realize I needed an inside man - my man Kage here. He got that job working with you, getting on your good side and in the end getting me all the information I needed.”

Hitoshi looked at Kage with confusion, that feeling of bile rising up once more, the guy only shrugged and smirked at him. They couldn’t mean ...

As far as he could remember, Hitoshi had never spoken a word about you to Kage. He never had spoken a word about you to anyone, no one knew you even fucking existed except the guys at the shop of course. Hitoshi trusted no one with knowledge about you, especially not Kage. Sure they were work buddies but that didn’t mean shit. Not once in all their conversations, even drunken ones, did Hitoshi let your name slip from his lips, so no - there was no fucking way Kage had information.

“Whatever he told you is bullshit then, I’ve never said a fucking word about her to him.”

“Not that you remember right?” Dabi questioned with an evil smile. “You see Hitoshi, you aren’t the only one here who can fuck with people’s heads.”

A long finger tapped at Dabi’s temple as he chuckled and watched those purple eyes widen, Hitoshi’s expression going from smug to sheer disbelief. His mouth went dry, he tried to question the two before him about what the fuck they’re talking about. The fear in him breaking through more prominently now.

“Mind Compulsion.” Kage finally spoke up. “It’s my quirk. You see all I have to do is make eye contact with you and you become like a slave to me. You do whatever I want, that also means speaking, I can tell you what to say or get you to tell me something. After it’s all said and done, you have zero memory of it. Those ‘headaches’ you’d get every morning after we’d drink together, that’s the only con really for the victims of my quirk. So long story short, we drink, I use my quirk, you give me information and wake up the next day with any memory of it and thinking you have a hangover.”

Fuck. Fuck, fuck, fuck.

The sound of Dabi laughing and cackling like a maniac was drowned out by a high pitched ringing in Hitoshi’s ears and his head hung low. If it weren’t for his body being tied to the chair, he would’ve fell to his knees on the cold concrete. Hitoshi couldn’t tell if he was sweating or freezing, everything was numb and his stomach was lurching.

“Give yourself a hand Toshi, you told us exactly where she is.”

Hitoshi couldn’t contain the contents of his stomach anymore; they burned as they made their exit from his system and onto the floor. Dabi quickly jumped back with an amused grin, his crazed hyena laughter ringing deep in the his ears. Dabi stood there, relishing in the breakdown happening right in front of his eyes. How there were tears pouring from amethyst eyes, along with bile dripping from Hitoshi’s mouth and onto his jeans as he hurled everything he had, dry heaving when there’s nothing more to expel. Dabi was pissed that he couldn’t physically hurt Hitoshi right now but god did he forget all about that at the sight of the now broken man. It’s like he could hear his heart shattering, the sobs and retching like music to his ears.

“This is all your fucking fault Shinsou. You should’ve just left her to die, at least it would’ve been more humane than what I have planned for her now. Just imagine what she’ll think when she finds out her own best friend, her own fucking family, is the one that sealed her fate. Now, thanks to this,” Dabi paused and held up Hitoshi’s phone, “We have all the details we need for when we make our next move.”

“Please, j-just leave her alone! If you want someone to fucking play with and kill just to get off, then kill me! She’s too terrified to say anything about you, you fucking psycho, no one is going to come for you if you promise to leave her alone! T-Take me instead please, I’m f-fucking begging you, don’t hurt her anymore Dabi … please.”

Dabi rolled his eyes, tired of listening to the pathetic cries coming from Hitoshi. His booted foot connected with his chest in a hard kick, making his chair fall back. Hitoshi grunted as the air left his now sore lungs from the impact of the fall, his head ringing after being smacked against the ground. Soon there was an agonizing weight on his chest and Dabi crouched down, his foot on his ribs and resting all his weight on it. A cold hand gripped at his jaw harshly, making him hiss when Dabi jerked his head up to lock eyes with each other.

“Don’t worry you piece of shit, you’ll get your wish, no doubt about it, but first I need you one last time. You’re gonna go to that little fucking party and you’re gonna get her alone, those idiots trust you with her life and won’t question when you ask her to go outside together, right into my arms.”

“They’ll fucking kill you. He’ll fucking kill you!” Hitoshi warned through gritted teeth before spitting in Dabi’s face.

He isn’t smiling for long before Dabi placed his opposite hand on Hitoshi’s hip and engulfed it in flames. Ripping a scream from his mouth. The flames don’t last long before Giran and Jin are both pulling Dabi off of Hitoshi.

“Boss stop! You can’t fuck him up too much for it to be questionable when he wakes up!”

Dabi kicked like a child and threw both men off of him. He took a moment before telling Kage to come up with some sort of narrative for the new small sized burn on Hitoshi’s pale skin and walked back over to the man laid out on the floor, his shirt now charred as he breathed heavily from the pain. Dabi was resisting every urge to kick him, to make him cry again. Just the mention of that red-headed fuck had him in a silent rage.

Kirishima is nothing, nothing but a fucking obstacle in his way that can be dealt with easily. That fucker isn’t invincible, none of them are!

After taking a long deep breath, Dabi straightened his clothes and put on a smug smile and towered over Hitoshi, pressing his boot to his cheek.

“Let them fucking try, she’ll be fucking dead before they reach me and then for Christmas, I’ll send each and everyone one of them a very special, very bloody gift.” Dabi grinned, pushing Hitoshi’s face to the side as he turned to walk away and waved, “I’ll make sure to wrap up her heart extra pretty for Mr. Kirishima.”

Before Dabi walked out of the room, he ordered the remaining three men to deal with Hitoshi, for Kage to clean him up and get him back home, making sure to cover up for the burn he so irrationally left. Kage nodded, him, Giran and Jin all bowing as their leader exited.

Hitoshi looked up at the ceiling above him, tears stinging the corners of his eyes again. He was drowning in hopelessness, guilt and shame. He failed to protect one of the most precious things in his life and he had no one to blame but himself. Everything was so fucked up now and Hitoshi cried even harder as he thought about how he won’t have the chance to warn anyone, to try one last time to save you. In no time he’d be waking up in his bed with no memory of this night.

Hitoshi’s jaw clenched and his eyes screwed shut as he shook his head before letting out a shaky defeated breath.

“I’m so sorry (Y/N) … I’m so fucking sorry.”

A series of violent buzzing next to Hitoshi’s head is what wakes him from a dead sleep. His eyes cracked open and immediately he’s groaning from the pounding in his head. His hand searched under the pillows until it grabbed a hold of the ringing phone and he answered without looking at the caller ID.

“Hello.”

“Toshi, did I wake you?”

A sleepy smile grew on Hitoshi’s face at the sound of your voice and he shook his head. The tired man went to roll over and lay on his back, hissing when there was a sudden pain in his side.

“Hey, you okay? Toshi answer me!” You questioned, the concern in your tone thick.

Hitoshi brushed his covers off his torso, brows knitting in confusion at the blistered area of skin on his hip. 

“Give me a second kit.”

Removing the phone from his ear, Hitoshi went to his messaging app and saw he had an unread text from Kage. The sound of you clicking your tongue impatiently carried through the speaker and made him smirk as he read the message.

➥ Kage : Hey man, I left some burn ointment in your fridge. You may or may not have gotten a little too wasted last night and thought it would be cool to see if you were flammable or not. Let me know if you need anything else.

A hum left Hitoshi, with a shrug he put the phone back to his ear.

“Sorry, I’m fine sweetheart, just a little hungover. What are you doing calling me so early huh, miss me that much?”

You laughed sarcastically on the other end. “You’re so full of yourself.”

“But you love me.”

“I do love you Hitoshi, very much. But - I was calling to discuss a few gift ideas for Denki with you, I mean only if you wanna know but maybe you don’t need my help at all. I just thought since you were so fucking whipped for him you might wanna go all out for your first Christmas together.”

Hitoshi rolled his eyes and chuckled. He tried to muffle his slightly pained groan when he crawled out of bed and went to head for his fridge.

“Alright kitten, let me hear it.”

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Who are some of your Favorite people here on Tumblr ?

Hohohohhooh this will be a long post

@paimania : First up is Pai. For starters she’s like, the nICEST PERSON IN THE WORLD- she’s so fun to talk to and everytime we chat is just a blast! Even though it’s short because suck at keeping a conversation going LMFAO- I’ve known Pai for like... 2 years now, and I can say that she’s just an amazing friend to have, I remeber when she proposed the idea of a collaboration between her AU and my OCs, best moment of my social media life, it really changed everything for me. Thank you Pai

@jordanthecat11 : Jordy is just a big mush of sweETNESS, literally she’s just AMAZING- I met her through Pai since she was Pai’s main contributor to BATMC. It was awkward at first, but as we got to know eachother I say from my point of view I got really comfortable talking with her! Not only that she is like...so caring. So. Very. Caring. There will be times where I’m not feeling to well, and she takes the time to send me a message on discord to check up on me. I look up to her a lot, she so talented and creative and just overall the kind of friend you want to have. ❤️

@ros-doodles : Ros was the third person I met on tumblr. And the first person (besides Pai and Jordy) to interact with one of my OCs, Raziel. At first I got a wave of anxiety mainly because long before I actually existed on my tumblr acc, I would look at her art and be really inspired. She was an artist I really looked up to and I was so shocked when she commented on one of my posts saying she wanted to interact with Raziel. Not only that we started to talk on discord and..can I just say she is the most understanding person ever? Like really this girl is so gentle, sweet, soft, and just a precious bean who I will protect forever. I think the one flaw that she has tho is that she won’t admit sheS A FUCKING GOOD PERSON. Because she’s stubborn as hell and I need to smack some loving sense into her every now and then.

@wushfo : Fourth person I met on tumblr, gotta day this girl is weird.

..weirdly amAZING- SHES FUNNY AS HELL! She makes me smile and laugh so much! First time we met I was super shy and shocked that she actually started talking to me. I remember our first rp together, it was the thing that got me into rping in the first place. She messages me whenever she can to brighten my day, even if I’m upset, and hands me advice when I need it. She’s just an amazing person to be around and i love each and every one of her OCs to bits, love you BICH-

@sibuhleen : At first me and Sib didn’t know eachother too well mainly because I only knew her through Pai, it wasn’t until we did an art trade when we started to talk more often! I have to say, SHOW THIS GIRL SOLE LOVE AND RESPECT BECAUSE SHES SO GODDAMN AWESOME! Literally, she may not think it but she’s so fun to be around. I love her very much, and I don’t get to talk to her as often because I don’t want to bother her, she has a life outside of tumblr after all! It makes me feel so warm inside knowing that she likes my OCs just as much as I love hers, and whenever we talk it always brings a smile to my face. And sib you may or may not read this, but I will always be here if you need to talk❤️ love you gurl!!

@mythical-things : I met Myth last May, and it’s been one of the greatest things thats ever happened to me. She’s truly just...an amazing girl whos gifted with so much talent. She’s one of the people I really look up to when it comes to art. Each of her OCs and stories are unique, and I strive to become a better artist like her! AlsO-- I like rLLY LOVE ALL THE ART CHAINS WE DO!! its so fun to bring the stories we've come up with to life, and seeing it all pay off is just amazing. IM happy that you enjoy the shit that we do, and I just wanna say to sTOP BEING A HYPOCRITE SOMETIMES. Also, She works really hard in what she does and I’m proud and happy to call he one of my best friends. Lately she’s been feeling a bit down, but that’s ok, I’m here for you Myth! I send my everlasting love ❤️ I love all the times we talk and ramble and rp, the stories we come up with are so much fun to mess around with (aswell as the shitposts-) and i just ant you to know how much you make me happy💕💕

@jsweetsdraws : The Meme to describe Me and Jess is “I’ve only known Jess for a month, but if anything were to happen to her I’d kill everyone in this room, and then myself,” because I WOULD. LIKE HOLY SHIT THIS GIRL IS A BEACON OF SUNSHINE! She works so hard, despite some things that she’s been through. I love all of her OCs and artwork, her style is just so niCE lookin ;) not only that she’s so sweet and funny, and I love staying up for hours with her talking about stories and OC interactions, it really makes my schooldays a lot better than how they are ❤️❤️ and if anyone screws with her I wiLL FITE THEM. BAK OFF BITCHES IM HER PROTECTOR!

@nolalistra : I don’t talk much with Nol, but god her OCS are so damn pretty. Not only that her personality is so damn pretty. I can say how much she really inspires me. The stories she created are so interesting! And honestly she’s like super chill, and super great. Like she’s the kind of person you can be open with and feel comfortable when talking with her. Normally I’m a anxious and paranoid person, but with her? Nope, I’m 200% comfortable. Love u BOI-

@alavidere : I just met Al, but I can already say that she’s like.. fuckin FANTASTIC. Literally, she’s really sweet and her personality just embodies candy and everything nice in the world. Once again, she’s another artist I will stalk for hours, her anatomy is just 😔👌 and her OCs are 👀❤️ it surprises me that she likes my shit too! Never thought that would happen bUT hERE WE ArE- Also I have no idea how she’s able to stay so committed and productive with her drawings- heck she’s running a full on webcomic by herself and idk how- teach me your ways talented beAN- AND I HOPE I CAN GET TO KNOW YOU MORE ASWELL!! >:VVV❤️❤️❤️

Also fun fact, I knew each and every one of you before you knew I existed. I remember when I was younger id scroll through your blogs and see all this good aSS artwork and id be like “these are my idols-” HAHAHA 

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Creator Tag

Rules: It’s time to love yourselves! Choose your 5 favourite works you created in the past year (fics, art, edits, etc.) and link them below to reflect on the amazing things you brought into the world in 2019. Tag as many writers/artists/etc. as you want (fan or original) so we can spread the love and link each other to awesome works!

Thank you so much @judearaya for tagging me! I didn't do anything fannish at all until July when I became suddenly obsessed with Good Omens. My biggest accomplishment in the first half of the year was caring for my wife as she recovered from surgery.

I may have trouble coming up with five fannish accomplishments because even though I spent a lot of time working on fannish stuff over the last half year, two particular projects were HUGE and took a lot of time each.

1) My Big Fic of Doom, Just Nerves. It was so much work, but I had so much fun with it! I included almost every little thing my id wanted to see on the page: genderfluid Crowley going by different pronouns at different times and never being misgendered, hedonistic Aziraphale getting more and more experimental with sex over time, the two of them having a platonic casual sexual relationship and chatting about other crushes and sex partners without any jealousy, Beelzebub using zie/zir pronouns, Aziraphale getting walked in on and feeling humiliated, Crowley being a snake, etc etc. I wrote all the scenes I wanted to include on index cards and put them in order, and figured out how it would all come together in a pleasing arc and what other scenes I would need to add to make it work. I must shout out @multsicorn again for being such an encouraging and generous beta and sounding board. At one point I was worried the story was too niche and would have no readers, and she said "I will love it enough for 1000 readers!" LOL. <3 Anyway I worked very hard on this story and I'm very proud of it. :D

2) My second fanvid ever, Bitch (to the song of the same name by Meredith Brooks). It's about Crowley being a bundle of contradictions. I did actual planning ahead of time, with a spreadsheet to make notes about what scenes should go with what lines, and after I'd put it all together I had Multsicorn beta and I did actual editing to make it as good as I could. I learned a lot and I'm really pleased with how it turned out! (And the ending with all the smiling still makes me really happy.)

3) On Regret and Eternity, a small ficlet about Crowley and Aziraphale talking about Ligur's death and what it would be like to be alone forever. I received some lovely comments on it which made me feel good. :)

4) This meta post about gender in Good Omens. Just me listing all my thoughts about gender-related things I noticed in the show and how I felt about it. Plus screenshots.

5) This drawing of Crowley in a dress. I used a dressup doll base by @lonicera-caprifolium, and added clothes, hair, make up etc. I'm not an experienced artist but this was a lot of fun and I may do more dress up dolls in future!

It was a little hard to find all these posts, so now I have made myself a new tag called "my good omens stuff" which also includes other meta and thoughts, plus that one post about Flake bars.

I'm not quite sure who to tag. I know some people have worked on fic but haven't posted any because it's all in progress. And some people have already done summaries of their best stuff of the year. And some people would not want to be tagged on this post because there's discussion of sex on it. Hm. I will tag @copperplatebeech, @themoonmothwrites, @aivelin, @lonicera-caprifolium, and @wheeloffortune-design. That's just some people I can remember off the top of my head have posted stuff recently, but please feel free to consider yourself tagged if you want to do this meme! I want to hear what everyone is proud of!

[askiisoft]

FAN ART FRIDAY: Weird Science

(Banner art by @DokusatsuMurXer)

Summer is finally here! School’s out, the sun is shining, and a record heatwave is sweeping through New Mecca. So, how do you beat the heat? Personally, my favorite way is cryogenically freezing myself for decades in the hope a cure can be found for my debilitating wasting condition. You?

In truth, this week’s theme was going to be “Fun in the Sun”, but then this.

Don’t say I never listen to the fans.

[WARNING: Contains plot spoilers for ‘Katana ZERO’]

by @DmitryDeceiver

It’s true, though--this week has seen a massive surge in fan interest for Dr. von Alvensleben. Still, there was only one place to start: with this gorgeous pixelated portrait by Deceiver. Technically this isn’t even fan art, since Dmitry was the artist who designed Leon in the first place, but let’s consider this the ‘baseline’ before we see how other artists have dolled him up.

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by @palchiba

Leon: Oooh—gotcha!

Scientist: I got caught—this sucks...

As the artist put it, “the scientist dream duo”. Leon has a little fun with the ill-fated hostage from the game’s introductory mission. Things don’t seem to turn out well for men of science in Katana ZERO...

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by @moryu

More than the helicopter fight, more than the final boss, what took the longest for me to beat was the final room of the Leon’s Riddler-esque gauntlet: dodging and rolling past ceiling crushers, laser grids and sniper fire in a hand-cramping test of pure agility, all while the best song in game egged me on (yes, it’s the best, don’t @ me). @moryu’s chaotic array of sniper reticules, lasers, and spotlights perfectly capture the feeling being a rat in Leon’s maze, and wanting to wipe that smug grin off his face.

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by @DokusatsuMurXer

The dilapidated purples and greens of the Slaughterhouse seem to have become Leon’s signature color scheme among fans. The overwhelmingly pure blackness of his silhouette contoured by patches of deathly-pale skin and unkempt high-school stubble make him truly irresistible, am I right?

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by @shaocixiezi

by @moryu

Chilled “Leben” has begun.

Leon: Son...it’s hot...

Zero: Ugh...

by @55_yamisan

Teach me!!! 

Leon von Alvensleben-sensei

Leon: Hi there, son. It’s me, your dear ol’ papa.  Listen, I don’t fit in this fridge real well, so you might have to pay extra for your electric bill.

Zero: Wow.

※ refrigerator

Thus begins what I like to call the “Leon in Refrigerators” saga. Yes, it seems Leon has moved from his comfy cryopod into Zero’s tiny fridge, where they can spend some quality father-son time together. Among the various memes Katana ZERO has spawned, this one is somehow the least bizarre.

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by @Jinxsweapon

OK, so this one was drawn before the fandom collectively realized Leon was missing an arm, but that hardly matters in the face of the sheer style on display. Looking like a ghoulish punk-rock villain from Samurai Jack, the chromatic aberration and dialogue box of pure static foreshadow Leon’s ultimate reveal as a pre-recorded phantom, repeating the same messages on loop. Also, purple and green. Called it!

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by @55_yamisan

Unless skintight turtlenecks and cargo pants are regulation clothing for NULL research staff, I suppose Leon put forth at least the barest effort to follow dress code back in the day as he casually crosses off names of NULL test subjects while reclining at his desk. The attention to detail is awesome, as Leon’s ID card, snack, and pen are all situated to accommodate his one hand--something Yami-san’s put a lot of thought into.

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by @matsumatsu_kou

“I told you not to.”

Leon, buddy, the first thing you need to know about being a father: never tell your kid not to touch the big shiny button. Here we see Dr. von Alvensleben, awakened and moments from collapsing into a pile of dust. Welcome to the present, doctor.

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Whew, who thought this would be the longest FAF yet? I’m serious, I haven’t even covered a fraction of the mad lad’s fan art from these past few weeks, but please do check out more work from each and every one of these great artists. See you next week!

If you’d like some artwork featured on a future Fan Art Friday, just use the Submit Button on this blog!

[flandesuka]

Yo you should answer all of these scene questions👀👀

:OOO

you think so lad???? shit dawg i was thinkin just a few at a time but if that what u want my dear nonnie i will supply

1. wats ur scene name?

i was thinkin maybe ‘gods mistake’ would be a good one but then. i found a way to make it both danganronpa related, and, even better, a fucking pun as well. ‘kamukura kamukura jasqueen’, or just ‘kamukura jasqueen’ for short is good k thxxx

2. describe ur dream outfit!

oooo gosh this ones trickyy!! there are so many good outfits out there, especially in the scene community!! but it’d have to have a few tiny elements of dr cosplay to add a lil of my dangan-weeb culture in there ofc! more specifically, id really love to get one of kazuichis jumpsuit and just wig out and add shit like this just because i could:

(id just rlly love going out in all those glowy/shiny things at night like all that haha..and yes the shoes would probably kill me/my fuckin feet if i tried to walk in them but shut up i love them theyre cute as fuck)

3. describe ur dream haircut!

oo another tricky one!! i do like my regular hair, and honestly id be lying if i said i didnt love ibuki’s hairdo too but id defs have to go with something like this!!

yaaaassss, so pretty and spikeeeey! maybe id dye my natural hair colour black and/or add some funky colours if i ever actually got this style down!

4. describe ur dream room!

i have a lot of ideas for dream bedrooms actually, but heres a visual image of one of them i found!!!

MIKU ROOM MIKU ROOM MIKU ROOM MIKU ROOM

(this specific idea arose mainly just for the aesthetic but i also find it super cute and a good environment to be in general hhhnnggg)

5. if u could make anything out of kandi, wat would u make?

oh you mean those colourful beads and bracelet things??? i love those man!!! theyre so visually appealing to me aaaaa…id probably just make a fuck-ton of those and most probably use the little letter beads to say random words/phrases like ‘aubergine’ and ‘despacito’ knowing my shitposter self lmaooo! id definitely make a sansmaeda themed one too thoo fr

6. wat would u write on ur shoez?

it’d probably range from things like a simple kaomoji doodle to something randum and stupid like ‘seesaw’ bc yes asjnd

7. wat kinda piercingz/tattooz do u hav/want?

i dont think i rlly want any real piercings (at least not atm) but id totally go for those fake stick-on gemstone lookin’ ones! and as for tattoos, i cant rlly see myself gettin one of those rn either, but id want something like a mario power-up, preferably the bell one/cat suit powerup!!! its my favorite powerup and its sooo cute!!!

8. fave genrez?

i dont rlly have a specific genre, i like most kinds of music, but i rlly like energetic music that i can dance tooo!!! >w

9. fave bandz?

im a big fan of gorillaz and botdf!!! i like p!atd as well but havent listened to it in a while.. gatta catch up loool

10. fave songz?

my favs alternate a lot, but atm im super into ‘slow dancing in the dark’ by joji!!! so much emotiooon quq…also rlly hooked on botdf and jefree star’s ‘sexting’ tooo lmaooo

11. fave lyricz?

‘The world keeps spinning Among this sinning Oh what a cruel and disgusting place The purest moonlight Is bloodied by plight And screaming resonants But somehow I know That it’s all for show The world will reveal it’s true beauty soon And we’ll all reach towards the moon ‘

its so deep but its from a fucking kaito momota fansong and i love that asnkjdnefe

12. hav u evr been to a concert?

not in a damn long while my lad,, rip australians not havin many artists they like from other countries tour there ;-;

13. do u wanna be in a band?

ive always thought thatd be pretty cool ngl!!! tourin around with ur bandmate friends, makin awesome fuckin tunes, people lovin u and ur music, just livin the dream in general,, nice

14. wats da best soda/energy drink flavour?

havent rlly had any as of rn  my lad so i wouldnt know :/

15. wat do u miss most abt old internet?

i loved that we could all just be ourselves and act like the kids we are inside without bein reprimanded at all.. it aint rlly that much of an issue for me but i still think itd be a lot nicer if it was like that again sometimes,,

16. wats da best old meme?

ooohhh there are so many i still miss man! numa numa ermagerd and doge still remind me of the glory days…when old animeme was good and you could still haz ur cheezburgers in peace. also rage comics! rage comics were good what happened

17. best place 2 buy clothez?

i dont think theres any hot topics in australia but if there is. i will hunt it down you hear me

18. wat r ur fave accessoriez?

OH THERES SO MANY GOOD ONES??? as i stated b4 i rly love kandi bracelets and other glowy/led things!!! also rlly love ties with cute and fun patterns and long colourful and/or ripped socks like ibuki’s too hehe

19. wats ur best tip fr ppl that just got into scenecore?

im not rlly the best at advice, but my main point would be-just hav fun here dudes!!! dont let anyone else bulli u abt it, we’re supportive people, u can talk to me or anyone else whos willin to listen an/or help for reassurance ofc

20. opinion on furbiez?

oOH MY GOD YES. FURBIES. MY BABIES I WANT 10 OF THESE CHILDREN…I ACTUALLY HAVE A FURBY HE LIKES SLEEPING IN HIS SPECIAL DRAWER AND HIS NAME IS TINGLE I ADORE HIM I’LL POST A OF PICTURE LATER MAYBE

21. opinion on funko popz?

i like em and ive seen lots at eb games, but i dont buy em much..i do have a megaman pop with a broken arm tho loool

22. wats ur fave pattern? (zebra/leopard print etc)

i looove a lot of patterns but not gonna lie im always a sucker for rainbow checkerboard patterns yknow hehe!

23. fave color combo?

i dont have one rlly…soooo many possible comboooos…cx

24. sumthing u liked as a kid dat u still like?

im still going on girlsgogames and recently, ive finally mastered sues beauty machine!!!! its so good and fun all of ya’ll should try it my dudeeees

25. wats ur most used emoticon? 0w0

as most of ya’ll probs alredy know i spam ‘:O’ a lot, but one of my bigger favs is actually ‘x3′ and my fav kaomoji is ‘ଘ(੭ˊ꒳​ˋ)੭✧’ (both of them are so kyooot >w

26. wats ur fav typin quirk?

i luv talkin like dis, but i dont rly do it that often loool…i awso wuv tawking in ‘owo’ speak wike dis >//w//>

27. do u wish ur fllwrz talked 2 u moar?

hellz yeaaa!!! i luv followr interaction my dudee! it makes me super happi when u all talk to me heehee! x3c

28. tag ur fave scene blawgz!

:O !!! oh gawd!!! i dont know many atm but heeereee!

@xxadam-antidotexx (op of the ask meme)

@glitchkichi (not sure if this counts but their stuff’s rlly cool >v

@otonashi-banana (scene boyf…wuv im more than anythin >///w///>

29. wat got u into scenecore?

i dont remember exactly how it happened but i’d always sorta wanted to go back to the glory days that was the old web and the scene era, and that, coupled with a bright, colourful aesthetic that i could really enjoy, drew me in like a moth to a neon colored flame ig looollll

30. how long hav u been scene?

i’ve only been officially apart of the community for about a few months now (at time of writing) i reckon so some things are still a lil new to me ig ^^;;

31. wats da best thing abt being scene?

the freedom of bein able to express myself 4 one thing, and its just so fun being so ‘out-there’ yknow???? it feels so great really

32. do u hav a fursona?

i…actually used to but ive moved on from the furry fandom and ive grown more attached to my human sona anyway sooo :/

33. r u in sum “cringy” fandomz?

YEA man!! i dont rlly think dr is inherently considered ‘cringey’ but undertale is and im in that one for sure!!! i also kinda technically never left the skylanders fandom(?) so theres that too ig??? oh yeah and who wants to let me draw my old moshi monsters characters COWARDS

34. do u liek plushiez?

YASSSS QUEEEN!!!! i have HEAPS of them in my room on my desk with my gonta shrine

35. do u liek stickerz?

also a big yaaassss from me dawggg!!! i love them and i love those ones that you stick on your fase like this!

its so cuuute!!!

36. do u hav a friendproject?

i dont, not at the moment a least, actually! didnt even know what it was til recently but it looks kewl haha

37. do u hav any other scene account?

well, i haz this one, and i also have an emowire account for shuichi if that counts!!

38. do u make art? (drawingz, blingeez, etc.)

YES!!! i love to draw and i also make blingee edits sometimes!!! ITS SO FUN XD !!!

39. wats da most scene thing? (anything!)

hmmm, weeell…i think the most stereotyped thing would be that kewl, suuuper big hair like this;

its really prettyyyy, and i love all that colouuur!!!

40. ask ur own randum question!!

hm, oh wowie, since the anon didnt specifically ask this one…POTATOES!!! X3

phew, finally done, that was a lot of typing! this was so fun to do though, so thank u nonnie!!! :3

[dirtyflcwers]

ok literally what the fuck

so this guy just messaged me saying all types of crazy crazzzy things. as you all (probably) know, im a black woman and i just got accused of reblogging black people only in memes. which is so dead wrong like??? i dont fucking understand but here we go. to be nice im not gonna put out their url but i will put everything they wrote to me. quickly id like ot say that im very fucking upset about this and honestly just so confused and stressed and what the fuck i dont understand so here we go.

first, they sent me this post and said "please don't reblog from if you care comfortable openly supporting people who use the n-word and when don't post black people as anything but memes. Thanks!"  

now, i was confused. did avan jogia do something racist? i dont want to openly support someone who was racist so i quickly raced to my best friend google and looked up all types of things "avan jogia problematic" and "avan jogia racist". i wanted to make sure before i did anything wrong, but ultimately found nothing. so, i went ahead and messaged them this " hi! thank you for messaging me and letting me know! is it this blog specifically? “ ( i hadn't checked that i had actually reblogged it from THEIR blog and was not realizing they were calling me out lol im dumb) then said, "i dont want to openly support a problematic person, could you possibly send specific occurences please? thank you!" thinking they were still talking about avan jogia. what came next really fucked me up.

they resonded with this "Louis Tomlinson has used the n-word and never apologized. But that's not the only reason from what I would tell you don't reblog black people other than in memes and reaction gifs. We aren't here for your amusement. We are people and beautiful talented artists, actors, and etc but you seem to only be interested in every kind of some but my people. So thanks but no thanks" and in my head i was like "oh shit i forgot! lemme go delete that louis post!" but then i kept reading and my heart sunk. hearing this statement seemed CRAZY to me. like the latest post i could think of that had a black person in it was that really cool makeup post that i thought was super cool and reblogged cause i liked it. i reblog hella memes too so im sure some were in there but i was generally still confused.

i figured with their phrasing they maybe didn't get that i myself am a black woman, so i sent them this message. “ hey pal! so um, im not sure how i managed to upset you so badly but im sorry! id like to say quickly that i am a black woman! i dont think i only reblog reaction gifs of pocs but i mean im sorry? memes are funny? i absolutely agree that black people are talented, id like to believe i am too!”   i personally don't see anything wrong with relogging memes and if they happen to have a poc or not i dont really care like its a meme. my apology was half assed because what did i really have to be sorry for? its just memes.

i then said, “ and i dont really think its my responsibility to make sure i only reblog non-funny completely serious posts about black people because thats only separating everything which is weird. also its my blog lol. “ to which they responded with “ Okay, that's nice Stacey Dash is black too...”

now at this point i start shaking as difficult memories from my childhood come smacking me in the face. i grew up on long island new york, i had primarily white friends and my family (who are also black) practically shunned me and i was constantly labeled the "white girl". as a child i was told to be confident with who i was so i never saw anything wrong with the way i spoke or acted beyond the thought of "oh, my siblings are just being assholes". i didn't have a lot of black friends growing up because i wasn't immersed in the culture, but now as a (semi)adult who understands the faults of how i was raised, i dont think its my job to openly support any race but i love black people and i love the fashion and art and culture that comes with it. i consider them to be my people even if no one else does. i don't believe i have any bias and i support equal rights constantly. it really upsets me to be told im not black. my race is not an award i have to win to feel part of a family. i just am. i cant change how i was brought up or how i am now and i dont want to. ijust dont understand where this person is coming from and i almost want ot know if anyone else feels this way? my heart is beating against my chest and my stomach is all fucked because of how messed up this makes me feel. next they said "bye" and i managed to say "i really am not sure what else to say? i mean im sorry you got so heated" and then they blocked me. i just dont understand. i really just dont understand. i didn't see my blog as anything to be ashamed of, or like i was making fun of any race or anything. i feel like i cant breathe right now because im so upset and i dont know what to say. i have this feeling inside me where i need to prove them wrong but thats impossible now and i dont know what to do. i just dont understand.

i want to apologize for such a long post and if you read the whole thing, thank you. i dont think ill be on indie for a few days. im sorry

[rainbowunihog]

got tagged by @violetren for an ask meme thing, and i never rly post my own stuff but eh i got time to kill so why not

Rules:

1. Always post rules 2. Answer the questions given by the person who tagged you 3. Write 11 questions of your own 4. Tag 11 people 

Questions:

1. Have you ever taken the Harry Potter patronus quiz? If so what did you get? i got an adder. which is adderly cool innit nothing i’d radder be

2. What was the book series or movie that you obsessed over as a kid? oh gee as a kid? id say percy jackson. or ninjago. which was a tv show but i was quite obsessed so.

3. Do you have or do you want any tattoos? i dont have any rn. i... am very scared of needles so i probably wont get any, and even if i do i honestly have no clue what id get

4. Videogames! Do you play? And if you do do you prefer Multiplayer or Single player? kinda? i play hella iphone games (asphalt xtreme, geometry dash, etc) and i mean i play the sims? used to play minecraft a lot. oh i play a lotta nintendo games! i really love pokemon. honestly the only real video game consoles i own are all nintendo. they’re great. and im hella good at mario kart too.

5. What is your favourite board game? How often do you play it? my favorite board game, at the moment, is probably sorry? i havent played in FOREVER though, so the rules are probably muddled, but from what i remember it was a pretty intense and fun game (always fun to sorry someone)

6. When you imagine your dream home where do you imagine building it? somewhere close to a lot of people, probably. so like, in a city. i guess. never really thought of a dream home tbh

7. If you could have any animal (wild or not) as a pet what would you get? oh id get a pup probably. boring answer but they’re really cute and precious and gah i really want one

8. Which Artist/Album you have listened to the most in the past week? WATSKY. george motherfuckin watsky. i honestly am sad that so few people seem to know about him? he makes great music and yeah

9. What is the last thing you read that made you smile? oh.... probably a fanfic? i read a lotta it tho so can’t get much more specific im afraid

10. What is your favourite fan fic trope? coffee shop maybe? soulmates? enemies to friends to lovers? theres too many for me to choose one from i love them all

11. If you could see any two of your favourite fandoms have a crossover event, which two would you pick and why? uhhhh, moana and percy jackson? maybe? i guess you’d have to switcheroo the timelines and stuff to make it work but itd be interesting i think to see how their different lie beliefs and things work out (difference in how demigods exist (?) etc)

and i guess my questions here?:

1. How long has it been since you were last outside? What where you doing?

2. What actor/actress will you always be obsessed with?

3. What’s the least amount of sleep you’ve ever functioned on?

4. Have you seen any movies in theater recently? Was it worth it?

5. When was the last time you cried for real?

6. Where, if you had the means, would you want to spend the rest of your life?

7. How much wood could a woodchuck chuck if a woodchuck could chuck wood?

8. Have you ever had a crush on your friend?

9. Who was/is the worst teacher you’ve ever had?

10. What’s one move/show/book/etc that you think is criminally underrated?

11. What is the most random (useless), interesting fact you know?

and now to tag 11 people:

@im-wearing-a-vegetable, @hannahismyharto, @wheatpear, @iwishiwasatraveler, @thelynnx, @potatoe-potatho, @she-used-2-be-mine, @wellthatsjustme, @in-screaming-colour, @gitgey, @arepitasdulces

so yeah i guess do it if u want or not its just an ask meme anyways innit

[emeraldyke]

how tall are you? Im 5’8”!

what is your body type? Im probably best described as chubby- im not really curvy because i have relatively narrow hips, but im about a size 22.

what is your favorite part about your body? I really like my eyes, i have pretty blue eyes and long eyelashes; and also my hair, which is nice and naturally curly.

is your current hair color your natural hair color? Nope! My natural color is a medium mousy brown, but i dye it dark reddish-brown (which really suits me much better so sometimes i consider it my natural color because its what makes me most comfortable)

are you more outgoing or more shy? Im very shy and anxious and quiet.

are you more femme or butch? Uhh probably neither? This is still something im trying to figure out; cause i really identify with butch sensabilities, and i love the style, but i really like dresses and dressing more femme when im around women- id say my style is probably best described as butch-leaning androgynous? But butch and femme arent just styles or looks, theyre complicated identities, so idk.

are you tol or smol? Technically im tall, but i feel very smol (mostly because of anxiety lol)

wine mom or vodka aunt? Vodka aunt; i dont want kids and i hate wine

weird habit? Idek? I chew my nails but thats not really ‘weird’

favorite meme? Currently im really enjoying the shaggy meme

do you sing in the shower? Yeah, but not as often anymore because im at college now and we have communal bathrooms so its a little embarrassing ol

ever used a bow and arrow? Yeah, we had an archery unit in middle school, i was really bad at it lol.

are/were you a theatre kid? Not really, i was more theater-kid-adjacent (my friend was friends with the theater kids)

have you ever seen a broadway musical? No, but id really like to go see hamilton.

do you think musicals are cheesy? Yeah, but thats a good thing in my opinion. Dont be afraid to be cheesy, it just means youre having fun!

have you ever been a part of a protest or a march? No, but id love to attend one! Ive been in a pride parade before

favorite Cards Against Humanity Card? Bees?

last movie you watched? Mamma Mia! Here we go Again!

behind the camera or in front of it? Behind! Anxiety strikes again am i right gals and gays

favorite tv show? Currently b99 or the good place! But also one day at a time will always have my heart

meaning behind your url; i have bpd, im sapphic (lesbian) and this blog is mostly my random thoughts and musings (and whatever catches my eye lol)

reason you joined tumblr hhhhhhhhhhhhhhh supernatural unfortunately

who’s your closest tumblr friend? I mean shes technically my IRL friend, but probably @sinist3rs3v3n

what’s something most people love that you hate? I dont really hate many things, but Kpop is one thing that i just dont really understand the appeal of? I know a lot of people like it and thats awesome, but i just could never get into it.

have you ever taken narcotics? No, i was once prescribed morphine after i got my tonsils out,but turned out i was super allergic so i dont take anything stronger than tylenol.

have you had sex? Nah, not yet.

have you ever gotten caught sneaking out or doing anything bad? Nah, my anxiety usually stops me way before that point

worst/funniest lie you’ve ever told? Ugh, i used to be a compulsive liar when i was little, so the list is endless.

describe your passion without mentioning it. Hhh food? Making tasty food and making people happy because of it

describe your best friend. Shes a badass army police gal, shes the sweetest creature on earth, and shes an amazing artist! Shes hilarious, and so so kind, and shes basically my mom

give us one thing about you that no one knows. Uhh, idk? I used to be obsessed with makeup but i cant even wear it anymore it makes me so uncomfortable

how do you feel right now? Good cause classes are cancelled for the next 3 days because of wind chill!

what is your biggest fear? Embarrassment, or dying alone.

what’s a song that always makes you happy when you hear it? If i had to pick one, probably come on eileen by dexys midnight runners, but tbh my whole spotify playlist: https://open.spotify.com/playlist/4vxdTQeDBAFOnr63eKuYAM

what is the best decision you’ve made in your life so far? Going to college! I know its not for everyone, but it was really a good decision for me and i dont regret it.

have you ever tried your hardest and then been disappointed in the end? Yeah, since im a perfectionist i tend to be disappointed in what i create because its never as good as i imagined it could be- but ive been trying to overcome that thought process and be okay with done but not perfect.

something you fantasize about. Having a lovely little homestead in the colorado rockies, raising goats and chickens and growing veggies with my wife; and bringing our wares to the farmers market every weekend and just living a simple, sustainable life!

last time you cried and why: last night cause i really miss my dad and i don't get to see him for another 3 weeks

what was the last thing that made you laugh? a youtube video lol

do you really, truly miss someone right now? My dad, hes really my closest friend and i really love him so much, im so lucky to have such a good relationship with him. Hes funny and dorky and so kind, and i really want to be like him as a person, since hes really one of the best people i know. Even though he was raised in a conservative catholic household, hes so accepting of both me and my trans brother, and hes so good about wanting to learn more and be a good ally! And he is always willing to help me through my anxiety, and see the rational through my cloud of fear :,)

who do you feel most comfortable talking to about anything? My dad! He always knows what to say to make me feel better, and hes just so easy to talk to

the last time you felt broken? Last thursday- i didnt get any sleep the night before, and i had class/work from 8am to 6pm (which doesn't sound like too much but it definitely was that day) and when i got home i just broke down sobbing cause i was so exhausted

are you starting to realize anything? That distance really makes people closer! Me and my younger brother used to hate each other’s guts, but now that ive moved away we talk/text all the time and we’re really starting to get along

are you more dominant or more submissive? I have no idea lol

i’ll only date you if _____. (fill in the blank) you make me laugh, and we have a real connection! If youre kind and honest and you like me too!

do you prefer to date people the same age as you, younger, or older? Only my age or older, id never date someone younger than me, especially now that im 18.

describe the person you’re in love with/have a crush on in great detail. I do not have a crush on anyone right now, but my last crush was about my same height, maybe shorter, with long brown hair and really pretty brown eyes, and she's really kind and funny, and she loves cats and all animals!

do you have any kinks? Not really- does love and support count? Probably not

first thing you notice in a person? Their face, and especially their expressions when they think nobody's watching- i love seeing people be genuine and real in the way they interact with the world

how can someone win your heart? Make me laugh, cook me food, hold an interesting conversation! Im really easy to please tbh

been rejected by a crush? Yeah, several times

have you ever had feelings for someone who didn’t have them back? Yeah, a whole bunch in high school; there was this one girl who was like super popular at our school, and she was so nice and pretty and genuine, but i thought she was straight and she was way out of my league (tho turns out she was bi so maybe in another life lol)

would you have sex with the last person you text messaged? NO!! considering it was my younger brother! ew

is trust a big issue for you? Not really, i think i trust too easily sometimes, but id think there would only be a problem if she didnt trust me- but obviously we’d just have to talk that through.

did you hang out with the person you like recently? Dont have a crush atm, but last semester i went to the movies with my crush often, which was a lot of fun!

is confidence cute? Absolutely- im really not confident, so i really admire confident people!

what would you say if the person you love/like kissed another girl/boy? Hypothetically, unless we were dating, itd be none of my business! Shes not “mine” just cause i like her, and itd be awful of me to be jealous of someone just living their life. My gross ex got mad about this, and it was so terrifying to me, so id never want to do that to someone else. Who they kiss is none of my fucking business!

would you be able to date someone who doesn’t make you laugh? Nah, laughter and humor are a big part of my life and i dont think i could do without that in someone i loved

does the person you have feelings for right now know you do? I dont have feelings for anyone atm

ever embarrass yourself in front of a crush? Huh, yeah, all the time! Im so embarrassing

do you want to get married? I used to totally not want to, but id absolutely love to call a woman my WIFE someday, and itd be really lovely to have a celebration among friends and family to commemorate that! But maybe not a big blowout wedding.

worst thing you’ve ever done? Theres a lot of things that i consider really bad, but probably wouldnt even register on someone else’s bad list (mainly due to my anxiety) in 3rd grade i secretly cut my own hair and when my mom found out she grounded me for 3 weeks; when i was 4 i stole a kitchen magazine from home depot and freaked out so much that my dad turned the car around and i rushed back into the store, sobbing, while trying to return it and apologise; in high school i accidentally started a fight in our friend group right around finals (that one still fucking haunts me i regret it every day tbh)

three things that turn you on. A nice smile, soft hands, and GIRLS WITH DEEP VOICES. HOLY SHIT

who do you hate? Donald Trump. Fuck that bigoted orange lump.

favorite term of endearment? Im quite fond of “sugarbear” but i do love the classics like sweetheart, honey, dear, angel.

who was your celebrity/fictional gay awakening? Robin wright from the princess bride, or keira knightley from pirates of the carribean

intimidating girls or kind girls? Both dude! Consider: intimidating girl who’s really a marshmallow, or a sweet kind-looking girl who could and will kick your ass! Both very good

what do you look for in a possible partner? Someone who’s funny, kind, and genuine; someone who i can connect with on a deeper level, but also on a superficial level (memes and things) i dont really take physical appearance into account, especially if i really like her personality

do you tend to like more masculine, feminine, or androgynous girls? Honestly i really like all girls; butch gals, femme gals, gals who are neither, nb gals, trans gals, all gals! I just really like girls cause im a big ole lesbean

are you good at flirting? HA no

who was the first person you came out to? My friend emily was the first person i came out as bi to, but i think my friend kyla is the first person who i told i was actually a lesbian

do you have any friends who are wlw? Yeah, most of my friends are wlw, or lgbt! Altho some of my college friends are straight, but im trying to make more wlw friends on campus

is your crush wlw? My last crush i thought was wlw, but turned out she was straight :/ yike

last person to make you reconsider your sexuality? Nah, dudes are fuckin gross.

do you fall in love easily? Yeah, a pretty girl walks past me and im already naming our dogs

is there something that happened in your past that you hate talking about? Yeah, mostly sophomore year of high school; i had a really awful and manipulative b*yfriend, and my mother was taking out some of her old traumas when she was the same age, on me. Sophomore year sucked.

are you good at hiding your feelings? Nah im a very emotional person, and especially very visually emotional. I cry at the drop of a hat

are you a forgiving person? Yeah, but only up until a point where you try deliberately to hurt me or someone i love

what is your “type?” girls, just girls! I love all sorts of girls

fall asleep in her arms or rub her back until she falls asleep in yours? Hh both

tall girls or short girls? Tbh i love tall girls, but i also love short girls!

hugs or kisses? Hugs tbh, kisses can get kinda wet and weird, but hugs are always good and warm and nice

twirl her around or get twirled? Twirl her! Thatd be so cute

tummy kisses or thigh kisses? Hhhhhhh both bicth

hairline kisses or neck kisses? Neck kisses are hot, but hairline kisses are really cute

play with her hair or stroke her tummy? Playing with her hair, i love running my fingers through someones hair omg

making out or soft kisses? A whole bunch of soft kisses

hugs around the neck or hugs around the waist? I love getting hugs around the waist, but i love giving hugs around the neck

how confident are you in your sexuality? Fairly confident, past the occasional night where im lying awake at 3 am while my anxiety goblin bangs pots and pans together while chanting “youre really just straight! Youre faking your lesbianism for attention!” but then i see a pretty girl the next morning and forget all about that

when you like someone do you blush or get butterflies in your stomach? Both dude im so ridiculous when it comes to that sort of thing lol

have you ever liked a friend as more than a friend? did you tell them? Yeah my friend aiden and i liked each other in high school, then we dated for several months!

how old were you when you realized you were into girls? About 13?

most embarrassing thing you’ve done in front of a cute girl? I saw a cute girl the other day and got so distracted that i slipped and fell on the ice

do you have a favorite lesbian ship? is it canon? Supercorp is pretty cute, its not canon tho :(

what is the most aggravating thing someone has said to you about your sexuality? I told a guy i was a lesbian and he replied “hot” and i wanted to rip his heart out and eat it.

when was the last time a girl made your heart flutter? On my way back to my dorm there was this really cute girl who walked past me and she had such gorgeous brown eyes hhhh *heart eyes*

what is love to you? Communication and cooperation, and appreciating all their quirks

for the 99 gay-ish asks do everything but like, skip the ones you don't feel like answering

th… i just spent 45 minutes answering all of these and then it all went away cause i pressed the wrong button……….. gimme a fuckin second…..

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The Rules: Answer the questions in a new post and tag 20 blogs you would like to get to know better.

So like a long while ago i was tagged in this thing by the probably super cool (i mean you’d have to be pretty cool to follow me) @cosmicmoths and i wanted to do this when i was first tagged but i didn’t do it to a bunch of other dumb circumstances that happened one after another and i kinda forgot but then i remembered about it and i still really want to do it so i am so there   

Nickname: my pals normally refer to me as J or j.j. But way back in elementary bunch of kids had given me the nickname “J berry crunch” claiming i was a poisonous cereal  

Star sign: Aries, and according to tumblr i fit the bill pretty well

Height: i can’t remember the last time i checked but i think it was borderline 6ft

Time Right Now: 10:48 pm

Favorite musical artist: i’ve really been into mountain goats and streetlight manifesto for a while now (streetlight manifesto really knows how to use there trumpets)

Song stuck in your head:so much meme music from the sillvagnner Chanel. i swear memes have ruined my life  

Last movie watched: i watched scott pilgrim vs the world yesterday for the 1,000th time

Last Tv show watched: i mean if anime counts than it would be jojos bizarre adventure because despite all of it problems i still think it’s like my favorite thing right now, if it doesn’t count then Steven universe because i refuse to not ride this out to the end  

What are you wearing right now: 3 layers of shirts and 3 layers of pants because it snowed earlier today and i had a fun adventure    

When did you create your blog: i’d like to saw about two -three years ago

What kind of stuff do you post: memes and music and jojo and memes and MEMES

Do you have any other blogs: oh boy do i. if you want to look at guine shitty MSPaint art then you can hop on down to @thetrueartblog for that very specific kick of bad MSpaint art that makes it artist feel sad after a year of going back to it. ive recently gone back to it and might update it from time to time   

Do you get Asks regularly: i still await my first ask

Why did you choose your URL: when i was like 11 i needed a new name for a minecraft account because goku81 wasn’t doing it for me anymore. then that Austin and Ally episode where they yelled soup for 30 minutes came on and my 11 year old mind thought that be super rad to be called “super soup” but i was 11 and fucked it up and i have been holding that L ever since

Hogwarts House: i have no real knowledge of harry potter what so ever.so id have to say griffinpoff because i don’t think it’s a real house  

Gender: Male

Pokémon Team: i mean at this point i think everyone’s favorite nowadays is team skull because there just the best. But if id have to pick someone else it be team galactic because gen4 is what got me into pokemon   

Favorite color: too many favorites to count

Average hours of sleep: a constant switch between not enough to too much  

Lucky number: il be edgy and say 13

Favorite characters: ok so like this question is not specific enough and i’ve seen a lot of things so i’ll make a top 5 in no real legitimate order

Wallace wells from the Scott pilgrim comics 

Lapis/pearl from Steven universe

Jonathan joestar from jojo’s bizarre adventure

Luke fon fabrea form tales of the abyss 

Duster from mother 3

Dream job: i wana make some real cool video games that people won’t vomit over the moment they see it

How many blankets do you sleep with:one thin sheet because it always super hot for some reason even in winter   

alright so i dont really know 20 people on tumblr so il just pick some people i follow/follow me if that’s alright (feel free to tell me you want your name off this list just tell me and il do it as quickly as possible. except for @mariahcareysmeltdown because you never had a say in this mater) 

@totaleclipseoftheblart @jelloapocalypse @aboringblackcat @warpedlamp

@mariahcareysmeltdown  @rooby