#i need to save the brain space for the series i actually follow😭

[ilottthepilot]

this is what all nascar drama sounds like to me

[vld-trash]

I’M BACK!!! (Let’s... not talk about how I was avoiding the show because Keith is gone...)

Episode 4: Oh goodness, I’m dying! I couldn’t stop laughing the entire time. 😂 The whole thing was just so hilarious. I do feel bad for poor Coran, though. He only wanted to do his best and help the team. After all, at this point, everyone else in the castle is a paladin. But still, don’t trust strange space worms! I feel sorry for Hunk too. He didn’t deserve to be humiliated in front of everyone. He could’ve just been the lovable one that bakes and looks after everyone else. Oof. Pidge, though. That... is a loaded problem. She could’ve inspired little girls to follow in her footsteps, but, if they grow up and do so, how will they feel about everything she said being made up? If no one was going to understand her anyway, why bother putting the wrong words? Also, what if there were those in the crowds who knew what she should’ve been talking about and are now just laughing at her? 😔 For that matter, how is anyone supposed to take the team seriously after this? I really hope (it’ll probably happen anyway tho) that this doesn’t come back to bite them. However, I agree with Shiro, I’m glad their coalition expanded. (...what did Keith say/think/do if he saw this 🤔)

Episode 5: !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Jtejkkgnythmkngrynjrygjyfbjh!!!!!!!!!! OH. MY. GOODNESS. Hngh. This show. I can’t. I am not okay here. *deep breaths* Okay, back to front. Kinda. GOOD?! What exactly is good supposed to mean?! I’m very scared now. Yay, Shiro’s plan succeeded! Oh, I loved seeing the fighting Balmerans. Allura you are an amazing blue lion! Um the Galrans running away (or... hopping away, as the case may be) was honestly one of my favorite parts. Okay, wow. I did NOT expect Lotor’s generals to turn on him. But honestly, they should have just killed him. Would have saved everyone A LOT of trouble. Something tells me Lotor’s arms are not supposed to do that... 😨 What exactly are the three going to do now? Matt though, he was... words cannot describe. He was on point(?) the entire time. Now, my rant for this episode. KEITH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 😍😭❤️ I legitimately had to pause the episode to sit there and squeal for a few (many) minutes (and make sure I wasn’t going to have an aneurysm or something and die) when his face covering disappeared. Yes, I recognized his voice before that, and, yes, he was on the screen in the beginning, but still. I needed actual proof he was okay. And, holy heck, he’s not just okay. He looks good. Which... is and is not a good thing... I’m happy he’s doing well, I really REALLY am. However, he looks... almost better than he did when he was with the paladins. He seems more bulked up, happier, and more included. Heck, he’s probably younger and less experienced than a lot of the other, but he’s LEADING this mission and piloting that huge laser. The Blades... believe in him and trust him, and I honestly think he really needs and deserves that. So, yeah, I’m happy for him. I’m just not really happy that he’s gone. But, I still love and support him. ❤️ Now, I’m gonna go buckle up. Something tells me episode 6 is gonna be a bumpy ride. Goodness gosh, I am not ready.

Episode 6: I was right, I wasn’t ready. No. You know what? Just no. Fuck this show. Not even deep breaths are helping. Okay, first, fuck you Lotor. So, yeah, I already know he’s actually bad. BUT, even if I didn’t, I would never trust him. He’s too shady. He doesn’t even deserve to be talked about, so let’s move on. *inhale* KEITH! WHAT. THE. ACTUAL. FUCK?! Not okay!!! At fucking all! I get it, I do. Voltron is important to the universe. You are part Galra, you even said earlier in the episode “Victory or death” is their motto (fuck you foreshadowing). But still, no. Not allowed. EVER. My brain is too scrambled to think at this point, but someone earlier in the series (I’m pretty sure it was one of the team (Lance?)) said to everyone else around them that suicide missions were not allowed. That rule didn’t change. Keith, honey, I love you, but I am so mad at you right now. Before that decision, you were doing a great job, though. Lastly, Allura you are amazing. (And awww Lance being a good friend)

Okay, so, here it is. It’s nearly 7:30am, I’m crying into a bowl of Fruit Loops, I haven’t slept all night, and I work at 4. I’ve given up on life. Rest of the seasons coming at some point. Someone please kill me now

Season 4 Reactions

So, this is for my own personal reference. If you enjoy it, great. It might be kinda odd, but I’ve seen people do this before and wanted to try it. Below, I’m going to post all of my reactions to each individual episode. I meant to do this starting with season 3, but, well, that obviously didn’t happen

Episode 1: 😭😭😭 WHO THE FUCK THOUGHT THIS WAS OKAY?! I AM LITERALLY SOBBING RIGHT NOW. KEITH, MY POOR, SWEET KEITH, COME BACK!!! Okay, I knew he was gonna leave at some point, but. What. The. Actual. Fuck. I thought it’d be like between seasons or something. Not during a season where I also have to miss him! And those speeches, oh my lord they were so touching and sweet. Lance even said his own version of “I’ll miss you”. My Klance heart is actually hurting right now. I don’t know what would have been a good outcome, though. Poor Keith kept getting pulled in both directions, something had to give. I feel so bad for him. 💔 And, there WERE more paladins than lions now… But there still had to be a better solution. Also, Keith, what’s the other part of the reason you’re leaving? 🤔 (Why do I get the feeling I’m gonna be saying “Poor Keith” and crying a lot throughout the rest of the series?)

Episode 2: YES!!! Yes, yes, a million times yes! I needed a Pidge-centric episode. Especially after the heartbreak of the last one. On the one hand, yay she found Matt! On the other, did it only take her a day? Or is time supposed to be longer and the show just didn’t convey that very well? Either way, oh my goodness, give me the Holt siblings bonding any day of the week! They were so cute together, they really look like each other. Trust nerds to bond over electricity currents and defeating their enemies by shocking them. I truly love how this episode showcased how smart Pidge is and how she never gives up. That was some good character development. I do still have a question, though. What’s up with the glasses? Does Pidge actually need them to see or does she just wear them because of Matt? Has she been straining her eyes this whole time? Did she just not care she couldn’t see before he gave them to her? Or, do they now have just regular, clear glass not meant to help someone see? The world may never know…

Episode 3: Um. Okay then. First, Matt may be my new favorite character. (At least, while Keith is gone.) He acted just like an anime character when meeting Allura. That year-ish while he was in hiding really did a number on his suave levels. Or, maybe he was just like that all the time. Kinda wondering what everyone else saw/thought while he was geeking out. Like dude, your sister is right there. Speaking of Pidge, Matt is just so proud of her and everything she does, and I love it! I live to have someone who brags about me like that. Coran and Allura provided some much needed comic relief during all of this. I would love to be able to not get brain freezes. Hopefully, Hunk will be able to get them to eat something milk related again. Wonder if Pidge knows that Lance figured out how to set up the video game. I’m seeing a hint of why Lance ended up becoming a farmer in the end. (Just a hint, mind you, I’m still wondering about that decision.) Really not sure how I feel about Lotor at the moment. I’d WAY prefer him to Zarkon, but still. I would say poor Lotor for his father abandoning him AGAIN, but… he might have planned that? It’s still kinda sad, though