#i need this OC like i need oxygen tbh

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Because tomorrow I'll be nothing

Word count: 5.8k

Rating: M

Hypnos x Male!reader (mutual pining), brief Automedon x reader, Achilles x Patroclus, background Zagreus/Meg/Thanatos

Warning (for the whole series):

family issues, bullying, medical issues, death (none the main characters or reader), underage drug use, relationship with Ocs, angst, sexual content, language, cops, therapy, mentions of other pairings, Toxic/unhealthy relationships (not with Hypnos) no beta

A/N: hello! Sorry about the wait! Real life got kinda rough for a bit and I was struggling with my writing a bit. Still kinda am tbh.

I hope yall like it!

I am taking requests for this story and in general. I also have another Zagreus x female!reader I am working on.

Thanks for the love guys.

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Both Hypnos and Thanatos had told you hospitals had a weird smell.

Thanatos scowled as he tried to explain, “It smells like old medicine, like…”

“Like it’s too clean.” Hypnos finished, his golden eyes dull as he looked away from you.

That was a few weeks ago and you thought it was deeply unfair that Hypnos was already back in the hospital.

You wrinkled your nose as the sliding door opened for you and Patroclus. You were in agreement about the smell. The lobby was huge with a round desk in the middle.

Patroclus took your hand and you followed him, holding on to Hypnos’ gift. You were eight years old, a big boy and didn’t need the comfort of stuffed animals. But maybe Hypnos did. You looked down the sheep’s black eyes and even you found yourself smoothed a little bit from the softness.

You hoped it would help.

“Alright, thank you.” Patroclus told the soft spoken lady and began walking again. When you were with him in the elevator, you spoke up. “I don’t like this place.”

Patroclus looked down toward you, a slight smile on his face. “No one does, love.” He patted your head, “Hypnos and his mother will be very happy to see you.”

You nodded, your eyes looking up at the posters. Eventually in too white hallways, and too many doors to count, you arrived at Hypnos’ room.

The room was dark, the blinds closed and you didn’t even see Hypnos at first.

Nyx was quiet, and you noticed her eyes, normally lined neatly with black wings and purple eyeshadow, were smeared and the white of her eyes were red.

Thanatos sat in a chair, his golden eyes on the machines. He only gave you and Patroclus a small wave.  His golden eyes were just as red and puffy.  Charon loomed by the window, his hand curled against his mouth. He didn’t look at you or Patroclus.

Nyx smiled weakly as she stood and moved away from the bed, only then did you see Hypnos.

You swallowed, his skin was washed out and his eyes looked bruised even when closed. You saw lines attached to his arms and to the breathing mask on his face, which went from clear to white over and over as his small chest rose and fell.

Patroclus hugged Nyx, murmuring comforting words. You heard a small sob from Nyx, but not even that was able to tear your eyes away from Hypnos. While the adults whispered to each other about pneumonia, bipap and oxygen levels over the beeping of machines, you forced yourself to walk closer on legs that felt like jelly.

You knew what you were looking at but you couldn’t understand, every time you tried to think about words they used, it slipped away from you.  Those words didn’t suit Hypnos, whose bright golden eyes could rival the sun.

With hands that shook, you placed the stuffed sheep next to his side carefully, worried you could hurt him.

You looked back at his face, waiting for a response, for his eyes to open, for anything.

But no response came.

~

Winter break had finally arrived and so did the snow.

Even Patroclus had taken the day off from the doctor's office. You got to sleep in late for once. Your room, the whole house in fact, was mostly quiet.

You could hear Achilles working getting the fireplace going and you knew Patroclus was probably working on a pot roast or stew that will sit in the slow cooker for the whole day.

But winter break meant more than just time off from school. It was time to kick your training into high gear, you forced yourself out your warm bed and peeked out the window blinds.

The roads and sidewalks still haven't been cleared off yet and from what you tell from the dark clouds, more snow was to come. Which means you were using the home gym for today.

Your phone went off with a text on your bedside and you grabbed your phone along with a workout pants.

‘Does Snowpiercer sound familiar?’ Hypnos texted.

Your eyebrows went up, you didn't think Hypnos would like such a depressing movie. ‘Yeah, I saw it. I didn’t know you liked such movies.’ You replied as you got dressed. You saw the iPod and pulled it off the charger.  The screen cracked but the wheel still worked.

You scroll the music list, whoever the owner was, they liked everything from musicals to bands you never heard of. After a few minutes, You found some good, fast music to work with.

You made it to the gym when Hypnos texted you again.

‘I like everything. I got the film club to watch it but they missed the point but you know whatever, nothing matters but the baby eating.'

You laughed. 'To be fair, babies are delicious.'

'Omg.' Hypnos texted back.

'But yeah, the caste system was fucked. I thought the anti-capitalist thing worked pretty well with baby eating.'  You replied, wishing you had something smarter to say.

You heard Achilles come in, and you shoved your phone away before he saw it. "Hey Pops."

"Hey, kiddo. Have you started the warm ups?"

"Nah. I'm about to." You said. But Achilles shook his head and pointed over the benches. "Wait, let me talk to you about something.'

"I haven't done anything." You muttered as you sat down.

Achilles shot you a disbelieving look and you tried to give him an innocent look back. Judging by the eye roll your father gave you, you failed.

"Tell me, have you found a college you like?" Achilles asked, crossing his arms and looking down at you. You glanced down at your shoes, noticing how ratty they were getting.

At least now you know why he wanted to talk to you. Not to spend time with his kid or even talk about something that wasn't about college or sports.

You shrugged, "Dunno. Still don't know what I want to major in. I don't like any of that school stuff."

Achilles frowned, "What about that medical sport class you're doing?"

"I'm basically a babysitter for the juniors and sophomores." You grumbled.

"Of course." Achilles paused, "You know your major won't define what you will do, I mean. Remember what the recruiters have been saying, they all think you got what it takes to go pro."

You shrugged, "Yeah I guess."

Achilles frowned, “You guess? Son, you and I both know your kind of talent doesn’t come around often. I mean, you have already beaten some of my old records.”

You said nothing. So what if you could throw a ball a little better than other people. Your mind flashed to Hypnos and the basketball game. How even just moving your body came naturally to you in ways other people couldn’t do.

How Hypnos teased you about being the sport guy.

“Just use this break from school to really think about what college you want to go to. And don’t worry about your major, the first two years are all basics anyway. You know we will support whatever you want to do.” Achilles said. You almost said, and what if I don’t want to go pro? But you bit back the words, you didn’t know what else you could do.

You weren’t clever like Hypnos or good with people like Zagrues was.

“Yeah, yeah okay. I will. I promise.” You said. Achilles reached over and gave you a hug, “Good lad.  Just come to me or Patroclus if you have any questions or need help alright?”

“Okay. I will.” You lied.

When you were alone, your phone buzzed. Only out of habit, you picked it up and looked at the message and huffed out a laugh.

‘You know what, I’m going to make you watch Mean Girls.’ Hypnos texted.

‘Never seen it, how did you go from baby-eating to high school drama?’ You texted back.

‘Just wait, it’s really not that different.’

You raised a brow, and shook your head in amusement.

At least you knew you could count on Hypnos’ quirks to lighten your mood.

~

It was the second week when Automedon had finally had enough and called you.

“You’re taking me out tonight.” Automedon ordered on the phone call. You huffed, still half wake.

Your parents were still in bed, and you were sneaking around the kitchen for an early morning first breakfast before going back to your bed. The overcast skies made the house cool and gray, perfect for napping.

“Where to?” You asked, pulling out a box of cereal along with milk. You heard him sigh in annoyance, but you ignored it in favor of taking a bite of cereal. With the bowl in your hand, you sat on the counter since neither of your parents were there to kick you off.

“Babe. I told you before.” Automedon said and he was using that tone again, the quietly disappointed one. You flinched a little from the guilt but only took another bite.

"Can't we do something else besides a party?" You swallowed. You already knew the answer but you asked anyway. Whether it was because you hoped that he might agree for once or out of pettiness you weren't sure.

'Like what?" Automedon snapped and you rolled your eyes. There was the anger you knew was boiling under Automedon's calm voice.

"I dunno, we can stay in and watch some old movies." You said. "Like, I know you never seen-"

Automedon cut you off, "No. I swear to-" you heard him pull away with a sharp intake of breath.

"Okay, fine. Just forget I said anything." You closed your eyes, already tired from talking to him.

"You know I just wanted to spend time with you." Automedon said.

"How is going to a party with like three dozen drunk people spending time with me?" You asked as you stared down the bowl of cereal. You dumped it out in the sink, no longer hungry.

"Because I will be there with you." Automedon softened his voice, and you sighed.

Normally you would push the argument even more, pointing out that Automedon would ditch you once he got enough shots in him. You and him would go back and forward to the point of yelling, until either you broke up again or have angry sex or both.

You just didn't have it in you anymore to even care.

"Fine. What time?" You pitched your nose, trying to think of what lie to say to your parents.

"Ten." He paused. "You could at least sound more excited since we haven't really had time to handout." Automedon said quietly.

"I am. I am babe, I just needed to know the time." You said reflexively, still pitching your nose.

"Okay." Automedon said, his tone doubtful. "Love you."

"Love you too." You said, the lie was a quick and easy one.

Your boyfriend hung up the phone, and you sat in silence.

You only moved when Patroclus found you on the counter again.

"If you are going to be in the kitchen, you might as well be useful. Go get the potatoes and peel them, I'm making hash browns and eggs." Patroclus yawned. You obeyed, going to get the bag. You dump the potatoes in the skin and begin the process of cleaning and peeling.

The smell of coffee filled the kitchen as Patroclus puttered about. He turned on the little beat up radio and holiday music filled the air.

"Dad sleeping in?" You asked, placing the peeled potatoes on the other side of the skin.

"His back and knee are acting up." Patroclus said quietly. He held the blue mug that was your dad's, creamer and sugar had lightened it up to a pleasing cream color "Just let him get his rest. He will be up and bugging us in no time" He patted your arm and left to go give Achilles his coffee.

You swallowed and kept peeling. It had been years but every now and then especially in cold weather, Achilles couldn't get out of bed due to the pain.

It had been a freak training accident. It was a brand new pole and there shouldn’t have been no way for it to snap.

You still remembered the loud snap and for a moment, he was floating in the air, golden in the late afternoon light, before he dropped. And the horrified scream that ripped from Patroclus' mouth.

You dropped the peeler and took a deep breath. You squeezed your eyes shut and then opened them again.

It was fine. Everything was fine. You swallowed. It was fine.

After breakfast, you had stayed in your bedroom for most of the day, napping or playing what mobile game you had. You were sure that Patroclus knew you had a phone but for whatever reason had chosen to leave you to be.

Every time you went to check on Achilles, he had been sleeping and you left him to be, just glad he got a break from the pain.

You had been dozing when your phone had gotten a text, you yawned as you blinked at the text you got.

‘Zagreus is here, trying to drag Thanatos and me out for a snowball fight.’ Hypnos texted. ‘Beware.’

‘Don’t let him in the house next time.’ You texted back lazily. ‘You brought this on yourself.’

'I just told him that you wanted in. Be ready.’ Hypnos responded immediately.

You rolled on your back with a laugh. ‘So? I just won’t let him in.’

‘No, you won’t. But your parents will.’

You groaned, they would. 'Damn it.’

‘Game set and match.’ You tried to scowl but a grin won out. You could imagine the smirk Hypnos must be sporting right now.

You wondered if Hypnos was still his pjs, maybe tormenting his twin and mother with cartoons. Or maybe he was still in bed when Zagreus came in.

You felt your gut warmed at the thought of him sleep-warm and tried, it would be so easy to slide your hands up his soft stomach and chest. To hold his chin and make him look at you.

Would Hypnos shudder at your touch? Or maybe he would arch into it, just as hungry.  His golden eyes dark and on you as you bend down to taste him.

Then you got another text.

Automedon.

And you flinched, feeling guilty for thinking of another person you actually knew when  you had a boyfriend.

‘Babe! It's so cold out, I wish you were here. I can’t wait for tonight.’ Followed by a winking emoji. You rolled your eyes and texted a quick ‘Me too.’  A moment later you got a shot of a tasteful nude from him, and you could see the muscles in his thighs. Of him.

It didn’t spark anything in you, not lust, not love, just nothing. You quickly just texted back a devil emoji and tossed your phone on the bed.

It was becoming a problem. You always felt a pull towards Hypnos, even as children.

And You had a boyfriend, and you weren’t that kind of guy. You weren’t unfaithful, and you normally pushed away even thoughts of other people and you didn’t like being dishonest.

But right now, you knew you were toeing the line. You pitched the bridge of your nose, and went to take an shower.

Whoever you thought of in there was your own business.

~

The snow crunched under your feet, making you stop and look back at the house. Thankfully no lights turned on and you kept moving on, and climbed over the wooden fence.

You almost slipped on the sidewalk as you landed, but caught yourself in time. You kept an eye out for more ice patches as you walked from the house.

You made your way over to the park, looking for Zagreus' car, you heard a faint honk and saw him wave you over with a grin on his face.

You got in the passenger side, sighing in relief at the warmth. You froze when you saw Hypnos sitting in the back.

He laughed, and gave you a little wave. Zagreus grinned, "Don't tell anyone but I also busted Hypnos out. He‘s coming with us to the party."

"If it's cool with you." Hypnos tugged his hoodie strings, a nervous smile on his face.

You nodded, "Yeah dude."  Hypnos relaxed a little, still playing with the white strings. Zagreus pulled out of the parking lot, trying to find something that wasn't holiday music.

You gave Zagreus the address to your boyfriend's house and turned around to face Hypnos. He rose an white eyebrow, his phone in his hand.

You smirked, "Have you been to one of Didionysus' parties?"

"Nope. Not cool enough usually." Hypnos grinned a little as he shook his head. His white curls bounced with the movement.

"Just stay away from the homemade punch and you will be fine." You told him as you moved back to your seat. "Zagreus still can't drink fruit juice after his first time."

Zagreus gagged, "Don't remind me. Who puts three bottles of everclear in hawaiian punch?"

"Dionysus." You replied as Hypnos laughed quietly.

Zagreus pulled up to Automedon's house, white mansion-like with bushes lining the pathway.

You hated his house, it felt too big and too empty whenever you were inside. You shot him a text and waited.

Zagreus leaned over you and gave the house a lookover. "This looks like a clone of my house." His tone was light but you knew him well enough that he didn't like it either.

Achilles and Patroclus had worked hard to make their home warm and welcoming, especially since they had unofficially adopted so many kids. Zagreus, Hypnos and his brothers along Meg.

Zagreus' house was dark and always had the blinds closed. Automedon's home was light but there was a coldness to it.

Automedon came out, not bothering to be quiet and gave you a wave as he got in. You turned around to greet him and he pressed a loud kiss against your lips, his fingers curled into the collar of your shirt.

You didn't notice Hypnos quickly looking at his phone, or Zagreus‘ eye roll.

You broke the kiss first, trying not to grimace and went back to starting ahead. You resisted the urge to wipe your mouth.

"Hypnos! I haven't seen you in a while. I didn't know you guys were hanging out again." Automedon smiled, his dark eyes on Hypnos who returned the smile a bit nervously.

"Oh yeah, you know how Zagreus is. He likes to get everyone together." Hypnos shrugged, his eyes darted to the front and you met his brief glance in the rearview mirror before Hypnos looked back down on his phone.

Automedon hummed in agreement, a pause filling the car.

You crossed your arms and tried not to stare at the pair behind you. You never thought about it but  Automedon and Hypnos couldn't be more different. Not just in  their looks but Automedon looked ready to be a model where Hypnos looked more…

Real, more solid in a way you didn’t notice before.

Sometimes you still had to be reminded he wasn’t as small or fragile as he was during childhood.

Thankfully Zagreus took control, and for the rest of the drive he and the others talked about something going on with the drama club.

You could hear the party half a block away, a street full of rich people's houses, too big and some even with fountains in the center of their driveway. You rolled your eyes, your family had money but your parents never felt the need to flash it.

Zagreus and Automedon both laughed at some joke you missed as they pulled up. There were people mulling in the front yard, drinks in hands and the house looked packed. You could even feel the music from inside the car, and you could already feel the headache forming. You stepped out into the cold air, your breath coming out in white puffs.

Automedon grabbed your arm with his, “See? I told you it would be fun.” Automedon dragged you toward the crowd. You just grimaced, praying it will be over soon.

~

Once Hypnos texted you at two in the morning, waking you up. It was a picture of a stuffed sheep, old and well loved. It looked familiar and you frowned, not understanding why Hypnos texted you a picture of an stuffed animal.

‘Do you remember giving me Monie?’ Hypnos texted followed by another text. ‘It was that one year I had a really bad case of pneumonia.’

Suddenly the memories rushed back, and you swallowed. You didn’t realize Hypnos had kept the toy. Something about Hypnos keeping the sheep made something inside of you grow warmer, softer.

‘Yeah. Pa had helped me pick it out. Why?’ You texted back.

‘No reason. I didn't know it was you who gave me Monie.’

A moment later, ‘Just wanted to say thank you.’

~

It only took an hour for Automedon to leave you on a random sofa among unfamiliar faces. You took a sip of your beer, scrolling on your phone.  After a few moments, you turned your head around to look for your boyfriend. You saw Automedon on the other side of the room but he was still standing on his own as he chatted among a group of people.

Automedon wasn’t too drunk. Yet.

“Oh thank gods, finally someone I know.”

You looked up at his voice immediately knowing it would be Hypnos. Even with the dim lighting, you could tell how bright his golden eyes were. He sat down next to you, relief on his face.

He waved toward the crowd, “I don’t think any of these people even go to our school.”

You nodded, unable to really look away from him. “Did you lose Zagreus?”

“He found Meg.” Hypnos replied with a small laugh, picking at the beer bottle’s label in his hand. It was still mostly full, you noted.

You laughed before you took another sip, ‘I keep telling him just to ask her out already.”

Hypnos nodded, his fingers still picking at the bottle. “You know Thanatos has a crush on Zag.”

You almost spat out your beer, “What?” You and Thanatos haven't talked in years. The idea that Thanatos, the stick in the mud and future valedictorian, liked your wild little brother made you frowned.

Hypnos smirked in amusement. “I'm there for all their ‘studying’ and it is painfully obvious.”

“Huh.” You just tried to process the information but Hypnos kept talking.  “It makes sense though.”

At your confused stare, he insisted, “It does! Zag is the only one who can get Than to chill. And you know what they say about opposite attracting.”

“What about Meg?” You asked, curious what else Hypnos had to say. Hypnos shrugged, “She will be good for both of them, I think.”

And then you understood, “Oh.” You said dumbly. “I didn’t think…”

Hypnos grinned, “Makes sense right?”

You rolled your eyes, you officially knew too much about Zagreus’s love life. You pointed a finger at him. “That’s enough about my brother’s love life.”

Hypnos held his hand with a wide smile. “Alright, alright.”

A comfortable silence grew between you and him even among the loud partygoers. Until a drunk couple fell on the sofa next to Hypnos, lips locked and moaning.

“Wow. Okay. Do you want to go outside or something?” Hypnos asked as he pressed closer to you to get away from the couple. You tried to not to think how close he was, even as you eyed the couple in disgust.

You placed your hand on his upper back to help push him up, “Yeah, come on.” You used your body to push through the crowd to the backyard, and held the door opened to let Hypnos out.

Even the now muffled sound of music followed you but at least it was better than before.

Hypnos leaned on the porch railing with a sigh, his eyes going toward the backyard.  You matched him, your beer dangling from your hand. Being on the second floor allowed you both the view of the backyard, bright and pure with freshly fallen snow.

But for the life of you, you couldn’t help but keep glancing toward Hypnos. Flushed from the party, his curls messy from the wind, he looked good. Really good.

“So I’m guessing this party was Automedon’s idea.” Hypnos took a sip of his beer, his nose wrinkling at the taste.  You took a sip of your lukewarm beer, “Yeah.” You much rather talk about anything else, you wanted to forget about everything else but the boy next to you.

“So tell me about this Mean Girls.” You said. Hypnos grinned, “Nope. I said you have to watch it so next time we hang out, I’ll bring the DVD.”

You tapped your beer in thought, “My parents have their date night next Friday, come over then.”

Hypnos perked up, “Yeah?”  And you nodded, smiling at the happy look on Hypnos‘ face. “Yeah.”

“Automedon can come along too.” Hypnos said quietly, his golden eyes peeked up at you and you felt heat crawling up your neck.

“Maybe, if he’s free.” You said. You sipped your drink, taking a bigger gulp this time. Hypnos did the same or he tried to. He coughed and rubbed his mouth with his sleeve, “I don’t know how people drink this stuff.” He groaned.

You laughed, “It's an acquired taste.” You handed your bottle over to him, “Here try this one.”

Hypnos took it after a moment and took a careful sip and gave a hum. “That one is a little better.” He said as he gave it back. His fingers brushed against yours, making you take a sharp breath.

You and his eyes met and for a moment, it felt like everything else fell away. Hypnos held your gaze, and he opened his mouth to say something when the porch’s door slammed open.

You turned around and blinked when you saw Automedon standing there, swaying with his hand on the door. He blinked, looked at you and Hypnos and slowly his eyes narrowed. It was only then that you realized how close you and Hypnos were standing together.

“Hi babe!” He slurred as he joined, stepping in between you and Hypnos. Hypnos took a drink from his beer as he took a step back. Automedon wrapped his arms around you, and turned his head to look at Hypnos.

“Hypnos.” Automedon said, “You don’t mind if I steal back my boyfriend, do you?”

You scowled down at him but before you could say anything, Hypnos gave a wave.

“Sure, have fun.” You watched him return to the crowd of people, and something about the door closing felt final, like whatever words Hypnos were going to say was lost forever.

“I don’t want to be alone with him.”  Automedon said, no longer slurring as much. His dark eyes stared you down but you met his stare just as harshly.

“He is my friend. I can do whatever I want.” You said. Automedon laughed, harsh in the quiet and he stepped away, crossing his arms. “I swear, it's like you don’t even like me anymore. You used to just wait for me, not run off to whatever or whoever caught your attention.”

You placed your beer on the table, mostly to take a moment to ground yourself, taking a deep breath. Something about this fight felt different and you watched Automedon lean his hip against the railing.

“What is going on with you?” Automedon waved a hand toward you, “You've been a total shut-in unless it involved breaking shit or spray painting.”

You scowled, “I do other shit, just because I don’t get shitface at parties doesn’t mean I don’t do stuff.”

Automedon rolled his eyes, “Just don’t, okay? I mean, you would take me out with you or do stuff with me and talk to me, but now I can’t even get a text from you with more than three words.” His voice cracked a little at the end and you were surprised to see actual hurt on his face.

The shame you felt was almost too much and you looked away from Automedon. There was nothing you could do. “I’m sorry.” You offered up but it sounded weak and pathetic in the winter air.

Automedon just sighed, and you stared down at your boots, feeling like the world’s biggest coward for letting this happen again, for letting it go on for so long. It had been easier to keep getting back with him and act like he was the cause of all your issues, but it wasn’t the truth. You knew that and it wasn’t fair to Automedon, who actually was trying to be a boyfriend.

Automedon didn’t deserve this. And you thought, hoped you didn’t either.

You swallowed and walked over to him, but didn’t reach out to touch him.

“I think this was a mistake.” You said. You heard a sharp intake of breath and Automedon slowly looked up at you. His mouth was parted slightly in shock and you grimaced in response.

Automedon was always the one who initiated the break up, every single one. This was the first time you ever did and you could see the mix of hurt and shock on his face.

“You’re right.” You continued, “I haven’t been involved, I don’t even text you first anymore. I think we should break up.”

Automedon laughed wetly, a sob breaking though. He rubbed his eyes, “Unbelievable. Here, right now?”

You shrugged, “You broke up with me during my games a couple times, Automedon. I think you even did on my birthday in tenth grade, right? This is nothing.”

Automedon huffed, a rueful smile on his lips. “You’re such a jerk you know that?” You said nothing, he wasn’t exactly wrong.

“Just tell me something. What does he have over me?”  Automedon said. He walked over to the table and picked up your beer. He stared down at the bottle before he chugged the rest of it.

You frowned, annoyed that Automedon was still playing this little game. A game you never understood and always lost. “What do you mean?”

Automedon placed the empty bottle on the table, and turned around to you.  “Hypnos. Don’t play the dumb jock thing with me, I know you better than that.”

“I said he was a friend. I mean hell, we grew up together.” You said, and Automedon laughed coldly with a shake of his head. “Right. You can’t be honest with me or yourself. Why is that?”

Automedon walked back to you and patted your cheek sharply. “I hope he is worth it, babe. Really I do.”

And that Automedon went back inside, and you stood out in the night, alone and quiet.

You stayed out of the cold for a few minutes longer, not ready to be in the same house as your ex. You sat down on the chair, feeling like you ran ten miles without stopping.

You should be feeling relief but all you knew was some odd sense of fear. You tried to shake it off, you just had a break up of course you were feeling off- balance.

You groaned and covered your face when you remembered you will have to be in the car with him after the party.

~

It was almost spring and you were now nine years old when you saw Hypnos again. Charon and Nyx brought the twins over, Nyx was thinner but there was a nervous relief in her face. As if she didn’t dare to hope that it was okay now.  It was the same one all the adults and Caron wore.

Thanatos held Hypnos’s hand the whole time even as Zagreus tried to get them to play some kind of game. Achilles eventually was able to talk Zagreus into doing some coloring books in the living room .You just sat next to Hypnos, letting him watch over your shoulders to the DS in your hand.

Sometimes he would ask questions but for the most part, he was quiet. Eventually he fell asleep on your shoulder.

You stayed still for the rest of the visit, even as your arm went numb.

~

Of course, someone called the cops.

Being outside you heard the sirens first. And you rushed back in,Hypnos was the first one you found. You grabbed his arm carefully, and began moving him with you. You heard him protest but you ignored it. “Where is Zagreus?” You asked.

Before Hypnos could respond, a feminine voice, Aphrodite you think -yelled out, “Cops! Some asshole called the cops!”

There was a beat of stillness. Then panic ensued.

You swore and pulled Hypnos closed to your side as people rushed about. You pushed though, trying to find a familiar stock of black hair.

But Zagreus was nowhere in sight. You bit your lip, trying to come up with a plan. But Hypnos took control and moved toward the back along with other partygoers.

You and Hypnos got out through the first floor backdoor and you immediately headed to the thick bushes and moved Hypnos behind them first before you followed.  You swore when you saw how little space there was and pulled Hypnos closer.

“Oh this is just a great hiding place. They will never look here. Like, have you seen any movies?” Hypnos hissed as you pressed him against your side as you sat down on the cold ground. He opened his mouth to continue scolding you but you covered his mouth with your hand.  You whispered against his ear, “Be quiet.”

The backdoor slammed open, and you heard the slow crunch of snow under boots. Hypnos went rigid, his fingers curled against your leg.  A flashlight shone out the backyard and you were grateful for the mess of footprints in the snow, making it impossible to find you.  Both of you watched the light move across the yard, hearts racing.

And after a few more minutes, the light left.

You waited, ears straining to hear anything but all you heard were the faint sounds of cops yelling at people to lay down on the ground.

Hypnos slumped against you, sighing in relief, his breath hot against your palm.

Slowly you moved your hand off Hypnos and whispered, “Sorry.”

Hypnos whispered back, his golden eyes wide. “Does this happen a lot?” And you shook your head in response.  Dionysus had family in the police force and they never showed up before.

Hypnos didn’t move away and you stayed in place. You tried not to think about it, how warm and how solid he felt.

“Do you know if the others got out?” Hypnos asked, and you pulled out your phone. You pulled up his number and called him.

But you only got voicemail. So you tried again, and again until finally he picked up the phone.

"Zag, where-" you muttered, trying not to have the cops hear you.

“This is Officer Johnson. Can I ask who is calling?”

Fuck. Fuck. Fuck.

[rahleeyah]

I'm loving the discussions coming up re. Liv as a supporting character. With SVU, I'm at least happy they allowed Liv to show some anger/hurt at his return (that hospital scene is amazing, as are their scenes in 23x03), whilst also defending him against others. I'm *hoping* they will allow her to express more when Elliot can actually be on the show again, which is tricky with the UC story. We're only on ep 6 now, after all. But I'll be disappointed if they don't, which is also possible. (1)

Tbh one of my big things, anon, is that I want to see Liv's perspective on svu separate from Elliot. Like. When he is not there, what is going through her mind? Bc her feelings exist regardless of whether or not he is in the room and when he is in the room he kinda soaks up all the oxygen. We saw a glimpse of it in the convo with Rollins, but all we saw was Liv tortured over trusting him while everyone told her not to. But like. How does she feel about what he's said to her? What does she want from him? We can infer from the garden scene that she is opening up to him a little but my god, why? He comes to her drugged up and essentially confesses his love before passing out in her arms and she looks miserable, for a second, before he touches her. What she feels, what she wants, what she's thinking, these are things I think they need to explore, but just saving it for an occasional scene when Elliot is present is not the only way to do it. But if they are gonna save it and only dig into her feelings when he's around then they need to do it; I would love to see one of their scenes be about her, and not just about his feelings and her rescuing him. And the hospital scene was great, it was just what was needed at that moment, but they can't do one good confrontation about her pain when he's literally just come back and Kathy is still alive and then never circle back to it. That didn't clear out ten years of grief; that was an opening salvo. Let's see what comes next.

I would like to see them dig into Liv's perspective on oc just bc I think they'd do a really good job with it 🤷🏼‍♀️ lmao but Liv is a really minor player over there and I understand them not doing that. But also I'm with you; if I was only watching oc I'd be demanding more Olivia content bc the glimpses they give into her life are fascinating but not enough. But they can't bump her up to a regular on their show while she's carrying her own, so they're not gonna be able to have her be like an actual member of the supporting cast. At least not until SVU ends, if oc is still going then.

There's just a lot of opportunity here for them to tell this story well and I hope that they do.

[straighttohellbuddy]

World building is the best tbh. I’m forever world building and now I have several worlds to play in and my neurodivergent brain cannot stay still enough to focus on one lmao. SLOWBURN ROMANCES ARE MY LITERAL JAM LIKE PLS!!! I LOVE THEM!! Also!!!! Concepts!!!! Pls share!!!! I love learning about the worlds of my fave fics and I can hands down say right now that this fic will literally shoot to the top of my list of favourites which means you’ll occupy the top three spots. Sorry to hear that ur feeling rough, so am sending u the biggest hug. I’m not okay but I’m taking care of myself today so that I will be 🧡-🐈‍⬛

alsjfsldkjf i have too many worlds TBH, literally one of the best parts of my 2020 was writing for the classic rock fandom and writing one of my good friend’s ocs alongside mine, like there’s so many different worlds that our two characters have now, i’m like 26k deep into a high school au that i need to get back to at some point, and then i wrote a oneshot abt the high school au but they’re adults, and then there’s also the original timeline, and then there’s the present day in the original timeline where they have kids and i probably care too much about people who aren’t real...... hahaha

OKAY OKAY OKAY HERE WE GO I’LL GIVE KIND OF AN OVERVIEW OF THE ALBUMS AND A FEW SONGS BUT IF U WANT ME TO GO IN DEPTH ON ANY OTHER SONG JUST ASK!!!

yes i have a playlist for each, if you wanna hear how i interpret the vibes of the songs. if you interpret them differently, thats awesome!! i’d love to hear y’all’s opinions on them!!

testing one two - the first ep they release, the song titles are mostly themed (fast forward, press play, pause, rewind), but are mostly things y/n has been working on for a while but never got around to finishing, things they are rather proud of. i see you shiver with... is the first song they wrote specifically for the album, and it’s the last song on the EP because it’s a Rocky Horror reference; i see you shiver with...

a n t i c i p a t i o n - first full album!! the vibe is Hopeful But Hesitant it has all the songs from the ep, plus some new ones!! collabs with youtube musicians troye and dodie, and y/n’s label sets up a collab that turns into a genuine friendship. the breakout dance hit is what else is there to say ft. Troye Sivan, which is about not knowing what to make content about when it feels like you’ve already told the world everything. it featured the prechorus and hook

You, know, ev-ery-thing about me / gave it all for free / my life in HD / So, let’s dance, let me see your hips sway / we’re gonna be okay / what else is there to say?

So say that you love me, say that you love me, say that you love me / let’s die hand in hand. / I’ll tell you I love you, tell you I love you, tell you I love you / supply and demand. 

personally, i also conceptually enjoy srs bsns which is a really upbeat song about how they don’t care if people don’t take them seriously because they know in their heart that what they’re doing is good

hyperfocus - 2nd EP, a pretty substantial departure from their usual style, but also happens to quietly be Corpse’s favourite, and is actually y/n’s most polarising, because it has both the Grammy award winning HEARTBURN and the o brother where art thou which was written partially as a joke to capture a fond moment of them and 5SOS dicking around together in a hotel. written while on tour wit 5SOS, im writing the reader as having ADHD (because I have ADHD and i can do what i want), and the backstory is that they’d changed the medication/dosage they were taking, and as it’s their first full tour, they were under a lot of stress and were in a weird place mentally and emotionally, and hyperfocus is the result of that. i’m going through some stuff has HUGE agoraphobic vibes. 

HEARTBURN has the same vibes as Florence + The Machines’ Howl. It’s about being a demon without saying that or directly implying that unless you know demons real well. This is when the pressure for them to confirm their identity got real bad, and it was their way of working through those emotions.

tear in existence in the shape of a person / when i’m seeing clearly i can’t see myself / world can’t swallow what it can’t get it’s teeth into / got everything i wanted but i ain’t got my health

Got heart-burn--- / I’ll tear me apart / I’ll tear you apart / I’ll tear me apart. 

SCREAM gets rereleased as a remixed single featuring Fall Out Boy the following year. It won the MTV music award for best collaboration in 2018. 

In the time between hyperfocus and working on it, Y/N releases several singles, including a cover of Tell Him by The Exciters to be featured in To All The Boys I’ve Loved Before. They also take time to sort out their health, do a little bit more YT stuff, and travel internationally to do festivals. 

working on it - is kind of a middle ground between their original stuff, and hyperfocus, like pop-punk meets horror-pop meets whatever you’d classify halsey as. the first three songs were mostly written before the fic starts, so before they’re getting back to YT, but the last three, nightmare scenario, designed to hurt (touch me), and not scared were all written after they’d started hanging out with sykkuno and corpse. 

in-universe, imposter syndrome was originally something else, along the same lines of tired that they’re hiding that they’re a demon, but after meeting corpse nd sykkuno and having people who know, and lowkey being influenced by corpse’s music, the song changes directions, and YO OKAY YO::

I literally am so fucking flattered, my darling friend @bingusmode​ wrote lyrics for imposter syndrome and I’ve been yELLING about them ever since i’ve read them!! (also bunnie is fantastic and lovely in general 10/10)

if you thought you saw me 

i’d think about it twice

cuz while i know i’m naughty

everybody thinks i’m nice

cutest giggles get me

places that i long to be

but it’s not long before

everybody hates me

when you figure out i’m fucked up

you’ll probably think that can’t be right

but babe my image runs to save me

cuz i’m ugly day and night

nothing good about me

not the angel that i seem

cuz i’m a piece of shit

and i’ll ruin your fuckin dreams

i’m an impostor babe

you better run for your life

cuz there’s a bloodlust runnin through me

and you’re dripping off my knife

there’s no one here to save you

cuz you ate up all my lies

so beg me while you can

and draft up all your goodbyes 

if any of y’all are inspired by anything i put out, feel free to take it and run!! you have my blessing!! i am so overwhelmingly flattered by people who like my stuff enough to create because of it, directly or indirectly! lyrics, art, songs, anything!! legit! I love you!!

okay so designed to hurt (touch me) has big House of Memories by Panic! At The Disco vibes, and YES it’s about Corpse. YES it sends mixed messages. YES it has greek myth imagery and YES that imagery is confusing. not sure if any of these sets of lyrics actually go after each other but also idk??

will my fall from grace be graceful / as each move i see you make? / propped up on pedestals side by side / beneath our feet they shake / i’m the only one to hear you ask  / “What have they done to me?” / My boy, your wax throne is sun-drenched / you’ll fall in the name of your legacy.

eyes like yours watched rome burn / while hands like mine lit the pyre / we both heard me say we’d go down in flames / now you’re turning me into a liar / since you smile like that, like you can’t feel the sting / and we both know i can’t feel the fire

been telling myself i’m designed to hurt / but, baby, aren’t we a sight? /

check your reflection, your angles, apollo / you’re icarus in the right light /

we’re on the edge, i’m not scared to fall / we’ll take refuge in the night /

been telling yourself you’re designed to hurt / but, baby, doesn’t this feel right?

also, albumtouralbumtour is a reference to Bohemian Rhapsody.

OKAY AND FINALLY

n o s t a l g i a - the album the reader’s working on during the fic.

literally as i was writing this, bunnie sent through some FIRE lyrics for how the light gets in, (@bingusmode) i am going to be thinking about these on REPEAT for the next MONTH BRUV

little bit of darkness, treat me like a toy 

i got my hopes up and got them destroyed

bitter taste of regret sitting heavy on my tongue

can’t believe i let you convince me that you were the one

sitting here in silence, fabric running thin

petals burning in my lungs and stealing oxygen

embers from a cigarette falling to the floor

god i can’t take anymore

so i stumble to the window and pull the shades

and the moon pours in like you threw a grenade

i can’t understand why

i keep trying

cuz i never seem to win

but having any hope is how the light gets in 

from there, moment before impact ft. Billie Eilish is a club anthem along the lines of bad guy or COPYCAT, bass heavy with a drop that’s out of this world.

powdered pain, i’m in your veins / i’m the sting, the drip, the thing / you’re craving, but you hate to see me misbehaving / i heard my breakdown got you high / it’s true, but baby i can’t lie / i never got that rush, that burn / that makes you feel alive, i had to learn / to pick the slippery slope down which i fell / plan my pitstops on the way to hell / to pick my padding before i spiral / so if i break it’ll be in style

watch my misdirect, now freeze, / notice you can’t see the forest for the trees / you’re so desperate for my demise / but baby, i’ll make you watch me rise.

this is the moment before impact

controlled chaos, crash land / take a breath, trust the plan / i know you hope i’m not okay / you get off on my audio misery

controlled chaos, crash land / take a breath, trust the plan / i need you to know i want it this way / my breakdown won me a grammy

and this is the moment before impact

ur my favourite - interlude ft. sykkuno is probably one of my favourites, it’s just really soft, just a snippet of a conversation between the reader and sykkuno, maybe one of them told a joke and they both just sound real happy and sweet. its nice. it’s a nice moment.

means something is also for sykkuno!! it’s about how good-strange it is to be open and honest with friends, and how they usually aren’t but they’re glad they can be open and honest with him!!

meanwhile, i don’t think about u - interlude ft. CORPSE is a phonecall between corpse & the reader right after they announce they’re going to feature on acting like that, where corpse asks if they do this sort of thing to spite him, to which the reader responds ‘do i consider you when i’m making decisions about my career? no, corpse, actually i don’t think about you at all’ which then directly contrasts the song that ends the album, which is (how it feels to be) beautiful fireworks, which is essentially ‘i know how hard it is to exist like this, to be the centre of attention, to give off light and bring people joy, even when you’re in pain. i’m here for you. i love you.’

okay, i swear im done now, i’ll get back to writing the fic! (also i cannot BELIVE i managed to figure out how to embed those playlists but im so happy) edit: it didn’t actually work when i posted the ask, so anyways im sorry but y’all are abt to be spammed with playlists because i care too much abt this fic

[acvitas]

we’re heading under the cut for these bc i have no self control to not go on and i dont wanna spam the dash by separating these qs !!

@paragcne​ sent   “1-5!!”   from the oc meme.

when did you create your muse? 

for this i cannot nail down an exact date however !! i know it was late 2015/2016 because i originally started her in fic drafts and THEN made a actual tumblr blog to write and refine her as a break from my old jessica jones blog. ALSO a fun fact, in this iteration i made a blog for her in late 2017 as well where i advanced her character to be most similar to what you now see.

where did you find inspiration for your muse?

this is embarrassing as hell but. so. there was a period in the aos fandom where we were all speculating on what daisy (then skye) was and there were A LOT of fics creating alien races and shit. so inspiration from ti came directly from a thankfully never published aos speculation fic in 2014 which i then decided to use the concept of because it was still interesting to me. also the tumblr fad of making personifications of everything? y e a   an old inspiration was ti being a personification of the universe and i love character development.

tell us something about the world/universe in which your muse lives

i mentioned the moon of cayde in a headcanon once but i also have...A LOT of lore for it that i love. the planet it belongs to is the planet of giise which has been ravaged by an unending war for centuries, peace never lasts there for one reason. the moon of cayde had been completely transformed : constructers built apartments and markets there with security measures to protect it from the nearby sun and any attack. only the richest can afford to live there and the ones that do often thrive by making money from the war on the planet below. the entire structure there covers half the moon and harbours it’s own independent society and few outsides own property there. it’s self sufficient and automated with shutters only opening for certain safe periods, a constantly maintained dome to provide oxygen, as well as the moon being partially hollowed out to allow the structure to descend upon threat of an attack. ti owns a complex there which houses a collection of her prized possessions and multiple rooms. she purchased it for a previous partner and as such rarely takes anyone there if she can avoid it. 

what’s your favourite headcanon about your muse?

answered here !!

what’s something only very few people know about your muse?

im so very very stupid so. if this means what people on the dash know then, tbh, i have never been capable in my life of not sharing every single thought my brain has. if it means like in canon.....everything tbh. she so rarely shares details about herself. she doesn’t need to, she’s not in danger, but remaining a myth in the galaxy means her father can’t even hear rumour of her. but even the people who do know her are rarely told what happened during the attack on her home or how she gained that scar : it’s the subject of her nightmares and extremely personal to her and so she just doesn’t trust to share it.

[miriossunshine]

Could i req a reg match up with a boy and girl student? My ocs name is Koharu goya! Shes 15, female, 5'6 and her quirk is called oxy-full! She can absorb all the oxygen in an enclosed space and realese it. Its obvs lethal if used for too long but she also cant breathe when holding it. Shes confident around others but its mostly a facade as shes very clumsy and forgetful. She's a coffee addict and very affectionate to her friends! She suffers from insomnia and is often cold. Ty!! -zenz-art

hi there bb!!! of course! i hope you’re doing well!💞｡ﾟ(ﾟ´ω`ﾟ)ﾟ｡💜 @zenz-art 💜

i ship her with mei hatsume!

mei is very interested in koharu’s quirk and likes to watch her train to see her quirk used in action!

she ofc makes gadgets of all kinds for koharu! mei creates specific inventions to aid koharu in battle, to help with her insomnia, and to keep her warm!!

mei thinks her clumsiness is adorable and creates a “baby” to grab koharu before she falls when she trips or bumps into something ><💘

hatsume is shocked to find out that goya’s confidence is a front, because she can be a little oblivious at times (*´ー｀*) but as soon as she learns that about koharu, mei literally goes off about how perfect oc is!!! mei doesn’t consider that she might have flustered her, and continues to list off all of koharu’s amazing qualities bsndnsnsmsns \(//∇//)\ mei gives great pep talks on how koharu’s clumsiness and forgetfulness shouldn’t discourage her!!

they’re such an affectionate couple omg. mei doesn’t really notice that people need personal space, so she tends to be a little forward most of the time by accident ><. but she loves how affectionate koharu is and they’re always holding hands or hugging somehow (*´꒳`*)

i also ship her with shoto todoroki!

todoroki is hella impressed by her combative skills and her quirk in general. tbh he admired her from afar until he eventually bluntly asked her out hehe

he finds her clumsiness endearing and is quick to catch her when she falls either by preventing it and creating a wall with his ice, or just catching her, himself >< 💖 (the latter makes him more flustered than he’d like to admit, but he’s more focused on making sure she’s okay 👉👈)

todoroki reminds her when she’s forgotten something bc he’s a very observant boyfriend ok 😤💗💗 because of that, he has her coffee order memorized and always shows up to dates with her favorite drink awww (*´꒳`*)

he’s hesitant at first with her affections, but he quickly warms up to it and finds a lot of comfort in her hugs and cuddles ｡ﾟ(ﾟ´ω`ﾟ)ﾟ｡

shoto tries to help with her insomnia by sleeping with her and letting her snuggle up to his left side to keep her warm and comfy T^T💜💜💜

[yg-got7scenarios]

Better as Three Part 4 (M)

**GIF NOT MINE

Mini-series.­

Part 1  Part 2  Part 3  Part 5

Characters:  Mark Tuan (GOT7) x You (OC/Reader) x Im Jaebum (JB, GOT7)

Genre:  Smut

Length:      6,400 words

Plot:  It’s been about a month since you and your boyfriends had your moments, and Mark and Jaebum are starting to get impatient.

Warning/s:  Poly!Markbum, Polyamorous relationship, Shameless Threesome, Slight boy to boy, Slightly rough sex (spanking, hair pulling, though not too much), Multiple orgasms, Overstimulation, Blowjob, Ass play (this wasn’t part of the original plan I swear), though mostly fluffy sex too?, Aftercare, etc.

A/N:  I AM SO SO SO SORRY FOR THE LONG WAIT.  Also, this is straight-up sex and filth so read at your own risk.  Control is not part of my vocabulary when it comes to this Poly!couple, I apologize.  And the last 4k+ words of this fic is written in less than 3 hours haha so I don’t know how it turn out tbh.  Anyhow, I hope you enjoy this chapter!

Seriously, you have no idea how you ended up kneeling in the middle of your king-sized bed, naked, your two equally hot, horny, and slightly tipsy boyfriends sandwiching you with both of your hands behind your back, a silky, yet thick cloth being wrapped around your elbows down to your wrists.

“Do you trust us, ______?” Jaebum whispered against your ear while he secures the bonds on your arms, holding you immobile.  A chill run down your spine when Jaebum tested if the bond was tight enough before he runs his palm over your back – while Mark slowly wraps his hand around your neck, bringing your face closer to his as he smirks.

“You didn’t answer him, ______.” He growls before running his tongue over your dry lips and the hand that is wrapped around your neck went a little tighter and you moaned before nodding, not trusting yourself to speak because Jaebum’s hands are now on top of your mounds, squeezing them rhythmically while he kisses your (surprisingly sensitive) ear.

“Use your mouth, baby girl.” Jaebum bites on your earlobe and Mark presses his thumb under your chin, making you look at him and you can feel your pussy drip when you saw the lustful look on your boyfriend’s eyes.

“Y-yes.”  Your whole body is fuzzing and there is a dull ringing on your ears.  You cannot remember the last time that the three of you had this kind of moment, where the boys are both feeling dominant and wanting to have their ways with you.

“I – I trust you – I trust the two of you.”  You let out a huge breath when Mark loosened his hold against your neck before leaning to give you a peck on your parted lips.

“Good girl.”

—–

It was a Friday and you told your boys that you will be home late since you just wrapped up another successful project with a new client, so your boss treated everyone in your team dinner. You told them that your friend, Chaeyoung, who is also Mark’s friend, will drop you off so the two of them need not to fetch you or pick you up from the restaurant.

When you got in to the house, it was really dark, so you assumed that your boyfriends are already sleeping in the room.  You turned on the lights on the foyer before removing your shoes and coat; slipping on your house slippers before dropping your tired body on the huge couch in the living room.

It has been a tiring month at work to say the least.  You can count on your five fingers the times when you come home early, and on the other, the times you didn’t work on a Saturday or Sunday.

Jaebum and Mark would take turns in taking and fetching you from your office especially if it’s already too late, however, sometimes, you would just book a cab home so that you won’t bother your two boyfriends.  You won’t blame them as well if they get worried, especially when Jaebum once mentioned that your eyebags are becoming more prominent and it shows on your face and body that you are losing weight.

You know that one of them might lash out on you anytime soon, especially Jaebum, if this continues, so you always talk to them about it, being completely honest with what you are doing, and that this is what you wanted to do, then you will partner it with your cutest smiles, warmest hugs, and sweet kisses, which you know both cannot resist.

You stood up from the couch when you were able to stretch your tired limbs and back enough before going to the kitchen, turning on the lights before opening the fridge to find a bottle of water.  You closed the refrigerator door, and just when you’re about to uncap it, you felt two large arms circling your waist and you let out a loud shriek, causing the bottle to drop on the floor.

“Sshh… It’s me, baby girl.” Jaebum buries his face against your neck before placing a light, lingering kiss while his hands are gripping your waist tightly, pressing your back close to his naked chest.

“You scared me!  Why do you have to sneak on me like that?”  You slap the arm that is wrapped around your middle and you giggled when Jaebum laughs against your neck.

“I just want to surprise you, babe.”  He kisses your jaw and you roll your eyes even though he cannot see you.

“How did you manage to get here without me hearing you?  You sure inherited Nora’s skills already.”  You turn your head to meet your boyfriend’s gaze before lifting your hand to cup his cheek.

“How’s your day been, baby?” You placed your hand at the back of his neck before running the pad of your fingers against his scalp and Jaebum leans against your touch.

“It was alright – what about yours?”  He kisses your temple before resting his hands top of your clothed stomach.

“Tiring, as usual, though we had successfully got the project, so things would be slowing down the next few weeks for sure.”  You continued massaging his scalp while Jaebum starts pressing little kisses on your cheek, your jaw, down to your neck.  You tilted your head to side so that Jaebum would have better access to your sweet spots, and you tittered when he sucks lightly below your collarbone at the same time his hands travel up to your clothed breasts.

“What are you doing?’  You asked breathlessly when Jaebum presses his body closer to yours, his naked chest clashing with your back and you can feel him starting to grind his clothed crotch against your ass while he deliberately pops the buttons of your blouse one by one.

“What do you think I am doing?” Jaebum bites on your earlobe before licking on the shell of your ear and you moaned when Jaebum untucks your blouse from your pants before reaching behind you and unclipping your bra; lifting them on top of your chest, freeing your mounds for him to grope and squeeze without any barrier.

“W-wait – Jaebum – I – oh fuck –“ Your words were cut short when your boyfriend quickly pushes you against the door of the fridge, letting out a shriek when your cheek and now naked breasts met the cold, metal surface.  He slides both garments down your arms before throwing both on the floor.  You shivered from head to toe when Jaebum lets out a deep groan when he closes the gap between your bodies again, his half-hard erection now aggressively grinding against your behind.

“Having fun without me?” Your head snapped to the side and saw Mark, who is also half-naked, leaning against the wall at the entrance of the kitchen, oh fuck me.

Jaebum didn’t seem to be fazed by Mark’s presence, instead, he pushes your hair to the side before his mouth is on top of your shoulder while his hands are holding your hips in place as he continues to roll his own hips against yours earnestly.

“M – Mark… Ah!!”  Your head fell back against Jaebum’s broad shoulder when Jaebum digs his teeth on the juncture of your nape and shoulder as he synchronously pushed your ass against a particularly hard dry hump.

“You two look so damn hot…” You hear Mark’s deep, growling voice from a distance and your hands are now balled into fists against the metal surface and you are letting out soft mewls while Jaebum laves his tongue over and over the bruise that he had left on your neck.  All of a sudden, Jaebum pulls away from you and without Jaebum’s body supporting yours, you felt like your shaky legs are going to give out on you but Mark is quick to be on your side, turning you around before trapping your body against the fridge door, lifting both of your arms above your head. His body is now covering yours completely as he nuzzles his nose against your cheek, down to your neck, before he presses a kiss on your chest.

“M-Mark –“ You gasped when Mark lowers his face to suck lewdly on one of your nipples before his sharp teeth grazes the tip; running his wet tongue over the now hard nub before switching sides, delivering a more intense suck on the other before biting on it deeper and harder; and you can feel your pussy constrict with each bite, suck, and lick on your now swollen nipples.

Jaebum reappears behind Mark and he replaces Mark’s hands that are trapping your wrists against the cold surface and he kisses Mark’s shoulder while the other boy fondles with the button of your jeans and you pressed your legs together at the view of Mark and Jaebum’s hungry and lustful eyes as they stare at your half-naked form – making you squirm in front of them.

“Is our baby girl getting excited?”  Mark bites his lip before he continues to fumble with the button of your jeans and he turns his head to the side, pressing a small kiss on Jaebum’s jaw while the other continued to stare at your flushed form.

You were taken aback when Jaebum suddenly leans forward, capturing your lips in a heated kiss while Mark kneels on the ground to press light kisses on your stomach before snapping the button of your jeans, pulling the zipper down as he continues to kiss the skin that is being revealed as he slowly drags the garment down your legs. Your mewls are completely swallowed by the man kissing you as the man below started to bite on the thin skin on top of the waistband of your panties.

Jaebum didn’t stop kissing you until you felt your throat constrict with the lack of oxygen entering your airways.  You started whimpering against Jaebum’s mouth and wiggling against the tight hold that he has on your wrists.  Jaebum finally spared you some mercy and finally released your lips and you suck in a huge breath, making Jaebum chuckle evilly as he run the pad of his thumb over your abused lips.

By the time that you have exhaled the air that you sharply inhaled, Mark now has both your underwear and jeans pooling at your ankles.  Mark stood up and stepped to the side as Jaebum lets go of your wrists, wrapping your arms around his neck before crouching in front of you, grabbing your thighs and lifting you off of the floor, leaving your clothes behind, allowing you to drape your legs around your boyfriend’s middle, your back still resting against the refrigerator.

“Let’s get you to bed, baby girl.” Mark bites on your earlobe and you felt yourself being carried towards the direction of your bedroom.

That’s how you ended up in this situation – your arms are tightly bounded behind you with your consent, of course, and the smile on your boyfriends’ faces made your worries disappear all at once.  You know that they’re not going to hurt you, and just like what you’ve told them earlier, you do trust them, both of them.

“It has been what, a month? Baby girl, you have no idea how much Jaebum and I had missed you…”  Mark caresses your cheek before kissing your dry lips, while Jaebum presses a few more kisses on your back as his form of agreement.  Mark and Jaebum switched places, so Jaebum is now in front of you and Mark behind you.  Jaebum sits on the bed, taking you with him by your shoulders as he leans against the headboard.  He guides you on your knees before cradling your jaw with his hands.

“Tonight, you will be a good girl, and do whatever we say, baby.”  Jaebum whispers against your ear and you moaned when he licks the shell of your ear and you felt your other man separating your legs slowly and you can feel the anticipation thump heavily against your veins.

“If you want us to stop or if you think it’s too much, you can always use the safe word, okay?”  Mark says as he presses a kiss on each of your butt cheek.

“Y-yes.”  You moan out your response and you gulped heavily when Mark bends you over so that your face is directly facing Jaebum’s crotch while he sticks your ass further up in the air.  Your body shook when you felt Mark’s hot breath grazing your wet core as he spreads your ass cheeks to reveal your glistening folds.

“You’re so fucking wet. Being tied up like this turn you on so much, ain’t it?”  Oh yes, the king of dirty talk, Mark Your boyfriend presses another chaste kiss on your ass before breathing on your folds, causing you to let out another shuddering breath.

“What?  He hasn’t even touched you yet, baby.”  Jaebum smiles; amused with how your body is reacting to every single sensation.  You wanted to roll your eyes at your boyfriend’s retort; but you do know that you will be in huge trouble if you do so, so you just kept your gaze fixed at Jaebum’s crotch, staring at the outline of his hard cock through the thin layer of clothing that he is wearing.

“Do you want to play with my cock, baby?”  Jaebum lifts your head up and you bit your lip before nodding.

“Say it.”  He says through gritted teeth before lifting your head higher so that you would meet his eyes.  Always the more dominant one, you thought.

“I wanna play with your cock, Jaebum, please let me suck you off…”  You lick your lips hungrily and Jaebum shrugs, but you do know that his cock just twitched at your statement.  Not long after, he frees his hard dick from its restraints, and Jaebum pushes you towards his cock through your hair.  Your mouth watered at the sight of the precum on the slit so you didn’t waste any more time, you lick the slit slowly before pushing the head inside your mouth, sucking and licking around the head, trying to set a rhythm. Mark keeps a tight hold of your waist while Jaebum holds your head in place by gripping your hair and shoulder to prevent you from falling, since with your bounded hands, you won’t have any leverage.

When you are about to resume sucking your boyfriend off, you were caught off-guard when you felt one of Mark’s large palm landing loudly on one of your ass cheeks, making you let out a loud “Fuck” instead.  Before you even had the chance to react, Mark buries his face between your folds while Jaebum pushes your head back against his dick – the man being blown groaning at the feeling of your moans and whimpers surrounding his girth as Mark began sliding his tongue inside your hole, collecting your wetness before running his tongue over your clit.  He flicks your clit in harsh circles before enclosing his mouth on top of the small mound, sucking harshly which made you rock your hips against your boyfriend’s face, the dick inside your mouth twitching because of the sounds that are escaping your throat.

“Take more of it, baby girl.” Jaebum pushes his dick all the way in your throat at the same time as Mark slaps both of your ass cheeks while still sucking the life out of your clit.  You felt the head of Jaebum’s dick at the back of your throat and you hold him there as you tried your best to swallow and slurp around his member while your pussy and ass are being tortured in the best way possible.

You coughed loudly and gulped a huge amount of air when Jaebum withdraws his cock from your mouth, but it was quickly replaced by a loud scream when you felt three of Mark’s fingers easing its way inside your drenched slit.

“So fucking wet, can you hear how wet you are, ______?”  Mark pushes his long fingers in and out of your drenched slit at a brisk pace and you are finding it hard to keep still; with both of your hands bounded behind you, you can only seek balance from the men behind and in front of you.  Your upper body is resting against Jaebum’s thighs and you wanted to continue tasting his member, but Mark started to slowly lick around your tight rim, and your whimpers and moans of pleasure started to escalate – followed by a string of curses and profanities.

“Goddamit, Mark!”  You cried out when Mark bites on the thin skin of your asshole before giving it a hard suction while his fingers set a punishingly fast rhythm, hitting that spot in you that makes your legs and whole body shake.

“Lift your head, baby.  Mark is not the only guy here.”  Right.  You had almost forgotten about the boy in front of you because your vision and brain is starting to get bleary.  

“Give your other boyfriend attention or something, ______.  He’s pouting.”  Mark pulls away from your hole before resuming playing with your rim and you tried your best to lift your head to gaze at your other man.  Despite the pleasure building up at the pit of your stomach, you let out a small chuckle when you saw that Im Jaebum, indeed, is pouting.

“You feel neglected, Bummie?” Your words were released in harsh breaths as Mark inserted his tongue agonizingly slow inside your tight hole while he buries four of his fingers deep inside your contracting walls.

“Shut up!”  Jaebum growls but you can see his cheeks are tinted a dark shade of pink.   He lifts your upper body slightly higher before groaning;  “If you don’t resume sucking me off, I will ask Mark to stop, how fun you think will that be, baby?”  He ghosts his lips over your jaw, up to your ear, and you cried out when Mark withdraws his tongue from your hole and he is slowly dragging his fingers out of your pussy, teasing you.

“Fuck!  Jaebum – please – don’t make him stop.  Fuck my mouth, I want it – put your cock back in my mouth, please!” You know you sound desperate, and you did not care at the moment – you want to cum so bad it almost hurts, it is also not helping that Mark was indulging your more dominant boyfriend by not moving his fingers but kept them buried deep inside you.

“Less talk, more work baby girl.” Jaebum smirks as he guides your mouth back on top of his cock.  You lowered your face to his dick while not breaking eye contact with Jaebum, making him growl when the head of his hard cock reached the back of your throat.

“Fuck.”  Jaebum grunts and Mark took this as a go signal to continue fucking you with his long fingers, this time, he wasn’t holding back.  He pistons in and out rapidly and the dick inside your throat twitches ever-so-slightly when you moan or cry out loud with the pleasure.  Jaebum lifts your tear-stricken face and you inhaled a huge amount of breath when Mark’s mouth is back on your asshole, sucking lewdly and your body fell limp against Jaebum’s as your orgasm washed over your entire being – your body thrashing and wriggling tremendously.  Despite the deafening buzz against your ears, you can still hear the hard sucks of Mark’s mouth on your asshole and the squelching sounds of his fingers continuously fucking your overly wet core, and it only heightened your still on-going peak.

You thought that the boys will spare you at least a few minutes to recuperate from your huge orgasm, oh how wrong can you be.

As soon as Mark pulls his drenched fingers out of your hole, he uses your juices to lube his cock before thrusting in to you in one go, bottoming out while his clean hand grips your hip so tight that you are sure you will see bruises in the morning. Mark started to move languidly, pushing his hard cock in and out of your still contracting walls and you grip your hands together, digging your nails against your palms as Mark started pounding in to you, your ass hitting his abs at every thrust.

“You are so fucking tight, baby girl.”  He growls against your hair while he brings his drenched fingers in front of Jaebum. Jaebum lifts your chin up to meet his eyes as he sucks his boyfriend’s fingers clear of your juices which make you clench around Mark involuntarily, drawing out a groan from the man behind you.

“Goddamit, you feel so fucking good around me.”  Mark snaps his hips up before pulling his now clean fingers out of Jaebum’s mouth, circling his arms around your waist, pushing you flat against his toned chest, hitting your sweet spot at the new found position which made your eyes roll at the back of your head and for a cuss to slip out of your dry lips.

“You hit, jackpot, Mark-ah.” Jaebum chuckles at your wrecked form and Mark just smirks against your neck as he continues to fuck that same spot and you are sure that it won’t take long for you to cum again.  Jaebum stood up on the bed in front of you and pulls at your hair and your eyes snap open.  With his huge dick in front of you, you do know what he wanted.  You opened your mouth wide enough to accommodate his hard length and Jaebum hisses at the feeling.  You suck as hard as you could as his length when down your throat again, trying your best to keep up the pace even though you are being wrecked by the slightly older male behind you.

Jaebum holds your hair and nape in place as he started to lose control, he cannot help himself because your mouth is so warm and your lack of gag reflex is such a blessing for him and Mark. He fucks your throat roughly and you didn’t mind, actually, not when Mark reaches below to draw the digit eight against your clit while he continues to slip in and out of you.  

“F-fuck – Damnit, I’m cumming, baby girl.”  Mark buries his face against your neck and you want to tell him to let go, but your mouth is busy, so you purposely clench your walls around him as taut as you possibly can and Mark lets out a throaty groan followed by a long call of your name (and some unintelligible cuss words) as he cums inside you violently.  You can feel his seeds filling you up and your pussy contracts even more at the feeling and even though Mark is drained, he didn’t stop thrusting and rubbing your clit until your body went stiff, your 2nd orgasm much more powerful and nerve-wracking than the first one.

Jaebum felt the vibrations of your moans and cries and he was getting close too, but he has other plans, so he removes his cock from your mouth before sitting on the bed with his back resting against the head board once again.  Good thing Mark is still gripping your waist because if not, you would have fallen on your face with Jaebum being a bit far from you.

Mark is still breathing heavily against your neck, pressing little kisses and sucks against your sweaty skin as you try to gain control of your own breathing and body.  You are still convulsing and your head is rested on Mark’s shoulder with your chest heaving up and down at a crazy rate and your legs trembling against the bed and Mark’s thighs.  Mark kisses your neck one last time before pulling out of you slowly, making you mewl silently as Mark cradles you against his arms.  You are about to doze off but a loud snap of Jaebum’s fingers knocks you out of your slumber.

“We’re not yet done with you, baby.  I haven’t cum yet.”  He makes a mocking tsk-tsk sound and Mark chuckles behind you, murmuring a “jealous” but didn’t disagree.  Despite his shaky legs, Mark managed to keep you up, walking towards Jaebum by his knees. Jaebum, sensing that his boyfriend is a little tired already, took you in his arms before sitting you on his lap. He murmurs a weakling to you and Mark and Mark just huffs, too tired to actually say something, before lying on his back in front of him.

Your arms felt numb by how hard it is bounded and you wanted to ask them to remove it, but Jaebum was quick to cradle your face with his hands, kissing you hard, slipping his wet muscle inside your mouth.  He grips your nape as he kisses you deeper, swallowing all your whimpers as he rolls your hips against his erection, your sensitive clit brushing against his length, your juices and Mark’s cum coating his achingly hard member.

Jaebum bites your tongue and lower lip before muttering, “Let me fuck that pussy – baby girl.” as he continues to grind his hips against yours more aggressively.

“P-Please…”  You are sore, yes, but you know that you owe Jaebum his own high, and another orgasm would definitely be good, won’t it?

Jaebum smiles evilly at your fast response.  “Turn around for me baby.”  He groans and you tried to sit up and turn around, but your jelly limbs failed to cooperate so Jaebum just did the work for you.  He let you regain the feeling of your legs while he massages them slowly.

“Come on baby, I need to be inside you right now.”  Jaebum bites on the thin skin of your nape and you moaned before lifting your hips slowly, directing your hole drenched with Mark’s cum and your own juices against the head of Jaebum’s member.

“You’re so fucking wet…” Jaebum grips your bounded wrist while the other is at the side of your hip.  You looked down as you slowly inserted the swollen head inside your wet slit, taking it easy since it wasn’t even 5 minutes since you last came. However, Jaebum’s patience is thinning and he wants to be inside you so bad so he pushes you against his hard-on by your bounded arms and hips where his hand is leaving red marks against. You squealed when your ass hits his pelvis and Jaebum hisses at the feeling of your cramped walls surrounding his length.

“Fuck, how do you manage to be so damn tight.”  Jaebum murmurs in disbelief as he kisses your shoulders, your neck, your jaw and tears are now lingering beneath your eyelids.  Jaebum removes his grip from your arm before grasping both of your hips, massaging them slowly to help you relax.

“Move, baby girl.”  He growls against your lips and you nodded before slowly rocking your hips against his length.  It is not much but it is more than enough to send tingles up your spine and for whimpers to leave your lips.  Your bounded hands laid flat against Jaebum’s upper stomach while you continue to move, your body making slow, wave-like movements.  Mark is just watching the two of you with both of his hands on top of his head, biting his lower lip with the sight.

The grip on your hips tightened a fraction and you screamed when Jaebum suddenly delivers a hard plunge upwards, finding your g-spot immediately and your body fell forward, your hips stopped moving altogether at the sudden pleasure that coursed through your veins.

“I didn’t say you can stop, baby girl.”  He bites on the side of your jaw and you threw your head back against your boyfriend’s shoulder before convincing your shaky knees that you can actually carry yourself up.  You managed to do so, luckily, and you started bouncing up and down your boyfriend’s length, your bottom lip trapped between your teeth.  Jaebum started to meet your thrusts halfway; rumbling and groaning against your sweaty back while his hands never left your hips, which he uses to push you against his sinful plunges.

Mark felt himself getting hard again at the sight of your sweaty body right at his face.  Your lips are chapped, red, slightly bitten, swollen, and red from too much biting and kissing, some parts of your neck are littered with marks and your breasts are bouncing up and down swiftly.  The look on your face screams pleasure, and Jaebum is equally wrecked behind you, his eyebrows are furrowed and he is sucking and biting on the skin that his lips can reach.  Mark cannot hold on much longer when you let out a loud cry when Jaebum bites on the other side of the juncture of your neck and shoulder; he sits up when he saw your legs closing and opening, your whole body tensing and quivering, it seems like Jaebum had brought you to completion once again.

There are white spots behind your eyes when you had reached your peak again, your nails are scratching the wet skin of Jaebum’s chest as he continues to fuck you while your body is still quaking from that mind-numbing orgasm.  You do not know if you can hold on much longer at this point, your whole body is tired and you can feel sweat from everywhere, but the dick inside you is still rock hard and didn’t falter one bit.  You can hear Jaebum’s ragged breathing behind you and he stopped jerking, but his hands are still guiding you to undulate in his lap.

“J-Jaebum – please…”  You whine and you are about to lean back to rest your head on his shoulder again when you felt Mark’s hand cradling your face, wiping the tears on your cheeks and eyes as well as the sweat that got stuck on your forehead.  Mark kisses you slowly, delicately, afraid that you might break soon and you felt your chest about to burst.  His hand is caressing your face and neck, tracing the marks that both of them had left and you shivered heavily, while Jaebum’s dick is still painfully hard and throbbing inside you.  

Mark looks at you lovingly and runs the pad of his thumb over your lips before kissing you again, deeper and more fervid this time, making your insides twirl.  When Mark’s tongue finally come to play, the man behind you resumed fucking you briskly, and you squirmed against their rigid hold against your hips and neck.

“You look so beautiful, baby girl…”  Mark kisses your neck, licking the sweat that got collected at the base of your throat, but your focus is dwindling every now and then.  When Mark encloses his beautiful mouth over your sensitive nipple while the twin is being tugged, pinched, and circled, you thought that you are going to lose your mind.  Jaebum’s thrusts grow harder, devious, and sinful by the minute and the pain and pleasure of oversensitivity is making your head swim and for your heart to beat erratically you’re afraid it’s going to come out of your rib cage.  Mark switch sides just as Jaebum circles his muscled arms around you, your back almost clashing against his chest, (the bounded arms were on the way, pfft) trapping you against his thrusts and Mark’s mouth and hands.

“Goddamit, _____…” Jaebum’s plunges are becoming unsteady and faltering the slightest bit, a telltale of his growing pleasure.  You are surprised that he held it this long though.

“Fuck, you are so fucking perfect, you are going to make me come… FUCK!”  Jaebum snarls when you clench around him and Mark pulls his mouth away from your now swollen nipples.

“M-Mark – help me out, I’m not going last long.”  Jaebum growls and he is just seconds away from coming, but he knows that you are still a good way to reach your fourth orgasm of the night.

Mark immediately understood and he locks eyes with you before he places both of his hands on your inner thighs, spreading them and quickly enclosing his mouth on top of your mound. The scream that you let out is inhumane, and you can feel each and every swipe and lick of Mark’s tongue against your sensitive clit, as well as the alternating harsh and soft sucks by his skilled mouth, and you are sure you are going to pass out after all of this.

Your walls began to constrict even tighter around Jaebum’s length because of Mark’s mouth and he cannot hold on much longer.  He came inside you with a breathless, loud groan, his cum squirting out of his slit and you can feel him filling you up.  Jaebum’s breaths came out as pants as Mark continues to suck the daylights out of your clit until your limp, tired, and exhausted body grew stiff, your fourth orgasm of the night completely draining your strength and vitality.

Mark continued its torturous suctions on your clit to ride out your high while he pumps his rock hard length. He actually started jerking off the moment Jaebum had fucked you mindless, and he moans aloud making him tug your clit between his teeth – which made you jerk out of the boys’ grips – before pulling away completely.  Mark kneels in front of you before pumping his length vigorously, groans and moans slipping out of his glistening, plump lips.  He presses your lips against yours when he finally came, spilling his cum all over your stomach and mound.  His lips and tongue tasted like you and he didn’t stop kissing you until he had rode out his high.

Jaebum has his head leaned against the headboard with his eyes closed, totally exhausted and you are equally, or maybe more, spent.  Mark – who is no less wrecked than the two of you, manage to lift you off of Jaebum and you whined at the loss of contact.  He lays you down on the bed on your stomach just below Jaebum’s feet and slowly untied the bounds on your elbows and wrists.  He sighed heavily upon seeing the red marks that the thick cloth had left on your skin, as well as the marks that his hands left on your ass cheeks – which made them rosy and a little bruised, which made Jaebum’s eyes snapped open in panic.

“Baby, are you okay?”  Mark gently turns you to your side and places you on his lap, careful not to let your sore cheeks touch the sheets.  You giggled when Jaebum asks the same question twice, along with a couple of more sorrys and “shit this looks like it hurts” while he massages and kisses your lower arms and ass, while Mark kisses the purplish spots him and Jaebum left on your neck, shoulders, chests, and breasts.

“Boys, I’m okay.  Aside from my numb arms and sore pussy and ass, I’m all good.”  You tittered and both men let out a sigh, though you’re sure they’re not that convinced.

“We’re still sorry.  We were never this rough before.”  Mark says and you snorted, making your eyes snap open and for the two men to look at you curiously.

“Maybe you; but not this other guy.”  You tilted your head towards Jaebum’s direction and he gasps in surprise.

“She’s right though. Remember our first night?”  Mark smirks at Jaebum and the younger just huffed in amusement.

“Fine.  But who’s better at aftercare, huh?  I always do.  Stop making me look like the bad guy here.”  He sounds frustrated but the caresses and touches that he has on your sore and tired muscles are the exact opposite.  Well, you and Mark have to give him that.

“Since you are better at ‘aftercare’ Jaebummie, why don’t you prepare the bath so we can all shower together?”  He winks at his boyfriend and the younger slumps on the bed before wiggling his body in disagreement.

“How could you throw a tantrum at me?  I’m older than you by all means, now get your ass up and fill the tub with warm water!” Mark kicks Jaebum’s shin and the younger let out a groan but quickly complied, but not after ruffling the elder’s hair affectionately and kissing you on the lips longingly.

“I’m only doing this for our baby girl, remember that Mark-ah.”  He scooted inside the bathroom and you and Mark chuckled at Jaebum’s childish acts.

“Baby, can you sit up?” Mark asks and you nodded.  The boys are great in massaging your numb arms and legs ‘til they gain their own senses.  You turn around so that you are sitting on Mark’s lap as you hear the faucet being turned on inside the bathroom.  Mark guides you to wrap your arms around his neck as he pushes you closer to him, he groans when you hit his flaccid member and you giggled.

“You sure you’re okay?”  He kisses your lips before nuzzling his nose against your cheek.

“Yes.  That was… actually really amazing.  Four intense orgasms?  I’m in heaven!”  You rub you nose against Mark’s tall one and he smiles his shark-ish smile.

“Good.  I’m glad you enjoyed it, baby.”  He presses chaste kisses against your mouth until you are both laughing and wiggling against each other’s holds.

“OK lovebirds the bath is ready!” Jaebum opens the bathroom door and Mark snorted.

“Jealous.”  He murmurs and you pouted, lifting your arms in front of Jaebum and he raises his eyebrows at you.

“Carry me Bummie.”  You flutter your eyelashes at him and he shakes his head but complied.  Soon after, the three of you are inside the huge tub and trying your very best to actually take a bath, but with two old boys in the tub, it was nearly impossible because they started playing with the bubbles and splash water against each other, which ended up on you because you are in between them.  When you got fed up, you pinched both of their ears and both men stopped fooling and playing around.

The warm shower and bath really helped easing the pain of your sore bodies so after drying yourselves and putting lotion on the bruises on your backside, the three of you put on some comfortable sleeping clothes, before lying down on the king-sized bed, with Mark and Jaebum on either side of you, cuddling you to oblivion until you three had fallen into a deep, peaceful slumber.

It was a fantastic night.

I HOPE THIS WAS OK HAHAHA.  And the final chapter will be up soon :)

Part 5

[castielartandcomics]

OKAY. THE TIME HAS COME FOR THIS POST TO BE MADE. Even if it will be just a bunch of projects and me talking about them, it’s something I’ve been willing to do since a lot of time, mostly for a bit of self-esteem and to let you know that I’m actually working on stuff.

Since this will be a long post with some pictures, everything is under the cut! >:3

Honestly, I could start with a list of all the reasons why I haven’t been posting much, but the main reasons are low self-esteem and little to no time to do my stuff. School has been killing me slowly in the latest times, so the main reason why I post so little it’s actually academic work, nothing more and nothing less. ... this being said, let’s begin from what is REALLY interesting. >:3c

Gastertale

First of all, YES, I’m still working on Gastertale! And I’m extremly sorry for the long gap between the pages: the next page IS done, I just need to add dialogues, but I still haven’t for the simple reason that I don’t want to publish it only to make you wait other three months for another page. Hopefully soon I’ll return to have a bit of time, and at this point I’ll make pages more often and way better. I’ve improved a lot in this months, and despite there will probably be a little gap of style too between one page and another, I think I’ll be able to give you something more! My objective when I’ll restart to post it is to make at least one page a week and give a bit of a regular schedule, but about regularity it’s something that we’ll have to see (again, academic work). But hey, at least I’ll try to make you wait less than three months for the next page! </3

Plus, to confirm that something IS actually done:

preview, WOHOO!!

Sonic Humanitymorph & Sonic Battle Remastered

Basically. I want to draw more Sonic, and I want to draw him with a purpose. It’s... kind of a long story, but I’ll make it short for you because I don’t want to annoy you with melancholic and dramatic stuff (?). In a few words, I want to build new memories with Sonic and company, since my first memories are... kind of lost. I literally grew up with him, yet I remember little to nothing about his stories and about me in that period, and it’s something that makes me suffer a bit. SO! I’d really love to build new memories and honour a hero I’m really fond to, and I’d love to make this with you all! Since I also noticed that you really like my human!Sonic characters, so-! /)u(\

So, basically, the ideas are: MORE human characters. I still have your suggestions, I simply didn’t have the time to think about them, but I will surely do it! I’d love to make a lot more of the characters, if not all of them! And together with it, also another thing inspired by @slightly-gay-pogohammer‘s adaptation of Rayman “I’m Only Human”, which consist in adaptations of some of my favourite Sonic’s games, but in human form. And with some basic differences of course. I’m already working on it - my idea is of comics (as you could imagine, since I’m writing this on my art blog) but with a “much faster” style that will let me publish pages with a pretty fast rate (gotta go fast). Basically, sketches, and my sketches are very clean so the result should be pretty good. I’m working on Sonic Battle (which name will be Sonic Battle Remastered), which... SOMEHOW is still one of my favourite games of ALL TIMES, but in the list there’s also Sonic Riders Zero Gravity. And for the otheeerrrssss... well. I’m open to suggestions? :3

Rick and Morty: Kattebel

Remember him?

Rick I-T2B2, my personal interpretation of Rick Sanchez. WELP, I made him with a story in mind - and I actually thought of this verse’s versions of Morty, Summer, Jerry and Beth, even if I still haven’t drwan them because, again, freaking academic work. I’m tired, guys. What I have in mind with them is telling the story via comics, but in a slightly different way. I have little images with them, nothing that can be considered a full episode “worth” of a classic comic adaptation, that I think would be pretty cool if done in the simplest way, like a series of images without the need of making a full page. ... I’m not sure if I explained myself correctly, but in two word: SIMPLER STUFF. I’d love to make them, mostly because it’s a little and fun way of exploring this verse and its dinamics more than with just drawings of the characters. After all, I do want to tell you stories, and I should start to actually do it FOR GOOD, even in the simplest of ways! ... despite... yes, I actually have a more complex comic with Rick I-T2B2, about the “origin” of the condition of him and Morty (and by reflection of the whole family). So I think you can expect something bigger here too, despite it will be a MUCH shorter comic!

DEPONIA LIKE THERE’S NO TOMORROW

[FINGERGUNS] LET’S TALK ABOUT DEPONIA. First objective: actually finish the games. I have them since... a lot, and I still haven’t finished them for-- well, you know by now. An objective is surely to finally play the last two chapters and cry my eyes out, but we’re here for art, so here’s my project with Deponia:

first, drawing it more. Like... a lot more. I have many little ideas for illustrations and many others for little sequences that I think are pretty funny that I’d LOVE to do. I just need to DO THEM. Also, I have a whole lyricstuck in my mind with the Deponia series, and I’d love to make it! Or at least try, I’m not used to lyricstuck. But they’re so good,, Then, I have two projects comic related: one is... little stories. Pretty much it. Something probably of no more than five-ten pages long per story, little missing moments that might be interesting. And angsty, maybe, probably, I’m not sure. The other is... adaptation. Yes, at this point you might have noticed that I love adaptations. It’s just a little idea, but I’ve always found (probably because I’m a comic artist tbh) that the Deponia games would be... really good in comic format. And mostly for training I thought, “hey, I might try some!”. An idea would be of making the whole series as a comic, but I’m not really sure I can do it - but I’m pretty sure I can make little parts of it! It’s a project I had in mind for quite some months by now, and I remembered about it some days ago since I was looking in my folders and...

a WIP was found. Ten points and a biscuit to whoever guesses the scene. This will probably be mostly training, unless things change or something very cool happens. I lowkey dream sometimes that they’ll hire me, but. It’s just a dream. On the other hand, I might open suggestions for scenes to adapt in the games! uvu ... when I’ll finish the games.

Left 4 Dead 2

Am I late?... naaah. You don’t even have idea of how many ideas I have for this fandom, and all in comic form, just to make my life easier. I have no idea of when I might make these, but will probably be sketchy, pencil stuff, and I will enjoy every moment of them. Boy, I love these characters. I want to tell stories with them,

Oxygen Not Included

I HAVE. A STORY IN MIND. And it will be long, angsty, harsh and tragic probably. I don’t have any WIP nor I can tell many details at the moment because,, I guess it would be spoiler? But, it will be an experiment and something that it’ll be interesting for me to try! All that is needed to understand is,, when I’ll be able to make it, honestly-

And for something less comic-y: references

Because I realized I often post sketches, but not actual references of my OCs. I mean fullbodies fully coloured, with palettes and objects and STUFF. It will be a pretty funny thing for me to do, because the versions I’ll give you of my OCs will be slightly different from the “final” version I’ll show you when I’ll be able to tell you their story - because YUP, I’m working on those too, but for now it’s still a very big work in progress, so I’m still not ready to show you stuff. ;3c But basically, an objective of mine is references. Make those darn characters references with nice palettes and cool stuff, so that you’ll actually have,, at least some more infos than a black and white sketch. ... and a good reference in case you want to draw them? I don’t know just,, dreaming a little bit,, I’ll make the references for the OCs I’ve published (so most probably the ones I’ve put and will put more on @mcmentics, because I’ll surely add someone else in there soon), and after making Leda’s reference sheet (because Gio requested him to be the first >:3c) I might put it “to the vote” to decide in which order make all the others. <3 ... or simply go and make them all with the order I want. I don’t know. Let’s see what the future will offer us. <3

And those other projects?

SECRETS (?) But actually, I have told you just the main projects I have. Some (many, actually) I’ll keep as a secret for now, some are just too vague to make a post about it. But, another project is surely to livestream more! Again, I’ll need to see when I’ll have some time, but as for now I’m starting to have some free moments for myself, and I’d love to share them with you! >:3

AAAAND okay, this post got really really long. </3 Sorry, I thought I would have been much faster, but I had so much to say, haha- I’m sorry if something isn’t explained very good, I’m a bit tired after waking up at 5am for academy (and it’s 10.30pm now so,,), but in case something interests you and you wish more infos, my inbox is always open!! <3

Have a wonderful day/afternoon/evening for now, and hopefully,, I’ll start to make something BIG soon! :D Thank you for reading! <3

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https://youtu.be/15O_be6N2iE

“золотое безумне” xD

https://youtu.be/15O_be6N2iE?t=71

и он начинает на гитаре жостко играть

https://youtu.be/15O_be6N2iE?t=126

leaver and kamikaze

it’s.. so stupid.. my team dies like shit every game. what the f*ck

I killed whole squad solo on the start.. my teammates go and die like shit solo

I had 4 kills but I didn’t get even top 10 because I was solo

so I get 0 points

last game was tough. kraber..

kraber and ring 3 fucked us

afker

omfg what is my team doing..

going yolo and dying in 1 second as always of course.. jesus christ..

what I don’t like about this table that I have is that..

shit that was just 2nd ring..

I though it’s 3rd ring..

I need to eat pasta.. I can’t eat so much dry food.. already better

it’s a joke

https://youtu.be/-ldIDkD_Yfg

it’s impossible to hit anything at 100 meters with wingman default sight

https://youtu.be/-ldIDkD_Yfg?t=126

I already know because I saw a song on youtube so I checked

https://youtu.be/-ldIDkD_Yfg?t=158

bokksu.

https://youtu.be/ZKNvH4WM4J8?t=529

https://youtu.be/E-3chjq8IEM

“divorce solved”

https://youtu.be/E-3chjq8IEM?t=238

https://youtu.be/E-3chjq8IEM?t=346

damn this dude hit 4 wingman shots

https://youtu.be/E-3chjq8IEM?t=749

“am I looking at the jesus christ himself?” xD

https://youtu.be/E-3chjq8IEM?t=1754

omg 36 degrees in australia

https://youtu.be/uuq07sPuZ8I?t=103

he has the skin

https://youtu.be/15O_be6N2iE

https://youtu.be/0ACUgWYEPfQ

ok.. these potatoes with flour..

some new recipe

I have made.. choux pastry before.. and.. it’s kinda like that.. cooking flour like in choux pastry or in a custard

but with potatoes

honestly.. I may just.. I can just make french fries instead

they are more dry.. and.. I don’t wanna eat a lot of dry food

so I always wanna make some food with more water.. if I eat something dry

https://youtu.be/SrEMcTcPpas

wow I found this video

she had one more video

https://youtu.be/2NBdx32I7hk?t=20

4 or for

I should do something with these apples.. because they don’t last as much as the apples from supermarket.. and some of them get rotten

https://youtu.be/2NBdx32I7hk

tomorrow there’s gonna be a casserole

https://youtu.be/2NBdx32I7hk?t=259

take it out of the bag what the fuck..

https://youtu.be/2NBdx32I7hk?t=278

her teeth look really straight in a way that it doesn’t look artificial it doesn’t look like she has artificially straight teeth but they look natural but they’re still really straight but they don’t look like they’ve been straightened artificially

kinda..

they look kinda naturally straight.. but.. they are really straight.. so I don’t know if her teeth are actually naturally straight. I guess not

https://youtu.be/uuq07sPuZ8I

lol.. now my videos are gonna be called. “I am the triple take” “I am the charge rifle and flatline”..

https://youtu.be/RndsQ-fHj0k

https://youtu.be/RndsQ-fHj0k?t=430

https://youtu.be/RndsQ-fHj0k?t=438

“rasslan” that’s some good player’s smurf

https://youtu.be/RndsQ-fHj0k?t=517

mouse speed is not very high

ok this sensitivity is high

this sensitivity is high. I don’t know if I will be able to control this sensitivity. I dont’ know if it’s not too high

https://youtu.be/TiDg_Qbo0NM

https://youtu.be/1ORZrjIxQYs

https://youtu.be/TiDg_Qbo0NM?t=80

famine. in vietnam..

https://youtu.be/TiDg_Qbo0NM?t=174

she has dark spot on her nose near her eye

https://youtu.be/TiDg_Qbo0NM?t=192

new england.. it’s like.. near australia

I increased the sensitivity by a lot this time.. and if it’s too much.. then I’ll reduce it

https://youtu.be/Zl3JNvpYSzw

https://youtu.be/Zl3JNvpYSzw?t=107

one dog used to eat flies. dogs eat flies I mean

https://youtu.be/x2Kd1JeHGLc?t=130

4 years. that’s really long time

https://youtu.be/TA2iO9ABMAU

one time.. my mother.. I mean.. my mother doesn’t want me to open windows.. because she wants it to be warm inside.. so.. I felt really sick.. because I had no oxygen.. so I was feeling really sick.. and.. I was like.. I wanted to run out outside and lie on the ground.. because I was feeling really nauseous.. feeling like I’m dying

so that’s a 3rd story about how I almost died

so she lives in USA I guess

california.. yea.. it’s like.. sunny there.. I told you she has skin like she gets a lot of sun

https://youtu.be/1ORZrjIxQYs?t=3

this is not sensitive enough

https://youtu.be/1ORZrjIxQYs?t=188

higher

https://youtu.be/1ORZrjIxQYs?t=182

that was 5.1. now it’s 5.7

even with triple take 4.6 felt slow

https://youtu.be/TwjXF4wnSlQ

https://youtu.be/TwjXF4wnSlQ?t=39

we’re back

https://youtu.be/TwjXF4wnSlQ?t=112

https://youtu.be/TwjXF4wnSlQ?t=172

i was also.. it looks.. I mean.. not parabolic.. logarithmic.. not parabolic.. parabolic is a “dip” or a “high”

parabolic is high or low

https://youtu.be/ak2blHBtQ-o?t=41

wow. finally some real stuff that actually works

https://youtu.be/ak2blHBtQ-o?t=656

so this is how I get so much spam in emails..

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it’s not holding and creates lower lows

https://youtu.be/TwjXF4wnSlQ?t=454

https://youtu.be/RndsQ-fHj0k?t=635

oh shit.. people literally everywhere

https://youtu.be/RndsQ-fHj0k?t=668

literally everywehre.. already that other squad is coming because they heard shots

https://youtu.be/TTM_KLPYPn8?t=79

why is he going in..

https://youtu.be/TTM_KLPYPn8?t=169

too slow sensitivity

the sensitivity was too slow.. so I couldn’t move mouse that fast

https://youtu.be/TTM_KLPYPn8?t=69

is this dude really serious

https://youtu.be/PVBLr8SgPp4

https://youtu.be/PVBLr8SgPp4?t=303

bite his ankles lol

https://youtu.be/PVBLr8SgPp4?t=378

I had a bit of a reflux.. because of these cookies were dry so I drank a lot.. and.. I had.. my pants tied too tight.. that’s why I had a bit of reflux in throat and the burning..

https://images.app.goo.gl/fVmk9vvn3sdVpS6D7

because I had pants tied too tight and I was drinking a lot because these cookies were dry.. so I wanted to eat potatoes and.. maybe with this flour.. but it’s too late to make that. so I ate bread again.

I had my pants too tight..

https://youtu.be/PVBLr8SgPp4?t=1045

only loba can steal that

“chocolate popcorn”

cake with nuts.. if you add.. like.. caramel then it can be like.. quite good I guess. or condensed milk maybe

there are these bars.. with.. like.. oatmeal I guess..

I guess they’re like.. with caramel

with peanut butter.. I wonder if they’re good with peanut butter.. you really add raw oatmeal in that??

https://youtu.be/-kJHRttDrOQ

https://youtu.be/-kJHRttDrOQ?t=188

chocolate also would be ok ingredient in that

I was like.. adding too much sugar

https://youtu.be/-kJHRttDrOQ?t=238

yea.. and she’s baking it

https://youtu.be/gVHBo3YdrYk?t=75

I could dry these cherries that I have.. in the freezer..

https://youtu.be/gVHBo3YdrYk?t=171

they have too much water.. they need to get more dry..

I mean.. they won’t last as long if they’re not dry

https://youtu.be/FwTfE8HCE-U?t=17

https://youtu.be/FwTfE8HCE-U?t=22

I could just evaporate water in a pot from these cherries

https://youtu.be/FwTfE8HCE-U?t=135

he was drying them in oven more

or she..

well.. condensed milk is just milk after all

with sugar

https://youtu.be/FwTfE8HCE-U?t=102

you can maybe add some butter.. I mean.. there was recipe with peanut butter..

https://youtu.be/PxQfeZ4A7_c

yes.. this card that was put on the website recently god sold already.. today. I told you someone would buy it for sure.

because it has box and looks like it’s in very good condition and it’s OC model

people pay even more for a card with box and with OC cooling

another recipe with potatoes.. and.. cabbage

I wish I had.. mushrooms.. wish I had more mushrooms this autumn..

there are some mushrooms from supermarket in the fridge

have I talked about.. the recipe with potatoes and cabbage?? no.. yes that’s the first time I say that

wow. so then that’s a new recipe

no. I wasn’t talking about potatoes and cabbage before

that’s a new recipe then.. there was a recipe with potatoes and apples.. and.. what was the other one??

with onion??

pancakes with potatoes and onion

onion is kinda like cabbage tbh.. it has layers..

https://youtu.be/X86S5oZzzh4

https://youtu.be/lesGBwEBD10?t=367

I think that mustache and glasses look stupid

https://youtu.be/zdoB2TPqWxs

[staches-and-sabres]

ok do margaret carlisle now!!

Full Name:  Margaret Frances Carlisle, later Buchanan

Gender and Sexuality:  Sex-repulsed heteromantic female

Pronouns:  She/her/hers

Ethnicity/Species:  Anglo-Saxon human with deep brunette hair and grey-blue eyes

Birthdate and Birthplace:  I haven’t decided on a birthplace for her yet, but it’s somewhere in the general vicinity of Cambridge, England.  As for the date, so far I’ve narrowed it down to either April 20 - May 20 or August 23 - September 22, 1833.  The reason for those ranges is that she needs to be an Earth sign, but having a December/January birthday just doesn’t work – plus, fortuitously, she wouldn’t be a Capricorn anyway!  I’m leaning toward Virgo, so it’ll most likely be either August or September.  Wow.  I just realized that .  .  . (0 u 0)

Guilty Pleasure(s):  SWEETS!!! :3  Also, as nervous as it makes her in the beginning, she secretly enjoys being in charge – or just .  .  . being assertive, in general.  Which suits Edmund just fine! ;)

Phobia(s):  Losing the people she loves, darkness

What They Would Be Famous For:  “Famous” might be a strong word, but she’d certainly have a reputation for being especially kind-hearted and fiercely loyal.

What They Would Get Arrested For:  LMAO

OC You Ship Them With:  Edmund, and platonically with Ed’s valet Philip Dawson – they’re my lowkey BROTP.

OC Most Likely To Murder Them:  The most likely one would be the as-yet-unnamed complete waste of oxygen who took advantage of her.  I could see him trying to follow through on his promise to kill her if she outed him to anyone.  (Don’t worry though, he doesn’t!)

Favourite Book/Movie Genre:  Action/adventure, science fiction, Disney movies

Least Favourite Book/Movie Cliche:  One-night stands/hookups, unhappy endings

Talents and/or Powers:  Crisis intervention, tbh – she’s really good at de-escalating.

Why Someone Might Love Them:  She’s kind, genuine, humble, and steadfast.  She doesn’t gossip, and she’s quick to offer both compliments and encouragement to people.

Why Someone Might Hate Them:  Idk, they don’t have a heart? lol  Ed’s mother doesn’t hate her, but she’s not exactly in the Margaret Carlisle Fan Club either.  She eventually comes to a place of acceptance, though, if not love.

How They Change:  Over time, Margaret starts to feel more comfortable with being assertive and, when she and Ed are married, receiving visitors on his behalf when he’s not well enough to.  She begins to Trust people more, and to be more physically affectionate with Ed since that’s his primary “love language”.

Why You Love Them:  I see so much of myself in her – either who I am, or who I wish I were.

[snowshinobi]

I DREW THIS MINUTES BEFORE TAKING MY FIRST GO AT THE ACT so it was like hAHA YEAH STEREO, EASY FOR YOU TO SAY, YOU'RE LITERALLY NOT REAL

(but hey, I survived)