#i need him i need him I NEED HIM RAAAAAAAAAAA

[hakuhub]

i saw ur gallagher post and thought it was so real...... but i didn't know you played star rail!!!!! who r ur favs? :3

OMG WINKY MINKYYYY!!!!! gallagher my loml he's so mwehehhehee AND OMG MY FAVES.. i have atleast like. one from each part in the trailblaze quest thing erm erm erm let me list em down

astral express - welt loml OMG i luv him so much. i want to lose the 50/50 to him i beg OR MARCH!!!!! she's such a cutie she's the best i luv her.. i wanna take pics w her and smooch her on the lips :3

herta space station - asta loml... my pookiest pookie bear to have ever pookied. loml LOMLLLL or OR RUAN MEI. love her she's so pretty i love i wanna give her a sloppy smooch :3

jarilo VI - OH MY GOD SAMPO MY CON MAN. HE HAS ENCHANTED ME WITH HIS WITTY BANTER AND BIG TITS his shirt is this close to busting open like how close i am to busting a nut

xiangzhou luofu - JING YUAN LOML. I'M SO HAPPY I GOT HIM RAAAAA i got him like.. so close yo hard pity i got him at like. 80 pulls urgghhh it's ok tho i love his chess nerd ass so bad

penacony - hahaha i wonder who (GALLAGHER. GALLAGHERR 🐇🐇🐇🐇🐇🐇)

[mbirnsings-71]

Hello... I've fallen into the void send help-

[koliah-screams-about-things]

AGUHUHAUGHUHGAUFHGUIDA

RAAAAAAAAAH

FISH MAN

[lonewolflupe]

Sometimes I think Echo might be a little insecure after Skako Minor and then I look at this and I'll be like how would he not know how gorgeous he is. He's so perfect. Look at him in his little outfit. Going insane.

— Vi

Emerie: Our lives have never been our own. Echo: Until now.

Art request for @welcometo79s! Some ramblings below the cut (:

The art request event is now closed

THIS MAN

I mean, after everything he's been through himself, he's still there whenever someone needs comforting??

Yes he gets grumpy sometimes but CAN YOU BLAME HIM?!? (I mean, look at his brothers' behaviour)

Echo my belooooooooved

HIS EYESSSS

HIS SKILLSSSSS

RAAAAAAAAAAA (I'm sorry did I mention I love Echo?)

Alright so @welcometo79s asked me to draw him in this cute little outfit of his, so I did a screenshot redraw (without the background obviously, I'm not there yet)

Vi, thank you so much for requesting Echo, you know I love him too so it's always a pleasure <3

@covert1ntrovert have a comfort Echo <3

[mooonjin]

PLEASE MORE SUB HUNTER 🙏🙏🙏🙏

Earned

Pairing: Hunter x f!reader

Summary: Only good boy's get to finish. Let's see if your good Sergeant can work for it.

Warnings/Tags: 18+ work!! minors shoo flyyyyy - sub!Hunter,  dom!reader, strap-on cock sucking, begging, gagging, face-fucking, still no plot but smut!!, pet names, implied f!reader but i use 'cock' singularly here and there, condescending degradation?? ⁠— tell me if I've missed anything!

Notes: gonna reply to this anon but therwes so much of you in my asks tha wnated more sub hunter so here he is!!!! ^^ also BLESS EPISODE FIVE FOR GIVING ME THAT HUNTER HEADER RAAAAAAAAAAA

"If you can keep my cock in your throat until I'm satisfied, I might just let you cum." You tilted his head up with just your index finger, watching his messy face look up at you. This is definitely a sight to behold. He groaned, hearing his award.

Already greedy and desperate to cum, Hunter immediately inched forward, his tongue coming out to wet the tip of your strap-on. Your finger ran through his loose curls, guiding him closer and closer to your cock, "Please fuck my throat—"

Your fingers that were once toying with his hair gently grabbed a fistful of it, shoving the strap-on into Hunter's mouth. He didn't expect you to fuck it immediately, his eyes going wide when he felt the cock touch the back of his throat. Hunter shut his eyes, the tears that were building up already threatening to spill. He hollowed out his cheeks, swallowing and breathing through his nose.

Unprepared to take it all like that, he gagged.

Once.

Twice.

And three times before you pulled him off.

You stared deep into his drunken eyes, they were so teary, so messy. He was panting, his fists balled up within the restraints. You lifted your strap-on, gently tapping it on the side of his tatted cheek, "Open." You ordered the Sergeant.

Following orders wasn't his specialty but in the bedroom with you, he complied without question. He opened his mouth, tongue coming out to lay flat. Hunter's mouth was watering, noticing how you gave him some time to prepare. His brooding eyes stared back into yours, waiting impatiently for you to stuff his mouth silent.

Instead, you delved your fingers, getting them wet and coated with his spit, "Suck." Your one word orders sent shivers throughout Hunter's skin, giving him goosebumps. You pushed your fingers deeper into his throat with the intention of making Hunter gag around them so you could feel how his throat clenched.

You pulled your fingers back out when he gagged around them, his throat warm and used from your previous face-fucking sessions. You ran your spit-covered fingers along the bottom of Hunter's cock, feeling the way it twitched the closer you got to his sensitive tip, displaying the constant beads of precum. He groaned, gasping every time you teased his tip, rubbing it in small circles.

"Need to cum, kriff, hurts so bad, please... use my throat..." Hunter's voice was so low you could barely hear it.

"Open your mouth and relax, I won't be nice." Fuck. Hunter's cock twitched again but this time, at your words. Anymore dirty talk and he swore he could cum hands-free. The looks you give him before he takes your cock sends his senses into a frenzy. Everything had seemed to be heightened, everything more sensitive. You had somehow managed to drive them into a needy and desperate state.

Hunter was quick to open his mouth, wanting to feel your strap-on again hitting the back of his throat, bruising and using it until he had to tap out. Your hand rested on the back of his neck, crawling up into his hair. In one swift movement, you thrusted your cock into his mouth, cutting off Hunter's moan that was about to escape.

You grabbed his hair, tightly, keeping him on the base of your strap-on. You slowly began to fuck his face, wanting to hear the whimpering mess he was. The wet noises were so loud, turning you on so much more now.

You let your hand move to rest on the front of his neck. You groaned, satisfied with the feel of how deep the silicone cock was in Hunter's mouth, "Imagine how your General's would feel, how your Captain's and Commander's would feel if they saw their little Sergeant taking my cock?"

Hunter swallowed around your strap, he knew this was some sort of trap to throw his mind off focus. He's doing so well, not having gagged just yet and you were passionate about pushing him over the edge. In response, Hunter whimpered at your dirty words. The palm of your hand caressed his throat, occasionally squeezing it to see if Hunter would give in.

Unfortunately, he did. The slight pressure on his throat sent his mind into turmoil.

Gagging once.

Twice.

Thrice.

And four times before pulling him off.

"Hnngh, gah... shit, was that good? I— ah, mmm..." Hunter swallowed, trying to regain his stream of mind. You were proud of him, really, he took it better than you expected. The tears that were on the verge of his eyes spilled, leaving a wet trail on his skin. 

Speaking of wet trails, you glanced at his crotch, the bead of precum that was once there spilled and rolled down the length of his cock.

You kissed him. Despite having his mouth used, his lips were so soft. Hunter was a bit sloppy, not entirely returning the same energy of kisses to you but he was more than satisfied to feel you on him.

"Did so well my pretty," He gave you a cheesy smile.

"Yeah?" Hunter's voice was coarse.

"Yeah," you cooed. "I think someone deserves an award."

-

Post-Notes: aaaaaaaaa sorry for being so snail slow on fics, im shuper dupes busy with projects and work but dw i have this

~ ~ ~

@elsastoes @nekotaetae @lokigirlszendaya @imalovernotahater @backyard-bear @namesmox

my taglist form!

[dabisbratz]

RAAAAAAAAAAAAA SEASON 2 JJK EP 1 IS OUT RAAAAAAAAAAA

I NEED TOJI SO BAD I NEED HIM TO OBLITERATE ME !!! TILL I CAN DRAW THE VEINS BY MEMORY!!! TILL MY HOLES REMEMBER THE SHAPE LIKE MEMORY FOAM!! TILL THE WHOLE NATION KNOWS THE NAME TOJI FUSHIGURO!!!! TILL THERE'S SO MUCH CUM IN ME THAT THERES A BULGE IN MY STOMACH!!!! TILL THE HEAT DEATH OF THE UNIVERSE!!!! TILL WE'RE NEVER STOPPING!!!!!

he’s sp pretyy mso serous mgonna expolde msssgdo hesso !!!! hansum hansum soso pretty hus scar his hair his chest his eyes he’s perfect he’s so!! perfect !!! know it smacks his knee when he walks, he sinks his canines into his scar when he cums btw!! saw it mself! two mins ago!

[13thpythagoras]

yeah half of my blog is DIY healthcare because I can technically afford the monthly premiums but what am I getting? It's basically appendicitis / accident insurance, there's not much other value I see in western medicine. And if I do get appendicitis I'm headed to the Good Sam to plead a charity case, and if I get stuck with $80 k debt for appendicitis I'll just have to fight it. Paying the copays would probably be $20k anyway and premiums over the years, another $30k so what's a last $30k to bet I'll never need any of that bs?... I mean in Cuba they do this procedure for hundreds. I could fly NetJets to Mexico (and perhaps Mexico to Cuba) and get it done in either of those countries for a zero off the USA's cash price tag, but air ambulance Netjet with me inside dying of appendicitis doesn't sound too wise so medical tourism is still likely best left for preventative / elective procedures. (can I preventatively get my appendix removed lol)

But we have remedies to diseases capitalism can't crack because our remedies aren't constrained by the need to make a fascist-level-of-profit / monopolizer's-patent for big pharma.

Can we also unpack how Jonas Salk developed the polio vaccine for free and gave it away? Can we unpack the incentives for innovation at work there?

Why was Salk driven to innovate while going total George Washington mode on the victory lap, giving away his fascist prize to the public in exchange for immortality as a truly magnanimous man of the people.

Could it be?

More than just money incentivizes human beings to innovate in medicine?

Could it be, that perhaps more than money drives human action towards saving each other's very lives?

I definitely can't say this for a hospital, or a pharma corp, but I would cross the road to save your life. I would try, I would take a risk to do that, I wouldn't stick my hand out for a $100k of oncology bills like the hospital would, or they tell you to "i dunno i guess just go die of cancer ya brokeass" is what western medicine says. Even if you pay those bills, they won't cure you; you still hear from your provider who wears a pink ribbon "cancer is an incurable disease."

Then what are you researching? lmao

If western medicine is religiously committed to the idea that cancer is un-curable, why the pink ribbons?

Why flood the "awareness channels" with "awareness PSAs" for the most-well known disease on the planet? Could they possibly be doing that to hide something from the public / Google results?

Why do we spend a trillion a year on research for something for which we're religiously opposed to there being a cure?

Nothing adds up until you accept the truth seen by Rick Simpson et al, that western medicine can cure cancer easily they just can't patent that cure. That's the real problem, they can't MONOPOLIZE the many cures to cancer; they cannot control that capital as fascists so they deny that it could even exist as a possibility. Holy gaslights Batman!

[how the critics sound]No! Big⛽️💡 pharma billionaires would never ever ⛽️💡gaslight us! No! no ⛽️💡no no ⛽️💡no ⛽️💡no ⛽️💡no! I had a very charismatic chemistry professor in college and he said cancer has no cure and I believed him, he was so handsome! Science is never wrooooong raaaaaaaaaaa!!!!! I refuse to believe ⛽️💡Pfizer ⛽️💡would ever choose profit over saving lives! [/how the critics sound]

[charliesradiodemon]

Say My Name Charlastor Guardian Demon AU rewrite)

AU by @eltiolimon ! This song rewrite is inspired by Tio’s Guardian Demon AU where Charlie, Vaggie and Angel Dust accidentally summon Alastor the demon. This song takes place after Charlie wakes up after passing out and calms down haha

Song: Say https://youtu.be/nHKNP3sN_P4

You’ll see where it ends in the song

(This AU is not mine and I’m just having a bit of fun ^.^)

A: Alastor

C: Charlie

V: Vaggie

An: Angel Dust

A: You could use a buddy Don't you want a pal? (Yes I do! Yes I do!) My dear, the way I see it You need some excitement And I should stick around (To haunt you!)

C: What?

A: Nothing! So, Charlie, don't waste away And become my mate Think of the fun we could have! Together we’ll eviscerate, annihilate! 

C: No!

A: The finer points can wait But first you gotta say my name! Go ahead and live without inspiration Here I offer rousing conversation I can give your life much jubilation All you need to do is say my name Dear, just say it three times in a row Then you won't believe how far I'll go I'm in the wings, but sweetheart Just put me in the play All you need to do is say my name

C: I don't know your whole name.

A: Well, I can't say the rest of it!

C: How about a game of charades?

A: Yes, let's play it!

C: Two words

A: Right

C: Second word

A: Yes

C: Horns?

A: No

C: Monster?

A: No

C: Devil?

A: No

C: Demon?

A: Yes!

C: Okay. First word

A: Yes

C: Music?

A: No

C: Speaker?

A: Close, but no

C: Radio?

A: Yes!

C: Alastor the Radio Demon?

A: Well color me impressed! And all you need to do is say my name three times Three times in a row it must be spoken Unbroken Ready?

C: Yeah

A: Very good, go

C: Radio Demon 

A: Yes

C: Radio Demon

A: Yes

C: Raaaaaaaaaaa-

A: Yes my dear!

C: -ndom thought here.

A: Excuse me?

C: You're so smart A stand-up guy I'll think about your offer Let you know But I prefer my chances on my own! Radio Demon 

A: Yes!

C: Radio Demon 

A: Yes!

C: R-eally you thought I’d be so dumb and sign my soul away to you? It sounds way too good to be true! Yes life sucks but not that much! Okay, Radio Demon Radio Demon Really you gonna have to try better!

A: I’m offering you a full time spectre

C: But can I trust you?

A: you bet’cha, trust me dear!

C: But I just met ya. Really it’s a flattering offer

A: Don’t you want to see what I can barter?

C: I think I’d rather go home.

A: Wait!

C: I may be in denial, but Alastor it’s not as if I’ve lost my mind!

A: So! Not going easy on me are you sweetheart? Quite impressive!

C: I just wanna make sure I know who I’m working with. Got any references?

V: Charlie, there you are!

An: Are you alright?

A: You must be Vaggie and Angel, Charlie’s pals!

V: Get away from her! Charlie, this is a dangerous demon!

An: Alastor is sexy!

V: Alstor is smart!

Both: Alastor is a hoot to be around! He’s so fun, you don’t need to run! Our troubles all ended on the day that we summoned him! Every word is the truth! Radio Demon Radio Demon Radio Demon!

An: What the hell was that?

V: So violating!

A: Well there you have it! Just a few glistening reviews! 

C: What was that?

A: That was possession, a petty little lesson. A demon such as I have much more in possession. 

C: In possession? 

A: Yes dear, I have much more in store.

C: Really? I kinda wanna see some more

A: Well, well, well, well, well! Come now, come now dear, shake my hand! I will be the demon chum at your command! I know we’ll get along oh so swell! We’ll be amazing best of friends forever!

[madstronaut]

OMFG OMFG OMFG SHE UPDATED JOHNNY BOY!!!!!!!!!

GOD WHERE DO I EVEN FUCKIN START

emma telling mama her secrets?!?!

can she smell johnny on mama oh god the awkwardness

mama equating whats best for her is (not) whats best for emma re: (failing spectacularly at) pushing johnny away?

mama disdaining charlie aka mr. mid milquetoast fuckboi but putting up with him cos she hates johnny even more? RAAAAAGGGGGGHHHH

so many fuckin bangers in this chappie, a selection of some (not all) of my faves below: 

“You searched around for anger, or even mild irritation, but it was gone, used up entirely by Johnny.”

“Why couldn’t you just let sleeping dogs lie?”

“That was the thing that made you consider it. Johnny. He was your kryptonite, your achilles heel, and you needed to burn his touch off your skin.” cue me biting my pillow to ABSOLUTE FUCKING SHREDS

“He wouldn’t share food with anyone, not even Tom, but if you asked he would always tear whatever it was in half and put it on your plate.”

“Johnny texted back something enthusiastic and barely legible.” LMAO picturing him just responding something super scottish and/or switching to gaelic cos hes so excited

also fucking obsessed with the full moon behavior lore and also johnny absolutely running to text her back immediately

“You planned on grabbing it for her for Christmas, a token of your appreciation for her help with Emma.” also smol sidenote but this is just an adorable lil touch i love friends who do this <3 (and try to do this for my friends as well)

“To see it for what it was felt…odd. You had heard about wolves claiming human spouses, putting a bite on their throat like a wedding band and never, ever letting go.” hahaha mama’s confusion 100 and brain bluescreening trying to comprehend johnny’s feelings for her is very relatable

“You didn’t think it was possible to hurt Johnny, but you did. It flashed across his eyes, his jaw tightening into a straight line.” YAHAHAHAH BOTH CLUTCHING MY CHEST AT THE ANGST BUT ALSO REVELING IN HOW DEEELICIOUS IT IS

“I’m not a good man, kitty. Hell, I’m not even a man, not really. I know I’ve hurt you, and I’ll repent every fuckin’ day for it, but if you let him touch you, I’ll gut him like a goddamn fish.” slow clapping at this whole exchange - mama being able to hold her ground and look him in the eye to cut him right back with her words while he literally has his claws sinking into her is E X A C T L Y why you’re such a good match for johnny, just give up no never stop fighting it is fucking hot as hell

"Your words weren’t working–they were working him up instead, like Emma when she watched the neighbor’s squirrels chase each other in the trees." fucking l o v e this line and also how from her outsider's perspective re: wolfish ways is also sorta from the inside thanks to emma

"Emma shouldn’t see Mum and Dad argue.” yes “arguing” indeed is that what they call it these days

"The audacity of men." a-fucking-men indeed

"You took a bite, just to appease them. You could still feel the small, stinging cuts his claws had scraped on your jaw." honestly feeling v empathetic for reader - when i am in emotional turmoil food just tastes like ash and i get an upset stomach afterwards even if im physically starving and eating something delicious

RAAAAAAAAAAA @ghostgorlsworld sending you so many smooches and chef's kisses for these developments MWAH MWAH MWAH MWAH MWAH MWAH MWAH MWAH MWAH 😘👌😘👌😘👌😘👌😘👌😘👌😘👌😘👌😘👌

guess wot my fellow hoes (fellhoes?) you’re getting a two-fer-one deal

obligatory alpha post link below:

because I have been deep in my werewolf/hybrid!CODmen fixation while I was drunk off reading moondrunk I decided to take a break...

....by reading johnny boy and i dont want to even look at that ao3 history stat that tells you how many times you've visited this story IT IS A LOT

my record for one of my comfort stories is 79 times and that was back in january last i looked, and it doesn't count the copypaste backup i have in my notes in case of airplane mode. don't look at me rn (cough obligatory @the-californicationist G&G reference/tag here)

ANYWAY MOVING ON 🐺🐺🐺

Reading: Moondrunk Monster by @ghostgorlsworld

so I went to watch the Love Death Robots episode referred to here and UNFFFF forgot how good that whole series was! wolflovers, go watch the Shape-Shifters episode from S1

once again i love a good fleshed-out reader backstory and this one is no exception

also as a certified graves simp the spittake I had to clean up at reading the phrase “Captain Graves”

also wolf-friendly pain medication? please i would happily read an appendix or endnotes/footnotes about the lore/worldbuilding here <3

"They weren’t used to humans being kind to them."🥺🥺🥺🥺

me to myself: tbh in many ways this is the world we are living in rn

that line about reader sleeping in the back of the med bay reminded me of this famous pic I saw way back when:

U.S. Army nurse Amy Stuart of the 5th MASH unit deployed in Saudi Arabia naps on a cot while hugging a teddy bear sent by her family during Operation Desert Storm (February 22, 1991)

getting a little too real but at my age, always hurts my heart and deeply disturbs me to see people younger than me who i consider children going off to/waging war COUGH ANYWAY SRY ESCAPING REALITY BACK TO FANFIC-

piney has such a succinct, tight way of writing to set the scene and story premise up so well - fucking salivating at ghost taking reader to their tent and him getting miffed at her sitting on soap’s bunk until she sits on his <3 LMAO I SEE YOU GHOSTY YOU LITTLE LOVESICK PUPPY YOU~

You glanced down, seeing the Scottish flag on the wall, the photos of a couple that looked exactly like Johnny. “Oh, sorry.” 

ok but also johnny WOULD have selfies of himself up on his own bunk

“ahm easy on the eyes, aint i LT”

“shut it”

You were American, so you didn’t have much taste for tea unless it was iced and sweet. 

me, a rabid tea swiller, raising my hand: UM NOT ALL AMERICANS HATE “TREE PISS” AS TED LASSO CALLS IT OKAY (okay but I love that show so much)

unfff wolf!ghost crowding reader into his own bed forcing her to sleep in it is just *so many chef’s kisses*

Gaz was healed within a day, coming to visit you with a Snickers bar as thanks. “I’ve been saving it for an occasion,” he said. “Wolves…well, we can’t really have chocolate without quite a bit of pain so I thought I would give it to you instead. As thanks.” 

ok this was the most adorable loredrop ever also literally heartbroken at the idea they can’t enjoy chocolate!!!!

The adjustments were freezing slabs of raw beef and plating it up still half-frozen. this reminded me of this frozen organic dog chow i kept getting insta ads for after dogsitting for a friend (if u can hear this siri/insta ad algorithms, FUCK YOU RESPECT MY PRIVACY) anyway in the ad the way the person plated it for their dog and the way their dog ate it with such gusto made me, a human, want to try the dog food lol

“Not everyone in America lives in Texas, Soap.”

👏thank👏 you👏facts👏

You smiled. “A small town in Oklahoma.”

“Bloody hell, that’s just Texas.”

👏also👏 facts👏 (don’t come for me texans this new yorker will (lovingly) fuck you up; god bless amurica)

He was wearing gloves, as always, but they were warm when he pressed them against the scars, fitting his fingers into the obvious claw marks.

The 141 was silent, watching Ghost with a mixture of surprise and horror. Price looked as if he were about to intervene, his knuckles white around his fork.

i fucking l o v e this entire scene

They were still strangers to you, but the base felt too quiet without them, and your skin felt bare without Ghost’s stare upon it.

i am shivering at how good this sentence is

ghost: has a record for being more wolf than human and acts of aggression against humans

also ghost: makes tea for reader regularly when she can’t sleep

also reader if you’re having a eat-three-powdered-donuts-in-one-sitting kind of day, you eat that whole box girl no one will fault you for it <3

Ghost hummed, then came the unmistakable sound of licking the sugar off his fingers. There had also been blood on his fingertips, from the night’s previous activities.

You don’t want to think about why that makes your belly clench. 

😏😏😏we love the feral ones

also unexpected gifts are some of the best ones

i felt the adrenaline of the humvee ambush like i was watching a live action movie - i could picture the entire scenes very easily in my head <3

and ghost taking off her boots >>>>>>>>

A man in a skull mask was asleep in the chair in front of you, his head tipped back against the wall, his legs relaxed and spread wide. 

ah yes, classic submission position~

The meek little nurse that had put a Colonel’s son in the ER. 

meek is one of my favorite words. i have heard an alternate definition for this as “meekness is great power under control” and it stuck in my head ever since; pls bow before medic reader my meek badass queen

Your heart raced. It was such a human instinct, to see a predator and want to either kiss it or run from it. 

ah yes imho the heart of why wolf/hybrid and enemies-to-lovers etc. etc. etc. tropes and fics are so popular~

Ghost seemed to like your attention, his ears perked at the top of his head. It was oddly endearing, and you normally considered yourself a cat person.

hehe big ghost wolf, smol floppy ears - i will not let this image leave my head

ok and the wolflore about the recessive genes!! eating it all up <3

also i know this is a ghostfic but soap blushing and mumbling bout his coffeeshop crush is soo <333333333

"you’re too young to feel old and miserable like me.” Soap smiled, a bit of cheer back in his eye. “You’re only three years older’n me, lass, I wouldn’t call ye old.”

literally me to anyone <30/even a year younger than me

"ALSO, yes i'm setting up for a future soap/cafe!reader fic"

okay the unholy screech that erupted from me at reading this author’s note i’m-

Graves sat in a simple metal chair, cool, calm and collected without a single blonde hair out of place. 

me fully knowing graves isnt even doing anything here, just sitting: go off, king

“I wasn’t going to let that boy take my soul, sir,” you said calmly. “Not for something as worthless as a career.”

well said indeed <3

You wondered if he would come visit you, if you asked. If he would sit in your dusty, frilly living room and drink from your pumpkin shaped mugs.

PUMPKIN-SHAPED MUGS <3 <3 <3

Price looked up from a paperback, a twitch in his brow. He preferred to keep out of conflicts between the pack, only interfering when blood was spilled. 

oh please my headcanon for price is that he inhales gossip like oxygen and keeps it filed and sorted alphabetically and chronologically in his mind palace to pull up as needed

They were on active duty, for Christ’s sake, it wasn’t like he could bend her over against one of those cots and stake his claim,  COUGHOMGWHYTHEEVERLOVINGFUCKNOTCOUGH no matter how badly he wanted to.  

The 141 hunted at night, so during the day Gaz and Soap would occasionally bring you a muffin for breakfast or a stray cup of coffee. Even Price, the fatherly man he was, brought you one of his extra novels to read while you were awake during the night shift, one of those cheesy detective thrillers that helped you get through the night without passing out on a patient.

who doesn’t love familial!141 🥰🥰

it’s nice to remind yourself that you’re still a simple woman that appreciates a nice mani-pedi and a good hair day.

this is so real - taking care of yourelf/reminding urself to feel human is so important <3

You had the rank and the experience, so of course, you got the lion’s share of reports. ahem this a small almost throwaway line but much appreciated - LEADERSHIP IS FOR SERVICE. TO SHOULDER THE BURDEN FOR THOSE UNDER YOU, AND LIFT THEM UP. TAKE THE HITS SO THEY DON’T HAVE TO - ONES THEY AREN’T EVEN AWARE OF IF YOU’RE GOOD AT IT. anyway stepping down once again from my soapbox-

ah reader i can think of many MANY MANY spicy ways to motivate ghosty to do his patriotic duty~

✨✨✨✨✨✨✨✨✨✨

AND ALSO Reading: Johnny Boy by @ghostgorlsworld

first off being thrown into the deep end of the incredible lorebuilding had me ready to swim and dive deep without even taking a breath of reality because the story!!!! the worldbuilding!!!! absolutely immaculate

a recurring daydream/brainrot scenario ive gone back to time and again with my blorbos through the years is getting knocked up with their spawn and having to escape and go on the run and hide the child then have an implausibly wild reunion, often with some physically impossible makeup sex and then birth my own private sports team's worth of children to build our world empire (drama, romance, intrigue, adventure - i would buy out opening night tickets to the movieplots my brain spits out, anyway ty for coming to my BedTedTalk) anyway this has such a unique niche in the CODfics ive read with the almost enemies-to-lovers-back-to-enemies flavoring with brother’s best friend trope in play

on that note, shaking tom’s hand vigorously for sneaking johnny back into reader’s life, then backhanding him with my other hand - also for sneaking johnny back into reader’s life

cute-ass mactavish sire emma needs to eat raw meat to survive? her supernatural senses make her an old soul in a child’s body? no further comments, absolute perfection. i love the explorations of “hey scenting/being a hybrid, ESPECIALLY growing up as one, ain’t all its cracked up to be and is not just all 100% sexy times and funsies” and her picking up on mom being sad all the time a certain someone is near and declaring “if mommy doesn’t like him, I don’t either” just UGGHHHH i just want to give her a hug and tell her it will all work out, shes is in good hands (including but not limited to her own!) also tear the throat out of anyone who would dare steal her childhood (fistbumping my fellow immigrant first gen firstborns&eldest daughters who had to grow up too fast/take care of adults)

also one of the reasons i love this fic is the very fierce and protective love reader has for her emma and their really beautiful bond <3 fanfic can be so healing and tender in very unexpected ways and their relationship slipped past all my walls and armor and just stuck me right in the feels <3

the conversation about grandpa jack haunting them and turning the book pages for him was so sweet i think my molars rotted away on the spot, 🥺🥺🥺 piney i will be billing you for my dental visit expenses; be prepared to pay cos ive always wanted to secretly try out grillz as a new yorker girlie 

also random brainrot but 1000% positive grandpa jack was a fucking hottie in his glory days (underground fighting rings? picturing tyler durden rn)

also please give mama reader a fucking medal, cutting up raw meats and organs first thing in the morning (EVERY morning) is a feat indeed

also johnny/reader’s first meeting at the funeral home is absolutely exquisite, the perfect amount of drama and angst!!! raaaaaa biting my pillow and tearing it to pieces

- reader’s physical reaction to the “he’s behind me, isn’t he” revelation

- johnny’s physical glow-up described through reader’s eyes is just UNFFFF *chef’s kiss*

- reader going straight into panic/mama bear mode re: emma

- “it could have been longer, john” HOLY FUCKING SHIT MY ICE COLD QUEEN PLEASE I CANNOT KNEEL BEFORE YOU FASTER OR I’LL BREAK MY KNEECAPS

- “your voice so cold it stung your tongue as you spoke. The ache in your chest was overtaken by rage, pure and hot. “Excuse me.” i am f e r a l for this line, this is PERFECTION i can taste the emotions here like viscerally on my tongue 

- honestly kudos to reader for not punching tom’s lights out when she’s running to get emma from him

“I don’t care.” You wanted to scream. You wanted to cry. You wanted to dig your nails into his skin and hurt him like he hurt you. “We don’t need you, we never needed you. I loved you, and you left for years . Deal with the consequences.”

Johnny Mctavish, a wolf, a soldier, flinched from you. 

It wasn’t the victory you thought it would be.

AAAAAAAA YES THIS IS ME AS I READ THIS REVELING IN THE ANGST

also the last line of ch1 being “Forget him. John always runs.” and summary of Ch2 being “Johnny comes home.” ????? gonna run out of my lipstick giving chef’s kisses to piney here

the way piney fleshes out reader and her story and history with johnny just makes me want to give her a ginormous hug, also like an all-expenses paid weeklong vacation to the maldives or something for the absolute bullshit she’s endured (might have to join you on this though dear reader my salary/responsibilities working in [redacted] means i also need an all-expense paid weeklong vacation to the maldives)

also I FUCKING SUSPECTED JOHNNY WAS SECRETLY TRYING TO SCENT READER WHEN HE SNUCK UP ON HER TO GET CLOSE ENOUGH TO SURPRISE HER BY PUTTING HIS MITTS ON HER SHOULDER; i love that emma picked up on this through her nose

“Because you still smell like me, kitty.” brain going brrrr being overloaded with conspiracy theories about teh many layers what this may mean

wolves were different from normal men. Territorial. 

me, reading about fictional territorial wolfmen on tumblr: 🥰🥰🥰

me, reading about IRL men being ‘territorial’: 🤢🤢🤢

“Grandpa was like me,” she said, loyal as always. 

i’ll be totally honest the character i fell head over heels with in this story was not johnny taking first place no - EMMA MACTAVISH MY HEART <3 i hope my future children will be brave, kind, wise, funny and compassionate like you <3

It seemed that the only person suffering in this situation was you.

this line + the short almost throwaway line of reader “laughing wetly” just before it just ughhh my heartache! shoutout to all the hardworking parents/caregivers simply Trying Their Best And Getting No Recognition™️ (madstronaut sees you and applauds you, great is your reward in heaven and or the pits of tumblrhell, dealer’s choice)

“It wasn’t your decision to make, Tom,” you said, your voice reaching that pitch that made you feel like your mother. god this got too real, when i hear myself sound like my mother sometimes (esp. when im mad) i literally narrow my eyes at my own reflection and have to check myself before i wreck myself iykyk

also freaking love the lore about hybrids/wolves being discriminated against in society and johnny’s own experience and pitfalls navigating the world! lorebuilding>>>>>>>>>>>>

You were dressed more appropriately this time, a Black Sabbath tee and sweats, your work clothes of pencil skirts, trousers, and wool sweaters currently drying on the laundry lines in the backyard. 

ok reader i see you my little rocker <3 you would love saint vitus bar in brooklyn; make tom or johnny watch emma so we can headbang to our heart’s content and you can enjoy a well-deserved night out <3 (on that note #REOPENVITUSYOUCOWARDS)

Emma two-handed it, just like you tell her to. It seemed she was trying to be on her best behavior, the little traitor.

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH EMMA YOU LITTLE DEVIOUS ADORABLE SHIT (said goodnaturedly) I LOVE THIS LINE SO MUCH

Something in your chest squeezed when Johnny tucked the blanket around Emma’s skinny arms, more gentle than you had ever seen him.

ok though real talk men being gentle and tender, esp. around kiddos - hi, yes please sirs you can indeed help me mop my panties off the floor

Susan didn’t know what to do with a little boy that chewed on the furniture and got sick when she didn’t let him eat raw meat. 

i physically need to see fanart of young wolf!soap gnawing on an armchair leg

This was why you liked Charlie, he was so, so reasonable. 

hello charlie or as i like to call you “walking beige flag” the way i would roast him if i was bffs with reader..

also emma drawing that wolf catcher memory and waiting until soap was there to show it to both him and reader - AAGGGGH I freaking loved this and how clever this is i can do an entire pepe silvia conspiracy board meme breakdown of why and how much i loved this whole interaction

emma knowing it is a tough memory for her mama but choosing to draw and show it specifically to johnny - and waiting til they are all in each other’s presences (presence? idk)

i can see reader fighting (a losing battle lets be honest this is johnny fucking mactavish) tooth and nail so far to maintain the armor of assumptions and explanations she’s told herself to deal with the pain of being in love then (from her pov) rejected and how this has bled into how she paints johnny to emma despite her best efforts 

and yet as they say sometimes the body says and knows what the mind/heart cannot say yet and 1000% sure that little miss wolf emma mactavish loves her mom but is also sure that momma isn’t sure on where she stands with johnny

also ALSO the fact that jack raised both johnny and emma HAS TO MEAN SOMETHING RIGHT - even though they’ve just met i love the little tidbits of the special wolf-to-wolf and father/daughter connection they have

AND AND AND so my grand theory here is that i believe emma made and showed this drawing to johnny because from what she knows - she perceives mama reader to despise johnny on the surface, yet still wants him - but based on what she’s told her about johnny, thinks johnny may not want mama - and drew this to prove mama is still worthy and a great protector - “You haven’t got any teeth or claws but it didn’t matter.” - and “showing her off” to johnny COUGH ANYWAY THAT’S WHERE I’LL END MY THESIS TYVM

also i love the bits sprinkled around the fic about johnny’s eyes sparkling eerie/brighter when he gets worked up

Perhaps all the war and killing really was good for his temperament.

HAHAHAHA OKAY SHIT, MAMA, WHO IS THE DELULU ONE NOW????????? (tbh it’s me, hi im the probl-)

johnny trying to find excuses to spend his PMC savings & money on reader + emma - IRL me and my bills & student loans crying laughing hysterically at reader turning this down

“Shut up!” Tommy said, frowning at you from the couch. “Fuck, lovie, he’s a friend from work.”

The man in the mask raised a hand in an awkward wave.

HAHAHAHHA SIMON!!! his entrance totally threw me off but ofc tom’s SHUT UP (true sibling energy right here, no greeting, just yells) and simon’s lil wave just UGGGGGGGHHHH such a nice palate cleanser from the intense but delicious angst - also tipping my hat at the subtle way to introduce Bi!Tommy with the “he’s not company he’s a guest” line 😏

You felt Simon’s eyes on you, judging, appraising. You were sure Johnny probably didn’t have the nicest things to say about you–most likely that you were an irritating little girl that followed him around for twenty years then proceeded to get pregnant and raise the child without him knowing,

would love to know what and how TF141 thinks of mama reader from how johnny has described her…despite her own misgivings <3

Johnny was an unsuspecting kind of violent, always smiling and laughing until he wasn’t, until it was serious.

Simon was different. He felt older. 

aaaaaa this is SUCH a good characterisation of them both

You had missed him like a lost limb-

ooh i absolutely love this phrase! I have one person in my life i went through a friend breakup with (iykyk - these are more painful than romantic breakups imho) and we mended things and discovered afterwards we both referred to our break in our friendship as ‘having lost a limb’ to other folks (!) sometimes birds of a feather really do flock together

 “It’s just…we’re adults, and adults have tricky feelings. preach mama 🙋‍♀️🙋‍♀️🙋‍♀️

but also pls mama i know you have a kiddo but putting on nail polish right before a date? nooooooooooooooooo though chanel polishes ARE superior cos of that fat brush so all is forgiven <3

also obligatory FUCK YOU YOU FUCKING FUCK to charlie for forgetting the date, do you EVEN KNOW THE SUFFERING WE PUT OURSELVES THROUGH TO GET READY FOR A DATE? TO GET READY TO FACE THE WORLD OUTSIDE OUR DOOR, PERIODT?

IF SOMEONE DID THIS TO ONE OF MY GIRLIES I WILL BE READY TO FUCKING SHOW SOMEONE’S BITCH ASS THAT YOU DO NOT NEED TEETH AND CLAWS INDEED TO GET RIGHT FUCKED UP

anyway climbing down from my soapbox on behalf of women everywhere, back to the fic

as a tiny tiny redeemable bit - charlie having weekly dinners with his gran is a huge green flag trait

He stilled, looking at you. His hand came up, pinching your chin like he used to. “You havnae called me Johnny in a very long time.” The rawness of his voice broke you down into someone you used to be, someone that loved him.

me, extremely pleased, reading this: ah yes, in vino veritas~

The alcohol had dampened the anger in your chest, you felt…open. Open to talking about it. Bleeding the poison from the wound.

<3 <3 <3 this line <3 <3 <3

irl sidenote: u can also do this without alcohol my friends <3 trusted friends, therapy, long retreats into nature, safe places, safe people all very effective and cutting right to the heart in the gentlest ways possible, painful but highly recommend over the alternative (and lesser) options of keeping the poison inside <3 

Within a blink, Johnny was kneeling before you, his hands on your knees as his eyes bored into yours. You felt a chill, a whisper of fight or flight pricking your neck at his predatory stare.

ahem hello this is it

this is what does it for me

kneelng for your prey <3

also i love that their first real physical intimate contact after reuniting, beyond that hug after the wolf catcher story, is johnny LICKING reader’s tears off her face

“All I had was a picture and letters, but I could get off just from you writing that you missed me, just from your smell lingering on the fucking paper.” whats that phrase? marines make do? 🥰🥰🥰

me, reading about lacy underwear getting shredded: mmmmf yes sexxxxxyyyy

also me: ok i just know that was expensive, cringing inside at having to replace it

also fics that have men talking to ur pussy as they take care of it >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>

I CANNOT WAIT FOR READER TO WAKE UP AND SCREAM AT HERSELF