#i need enrichment uuuugh no no okay i cannot create in that environment
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eoinmcgonigal · 1 year ago
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Yeah adding that, with me at least, another thing you can do is talk to me. Enthusiasm and interest encourage me. If no one seems interested, I lose all motivation.
I have a friend who used to cheer me on with pretty much everything. She always wanted to hear my ideas, she'd happily read my WIPs and give me input when I got stuck, and I wrote literally hundreds of fics with her enthusiasm inspiring me to keep going. It was so much fun to write! It was a joy to work on things because I knew she'd love them. I finished nearly every WIP I started too. Now, though? Only 11 fics this year when in past years I'd easily have done that many by the end of February. 10 things I've written but don't see the point in posting. About as many again WIPs and ideas I genuinely want to do but don't have any motivation for.
If you like my writing and want to see more of it, I promise you that chatting to me will help!
want your favorite author to update but don’t want to be too pushy in their comment section?
here’s 5 things you can do to encourage them:
Reblog their fic link on tumblr (bonus if it’s with tags)
Bookmark the fic with a note about what you’re excited about/love in the fic
Recommend the fic to your friends or local discord channel
Draw art or create other media for the fic (as indicated by the author’s comfort level)
Leave them a comment when re-reading about the parts of the chapter/story that stood out to you the second time
#also when no one seems interested i simply do not post#or simply do not write#i need a little nudge along the way#a POLITE one though#because i guarantee that demanding an update will make me abandon a fic#i would write so so so much for my friends#but no one seems interested any more :(#us neurospicy nerds gotta encourage each other#wow i really feel like an animal shut in a bare little box and expected to thrive#i need enrichment uuuugh no no okay i cannot create in that environment#that's it that's what's been bugging me#it's so austere#my AuDHD brain cannot keep doing it#when i run out of bursts of inspiration i just drop things because there's no one to nudge me along#i just have to wait for the next burst of motivation??#and where's that going to come from when i have no connections that give me a reason to keep creating?#someone become my cheer-reader 2023 challenge#now i just feel so downhearted#the energy i expend writing and posting is not replenished so actually this is bad for me#which sucks because not writing is actively making me unwell#turns out that if i don't do the thing i enjoy it fucks me up but i don't have the motivation or focus to write#atypical burnout spiral yay!#*sobbing*#i could create so so so much for people to enjoy but i just... need a little help#i *want* to write and share!#it feels like everything is so disposable now in fandom and that includes not just me but everything i write#i don't have any great 'selling points' to make new friends i'm not worth anything in this new fandom economy lol#wow it's so painfully lonely here
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