#i need a t4t relationship

[leo-is-a-trainwreck]

guys i dont think you understand i need a t4t relationship

either its another trans guy and we bond over dysphoria and affirm each other and give each other tips and call each other boyfriends and swap hoodies and jokingly yell at each other when we accidentally bind too long and aaaaaa

or a trans girl and we can joke abt swapping bodies and paint each others nails and i can help her with eyeliner if she doesnt already know how and we'll know no matter what that tho we're on opposite sides of the spectrum, we'll still understand each other.

or an enby where i get the best of both worlds and i call them pretty/handsome and remind them that they dont have to fit into this world the way theyre told they should and give them little gifts that affirm them

this doesnt mean to say i am against dating cis people cis people are fine and great but they dont have that experience of being trans like well....trans people.

[tesco-finest-aromantics]

i feel like the queer community lost when we started policing labels and making sure everyone used the Correct™ labels instead of letting a person decide what feels right for them

[loverssuggestions]

I don't want to sound crazy but I need you to know that I require to be told nice things. To be reminded that I am enough. My scars may be healed but they are still scars at the end of the day, and so while it wasn't you who put them there I need reassurance you will not add more. I need to be told I am okay. That I'm enough. That I do matter. That perhaps you won't just leave one day with me confused and wondering what I did wrong.

[angelic-omega]

Chubby bottom twink top normalization post

[punkisnthere]

Me whjn i get to cuddle with my boyfriend except he's like wrapped around me sleeping rn and sometimes his head like conks over and pistol whips me in the skull with his fucking forehead AUGH.

[emoboy07]

listening to my love songs playlist on spotify cuz i want a boyfriend but cant talk to people 🙃

fuck social anxiety lmao

[fuckassfag]

How to tell your best friend that you're in love with him but not romantically but you want to spend the rest of your life with him and kiss lots but in a like platonic way?

[toasted-valentine]

@pyrotechnicarus was right, that tv can fucking glow.

[birdcatt]

yaaay these are my lifelong pmd eos ocs!!!

from left to right, they are: Emerald (she/her), Bronze (he/him), and Leaf (she/her)

emerald and leaf are sisters, and leaf has an Ongoing Crisis trying to figure out how to both complete her mission while also keeping emerald safe

emerald is just having a grand old time though

[whoreliker]

holding her by the shoulders so i can keep her torso in place and maximize the force imparted when my hips slam into her pelvis. the crooks of her knees draped over my shoulders, angling her prostate into my cock’s path of travel and removing any chance of her pathetically weak frame from wriggling out of my path of destruction. i’ve got her exactly where i want her - completely at my mercy. and i have no mercy to give.

[t4tstarvingdog]

[piercing-blood]

"fairy tail fell off" im too good at rewriting shit in my head to care

[poems-of-a-lover]

thinking abt a boy being in love with every single part of me, even the parts i despise

[oenthevampyre]

Dear all Doms,

Thanks! Drinking water actually helps!

[nunoflight]

Would you let me get "hyperfixate" on you just talking to you every day and spending a lot of time together?

[extraextrascreamallaboutit]

Mafia Au

So I am basing this idea on the fic "Garbage Business" from @aeroargonic (thank you Aero for permission), go read it please! it really inspired me, and it's not a super long read dw

Putting this under a cut since it's very long

Anyway, so disclaimer: I have no clue how the mafia works beyond a cursory google search, so if it doesn't work out that way in real life, uhh Ninjago is different from IRL

Also, trigger warnings (nothing explicitly stated): mature content, violence, dubcon, abuse, miscommunication, murder

Basic Idea:

Shade Pathis-Oppenheimer, a "mafia prince", is the younger half-siblings of Neuro Pathis, the head of a very powerful mafia gang, is an expert in keeping secrets. Most assume the secrets Shade knows are mostly comprised of the various crimes of those working under Neuro.

But that's not all. There's also the fact that Shade is having all these weird inhuman traits pop up, like the irresistible urge to hoard any and all shiny things or make a nest in under the bed or being able to disappear into the shadows completely.

It's the fact that "brother" and "boy" don't fit like they used to, and that Shade would prefer to be called Neuro's "little sister".

It's the fact that Shade's dating three people, one of whom is the child of another mafia boss and the other two are basically nobodies she met at school.

While these might not get her arrested, they could get her disowned. So...time to brush up on her lying skills and hope Neuro, or anyone who works with him, doesn't catch on.

TLDR:

Shade's secretly a trans girl, in a poly relationship with Tox/Kai/Skylor, and has an elemental power without knowing it + phantom traits (both of them are from her mom, who is not Neuro's mom). All of which Neuro doesn't know shit about it.

More Information About This AU (subject to change)

Shade (and partners) are like 16/17, which is the age of consent where I live, please do not come at for me

There will be mature content!! I will tag for that, so don't worry, and the tag will be 'nsft'

Kai is genderfluid and Tox is a trans girl and Skylor is a trans boy

Neuro and Shade are related by their dad, who is the former mafia boss

The polycule doesn't get to hang out of school too much because they're all closeted to their guardians

Shade is in choir with Tox, and Kai and Skylor are in band togehter

Griffin and Karlof work with Neuro, with Karlof as the muscle and Griffin as a sort of righthand man. Griffin gets a bunch of annoying jobs

The story will be told through a bunch of connected fics, mostly cause a long-fic would be so annoying to write tbh, and it would be harder to write different character's perspectives of some incidents

Zane works for the mafia as a back-alley doctor, who gets paid in bones for bone weapons when the mafia kills people

The ninja all are go to high school, and are at varying degrees of awareness of Kai's relationship with the other three

Nya and Jay don't trust the other two at all while Lloyd and Cole are indifferent/give them the benefit of the doubt

A lot of this au is basically "Shade and Neuro, due to a large age gap and Shade's fear of disappointing Neuro and Neuro thinking Shade would ask for help, are bad at communication"

Neuro's like late 20s (25+), and became the head of the mafia about 2 years earlier, since their dad is getting older and wanted to travel the world and was honestly not doing well due to losing his wife (Shade's mom)

Potiential Fic ideas

A POV of the whole series at the end from Griffin's perspective because he doesn't care but he learns so much more than he wants to know

Zane and Shade conversations

Neuro and Shade go shopping and it is very awkward

Parent Teacher Conference fic

Potential ideas For How To Get Neuro/Shade To Talk (Because I wanna ramble) (not guaranteed to go with any of them lmao)

Paleman/Ash route

Paleman and Ash are here, but they are not good at all. They're actually two lower level guys who are super good at sneaking around and tell Shade that Neuro wants them to help her be "a man"

Shade, who doesn't talk with Neuro all that much, thinks that they're telling the truth and lets them do a bunch of shit to her, like send an escort to her in the middle of the night, stealing her stuff and making her watch them burn it

Don't worry, Neuro does catch them and that sets off a bunch of conversations

De-Aging Fic where so much about Shade gets revealed

Because I love these fics and no one writes them

Basically Shade gets turned into a kid (like 8-11) and Neuro learns about the kid he basically never saw since he was out at college when Shade was 7-14

Their dad makes an appearance! And Shade actually communicates a lot of stuff about being a girl to him

Shade goes into heat/her phantom traits get brought up

What it says on the tin: Shade goes into heat basically

For this au, heat is more about being very clingy and over possessive of personal belongings and wanting to nest than anything

Also a phantom's scent is very strong and can't really be hidden

Shade gets them every other month or something, and pretends to be sick for the duration of the heat, with Zane being the only one to know (because Zane does not give a shit lmao)

But then one time Neuro decides to check on Shade and whoops, now she has to explain shit to Neuro

ANYWAY, yeah that is a long post. Sorry about that, y'all, I just wanna ramble about this au so much. Feel free to ask about it, and I'll fix any typos later, it's midnight as I am writing this help.