#i need a t4t relationship
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guys i dont think you understand i need a t4t relationship
either its another trans guy and we bond over dysphoria and affirm each other and give each other tips and call each other boyfriends and swap hoodies and jokingly yell at each other when we accidentally bind too long and aaaaaa
or a trans girl and we can joke abt swapping bodies and paint each others nails and i can help her with eyeliner if she doesnt already know how and we'll know no matter what that tho we're on opposite sides of the spectrum, we'll still understand each other.
or an enby where i get the best of both worlds and i call them pretty/handsome and remind them that they dont have to fit into this world the way theyre told they should and give them little gifts that affirm them
this doesnt mean to say i am against dating cis people cis people are fine and great but they dont have that experience of being trans like well....trans people.
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i feel like the queer community lost when we started policing labels and making sure everyone used the Correct™ labels instead of letting a person decide what feels right for them
#caique posts#inspired by a post a trans guy made asking if it was okay for him to keep identifying as a lesbian even though he’s now a man#and all the comments telling him no because lesbians can’t be men#and also all the other posts of people asking if they’re ''allowed'' to use certain labels#why do you need permission?#who are you even asking permission from?#we’re not cops#do whatever you want forvever#also inspired by an article in a zine in the 80s/90s of two FtMs in a T4T relationship#one of them described the relationship as being between a butch and his sissy boy#i cannot ever imagine anyone calling themselves that nowadays#because of ''only lesbians can be butches'' and ''sissy is offensive'' discourse#i’m sure there are people out there who would want to describe their relationship like that but don’t feel they’re ''allowed'' to#anyway lots of baby queers are tying themselves in knots trying to figure themselves out#and they’re more concerned with using the Correct™ label instead of the one they feel most comfortable with#yeah i just don’t like it#knowing you’re queer should be a liberating feeling#instead of something anxiety-inducing because you’re worried if you’re using labels wrong
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I don't want to sound crazy but I need you to know that I require to be told nice things. To be reminded that I am enough. My scars may be healed but they are still scars at the end of the day, and so while it wasn't you who put them there I need reassurance you will not add more. I need to be told I am okay. That I'm enough. That I do matter. That perhaps you won't just leave one day with me confused and wondering what I did wrong.
#lover suggestion#lovers#crush suggestion#crushcore#ldr#long distance relationship#yearning#yearningcore#t4t#rsd#rejection sensitive dysphoria#can you tell i got adhd#my emotions be so unregulated i be needing reassurance#btw i am in therapy but.#its nice to hear nice things#poetry
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Chubby bottom twink top normalization post
#ftm sub#d/s relationship#I need to see more lanky men dominating chubby people like me#thanks good omens for getting it backwards#like yeah I could physically overpower you#that’s the whole fucking point#the point is I could if I wanted to but I don’t want to#ftm bottom#nsft t4t
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Me whjn i get to cuddle with my boyfriend except he's like wrapped around me sleeping rn and sometimes his head like conks over and pistol whips me in the skull with his fucking forehead AUGH.
#🪪🩻#non hørnyposting for once but still queer relationship related so using normal tags#please i love cuddling but i dont need to be blunt force reality checked#listen man this isnt what i meant by you should give me head#i swear he got me with his nose at one point#ftm nsft#t4t mlm#t4t nsft#mlm nsft#ftm puppy#trans nsft#dumb puppy#queer nsft#mlm petpl@y#bd/sm pet
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listening to my love songs playlist on spotify cuz i want a boyfriend but cant talk to people 🙃
fuck social anxiety lmao
#and im homeschooled so i dont even have the chance to talk to people irl outside of family#and i dont want a long distance relationship#i need cuddles too much lmao#mlm#mlm yearning#gay#ftm t4t#t4t yearning#mlm love
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How to tell your best friend that you're in love with him but not romantically but you want to spend the rest of your life with him and kiss lots but in a like platonic way?
#t4t#bisexaul#t4t mlm#bi mlm#mlm sfw#qpr#qpp#queer platonic relationship#aroace#arospec#acespec#aromantic#asexual#faggot activity#no like genuinely#i need help
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@pyrotechnicarus was right, that tv can fucking glow.
#i saw the tv glow#isttvg#the set design dude#the world is just decaying around Owen as they’re dying from the inside out#everything starts losing color and we stop seeing Owen out in the bright sunlight#the only shot that’s there that’s nice and bright and wonderful is the one of maddys burial spot#the split second pause after the drive thru worker calls Owen sir#like it was just physically painful to hear and they needed a second#the fact they just start apologizing for having a breakdown but there’s still time and they shouldn’t be doing that#they phrase it as needing to become a man but really all they’re doing is killing themself slowly over time#i 100% read Maddy and Owen/Isabel and Tara as t4t love where one of them was ready to come out and move on with their life while the other#is too scared to ever change and is stuck in an endless loop of being something they’re not#Owen has the personality of wet grass but that’s the entire point#being too scared to ever be anything more than what is expected and just rotting over years and year and just hating yourself all the while#I love the part where Owen can’t verbalize why exactly their romantic attraction feels wrong#it’s wrong because they’re trans and can’t incision a life as Owen but can’t say out loud that it’s being perceived as a male in#a relationship that is the problem#the jab the dad makes about pink opaque being a girl’s show and how the dad is the one to drag Owen away from freedom in the tv#he’s holding Owen back but they’re so fucking scared to live as Isabel and are just stuck in a cycle of self loathing#but there’s still time#the reason Maddy/Tara doesn’t come back is because there is still time#but Owen has to be the one to commit to being Isabel and no one else is going to drag them into the dirt#it’s their choice alone and their inaction is a choice all on its own#no matter how much time passes as long as Owen is alive then there is still time to change but their inaction is slowly killing them#the fact they find the truth in their own chest dude that’s such a trans thing#where the fuck is my insurance card I’m calling my doctor to start t when the offices open#THERES STILL TIME MAN#THERES STILL TIME
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yaaay these are my lifelong pmd eos ocs!!!
from left to right, they are: Emerald (she/her), Bronze (he/him), and Leaf (she/her)
emerald and leaf are sisters, and leaf has an Ongoing Crisis trying to figure out how to both complete her mission while also keeping emerald safe
emerald is just having a grand old time though
#pmd#pokemon mystery dungeon#pokemon#oc: emerald (pmd)#oc: bronze (pmd)#oc: leaf (pmd)#art tag#emerald and bronze are also t4t btw. theyve always been together romantically in my head ever since i finished the game with these 2#however i am starting to consider adding a 3rd and making them into a polycule bc. i think it would be funny#i need to actually beat the post game to decide that though. since im considering bowling darkrai into this relationship#itll be fun! theres going to be so many feelings both good and bad. mainly bad#leaf in the distance is going 'if i see that jackass its On Sight'
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holding her by the shoulders so i can keep her torso in place and maximize the force imparted when my hips slam into her pelvis. the crooks of her knees draped over my shoulders, angling her prostate into my cock’s path of travel and removing any chance of her pathetically weak frame from wriggling out of my path of destruction. i’ve got her exactly where i want her - completely at my mercy. and i have no mercy to give.
#gonna be honest folks i need to fuck a trans girl so hard she cries#like just openly sobbing from pleasure and pain and overstimulation#i need to alter her relationship with her sexuality on a fundamental level. i need her talking about me in therapy#nsft#t4t nsft#trans nsft#t4t#mtf nsft#transbian
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#i don’t think dating someone would fix me but in a very real way it would fix me#-> to be loved in a way i can rely on -> to be held -> to be held……. -> to have a place i can hide in#but in another very real way i can’t date due to. i could never make someone my secret#but i’m not ready to be out#but i am Very Much transsexually gay t4t style…#alas. maybe i am trying to define my needs too much by what society believes romantic relationships can only provide#all of this would be fixed if i had friends who could come save me in the middle of the night#timothy's txts.
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"fairy tail fell off" im too good at rewriting shit in my head to care
#fairy tail#spinterest#you dont get it ive been into this shit since 2019 or later. i know it fell off. i dont care though because i rewrote the entire show in ->#my head. and its 100x better.#I'll never be explaining what i changed though. youll have to decipher it all bit by bit if i ever post ft fanart again#however every str8 ship is t4t n stuff now ill tell you that LMFAO.#nobody understands the relationship between me and the show ive been obsessed with since age... however young i was#but yeah.#fairy tail is peak to ME. because i rewrote everything that needed to be rewritten#put me in that writing roon mishima i need to fix all this shit before you release 100 yrs quest.
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thinking abt a boy being in love with every single part of me, even the parts i despise
#idk i just. agh. i want a relationship that works.#like i want a boy i can be upset around without worrying that he'll think im weak#im gonna go insane#im having quite a day today u guys i think i need a minute to be. put down.#mlm#mlm yearning#mlm love#mlm post#gay mlm#mlm thoughts#trans mlm#t4t#mlm blog#t4t yearning
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I would love to meet more subby trans fems ngl
I would add one more thought but nah
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Mafia Au
So I am basing this idea on the fic "Garbage Business" from @aeroargonic (thank you Aero for permission), go read it please! it really inspired me, and it's not a super long read dw
Putting this under a cut since it's very long
Anyway, so disclaimer: I have no clue how the mafia works beyond a cursory google search, so if it doesn't work out that way in real life, uhh Ninjago is different from IRL
Also, trigger warnings (nothing explicitly stated): mature content, violence, dubcon, abuse, miscommunication, murder
Basic Idea:
Shade Pathis-Oppenheimer, a "mafia prince", is the younger half-siblings of Neuro Pathis, the head of a very powerful mafia gang, is an expert in keeping secrets. Most assume the secrets Shade knows are mostly comprised of the various crimes of those working under Neuro.
But that's not all. There's also the fact that Shade is having all these weird inhuman traits pop up, like the irresistible urge to hoard any and all shiny things or make a nest in under the bed or being able to disappear into the shadows completely.
It's the fact that "brother" and "boy" don't fit like they used to, and that Shade would prefer to be called Neuro's "little sister".
It's the fact that Shade's dating three people, one of whom is the child of another mafia boss and the other two are basically nobodies she met at school.
While these might not get her arrested, they could get her disowned. So...time to brush up on her lying skills and hope Neuro, or anyone who works with him, doesn't catch on.
TLDR:
Shade's secretly a trans girl, in a poly relationship with Tox/Kai/Skylor, and has an elemental power without knowing it + phantom traits (both of them are from her mom, who is not Neuro's mom). All of which Neuro doesn't know shit about it.
More Information About This AU (subject to change)
Shade (and partners) are like 16/17, which is the age of consent where I live, please do not come at for me
There will be mature content!! I will tag for that, so don't worry, and the tag will be 'nsft'
Kai is genderfluid and Tox is a trans girl and Skylor is a trans boy
Neuro and Shade are related by their dad, who is the former mafia boss
The polycule doesn't get to hang out of school too much because they're all closeted to their guardians
Shade is in choir with Tox, and Kai and Skylor are in band togehter
Griffin and Karlof work with Neuro, with Karlof as the muscle and Griffin as a sort of righthand man. Griffin gets a bunch of annoying jobs
The story will be told through a bunch of connected fics, mostly cause a long-fic would be so annoying to write tbh, and it would be harder to write different character's perspectives of some incidents
Zane works for the mafia as a back-alley doctor, who gets paid in bones for bone weapons when the mafia kills people
The ninja all are go to high school, and are at varying degrees of awareness of Kai's relationship with the other three
Nya and Jay don't trust the other two at all while Lloyd and Cole are indifferent/give them the benefit of the doubt
A lot of this au is basically "Shade and Neuro, due to a large age gap and Shade's fear of disappointing Neuro and Neuro thinking Shade would ask for help, are bad at communication"
Neuro's like late 20s (25+), and became the head of the mafia about 2 years earlier, since their dad is getting older and wanted to travel the world and was honestly not doing well due to losing his wife (Shade's mom)
Potiential Fic ideas
A POV of the whole series at the end from Griffin's perspective because he doesn't care but he learns so much more than he wants to know
Zane and Shade conversations
Neuro and Shade go shopping and it is very awkward
Parent Teacher Conference fic
Potential ideas For How To Get Neuro/Shade To Talk (Because I wanna ramble) (not guaranteed to go with any of them lmao)
Paleman/Ash route
Paleman and Ash are here, but they are not good at all. They're actually two lower level guys who are super good at sneaking around and tell Shade that Neuro wants them to help her be "a man"
Shade, who doesn't talk with Neuro all that much, thinks that they're telling the truth and lets them do a bunch of shit to her, like send an escort to her in the middle of the night, stealing her stuff and making her watch them burn it
Don't worry, Neuro does catch them and that sets off a bunch of conversations
De-Aging Fic where so much about Shade gets revealed
Because I love these fics and no one writes them
Basically Shade gets turned into a kid (like 8-11) and Neuro learns about the kid he basically never saw since he was out at college when Shade was 7-14
Their dad makes an appearance! And Shade actually communicates a lot of stuff about being a girl to him
Shade goes into heat/her phantom traits get brought up
What it says on the tin: Shade goes into heat basically
For this au, heat is more about being very clingy and over possessive of personal belongings and wanting to nest than anything
Also a phantom's scent is very strong and can't really be hidden
Shade gets them every other month or something, and pretends to be sick for the duration of the heat, with Zane being the only one to know (because Zane does not give a shit lmao)
But then one time Neuro decides to check on Shade and whoops, now she has to explain shit to Neuro
ANYWAY, yeah that is a long post. Sorry about that, y'all, I just wanna ramble about this au so much. Feel free to ask about it, and I'll fix any typos later, it's midnight as I am writing this help.
#mafia au#ninjago#kinda nsft#lego ninjago#ninjago shade#ninjago skylor#ninjago tox#ninjago kai#ninjago neuro#ninjago au#t4t relationship#tw abuse#tw dubcon#miscommunication#tw violence#tw murder#hmm need a tag for my og posts I think#zayn talks#yeah that works
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Boyfriend boyfriend boyfriend boyfriend boyfriend boyfri— *explodes*
#ftm mlm#gay yearning#t4t mlm#t4t relationship#i need a boyfriend#I want to not be lonely SO BADLY. oh MY GOD BRO#I Need a Boy
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