#i need a break and fandomposting is a great break
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many thoughts, head full. will resume goofy tumblr activities whenever i feel like it (which is probably now/soon/today) despite that
#pickle pontificates#6 months ago if you'd asked me i would've said this was the 2nd worst possible thing that could happen in my life#out of all hypothetical situations#(the first would be my little sister's treatment failing at the same time and both of them going at once)#i wrote in my journal back then that either i have a mom mourning her baby or i have my baby mourning her mom#or i lose nearly half of the most important people in my life at once#or they both make it out okay#only one out of four of those scenarios is even remotely fine#that remains true#and yet that makes no difference. the worst happens and life keeps moving anyway#and God forbid if the little one's time comes soon I guess I'll keep living after that too (she's doing well at the moment)#it's not impossible because i have no other choice.#it just sucks#that's all#i'm officially done talking about this on here i think#i need a break and fandomposting is a great break
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