#i miss my friends already 😭
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Finished Assassin's Fate and with it my entire reread. Feeling like I just emptied myself into a stone wolf. So many thoughts and feelings and tears it all just boils down to numbness. So beautiful and ugly and messy and human. A perfect tragedy and the greatest love story ever told.
#realm of the elderlings#robin hobb#realm of the quarantine#rote#Assassin's Fate#so very many tears shed over the last few days but today especially#couldn't even bring myself to put the book down and get my phone out to take screenshots the last couple hundred pages#but will go back through my tabs and post some IF I can bring myself to read any of it again anytime soon#I'm also hoping to write up a final realm of the quarantine post to sort of wrap everything up but this too may slip away from me#we'll see#god how do i become a person again#i miss my friends already 😭
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Might write on the train, more likely I'll be reading fic, but one can hope
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inspired by @lil-shiro, a handful of my moots as jellycats 🐱 I know some of you better than others but I tried my very best and went with my heart
@lil-shiro - Dainty Dessert Bunny Macaron
@no00000000 - Hugg Mcsnugg
@userkritaaay - Beatnik Buddy Sausage Dog
@wewentcarracing - Amore Dog
@homolonso - Toastie Vivacious Aubergine
@spursracing - Backpack Panda
@skitskatdacat63 - Glamorama Cat
@boxboxbrioche - Aimee Sheep
@soup-racing - Vivien Reindeer
@vicsy - Cuddlebud Darcy Doormouse
@rivalism - Forest Fauna Frog
#i hope u like them… I chose all of the ones that I found cutest so I mean this with all my love#IF I MISSED YOU IM SORRY#sorry ann I know you already know yours LOL#vicsy yours might be my favourite 😭 just a little guy#also kriti i can never not think of george when i think of you and i think that shows here SOB#and so on#what do I even tag this#friends
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discord is down and I can’t talk to my friends 😭😭
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people (the rest of the hanza. not including geralt) often forget that cahir was 1. the guy that kidnapped ciri 2. an officer in the military
he’s literally so polite in geralt’s company you wouldn’t even guess he was the black knight. and yet. and yet.
i’m never certain exactly how to reconcile this tactful and strategic mind with the terrified young man
#geralt never forgot but everyone else (maybe also except dandelion) was like ?? but ?? friend ?? friendship????#i imagine him barking an order to dandelion once and dandelion straightened up and obeyed#opposite of when cahir was looking over dandelions shoulder lol#maybe joke but#in my idea where angouleme goes missing . geralt is like. what do you think we should do#cahir’s like why me. geralt’s like. well. she’s ciri-shaped#milva enacting clemency for cahir after geralt chases regis away is fantastic#regis saved you from the noose and you’ve chased him away. thats your business. but but cahir saved me. so we’re comrades >:(#geralt seething he’s going to kill him and then like nooo i can’t kill him idk why …#when cahir joined the rivian forces 😭😭 because he in no way resembled a civilian#each of the company members have insane backstories they really are the PCs of the d&d campaign#and angouleme is the one npc they pick up and adopt into the company and defend to the end#so we’re looking for this guy’s daughter he’s bound to her by destiny#this guy kidnapped said daughter but he said sorry for it later#milva worked with dryads to kill people and regis is a vampire that drank people#and this guy is famous like beyoncé#angouleme: [sniffs] ‘kay#the elbow-high diaries#i need her to keep regis humble bc regis is like dont worry i dont bite people 🥹 and shes like yeah ok dont care either way#geralt is like oh hell do not explain to her all of this again. we spent too much time on this already last book#you know you are the reason we have three stars on goodreads#regis like i know… 🙂 if i wasn’t here you’d snag us zero…
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first two hours in the airport 😘✌️
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it's my bday rn in my timezone! i (might) chill out on my bday so i dont tire my hands, n ill just think about jeaneil only <3
//also pssst if you want, you can deco my tree and ill open them on christmas 👀
#it's already the 17th for my friends and family since they're on the other side of the world 😭#most of them r gonna be asleep by the time i wake up but they still greeted me early!#(i miss them)#aaron rambles#dont feel like putting this in my art tag
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first night in a few weeks i’m not spending the night with a friend and suddenly I feel lonely about it
#like I get my own bed back but at what cost?#I should sleep before all the thoughts set in#it’s not even vacation blues I miss my friends already 😭#altar vent
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i miss germany, i miss the euros, i miss june
#the past month has been so overwhelming 😭😭#i miss my life.......#like i am excited for school but i don't feel like i got to say goodbye to what it was before#i think i expected july to be chill time with friends#but i had so much to do to prep#and my friends have been busy or away or dealing w shit#and so i feel like i've barely gotten to spend any quality time with anyone i care about#since june really#and that trip to germany was so so perfect#so much quality time with so many people i care about#(i miss you guys!)#and it's been so fucking hard to find time to even keep up with my messages and phone calls and ugh#i just feel so ungrounded and disconnected from my friends and who i am#which is so frustrating because i know that like a month ago i felt so FULFILLED#so connected to my friends and my family and my passions and my work.#and yeah i guess this is just what life transitions are#it was always going to be hard to suddenly be around so many new people#i just already feel the temptation to retreat into my existing relationships and i don't wanna do that#but how do i already miss all my friends so much 😭😭 it hasn't even started#ugh i just had an annoying evening and haven't been sleeping well and am tired#i should go to sleep. i'll feel better in the morning#bella things
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life in full bloom 🪷
it’s so crazy to think wfttwtaf came out at a time where we didn’t even know if live shows would ever be coming back, to now seeing luke do a solo tour after releasing two albums, this week was everything 😭
@highscal @pxrxmoore @mashtonasfuck @ashtonsunshine
#waaaaah I’m so sad it’s over#I miss my friends#even tho me and Nat are literally going to slam dunk this weekend (hilarious)#I can’t believe Luke is real#and we saw him#the whole week felt like a fever dream#and I miss him so much already#his entire back was out btw#🫠#it jusr feels like this tour came at the right time in my life#🥹🥹😭😭😪❤️🔥❤️🔥#friends
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why are like 95% of genshin mlm ships so boring and cliche😭
#idk they feel so dull lol#the only mlm ships i like are the scara ships (kazuscara and chiscara) i feel like that’s because scara has such a fun personality and#character design also his colour palette looks so nice with any character#i like kaebedo ofc but they don’t count because they’re not rly popular and have like 0.5 in game material lol#but everything else is so dull#like zhongli/childe kaveh/al haitham ayato/thoma the fontaine guys idk their names#SOOOOO BORING …#wait but i did have a ayato/itto phase they are actually super cute 😭😭😭 i love their dynamic it’s so adorable i would love for more ayaitto#i love how ayaitto compliment eachother it makes so much sense and thoma rly does just feel like a sweet friend honestly i love him for tha#lowkey miss inazuma now lol#WHEREAS most of the wlw ships are soooo fun#idk man like beiguang eimiko while not my favourite ever they are still super fun and cute and i like seeing them#they don’t feel boring lol#i think it’s because i already like their characters individually#plus shenjin and guiping#they’re all so cute#the women of genshin impact are so nicely written now that i think abt it#there’s also lumine/heat and ayalumi#*JEHT NOT HEAT WTF#KOKOSARA beloveds#dehya and dunyazard#not rly a fan of the fontaine girls tho they look kinda basic lol#don’t take this post too seriously i’m just rambling lol
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One year ago I was flying to the UK...
#how has it been a year already wtf#so much happened last September#I miss my friends 😭#stupid posts
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i have had such an urge to pamper a girl for a full day - not just waiting on her hand and foot but like. actually pamper her. plan an entire day just for her with activities i know she'd love. a special breakfast just for her. picking her clothes. stops for treats and drinks and meals she loves. new clothes if she wants, new toys if she wants. going with her to new places she wouldnt wanna go alone, forming new experiences. - whatever she wants! just make her smile and feel like the center of the universe
#feel mushy#this can extend to sex too but like idk i just love doing this with people#i love planning days around my friends & lovers so much#honestly i actually really love wooing people but i dont usually do it cause this is NOT romantic behavior for me!! i do this for my friends#as well as lovers!!! this is just what love is for me!!! i love making people happy and loved and cherished!!!#but i get really scared about doing these things at the same time cause even when ive talked ab it to ppl ab the fact that this behavior#isnt like. Me Pursuing Them I've had so many ppl feel bad/led on from me doing this so i really only do it if someone Agrees to it (like a#full day scene lol) but like. idk. i crave doing this. so much. i love making people feel special and loved#i wish there was less romantic pressure sometimes bc like. i just love?#(+ its SO hard to do this regularly cause ALL MY FRIENDS LIVE SO FAR AWAY 😭 i miss them all so bad even tho I havent met most of them irl)#anyway idk. this is really vulnerable in the tags. i just really love loving people and i wish i could do it more freely how i want w/o#the expectations of romance or sex (also this complex feeling is why I struggle calling myself aromantic Or polyamorous bc none of these#experiences capture how i engage w/ these things cause when i say aro ppl think “no romance ever” and when i say poly ppl think “wants lots#of partners/relationships“ when it's really just. relationship anarchy in action. and also i dont really care about Identifying with these#words i dont care about the Identity itself at all really - i just wish others didnt put so much weight into them either!!!! 😩)#< also. whining as if he doesn't literally have 4 virtual friend dates next week and one the following already 🤡#bunnyprints
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#holidays have not been what i hoped for so far 😔😔#well the first week was good but then i got sick 😭#and it's been so awful#having a cough is literally the worst i couldn't sleep it was so bad#and i couldn't even enjoy doing anything really because you can't properly focus on the thing bc ur coughing non stop#i hate it sm#and today it was gone all day only that now it is back altough not as bad as before but still#it always gets worse in the evening#like help i just want this to end#what made it even worse i had real plans to study and now i barely got anything done 😭😭#and now i'm scared for exams bc i couldn't follow the plan altough i still have more than 2 and 3 weeks left#in my mind i already think i'm gonna do badly bc i need to study more i'm afraid#and i'm also upset at myself even though it's not my fault i got sick but i keep thinking i still could have done more ughh#to make it even worse i coudn't play tennis for a whole week and i was so looking forward to playing everyday (and improving) 😢😢#i couldn't do any sports or see anyone i miss it sm#i hope at least in the new year i can do stuff again 🥺#it was just the worst cold/flu and idk why whenever i get it it's that extreme 😵💫#or idk is it normal that you can't sleep bc of it ... i just don't wanna get sick again ever lmao it's the worst#i guess christmas was still nice it wasn't that bad then and it was a lovely day with my family :)#and our tree was really pretty this year and i'm really happy with my gifts and also those i gifted 🥰#the week before was good i did play lots of tennis and i went on a christmas market with uni friend and to vienna for a trip with my mom ^^#but maybe it was too much sometimes i wonder if i do something wrong or if it is just bad luck like i did train a lot#and i played a tennis match for my club and won against a higher ranked opponent so yay 😁#and i played really well i feel like i once again really improved my level :)) but i did play kinda sick already so maybe that was rly bad😅#maybe i should stop doing that 😅 but i didn't know it's gonna get this bad i just had the worst headache and sore throat#well ig i should have known but i also always feel like i have to play and i love matches and like my team needs me?#who else would have won that? i'm one of the best at my team and the others who are rly good weren't there that day so i felt responsible 😅#honestly my mom possibly she is also quite good but it would have been close and i wasn't sure so i played 😅#but i have done this too often by now... playing sick i really can't help myself 🤦♀️
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The live action commercial celebrating the release of JJK VOL 27. Is so 😭!!!
#Takaba would’ve been a great teacher skskskkskssl#rambling#I wished he and Gojo got to meet each other 😭 they coulda been friends whaaaa#maybe they did in the bg idk uh#missed opportunities to see two sillies interacting with each other#and I’m always crumbling at the canon fact that Takaba is one of the few sorcerers who has the ability to disrupt Gojo if they ever fought#fr sksjsjs#and after the whole Takaba vs kenjaku thing well it definitely solidified that fact Takaba would probably win off of pure shenanigans and#Gojo would be having sm fun 🥺#is there any art of them together…#Gojo and Takaba should’ve been friends for at least one chapter but we got Kenny Takaba BL instead but it’s okay#and Gojo was already dead at this point but still 😵💫#gege didn’t put them in the same room with each other because he knew how powerful the aura would be 🚬#Takaba is definitely very much a natural enemy to other sorcerers idk how his ct would work on Sukuna but if it can work on Gojo than def#anybody else regardless#but that’s Sukuna gonna reverse it talm bout some ‘ah… I haven’t used my anti Takaba ct since the heian period…’ 🗿#the type of shit gege be writing
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dude plush boromir is gonna get to come with me to TWO surgeries this year. guy of all time <- the only reason I’m not spontaneously combusting rn
#IM PROBABLY GONNA HAVE TO MISS CRYPTICON TOMORROW BC OF THE FUCKING. COMPLICATIONS.#I won’t get my Crypticon wolf this year.. I’m actually Really bummed about that I’m not gonna lie..😞#anyways.. Boromir 🥲#HES SUCH A LITTLE TROOPER!!!#my birthday/surviving 2024/not imploding with the amt of weird health bullshit I’ve had this year#gift to myself is gonna be a Giant 2ft Boromir. I DESERVE a 2ft Boromir. I’ve earned him 😭#lil boromir my travel buddy my DARLING his ears are already starting to get a lil dirty 😭 I need to spot clean him soon#I’m also dragging a friend to MagiQuest for my birthday
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