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cirillafionaelenriannon · 2 years ago

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I DONT WANT TO DO ITTT

I DONT WANT TOOOOOOOOOO i want to lie in bed November with my butches arms around me wake up with the sunlight coming into my room and move around to Feel him again and see him waking up after Only saying his name once and see him smile at me and Pull me closer and Lie listening to him breathe for a minute feel his chest warm a

#text #valkyrie.txt #lesbians sufer the most of every1 its not even been a month since he left me and i literaly cant live my life #i cant go on. at all #i lie in bed like if i imagine it Vividly enough i can feel it BUT ITS NOT TRUEEEE I CANT FEEL IT AT ALLLL #ill be like i can just fantasise go back 2 my memories but aur its not the same..#the first night he was here and he put my hand on his chest to feel his heart beat (THROWING UP VIOLENTLY)#its just not enough to wear the shirts he left behind and look at the photos on the wall #i wish every moment with his physical presence didnt have to be something special to hold onto because it would soon end #but just another day that i could see him and special in That he exists #more than anything i desperately just want to Take a fucking nap w him.. literally human beings and their need to #sleep together & co-habitate and shit..#i miss the way i absolutely knocked the fuck out the second he put his arms around me and the way i always woke up first #i miss him UGGGGGGGGGGH HGHGGHGH #skin and physical presence around me and his laugh and everything..god..#i hate long distance so much ITS UNBEARABLE WHAT HELL MUST WE ENDURE BEFORE WE ARE PROMISED RELEASE !!!

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