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I DONT CARE IF MOON ISNT "GOOD AT EMOTIONS" EMOTIONALLY NEGLETING YOUR BROTHER ISNT HELP!!! FUCKING HELL LUNAR YOUR POINTS ARE ASS!!
#lunar also seems to think its bs that hes like this but HES STILL DEFENDING HIM!!!#I KNOW ITS IN CHARACTER BUT I AM FULL OF HATRED!!! HAHDHAHABBA#moon abandoning his word about being a better person as soon as he /needs/ to be a better person. whgat the fuck man#āi told you im not good at emotionsā I DONT GIVE A SINGLE FLYING FUCK HOW GOOD YOU ARE. JUST TRY MY GODDDDDDD YOU'RE INSUFFERABLE#sorgy im. mad#i might need a break#char speaks#tsams spoilers
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I think I'm too sensitive to be around other people sometimes.
Where's that cabin in the middle of the woods when I need it? The one with the strong wi-fi signal and endless supply of cheetos.
#oakie ramble#i have written and deleted this post like six times#because it's been an emotional last few days#and i want to talk about it but i also don't#so i'm spewing it all in the tags like AN ADULT#i might need a break
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i really wish people wouldn't make empty promises bc if someone tells me they're "gonna comment in a minute" i'm actually stupid enough to believe it and when it then never happens it's not exactly a great feeling.
#not only that#but that's the most frequent one#i might need a break#posting fic just makes me cry nowadays#what's the point
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i'm so deep in writing that my thoughts about my own actions go "she suddenly felt the urge to eat more" like bro what
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This! There's barely any interaction or signs that posts are being read, especially for smaller accounts.
Even more disheartening is that there is a choke hold in terms of visibility with smaller accounts because of whatever weird algorithm Tumblr uses. Popular accounts - POPULAR - not ones with a large following, popular. This distinction is necessary because I have moots with large followings who write beautifully and their stuff never gets enough notes because Tumblr has its own idea of what 'popular' accounts look like.
They're the ones that pop up first in the fyp or following hashtag page. If the feed is constantly flooded with their work despite us using the same hashtags we are dependent on larger blogs reblogging our stuff for visibility. And it truly sucks because it makes us feel like our work isn't significant enough to stand on its own without being backed up by another popular account.
Honestly it's sick and tiresome. It makes smaller accounts feel like we need to seek constant validation because what's the point of us writing if it's going to get lost in the popularity sea? If people default to certain accounts because they simply don't see us, or don't interact with us because we appear to be 'unpopular' what's the use?
It's no surprise people are quitting. Reader interaction is at an all time low but writer - writer interactions and support is also pathetic currently. Like seriously, why aren't you supporting your moots, people you willingly followed because you liked their work?
It's truly saddening when we pour our heart and soul into a fic and it's gets practically no notes.
letās talk, shall we?
itās no secret that tumblr writers have been leaving or deactivating their blogs, especially in the last year or two. and i think the reason why is even less of a secret.
the fact that writers have to practically beg for feedback and interaction on a site where they post their works for FREE is ridiculous. the fact that most of the people who are reading and consuming these works donāt even spare 10 seconds to add a nice tag to their reblog (if they even bother to do that) is borderline enraging. this is tumblr, not instagram or twitter. likes on tumblr do nothing for the writer. i donāt care if you think that it helps them appear in the tags, or if you think that seeing yet another ā___ liked your postā is encouraging to them, because it doesnāt and its not.
and speaking of likes, why is the ratio of likes to reblogs so fucking huge? and before you think iām being dramatic, lets take a look at some of the notes from my own works.
at the time of me writing this, my one-shot, dream lover, has 821 notes. thatās pretty good right? but letās see how many are empty likes and how many are reblogs.
769 likes.
52 reblogs.
out of those 52 reblogs, 35 of them are empty. no tag, no comment.
one of my reactions currently has 2,038 notes. you may be thinking thatās a lot, which it is and iām incredibly thankful for how many notes iāve gotten on it. but how many are likes and how many are reblogs?
1,924 likes.
113 reblogs.
out of those 113 reblogs, 81 of them are empty.
one of my headcanons currently has 1,110 notes.
1,069 likes.
41 reblogs.
28 of those 41 reblog are empty.
why is it so hard to reblog things and give feedback?
āoh but it wonāt fit my blog theme!ā if youāre so fucking concerned about what your precious tumblr blog looks like, then send an ask. theyāre just as appreciated.
āi donāt know what to say tho!ā weāre not asking you to be shakespeare. if youāre really that no thoughts head empty just put a keyboard smash, if nothing else.
ābut iām shy and embarrassed!ā the anonymous option is there for a reason, and most writers have it turned on. being shy when you have the option of keeping your identity a secret is no excuse.
and yes, iām aware that some writers donāt have the anon option on, which brings me to my final point.
stop. demanding.
if a writer has requests open, be a decent human being and use your manners. going into their inbox and saying ā____ās reaction of this.ā is no way to request something. saying please, thank you, or even āhey, could you do a reaction of _____?ā is a thousand times better than just telling them what you want them to write.
writers spend hours of their time and energy to write things for you to read, and leaving an empty like is meaningless to them.
if your liked a writerās works, reblog them and maybe add some nice fucking tags while youāre at or send an ask to them about it. because sooner or later, after so many likes and barely any interaction, more and more writers are going to leave.
stop making them desperate for any spare crumb of interaction and start leaving feedback if you love these writers so much.
#i said what i said#hive mind#writer thoughts#writer things#writer problems#writer struggles#I might need a break#vee talks#vee reblogs
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my dead goth son and his friendly neighborhood personified concept of insanity
#really happy with how michael turned out :] i might stick to this design#rapunzel ah glowy hair <3#i do need to workshop gerry though orz#have been working on this during breaks from my other projects and god it took way too long to finish#fun fact the final file for this is over 2gb š forgot i was recording the timelapse#i could post it if anyone would be interested#the magnus archives#tma#michael distortion#michael shelley#tma michael#tma distortion#gerard keay#gerry keay#tma gerry#gerrymichael#doorkeay#technically? iām not one to draw ship art usually but this oneās close enough i think#tma fanart#fanart#my art#digital art#illustration#magpod
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Finally finished Abaddon's Gate and whew! It was a rough ride toward the end there.
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student sukuna au inspired by this beautiful art by inkedberries (galaxy brain moment), please check their other arts as well!
#i need a break from shibuya arc#i hc sukuna as yuuji's older brother here#i need more of student sukuna au#where they can do dumb teenagers shit and no one dies#sukuna is a special grade sorcerer here bcs i said so#jjk#jujutsu kaisen#sukuna#ryomen sukuna#jjk fanart#my art#illustration#jjk sibling au#i might as well tag it#student sukuna au
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hope you feel better soon!
I am riddled with ailments, but I stay silly!
#ask#non mdzs#My health journey has been: Hernia -> acid reflux -> Vocal pain due to aforementioned reflux -> chest infection.#I'm terrified to know what's about to hit me next. Please let it be something kind. PLEASE.#The consequence of living with linguists is that you'll wake up with a wacked up voice -#suddenly you're sitting you down in front of a program called something like Praat having your shimmer and jitter levels calibrated.#They gave me a GRBAS of 33012. I have a fun thing called a pitch break where a whole octave just does not exist.#My vocal pain was bad enough I ended up seeing a speech pathologist and that whole experience was super neat!#I learnt a lot about voice - to be honest I might make a little comic on it after some more research. Fascinating stuff.#For example; your mental perception of our voice modulates the muscles of the vocal folds and larynx.#meaning that when you do have changes (inflammation = more mass = lower frequency)#your brain automatically attempts to correct it to what it 'should sound like'. Leading to a lot more vocal strain and damage!#And it gets really interesting for trans voice care as well - because the mental perception of one's voice isn't based on an existing sampl#So a good chunk of trans voice training is also done with the idea of finding one's voice and retraining the brain to accept it. Neat!#Parkinsonial Voice also has this perception to musculature link! The perception is that they are talking at a loud/normal volume#but the actual voice is quite breathy and weak. So vocal training works on practicing putting more effort into the voice#and retraining the brain to accept the 'loud' voice as 'normal'.#Isn't the human body fascinating?#Anyhow; Now I have vocal exercises and strategies to reduce strain and promote healing.#Which is a lot better than my previous strategy of yelling AAAH in my car until my 'voice smoothed out'.#You can imagine the horror on the speech path's face. I am an informed creature now.#I'm my own little lab rat now. I love learning and researching. Welcome to my tag lab. Class is dismissed.#I'll be back later with a few more answered asks </3 despite everything I'm still going to work and I need the extra sleep.#Thank you for the well wishes! And if you read all of that info dump; thank you for that as well!
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Song: āCLONESā by Lana Lubany. Spotify / Youtube
#in stars and time#isat loop#isat mirabelle#isat isabeau#isat#loop really do be the most tragic character I ever laid eyes on#why is it every time I start a cute little project it grows to a whooole ass motherfucking thing#anyways I might keep doing the song lyric comics. I have many loop coded songs in the clip#I against I (mos def and massive attack)#need a break (Jann)#my body is a cage (arcade fire)#protege moi (placebo)#actually placebo keeps it coming with the isat coded bangers#bitter end?? this is what you wanted?.? meds??#annnywayyys hahaha hope you like your current installment of Palestinian American pop#my art#art
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If you are still taking requests, may I please inquire if I could have a drawing of Jason and Tim working together as a team, please?
this probably isnt exactly what you had in mind, but i think that red robin and batboy from that one death in the family movie ending are so precious
the cowl in question:
bonus:
#sart#jason todd#dc#tim drake#asks#the fact that one of the few good endings is the one where tim shows up ....#gotham still needs him even if it doesnt need a new robin#(i cant remember if they baby damian ending was a good ending or not)#i dont think i've ever drawn jason this baby before lol#im sort of taking requests in that you're probs best off waiting for when i specifically put out a call but if you send one in#and you're polite (like this anon <3) and i get inspired i might draw something#trying to speed run an art rut rn sdadfgdfgdgad i should probably just take a break but i wanna draw TT-TT
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Prompt 322
Danny squints up at the slightly older realms being, even if technically heās older in human-age. The Chaosling is practically vibrating in place, the massive realms feline peering out from over their shoulder. Huh. So this is his Clockwork-assigned babysitter-cousin?Ā
He didnāt know how to feel about the whole suit thing, but well, he wonāt say no to a good prank. Cāmon Cujo, theyāre going to the daycare dimension-place!
#DCxDP#DPxDC#Prompts#Primordial Triplets#Danny is not ghost king#he mightāve gotten adopted by Clockwork & never exactly fell out of the portal#The DC world is used as a free daycare#Klarion is delighted at no longer being the youngest of the family & is going to be the Best Big Cousin ever#and heās going to make it his friendsā problem#Not that the YJ team are aware they have been declared friends/playmates#Thereās not a lot known about Realms Beings since natural portals are rare in practically every dimension#Danny might be small (corpses donāt age) but heās Fierce & going to cause problems on Purpose#Klarion (holding him up): Look at my adorable baby cousin heās so tiny >:D#YJ: That is a whole ass teenager#Danny (an asshole about to cause several mental breaks): I mean Iām two years old so still need a babysitter#Klarion the Witch Boy#Klarion Bleak#Danny Fenton#Young Justice
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Hey Karl you think whenever BF or GF just hit Pico with a random hug no matter the circumstance his face just crumbles into the most vulnerable and yearning look and suddenly the hug lasts for 20 minutes because they don't have the heart to pull away when Pico lays his arms around their backs in the most gentle way possible
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yeag..
Close-ups of my personal favorite shots LOL. I also really like how Boyf came out here but he's already Huge in the piece so he doesn't need a close-up.
Do you ever think BF and GF get super emotional when he's soft with them? This guy, known for his fuckin' Bite with an attitude developed partially for self-defense, melting at their touch and allowing them to see his more gentle side? Something that nobody else will ever get to see?
The demon and the rapper are nice by default. Boyf can be a bit of a menace and Girlf is not afraid to show her demonic side when necessary, but they're kind to others as a default, maybe even to a fault. Not that Pico doesn't ever show kindness to others, but he's usually prickly and standoffish; his kindness could come off in ways that read almost as passive aggression. And yet, around the two idiots (used affectionately lol) he's like putty in their hands.
Anyways idk what I'm on abt really I just think if you gave him the choice he would literally melt into their embraces. Safe, and protected in their arms; for once, he isn't the one who has to do the protecting. I think the worst part of a hug to him would be having to let go.
#artings#ochre is going to come back and immediately be obliterated by this SORRY.#fnf#friday night funkin#pico#pico newgrounds#girlfriend fnf#friday night funkin girlfriend#boyfriend fnf#friday night funkin boyfriend#rgb trio#pico x girlfriend#picogf#boyfriend x girlfriend x pico#polyship#eyestrain#digital art#comic#be niceys to me i think this is the first finished comic like this ive done. LOL#colors were my enemy here but i like how it turned out in the end i think#if this is received well i might try and do more!! euhhhh no promises tho bc this took me so many fucking hours to get done#so i am not doing another quite yet#decided to focus on picogf for this bc i dont give them nearly enough love i dont think#at least not as much love as i have given picobf so i am going to try and correct that :3c#i just. barely ran out of characters for the alt text on the main image im sorry i am so bad at being brief#<- in a weird mood rn (i need a break from this Badly) but i might come back and edit it later to be more brief
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You're feeling very sick inside, well, okay...
So you've had a bad day?
I donāt know what to say...
Look whatās become of my doctor...
#i figured if I draw only sniperscout 24/7 I might burn out or lose interest in them#and I have a speeding bullet week this november that I'm planning to make through#so I'm taking a lil break#after all I need to draw red oktoberfest during october yeah??#plus they remind me of lesbians from next door from falsettos#god we need tf2 and falsettos crossover. fits SO well with engiespy#team fortress 2#team fortress 2 fanart#tf2#tf2 fanart#tf2 heavy#tf2 medic#heavymedic#red oktoberfest
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#sars cov 2#covid 19#i've interacted with 4 different friends/acquaintances in the past month alone who have all been hospitalised after having a stroke#(and in one case multiple strokes)#one who i visited in hospital over the weekend had a (unmasked) nurse coughing up a lung in her room š#and one of them who had to undergo surgery also had to be moved to a different hospital#bc the ward they were keeping him in was full of confirmed covid patients šš#idk how many times it needs to be said before it gets through people's heads but VACCINES ARE NOT ENOUGH#and encouraging ppl to rely solely on them when there are already plans to jack up the prices so you have to KEEP PAYING for boosters#for an ONGOING mass-disabling event is so laughably unrealistic and absurd and flat-out demonic#you need to mitigate the actual spread of covid by WEARING A MASK + fighting for CLEAN AIR/proper ventilation in public spaces!!!!!!#ppl are so eager to forget the whole 'break the chain of transmission' thing and how effective masking is and so this is where we're at#'i got infected and infected other ppl who might die or become permanently disabled but it's no big deal bc no one else wears a mask#so if /i/ didn't infect them someone else would have anyway so it's not my fault and really its got nothing to do with me and my choices'#if everyone is responsible then no one is responsible - that's how it works right?#it's no wonder some ppl go rabid at even the sight of someone wearing a mask and minding their own business#ppl seeking treatment for unrelated conditions/illnesses and then dying from covid caught in hospitals#due to lack of npis/basic mitigation measures - no regulations no accountability#we truly live in a hell (''new normal'') of our own making#anyway none of this is new news at all i mostly thought it might be good to share the info graphic abt signs of stroke#covid has been given free reign and chances are increasing as to how likely you'll encounter it happening to someone you know at some point#also heart attacks and pots and alzheimer's etc etc etc
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breaking badifies them. happy pride motng
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this is just copypasted from twt i forgot to post yetsterday
I imagine that the Dirkjake dynamic would be down on his luck partyboy and the estranged high school friend that coerced him into a drug dealing operation. For reasons he refuses to elaborate on. Jake doesn't really want to be cooking meth but he needs the cash and sees Dirk as the one stable thing in his life really. Dirk really needs a partner and an in to the business and is most of the brains behind the operation.
Dirk is also doing a fair bit of posturing to keep them both safe but Jake... hooo Jake. Dear whining Jake will become a loose cannon when it counts. The power balance would fluctuate alluringly.
To be honest I imagine their dynamic would be much closer to a hypothetical high school au turned drug-dealing and wouldn't be much like Walter and Jesse. Wanna think there would be a happy ending but realistically they'd sink into their worst traits & probably end up in a saw trap by the end of it. I wanna imagine most plot beats still happen... gf dies... "gale" dies... Codependent yaoi and corruption arc flourishes.
I imagine Dirk's wardrobe would start to resemble more and more of Bro's and some of his personality might too. But I also don't think he'd go as far or be as bad as Walter, since here there's a care and concern for Jake as more than a pawn and stand-in (aka the Walter special). Damage would still be done though. The love didn't save anyone etc etc.
Bro and Grandpa would have a dynamic MUCH closer to the s1/2 duo. Devil-may-care stoner and the guy who needs cash FAST and doesn't have time for this shit. I dont think Bro has the tender heart Jesse but he definitely develops some terrible loyalty complex regardless. Honestly have a LOT less idea how their story would go so I'm all ears
#homestuck#hom3stuck#home24uck#home2t4ck#dirk strider#jake english#dirkjake#jakedirk#bro strider#grandpa harley#brograndpa#breaking bad#breaking bad au#brba#admin draws#fanart#this is just one of thsoe ideas you get and know is too fun to pass up on.#also now i wanna draw more of this but no promisses . you know the deal#also if i do that i will definitely draw my sona as gale because that idea makes me laugh end of story#alsooo. grandma jade would be like jesse's aunt. hehe.#ok done with my sandwich im gonna like actually go doodle sum stuff now.#period came now i need a distraction and that distraction might be the askbox. i have some grievances to air out with ampora senior
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