#i mesn a know a bit but

[odysseys-blood]

mother seems to be obsessed with the idea that i can just find just anything otc to take for my insomnia when the prescription medication i had wasnt even workin past like 2 months. like lets be so fr now.

[zynwarrior]

Hi everyone, im a bit drunk right gyt now and I’m feeling very cold because myb bstt friend kept her around comsiomting on and I’ve bemm faskinb for the past 3 days. I’m really cold right now. I’m anlso drunk. We drank an entireb borlgtle of vodka togatehr because these goijg through some famoy issues and imb trying tobbe there for her. But when I went to herb house her family ordered pizza and forced me go eat. I don’t mesn they insiged for a while and gave up. The y grabbed the bizzap and made me eat fourb slized infornt pf ghem BEVAUSE they said I loontoo smal and I lost so much of wighy. Which was very motivating. I’m typing wit one eye closed so u can see. They made me eat infront of them which is why I think that my bsf told them abt my issues with food. She’s been very suspiciously lately and I’ve been truing to deflect but she’s convinced I havve and ED whick I do have but fuck HWR for figuring it out and telling HER famuly.

Everyone forced me to eat infront of them to day and I’m so sick kn it. When I was getting bullied for being fat I “deserved it” but kow I’m “too small” and “skinny” like yellow, I’m 58 kgs. In what world am I considered skinny,??????)?? Like stfu. I had to eat four spices. Of pizzas before I coulde go back upsyairs. I purged in the toilet and spilled all over but I cleaned it and they didn’t know. I’m so sad. I was doing so much better and they just had to make me eat. I want to die. FOUR FUCKING SLIVES OF PIZZA?????? who even eats that mucbrevarly ???? I wish I never came here for her. I love her but what the fuck. If she was foman tell her whole fily I about what she thinks is a disorder and make YHEM force feed me then that’s just so whrong. She made me. Deeel so bad and she knows it. I’m having a panic attack because i ate so mucb. It feelsnlis I’m gonna die. Hug anywayq id I make. It through the night pls pray for me I’m trying my best and I’m sc scared about what I’m going to weigh the morris

I love you all stau save

[spitinsideme]

Worst/best movie you've ever watched?

the worst movie that ive ever watxhed was this italian .... movie ? i feel like i cant even classify it as a movue vecause this was like .. weird .. it was called la bonne and i watched it when i was finding as many lesbian movies as possible and this wasnt even .. maybe ir was a bit gay i guess from one of the girls pov ?? i mesn the gayest thing they did is show each other their pussies and then play sexual bdsm style hide and seek ?? i hobestly dont know rhat was crazy it wasnt even gay tjis was like honoerotic undertones that could be read as manipulative and for other reasons that arent rveb gay .. very entertaining in a way

the besr movie ive ever watxhed is like a top three and those top three are carol, carmilla (2019) and my first summer .. mt first summer was jst very adorable and carol has older lesbian women and thats well fucking hot i fucking love that mocie and carmilla 2019 ???? IT WAS A VAMPIRE !!! AND THEY EVEN SHARED A BLOODY KISS LIKE ACTUAL BLOOD !!! wnd that was so hot mygodd .... jesus fucking christ ... thats the best mocie in my opinion i hate the ending si nuch but god it was so hot .. carmilla ..

[translesbian-w-catgirl]

no rizz just infodumping obscure lore DID YOU KNOW in skyrom the elder scrolls 5 that theres a side quest where ivarsteads drunk hobo named narfi asks you to go find his sister snd you find her skeleton and alchemy bag in the bottom of the river nut due to the physics brwaling currents theres only a small area she couldve been killed in and two iron arrows spawn above her corpse mesning only someone/something thst shoots those couldve killed her {so not an animal or draugr} and she has a chance of spawming with a human heart or human flesh in her satchel meaning theres a chance that she was a murderer or she dessecrated a body of some sort and since her corpse was near the river and she died of iron arrows it mustve either been a skeleton a town guard or a bandit but the guards wouldve made her death a bit more public and skeletons tend to be rutheless and parts of small groups that kill every livimg being they find so it mustve been bandits butbthey didnt loot her satchel or tske any of her stuff which also makes no sense because you can get it very easily without being spotted especislly if you were able to kill her without anyone noticing but also no one else uses iron arrows so canonicslly the reason for her death is that literslly no one knows and neither does bethesda because the developers didnt bither to add a real cause for her death because its just a silly little sidequest and they also probably have better things to do like fixing ome of the 10 billion bugs so i dont blame them anyways yea thats it thanks for listening to my ted talk

[surferboyjj]

John b: Well while you were off doing fuck knows Hailee woke up and had s fucking panic attavk when you werent there and tried to get up and find you but-well one we think she may have broken a rib earlier-and two she fell because the feeding tube was still in so she ripped it out and then he nose started bleeding and when stray and Conrad tried to get her in the bed she was kicking and screaming and then she bit someones hand and they dropped her so she hit her fucking head against the bed she’d bleeding and she has a concussion all because you “didnt want to be with her” what the actual fuck JJ? Maybe it was bad she didnt tell you about her brother but that shouldent mesn you just up and leave when we told you she was about to wake up!

*john b explains angrily while walking back to my hospital room*

-🐹

What?! I-I didn’t mean to-

*I say panicked*

What the fuck do you mean? Who said I didn’t want to be with her??? I was just gonna go for a sec and then lie tried to fuckin- it doesn’t matter

[skyburger]

musings as i watch the phantom blood musical (under a cut if u dont want spoilers ect.)

perhaps i will not understand this as easily as i thought thats ok though i can pick out bits and pieces

the set is so fucking gorgeous dude <- HUGE sucker for a moving set of any kind

the opening threw me off a bit but i got the gist anyway i would NOT wanna be the lady dangling from the ceiling that looks scary

the costumes are soooo cool and im literally only at the carriage scene i just really like theatre costumes & victorian costumes & really any combination of the two is kind of guaranteed to make me crazy

THE SONGS ARE SO GOOD SO FAR this is literally the Ohmy god i was right the old man was speedwagon but i didnt expect That HELLO? HELLO?

also the speedwagon rap is actually really good hello like this first big ensemble number is so fucking good. speedwagon rapping over this choir should not sound this good BUT IT DOES

as much as i love to see theatre in person im glad im watching this at home so i can take notes on here LOL

somehow despite the fact rhat i can't understand most of this@i feel bad for dio anyway like idk him getting a solo ballad this early on is also helping

i need to look up dio's actor after this because his voice is really fucking good dude DUDE HE JUST STARTED THE CHORUS(?) BIT OHMY GOD

Stop making me feel bad for dio i already felt bad enough for him before this 😭😭

the way they have the levels ramp thing on the stage & they can spin it is really fucking cool

omg erina's pink dress is so pretty I LOVE U ERINA

jojo gets his ass kicked immediately 🙏 seeing this in almost slapstick stage fighting choreography is so OH MY GOD. DANNY? DANNY? imgoing to die like i dont know how else they would have done it but this rules

dio jumping out of the carriage that was so fun im glad they didnt make it more toned down

STOPPPP THE WAY HE KICKS DANNY...

not sure who this other guy is in this scene i dont think there was this guy in the show...?????

see dio had almost been tragic enough to make me feel bad for him but now hes back to being an asshole and i must say. of course it suits him but dio as a character and jjba as a whole but really Especially phantom blood is just super suited to the stage imo

OHHH SPEEDWAGON MY GUY SPEEDWAGON IS BACK

hello does george get a song? ihmy god he does?? IDK I JUST ASSUMED HE WOULDNT HAVE ANY SINGING BITS but dude has a killer voice

again despite the fact that im only picking up bits and pieces dio's actor is really fucking selling it dude like. Dio 😭😭

i saw a post from someone mentioning how much george joestar flips his coattails abd they were not kiddinOHHH SPEEDWAGON IS BACK BABYYYYY

i love love LOVE how speedwagon is the narrator

THIS SCENE IN THE RING THE WAY EVERYONE HOLDS & MOVES THE RING THE CHOREOGRAPHY IS SO FUCKING COOL

my goat danny is back 🔥🔥🔥

oh i was wondering when my guy jojo would get a solo like oooooh get it jojo sing ur ballad !!

really small detail but i like how danny's puppeteer has a hat on like the ones most of the ensemble has too... a newspaper boy cap for lack of a better descriptor

oh dude rhe way they did the backstory flashback thing with danny saving jojo while george narrates it to dio that was sick as hell i love it

again man. dios actor is fucking me UP he's selling every part pf this ive never felt tbis bad for dio & thats an accomplishment (i have felt very very sorry for dio before)

JOJO AND ERINA SONG 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 JOJO ERINA DUET 🔥🔥🔥🙏🙏🙏🙏😭😭🥲😭🔥🙏🙏😭😭🔥🔥🔥🫡🫡🫡💕💕💕🫡

the way they start some lines by going "jojo!" "erina!" to each other is so fucking cute

i also do enjoy danny running around in the background of this like fuck dude! hes chilling

STOP THEYRE SO CUTE THE WAY ERINA LAUGHS WHEN HE LEAVES 😭😭😭😭

uh oh here comes faggottron3000 :/ he didnt do anything gay i just wanted to be mesn to him and in my defense he deserves it this scene

dude they held that kiss for a long-ass time ?!?! the choreography of dios posse blocking off erina's escape was super cool though

You cant keep doing this to me you cant keep making me feel bad for dio .

also didn't expect dario to have any singing bits but his actor is killing it as well the cast for this is fucking fantastic

dude i love a rock musical im very happy we got some electric guitars and drum kits in here like yesss fuck it up on the hi-hat!!! fuck it UP with the synth keyboard

Dude jojo & dio's actors are really good at ghe fighting choreography like jojo's actor is really good at flinging himself aftergetting fake-hit and like rolling away its astounding

its at rhis point i realize i dont actually know how far in i am or how long this is i didnt check. i feel like weve been on the jojo dio backstory bit for a While and danny's still here so its not over???

oh shit did we ever get to see erina's family in anhthing else i dont actually know. i think that was her dad but it couldve been someone else and she just mentioned her dad

STOP IT STOP IT I CANT KEEP FEELING BAD FOR DIO its ok im over itDUUUUUDE THEY SET DANNY ON FIRE AND HES FLOATING THISSHIT IS CRAZY

once again the practical effects on stage fucking rule

oh speedwagon's back here we go the timeskip is literally now LOL

is now a good time to mention i never actually finished part 1. like i know how it ends if course butHOLT SHITTTTT ITS ZEPPELI

zeppeli's fuckass tophat is even better on a real life person it makes you realize how silly it looks. But like it still totally works because its a musical im telling you a live theatre production can get away with so much shit

oh here we go baby THE COOL LEVELS AND LIFTING THEY DO FOR RHIS ENSEMBLE NUMBER FUCKING RULES

my guy speedwagon is back 🔥🔥🔥

alexander hamilton WISHES he had speedwagons talent

rugby on stage... i cant say ive ever seen thst before actually LOL

Stop making me feel bad for dio. you cant keep doing this to me. he didnt even do anything just rhe concept of dio maybe bettering himself and getting along with jojo makes me sad because its never gonna fucking happen

jojo having another solo still in his rugby uniform is a little funny though. again his voice is so fucking good the cast is fantastic

goddamn george joestar got some crazy fancy bed

WHO IS THIS GUY UTS THE GUY FROM THE PART WHERE DIO SHOWED UP AT THE MANSION im still not sure who this is <- should probably have finished part 1

kind of obsessed whth this guy the way he mimes the rugby game is so fucking funny

dio's purple outfit is fucking awesome though its very much megami ibunroku persona shades of purple to me but it totes suits him like ooooh get it dio

oh the mask spikes mechanism is very funny i love it

oh the staging for the reveal of jojo finding out dio's been poisoning his father is awesome HELLO DARIO CLIMBING OUT OF? HELLO?

STOP NAKING ME FEEL BAD FOR DIO THIS IS LITERALLY HIM POISONING GEORGE JOESTAR but like dude this actor could sell anything im so serious

Dio has fallen down the stairs at the met gala...

imgoing to die right now dio's actor cannot keep doing this to me.

jojo runs with such purpose but also very cartoonishly its awesome

dude did they not do an intermission during this whole thing??? or did they just edit ir out

SPEEDWAGON APPEARANCE SOON. I CAN TELL. EVEN IF I DISNT KNOW THE STORY I CAN JUST TELL THE MUSIC AND JOJOS SINGING SOUNDS MORE LIKE SPEEDWAGONS BITS

speak of the devil...!!!

ohmy god speedwagon and jojo fight choreography for that one bit that was so fun i love leaps and jumps this rules

YES!!!! YESSSS!!!!! YESSSSSSS!!!! <- sicko

SPEEDWAGON HAT ATTACK FUCKKKKK i was aondering how theyd do this

Put speedwagons hat back on he looks bald without it. even with all his beautiful hair he needs rhat hat its like mario without his hat you cant do that its wrong

speedwagon i loveyou so much thia fycking rules dude

please give him his hat back though.

Srop i cant do fhis dios not allowed ro show up anymore. do not make me pity dio. do not make me feel sorry for fucking dio.

the cape is fucking sick though

i honestly fid not think dario would show up this many times its fucking me up though dude. Dio is haunted by his awful father. ahat if we all blew up right now

oh the practical effects of the mask on someone js fun i love that

oh my god i think dio just went like. hes dead... and then the guy whi he put the mask on grabbed his hand and he went HES NOT DEAD

the guy who i dont know who he is. Love whatever the hell they did to his eyebrows

Oh hes like the guard or something there hello? maybe? this couls just be for dramatic effect but i feel like him putting on the helmet and rhat really completing the outfit means rhe former

oh that comment really Was right my guy george is just flipping his coattails dramatically left right and center... i get u dude. me too

dudeimgettung so sleep this is unrelated but if i pause this i will never fucking fibish it. and ill be up for ages anyway ill be fine LOL

oh i think george is singing aomething about like ummm along the lines of "i'm only human" (heard watashi (i) wa (am) ningen (human) didnt catch the rest of it. Again george's actor has a crazy good voice hes so fucking good

Oh shir zeppeli is back i have to be so real i forgot he was in this part. i kind of forget anything after like the end of episode 3 ish(?) (wherever jojo thinks he killed dio and fhe house burns down) is also like. a very important bit of this part. imsorry zeppeli im torallt blanking on his first name right now im sorry caesar's grandpa

zeppeli also has a fucking awesome actor his voice is really good I WISH I HAD SOME OTHER WAY RO DESCRIBE THEIR VOICES BIT THEYRE ALL SOOOO FANTASTIC

ohmy god dio walking in and jojo standing there with the candle in hand is like one od my fave shots im glad they kept it here rhe candle is so important to me. I THINK ITS A REAL CANDLE THEY LIT HERE TOO? if its not then they have crazy advanced fake candle flame technology i didnf know about

i seriously have not been able to pick out what pronoun dio used for himself this whole time like i heard jojo use boku all the time but dio just used boku as he's bustinf out the crocodile tears and im wondering if he changed to that just for this... idk if thats common

thank god speedwagon is here and he also has a candle and hes beinf silly and funny ilvoe you speedwagon

george joestar's robe coat dressing gown thing is lovely also i love the pattern its reminding me of that one painting... the lovers i think? i think the artist was french the name is torally escaping me right now. The one in the elfen lied op 😭

Dio srop making me feel bad I CANTDO THIS NOOOO HE FELL TO HIS KNEES AS HES SINGING HIS SONG HE LOOKS SO DISTRAUGHT AND I KNOW HES LYING BUT DUDEEEEEE I FEEL SO BAD

oh he said ore in there but im not sure what fhe context was

oh yeah he just said ore wa he uses ore for himself

okay now we have fhe george joestar death scene fly high king... really though im just looking forward to dio coming back sorry@thats my favorite scene like first of all hes so fine. but also the flips and shit hes doing is so cool

oh rip george joestar ❤️‍🩹❤️‍🩹❤️‍🩹

im still not sure who rhe other guy is like everyone else left stage its speedwagon & jojo & (dead) george who are all obviouslt important to the story. And this other guy who i still havent figured out did they make him up for this ?? was he in fhe manga was he in something else????

oh george walking into the back off the stage theough the doors that open and his silhouette in the light is really awesome imagery

jojo's actor is really fuckinf fantastic have i said fhat i need to stress that he is so fucking good

Oh noooo guy who i dont know is dead maybe i think

OOOOOH GET IT DIO OOOOOOOG GET IT

dio has been shot dead in miami. hes okay but he died

oh the way they do the lighting and rhe heartbeat sound while he drains fheir blood is so good...

speedwagon just standinf there and wavinf the gun around is very fun

OOOH GET IT JOJO his choreography with the spear(?) is super fun

dio has once again been found dead in miami. again... hes ok but he died

oh that might be the first muda from dio i wonder if he said ir before and i missed it

OHHH I WAS WONDERING WHAT THE SHEET CURTAIN THING WAS FOR that was really good dude these effects are dyckinf awesome

OHHHH THE STAGE IS MOVING DUDE THIS IS GONNA GET CRAZY

sorry my typos keep getting worse im getfing more and more excited and i have more and more to say LOL

dude rhis feels like the end of either the first half or like the entire fucking show it cant be over though theres so much more plot????

OH I RMEEMBER NOW someone said rhey only got through act 1 when i was looking for a link so surely there Are two acts...?? if this was just the first act i will actually explode this is so much longer than i thought (positive. So fucking positive. will never say no to more musical dio)

dio on the wires is so fucking cool dude THEYRE DOING SOOOO MANY GOOD EFFECTS oh dios fucking died rip in peace

Oh my god i was right that was only the first act. the intermission just started (and ended because obviously they didnt leave the whole intermission where nothing fucking happened in the recording) im a little under halfwsy through this. this is almost four hours long. that is NOT a complaint though i am very happy in fact because i get to watch more of it :3

however i think i will watch more of it tomorrow because i feel like ill actually fall asleep during act 2 if i try and watch it now LOL that or i just wont register Anything thats happening... like my adhd ass needs a break and also i am@sleepy. Will reblog with more thoughts tomorrow when i watch act 2...

in case i somehow didnt make it obvious enough Highly highly HIGHLY recommend this its really fucking good. GO WATCH IT

[velvetdesirez]

David still vividly remembered the first time they met each other all those years ago like it was yesterday. He was out of the country having been posted in an active war zone this was back when he was still in the military of course. She had arrived there as their journalist correspondent. He had gotten to know her for a bit but the main aspect of it all came when he had to save her life from a few local insurgents who wanted to do her harm and among other things. Since then the two of them had been great friends together. And unfortunately it wasn't the last time he had to save her. There had been many occasions when he had to come in to save her. He only wished she wouldn't keep getting herself into life threatening situations but knowing her he knew it was extremely unlikely. For some time he found himself sighing softly at her words as he looked into her eyes. His heart skipped a beat upon hearing the statement that he was her hero. He rather liked being her her hero he must admit. He looked into her eyes for some time before chuckling softly at her. "What can I say , I have my charms. " He responded to her with a wink. That was one of the questions that had shocked him beyond belief and he had no idea how best to answer that. In fact he didn't know if he could answer that. But he had managed to convince them all to a lie and made it certain it was believable enough. "You know your mom makes a mesn Shepard's pie. I can't help but love it. " He responded to her truthfully. As the notes of the song she had told him about went in his ear he looked into her eyes for a moment. He stood up slowly after her but in truth he was already missing her touch. His arm which she had touched felt warm and he wished she wouldn't have let go. He desperately wished that she would hold onto his hand for far longer. His tongue darted out and licked his lips as his throat felt rather dry. David found himself smirking softly at her words as he gently reached out and took her hand in his to fill the gap he was missing from her touch. "I say lead the way my lovely lady. " He mused softly.

David wasn't particularly mad or anything about all this. He was merely astonished and frustrated as to the things that had happened and the way he had been facing the tigers alone in their den. But in hindsight he couldn't be too upset about it all. He knew they only meant well and appreciated their intentions even though they are rather nosy. In the end he found himself sighing softly at her words as he gazed deeply at her. The good thing about all this he mused wasn't simply the food but getting to spend time with her. He had cared deeply for sage in his own way. It had been a long time he had loved someone this much but with sage he did so. He looked into her eyes for some time and found himself smiling warmly at her words. "Look at you enjoying at my expense. You should consider yourself that I am kind enough to continue to bear all these questions from your family all so you don't have to go through them. " He responded to her with a slight tease. He loved whenever she teased him just as much as he enjoyed teasing her. This was something he would never tire of. The blush on her cheek hadn't gone unnoticed on him. And that made his heart beat a skip. He hadn't said anything else to her as he looked into her eyes and nodded his head at her. "Great. I can't wait to sneak away from here. For now I suppose we should help us with the Shepard's pie. " He said to her softly.

[zisveryconfused]

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[nyaing]

Gosh, I can’t believe I’m doing this! Could you imagine? Haha! Anyway, I just wanted to tell you that I’ve taken quite the liking to you, you know. You… your hands… are pretty small, aren’t they? Ugh, I can’t get the words out… I may just care about your little life. More than I thought I would. Jeez, uh… I think you’re cute, you know? I feel kinda like … I don’t know. When you’re around, I feel… something. It’s not something I’ve felt before, but it’s… nice. I suppose. Yeah. So, you better hang around me some more! Hahaha! -Mahito

(I NEVER FINISHED JJK I HOPE I GOT THSI RIGHT UM UM also mahito is nervous in this letter but is hiding it with Jokes he loves u sooooo much ok. ok)

i wove u so mucj its insane crazy auubvhghghh

[jackedspicer]

ok ok ok in regards to betty grof i think the way it all ended was the only way it could have, given everything about her character BUT theres a little creature in my brain who still wanted to see magic betty and ice king become best friends and do stupid shit

[vonlipvig]

WAIT HOLD ON i forgot to comment on this before but i got the same ending for sophia's story, i KNEW i should have picked the dynamite option last time 😑

[cyrillean]

I AM ACTUALLY UNDESCRIBABLY DISAPPOINTED IN HOW ABSURDLY BORING PART B IS

Thank the hypmic gods that pt 2 of requiem expert ain’t as awful as pt 1

[agayobsessedwithmurder]

COBRA KAI S4 THOUGHTS

episodeee nine

i thought the last ep was the last so i had to walk around the house a bit

THE TORTUMENT

im breathing. im definitely breathing

AYEEEEE im team myagi i admit

im a myagi person.

cobra kai isn't gonna win

MIYAGI IS HOW YOU SPELL IT PLSZS

demetri <3

FUCKING DEMETRI WHAT

DEMETRI WHATS HIS NAME

ALEXOPOULOS

DEMETRI ALEXOPOULOS

MIGUEL

still fucking ALEXOPOULOS

give eli a hug

what is the old man doing

CARRIE FUCKING UNDERWOOD

plot twist demetri wins plot twist

hawk lost his mask WHAT DID I FUCKING SAY

I rlly hope demetri wins

that'd be such a fucking plot twist, only saying because everyone knew/knows him as the WEak lanky guy and he just kicks everyones ass.

WATCH ELI WIN

WHAT DEMETRI WON HIS AND HES IN THE FINALS??? KR WHATVER ITS CALLED

demetri is in the courter finals

actually so proud

elis hawk must be proud to to have his bf i mesn bestfriend on his side

DEMETRI GO YES

ELI GOT SO EXCITED

"AH DEMETRI" crying

no moon ily but

STOP

they FUCKING ugh.

demetri get your man

SAAMMMMMMM

love her

wait DEMETRI IS IN THE ACTUAL FINALS IM SO PROIUD

THAT'S A REFERENCE TO KARATE Kid

robby your better than this

WATCH HIM MISS THAT WOULD BE EMBARRASSING WTF

wait

oh my god.ob my god

obmy god. kh my god

oh my god

[apenapaperandadoofus]

HOLY SHIT LISTEN LISTEN:

RFA members with a podcast, let’s say it’s like a live one where fans can interact with you and everything (maybe like a radio type of thing?)

Imagine how cool that’d be!

I imagine Zen could be more like a musical type of podcast, talking about various musicals and films.

OR YOU KNOW WHAT?

Maybe like those podcasts where they tell like a sort of story, where they hire actors and things, ohhh that’d be so cool! Also maybe with talks about some celebrity gossip? Ohhh

He gets lowkey triggered whenever he has to talk about the amazing Jumin Han tho lmaoooo

Yoosung would obviously be LOLOL, he will talk about what to do when you’re a beginner, some tips and tricks and the like.

Jaehee could maybe be like a history of coffee sort of podcast, but the reason people like her podcast so much is because she will sometimes just give super good advice, since Jaehee is a queen and the mom friend, she will be those podcasts where the person talking just tells great stories with good morals and such.

Jumin would be so CUTE

It started out as a business podcast. That was the plan. Until they started talking about a cat and then vampires, werewolves and all stuff of the occult. He becomes like a sort of buzzfeed unsolved, where Jumin just talks about paranormal activities.

Oh and he gives good advice too! At one point people start writing letters to the podcast or calling to ask for Jumin’s help, and even though Jumin is confused as hell, he gives the best advice as if it’s the most obvious thing ever.

Saeyoung would definetly have a podcast that it’s just all over the place. He can have one of those podcasts where they talk about crazy Did You Know things, or just fun facts! Also he would get into gossip too y’know?

AND he does CHARACTERS!

He will have his own version of Poppy Gloria (if you know what I’m saying yes I love you, floor and glue gang)

He will be just telling crazy new stories too!

But there will be points, mostly at night, where he gets a bit more serious. He still tells some jokes, but the vibe is more like chill podcast, a thing you don’t normally get from him. Maybe where he talks about abuse, and ways to get help. He’d promote about that, where people can get help, and that everything will get better.

Sometimes he will get Saeran to join, and he will bregudingly accept. Even though he tries not to act like it, Saeran really enjoys it!

Also just imagine how cool it’d be. “OMG SAERAN LOOK THIS CAT JUST WALKED ON A TIGHTROPE!”

“Yeah yeah, who cares about a dumb cat anyways.”

“SAERAN SAERAN, LOOK, THIS MONKEY IS TAP DANCING! You think I should do that too?!”

“No please don’t, you’d be horrible.”

Now, for V, he would do a more relaxing sort of chill podcast. He could be like a little advice dude, with nice music in the background. He will talk with his listeners the most, from calls or letters and such, he gives super good advice. Also he will talk about various forms of art, and he will ramble and become super flustered in the end, but everyone thinks it’s adorable.

Saeran could be a bit more like a gardening podcast. He could talk about flowers, and the meaning they have. He also has tons of listeners, because sometimes they will ask him for advice, and Saeran doesn’t know what to do and becomes pretty flustered but he ends up giving good advice anyway.

Also he can totally have a food podcast too, I MESN DID YOU SEE HOW MY MAN COULD COOK IN HIS ROUTE?!

Now, for Rika, there’s two options.

When she’s in a cult she makes a cult podcast lmao, and she’s all like “you have to defeat the strong, and make them pay and blah blah” (I know it’s not like that but I have had too much caffeine and I’m not thinking straight pff.)

Then, if Rika were a bit better mentally, she could have a really nice advice podcast, where she helps people with depression and anxiety. It’s like a really nice mental health podcast, which I think would be the cutest thing ever for her to do.

Then, if the whole RFA had a podcast as a group, it’d be all over the place lmao. But they would talk about their parties, and talk about situations that are happening around the world, where the people can donate and such.

I dunno, I think maybe I could write a fic about this? Hmmm if you guys want. Sorry for just throwing this out of nowhere lmao I’ve had 2 cups of tea and coffee, with some chocolate and I’m going wild rn

[themadauthorshatter]

Toppat!Charles Part 12

I just realized that this series is literally 12 parts long.

Anyway, quick recap, Charles is recovering, but it's going to be a fairly slow process. He's going to have to try and speed it up because the plan to take out the Toppat Clan hinges on his guidance, or rather memory, of the orbital station. He's surrounded by people he can trust, but that does not stop his mind from turning against him.

For better context, be sure to check out the rest of the story via the links provided:

Part 1

Part 2

Part 3

Part 4

Part 5

Part 6

Part 7

Part 8

Part 9

Part 10

Part 11

I will be going into more detail of what happened to Charles in Part 5, so if you're sensitive to torure, I wouldn't read this. Reader discretion is advised with this one.

Triple Threat wakes up and gets ready for the day; Charles brought some clothes with him to change into and they're used to getting ready for missions together. Charles changes with his back turned to Henry and Ellie and they see how thin he's gotten while on the orbital station, seeing he barely has any muscle and most of his ribs are showing.

They stare a little too long and Charles tenses up as he's about to put on his shirt.

"You don't have to watch me. How could I have gone to the armory?"

"Charles?" Ellie asks as she taps his shoulder.

Charles quickly turns to her with a gasp and snaps out of his mini stupor.

"You okay?"

"Y-Yeah. I..." Charles gulps and nods. "I'm fine."

They finish getting ready and head out to get some breakfast in a break room.

Like the day before, a lot of soldiers can't help but stare at Charles, who's doing a great job of standing up straight and looking as 'government' as possible, even though there are a few people that whisper about how he shouldn't be back in the government and that the general should've just shot him, while others say that the general can deal with him after they take care of the Toppat Clan.

Regardless, the trio get their breakfast and eat, though Charles is seriously restraining himself from eating like a pig because he has some training to catch up on and just doesn't want to end up throwing up all the food in case he has too much.

Henry notices this and signs, 'You can go back and get more, if you want.'

"I'll... see how I feel after I finish this," Charles replies with a nod to his plate of a bagel, a muffin, some bacon, fruit, and toast- he's very glad to eat normal person food after the more extravagant, posh meals on the orbital station.

Doesn't stop him from hearing a certain someone murmur into his ear, even with the headset on.

"You're really eating food for a rat? You ate better on the orbital station, and you know it." Charles freezes and starts trembling. "Don't expect any sort of warm welcome, when you come crawling back, kid."

A hand claps onto his shoulder and Charles whips around, having the absolute day lights scared out of him.

It's just a soldier that isn't fully in the loop on the young pilot's condition; if Charles is 26 or 27, this soldier is around 35 years old.

It makes him back up a little, but paints a clear picture as to what Charles went through in his captivity.

"Oh, sorry, kid. Shouldn't have snuck up on you like that."

Charles's trembling doesn't really stop, but he does nod at him. "I-It's fine. What'd... What'd you want?"

"Just sayin' it's... really brave of you three, heading to take out the Toppats, I mean. It's about time we arrested the bastards for good."

Charles nods again and turns back to his beeakfast as Ellie replies for him, "Thanks. We kinda have a bone to pick with them, too."

The soldier nods and turns to walk away before noticing something behind Charles's freshly cut hair and headset and inspecting it, which him panic a little bit.

"W-wait! Don't!"

"Good glory, kid. What'd they do to you?"

There is a gash on the side of Charles's face very close to his hairline, going for his temple/eye to his jaw, in a mostly straight line that doesn't curve that much.

Charles covers it with his hand and turns back to his food. "I... It was a... I didn't really-"

The soldier gently places his hand on Charles's shoulder and assures him, "Hey, it's fine. They're not gonna hurt you. They're too scared to leave their little nest."

Charles nods and gives a small smile, silently thanking him.

The soldier pats his shoulder and leaves, letting Triple Threat finish their breakfast.

Time Jump to the shooting range, Henry showing and further improving his aim, something that lets Charles know that Henry plans to make good on his promise in Part 10; Charles is just watching because he and others don't trust him.

Henry and Ellie are both practicing, but Charles is watching Henry before Rupert walks in and escorts him to meet with Galeforce, a conversation he is not excited to have.

He joins him anyway, despite wanting Henry and Ellie with him, and meets up with General Galeforce, who dismisses Rupert so he and Charles can talk.

"So... You wanted to... see me?"

Galeforce is silent as he carefully approaches Charles and hugs him, shaking as he holds what is the closest thing to a son that he has.

It takes Charles absolutely by surprise as his "toppat" instincts tell him to fight and attack, so he freezes again.

"You're alright, son. You're home. I've got you."

Knowing it's the general and not Right talking, Charles returns the embrace, allowing himself to relax and calm down.

They continue to hug for a good few minutes before pulling away, Galeforce holding Charles's face to get a better look at him than before, when he informed that he, Henry, and Ellie would be tasked with taking out the Toppat orbital station.

Up close, and even the good nights' sleep he's been getting, compared to what was in the orbital station, Charles still has some bags under his eyes, courtesy of his nightmares, and his eyes aren't as badly bloodshot, though he does still have some pink where it should be white. He's thin from days of not being provided food and every now and again he coughs in his mouth, hiding it as best as he can because the general is already really worried.

"Charlie, what'd they do to you?"

Charles averts his eyes and bites his tongue.

"I know it's not going to be easy, but we're really going to need your help."

Charles backs away and walks over to the window, thinking to himself that, no, remembering the layout of the orbital station won't be easy, it will be absolutely terrible.

"You're the only one that's been on the station and knows it inside and out. Just give us an easy way go get to the core, and you'll never have to think about it again."

Charles takes a deep breath and nods before turning to Galeforce. "Okay, but promise me... Promise me Henry and Ellie will come with. I won't do it without them."

Galeforce smiles and puts a hand on his shoulder, on his upper arm. "You think I'd send anyone else?"

The two hug again, though it's shorter and when they stop, Galeforce ruffles Charles's hair and ensures him that he's going to help Charles get back into shape.

Charles gives him a chuckle and leaves to find that Ellie and Henry have been waiting in the hallway for him, Ellie standing up while Henry sitting cross-legged on the floor.

"Either, uh... either of you know when we head out?"

Ellie smiles. "As soon as we're ready for you."

Henry also grins, signing, 'We've been talking and really think you're going to like the craft we're using.'

They head to an aircraft carrier base and see their rise, a government destroyer, but coated in a material that makes it appear invisible. The tech is pretty state of the art, and Ellie and Henry can be traced by their earpieces via that same location thing on your phone.

Charles feels his new toy with a shaking hand, aaking, "How? We... We don't..."

Thought I forgot Terrence Suave? THINK AGAIN!!!

The former toppat leader struts on in with a smirk on his face and a peice of paper in his hand. "You're right. These government back washes don't have the mesns for this." He shows off that piece of paper, which is actually a return letter from Bill Bullet, who provided this invisible material. "Thankfully, someone else does."

"The orbital station's going to be really close to us tonight, so we'd better get this right on the first try," Galeforce says.

Charles nods as he takes out that drawing of the orbital station Henry did and begins to make a map for him and Ellie.

"There are vents just about everywhere on the side, but this one's closest to the core." It's a vent on the side of the station, on the bottom half of the station. "This will give you a direct path to the core."

"And this bad boy's what you two need to throw in," Rupert remarks very slyly as he shows them a bomb that's about the size of a grenade, but with a more sophisticated trigger; think a gernade with a pipe bomb detonator and you have our Chekhov's gun. "Throw this in the core and get back to the destroyer before Charles detonates it. You don't want to be anywhere near this when it and the core go off."

Henry's turn to tense up, remembering how Charles died in Valiant Hero, and makes a note to make sure history does not repeat itself.

He shakes out of it when Charles asks, "So what are we waiting for? Let's go."

The reason they haven't left yet is because they need to get to a higher point, one of the form on a hill about two days away from the base.

They saddle up, get some snacks and drinks and weapoms for the road, and head out to the hill, Triple Threat heading out in one of those spacey vans and the destroyer they're using behind them.

Before leaving, though, Terrence stops Henry.

"Make sure you pay Bullet a visit after this. And tell Reg I said, 'hi.'"

Henry nods and looks back at the two vehicles used for the mission before turning back to Terrence.

'Thank you.'

Terrence gives him a light punch on the shoulder. "If anyone's gonna screw you over, better damn well be me."

Henry nods and moves to take his seat in the van.

"Hey, Henry?"

He looks back at Terrence, who takes a breath.

"Good luck."

Henry nods as he smiles and takes his seat in the van.

Charles fidgets with his headset and shakes while Ellie rubs his back.

All three are tense during the long drive, knowing the consequences, if they screw this up, but the plan is extremely simple and they've done a lot more dangerous missions.

That doesn't stop Charles from imagining what Right will do to him, if he's caught.

He hides a cough and watches the landscape out the window of the back doors.

The first day goes by without many problems, though it's into the second night where they have problems.

Triple Threat is huddled together, sleeping for their mission, though Charles is a little fitful, dreaming he's trapped in his cell as the station explodes.

They eventually wake up and start hyping themselves for the mission.

"D'you guys think there'll be a cash reward for arresting the Toppat Clan?" Ellie ponders.

Henry lights up and gives a sort of chopping motion on his palm; 'Let's split it!'

"50-49-1," Ellie snickers. "I'll take 50, Charles gets 49, and you get whatever's left."

Henry's jaw drops as Charles and Ellie laugh.

"No, let's split it 70-25-5," Charles offers.

'Am I getting the 5?'

"No. Ellie is."

The boys do a more hand shake-esque highfive, as in they reach in like a handshake rather than winding back for the highfive, and laugh as Ellie shakes her head at them both.

"Remind me to drive and leave you both on our next mission."

"Don't leave me!" Charles semi-joking shouts as they hit a speed bump, which leads to him and Ellie falling down and Henry laughing his ass off.

They arrive shortly after and board the air craft, Charles is pretty familiar with it because the ins and outs of air crafts are essential a first language for him.

"Remember, just get to the core and get out. We'll be waiting for you back at the base. Good luck."

They give their farewells and launch into space. Ellie does get a little nervous, but she and Henry are entranced by the view of Earth from space.

Although he'll die before going through it all again, Charles has to admit that the view is quite nice.

Admiring will have to wait, because they're nearing the orbital station.

Charles gulps as he gets as close as he can, even though their craft is invisible, he doesn't want to risk anything.

Henry and Ellie suit up and, much like Valiant Hero, are sent on the side of the station by a ball of trash.

Unlike Valiant Hero, when Henry goes for the knife, Ellie catches it and cuts them a way inside and safe to breathe inside the orbital station.

Just want to note here that Henry has the bomb on his person, ready to slap it on the core and GTFO.

"Alright, the core's going to be pretty close to you guys. Just go straight and make a left in the fork."

"Got it."

Ellie and Henry get to crawling, and being lead by Charles.

They pass by the vault, but mission first, and spending time with Charles is more satisfying.

They come to another fork in the vent, but Charles doesn't respond.

"Charles? Which way do we go?"

When there's no response, Ellie tries again. "Charles, are you there?"

Henry tries Morse code to talk to him, but still nothing.

The situation does not get better when the vents get hotter and the two have to split up, Henry going left and Ellie going right.

Ellie continues her way, shuffling on her elbows and knees as to not burn herself before a vent below her is thrown open and she plummets to the floor, four or five Toppats above and surrounding her, including Reginald Copperbottom, who greets her quite warmly.

With Charles, our pilot friend is trying not to panic as he watches Henry and Ellie go further apart.

He can't tell them anything because he can't really hear them and vice versa.

Time for some technical BS that I'm making up because the station has tractor beamed Charles and the destroyer he's in and the connection between him, Ellie, and Henry has been hacked into and severed, so only he can hear who's talking to him.

It's his nightmare come true and he freezes in a cold sweat as he hears a very certain someone talk to him:

"What're you doing back 'ere, kid? Miss me that bad?"

AND THAT IS PART 12!!!!!

Things are not going well for Triple Threat, are they?

Charles is back where he started in the series, Ellie is captured, and now Henry is without a guide as he navigates the hot ass vent system.

I hope you guys enjoyed this part and Thanks for reading!!!!!!

[tinytigerrrr]

was tagged by: @mcrololo , Thanks bro!! Love these things!! 

rules: answer the questions and tag 20 blogs whoever you’d like to get to know better nicknames: Ruby, Ro, Tiger

pronouns: She/They

star sign: Taurus

height: 1.60 toll!!!!

time currently: 15:40

when is your birthday: 11 May! 

favorite bands/groups: PVRIS, Deaf Havana, Bleachers, Sleeping at Last, All Time Low, Fall Out Boy, One Ok Rock, Marianas Trench, The Script, One Republic, Blof, Racoon, Wolf Alice, uuuhh and a lot more I think haha

favorite solo artists: Lindsey Stirling, Dany, Dodie, Ed Sheeran, Aurora - Yeah, yeah those I think lol 

song stuck in your head: Voices by Tusse

last movie you watched: Oh damn, uhm, I have absolutely nó idea, im so sorry xD

last show binged: I never binge shows tbh, bcs I just can’t, but the last one I watched was Oogappels, a dutch show in tv and honestly ist the best thing ever. 

when you created your blog: Dec 9, 2020.... This is not totally true because I accidentally deleted my previous blog which was precisely the same. Yeah, that was painfull... HAHA but yeah december 2020 ;D

last thing you googled: PVRIS for this quiz rip 

why you chose your url: Because I am smoll and I like tigers, and I feel a connection with them HAHA Also bcs a friend once called me a tinytiger so yeah it sticked to me and I love it xD

do you get asks: Sometimes from my friends c:

how many people are you following: 187

how many followers do you have: 17

average hours of sleep: 10 to 12 hours - yeah I sleep a lot c:

dream trip: Anywhere honestly. Now with covid and all I just long to go to the city or the beach or have a nice bbq with my friends or --- its a lot, so yeah, anywhere. 

lucky number: 11! Definetly! It’s a bit clishe bcs its my birthday number. But I also love the mesning behind it and that its a double number. So yeah, thats my lucky number! 

what i’m currently wearing: Sweatpant and a comfy knitted sweater, oh and my cat is on my lap, does that count? 

favorite food: ... Don’t get me started on this one... Chocolate, pasta, sushi, cookies, pancake, raspberries, strawberries, vietnamese salade (?), pizza, salmon - I LIKE food! But if I had to choose one; Pasta with smoked salmon in a cream sauce... or mac and cheese with ham hhmmmmm

favorite song: Oooeeeh, I don’t think I really have a favorite song anymore... But if I had to choose one now I’d be: Transient (acoustic) by Makari

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