#i mean peat asked for it lol

[nigeluvzbl]

you asked for it peat😂😂💗

[prapaiwife]

I'm back with another lita post😁, but this time on episode 13 cause I'm rewatching it, and im stunned each time with fortpeat performance in these heart-wrenching scenes. I mean, if you've watched, we've seen Sky's journey of allowing himself to trust and fully love pai allow himself to be happy be selfish and have this, which was the scariest thing to do cause of his past.

And peat wow🤧 his portrayal of Sky here, and later in the next scene when he goes to tell his story of what happened. It is the highlight of his acting! *makes me so excited for Love Sea* but Sky isn't crying. He looks so drained, and Prapai asks for him to cry, not to hold it in, but as he starts to cry himself, Sky asks him why. And then these lines!! If you can't cry, I'll cry for you. If you suffer, I will suffer with you, if your in pain, I'll be in pain too. Let me cry in your stead.

Pai is so emotional here, but he needs to have Sky see him like actually see him! He doesn't want to lose him again he isn't gonna leave him he wants to if anything be barrier for the pain he's feeling right now 😭😭😭😭Yet he's trying his best hold up but can't help but to cry

He doesn't want Sky to think this is something he has to face on his own, and what just happened won't make him change his mind. He's gonna listen and always encourage Sky to feel whatever it is he's feeling to him.

Which is so good cause in the special ep sky does that tho he feels already securee in his relationship with pai at this point of their relationship he says he knows how much pai loves him and knows his heart 🤧,he doesn't feel uncomfortable to express that discomfort of having his exes being around. And pai takes full responsibility for that and acknowledges it. He's sorry his past still is getting in the way of their relationship. And that's something sky shouldn't have have bear with constantly of his ex flings. Healthy communication at it's finest!!!

Even as back in ep 12 for sky to admit to himself that he actually loves pai as sad as it was to see sky break from this wall he was trying to keep up, a wall that protected him and told him that it was too good to be true and pai didnt really love him at all. But i think sky already knew he loved him and he lenaded into it but like i said seeing pai prove his point that made him retreat. But pai being there and reading all the things sky wrote about him making him see that this isnt really what you want and though u cant tell me yet how you really feel about me. It's okay cause I love you and you can too tell me you love me. like 😭😭😭😭😭

l'm probably rambling but like their relationship is just everything to me i can't put into words lol

[peanutbutterandbananasandwichs]

untitled case fic :)

tagging @hexedwinchester who also asked about this one. So this is still mostly in the planning stages, but I do have a couple of snippets that I've been playing around with that I'll post one of below. This case-fic is going to allow me to indulge two different things I've been wanting to tackle for a while:

1) Sam having to deal with a case previously worked by Soulless - but unlike in Unforgiven Sam already has all his memories of his time as Soulless back - there is also going to be some "interaction" between Sam and Soulless that I don't want to spoil how/why but I think that should be fun and interesting.

2) A case built around a bog/marsh creature! This is something I would have absolutely killed to have seen in the show, I am OBSESSED with bog creature lore (we have a LOT of it in the UK lol). And I think it allows for a very specific atmosphere that I'm super excited to write. Also tapping into some folk horror vibes (at least I'm gonna try!)

I did already kinda dip my toe into this idea with Looking For Meaning , but I have a different bog creature in mind for this case-fic and obviously its going to allow me to really expand on that.

The other aspect of this fic is that it is going to be set in the gap when Sam was on his own when he left after he found out that Dean killed Amy. So there is going to be hallucifer in play too, which I think is going to help tie several of the emotional threads I have planned together (I hope!). ANYWAYS tell me if this sounds good or not because I desperately want to write this but the fear of writing a multi-chapter thing is that its SO much work if noone likes it lmao. Little snippet (this is mostly me trying to play with the atmosphere). The bog had a way of dulling the senses. A thick blanket of fog shrouded everything, veiling the horizon in an impenetrable grey, where sight faltered and sound seemed swallowed whole. Footfalls landed with a muted thud, the waterlogged peat greedily absorbing all noise, earth quaking. The air lay thick with an unsettling blend of cloying musk and the acrid bite of sulphur, - damp soil and rotting vegetation - a scent that clung to the throat and stung the nostrils. Even the faintest breeze felt stilled, the land holding its breath, its silence alive with an unspoken tension. And just on the edge of vision, all around danced the lights - pale blue-green, flickering like ghostly candles - Sam shivered. The way they drew the eye, only to wink out the second you tried to fix on one directly. "It's just marsh gas" he spoke aloud into the stillness as if it might banish the unease. "Unsettling, isn't it?" Lucifer needled, Sam couldn't see him but he felt his lips press right to his ear, voice laced with pitying condescension. "You know, they say old Will-o'-the-wisp drives men mad. But, well, guess it's a bit late for you, eh Sam?" "Shut up!" Sam snapped, but his words were deadened into a pathetic whisper.

[fortpeat]

I'm so bad for asking this...do you think Peat and Fort...you know...have been together...sexually? lol I mean, their sex scenes look way too realistic to me.

Hey Nonnie 💖☺️

Umm how do I answer this 🤣🤣🤣 so when I say I believe they are in love and married I think that means I believe it includes everything a couple is supposed to be 😂🤭. (If any of you say I am delulu - YES I AM. This is my happy world 😌 only delulu people are welcome. The others can look the other way 😁)

But it's very much true their sex scenes looks too realistic and that includes THE BTS scenes as well 👀👀 WHICH IS SOMEHOW EVEN MORE UNHINGED 🫠🫠 I have still not been able to watch that with a straight face and I don't think where Fortpeat in considered I will ever be able to keep a straight face or be sane 😌

[flecks-of-stardust]

So if I recall correctly you were asking for ideas about how a marsh could get near unparalleled innocence if the ancients built over everything

so what if how it happened was the ground subsided, and filled up with water because there's not a depression there

then eventually soil/silt/gravel flowed into this area, creating a large shallow lake overgrown with vegetation

wHOOPS i forgot to respond to this, was in class lol

yeah i have a few ideas, but one of the main ones was that innocence's areas are just more low relief than their neighbors' areas. currently the iterator with the highest areas is wind, then sig, then pebbles, then moon, and finally innocence. i also think their little cluster is in a sort of... caldera of sorts? at least that's how i'm explaining why innocence doesn't have more neighbors on their western side, but that also means that most of the rain that pours down in their little cluster ends up making its way to innocence's regions. so their structures get A Lot more weathering than that of their siblings, and so it eroded into soil faster.

that soil became peat and mud both due to the rain and because of the plants that ran rogue in their regions; you will encounter them Very shortly in IWSY, i will probably be updating that today. it could definitely be soil and mud runoff from their neighbors' regions too, especially sig's. what you describe at the end actually sounds more like moon's areas! so thanks askdjkgsd

speaking of her though, i do wonder. when hunter gets to her, shoreline is already just as flooded as it is in survivor's campaign. i do mention a lake in the echo of destruction, which i still am working with, but... what did moon's regions look like before they flooded, yknow? in IWSY her can was a proof of concept for this area but. hm.

[jiminrings]

OKAY LISTEN idk if someone or you already planned sth like this but how about y/n finally decides to confess/tell jk but someone else claims to be her before she could do it so * cue to the angst bc y/n sees the whole thing/she hears from her friends * and ofc koo eventually finds out bc that b*tch doesn't even have the fucking lunchboxes 😑

cold senior!y/n x stem major!koo masterlist :D

stem koo's the three-peat king for having the best research papers, but he's the worst when it comes to believing the right person

"i think i'm gonna tell him."

you say it to no one in particular, really, but you hear yoongi rISING from his nap on the couch

it wasn't meant to wake him at all

it was just an epiphany of sorts that popped into your head

physically felt as if your head would just bursT if you didn't say it out loud to affirm your own thoughts lmao

"for real???" he's rubbing the sleep out of his eyes, very evident that he wouldn't wake up to finish his thirteen pending assignments but he 10/10 would wake up to hear your epiphany

yoongi is awake for the action!!!! lmao does professor roux from calculus think that he wakes up at the morning and doing shapes (or whatever they teach at calc) is the fIRST thing in his mind????

"interesting," he nods solemnly when you nod your head, reaching out for a fist bump before he plops to your shoulder, "i suggest dressing like a virgin wearing H&M when you confess. it would hit close to home."

yoongi's the touchy affectionate one between the two of you but you'll forgive him bc he's still sleepy

NOOOOOOO

jungkook doesn't look like a virgin wearing H&M :((((

his clothes aren't from there lol

"pass."

"say that you're a top verified contributor both in quora and brainly."

PLEAAAAAASE SJWHSHWHHWV

"nice idea," you snort as yoongs genuinely thinks that it'd get jungkook to propose on the spot, "but no cigar."

"pretend to love big bang theory."

"you're getting onto something here."

"your hobby is fact-checking rick and morty."

"yoongi wow you are on fIRE today-"

"your guilty pleasure is not wearing protective gear during experiments."

"where is this coming from??"

"OH!!!! i'll pretend to mug him or something and you can attack me!!!"

....

??????

yeah yoongi's train of thought just crashed

you were pretty sure he was going on a science theme there wHY DID IT DERAIL

yoongi looks confused because you look confused, as if he didn't just give you the mindblowing idea,, free of charge

lol but no he really didn't

"i'm not doing any of that shit, yoongs."

"oh yeah???" he squints at you and hollows his cheeks, taunting you entertainingly while he worms his way to your lap to nap again

"what are you planning to do?"

holy sHIT this is nerve-wracking

she feels like she's gonna pass out the whole time that she's been rehearsing this in her head

she's been waiting outside the classroom for twenty minutes now and the bell finally rang and she can't believe it!!!! omg is it game-time now

everyone's filing out of the room and she could just feel that jungkook would come out of the room last-

ALRIGHT FUCK THE BELL RANG

you could do this!!!!

everyone's filing out of the room and you know in your heart that jungkook would stay behind, his routine being to politely chat with the professor before he leaves

you're a lil nervous alright

you're scanning the room and there's only a few people left and your eyes instinctively go to the mini desk next to the door and-

FUCK

DID YOU FORGET TO BRING IT HOME YESTERDAY??????

goddamn it

yesterday was when coach jeong was mad because someone from your team just hAD to bring beer!!! and not even have the common sense to put it on a discreet thermos or sth and you know!!!! to not drink it in public or in front of the coach!!!!

doing laps on the oval field will now make you hurl on command just by thinking about it

you physically did not have the cognizance to go and fetch the lunchbox to wash it,,,, or like even move at all

FUCK IT

how are you gonna swipe the lunchbox now? now when the professor's packing up, jungkook's loitering around the classroom, and there's this girl who's-

wait

who's this girl??

who is she and wHY IS SHE EYEING THE LUNCHBOX

fuck it!!! here goes nothing

she's stepping completely into the room and making sure her block heels generate enough clacking,, hands already moving in practiced moments as she attempts in making it seem like she's rushedly putting the lunchbox bag into her tote — as if it's from there, and she's always done this

jungkook hears noises coming from the back of the room, eyes widening before he comes up the stairs in record time

"no. get your own."

he grips the girl's wrist, about to pry off her hands from his lunchbox

he hears her giggle sweetly, the melody being something he's heard before

"i did. after all, i did get you these."

:O

"hyeji?"

hyeji's a pretty girl!!! a nice girl in jungkook's year that wears fit dresses and cartier bangles :D

she stands out really, sometimes literally because she appears in the school's flyers and advertisements

"hyeji," jungkook breathlessly connects the dots including the fact that she looks caught in the act; holding his lunchbox, her tote bag open, and a peek of another completely different lunchbox in her other hand, "i-it's been you this whole time?"

hyeji blushes, sheepishly tucking her perfectly shiny and neat hair behind her ears, "you caught me then."

kook laughs both in nervousness and giddiness, pushing his glasses up and suddenly conscious that he should've worn contacts, "b-but how? we don't share this class."

:O

hyeji bursts into a giggle, blushed cheeks staining further than the five minutes she tried getting the perfect amount

"r-right! kinda amazing what depths you'd go for a person you like, hm?"

jungkook is about to pass out

HE'S PUT IN A SITUATION

a situation that he likes and is too giddy to find a reply for

he apparently doesn't need a reply, because a chair scrapes harshly against the floor and it brings him down to reality immediately

you cannot fucking believe what you just witnessed

you stand abruptly from the seat you've been frozen in with a great deal of urgency because you cAN'T stand to be in this room any longer

they actually forgot that the two of them aren't alone

that you're still here

little miss hyeji's just as shocked

you feel stupid and even more stupid that you're still holding a stupid notebook you even decorated

it has a doodle in the front and all the remaining pages are of the copies you've replicated on jungkook's sticky notes — the same ones you've been trying to make perfect just for him

"y/n!" he sputters when your backpack accidentally leans too much to your side and hits him on the way out

"move."

you’re feeling everything but fine and god you just hated that you always willed yourself to move oN

you’re beyond mad when you put on your jersey!!!

you’re irrevocably dejected when you put on your cleats!!!!

you feel cheated on when you zip up your duffel and walk all the way to the field!!!

it’s a combination of the type of frustration that makes you want to move plus the type that paralyzes you, the whole thing unlike anything you’ve ever felt before

you’re clearly in your head and frankly, you’re just too good

too good that there's no game at all because the only thing happening is you scoring

there's no passing going on or the sort

everyone is just :O looking at their captain to be in the most furiously determined state that they’ve ever seen you in

you don’t even realize that you’re the oNLY one moving in the whole field

“alright, alright — jesus christ! go to the bench and sort your head out, captain,” coach jeong literally has to JOG over to your spot to jolt you

oh there he is again

jaehyun just had to bench you didn’t he

sometimes it’s lost on you that jaehyun, just like seokjin, used to be your senior

he hated juniors with a burning passion and you’re the ONLY one he’s taken a tolerance for

((you lent him your umbrella and it coincidentially had to be a bad day for him tHEN that made him like you))

you’re having none of it though because this time, you’re the one who has the bad day and the captain title does nothing to appease you

“sure, coach.”

you mumble just as lively and walk to completely the fURTHEST side of the bleachers, being so far out that you could barely see your team

what are you supposed to do? simmer in the thoughts you so badly didn’t want to have in silence??????

"y/n?"

the voice you least expected to hear perks up right next to you

what the hell is jungkook doing here now??

he looks lost, two hands clinging onto his backpack straps before tentatively looking at you again

“did i do anything to upset you?”

so he wants to ask that?

you snort automatically, suddenly wishing that you didn’t walk this far because you can’t make an excuse that jaehyun’s calling for you

"because my bag accidentally hit you on the way out? no, jungkook."

jungkook knits his brows in question, seemingly take offense to what you’ve just said to hom

"we're not exactly associated for me to be mad at you, are we?" you emphasize even further, not caring the least bit that your words have an edge to them

he deadpans, pursing his lips before sarcastically smiling at you

".... so you're upset at me?"

://

jungkook takes your silence for him to delve further, not paying attention to how your eye is begging to twitch at him

"i asked if i did anything to upset you, and you said no. but that doesn't necessarily mean you aren't. you could be upset at me even if i didn't do anything to you."

wow

you sound like a real fucking nerd jungkook

"do you have any idea how condescending you sound right now?"

kook barely has a solid inch on you yet the nagging feeling that he’s belittling you makes you grip your fists tight, posture wavering

"so you do admit that you're upset at me?"

he’s not the most patient person either but something about you and the situation right now just makes him tick a little faster

your eyes narrow at what he’s aiming to get at, your hand on your hip feeling heavy at this point

"what does it matter to you if i'm upset or not? we are not-"

"i am associated to you!!! even to a degree!!! you walked me home!"

jungkook is the one who breaks first and he doesn’t look fazed to have opposed you so loudly, still standing by himself

"i would walk anyone home."

"no you wouldn't-"

"i would walk anyone who was as vulnerable and as anxious as you were, jungkook!!"

it is true

you’d walk anyone home within reason regardless if they were jungkook or not!!!

the guy in question only looks at you straightly, brows not stubborn but still just as unrelaxed

:((

"good to know. then you're not upset at me, and i didn't do anything to upset you."

"sure."

you only say just to spite him, about to turn your back and leave him completely to go back to your practice game

jungkook surprises you again and flips a switch just as quick as your mini argument of sorts escalated

"anyways!! i'm sorry for being a little off when i interviewed you that day. i got a 100 on that assignment, by the way :))"

what?

what’s he still doing here?

he’s talking about his grades and whatnot to you as if literally twenty seconds ago did nOT happen!!

"why are you still-"

"and the one who's been giving me my lunchboxes confessed to me today!! for hyeji to be the girl giving me them, it makes perfect sense."

you shrug away the weirdness that jungkook’s moved on from the argument as fast as this, trying a take two for a peaceful conversation

this time, you’re the one who unknowingly flips a switch at her name — something so foreign and sudden yet something you quickly grew to hate

"i wouldn't be so trusting if i were you."

that seems to hit a nerve on him again, making him scoff in reply

"good thing you aren't me then."

what is ON with him????

"watch it. i'm your senior, kid."

you’re more irritated than the first and second time around that you’ve been agitated this day

"why? are you normally this self-absorbed that you wouldn't trust a girl who's confessed??"

self-absorbed?

you aren’t the most selfless person ever but god do you know for a fact that you’re not vain as jungkook’s insisting you to be

you hate him.

you hate this version of him that isn’t the same jungkook you’ve known to like ever since the start of the semester

"same thing as polygraphs not being a hundred percent reliable. anyone could tell the truth as long as you ask the wrong questions," you detail on further because jungkook loves details, right? might as well give him several

"or did you even ask?"

jungkook scowls as if you’ve insulted his mother and his entire lineage, face contorting into everything but warm

"what does it matter to you? didn't you just tell me that we aren't associated? why are you projecting all your moaning on hyeji?"

WHAT

WHAT????

"you know what? maybe i am associated to you. i think i'd also tell this to everyone i'd walk home — maybe you shouldn't be too trusting, huh? maybe you shouldn't just let anyone walk you home."

the tears this time are more insistent to come out this time but you’d rather dIE than for jungkook to stain your pride like this

"no one should walk me home, besides you? is that what you're trying to say?"

no!!

for fuck's sake you aren't even finished with your point!!

before you could continue, jungkook shakes his head at you — the most disappointing shake of his head that it curses you soft

"what am i even doing? you wouldn't understand."

he closes the distance that’s been alarmingly shorter throughout the whole time, jungkook being the one to break it

"because no one gives you lunchboxes. no one exerts effort in making you cheerful — no one wants to go the extra mile for you, and no one wants to walk you home."

he's insulting you right to your face and that’s when your dam breaks, lips quivering impossibly as you stare him down with a genuinely pained gaze you didn’t know you carried

"you wouldn't know what i feel, because no one likes you."

jungkook gets the last word in.

he leaves you in the same field he's first approached you in nervousness.

today, he leaves it differently.

sweat isn't the only thing on your face but instead it’s the frustrating hot tears you haven’t had in awhile

your fists are balled but there's no power to the anger behind it

you’re almost always alone outside the company of the closest friends you’ve ever had — but this is the only time that you truly felt that you are alone.

today's a good day to give up on jungkook.

[adveniogame]

i really tried to resist enabling any further sifra favoritism on the blog lol but alas, i am simply a clown with zero impulse control 🤡

…so, if you’re taking q’s from that last “oc asks” list, could i request:

39. What’s one skill they wish they had?

and/or

60. What are some of their simple pleasures?

(only if you have the time 🥰)

thank you!

thank you!! <3 gonna do everyone because i'm In My Feelings today and it's now everyone else's problem

what's one skill they wish they had?

zehra would love to be able to fence - she's not completely incapable, but she admires people who have more martial training.

sifra...would love to be able to sustain a normal conversation, ngl.

irin would love to be better at singing - he loves hearing other people sing, and umian has a rich tradition of epic ballads as a means of storytelling/preserving history, so he'd like to be able to engage with that more.

estel's...is a minor spoiler...

anahi wishes she could swim - she was never given the opportunity to learn, because she was heavily sheltered.

what are some of their simple pleasures?

not sure if this technically qualifies as a simple pleasure, but zehra really likes just...feeling soft fabrics against her skin?

sifra loves just...being outside? they like feeling the breeze on their cheeks, the sun on their skin.

irin likes swimming, though he'll always tell you that swimming in umian is better than in other regions.

estel really likes walking barefoot on grass and peat.

anahi just likes...walking among normal people? she likes feeling the buzz around her.

[nny11writes]

5, 22 and 25 for the quarantine asks, please :) (Do you believe that you can do anything if you put your heart and mind to it? What’s your favorite smell in the whole world? What fictional character do you wish you could meet?)

5. Do you believe that you can do anything if you put your heart and mind to it?

*wiggles hand indecisively* eeeehhhhhOkay hear me out. I do think for MANY things that is absolutely true, and that we often won’t know until we’ve made an attempt! But anything?We can’t control if we get a lucky break. That requires someone else to make a choice that lands them to see us doing whatever we’re doing to really move forward on somethings (acting is what’s coming to mind, but I think this can be true of many arts). Like, the more you put yourself out there, the more likely you are to increase that happening. But that’s not something putting your all into can force.We can’t all help geographic and financial situations. America is a tough fucking country to be poor in, I mean, it fucking costs money to have a /job/ at the end of the day. Again, we can try and change these situations, and if you have the energy and drive go for it. But not everyone will be able to get the money to do what they want, or even get the money just to move to where they want/need to be.Timing can be crucial and delayed by the unexpected (why hello coronavirus).I just, I think that we can achieve most things by putting your heart and mind into it, with a strong backing of actually pushing for it actively. But all things? Anything? No. If it’s something that’s important to you, go forth and conquer baby! Kick up dirt, rock the boat, grind your nose to pulp on that grindstone! But it’s going to mean trade offs, and it’s going to mean sacrifice, and depending on what it is it might still not happen.

And you’ll need a way to handle that if it happens. Think it through, plan, try, try again, try as many times as you can/want, and have a backup plan.

22. What’s your favorite smell in the whole world?

This is a lot harder to answer than I thought it would be lol!I love the smell of rain, roasting green chile, lavender, jasmine, my dad’s amazing red sauce when it’s been cooking for 2-4 hours, whisky with peat, sandalwood, campfires made of pine wood, ginger, cloves, and more! I can’t choose! Mostly food smells and outdoor smells I guess?????

25. What fictional character do you wish you could meet?

............oh wow you chose hard ones lol!Alanna of Trebond would be really neat imo, she’s such an interesting person and I love that in the whole Tortall series we get to see her at different ages in different places with different priorities. I think she’d be fascinating to talk with!I want to meet Hermoine Granger but I’d feel super stupid and nervous around her the whole time. I love you book Hermoine, you are not the best at emotional intelligence and I would cry.Kathryn Janeway of course, god! Oh captain, my Captain! Again fascinating, great listener, probably have good advice and stories for me! Would hopefully find me adorable and charming after getting me to relax and stop being a people pleaser (Harry Kim, I feel you on a spiritual level) lol!Like, this is weirdly a difficult combo ala both the above questions, there are even more characters I’d love to meet and yet if forced to choose I think I’d spin my wheels endlessly. :p

[kazosa]

F, I, L

F. Share a snippet from one of your favorite dialogue scenes you’ve written and explain why you’re proud of it.

I really liked this scene because it built up over a period of time. They had been dancing around their feelings and they were both a little too proud to say it out loud, but they did, and it came out as a yell. The below snippet is from A Mutually Beneficial Arrangement, part 4.

“Ow.”

   “Shut up.”

   He didn’t like how vigorous (Y|N) was cleaning the cut on his forehead.

   “Hey, I’m the one who took a slap-shot to the head,” he defended.

   “You’re lucky he didn’t kill you.”

   “It only grazed me,” he muttered making a face as she pulled off a piece of dead skin. “Jesus, are you using steel wool?”

   “And who’s fault is it you have this cut, anyway?” she said with a Band-Aid clenched between her teeth. “Don’t you dare say it’s them. This is all you. You’re the one deciding how this all goes.”

   He was sitting on the closed toilet seat lid, the bathroom still warm from his shower. He was pretty beaten up, but no way in hell was he going to tell (Y|N) how much, not with the mood she was in already. She’d insisted on making sure it was his skin that had been damaged and not his “thick skull.”

   During his shower, he’d had a little time to think things over about (Y|N), Laura and Benny. It had been a long time to hold a grudge. He didn’t want Laura. He didn’t even care that Benny had married her and had his old job. He liked where he was, the person he was, and the company he kept. He couldn’t imagine having to spend the last fifteen years with Laura. He just wished he’d asked out (Y|N) when he first saw her.

   “This is the ‘stupid’ Missouri was talking about, isn’t it?” she stuck the Band-Aid to his head with a pat.

   “I saw you take off,” his hands went to the soft fabric at her hips. “I wasn’t sure you were staying.”

   “I didn’t want to see that bear of a man take you out.”

   “Benny’s a teddy bear though,” he pulled her hips and she grudgingly took a small step forward. “But you were there as soon as I opened my eyes.”

   “Just making sure you weren’t dead,” she put her hand on his shoulder.

   Her fingers, gentle now, grazed the bandage, then ran through his hair, coming to a rest on the side, her thumb stroking his cheek bone. He tipped his head slightly, into her touch, her hand warm and steady. It had been a long time since someone cared enough about him to get so mad at him, and that kiss…

   “Look, I know this is all for show…”

   You stepped back from him with a push. You were sure you’d misheard him, but the look on his face said otherwise. Guess it’s time for a three-peat.

   “Oh, now I get it!” you were angry. “Your ‘stupid’ has layers!”

   Your words hit their mark. Dean’s face matched your anger.

   “What?” he stood.

   “Do you see anyone else in here?” you stretched your arms wide in the small bathroom. “Who am I putting on a show for? I care about you no matter what happens at the end of this.”

   “I don’t want this to end!” he yelled back.

   “Well, neither do I!”

   In one long stride, he closed the space between you, gathered you to his body and finished the kiss he’d started with you out on the pond. His strong arms held you firmly to him. He’d grabbed you with such force, you had to hold onto him. It felt so good to have so little fabric between you. His body was still hot from the shower and he smelled wonderful.

   When you parted, he left you breathless and the light hurt when you opened your eyes. Dean reached for the switch and flipped off the light, not letting go his hold of you.

   “So, are we doing this for real?” he asked.

   “Dean, every moment I’ve had with you has been real. I want you in every meaning of the phrase,” you said.

   “I want you, too,” he said, the lust making his voice sound deeper. “And not just…” he groaned softly as you shifted your hips against him, “…oh hell, you know what I mean.”

   He surprised you by sweeping you up into his arms and carrying you to his bed.

I. Do you have a guilty pleasure in fic (reading or writing)?

Anything where our hero does the thing LOL or when they show their vulnerability to their interest. It just makes me all gooey inside, more real and endearing to me as the reader/writer

L. How many times do you usually revise your fic/chapter before posting?

Not enough! Usually it is AT LEAST twice. I hand write the first draft, do heavy editing on the transcription, 3rd is more editing and checking for errors in both spelling and continuity, 4th is beta, 5th is final.

I admit, I don’t always do the 5 steps and even when I do, I still miss errors :/

Thanks for the ask @kellyn1604  !!

[the-mute-magician]

Apple, fig, peat and lime for the fruit ask!

aaah this was asked earlier and i fell asleep before i could answer ;_;

Apple: What sort of magic does your apprentice specialise in?

i’m not entirely sure.. i was thinking they’d be good with magic related to air? or kinetic energy related magic. i haven’t thought much about it u_u

Fig: Wine, Cider, beer, or none of the above?

ume isn’t much for alcohol but i think they’d be a fan of cider — especially cider made with strawberries or cherries!

(assuming you meant pear lol) Pear: What’s something they’re insecure about?

definitely their body in general. it’s mostly due to their gender dysphoria, but at times they have difficulty accepting how feminine they naturally are. outside of dysphoria, they sometimes get insecure over their weight and their hips.

Lime: Do they like to cook? What’s their favourite dish?

they can cook pretty well — they’re no chef by any means but they know how to make simple meals and make it taste good at the very least. they don’t have a particular favorite dish (outside of their favorite food, but that’s more of a snack than a meal), but they have a preference for floral based food or food with eggs in them

fruit themed asks!

[mogwitch]

hi there! i was hoping you would help me with energy work. i'm a baby witchling and i think the spells i've been casting haven't been working because of troubles i'm having with energy. do you have any tips on visualisation, channeling/drawing energy or know where i can look to find this advice? a lot of witch 101 posts seem to take it for granted that you can do this stuff and i'm totally struggling! thanks so much :)

Ok first I’m going to have to apologise to you and anyone else scrolling rn because I just spent like a full hour typing bcos I just do not shut up when I start sometimes.

Second, I’m also going to have to be really annoying and say that even though it’s hard and doesn’t seem to be working, continuing to do it ANYWAY will help strengthen your ability to do it. I know that sounds about as helpful as those posts assuming you can just do it, but I struggled a lot with it in the beginning and in the end stubbornly continuing to just do it anyway slowly built the mental muscles that do these things.

Right, now this ended up pretty long and mostly All About Me sorry but I have no idea what you’ve tried so I’m just trying to give examples and break it down a bit so it’s a little less 101 basics

There’s a few things you could look at for why it’s not working and visualising is difficult for you;

EnvironmentCompanyToolsClothesTimeSeasonMoodThe actual spell/magic typeYourself

So, what kind of environment are you casting your spells in? I have ADHD and autism so as weird as it seems sometimes I often actually visualise better with my eyes open and my body moving rather than sitting still in a quiet room with my eyes closed. But then again sometimes I do need that quiet calm lights off and one candle kind of atmosphere. Totally depends on how my sensory feelings are feeling and how over stimulated they’ve been throughout the day.

I also don’t usually work well with other witches because then it feels like a performance if our styles don’t match. My best friend is also a witch but she needs the big elaborate formal ritual type spells with prewritten chants and all the trimmings sometimes including having other witches casting the spell with her, otherwise she can’t get her mind in that place and her spell doesn’t have the energy it needs. I prefer to keep things simple because otherwise my mind is more focused on the ritual than the actual magic and it stops me being able to visualise and properly cast the spell which means it fails. I don’t speak out loud much, and if I do it’s very quietly. I need to make my spells so that I’m not my own distraction from my goal.

Some people find it easier with tools to help direct and concentrate their energy. I have a lot of tools I like to work with and which one works best depends on what I’m doing. They don’t need to be the tools someone else tells you are right for something. Maybe try using a wand? It doesn’t have to be a specially made wand just something that feels right to you. I have several hundred £ worth of crystals (because I have no self control) but at least ¼ of the rocks I use in my practice are regular plain old rocks. I have a deck of close cards from the anime card captor Sakura and they’re nothing fancy they’re even a little damaged but although I have around 50 other decks (plenty that look more impressive for aiding spells) they remain one of my favourites because they work so well for me. Some people find it easier to do things while holding a crystal. Some people ask spirits or deities for help. . Maybe flowers would work better for you? Or origami? What TYPE of magic are you trying to do? You could be weak at glamours but gifted at spirit work. You could excel at kitchen and garden witchcraft but be absolutely unable to get a single spark out of curses. There could be elements you work better with and some you need to work on your relationship with. Does your energy work better late at night or in the sunlight? Is your mood affected by the weather? My magic is much stronger in autumn and spring, summer is an okay time, but winter is pretty 👎 so I tend to spend the winter months focusing more on other areas of my life because trying to connect with magic is more frustrating than lucrative.

Symbolism is there more to help you focus your energy than to do the actual magic for you, so personal associations are much more important than anything anyone says is ‘official’. If the spell you’re trying to do is bring money and you’re better able to connect a banana to that than whatever the spell is calling for, then use a banana because your own associations will help you to visualise better than theirs. I pretty much always at least tweak any spell of someone else’s that I want to do to fit me better.

Also even though I don’t do big elaborate rituals for my actual spells, I’m much better connected to the energy when I do my pre spell ritual, which is really just cleaning my room (and the rest of the house if I feel like it), taking a cleansing bath to wash myself including my hair, then my hair has to be tied back, pinned up, and covered. Partly it’s a religious thing because I do this for any devotional or prayer time, but doing it for spells too helps because it makes me feel cleaner and able to focus better. I also need a cup of coffee before I start because instead of making me hyper caffeine narrows my brain chatter and makes it easier to focus on one thing.

Grounding and centring is as important in helping your magic as cleansing I think but it doesn’t need to be done through pure visualisation like the tree roots method etc. Grounding for me is usually an hour of light working out, then I cleanse myself and my space physically and spiritually, then I centre by simply preparing my hair (doesn’t matter what clothes I’m wearing I just have to be clean and comfortable) and taking a moment to drink my coffee and breathe and focus on gathering energy to me mostly by feeling rather than visualising.

Maybe instead of trying to cast actual spells (which could be stopping you because it’s causing stress, anxiety, worry that it will fail again, doubts in your abilities, etc) just start afresh and do the simplest exercises with no intent to actually get anything from them apart from building your skill. Like, I’m learning to draw right now and I’m terrible at it and I keep hoping to come across some trick that makes me go “aha!” And suddenly get what I’ve been missing this whole time, but it never happens lol. Instead I tried practicing by drawing the pictures I wanted to draw, but I would get frustrated and mad because they were failures and it put me off. So instead of doing that I spent a week just doing practice exercises a few times a day. Straight lines, parallel lines, wiggly lines, cubes, triangles, circles, dots that I’d try to connect with one quick stroke, angles, etc. Then after that week I had a much better feel for it and I started trying to draw things again and found it much easier (I’m still terrible lol but I know I’ll get better if I keep at it)

You could try out a few different methods of preparing yourself for a spell, but then instead of actually casting one just spend a little time, anything you want 5 minutes or 2 hours doesn’t matter it’s up to you, just practicing visualising.

Once you’re grounded (in any way that makes you feel your physical presence and the physical world around you) cleansed (it gets rid of all the excess energy from you that gathers on you and your space like dust and gets in the way of your spell) and centred (helps you gather fresh energy ready to put to use) Maybe try growing a tree, but not with the intention of it actually doing anything for you. Just picture mud, nothing but mud. Imagine how it looks. Imagine yourself reaching out and touching it. Is it dry? Wet? Does it have stones or bugs in it? Is it clean peat? Are you wearing shoes or can you feel the soil under your shoes? What does it smell like? Is the sun hot on your head? Asking these things and as many others you can think of will help to build it in your mind and the more real it is to your mind the easier it will be for you to visualise your goal there. Visualise digging a hole with your hands. Don’t just imagine that you DID dig a hole with your hands, actually take the time to see your hand reaching out, feel the sun on your skin, feel the dirt between your fingers and under your nails, feel yourself scraping at it until there’s a pile of it by the hole you dug. Actually reach out with your physical world hands if it helps you at all. If you have to do something in the physical world to help yourself picture it in your mind then that’s totally fine and still valid. Go outside and feel some mud between your fingers if you have to. Heck, sniff the grass if it helps. Do whatever makes it easier for you (I mean watch out for neighbours giving you funny looks if you’re gonna do that though lol).

After you’ve finished your hole imagine looking around yourself. On one side there’s a watering can and on the other side there’s a seed. It could look like anything; an acorn, an egg, a jewel, a black cube with flashing lights, whatever, just be sure to spend some time inspecting it first for texture, colour, shape, weight, temperature. I mean lick it if you want and taste it, no one is looking in your mind. Then plant it in the hole and water it. Hear the water pouring into the earth. See the soil change colour and texture. Then you can sit back in the soil and watch your tree grow. Maybe it happens straight away, or maybe the sun and the moon pass over you a few times while you wait, but you’ll see it starting to sprout through the soil. When it grows, is it fast? Can you hear the wood creaking and groaning and it’s branches extend and split off into smaller branches? Is it even made of wood? What colour is it? What about its leaves? What colour? Shape? Texture? Size? How many? Any flowers? Maybe it looks like a regular tree you’d find in your yard, or maybe its pink and glitters and made of glass with golding flowers that glow like sunbursts. Or does it grow so slowly that you have to stand up and help it, physically pulling the branches to stretch it out and untwisting the little buds to open the flowers?

By this point you’ll have spent enough time visualising with all your senses (because seeing is absolutely not the only important one in visualisation) that you’ve gotten your mind into a good state for magic, but without the pressure of actually doing any spells that you could stress yourself with, because the goal wasn’t to grow the tree so that it could do something for you, you achieved your goal already by growing the tree. That’s it. The end. You achieved something!

You don’t have to grow a tree obviously, you can do anything you want, but doing a few exercises like this where the goal is the visualisation itself, rather than visualising to achieve something else, will help make sharpen your ability to do it. Maybe try one small exercise a day for a week and then try a spell? If you like growing a tree you could just do that again. Start your meditation several feet away from the first tree and start an orchard or a tiny forest. If you can maybe it’ll help to actually draw the tree so you have something to look at to help you visualise it.

You could build a house. You could start in a maze and find your way to the middle. You could explore an enchanted forest. Do a pathworking with a tarot or oracle card or even a painting or poster or a video game or ANYTHING. Do whatever makes your imagination go !!!!! (but if you’re struggling with visualising I’d just advise you start off with something simple so you don’t overwhelm yourself).

The astral is somewhere you can only get to in your mind, because it’s not on our physical plane, and you should familiarise yourself with this before immediately trying to work magic in it.

If I use a sigil I have my own methods of making them because a lot of the time other people’s don’t work nearly as well for me as my own do, and I have my methods of using them depending on what they’re for. Drawing it on paper and burning it has never really worked for me except for specific things, but drawing it on myself works better. Sometimes I don’t make a physical 'magical copy’ of a sigil at all. I keep my sigils in a book that I have magically protected from BEING magical (because there’s so many different sigils for different things in there and I don’t want them mixing or accidentally casting) and there are some that I name. Once they’re named and memorised I can use them when I need them by calling them and creating them in the astral, but this took a lot of practice and failures before I was able to confidently do it because visualising is hard lol especially when I’m out and there’s things going on around me and I can’t do any cleansing or put my hair up if I don’t have a tie or any of the other fussy little things I’d like to do before doing any magic, then I have to be aware of my physical body and astral body at the same time. Which makes it sound more complicated than it actually is, but until you get the hang of something it DOES seem complicated. I’ve been doing magic since as far back as I can remember and decided I was a witch when I was 6 when I didn’t even know other people were witches and my parents thought it was a cute funny game I played because I lived with my head in the clouds and “away with the faeries” (if only they knew, lmao) but there’s still plenty for me to learn and ways for me to grow because witchcraft is an ever evolving PRACTICE. You’ll never be finished with training so it’s good to embrace that the training part is the craft, and not something that’s training you to be ready for being an expert at it. We’re all still learning all the time so don’t feel like you need to reach some kind of final level before you can consider things a success. Sometimes they don’t work the way you want them to, instead of thinking “my spell failed” you have to say “that’s fine, you didn’t do what I wanted yet but you will, you will work” and then you can even cast it again to give it a boost. If you refuse to let the energy for a spell fizzle into nothing, then the spell hasn’t failed yet. If it tires you out, find a way to borrow energy or tie the spell to something (charms, enchantments, spell bottles, poppers, witch ladders, etc) so that while you rest between sessions working on it the spell it held together and not allowed to dissipate.

Another note before I FINALLY shut the hell up (sorry guys, I know I go on) make sure the spells you are trying to do aren’t above your skill level and are realistically achievable. Don’t jump in with a spell to make yourself 10lb lighter overnight or to change your natural hair colour (both of which are unrealistic) or to win the lottery jackpot which would take more energy to magically pull off than one person or even a hundred people possess even if you did buy a bunch of tickets, there is way too much collective energy pushing and pulling at that already for a spell to be more than a flyweight nudge against a mountain. Instead you could do a spell for financial prosperity and maybe in the end all you get is for your money to NOT drop when it might have (in which case you might not know about it working) or slightly increase the odds in your favour of winning a smaller bet, or maybe you’ll find a few coins down the couch ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ you have to start real small and work your way up. Also I find that taking yourself/a spell/witchcraft too seriously can hinder someone too. Have fun with it and try not to expect too much from yourself. There’s always a chance that a spell you cast just took a while to manifest and by negatively thinking “it didn’t work” you’re increasing the chances of basically cancelling it

If that didn’t answer what you needed (though that probably gave you more answers than you even WANTED - again, sorry - and it’s unorganised af cos I’ve had a busy day so I’m feeling scatterbrained and hyper) or you have any more questions please feel free to ask!

[prapaiwife]

Episode 4 wasn't a filler. Some are confused with how the contract was even necessary or tongrak's sudden switch up. The story can't be any more clearer in the characterization of tongrak and mahasamut. In the bts today, Fort and Peat even explained the whole contract ordeal in this simple explanation. Mahasamut signed the contract and is willing to abdie by it for Rak's sake cause he knows what this contract is made for! He knows that rak is protecting his heart hes listening to his head not his heart, it's to be that reminder for rak more so that this relationship is nothing more than a transaction. [though we know that rak is obviously Harbouring some feelings for mut even if he doesn't want to believe it or even question it cause that's gonna make him run away and may cuase to say and do things out of that fear]

Tongrak thinks as long as he continues to pay mut that he will stay, but mahasamut doesn't care about that. He has never asked for a certain amount from Rak at that if anything, he let's Rak handle that. [kinda like on episode 1 when Rak kept throwing money at mut to leave him alone only to find out that mut was okay with just the 5,000 lol mut didn't quote an amount he wanted he just let rak ramble]

But tongrak brings mahasamut back with him, letting him into his actual house, but not his room that's off limits cause his walls are immediately going back up. After they were somewhat down at the island, but now, back home, where he's faced with all the troubling issues of his family, what his life basically looks like on a daily basis. But for Rak, he thinks bringing mahasamut with him is nothing out of the ordinary he has money and is using it. However, he wants, in this case, it being just a part of their deal. He's telling mut constantly that it's all an agreement as he doesn't want him to get his hopes up of it, meaning anything. It doesn't mean anything special as it seems. But rak at the end of the episode as we saw can get used to having mut around he likes the change in the atmosphere when mahasamut is around.

Love takes alot of strength and patience and effort, energy tongrak is going to be resistant. He knows that mahasamut won't give up he told him that he can't stop him from still falling in love with him. And that takes alot of Courage for him to even tell rak that he's gonna love him. Mahasamut is only responsible for his feelings he can't force anything onto rak that something rak will have to be willing to risk and allow himself to be loved.

Fort : I just pretended to accept the contract because I know this person fell in love with me already

Peat : Why are you so confident?

Fort : You bought me

Peat : I did, but that doesn't mean I love you, I just have money

[prapaiwife]

Finally, have the character introductions for Love Sea!! First is tongrak, which is played by peat. With this introduction, we learn a lot of his personality. From the pilot that we got earlier in the year before.I kind of already assumed that tongrak is the person who would always get that he wants no matter what. Once he has his eyes set on anything or anyone, he will go and get it.

He also said that he's very straightforward, which is a very good thing, but that as well could be a downside. Because on one hand, being straightforward about anything is honestly the way to go. But that can also be a little bit hard for people when you come off in a way because of it. You don't even mean to intentionally hurt them, but because of your tone and just of your bluntness about it. It can come off that way. Which is how some of his quarrels with mut will go I think not a lot but maybe here and there.

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But interestingly enough, tongrak said, " When people come to me, I know exactly what they want." So that already says that he's used to being used, and so he uses others the way they use him. It's just in his case because he's an author he uses those people for the benefit of helping to write for his novels since he doesn't have any inspo and or interests in love and finding a partner in his own life. His novels are as he said his friends his escape from the reality that he's lonely. And that a lot of things weigh heavy on his heart, but he doesn't want to open up to anyone about those things. And so he says, "It’s a place where nothing could possibly happen in real life." But in his case in his own love story, he will finally be the main character who will see they are deserving of all they didn't believe they would never receive.🥺

But I think he takes this approach in his life because, as he says, no one ever asks him who he is as a person. They already have their mind made up about him, and so he doesn't seem to correct them. He gives them what they expect of him. And so, in return, he uses them as well as they would do to him. Just from hearing him say that he doesn't like bootleggers and two-faced people, those who want to take advantage and know how to say the right things. Says a lot maybe about how he was brought up and maybe the things he has witnessed as the kid between his own parents and empty promises being made and / or abusive mentalities whether that was physically or mentally or emotionally. It's clearly shapes his way of how he sees love and him having no interest in it cause it has no value to him without something wanted in return.

Also love peat's protrayl of tongrak in this! his attitude in this is such a switch up from sky. Tongrak in his body language is very guarded, distant, insecure, (arms crossed legs crossed) he's admittedly cranky as well.

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Sorry this is long, but I've been waiting for these, lol😭😭

[prapaiwife]

Hi again! And thank you again haha, I agree, we should do what we want only and shouldn’t care what others say, you live your life, not anyone else. Consultation went well, I’ve been told that my nose is pretty shapely and surgery is not necessary but I’m doing it for myself. To feel better and it’s okay, even if something is bothering you, no matter what you should achieve your goal 💜

Hi once again! You couldn't have said it better I don't know what to add there lol I hope if there's anything ppl can take from this discussion would be to not quickly judge. And or make a negative command on someone's appearance I mean it's basic human decency. Everyone is going through something and they don't need ppl to pick them apart more. And in peat's case I hope people leave him alone and stop leaving comments saying he looked better before or why this and that, or weren't u happy with yourself, like asking him those questions are just not anyone's place. But of course unless he wants to discuss further he should. But I couldn't agree more with u anon achieve what u want while u still can!💓

[fortpeat]

oh my god, alright.................... I've read the asks you received about Prapai/Fort going to town with Sky/Peat's chest and stuff............

I OBVIOUSLY had to go back and watch the scene again, for SCIENCE, mmhm mmhm, and I can't help to notice that he uses his tongue and sucks on his nipples like he's hungry, plus he left red marks all over him...........

I don't think the red marks are makeup at all, lol. and I remember the behind-the-scenes when Peat jokes with Fort "have you ever kissed gently in your life?" and they say "you seemed to be enjoying it a lot just now", and Fort's "I thought I had to enjoy it", he definitely seemed like he was enjoying himself during that scene. With Fort's habit of always doing more because it's P'Peat, I feel like all these puzzles just complete each other in a very interesting way, if you get what I mean 🤭🤭🤭

of course, they're amazing actors, but I can't help but think they might've enjoyed the heavy makeout session, just a lil slkjdaslkdaslkj that scene makes me go insaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaane.

what do you think? 👀

Haiii nonnie ❤️

First things first, you are very cute ☺️🤏

And yes Fort did not go easy on Peat in the boardroom scene 😂😂 Fort doesn't know what being gentle means if peat and some kissing is involved. He lives and breathes Prapai during those times 😂😂😂 and Peat's comment about "have you kissed gently in your life" still cracks me up coz it reminds me of the Prapaisky Fantasy kiss coz that was NOT GENTLE. Prapai/Fort looked like he was devouring Sky/Peat and that elevated the scene to one of my favorites.

And tbh I won't be surprised if Fortpeat enjoyed a little bit of their "makeout scenes" they are super close and affectionate and I don't know if there's feelings involved and even if there isnt any there is no rule that says they can't. 🤷 Coz if it was me I would have enjoyed it 😂😂 coz it's fun 🤣 they are bloody brilliant actors and their onscreen partnerships in one of the major plus points.

Also I am not one of those people that goes around saying "you can't ship real life actors". If you wanna ship them go ahead I don't mind but don't go around mentioning them on socials with uncomfortable questions. That's where I draw the line. It's all fun and games as long as we respect them and their privacy. ❤️❤️

Adding this as well. Well I did see it and my brain literally went AJDJJFHEIHFBDJJFBH COZ THAT WAS SOMETHING ELSE ALRIGHT 🫣🫣

I wished I could add a gif of it without it getting flagged by Tumblr 🙈🙈 so you guys just have to trust us and like zoom in on that scene and watch carefully to see what we are talking about 🫣😏😌

BUTTTT I WILL BE ADDING A LINK TO A GIF SET MADE BY AN INCREDIBLE PERSON. Hopefully it works and doesn't get flagged @laurenkmyers