#i mean i used it once but i wasnt even into omori at that time
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omotwitter is hell lmao don't interact with it if you ever actually somehow GET Twitter
That's in repsonse to me un-deactivating to scrape a thread I made
i never used twitter tbh so im vibing
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sad story time
So I identify as aroace, due to the reason I cannot feel romantic or sexual love, at all. I do not know how it feels like, or how to emote such emotion. I've never had a crush, I never wanted to have sex, not even porn turns me on, you could play 10 porn videos and It'd fall asleep on the 5th.
I'm chronically online on Vrchat aswell, I spend quite alot of time in this world where everyone just sleeps and cuddles, I go here to watch the trollers try to wake everyone up, they can be great to talk with when they aren't playing an earraping music.
I met this guy when he was trolling, he was the kind where he was just being a dick. We spoke and he eventually friended me.
He would often req join me and we'd just do stuff, or call on discord, but then he began writting me messages such as "I miss you" and oh boy, I knew what was coming.
He eventually confesses his love to me, but I had to passivly deny, due to being aroace.
A long time passes, He wasnt on much because graduation stuff. We didnt see each others for like 2 months. We did also have a pretty nasty argument about why I shouldn't care about my friend's well being, telling me that it is useless and their problem to care about their feelings.
He req joins me when I was chilling, at which I accepted, we ended up chilling on a bed, and for some reason, he confesses his love to me again (ig he forgot he alreday did) and once again prompts me to date him. I once again give him the aliens and dragons talk about me being aroace, and the fact that even If I wanted to love him back, I couldn't. I told him that I am incatable of being in love, and passivly denied his date request again.
He told me that even If so, he'll still love me. I told him that this was gonna be one sided love since I would never be able to tell him I love him back. He told me that he doesnt care, with this: "I only give, I don't take."
That honestly got me sad. He could easily find a different girl that would be able to love him back, that would be able to say "I love you" without feeling werid or uncomfortable with it, that could give him the affection he needs, but no, he instead just wants me, a fucking scank who lacks parental love And isnt catable of romantic or sexual love with anyone, who will one day, die alone whilst their roaches slowly devour their rotting corpse.
I ask him, why does he love me? He doesn't even know how I look like, as I alot of the time just wear a fucking omori avatar, while I know how he looks like, from the img he posted.
He answers "I just like the way you talk, your voice, It's so nice"
He also complimented me on the fact that I'm apparently caring, a very nice person who cares about their friend's well being.
This man litteraly doesnt need much, but at the same time, I feel like i wouldnt be able to provide him what he would essentially need.
I mean, at the end, this is just a phase right? He will eventually stop loving me, realize he could go for someone better and abandon the love for the sake of the other girl, right? That's what Always happened. I was never enough.
Also were both 17, If I did accept, the second one of us turns 18, its instant pedophillia.
I sometimes wish I was catable of feeling romantic/sexual love. How does it even feel like?
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the last post was getting kinda long so im continuing it here but. omori
played another two hours...once omori wakes up it’s only gonna be two days left until he moves. very ominous! im excited to see hero though and whatever turns up with that one neighbor’s housewarming party. also very funny that this young couple invited this stony-faced teen to their housewarming party idk i just think that’s hilarious i love it
with that out of the way though hi. i cried like a little fucking bitch during the church fight/looking through basil’s photo album. like oh my fuckign god oh my GOD.....AUBREY ):
also i called that mari was dead but god i didnt want it to be true. also when we visited her grave and kel started telling the story about hero’s depression and then that big argument they had oh my fucking GOD I CANT. EMOTIONALLY HANDLE IT!!! I WAS GOING FUCKING NUTS!!!!! INSANE EVEN!!! IM WAILING
also when i was looking at the photo album i noticed that OMORI AND BASIL USED TO HAVE THE SHINES IN THEIR EYES...THEY USED TO HAVE THE WHITE PUPILS RATHER THAN THE BLACK...THEY USED TO BE HAPPY THEY EUSENKDJKDN I LITERALLY FCUKIING SCREAMED THIS WHOLE PART OH MY GODDDDDDDDDDD
i deadass sobbed like a bitch i dont think im even halfway through this game
oh mgod. and speaking of basil and omori what the FUCK was that bathroom scene. what the FUCK was that. HELLO? HELLO? HELLO? “YOU CAN SEE IT TOO CAN’T YOU? SOMETHING BEHIND YOU?” AND THEN U LOOK INT HE MIRROR AND THE FUCKING EYE MOTHERFUCKER IS THERE!!!!!!!!! ALSO THE TENDRILS SURROUNDING BASIL LIKE WAY BACK IN THE BEGINNING WHEN BASIL FIRST DISAPPEARED IN THE DREAM WORLD...
ALSO I DONT KNOW IF U HAD ANOTHER CHOICE BUT I FEEL LIKE I FUCKED UP BIG TIME BUT I JUS. I JUST LEFT BASIL IN THE BATHROOM CAUSE I COULDNT FIGURE OUT HOW TO TRIGGER ANYTHING ELSE SO THAT WAS THE ONLY THING I COULD THINK OF. BUT BASIL LITERALLY SOBBING FOR OMORI TO STYA AND OMORI LEAVING ANYWAY IM LTIERALLY GONNA BE SICK I CANT DO IT OH MY GOD PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PELAJKSNKEJNLE PLEASE > PELA I CANT DO IT
AH. AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH OH GOD
this latest bit of my playthrough just really got my fucking feelings god fucking damn
on a lighter note tho recognizing the side characters from faraway town and their dreamscape counterparts is a lot of fun (what wasnt so fun was recognizing that one kid’s puzzles pieces on a grave in the graveyard but whatever)
also the white egrets are definitely . important. what with their meaning and the fact that one was next to mari’s grave. so the fact that basil’s grandma also has a white egret next to her makes me wonder,,,if maybe she has something to do with basil’s disappearance in the dreamscape? idk,,,but i am thinking is all
oh also one little thing i like abt the real world segments is that if ur running low on money there’s a bunch of lil jobs u can take up which i enjoy a lot cause it’s interesting, it’s worldbuilding, the minigames r fun, it’s accurate 2 real life, and idk it’s fun (:
anyway this is such a fantastic game i cant wait to keep playing
#god my eyes are all red as fuck from me wiping them tho#idk why just the grief is so palpable i completely sympathize with these characters#ohh god#cass cries#omori#omori spoilers
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