#i mean i like to think thar after a road trip year w blue n henry gansey is probably in a much better place than previous

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additional concept that is hilarious to me: in some nebulous everything-is-fine-ahahaha-dreamer-trilogy-who? world, the next time adam sees gansey, this lived experience renders him able to suddenly see through gansey's bullshit in a way he previously couldn't and he's like. "oh my god you are falling apart at the seams what the fuck"

the fact that adam decided to be gansey at college for Gansey The Only True Shining Worthwhile Light In This World reasons & in the process ALSO became someone who masks his true feelings and pretends to have his shit together while going to pieces and refuses to reach out for mutual support and feels like a lonely neurotic mess all the time and needs magic/wonder to alleviate the misery...... good god. method acting gone Wrong. rip adam and this giant hole u dug urself