#i mean i do like wearing chest binders now i guess. i like how i look in them.

[wolverinedoctorwho]

How many things am I gonna try thinking "oh this will finally reveal to me whether I'm trans" before one of them actually *works*. I'm tired of this grandpa.

[fakeboycorrection]

Fakeboy story time!

You and your male friend are hanging out in his basement, smoking, playing video games, talking about girls. Just doing stuff for the boys, like you always do. But today, you felt a little bit different, more comfortable around him. Safe. So you finally decided to come out and tell him that you're trans.

"Wait, so like... you want to be a girl? That's fuckin weird dude..." he responds. Not the response you were looking for.

"No I mean, I was born a girl! And then I transitioned, before I even met you..." you say back, struggling with the words, not thinking it would need this much explanation. You'd assumed he suspected you were trans, but apparently not. "I wear a binder to keep my chest down, and I usually wear boy clothes, so i guess it might not be as obvious as i thought..." you whisper back at him, a little sad at how this is going.

"Wait, so you have fucking tits?" He lunges forwards and touches your chest. You yelp and try to pull away from him, but his hand stays on you. "Oh yeah, fuck dude... I feel something here blocking them..." he reaches down and grabs your shirt, starting to pull it off.

"W-wait, what are you doing?!?" You shout as your shirt flies up over your head, revealing your binder.

"Relax dude..." he responds, looking at your chest inquisitively. "Two guys seeing each other's chests is normal. What the hell is this bra you're wearing, looks uncomfortable as hell." He grabs at it and literally tears it off your chest, as you feel the sting of it snapping against your breasts. Your tits spring out immediately, showing just how large your chest really is. "Fuck dude..." he whispers in amazement. "Why the hell were you hiding these away from me?" He reaches down and grabs one of your tits, squeezing it in his hand.

"S-stop dude, that's not funny!" You shout, grabbing his hand and trying to pull it away. But he doesn't budge an inch. You'd wrestled together before and knew he was stronger than you, but he must've been holding back before, because now, he felt stronger than ever. "Please... don't..." you try to stammer out, struggling not to moan as he squeezes here, brushing your nipples with his fingers.

"Can't believe you were hiding this from me all this time... I could've been having so much fun! You could've been my tomboy girlfriend..." he says shoving you down and getting on top of you, squeezing your tits harder and causing an involuntary moan to come out of you, getting a small smirk out of him.

"I'm not a girl though!" You shout back at him, trying to shove him off. But he just smiles back.

"If you're not a girl, then what are these?" He says, squeezing your tits harder. You moan, louder than before, impossible to ignore. "And what's this?" He says, tearing a hole in the front of your sweats, revealing your nicely shaved pussy. You stare down, fear beginning to build up in your body as you realize that he's not stopping.

"And if you're a 'real man' than why don't you have one of these?" He asks, pulling out his cock. It's massive, as big as the ones you see in porn all the time. His dick is throbbing, just inches from your face, a pearly drop of precum dripping down and resting on your chin.

"Please... don't do this..." you whimper out, struggling not to cry, but also not to moan just at the sight of his dick.

"Don't worry..." he leans down, whispering into your ear. "You're going to love it." And with that, he shoves his dick straight into your pussy, no lube, no preparation. Surprisingly, it doesn't hurt at all, probably because you're already soaked just from thinking about what he's doing to you. You cry out, half a scream for help, half a moan as he thrusts in and out of you, making you feel things you never have when you've masturbated.

"Fuck, you weren't lying last month when you said you were a virgin, you feel so fucking good around my cock, slut..." he grunts out, thrusting into you furiously, without any care for you pleasure. Despite that, it feels great. You hate that he's doing this, you hate that he's fucking you like a girl, that he's fucking you at all. But you can't deny the physical pleasure of the whole situation... still, you try to get him to stop.

"Please, please s-stop!" You yell, holding in a moan while he slaps your tits and fucks you harder. "I'm not a girl, d-don't fuck me like one!" You'd prefer if he wasn't fucking you at all, but that's as much as you can ask for.

"Shut it, bitch. You hid this from me for so long, the least you can do to repay me is to let me use your pussy how I want... I'm going to use you all night, fucking you and cumming in you over and over..."

Your heart stops for a moment and your eyes grow wide. "Cumming in m-me...?" You ask, looking up at him with fear. "You can't! I'm not on birth control or anything!!" You grab his arms and try to push him off, but it's no use.

"Oh? I thought you were a "man" though? Men can't get pregnant, so I'll cum in you all I want... then we'll see..." he says, thrusting harder and harder. You can tell that he's already getting close to cumming, judging from the speed he's going at. You do your best to try and push him off, all while begging him to stop over and over, but it's no use. After just a few minutes, he finally plunges his cock deep inside of you, so far and fast that it actually makes you cum, squeezing his cock even harder as it starts finishing inside of you, filling you up with a feeling of warmth, overflowing and hitting every inch inside your pussy with his seed. After a minute or so of you both orgasming and panting, he collapses on top of you, with his cock still inside of you, and gives you a nice, intimate kiss. You try and push him off now, but it's still no use. He's too big, too strong to get off of you, like any real man is.

"Fuck..." he whispers out, kissing you again and again as you try to avoid his mouth. "That was amazing... we're doing that again as soon as I get hard." He props himself up on his elbows and looks down at you, relishing in the look of pure terror still sitting on your face. "You're a really good actor, with this whole "man" character you've been playing. But let's see how good of an act you can put up when your belly starts swelling in a few months..."

You look back at him in shock and start crying, hoping that your tears will convince him to let you go. Instead, you just feel his cock inside of you, growing hard once more.

[qveerthe0ry]

Lions Ain't the Kind - Part 3.5

Summary: Frankie asks you about transitioning Pairing: Frankie Morales x NB/Gender-fluid! AFAB! Reader Rating: 18+ Explicit Warnings: 18+ mdni, talks about gender non-conformity, talks about gender dysphoria, mentions of transitioning, mentions of HRT and gender affirming surgery, chest binding, use of packers A/N: I said I wasn't going to post anymore of this series until July but I was WRONG! I wote this for @romanarose 's Pride Event. Week 2: Transitioning. I realized that writing this little snippet would actually add a lot of depth to reader and explain more about what their gender identity means to them (while also reiterating that Frankie is a perfect little sweetie pie)

“Do you ever want to get surgeries? You know, like, gender affirming ones?”

You pause Netflix to turn to Frankie, shirtless and looking at you with genuine curiosity. 

“Why do you ask?” 

His brows draw up.

“Just wondering. This is all kinda new to me, I guess, and I’ve done some research… I just know it’s an option and— yeah, I mean— I really am just curious.”

The backs of his knuckles trace your arm, and goosebumps form there. 

“That’s a bit of a loaded question, honestly. Do you want the short answer or the long answer?”

He smiles, soft, and you swear he’s an angel with that halo of curls framing his head. 

“I wanna know whatever you wanna tell me.”

You smile too, tangle your legs with his under the sheets and get relaxed for the conversation you’ve never been so comfortable having before now. 

“So… basically, I think the pros and cons completely stalemate each other. You know? There are things about hormones and surgery that I’d enjoy. But… because I’m so fluid, I’d also sometimes not enjoy them. Does that make sense?” 

Frankie nods, “I think so, yeah.”

“And that’s the thing— Right now, there are things about my natural body that sometimes I like, and then sometimes those same things make me uncomfortable.”

“Dysphoria?” He asks, a timid and sad tone weighing down the word. 

“Yeah— exactly. Look at you, Mister Research.” 

A bashful dimple appears as he ducks his head. 

“So, there’s things I have that help. They’re temporary… but… so is the dysphoria. I think, for me, the best decision is to lean into those temporary aides. I mean for one, it’s cheaper. And much less invasive. Why go through all of that just to be in the same boat, y’know?”

“Yeah, I get that. I’m sorry you have to compromise, though. Sounds… Not easy.”

You shrug, but you’re smiling, because it’s quite thrilling to have someone so understanding in your corner, and your bed, and your life. 

“Thank you. You’re right, y’know, it isn’t easy. Especially when it comes to dating. So it’s really nice that you’re… Well— that you’re you.”

A surprised breath leaves him as his eyes light up. 

“It’s nice that you’re you, too. I like you, everything about you.”

It’s silent for a moment as you stare at each other, smiling, sunny, giddy almost. 

“What— umm… What are those things that help? You don’t have to tell me, but… If you want to, I’d like to know.”

You nod. 

“Yeah okay.”

You take a deep breath and debate on what would be easiest to start with. 

“You know how you asked me what those marks were on my back yesterday? In the shower?”

“Yeah, you said it was just indents from your blanket. Were they not?”

You shake your head. 

“I use this stuff called transtape. It’s used to bind your chest, you know? So it looks flat? Sometimes it leaves little marks— like a bandaid would.”

“So it’s like a binder? But… tape, instead of a garment?”

“Exactly. I was wearing it that day you… it’s why I haven’t really let you touch, yet. It’s kind of unsexy to explain in the moment.”

“Why didn’t you wear it in the shower? Should I not have looked?”

Worry creases his brow, but you huff a laugh and grab his hand. 

“No, it’s okay. I wanted to shower with you, and I needed to replace it anyway. It— I mean, like I’ve said, sometimes it bothers me and sometimes it doesn’t. I felt like we were in a rush, and it wasn’t… sexual. And I felt comfortable with you like that. I knew you wouldn’t gawk or… comment, or anything. I liked being able to just be myself with you, and having you still see me as me.”

“Oh, okay. I mean… I liked what I saw. Is that… okay to say?”

You roll your eyes and laugh.

“Yes, you’re allowed to like my tits, Pretty Boy.” 

He flushes, but his eyes glance down to your chest in a brief flicker. 

“You’re wearing the tape, now?”

“I am. Do you wanna see?” 

“I— I mean, yeah. If you wanna show me.”

So you do. You slowly slide your shirt off, and you bare yourself. You feel confident, which is new, in a situation like this. 

He stares, like he’s studying you. His eyes take catalog of the different pieces, the way they’re shaped, the way they hold everything up and back and flatten. 

His fingers twitch under yours, and you squeeze them before letting go. 

“You can touch,” you whisper. 

He does. In an instant, his fingers gently trace the edge of the tape, then his palm covers it all, right over your heart that’s pounding. 

“You’re so… fuck, I’m sorry, I don’t wanna be weird. You’re just really hot.”

You do preen a bit, even if you don’t want to admit it. He makes you feel so good about who you are. 

“That’s not weird. I think you’re hot too, so it’s good we’re on the same page.”

He hums, traces his middle finger down the center of your chest, so light it tickles. 

“What else?” 

“Huh?”

“There’s more, right? More… aides?”

You nod slowly. 

“You know what a packer is?” 

He nods slowly. 

“I’ve read about them. I haven’t seen one.”

“I haven’t worn one around you. It could be confusing at first, right?”

You feel sweat start to prickle at the back of your neck. 

“It could be, yeah. I get that. You can, now. You always could have, you know?” 

“Yeah, I know, now.”

He clears his throat, and gives you a signature Frankie grin, and the room starts to feel a little less stifling. 

“If you want to show me, I’d like to see. I wanna know everything about you, when you’re ready for me to.” 

You debate for a minute, how to show him, which one to show him, before you get out of bed and duck down to grab the box that’s under your bed frame. 

“I have a few, they’re all different,” you start to explain. 

You set the box next to him, then crawl into bed too, and unhook the latches on the lid. 

He sits patiently as you open it, and you’re afraid to look at him when they’re revealed. 

“That’s a lot of penises. Peni?”

You choke on an awkward, startled laugh and shake your head. 

“I know, I know.”

“No, it’s cool. I wish I could have a different dick for each occasion.”

And he’s laughing with you, not at you, and you finally brave a look at his face. 

His eyes run curious circles around the inside of the box, but when he notices you watching him, his gaze falls on you again. 

“Tell me about them.” 

So you do. 

You explain that the smaller one is easiest to wear in public without feeling awkward, but still feeling euphoric. The mid-sized one is usually for the odd occasion where you go out to clubs or bars or other queer spaces. The biggest one, you tell him, is for when you’re just at home, and you want to be able to look in the mirror and see you, on those days where you need to be as masculine as possible. 

“What about this one? It’s smaller too.” 

“It’s uhh… well, it’s a 3-in-1.”

“What does that mean?”

You pull it out of the box to show him the back of it. 

“So this is like— so I can pee standing up. And then this” you say, grabbing the rod that’s lying in the box, “is to make it hard. So I can penetrate, or ‘jerk off’ with it. I don’t wear it out much, except for maybe when I’m gonna be out all day and I don’t know the bathroom situation.” 

You look up to find his eyes and mouth both wide. 

“That’s sick,” he says, then swiftly adds— “in a good way. I didn’t know that was a thing.” 

You hum and nod. 

“Do you… wish you were wearing one? Right now?” 

And it’s kinda weird, the way he asks so innocently, but you really do. Especially with the way you’re shirtless and taped up right in front of him. 

“Kinda, yeah.” 

“Can I see it? You can say no. But— how does it work? Like, is it secure?” 

You place your 3-in-1 back in the box, and grab your medium sized one. 

“Let me show you.” 

You’re already wearing your favorite briefs to pack with. You have a lot of pairs and they’re comfy with or without. So you shed your sweatpants and get up on your knees to show him.

“There’s a secret pocket in here,” you tell him, “these aren’t good for the 3-in-1, since the pocket is between the packer and my skin. But I have different underwear for those.” 

He nods, and watches you pull the waistband down to show him the pocket. 

“You could keep snacks in there, too.” 

You laugh at the silly look in his eyes. 

“Not sure they’d be that good, all pressed up against my crotch.”

“I’d eat ‘em,” he says, and wiggles his eyebrows for good measure. 

“Noted,” you joke, “so— yeah, I just, put it in here.”

And you do, sliding the packer into place and fiddling the waistband back.

“I mean, usually I look in the mirror to make sure it looks right, adjust it so it doesn’t pinch anything when I walk.” 

He nods as he stares at your crotch, and his hand reaches out to wrap around your thigh. 

“And it feels good? To have that there?” 

“Yeah, when I’m dysphoric. Just having that weight there, it feels real and right.” 

He smiles at this, so wide, so sweet. 

“Wear it around me. When you want to. I want you to feel that way, always. Okay?”

Your throat feels a little thick, and your eyes sting a bit, but you still smile. 

“Okay,” you whisper. 

“C’mere,” he whispers back. 

You close your box and place it on the floor, as quick as you can. He pulls you to him tight, and it feels incredible, to have all of your bare skin against his own, finally, nothing but your tape in between you. 

He kisses you without a bit of urgency, just lax and syrupy. His hand is firm against your spine, pressing you to him, and you feel dizzy when he pulls away. 

“Thank you for showing me everything,” he says.

“Thanks for… just… being cool.” 

He chuckles, then coaxes you on your back, so his head can take its coveted position back, over your chest. Your naked, flat chest. You hold the remote toward the TV, intent on unpausing your show, but he stops you. 

“Can I hold it?”

“The remote?”

“No— your dick. Just to keep it warm? No funny business.” And he’s looking up at you with those damn eyes again, and how could you say no to that?

last part/next part

[possibilistfanfiction]

can i say i absolutely love how you write ava being casually nonbinary so much. there are no fucking words to describe how much i fucking love your in depth exploration of butch beatrice, especially as an asian genderqueer sapphic who relates a lot to beatrice, your fics about it is definitely some of my top fav fics in the fandom, and like lowkey inspiring to me in my own journey to better accepting my queerness and exploring what it means for me, but also on the other end of the spectrum, i just love the casual simplicity (not sure if that’s the word i’m looking for) you write ava being nonbinary with

ava’s nonbinary, and it’s just a simple everyday fact of life just like the grass is green and the sun goes up and down everyday, there’s no need to dwell on it because ava doesn’t need to dwell on it and maybe her relationship or feelings about gender will change or get more complicated in the future or they won’t change one bit, but that doesn’t matter because it’s not the future right now and they’ll cross that bridge when it comes to it

[lil teeny bit of nb ava for the culture]

//

'hey,' ava says, trailing a hand up and down the inside of your forearm, 'do you... do you care?'

you have absolutely no idea what she's talking about; you care about a lot of things, and, more and more, there are plenty of things you also let fall to the wayside: sometimes they just are.

'do i care about what?'

ava sighs, scoots a little away from you on the couch, tucks a strand of hair behind your ear. 'that i — i don't feel like i have a gender, or whatever. like, i'm a girl, i guess? but only because that's what people thought, and told me. but i don't feel like anything else. i mean, first of all, the gender binary is a tool of colonial oppression and white supremacy, especially when employed by the church —'

'— yes, that's true —'

'— but also, i have a literal divine battery pack keeping me alive, allegedly —'

'— the halo definitely is keeping you alive, we know that —'

'— and i've been to, like, realms and stuff. met a few gods; fought a few demons. fell in love with you.' she smiles softly. 'so it's just... limiting, to me. it feels limiting, to be one thing.'

'i don't think binary gender makes sense to me either,' you say, allow yourself to admit. ava probably has figured it out, even if you haven't been able to say it: you wear a binder some days, and you don't feel anything against she/her pronouns but there's masculinity and androgyny you crave, that you're just starting to feel steady and free enough to explore. 'i feel it differently than you — for me, being a woman is a particular experience that matters, but not in the way people want women to be. i don't know, it's a work in progress.' she squeezes your hand with a gentle smile. 'but, ava, i only care insomuch as you're the love of my life, and i want you to feel seen and cared for, just for who you are. i want to know you, whoever that is.'

she swallows and rests her head on your chest; the documentary about mushrooms she had put on in the background plays quietly. 'thank you.' she turns so her nose is pressed against your sternum, hugging you tight. 'i just know it's taken you a long time to, like, be okay with your own sexuality, and i didn't want to throw you for a loop if you were feeling really comfy with, you know.'

'being a lesbian?' you ask, try to keep the laugh out of your voice. 'i certainly don't want that to ever exclude gender expansive people, even if it's a word i like.'

'well, of course,' ava says, her breath warm through your t-shirt. 'you're you; you're the best there is.'

'i don't know about that.'

'nah, it's true. i do know. i'm the beatrice expert. god says so too, direct message. hotter jesus, remember?'

you do laugh, this time, and rub comfortingly up and down her spine, still your hand over the faint, warm hum of the halo. 'no matter what pronouns you use, or what name feels right, or what your gender expression is, i love you. i'm queer, which is expansive and abundant.' you have to swallow because, maybe for the first time ever, you believe the words wholeheartedly. your friends and your therapist and books and music and shows that you love have said them; you have said them, before, but not quite like this. the grace you want to give to ava is far beyond the grace you have ever allowed of yourself. 'queerness is infinite. and so is my love for you.'

ava sniffles and then wipes her nose with the back of her hand, props herself up on an elbow and kisses you. 'the same goes for you, you know that, right?'

'yes,' you say. 'i — i hold it close, often.'

she pauses, holds your jaw in her palm, and then kisses you. you kiss her back, with your eyes closed, with tears pressing at them that won't fall, not this time.

ava doesn't hesitate a few days later when she introduces herself to a few of your friends and says that they can use any pronouns; she tries on one of your binders one afternoon and then frowns and laughs and says, god, i love my boobs but then quietly makes sure to massage your shoulders every evening after that. she tries on any clothes she wants, picks out a suit one day that she whistles at when she sees herself in the mirror, and then laughs. there's quiet nights and loud brunches and your friends who consistently use different pronouns for ava without batting an eye, and it makes her smile even as she dumps salsa that will be way too hot on her chilaquiles and then has to eat them trying to hide a grimace. you don't know how to have that much freedom, not yet, but ava holds your hand and leads you along, always.

you're figuring it out, the loosening of limits you'd set so tight within yourself; ava's figuring it out too: how to be, and how to become when, of course, there's still cruelty — but there's infinite abundance too. you turn back to the documentary — all the fungi that weaves its ways in and out of the world, for longer than you can imagine. all the fish in the sea; all the stars in the sky — a steadfastness and a wonder and a joy, to exist beyond. to become.

[nerdgirlriot]

back in the early days of my anime weebdom i, of course, spent a lot of that time obsessed with Fullmetal Alchemist. I stumbled upon an Edward cosplayer, but the person was wearing a facemask that covered their entire head, like mascots or Disney meet n' greet characters. And they looked so convincing, as if Edward Elric was inhabiting a 3D space for the first time. I was kind of enamored with how this was done. I did research on what sort of cosplay this was, how the masks were made, etc.

I will ramble a lot here, and also include a lot of pics of my own kigurumi cosplay. Because enamored.

Note: This got REALLY long, really quickly. Sorry! Be warned!

I found out that this was called kigurumi, and the style of costuming was actually pretty common in Japan, where anime meet n' greet characters often had this style of mask.

And yes, I figured out that it was a kink pretty quick.

I'm gonna ignore that for the most part but I'm certain that 99% of all kigurumi cosplayers are male enthusiasts as female characters. I even think that most female kigurumi cosplayers have female characters. Because female characters are ADORABLE and I agree! I would love to do a female kig cosplay eventually.

But first, a part of my weeb brain was transfixed by that Edward kig cosplay.

My research back then led me to believe that a kigurumi mask would be too cost-prohibitive. All masks had to be custom-made from resin and hand-painted. The work would probably cost close to $1000 and I gave up on my dream cosplay quest pretty fast.

Fast forward to this year, and during the time I was looking at Etsy for my Spider-Gwen cosplay, I got recommended a store that had kigurumi masks. In the ensuing years since my initial research, kigurumi masks have gotten less cost prohibitive. 3D printing means that the masks don't have to be hand-made. There are even small companies which mass-produce base masks ready to be customized, and this is what the Etsy seller uses to make their masks.

I was still enamored, and eventually, thanks to a sale (and thanks to also THE NEWS HAPPENING EVERYWHERE) I decided to just take the plunge and purchase a mask. I wish to be happy in the face of possible apocalypse. Instead of going for a custom for my first mask, i got one of the seller's pre-made, more generic designs. But after wearing this first mask, I might be hooked.

It might be a problem.

Initially I based my kig's look on Billie Joe Armstrong during Green Day’s American Idiot era. Short sleeve black shirt, red necktie, wristbands. The mask had black hair and red/pinkish eyes which I thought would go well with the clothes.

More research. I got a bodysuit because with short-sleeves, my skin would be exposed, and the illusion would be ruined. The suit is just a top. Head and arms are completely covered. I got a men's shirt which fits my smaller frame. A short necktie.

Oh yeah, and then there's the boobs.

But I've always been small in the chest, so a sports bra was enough. I've heard that many female cosplayers use chest binders when they crossplay but I guess I should be happy for my less than ample bosom, at least in terms of crossplaying.

What would be difficult for me is hiding my hips. I have very curvy hips and I know if I ever decide to take this guy out in public i will have to conceal them somehow. Probably padding around the stomach to de-emphasize them but that's not a now issue.

The mask itself actually has decent visibility, which I was surprised with. You look through the character's eyes. They're basically sunglass lenses with the pupils printed on them, so no one can see in but you can see out. No peripheral vision to speak of, but that's true of all full face masks.

And here's the initial cosplay test, sans the wristbands because i was so excited to do this I forgot to wear them. He needs a name, though. I'm leaning towards Billie-kun to name him after one of his main inspirations.

It's thrilling to wear a cosplay that you've taken time to put together. I've done multiple femme!Doctors, but this is the first time I've really crossplayed and it feels FUN in ways that the other cosplays didn't. Truly hiding one's identity behind a mask, truly embodying this character.

Edward Elric in 3D vibes. I found it again. 15+ years after my initial encounter with kigurumi.

EDIT: OMG I FOUND THE EDWARD ELRIC KIG COSPLAY PAGE

Gonna indulge in some more photos.

This was the first photo taken. You can't tell how much I was vibrating with excitement:

I have precious few things of clothing that would be appropriate for a male character, but this coat seemed fine:

Me realizing that I could see out of the character's eyes for real:

Pondering whether I should just be a bishie forever to mentally prepare myself for the horrors:

With the wristbands finally. I like how much more the red pops against the black:

No tie because SOMEONE had to go and break the adjustable bit in their excitement to put things on:

Found a hoodie that matched well:

With t-shirt of our lord and savior Hitori Gotoh from Bocchi the Rock:

If you've read through this entire damn thing, thank you very much for sharing my journey into kigurumi cosplay. I still would like to someday do that Edward cosplay but there's so many other possibilities, male and female, that I'd love to try.

Orrrrr Billie-kun could just be a one-off, unicorn of a bishie who is too perfect and can never be duplicated or replaced

GIFs because reasons

[berylcups]

Wassup Beryl (I love ur writing) may I request bucciarati short fic(or wtv ur comfortable with) , maybe where his s/o gets top surgery, or talks to him abt it? Tyty!!!

Hello Hello! 👋 Thank you so much! Your support means a lot to me! Sorry this took so long—it’s been busy season at work (and it usually stays that way till new years 😬 tis the season! Wooo- job security! 😵‍💫) this was a fun one to write! I hope I made it long enough though. Either way I hope you enjoy! 💜 Beryl

Bruno X Reader who wants top surgery

(This is how he looks at you 🥹)

CW: gender dysphoria, surgery mention, unwanted boobies. that’s about it!

You looked at yourself in the full body mirror in your shared bedroom with your loving s/o and capo Bruno. You fixed your gaze onto your bare chest and sighed. You were feeling dysphoric inside your own body. As a non binary person, having breasts regardless of the size just seemed to unnerve you and undermine your authenticity.

Of course you had your trusty chest binder to wear under your clothes, but you wanted to be able to show off your own chest the way Bucciarati, Abbacchio, or Giorno do. You couldn’t exactly do that and feel comfortable doing that with these soft balls of flesh attached to you. You groaned to yourself in frustration.

You heard the large oak door creak open with a warm voice grace your ears.

“Amore? Why are you still in our bedroom and not dressed? Your breakfast is going to get cold.” He gently asked, closing the door behind him.

“I can’t exactly stop Narancia or Mista from eating your share.” He chuckled.

He noticed that you were looking at your body.

“Are you admiring yourself? Can you see what I see finally?” He mused. He knew you weren’t but he always wanted to give you positive affirmations.

“Sigh…I wish. If these things weren’t in the way.” You emphasized. “Things“ by grabbing your chest.

“I see. I can tell it’s troubling you. Do you want to talk about it?” He inquired as he sat down on the end of the bed.

“Well I want to, but I’m not sure how you will feel about it.” You started. “ I've been feeling uncomfortable inside my body for a while now. As you know I identify as nonbinary but not everyone sees me that way…you and the guys see me the way I want to be seen but strangers are always misgendering me because of these annoying breasts. I guess what I am saying is: I…would like to get top surgery.” You nervously stated while twiddling with your fingers.

“I have my chest binder and I’m very grateful for that but it can only help so much you know? I really want to be able to wear clothes like you and Giorno wear. Or be able to go topless at the pool or the beach.” You shyly disclosed your dreams.

“Oh amore, you will never need to be worried about the way I feel about you. I love you no matter what you decide to do with your body.” he professed. “ I will absolutely support you in getting top surgery if that’s what you need to be happy.”

“Really? I’m so relieved. I was afraid you’d stop loving me or disapprove.” You sighed.

He patted the space on the bed next to him, beckoning you to come sit by him. You sat down on the cloud soft bed and he took your hand into his.

“Y/N, I will tell you again and again—I love you for your golden heart and magnetic personality. Your gender or appearance does not affect my adoration for you in the slightest. Regardless, I do find you very beautiful/handsome. What you decide to do with your body is all up to you and I will support you all the way.” He gripped your hand firmly and gave you a kiss on your forehead. “You will always be my perfect s/o.”

“Buh-Buh-Bruno~~!” You grossly sobbed. “Thank yuh~~! Yuh-hav-nuh-idea-how-much-dis-meansss-to-meee” you hugged him hard crying into his shoulder. He hugged back hard trying not to giggle as he felt his shoulder get wet with tears. He didn’t mind having his suit being used as a tissue, it’s much easier to clean than dealing with the aftermath of a bloody scuffle. “I’m gonna finally feel the way I want to feel now!” You muffled into his shoulder.

“I’ll do anything for my amore. Now…let’s get you a tissue. then we can look online for suitable surgeons.”

…don’t worry about your breakfast going cold. The Sex Pistols got to it before Mista or Narancia could stop arguing over your plate.

[luffythinker]

said it was ok for me to come back and talk about Shigaraki/Dabi so now im gonna do that. Like, im not going into canon events all that much and my version of LOV is like face view these are bad guys but they are people and everything isn't happening back to back so take it as a silly scenario i guess? possibly an AU?

What do you think about trans Shigaraki coming out to Dabi while drunk? like Dabi just accepts it and when Shigs done with his hangover the next day he remembers he came out to him like "oh shit i really did that" and now he's insecure because he thinks Dabi's gonna view him differently, not that his view matters but it does.

This needs context. Lets say after kamino that's when the gang really started to be friends they all started treating eachother with a little more respect but your all still my bitches - everyone in the league probably 2023 lol

Dabi and Shigs have been getting super close, like it's not boss and henchmen it's we are almost equals but you know im in charge winky face. After a heist they always have pizza partys or whatever they can steal for dinner cause we don't have kurogiri :( Shigs and dabs always sit close enough for their shoulders or knee to touch and Dabi notices Shigs getting a little too up in the air. Dabi is not gonna be that ass so he takes Shigs outside to get some air and water away from everyone "can't see out leader looking like a he got drugged at the bar" and when i say he picks him up he throws him over his shoulder, nobody says anything cause he's just taking care of Shigs they just get a comedic voice from Twice like "STRIKE, your out!" followed by laughter Dabi gets him to get some water going through his body but he's high as a astronaut and sweating, Dabi makes sure his gloves are on and is just genuinely taking care of him complaining about how he rather not be but he really doesn't mind he's just putting on a show for noone, Shigs is mumbling and crying fake/real? tears about how being "Tomura" is hard work and at first Dabi thinks he's just talking nonsense until he starts complaining about his binder and how he fucking can't breath in it 9 times out of 10 of the time and Dabi's like "wait, what?" and he just continues to go on about how his shitty dad would always dress him up in a dress want him to be a propper young lady while sticking his pinky out and everything. He was compared to his sister all the time and he hated it Dabi is being flooded with information he can't have time to processes and he ask Dabi "If i told you i was trans would you hate me?" Like any of this is supposed to mean something to Dabi and Dabi tells him he needs to go to bed. After that night Dabi is internally freaking out "What just happen? why???" and he can't sleep that night after the fact Shigs is avoiding Dabi which is strange for everyone to watch and they think their in a huge fight. Himiko keeps asking Dabi what he did and Dabi tells her to butt out.

if you care about this i'll come back for a part 2

i honestly hold bnha canon events very in the back of my mind, at this point i barely remember the order of things, so yeah don't worry about staying truthful to a timeline or anything cause i assure you i most likely don't remember muchdjjdflkfk

and i absolutely love trans shigaraki, even in canon he gives me big non binary vibes so!!!!

oh my god i love how you painted this picture, his childhood was super hard with his father and transphobia. He probably felt like himself for the first time after he left the family and could explore his gender by himself. He knew since early age he wasn't a girl, so he would fully invest himself into looking like how he feels. I think AFO giving him a new name also marks his transitioning, he has always had a smaller chest so the binder helps with keeping it flat, but it is shigaraki so obviously he doesn't have the greatest relationship with himself, so he wears it super tight to the point it hurts him (i think its some kind of internal punishment). He never really told anyone about it because it's not anyone's business, but he likes dabi so it just feels so weird to not tell him that, not that he really wanted to because he doesn't want things to change but he also lowkey wants to be accepted fully as he is, while also too scared of being rejected again.

telling dabi about it while he's drunk is so on brand because he would never master up the courage to do it sober, i think the day after he would act like nothing happened and hope dabi wouldn't bring it up, but I'm curious to see how dabi would confront him about this from your pov!!!

(this might be weird but i really like shigaraki, like i think he's such a good villain)

[soullikethesea]

I really needed to journal. Wrote five pages!

There's so much to process. I decided that I *will* actually do the tantra workshop. 😱 It's mostly about getting to know yourself and learning to feel what you want/do not want and express that to another person. It seems like something I need if I to develop further as a person/adult, but it is certainly tricky and it's hard to tell whether it is already the right time for something like this. I mean, I struggled a TON with the haptotherapy. I think that was maybe also the setting... alone, isolated. And the therapist I tried was a guy. I made sure to sign up for an all-women's day for the workshop. I'm quite certain that being around men would give me Bf flashbacks.

So there's that... I read the first book of Heartstopper as well and I cried so much. Fox's pain. Not being accepted... ouchie ouch.

It makes me think of that time when I was around 12 and a random boy punched me in the street. I was with my friend and he was with a friend as well. My friend exclaimed: "She's a girl!" and he stopped. Said he'd mistaken me for a brother of someone he knew... it seemed fake - it was probably a dare or something like that. But yeah, it felt so strange to be punched by a random person. I was quite shocked that being more like myself had this effect. During that time I felt unsafe in general from the bullying and the stuff at home as well. I was growing into a different stage in life: now free to leave the house alone, go for runs in the park.

It was painful to be around most other children. I basically only had that one friend, who later turned out to be a trans guy, btw. I wasn't sure if I was gay, I didn't really want anything to do with girls my age and that made me doubt that idea. (They were mostly mean girls). I liked being with a guy while being perceived as a guy, but not as a girl. Most people thought I was a boy during that time.

Later I felt like I had to surrender to becoming more feminine, because I'd never heard of binders and yeah... my face and my hips were more obviously female. I developed really bad posture trying to hide my chest. But other than that I felt like there wasn't much I could do to feel more comfortable. At some point I remember asking in a bra shop if I could at least get a bra where it seemed like I just had one boob bump in my shirt instead of two. Kind of a funny/weird question. Turns out that it is something that hinges on wearing tighter shirts...

Anyway, so later on I started to feel more comfortable as a woman. It really started feeling like that once I started sports. I love what my body can do & I love to be strong. It helps me be more at peace. I don't look androgynous, but it makes me feel more like it. More comfortable.

So, now I'm trying to coax Fox into feeling the comfort as well. I know it's more tolerable for him now that we have broad shoulders. We can be a woman in our own way.

And I always felt like I was a strange girl, but I think I was a pretty average gay girl. A nerdy one, obsessed with imaginative play and nature. But yeah. How some girls are - aside from the mean girl types - and, I guess, how some gay girls are.

[slugbaby]

Nonbinary Screaming:

Hey hi hello I guess I'm nonbinary. Still waiting to see if my brain wants to actually tell me I'm trans, but I think I'm just struggling with adjustment and things will... level out in time.

I just want to stop feeling like I want to claw off my skin and get down to my bones where everyone is just bleached white and gross. I've had a lot going on health-wise with my breasts lately, so maybe it's hard for me to love them right now like I typically do. Even before my breast biopsy, I was becoming exhausted with the idea of putting on a bra. PCOS means regular shaving and epilating, but for the last three months, it's been ROUGH trying to find the energy to do it. I don't even know if I prefer the smooth face anymore – I'm just so tired of hearing my mother in my head telling me no one will ever love me if I leave it there.

But today was the first day I clawed at my chest. Cried staring into the mirror. Wished my nails were long so I could gouge trenches through my skin, rip them off of me. Even once I had spouse help me put on my bra, I didn't feel comfortable. Didn't feel right. Didn't look how I wanted. Made them bring me a t-shirt rather than the more feminine tank top I was already holding. Still took me way too long to put on makeup and brush my hair. Once my hair was brushed out, I felt nauseous. Too long, too wavy, too much. Pulled it back up into a ponytail. Made it as masculine as possible. Still felt off.

I don't know what I am. I like the idea of continuing to wear dresses, but today was 100% not a dress day. Wasn't really a makeup day either, but I don't feel comfortable still having the obvious boobs while letting facial hair grow wild. Binder won't arrive for another 4 weeks at best.

Didn't know I would ever have a moment where I didn't want to be called beautiful. Felt like I had bugs crawling on my skin. But hearing the word handsome and seeing the way they looked at me? Still willing to hug and kiss me? That helped. That made me feel right.

I'm so exhausted, and it's only been, what? A couple weeks? Other people have had worse journeys. Harder ones. I just wanna skip to the end. I don't know how anyone makes it through this alone. My gut reaction every moment is to rend my flesh. It feels like the only plausible reaction to find relief.

I know it'll get better. I just gotta try to breathe in the meantime. I want to reach the better.

[faller-fears]

Part 2.

…Right. Um. Sorry about running off earlier. I guess I kind of… freaked out a little. I mean, who wouldn’t? I know, I know I’m weird, I’m not exactly liked, people call me eccentric when they’re being nice. Or, I guess they did.

Right. I was… telling you about what happened to Sol and I. Well, I’m kind of… missing pieces of the memory. Sol says they turned around and saw me crumpled, with that man standing over me holding something. Between that and the concussion and the head wound, not too hard to figure out what he did. Dunno whether I was the lucky one, or Sol— I mean, we’re just teens, neither of us knows how to fight! Sol sent their mons for help, but this guy… he was like a brick wall. And he kind of had my entire neck wrapped in his hand. So… shit. I mean, yeah, Sol keeps apologizing for not being able to do anything, I keep telling them it was fine. They won’t look me in the eyes now.

I guess our friendship, the way it was, is just another thing that’s dull and lifeless after this.

Whatever. You probably don’t care about that, right? It’s just. I’m rambling, trying to avoid the topic. I don’t know why there was a torture dungeon underneath the old Plasma castle, and it probably doesn’t matter anymore. The cops already inspected it, did their thing, said there was no evidence they could find of anyone living there. The guy was long gone by the time they found Sol and I and brought us to the hospital.

I do feel kinda sorry for the Plasma grunts, though. I heard a bunch of them got sent to the burn ward, or something. Mostly the ones a couple years apart from my age. It was… fucked up. And yeah, I know the implications here.

The guy…. He was wearing long robes, and this ridiculous hat, like some kind of priest. Really old, too— well, almost old? Not like a grandparent yet, but older than a parent age. Shit, I don’t know ages— he was wrinkly but not saggy, okay? And he had—

The cops said he must have used a blowtorch, but I swear to Arceus, I didn’t see it. Maybe it was up his sleeve, maybe I got drugged at some point when I was knocked out, but he just…put his palm directly on my chest, and it burned.

I remember what he said, too. He said, “Children shouldn’t wander around places like this. The rebellion must be burned out of you.”

Well. Yeah. That’s about what happened. Passed out from the pain, Sol says he left after that when he heard the cops coming, I woke up a couple hours later in the hospital.I’m lucky I don’t wear my binder when I’m out exploring like that. I know some trans guys do, but that’s the one thing I’m actually safe about, wearing my binder. I own one, and I like the way it flattens by chest, but… I can’t run in it. Can’t breathe. So… I don’t wear it a lot. I can get by with just layering, and I’m not super torn up about my chest being, well, the shape it is. Afterwards, in the hospital, they said if I’d been wearing a binder, it would have messed with the scar. Something about synthetic versus natural fibers?

I’m worried about the scar tissue interfering when I want top surgery, yeah. But… that’s not the thing that really gets to me. If there was something missing before, now it…

The only thing I can think about, some nights? It’s… like that part of me is on the other side of a wall of fire. So if I could pass through, I’d find it again, even if it burned all of me…

Heh. Well, mom won’t even keep candles in the house anymore, after what happened to me. Even though I’m not scared, she thinks I should be. So… I guess I won’t be doing something stupid like that any time soon.

Thanks for listening to me.

[mc-tummy-blur]

Ask Game to Get to Know You

I was tagged by @deathishauntedbyhumans a fat bit ago, so imma do it now, lol

What book are you currently reading?

I guess technically I'm reading The Qur'an for an English class that looks at Biblical texts as literature. Pretty interesting so far.

What's your favorite movie you saw in theaters this year?

Uhh, gotta be Puss in Boots: The Last Wish, but I feel like once I see John Wick Chapter 4, it could replace that. I've been dying to see it.

What do you usually wear?

Uh, idk I gues like comfortable clothes that I can lounge around in??? Clothes that maybe say Gender tm idk

How tall are you?

5'4. 5'4 and a half of a good day.

What's your Star Sign? Do you share a birthday with a celebrity or a historical event?

Aquarius. I mean, it's on Valentine's Day, so.

Do you go by your name or a nickname?

In public, I go by my birth name, and in private, I go by my chosen name. Honestly, I guess either one isn't so bad to be called, but I think one day I would like to be called by my chosen name in public.

Did you grow up to become what you wanted to be when you were a child?

Nope, and I'm very thankful I never did. I don't care what benefits the military or being a cop has. I'm not doing either, lmao

Are you in a relationship? If not, who is your crush if you have one?

I'm not, and I dont think I have one? It's more like it would be nice to be in a relationship in general, but I'm also not thinking too hard about it rn.

What's something you're good at vs. something you are bad at?

Good at drawing, bad at math.

Dogs or cats?

Both cause I got both.

What's something you would like to create stuff for?

I'd really like to do my own video essays one day on things that I like/things that are important to me. And, also I would like to film a project one day. Also, highkey, my brother, sister, and I joke that we should be writers in like any company we grew up with (Lucasfilms, TellTale Games). Hire us, you cowards, lmao. If not, we'd just start a podcast talking about how something should be written, lmao

If you draw/write, or create in any way, what's your favorite picture/favorite line/favorite etc. from something you created this year?

Haven't written much this year, but I think my favorite art piece that I haven't shared on here was a drawing I did last night of Ruby Rose from RWBY, then seeing an old pic I did of her in 2017. Maybe I'll post the two at some point cause I like to show the growth I had.

What's something you're currently obsessed with?

The Persona games. Currently playing three and four. I'll find out a way to check out the first two games.

What's something you were excited about that turned out to be disappointing this year?

Can't think of anything at the moment

What's a hidden talent of yours?

The talent is so hidden that I haven't even figured it out yet lmao. Though maybe it's writing angst, I found out that I'm pretty good at that.

Are you religious?

I think at the end of the day, yeah, I am. But it's not extreme.

What's something you wish to have at this moment?

Not sure how I should answer this question since I'm interpreting it in multiple ways. Uh, I guess maybe like a chest binder? Or some like hot wings idk

I'll tag @sampoststuff @sharkmobster @indigomuunz @youraveragedeltafan, but honestly, anyone can do this

[monaisdark]

AHHHH! I loved your virgin shiggy post, I was wondering if you could make a part two with reader giving shigaraki a tit-fuck in an empty classroom, with degradation kink, and exhibition kink! I'm sorry if this too horny - Anon ♥♥

haha.. im back i guess. Its been a couple weeks but i have some time to start writing again :)) checking my inbox, i did NOT expect this many people wanting a pt2 to my virgin shiggy post. prolly my fault for holding it off for so long :/ so i made it longer than i planned but count this a thanks for 200+ followers!! <3 anyways i really need to catch up on my inbox but expect more from me !!

➨ paring — Virgin! (not anymore) Tomura Shigaraki x Fem! Bully! Reader

➨ warnings — Sub! Shigaraki, Dom! Reader, mommy kink, slight masturbation, humiliation, degradation, begging, exhibition, tit-fucking, hand-job, cum denial

PART 1

Shigaraki messed up. It’s been a week. A week since you cornered him in a room and took his virginity.

He still remembers what you told him when you left— “Take a shower tomorrow. Also wear a different top for god’s sake. If you do... I might let you touch me.” 

Shigaraki beat himself over for agreeing to it as soon as he got home. You were his bully. One of the people making his school experience even more unbearable than it already was.

Yet he completely was undone as soon as you placed your hands on him, and you knew it. He just didn’t know what you wanted.

Dick? No, you were pretty and popular— you could probably get some from more desirable guys. To bully him? Sure, you said mean things to him during the encounter but the bullying was always around your friends.

For a whole school week, he stayed home. Making up some bullshit to the school that he had the flu. Frankly, he was scared to go. How was he supposed to face you?

Did you tell anyone? Secretly record it? Was he currently the laughing stock of the entire school for begging to continue to fuck you?

But even away from school, you had an effect on him. He’s still a horny guy. Now, jerking off wasn’t the same anymore, not when he had some taste of pussy thanks to you.

Shigaraki would always end up thinking back to you, even with porn he couldn’t get you out of his head. His hands clamping around his cock weren’t the same as your pussy, same with the bodies of other women.

He found himself indulging into mommy kink porn, something he didn’t really get off from before you. Shigaraki pretend it was you talking to him, bouncing onto his lap and letting him touch you.

But after a bit— Shigaraki found it going no where, they weren’t you.

Cursing, he would always finish early. And not in a good way. In a way where he was left unsatisfied. Putting his painfully hard cock back into his sweats and trying to sleep his horny-ness away.

Shigaraki realized he needed you, you talking to him, you around his cock. Now, he regretted not sticking to his word. But he’ll make it up for you.

You were quite mad. Shigaraki hasn’t been to school since that day. How ungrateful, you literally let him put his dick in you and now he ghosts you in real life.

You fully expected him to be at school the next day with the way he begged you to stay, clean and ready for you. So imagine your annoyance in seeing him not show up for several days.

But today was different, the newly ex-virgin actually showed up. To your surprise, he still did more than you expected him to do despite being a week late.

Shigaraki had changed his hoodie to a whole new one, it looked recently bought. As well as his hair, looking more soft than greasy like it typically was. Though he didn’t style it, it still overhanging on his face.

Still, he definitely looked a lot better, not enough for others to notice but enough for you to smirk at your work.

Both of you didn’t interact with each other besides a few glances until lunch. You guys sat on completely different ends of the cafeteria, him sitting in a small corner table while you sat in a large one.

Shigaraki looked fidgety, meekly looking up every few minutes to watch you interact with your friends. He was waiting for school to end, planning to catch you at the same empty classroom you took his virginity in.

Though you had completely other plans.

“Hey, I’ll be right back.” You got up from your table, grabbing your bag from off the floor. “To?” One of your friends asked, not looking up from their phone.

“Some nerd, he’s gonna do my homework we got last period. Apparently, his parents found out he’s been doing our homework and now he's gotta do them during lunch. Gotta make sure they do it right.” You lied through your teeth, hoping they would just back off.

They didn’t look up, instead pulling their homework worksheet out of their binder with one hand, putting it in yours, “Get him to do mine.”

You rolled your eyes, grabbing the paper, “Yeah.” You walked away, crumbling the paper to throw it in the trash. You’ll just say you lost it. Not like they’ll do anything about it.

Narrowed eyes landed on Shigaraki, his eyes currently focused on his phone. You strudded your way to him, smirking to yourself.

Shigaraki almost jumped when he felt something brush against his leg. Looking up, he was met with you sitting down next to him.

“Hey.” You said, placing your bag on the table and putting your last period’s homework on the table.

“You’re good at chemistry, right?” You questioned, shifting through your bag for something to write with.

“...Well— I... um...—“ Shigaraki stuttered, unsure of what was currently going on.

“Great.” You pulled the phone out of his clammy hands, replacing it with a pencil. “...What?” He tilted his head, was this a joke? Did you completely forget about a week ago?

“Hm...? Well, get onto it.” You uttered him on, putting your chin in your hands, eyeing him. Reluctantly, he looked back to paper, beginning to work on it.

After around 5 minutes, you brushed against him even more, getting close to his side. “What does that say?” You pushed yourself further into his side, your chest touching his arms.

Shigaraki cursed himself for already becoming red, he pants tightening around his crotch as last week flashed into his head again.

“Um... m-mole is a unit of measur— Hmph!“ He held back a loud whine when your right hand traveled to his crotch.

“What— what are you doing?” He asked under his breath, holding back small whimpers as you palmed him, “Where have you been?” You questioned sternly, upset he kept you waiting.

“I’m sorry... I got sick.” He bluffed, it was too embarrassing to admit he was scared. With how he left you hanging, he expected people to be laughing at him the moment he stepped onto school grounds.

“Sick? A whole week?” You hummed, you could already tell he was lying. Still, you were proud that he even bothered to make it up to you by fixing himself up.

“With your diet of energy drinks and chips, I’m surprised you’re not dead.” You decided to let it go, he was just nervous to show up.

Yet you think he deserves a bit of punishment.

Shigaraki felt heavy as you teased the zipper of his jeans. He immediately tensed, “Wait— now..?” He saw you narrow your eyes, “Something wrong?”

“There’s people here!” He whispered yelled, flinching as he felt you unzip his jeans ever so slowly, trailing your finger along his exposed boxers.

“So? You’re just some loser in the corner, nobody will notice if you aren’t obvious.”

Shigaraki could already feel pre-cum form at his tip, staining his boxers a bit. You giggled a bit, feeling the dampness of his boxers. “Already?” Shigaraki shook his head, “I... I haven’t came since... that day.”

You laughed a bit louder than you expected to, good thing the cafeteria was already loud. “How sweet of you. Couldn’t get it on?”

Shigaraki focused his eyes on your paper, muffled moans caught at the back of his throat as you freed his cock from his boxers.

Now slowly pumping him, Shigaraki dropped the pen of the table. He wanted to do something with his hands, to touch you.

He moved his hand to your thigh, but of course, you didn��t allow him, “You’re too eager. Get back to work.” You ordered. Shigaraki was about to question you but you stopped him with stroking his cock faster.

Both of you continued this way for a bit, him answering questions with his shaky hands while you jerked him off.

Shigaraki could’ve sworn he felt eyes on him a couple of times, yet every time he looked up, nobody was even batting an eye in his direction.

He could feel his cock twitch at the excitement of being caught. How would they explain one of the most popular girls giving an outcast a hand-job under the table?

As he got to the last question— he was already drooling on the paper, mouth clenched shut to avoid moaning and panting to be let out.

You could tell he was about to cum, the writing on the paper progressively getting sloppier as time went on. “M-mommy...” Shigaraki whispered just enough for you to hear, “Hmm, you want to cum?”

He nodded furiously, he was extremely pent up and needed release. And just as he thought, you were the only one who can give it to him.

Shigaraki whimpered when you pulled away, looking up at the clock and collecting your stuff. “Then after school, room 204. Actually listen and show up when I tell you this time.”

You walked away just in time for the bell to go off, signifying that lunch was over. Leaving Shigaraki, once again, a mess.

Here he was again, feeling nostalgic as you walked into the empty classroom. Shigaraki easily grew again while anticipating this, the tent prominent in his jeans.

“Y’know, good job for showering and changing.” You gave him praise, Shigaraki turning red from your words. “This... this means I can touch you, right?”

You nodded, “Yeah. I actually keep promises.” He ignored the jab at him, it didn’t matter how mean you were— he was going to touch you finally.

Shigaraki awkwardly shuffled towards you, raising his hands up to look at you with wide eyes. He slowly paced a hand on your boobs, trying to see if this was just some test and you’ll get mad at him.

When he didn’t get anything back, he immediately started to dough on your clothed breast, cupping them. Then, he moved to unbutton your shirt, already seeing you thought ahead and took off your bra before coming here.

He fully took off your shirt, not wasting time on latching his mouth onto one of your nipples, both hands playing with your breasts. Shigaraki was basically humping your leg, sucking your nipples like a baby.

You giggled a bit, patting his head. He looked up at you with a clouded look, pure joy in his eyes as he finally got to touch you.

Looking back down at him, another idea popped up— you already took his virginity and gave him his first hand-job, whats another one of his firsts? “Shigaraki, do you want to feel really good?” He unlatched from your nipple, “I can be inside you?”

“No.” He frowned a bit, but perked up when you trailed your fingers on his boxers. “What if I put this,” You pointed at your boobs, “In between these?”

Shigaraki was already down, eagerly sitting on a desk while you got on your knees. He freed his cock, putting it in between your slick pushed together breasts, thanks to his sucking earlier.

You wasted no time on stroking it up and down with your breasts. He moaned feeling the softness of the valley between your chest, your breasts around his cock giving him warmth as you stimulated him.

Shigaraki was definitely feeling great, you even let him bend down and grab your breasts to control the speed of the tit-job.

Though, Shigaraki wanted more. You were giving him all these things, a hand-job, a tit-fuck. He’s been inside you once and he didn’t get to do what he wanted in the first place. To cum inside his mommy.

He feels a knot grow in his lower abdomen, but he doesn’t wanna cum yet. Instead, he pulled himself away from you, much to your confusion.

“What? You literally were about to cum and I was gonna let you!” You groaned, getting up as Shigaraki faced you.

“...Mommy, can I fuck you?”

“No, you didn’t come to school for a whole week. If you really wanted to you would have showed up.”

Shigaraki turned red, sputtering as he held onto your arm, “Please! I just want you cum inside you.” He whined, tears pricking at the chance of not getting to have sex with you after all this time.

You looked at him stoned faced as he begged, even falling to his knees dramatically to add to his desperation. “Fucking virgins, man.”

Shigaraki felt himself be pushed down, your skirt and panties on the floor. You straddled onto his length, moans filling the room quickly.

“Yes! Thank you, thank you, mommy!” Shigaraki thrusted his hips into yours, feeling even more over-joyed when he was allowed to touch your chest while you were on top of him this time.

Shigaraki desperately missed this, now he remembers why his hand didn’t compare to your tight pussy after trying to jerk off. He found his own rhythm quickly, muffled ‘mommy’s due to his mouth on your breasts.

“I’m doing this because you cleaned up, if you didn’t I would’ve left you to your own sad-ass devices already.” You lied, honestly, you hated the idea what he possibly was ignoring you by not showing up to school.

Even then, you’ve grown a bit found of him. His body, his expressions, his voice, everything really. It didn’t bother you as much when you saw his still messy hair, you were just glad to see him.

Though, you’d never admit it. Instead, it showed through the way you were tightening around his cock, panting as he moaned into and out your body. Shigaraki very quickly wrapped his arms around you, both of you on the edge.

“Fuck— Shigaraki. Cum, cum for mommy, okay?” You ordered, Shigaraki more than ready to fulfill it.

“Ah, thank you! Thank you, mommy! I’m gonna cum inside you!” Both of you rided out your highs, Shigaraki filling you so much it started to drip outside your full cunt.

He fell on top of you despite you initially being on top, you wanted to scold him but honestly couldn’t bring yourself to right now.

The room quieted down, the only words being exchanged were by Shigaraki softly muttering “Thank you, mommy.” into your neck

[ghostonly]

Fixing up a shirt that's too big and needs tailoring.

A couple years ago, I kept thinking to myself, how does one even acquire goth or grunge clothing? And the conclusion I came to is that you need either a lot of money for band merch and studded leather and all that shit, or you need to get your hands in it and fuck around with what you have and make something grungy and homemade, so that's what I'm doing cause I'm poor as shit lmao

Now that my chest is flat, and I'm recovered enough and have a minute, I'm making up a shirt that I've been planning to do for like over a year now. I ordered a few things a year and a half ago and I fucked up the order because they didn't have any 3-6x sizes in stock for this plain, black shirt I wanted, but they did have 7x, and I said, "fuck it, it'll be baggy but it probably won't be THAT much bigger than the stuff I usually wear."

I was very wrong

I've been wearing them anyway (I've got 2 of them) but like, they don't look good lmao. These things are made for one of those guys who is not only large but built like a fucking skyscraper

But lots of extra fabric means great for customizing in a fun way. So anyway I have been wanting to put the cover of The Twilight Sad album "nobody wants to be here and nobody wants to leave" on a shirt, cause it's a great album and the art is a great vibe, but the art is in white. I looked up some ways to put white on black fabric and decided to make a bleaching stencil

Here are some progress shots from while I was working on it. I guessed at the CD shape and then freehand copied the outline of the art with a 5x4 comparison grid

I made this strip to block out where letters would go with the intention of painting on the details with additional bleach after spraying

Then used a razor knife to cut where I wanted the border to go through on the drawing when I sprayed it with bleach

After the stencil was ready, I stuck the shirt around a big plastic drawer so that the bottom of the drawer would be a working surface and the bleach wouldn't bleed onto the back of the shirt (as u can see, it is a very large shirt :') there was actually extra fabric I clipped onto the drawer's edge with binder clips)

Before I actually starting with the spraying, I did also stick more cardstock (it's not regular paper, it's like twice as thick) under the edges of the stencil frame to guard the rest of the shirt, but I didn't get a picture of that

This is my first time doing this and you're not actually supposed to do it with paper but I didn't realize that until I'd already spent like 2 hours making it, so i said fuck it, it's fine if it isn't perfect. You're supposed to make it with freezer paper and iron it onto the shirt temporarily and the temporary adhesion of the plastic keeps the bleach and shit from spreading and the stencil from moving (both would have been really handy but Oh Well 😪)

So after spending an hour spraying the bleach and adding detail with a broken-off pencil I kept dipping in bleach (I was trying to use the method of a guy who used a wooden skewer but I don't have any) this is what I've got

It's messy as hell but I kinda like that it is. Looks fucked up in a good way and that's what I like about doing crafts for grungy purposes - it's very low stress, if not low effort

I don't think it's that orange irl but the sun had mostly gone down so I was taking pictures under a lamp

I was surprised at how well the intact lines came out considering how thin they were. As you can see, some of them "blew up" because they got too wet and spread, but that's okay. It's good to know that, with spraying, you can get really good detail. I will probably do this again in the future with freezer paper so I can iron it on

Anyway, it's in the wash now. I'll post pictures of the finished... Drawing? When it's done drying

Then later I'll add more when I've done the actual tailoring bit because the whole shirt is getting overhauled

[sodasyrup]

⭐️

⭐️-Plasma

HC: Trans Kai and Jay Warning for booby talk

Jay was shocked, to say the least. Kai was on the couch, simply playing a video game - jamming the buttons with a vengeance. But that wasn’t what Jay was gawking at.

Kai was simply wearing boxers and a singlet, again not exactly what Jay was surprised about. What did surprise him was it seemed that Kai was simply wearing a sports bra. Now, he was aware Kai was trans. Literally all their teammates were some sort of lgbt. He just… couldn’t wrap his head around how Kai was just sitting comfortably like that.

If Jay wasn’t in a binder he’d be buried under one of Cole’s hoodies - dysphoria eating at him as he hunched over awkwardly to avoid the fabric shaping any part of his form.

He was mentally running laps when Kai finally slammed the controller down, an angry huff from another failed level before stretching his arms over his head and pushing out his chest - a loud pop sounding from his spine before he slumped back down.

That was when he noticed Jay just standing there. “Wussup?” “You’re not wearing your binder.” … There was a long pause between them both, Kai looking visibly confused at the statement. “Yeah, Resting my ribs.” Came the blunt reply. “I mean, yeah but- you’re… just wearing a-” Jay flushed, sinking into Cole's his black hoody and shoving his hands into the pockets, Kai’s eyes lighting up as laughter bubbled up from him.

“My tits are out?” He replied bluntly, watching Jay squirm at the statement. Jay turned around, taking Kai’s laughter as his queue to leave - but a hand shot out to grasp the back of his shirt. “Hey now, bluejay. I’m not mockin’ you siddown.” Jay didn’t have a choice as Kai pulled him onto his lap and earning a yelp.

“Now, what’s eating at you?” Kai pressed, cuddling Jay tightly and only flustering Jay more as he was pressed to Kai’s chest. It took awhile, but Kai patiently coddled his boyfriend until Jay finally managed to mumble out “How do you feel confident enough to- you know…”

Kai hummed softly, nodding to let Jay know he didn’t have to continue. “Guess I’ve just feel comfortable at home, comfortable with my body. Sure it acts up more when I’m in public but I grew up with a sister who just sorta got what it was like. So I never felt the need to hate them.” “Them?” “My boys, you and the others have very much met them before.” Kai replied, barking another laugh as Jay jabbed his stomach with his elbow - though Kai didn’t miss Jay’s small smile.

The two giggled stupidly before simmering into a comfortable silence, though Jay once more found his mind racing with different thoughts. Kai was quick to notice the dampening aura from Jay.

“What’s up?” “Hm…?” “You’re twisting my shirt with your fingers.” “Oh?” “Yeah you do it when you’re anxious.”

Jay glanced down and found Kai was right, his fingers twisting and picking at the black cotton singlet Kai wore. “I guess I just, I wish I could be confident and masculine like you instead I’m just sorta...stupid and dramatic and feminine sometimes.” Kai felt his heart squeeze, squeezing Jay in his arms in response. “You’ll get there, baby.” Kai promised, pressing a kiss to Jay’s cheek. “We’ll be there with you until you can finally see what we can see.” “And that would be…?” Jay knew what Kai was going to say, but he couldn’t help but cuddle closer to his living heater and soak in the positive attention.

“Our cute, albeit a little annoying, boyfriend.”

[jujutsukaisenheadcanons]

Hi! Can i have a request of s/o who wears male clothes (or boyish clothes) like Haruhi fujioka from OHSHC?  jjk bois thinks s/o is a male, but when the bois find out that s/o is actually a FEMALE and mistook em as male because the clothes. The reason why

s/o wear boys clothes because she was boyish, and has uncomfortable wearing girls clothes like short dress or etc and has very insecure of her own body. With- Gojo, Itadori, Sukuna, Megumi and Nanami

(I hope it wasn't too much

 👉👈)

-💜

I enjoyed writing these but I had to leave Nanami out because I couldn’t think of a lot to write for him, I’m sorry Anon! (っ_ _ )っ

Please note that these headcanons are genderspecific rather than genderneutral if you don’t wish to read these!

Yuuji Itadori

• Yuuji doesn’t realise that you’re a girl until he walks into your room whilst you’re changing, though at first he thinks that you’re wounded when he notices the bandages that bind your chest, but the moment you tell him to get out of your room he finally makes the connection.

    • “I’m sorry! I didn’t realise that you’re a girl!”

       Your eyes widen when you open the door to find him bowing, his face and ears turning red in embarrassment before you shush him.

       “Yuuji, it’s okay! I would’ve thought that someone told you before but I guess not...”

       He tries to perform dogeza¹ at that, as you learn that nobody had said anything since they thought he would figure it out on his own.

• He does get jealous at times if you’re out on a date and you get approached by other girls when he turns his back, but he always holds you from behind to show that you’re taken.

• He’s happy for you to borrow his clothes if you prefer wearing his shirts and hoodies, but he always reassures you that you look good in whatever you choose to wear.

¹ - Dogeza - to kneel on the ground and bow to prostrate yourself, as you put your head to the floor. It is mainly done out of deep respect or apology.

(Important Update - Please note that using bandages as a makeshift binder is not recommended in real life.)

Megumi Fushiguro

• Fushiguro had a feeling that you weren’t a boy but he wasn’t entirely sure since it’d be impolite for him to ask directly, however it doesn’t take long for him to figure it out when you start training together, taking note of your discomfort whenever he held you down.

• He’s there to listen if you have a lot on your mind, his hands intertwined with yours to remind you that he’s not going anywhere.

    • “I’ve never really liked wearing skirts and dresses since people stare, and it doesn’t help since I don’t always look good in what I wear half of the time, it gets tiring…”

      “There’s nothing wrong with wearing clothes that make you comfortable, whether they’re for men or women - wear what you like, they’re your clothes, not theirs.”

       You tear up at his words whilst you lean on his shoulder and hold his hand tightly, thankful that he had been open minded and understanding about how things were for you.

• He never fails to notice when you’re wearing something new or trying a new hair style for the first time - a soft smile on his face as he tells you that you look good today.

Ryomen Sukuna

• Sukuna doesn’t react much when he learns that you’re a woman since he never really thought much of your gender in the first place, thinking of it as a trivial human matter as he remembers possessing men and women in his original cursed form thousands of years ago.

• He doesn’t have any thoughts about the clothes you wear either since he tries to rip Yuuji’s shirts whenever he takes over his body, but it’s because he prefers to wear his old kimonos.

    • “Tch, do you think I care about whether you’re a man or a woman and how you dress? You’re still mine, whether you like it or not.”

       His words are plain-spoken as always, but they make you smile in response since he was never one to try and sugar coat his words.

• He can always tell whenever you’re feeling self-conscious or lost in thought, but his way of dealing with it is by grabbing your chin and kissing you deeply for you stop thinking.

• He’s more than happy to put people in their place if they make any comments about how you dress behind your back, whether it’s someone out in public or one of the Jujutsu elders at a school event – he’s not going to take their words lightly when they’re about you.

Satoru Gojo

• Gojo had known about it from the start, but that’s because he looked into your personal files and records when he heard that you were the school’s newest staff member, though you later find out from the others that he had done the same thing when Ijichi first joined.

• He gives compliments to you each and every day, whether its about how you look or dress that day or the way you smiled when he tried to do an impression of Principal Gakuganji.

• He enjoys going out on shopping dates with you, but if you start to worry about how you look when you’re shopping in the men’s clothing section and using the changing rooms, chances are he’ll put on something from the women’s section to make you feel better.

    • “Satoru, you don’t need to try on women’s clothes for my sake if you don’t like it…!”

       “But I’ve been meaning to buy a skirt for a while now, doesn’t it match my eyes?”

       Gojo was right, the rich blue pleated skirt complemented his eyes well, as you laugh at how he tried to twirl in the skirt rather than being concerned about the other customers.

• He makes sure to tell you how much he loves you for who you are whenever you think otherwise, as he holds your face in his hands and places a soft kiss on your lips.

[qsphyxias]

hello there , could I pls request headcanons of tanjiro comforting his FTM s/o when he gets dysphoric ?? ( he hasn’t transitioned yet + he can’t wear a binder due to medical reasons )

somewhat self indulgent , apologies for that -

if you’re uncomfortable w/ this request feel free to deny it , I don’t mind and I 100% understand

thank you in advance !! have a wonderful day / noon / night 💞

request ; ^

synopsis ; tanjirou comforting his ftm dysphoric s/o hcs (chest dysphoria comfort)

warnings ; i only watched season 1 and Mugen train, i have yet to start the manga, male he/him reader, chest dysphoria, ftm reader pre-op, fluff, cuddles, sentiment, definitely not proofread, tanjirou being king of all boyfriends

note ; i am extremely sorry for being so late in answering this request but thank you sm for requesting, i love this rq so much, really, i really hope you're doing alright btw

words ; 0.7k +

⊱ ────── {⋅. 𝙞𝙣 𝙢𝙮 𝙝𝙚𝙖𝙙 - 𝙗𝙚𝙙𝙧𝙤𝙤𝙢 .⋅} ────── ⊰

◊ okay so, i had an idea—

◊ this might just be me but, you know how when you're not binding, you tend to hug stuff a lot? i don't speak for everyone so this is just for me personally but i was thinking,

◊ tanjirou is constantly, always carrying nezuko around with no trouble at all, even fighting demons whilst he carries another living person on his back ;

and so, i think that a way tanjirou could help you out with chest dysphoria is just, constantly carrying and hugging you tight — chest to chest.

◊ it's established that tanjirou is strong, thus, tanjirou doesn't mind carrying you anywhere that's safe for both of you. Well, doesn't mind is definitely an understatement ; i meant, he adores it. really, what reason would he have to not enjoy it? he's carrying his boyfriend close and snug to him nearly 24/7.

◊ he'd be holding you as he writes letters, as he goes on jogs, walks, runs, even as he eats — he also always makes sure to feed you as he eats too, even if you try to refuse, he'd be very firm about it ; nearly scolding? obviously, he doesn't want to intentionally make you uncomfortable, but i guess it's just his nature, having had a loving family that protected and worked hard to take care of each other.

◊ when it's around the daily mealtime, a question he will never ask you, is, "do you wanna eat?" instead it's always, "time to eat!"

◊ i headcanon that tanjirou would hold you almost like how a mom holds a baby, in a way. not a weird way, just a way.

◊ he'd hold you very tight, but not tight enough to constrict your breathing, just tight enough to make sure you feel safe and comfortable. with one hand on the back of your head, so your head is protected, and the other wrapped around your waist ; he believes he can do anything now, and with you by his side... ? by his front!

◊ he is very grateful to have you, to say the least.

◊ on your worst days, you can always count on him to just cuddle you and baby you all day, rubbing your face with his rough hands, playing with your hair, and kissing your eyelids every few seconds to make you forget all about the dysphoria.

◊ occasionally, as he holds you, he'd probably ask you a couple yes or no questions, and some questions like, "is it better?" just so he could keep track of how much better you're feeling and what more he can do for you.

maybe even some reassurances, in a tone that's not quite hushed but in a tone that's somehow so strong and dependable, yet so gentle and kind.

◊ "you're going to be okay. don't listen to the bad thoughts in your head, because you're my special, strong boy, and no matter what form you take, you will always be you. and i will always love that you ; you can count on it."

◊ "you" count ; 8 haha

◊ tanjirou loves you a lot, he makes sure to tell you that daily ; but him telling you that he loves you isn't just a small affectionate greeting or goodbye to him, he truly means it. he loves every bit of you, and though he can only somewhat understand your dysphoria ; he loves you and your body for what it is and what you, yourself, are. it's sounds cliché, but yeah, he loves you inside and out. and in the future, when you are finally able to be in the body you were meant to be in, he'll love that body too.

◊ and if you need him to tell you that 50 thousand times a day to be reassured, so be it ; he will tell you that 50 thousand times a day.

◊ tanjirou is a pretty passionate man, so he's also very passionate about supporting you and your identity, as well as just passionate about you in general.

◊ anyone who even decides to be rude or transphobic to you gets a trademark kamado headbutt and a scolding all the way home.

◊ it takes a lot of willpower for you to keep going even when it all seems a bit pointless or dysphoric ; and by definition, that makes you incredibly strong. at least that's how he sees it.

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