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đ For Life or What? đ
We don't even know anymore. Khaled, my little one, has started pronouncing the word "bombing," and it terrifies me.
Iâm not here to beg or list every detailâbecause even an entire newspaper wouldnât be enough. The images on TV screens and the stories you see online already tell you so much about what we endure. But no matter how much you see, youâll never truly feel what we feel. And I wouldnât wish this life on anyone.
We are victims of conflicts we never chose. We love lifeâdeeply, desperatelyâas long as weâre allowed to live it. We donât want war, we donât want destruction. All we want is a future. A future for ourselves, for our childrenâa future like every other human being deserves.
How You Can Help In this moment of despair, I reach out to youânot just as a stranger, but as a fellow human being. Our humanity connects us, and compassion knows no boundaries. Your kindness, no matter how small, can bring a glimmer of hope to our lives, shattered by war.
Hereâs what weâre trying to rebuild: đ $5,000 for the father. đ $5,000 for the mother. đ $2,500 for Khaled. đ $2,500 for Intesar. The rest will go toward essential living expensesâbecause thereâs no safety net here, no hospitals, no medicine, no healthy food.
Our baby has been sick countless times, and every evacuation has only made things worse. We need help to survive, to heal, and to dream of a better tomorrow.
Even a Little Means Everything We appreciate your help, even if itâs just a small donation or simply sharing our story. Every bit of support matters. Together, we can rebuild whatâs been taken from us and find hope amidst the rubble.
Thank you, from the bottom of our hearts. â¤ď¸
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warning: slight corruption kink, yandere behavior, panty stealing, breeding kink, dubcon if you squint
EHEHEH thinking about yandere!angel who has never been hard before.
He sees you, such a pretty little human heâs meant to watch over. Youâre so soft and plump, your body stirs something in his belly that he doesnât completely understand.
And he sees you undressing one night, your form completely bare before his very eyes.
Angels always walk around in the nude, they arenât ashamed of their bodies⌠so why does his cock start to twitch and harden?
He doesnât understand, this has never happened before and the feeling is unbearable. Something in his body wants to be closer to you, to⌠connect with you.
The angel approaches your room, quiet as he opens your window and slides in with ease. Heâs not sure what he should do, but he spots your discarded clothing.
Itâs shameful, how he even thinks about stealing an item of your clothing. Your panties are your favorite color, lacy with a little bow on the front. He can spot a slight wetness there, and he starts to drool.
Why is his body reacting like this? His cheeks flush a crimson red as he flees your home, your underwear in his hand. He flies far away, as if trying to escape his new, lustful feelings.
He isolates himself in a small cave, slowly draping your panties over his throbbing cock. The feeling of your slick coated panties touching his tip made him hiss out in pleasure.
Of course, the angel had never masturbated before. He came within just a few strokes, but his cock was still so swollen. Every time he thought about your plush frame, his tip dribbled precum, and he couldnât help but jerk off again.
It just wasnât enough⌠soon he felt so sore, and his hands werenât soft like yours, and he bet your lips or pussy would feel so much betterâŚ
He was your protector, wasnât he? It made sense that heâd get to fuck his precious little cherub, his sweet girl, right?
Wouldnât it be a blessing to put a baby in your belly?
Usually the angel had no trouble flying, but now he was trying his best to concentrate on getting to your home.
You spot him in the window, your eyes still bleary from sleep. Heâs the picture of elegance, with long, flowing blonde hair and gorgeous dark eyesâŚ
âBe not afraid, I am a messenger of godâŚâ he panted, cheeks flushed pink. âYou⌠have been chosen for something⌠greatâŚâ
He walked in, your curtain billowing around him as he stretched out and lightly clapped his snow-white wings.
His eyes were on your skimpy nightgown, and the way it barely covered your plush thighs.
âYouâve been chosen⌠to carry my childâŚâ
Your plump thighs squished together, causing him to let out an involuntary moan. âCh-child? How would you⌠do that? Touch my belly or something, like the Virgin Mary?â
His eyes were clouded with lust as he approached your bed, his hand trembling with need. âNo, my sweet girl⌠I am no God, Iâll have to take a much more⌠direct approach.â
In an instant he was on top of you, his lips crashing into yours with an urgency only to be expected of a virgin. He was inexperienced, but tasted like honey and was as gentle as he possibly could be.
Already his erection was pressing against your thigh, and he unceremoniously thrusted his hips, trying to get more friction.
You were so damn soft, warm to the touch. It was taking everything in him not to ravish you instantly.
His fingers danced across your clothed cunt, testing the waters. When he pulled his hand back, it was wet and with a soft lick, his eyes went wide.
You tasted amazing.
Though he wanted to devour your fat cunt, he needed yo be inside of you even more. He was in pain, his cock aching and begging your your warmth to envelope him.
You watched his wings twitch as he positioned himself between your legs. The white feathers were soft to the touch, and you held onto them while he pushed in.
The angel couldnât help himself, the second he felt your warm pussy he went crazy. His head was buried in your neck, his hips slapping against yours as he struggled to control his body.
He had never felt so good before, the angel was committing a terrible sin but he didnât care, not one bit.
âS-so good, youâll have your reward in heavenâŚâ he blubbered out, cheeks red and covered in pleasured tears. âGodâŚâ
He came so quick, painting your walls white as hips nails dug into your hips.
All he wanted to do now was wrap his wings around you, holding you close. The angel didnât pull out, you felt way too warm and comfy for that.
As he kissed your head and snuggled with you in bed, he was sure that that this was fate. Perhaps he was meant to lust after youâŚ
You were something special, and no one would take you away from him.
ââââââââ
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imagining your older brother's bestfriend! katsuki bakugo walking in on you... masturbating.
"fucking hell..." you grumbled as the steady thump of music from your brother's party downstairs interrupted your studying.
your brother's parties were usually a messy affair, with plenty of noise and chaos. but lately, he seemed to be throwing them more frequently and with more intensity.
the sound of him and his friends playing beer pong and laughing loudly, the sounds carrying up from upstairs to your ears.
despite your best efforts to ignore the noise and concentrate on studying, the sound of music and loud chatter kept pulling your attention away. you tried blocking it out, focusing on your notes, but it was hard to ignore.
you closed your laptop in frustration, abandoning your efforts to study and grabbed your phone instead. scrolling mindlessly, you eventually came across something that caught your eye.
it was a photo of katsuki bakugo, your brother's best friend, smiling and looking as handsome as ever. his muscles were clearly visible through his tight shirt, and his spiky hair was tousled just right.
seeing him always made your heart race, but this time it was different. you felt heat wash over your body, and a feeling of excitement that you couldn't quite explain.
you couldn't take your eyes off the photo, as if katsuki's beautiful vermillion eyes and his god-like physique was hypnotizing you.
then, you realized.. you were feeling horny.
"shit. whats wrong with me?" you mumbled. but you couldn't resist the urge any longer, let alone fight it. your body was aching with need, who were you to tell it what it should do?
closing your eyes, you stifle a moan as your hand snuck underneath your pants and started to rub your folds in slow, lazy circles.
you huffed, biting your bottom lip as you watch yourself rub your clit through your panties. the other hand abandons your phone, crawling beneath your shirt, moving your bra out of the way to play with your tits, rolling your forefinger and thumb over your nipple.
your thoughts slowly drift to katsuki again, imagining his muscles framing his strong body, what it would be like if it was his hand down your pussy instead of yours.
you couldn't help but let out a loud whimper at the thought of his hands running over your body, his lips on yours. you could almost feel the heat of his touch, as if he were really there in the cramped space of your room, his presence a maddening pressure against your skin.
you let out a soft sigh, your hand moving faster as your imagination ran wild. it was wrong, really wrong. but you couldn't help it. the ache in your body was overwhelming, and you needed release.
the only thing that could make it better was if it was him, not you, imagining him there, his hand, his body, his voice. all there just to take care of your poor, needy little clit.
suddenly, someone pushed open the door without knocking, someone intending to ask you something about the party.
a gasp escapes your lips as the door slammed open, eyes snapping open to see katsuki standing in the doorway. your hands scrambled its way out of your body, feeling your cheeks flush with embarrassment but there was no denying it.
the sight that greeted him made him freeze in the doorway, his eyes widening in surprise as he realized what he had walked in on. you, on your bed, a flush on your cheeks and your hand very recently hiding beneath your clothes where it wasn't supposed to be.
but katsuki heard you. he didn't want to assume and gets his hopes up, until now. katsuki saw you, masturbating. to a photo of him, no less. and to the thoughts of him fucking you.
he stood there in the doorway, stunned, his eyes fixated on you as you tried in vain to hide what you were doing, hiding evidence he'd already seen.
"shit, 'm sorry.." you mumbled, clearly very embarassed. "i thought the.. door was locked."
katsuki processed your words for a moment before he stepped into the room, closing the door firmly behind him.
"don't worry about it," he leaned against the door, his eyes never leaving yours. "should have knocked."
there was something about the way he was looking at you, a mix of surprise and... something else that made you feel self-conscious. you shifted your legs, clenching down on nothing in an attempt to relieve the aching need inside you.
"wh-what did you need?" you looked up at him, feeling your cheeks burn with embarrassment.
he pushed himself off the door, his movements slow as he took a few steps forward. he stopped several feet away from the bed and looked down at you with a hint of amusement.
"wanted to ask you something about the party. but i think there's something more.. important."
his eyes wander over your face and down to your body, lingering on the way your chest rises and falls with each breath. he swallows hard, his jaw tight.
"you looked like you were having a good time," he says, his tone almost teasing.
a hot flush spread across your cheeks, face burning with embarrassment. you dropped your gaze to your knees, unable to face him
"forget about it. didn't mean for you to see..."
katsuki chuckled, the sound deep and dark. his eyes roved over your body, as if taking in the sight of you in a way that made you feel naked, vulnerable.
"m pretty sure i won't be able to forget about it anytime soon."
he took another step forward, a few more inches between you. he sits down on the edge of the bed, the mattress dipping under his weight. he was so close now, you could almost feel the heat radiating off his body.
he reaches out, his hand brushing against your knee, feeling your body tense under his touch. his proximity made you feel both vulnerable and incredibly alive.
"don't be embarrassed. it's normal to have needs."
your breath catches in your throat as his hand touched your knee. the simple touch made your heart race, the shame and embarrassment of being caught in the act evident on your face.
"it's not normal," you murmured, voice barely above a whisper. "especially for you to see me taking care of my... myself like this..."
katsuki lets out a low chuckle, his hand sliding from your knee up to your thigh.
"well, i'm... not bothered i saw it," he says, his voice a little huskier than usual as he squeezes your thigh gently, his fingers warm against your skin. "it was... quite a show."
you look up at him, and your mind struggles to remember what he had come in for in the first place. he was glad he saw it? how long was he even watching?
"wh-what did you want to ask me about, again?" you managed to say, your eyes locked onto his. you were trying to stay focused, but it was hard with him standing so close, his presence making your mind fuzzy.
katsuki doesn't reply right away,his hand still on your thigh. his expression is unreadable, watching his hand trickle along your thighs in slow, lazy strides before looking back at you.
finally, he seems to remember what he came in to ask. "ah, right. i was wondering if you were coming downstairs," he says, his eyes flicking down to you, his gaze lingering on her form for a moment before returning back up to her face.
"but... i'm not sure i want you to leave anymore."
his eyes flick down to your phone, seeing the picture you had been looking at when he walked in. it's the picture of him, the one that had inspired your... activities.
he looks back up at you, his eyes dark as he lets out a low chuckle, the sound making you shiver. "were you looking at this before i walked in, hm?"
you cursed under your breath, fumbling for your phone to turn it off, your embarrassment painfully obvious, trying to compose yourself.
"shit. shit, that was... i'm sorry. i don't know how it... i didn't mean for you to see that."
katsuki chuckled, a deep, rough sound, his hand still resting on your thigh, squeezing it. "relax. 'm not mad."
he took the phone from your trembling fingers, the brief contact of his fingers on your skin sending goosebumps on your arms, setting it down on the bedside table with a soft thud. "in fact," he continued, his voice lowering. "i'm intrigued."
he leaned in closer, his body nearly flush with yours, his hand sliding further up your thigh until it was barely hovering above the hem of your shorts. a shudder ran through your body at his touch, sending tingles down your spine.
"you..." he asked, his hand stopping at your inner thigh. "were getting turned on by me, perv?"
your breath stuttered as he began to move his hand in lazy, repetitive circles against your crotch, the sensation making your body tingle with need. was this really happening?
for a moment, you wanted to tell him to stop. but why? you wanted this. you needed this. you needed to finish what he interrupted and he was willingly offering to help you. so, fuck it. you liked it anyway.
clinging to him, your face flushed with an intense heat, your body reacting to his touch. "fuck... y-yeah."
katsuki's eyes narrow, a wolfish grin spreading across his face. his presses a thumb against the thin fabric of your shorts, feeling your damp panties against him, your mewls sending vibrations down his hand.
"were you, really?" he leans in even closer, his face just inches from yours. "thinkin' of me, all alone up here in your bed, touchin' yourself to me?"
you nodded slowly, a soft whimper escaping your lips. your fingers clenched at his shirt, body trembling against him as you feel your warm, wet cunny flutter from his touch.
katsuki shifted his hand, his fingers wandering higher on the waistband of your panties, getting his hand down your shorts.
"and what, exactly, were you thinking i'd be doing to you?"
a soft moan escaped your lips when he starts tracing slow patterns on the sensitive skin of your bare folds. your head lolling back in response, your body arches into him, wanting more of him.
"your hands... how good they'd make me feel, all over me..."
"my hands, on you? touchin' you, explorin' your body, makin' this pretty pussy feel good?"
you nodded eagerly, face flushed as your panted, body shivering with pleasure of his hands on you, rubbing your poor, needy clit.
"yes... wait.." you bit your lip, your mind attempting to shift through your hazy thoughts, eyes looking up at him.
"sh-shit, you're supposed to be downstairs..." you reminded him. "won't my brother notice you're gone..?"
he scoffs, brushing your hair behind your ear, his hand gentle on your face but firm in between your legs. "don't give a fuck," he says, his voice gruff.
"right now, the only thing i care about is you."
he leaned in closer, his body pressing against yours, the heat of his presence almost overwhelming. he seemed to be completely focused solely on you, his hands roaming over your body, exploring the curves and soft skin beneath his touch.
"besides," he says, his hand starts to move harder on your wet cunny. "your brother can handle one shitty party without me. i have something i need to take care of right here."
his calloused fingers assault on your clit with fast rubs, teasing your wet hole. he groans, feeling his dick get hard watching you squirm.
"oh, you like that, hm?" he whispered, his voice a low, rough purr. "you like the way i play with this fuckin' cunt, huh?"
another whimper of pleasure escapes you when you feel his finger dip into your folds, your head tilting back as you cling onto him. "yes, fuck, yes... feels better than i imagined..."
he hums, his hands continuing to wander over your body. he leans in, his lips brush against your ear. "y'know, i've been imaginin' this too..."
breath hitching at his words, your eyes lock onto his, your chest heaving with each pant as katsuki rubs your throbbing clit silly.
"yeah?" you murmur, the thought of him actually thinking about this too was insane. too good to be real.
the thought of him, maybe jerking his dick off to your pretty face, imagining all the ways he'd make you feel... it was enough to make your velvet walls clench down on nothing, the sensation painful by the second.
"yeah," he nods slowly, putting a finger in between your folds, spreading them to tease the pulsating hole gushing with your slick. "been thinking about this for a while now.... you have no fuckin' idea how hard it's been to keep my hands off you."
"it's been torture, y'know. seein' you around, knowin' i can't have you the way i want you."
katsuki pressed his lips to the tender skin of your neck, his breath coming out in puffs. his lips leave a trail of kisses from your neck to your collarbone, possessive and with tender care.
"but not anymore. tonight, i'm gonna do exactly what i've been dreamin' about."
"katsuki..." you whimpers his name, your voice a soft, needy sound. you clutch at his shoulders, your entire body trembling with need.
his words were like an invitation, the whispered plea to take care of you like he's wanted to do for so long making you gasp. "please... please, katsuki... make me feel good."
he grins with a predatory gleam in his eye. "with fuckin' pleasure."
he stands up to pull away from you, his body towering over yours. he stands there for a moment, just looking down at you, admiring the sight of you looking all vulnerable. he reaches behind your ass, patting it softly.
"lift your legs up f'me, sweet girl."
your heart pounds in your chest, but eagerly lifts your legs up, spreading them a little. you're completely at his mercy now. you've never felt more vulnerable yet so, so fucking horny.
katsuki kneels down, his hands sliding up your thighs again, tracing patterns on your skin. "so soft..."
he tugged gently on your shorts along with your panties, his fingers tracing along the bare skin of your thighs, leaving goosebumps along his path. "these are in the fuckin' way.."
he tossed your clothes aside with a flick of his wrist, letting them fall somewhere lost in the room.
you were left there, legs bare and exposed, the cold air caressing your skin, leaving goosebumps in its wake. you felt shy, cheeks flushing with embarassment and desire.
but even in the cold air, katsuki thought you looked absolutely gorgeous, every inch of your body on display for him and his gaze alone.
katsuki was struck speechless, his jaw slack as he drinks in the sight of you, his eyes darkening with desire.
"you're so damn beautiful.. so eager, too" he murmured, his thumb trailing down to your wet slit. "but we gotta be quiet, okay? party's still going on down stairs."
a huff escaped your lips as you tried to pout, but it only served to highlight your lips in a subtle way. you knew katsuki had a point, but you still couldn't help but feel a little annoyed.
"meanie," you muttered under your breath. "how am i supposed to be quiet when you're doing thiâ"
"shhh," he shushes you, his finger brushing against your lips as his thumb slowly goes in and out of your hole. "you know we have to keep it down, or your brother will hear. don't want him comin' up here, do you?"
"fine.." you pouted at him, clearly annoyed as you looked up at him.
your tongue darted out, licking and then lightly biting his finger on your lips, drawing it into your mouth with hungry motions. your eyes never left his, your gaze full of defiance and unabashed want.
a smirk tugged at the corners of katsuki's lips as he watched your lips wrap around his finger, the sight and feeling enough to send a bolt of heat through his body. he could see the hunger in your gaze, and it only intensified the need building up within him.
he pulls his finger out of your mouth with a pop, leaving you with a small gasp. "is that supposed to be an apology for callin' me a meanie?"
raising an eyebrow, a soft smile plays at the corners of your lips. "maybe. did you like it?"
he chuckled, a low rumble in his chest. "i'd be lyin' if i said i didn't. but you know what i'd like more?"
katsuki moved his hand, his fingers trailing down your warm cunnt, slowly putting a digit inside of you, rubbing your throbbimg clit with his thumb.
"this pretty little thing right here," he murmured, his fingers slowly curling inside of your walls, exploring your sweet spots. "all wrapped around my dick."
a soft gasp escaped you as he continued to curl his fingers inside you, the sensations coursing through your body, making you writhe beneath him. it just felt so good, your body was responding to his touch in ways you couldn't control.
"but i gotta get you ready, okay?" he loved how responsive you were, how your body reacted to him. he continued to tease you, his fingers still softly running through your wet walls, the gummy skin beneath it growing warmer with every pass. it only fueled his own need. "need you all nice and wet f'me first.."
you bit your bottom lip, trying to muffle the soft moans that kept slipping out as your hips squirmed against him, seeking friction and more of the wonderful sensations he was making you feel.
"it... it feels so good," you mumbled, biting your bottom lip to stifle a moan. "don't stop, katsuki.."
he loved how you sounded, breathless and needy under his touch. his fingers continued its pace inside you, moving slowly, as if trying to edge you closer and closer to the release you so desperately longed for.
he could tell how much you were enjoying this, could tell how desperately you wanted more. and he was more than happy to give it to you.
"i won't. i could do this all night."
your gaze flicks down to the spot where he was most vulnerable: his aching boner. it looked so big. so hard. so painful. you just had to help him, right? you looked back up at him, your bottom lip caught in between your pearly whites.
"can i.. can i touch you? can i make you feel good, too?"
katsuki took a sharp breath at your request, his body tensing slightly in anticipation. he was torn between wanting to give in to your touch, to know what it feels like and wanting to be in control, to see you crumbling apart all for him.
eventually, though, his desire for you won out. "yeah. you can touch me."
you hesitated for a moment, unsure what to expect. he looked big, sure. but what if you squeezed it too hard or something? what if he hated it?
katsuki continued to watch you, his own desire growing as he thought about what you might do next. but it was obvious you were nervous. "go ahead, pretty. don't be shy."
you nodded, taking a deep breath as your hand trembled slightly, reaching out towards him. you gently placed your hand down his boxers, feeling his hard cock trapped in his clothes, aching with warmth only you could fix.
katsuki groaned softly at your touch, his eyes fluttering shut for a moment as he felt the warmth and softness of your hands envelop his cock.
he feels his breathing growing shallower as you explored him. he wasn't used to being touched like this, but the way your hands felt on him was making him want more. of this. of you.
he reached out to take your other hand, his large fingers intertwining with yours as if to reassure you. "just relax. you're doin' great. keep goin'."
your eyes met his gaze, a hot flush spreading across your cheeks as you continued to move your hands down his pants. while he has his hands down yours.
"this is so..." you swallowed, your voice catching whimpers in your throat. "...so lewd."
"yeah," his murmured, watching you react to him. "fuckin' lewd."
"but you like it, don't you?"
you couldn't even deny it. he was right. making each other feel good... and the thought that he'd rather be with you instead of a stupid party downstairs.. you were enjoying this.
"mhm.. y-yeah."
katsuki's smile widened as he heard your admission. it pleased him, very much, to know that you were enjoying this as much as he was.
"good," he pants, his breath hitching when you start to stroke his cock faster. "because i plan on doing.. a lot more than this."
his hand holding yours lets you go, moving to brush a stray strand of hair away from your face. he was enjoying this far more than heâd expected, every second pulling him deeper into the moment.
the sight of you like this��� it was intoxicating. and what made it even better? knowing he was the only one who got to see you like this, raw and vulnerable, just for him.
"fuck.. fuck, you're so beautiful.." his words were filled with such awe and sincerity, he almost sounded like he was yearning. yearning for the taste of you. what you'd feel like around him, clenching down on his cock instead of his fingers.
your breath hitched at his words, and for a moment, you couldnât bring yourself to look at him. instead, you let out a soft, breathless laugh, trying to play it off.
âdonât... say things you donât mean,â
"hey," he panted, his voice low and steady, laced with a softness you couldn't ignore. "look at me."
you couldn't ignore the gentle command in his voice, and slowly, you lifted your gaze to meet his. "what..?"
his thumb brushed across your cheekbone, the touch gentle but firm as his fingers continued to play with your warm insides.
"i meant what i said. you're... the most beautiful thing i've ever seen."
you let out a soft whimper, his words and touches starting to stir something inside you. the only thing that was keeping you grounded was keeping your hands occupied, stroking him, thumbing at his tip leaking with white pre.
"stop that," you protested, your voice a soft, breathless plea.
a low chuckle rumbled in his throat, drinking in every reaction and twitch of your body you couldnât conceal, beating his fingers deeper into you. "why should i stop, hm?"
you gasped aloud at the feel of his digits pressing into your cervix, feeling the heat and strength of him. "b-because.."
"because what?" katsuki pants, his breathing shallow from the way you stroke his cock. how could he have it all? how could he sweet talk to you like this and finger you like pro? "sh-shit, you feel so good, god.."
you let out a strangled sob, your body arching instinctively into his as you felt the evidence of his desire on your folds, his pre all over your clit. the friction between them was exquisite, sending shudders through your entire being.
"b-because..." you tried again, struggling to articulate your thoughts. "because... it's embarrassing.."
his lips curled into a smirk at the sound of your breathless whispers and gasps. it was like music to his ears. he loved how you couldn't seem to keep yourself under control.
his mouth hovers a mere millimeter from the skin of your neck, before taking a nibble out of the supple skin. "s-so what? i like it when youâre.. embarrassed."
"shut uppp," you whine, tears of pleasure spilling from your eyes as his fingers fuck you harder. "katsukiii.. im.. close.."
the sound of his name slipping from your lips, breathless and almost desperate, caused his heart to leap in his chest and desire to flare hotly within him.
katsuki couldn't take his eyes off of you, your head thrown back, eyes glossy of how good he makes you feel, your words a plea. he wanted to tease you, to make things last, but he was just as close as you were.
âme too,â he growled, groaning as he bucks his hips into your fist. "fuck, i want you.. so bad, it fuckin' hurts.."
"katsukiii," you whimper, voice shaky and broken by sobs. his name is the only word you can form, the only plea you can make. "i'm... i'm..."
he can see it in your eyes, the way your body quivers beneath his touch, begging for release. your voice, shaky and broken, is the sweetest sound he's ever heard, and he knows he's close too.
katsuki's hand continues to move, slowly sliding across your folds before settling on the smooth skin of your clit, rubbing it feverishly.
he knew exactly what you needed, what you both needed.
"i know," he whispers, his voice a breathless growl. "i know. just cum for me, sweet girl, c'mon."
your body tenses at his words, your breath hitching in your throat at the feel of his fingers reaching your sweetest spot.
you let out a soft, guttural moan, your body arching against his as you lose yourself in the waves of pleasure that crash through you, painting his fingers white.
he feels your body tense, face buried in the crook of his neck as you cling to him, shuddering and writhing against him as you ride out your high, and it's almost too much for him to take.
"f-fuck," katsuki groans, bucking his hips into your hand one last time before spurting ropes of cum on your pussy, thick and sticky all over you.
his hand pulls away from the tight hold of your cunt, gently putting your hand away from his now soft cock. he held you close, the both of you trembling in the aftermath.
feeling you shiver in his arms, your breath slowly beginning to even out, your face buried in his neck, is the most satisfying feeling he's ever experienced.
he gently runs his hand along your back, soothing you and trying to bring you back down to earth. he slowly pulls back, his body still close to yours with his arms still wrapped around you.
he can't help but smile at the sight of you, flushed and panting, your hair mussed up and your eyes half-lidded. he reaches up, gently brushing a strand of hair away from your face. "you okay, pretty?"
you slowly opened your eyes, nodding shakily, your breaths starting to even out as you slowly come back to earth. you can still feel the aftershocks of the orgasm rippling through your body, making your limbs feel deliciously heavy and boneless.
"y-yeah. i'm okay. just... i just need a second. that was..." you trail off, not quite sure how to put into words the intensity of what just happened.
he chuckles softly, wrapping his arms tighter around your waist. he loves the way you look right now, all flushed and breathless, and he can't help but feel a sense of pride that he's the cause of it.
"yeah, that was.." he trails off, his words escaping him as well. he glances at the top of your head before giving it a soft, lingering kiss. "you were amazing, by the way."
your face flushes hot again as you lift your head from the crook of his neck, your eyes meeting his, a playful grin spreading across your face. "you were pretty amazing too. even if you made a mess all over me."
you glance back down at the gooey mess katsuki made at your folds, feeling his creamy slick ooze down there to your thighs.
katsuki barks out a laugh, the sound rough and amused as his eyes roam over your face. "and who's fault is that, huh?"
his gaze drops down to examine the mess he made, before reaching for his hand that was down your cunny, licking his fingers clean, tasting your sweet slick on his tongue. "don't act like you didn't make a fuckin' mess too..."
you watch him lick his fingers with an almost unbearably seductive ease, feeling embarassed just watching him. "shut up. don't pretend that you didn't like it."
"oh, i definitely liked it," he purrs, enjoying your bashful response. "and i'll have you know that i liked a lot of things we just did."
he reaches out, gently tucking a strand of hair behind your ear, his touch surprisingly gentle. "shit... you really are a sight when you're like this, y'know that?"
you glance up at him and scoff, your embarrassment evident as you avoid his gaze. but before you can say another word, the music from the party begins to fade. your brother's party was coming to an end.
the realization hits youâ your older brother would soon be looking for katsuki.
he realized that the night was winding down as well. he knew that he'd have to face your brother soon, but he couldn't help but feel a pang of disappointment at the thought.
katsuki reaches out, gently tilting your chin up so that you're looking at him. "i guess that means i'm gonna have to let you go now, huh?"
you look up at him, biting your bottom lip, and give a small, subtle nod, too bashful to voice how disappointed you were at the thought of him leaving.
he notices the tiny bite on your lip, and he can't help but feel a flicker of something warm in his chest at the sight. his hand moves to gently cup your face, his thumb brushing over your bottom lip, freeing it from between your teeth. "trust me, i don't want to leave too."
you scoff, rolling your eyes as you try to play it cool, acting like it didnât matter whether he stayed or not. still, your nerves get the better of you as you gently bite down on his thumb. "then donât go. text my brother that you already left or something..."
he laughs at your attempt to appear nonchalant, your actions betraying what you reallt wanted. he can feel how much you wanted him to stay as you gently bite down on his thumb, and it only fuels his own desire to stay. "you're askin' me to lie to your brother, huh?"
you roll your eyes, your teeth sinking into his thumb with a little harder. "oh, please. it wouldnât be the first time you lied to him."
he winces slightly as you bite down on his thumb, his smirk giving way to a wry chuckle. "fair enough.'
his thumb slips out of your mouth, his hand resting against the side of your neck instead. "you're a bad influence, y'know that?"
"and all this time i thought you were just my best friend's sweet, cute little sister."
"all i heard was sweet and cute, thanks."
he scoffs and rolls his eyes, shaking his head but still unable to hide a smile. "tch, smartass."
you lock eyes with him, the connection electric, as the both of you lean in slowly, the world around you seeming to fade. just as your lips are about to meet his, the sound of footsteps reaches your earsâyour brother's voice calling out to katsuki, drawing you both back to reality in an instant.
panic flashes across your face, and in a rush, you both scramble to get dressed, fumbling with your clothes as you try to hide any trace of what just happened.
katsuki hastily throws his shoes on, and your eyes dart nervously toward the window. without a word, you push it open, offering him a quick escape.
he glances back at you, his expression unreadable, and just before he climbs out, he leans in, pressing a soft, lingering kiss to your lips.
its affectionate, its sudden, but it sends a spark through your chest, leaving your heart racing and a warmth spreading across your face amidst the cold air from the window.
after that, katsuki leans in once more, his lips grazing yours before he whispers. âiâll text you, okay? donât think youâre getting rid of me that easily."
but before you could respond, his lips found yours again, this time more insistently, a rush of warmth flooding through you. he pulled away just enough to glance at you, his gaze full of mischief.
"i'm serious, pretty," he murmured, placing another quick kiss on your lips, his hands lingering on your waist.
you laugh softly, the sound light despite the tension between them, pushing him gently towards the window.
âyouâre ridiculous,â you laugh as he attacks you with kisses, unable to hide the smile on your lips. âgooo, before my brother comes in here looking for you."
katsuki smirks, catching your lips in another kiss, this one more lingering, more desperate. "promise me you'll text back."
you chuckle, shaking your head but unable to suppress the smile tugging at your lips. "yes, yes, i promise. now go, before i change my mind."
reluctantly, he pulls away, planting one last lingering kiss on your forehead, looking at you longingly and brushing your hair behind your ear. "iâll text you, i promise."
and with that, he slipped out of the window and disappeared into the night. you take a deep breath, trying to steady yourself. the sound of your brotherâs knock on the door snaps you back to reality.
you brother opens the door, peeking out of your room for a bit. "hey, did you see bakugo anywhere?"
you force a calm smile, hoping your heart isn't pounding too loudly.
"no, i havenât seen him."
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sweet as simon's sugar-mommy <3 (18+) PREVIOUS
you trace a line down the side of his mask. he looks so peaceful when he sleeps, and he sleeps like a rock with you. snores all thick and low. you needed a nap after work, and you just curled up right here on the couch, and he just followed your lead. now it's dinner time, and you're hungry, but you don't want to wake him when he looks so cute.
as your hand falls over his lower stomach, you're reminded he's not so cute everywhere. nope, not cute...but delicious.
you wake him up with soft kisses to his cheek. you tease the band of his sweats, smoothing a palm over his happy little trail, and when he blinks his eyes open and turns his head towards you, you pucker your lips and slide a hand between his thick thighs.
"can i?" you purr, and simon sighs deeply. his blushes always show on his chest, pale skin burning a little pinker, and you giggle when he nudges his nose against yours.
it's heaven with you. you look so cute. bobbing your head, pretty lips wrapped around his cock, suckling on his tip all sloppy and wet. you pay special attention to the underside of him, wrapping your hand around the tip and tugging gently until he spurts hot cum onto your tongue.
it's all worth it when he cups your face to kiss you and you feel the sting of the ring he's wearing, white gold band on his thick finger on his left handâ¤just where it's meant to be.
you sit like that beside him at the dinner table, same smile on your face as you load his plate with veggies (you need more greens, baby) that you did putting his dick into your mouth not even an hour earlier.
he takes you to work now. you hate the manner in which he does, that obnoxious motorcycle that makes way too much noise, but you couldn't help yourself when his birthday came around. you saw the helmet in the boxes when he finally moved in (just until you get back on your feet, yeah?), and you woke him up that morning naked with the keys to the bike between your teeth.
if you fucked him with the helmet on later that day, too, well...no one had to know about that.
he's getting better at receiving your gifts. at first, you had to pretend they weren't gifts. when he came out of the shower, you'd hand him some new clothes, or he'd touch something on the shelf at the shops, and somehow he'd find it in the bags once you got back home. he learned slowly that giving him things was your love language; the shine in your eyes when you saw him using something you gave him made him warm all over.
you're still getting him used to baths, too. your bathroom has a magnificent tub--white porcelain, wide and large, jets, gold detailing. the first time you tried to get him to take a bath, he couldn't find it in himself to sit still like that and relax. he doesn't know how to relax.
your new strategy seems to work, though. you kick off your heels from work. simon's in the living room, his tools laid out on the coffee table. there's a disassembled handgun there, and he's oiling up one of the chambers when you lean over the couch and wrap your arms around his big shoulders. you kiss the side of his mask, watching him, getting a little too distracted watching a thick finger push into the cylinder slowly to clean it.
"hey, hot stuff," you coo in his ear. he grunts, looking away, but you hear the heavy swallow in his throat as he tries to be anything but bashful. "i'm exhausted. gonna get in the bath. wanna join me?"
simon doesn't say anything at first. he's still feeling it out, the relaxing part, but when he turns to look at you, you're unbuttoning your blouse and shimmying out of your work skirt. both fall at your feet, and when you unclasp your bra and toss it, the drop of your tits is enough to have him on his feet and following you into the bathroom.
simon always gets in first. he settles with his back against the far side, and then you get in. you make a show of bending over to sit, and simon snarls a little when he's facing the curve of your ass for just a beat too long. you lean back against his chest, letting the warm water and bubbles cover you both. his arms circle around your middle, and you close your eyes once the water has settled.
"feel nice?" you mumble. simon just shrugs, and you turn over a little until your chin rests on his shoulder. you cup the back of his neck, scratching as his cropped blonde hair with your nails, and he hums a little. your new manicure is simon-approved, it seems, and he leans into your hand as you drag the tips of your nails across his head and soothe him that way. "you deserve it, baby."
it's hard for him to hear it, but you try to say it anyways. there's good days and bad days. some days, it's failed cake recipes and good takeout and hours spent on the couch watching movies. he'll be smiling all day, enjoying the quiet and peace of his new life, and then you'll make love and take a long walk and sleep in the next morning.
other days, the pain in his back seems to hit him tenfold. the spasm in his knee acts up, and he'll falter a little, and he'll look ashamed when he has to take a seat, even if it means sliding down the nearest wall until he's sitting on the floor and cupping under his knee with a hiss. those days, you see a little less of simon riley, and a little more of something else. he looks defeated. you know he must feel useless. his body betrays him, but his mind knows better, and you know it kills him inside because he'll spend the rest of the day quiet and in another headspace.
it doesn't matter how much of himself he is that day. simon deserves it, you know he does. he deserves good food and expensive wine and nice things. he deserves hot baths and hydrating moisturizers and as much chocolate as he can stomach. he deserves messy kisses and more than one orgasm, and if you can give him even a fraction of it, it's money and time and love well-spent. simon has always been dealt the worst handâ¤he's earned this life of luxury.
"my..." simon clears his throat as you sit in his lap at your vanity, draping a cool face mask over his face. you're listening still, just concentrating on smoothing the edges of the face mask over his nose and along his cheeks, massaging the excess product into his neck. "my team is gonna be around next week. goin' to the pub. if..." simon swallows, and you meet his eyes. "if y'd like t'come..."
you smile a little.
"is this...your little task force?" you tease, and simon just purses his lips.
"just...they want t'meet you."
you put your hands on his shoulders, giggling. he looks so cute with the face mask on, and he's even cuter when he's being shy. those eyes are deadly--a killer's eyes, you know this deep down, but simon will never scare you. he's your big, soft teddy bear, and he sleeps in thousand thread-count cotton sheets now.
"you told them about me?"
he gives you that dead stare, but all it does is make you laugh. you scoop out a generous amount of body butter from a container on your vanity and start to massage it into his shoulders.
"you are so adorable, simon," you murmur, watching and feeling as the tension in his shoulders starts to melt under your warm touch. already, your fingers are working the knots out of his neck, and he leans towards you as they touch a particularly tender area. "right there, baby? oh..."
the conversation quiets. you're much too busy concentrating on pampering your sweet lieutenant.
simon's never been nervous seeing his team before, but he's also been out of service for more than a year now.
they have experiences without him now. life or death situations that they've survived together, without him. jokes and hours spent sleeping on dirt floors, places they've seen and people they've met, and simon's been here, sleeping in a king bed and learning about how much better his skin feels now that he uses that hyaluronic acid serum you gave him a few weeks ago.
he's got a ring on his finger now. there's a credit card in his new wallet (no more velcro, baby) that he doesn't pay for, and even his mask looks different now that you insist on daily rotations of them and frequent washes.
he's a pampered fucking prince, and he doesn't know whether they will laugh at him or not be able to recognize him.
which is worse?
they look the same. his captain still looks like a tired bear, and he still wears that awful hat. johnny still has a giggly grin on his face. kyle still is the one to retrieve the drinks so he can try and talk up some bird that he'll definitely take home later.
they still leave the spot closest to the corner with the wall to his back open for him.
"where's the missus?" john asks. he's nursing a warm drink, ice long melted, and simon scratches the back of his neck.
"workin'. she'll be 'ere soon."
you're on the phone when you walk in. hair clipped up out of your face, perfectly manicured hands holding the phone to your ear as you make your way inside. you walk very assertively, expensive purse over your shoulder, and johnny leans back to look you up and down as you finally come into view. you're wearing a perfectly tailored work suit, blazer over your forearm as you talk animatedly.
your eyes light up when you see simon. you wave at him, blowing him a kiss, and simon shuffles in his seat a little.
"bloody hell," kyle mutters, adjusting the collar of his shirt. "tha' her?"
"tha's her."
you get to the table just as a server brings drinks. he sets down the beers for the sergeants, another whiskey for their captain, but you put the phone aside as you pick up the bourbon and take a whiff of it.
"what is this?" you ask.
"bourbon."
you raise a brow. "really?" you laugh a little. "that's bottom shelf, honey. open up a good bottle, andâ¤i'm sure he asked for it on the rocks, did you ask for it on the rocks, baby?"
"he did," johnny grins, and you smile at the server.
"and bring it on the rocks."
you tuck a few notes into the server's shirt pocket and look at captain price expectantly.
"you gonna move, captain, so i can sit next to my fiancĂŠ, or should i sit in your lap?" you raise a brow. "great to meet you, by the way. i've heard so much about you."
john chuckles, slipping out of the booth, and you hop up onto it after him. you cup simon's masked face and kiss him softly over it, rubbing a thumb under his eye.
"you alright?" you coo, and simon just nods. "you ate dinner, right? it looks like you didn't eat dinnerâ¤" the server comes back with the bourbon, on ice, and you hold up a finger, "â¤do you have a menu? you know what, it doesn't matter, just bring us some fish and chips. whatever you have."
johnny can't wipe the smile off his face. he nudges kyle with his elbow, looking at him with wiggly eyebrows, and kyle just chuckles.
you pick up simon's bourbon and take a sip of it, humming low.
"finally. some good fucking liquor."
you pass it to him with a wink before turning back to his team.
"alright, what did i miss?" you ask. you put your phone on silent, sticking it back into your purse, and you assume a relaxed place there in the booth, nails scratching along the back of simon's balaclava as you pay attention to the conversation. simon nearly purrs as you scratch him, leaning into your hand as his eyes flutter a little.
you are enchanting. johnny's enamored with the way you pay such attention to simon even when you're enraptured in conversation. you always keep a hand on him somehow, always showing him you're actively thinking about him with your fingers rubbing circles in the back of his hand or smoothing a touch over his head or leaning your cheek against his shoulder. always touching, always soothing him, always checking in even without words.
kyle notices the way simon is so relaxed. his shoulders are low, his eyes are lidded, and he doesn't fidget like he normally does. he's just leaning into you, completely at ease.
john adores the way you take charge. you always have an answer to everything, and you know exactly what you want. from just the drink you order to the way you talk about your new life, there is nothing timid or questioning about how you feel, about yourself or simon.
where you live? you have places in manchester and london, you come back and forth. are you really getting married? you've never been more sure about anything in your entire life. is simon really that pretty under the mask? he'd be in more magazines if he was out of your bed more often, probably.
on the way out, you pay the tab. you slide a heavy credit card over the table, and you don't even look at the receipt, just sign it quick and take simon's hand when you get outside, waiting for your car.
"you're always welcome at our place," you tell them, smiling wide. "got plenty of guest rooms, don't we, simon?"
"plenty," he echoes, and simon opens the car door for you when it pulls up to the curb. "give me a minute, love."
you duck your head and slide inside, and simon turns back to his team, shrugging his shoulders as he looks at them.
"so?"
"mighty fine, LT," johnny grins.
that's all he really needed to hear.
his belly and his heart are equally full when you ride him that night. he's naked on your bed except for his mask, tattooed arm anchored around your waist as you throw it back, pussy squeezing his cock as your thighs meet his all languid and heavy. your mouth is open, hot breaths leaving you as your dig your nails into his shoulders, and he grunts as he feels his balls tighten up every time you gasp his name.
"what would i do without you?" you whine, and simon grips your ass tight with the other hand, shaking his head.
"i should be askin' tha'."
"n-no," you kiss him, tongue wet against his, and he groans into your mouth as you wiggle your hips, until his cock nudges against your cervix, and you can feel him in your stomach. "i need you, simon. i need youâ¤"
"bloody fuckin' hellâ¤"
"you deserve it," you babble, fisting the sheets beside his head. you move your hips quicker, cupping his cheeks, and the part of his face that you can see flushes pink at your words. "deserve m-more, simon, y-you deserveâ¤"
your breath gets knocked out of you when he flips you onto your back. ankles hanging off his shoulders, back bowed, mouth fallen open, you melt right into the sheets as simon fucks you straight into them. he's so heavy, a big weight pushing him even deeper, and the angle has your toes in a tight curl as he throws you over a cliff's edge as his pelvis stimulates your clit just enough, right there, just like thatâ¤
his cum between your thighs is warm. you bite your lip when you feel his thick fingers cup your pussy, sliding through your folds before he pushes two fingers into you, soft and slow. you whine from the overstimulation, but your hips push into his hand anyway.
"you spoil me," simon mutters in your ear.
"how's that?" you whisper, nudging your nose against his. he props himself up on his elbow, pushing his fingers into you to the last knuckle. your legs shake a little, and your back arches again, pebbled nipples pressing against his taut chest as you give into him.
"olways givin' me wot i want," simon hisses. "olways sayin' yes ta me. keepin' me fat 'n happy...think i don't know wot y'r doin'?"
you giggle, touching his lips. he's fighting a smile, dark eyes trained on your own, and you trace his bottom lip as he pulls his fingers out and swipes an eager tongue over them.
you pinch his hard jaw between a few fingers and bring him closer. when you kiss, he relaxes, and the thought of simon having just another good night's sleep in your big, comfy bed makes your heart clench.
seeing his team tonight made you think, and while it hurts to admit it, you are happy simon will never go back with them. he'll never join them again. he'll always be here, his head on your silk pillow. he'll always be home, eating good food, getting the attention and the care he so desperately needs.
what he's so desperately owed.
simon would've died for king and country, and they don't deserve it. they can't have him.
he's mine.
"thanking you for your service is all, lieutenant."
it's the truth, even if he doesn't want to hear it. he's warranted this kind of life, even if he doesn't believe it, even if he rejects the soft hands and the comfy cushions and the filling food. simon is an abused dog; he's not violent to his core, he isn't a biter or a fighter by nature, but when you are forced into a corner for all your life, it's the only thing you understandâ¤it's all you know.
you don't want that kind of life for him. you don't think it was the one meant for him. simon's been looking over his shoulder for his entire life, but it's over now.
it's time for him to lay his head down. it's time for him to rest.
"do you miss it?" you ask. you know he's not asleep; his heartbeat hammers under your ear, and even though it's dark in the room, you know he must be looking at you. you can feel his eyes, even though you can't see them on you.
do you miss them? do you wish you were there and not here? is there a part of you still stuck there, finger on the trigger, mind over matter, life in-between death?
"no."
simon tells you this with ease. his voice doesn't waver. his hand anchors itself to your back, where you know it will stayâ¤where you know it will be tonight and even into the morning.
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"Slipping through my fingers"
ok yall this is an emotional one!! it expands more on reader and jason's dynamic before he died and shows why jason is an especially sore spot for reader. it's also jason who she's most vulnerable and willing to forgive.
You and Jason ate the popcorn chicken on your bed in silence. For a moment, you pretended that everything was normal again. That Jason was still just Jason and you were still just you. That he was still your big brother that meant the world to you and that you were still his baby sister who he adored and couldn't go a day without.
For a moment, jason could pretend he wasn't the Red Hood, a vigilante who struck fear even in the darkest of hearts, he could pretend he was just comforting his little sister who meant the world to him.
Jason stares at you, his eyes locked onto yours like heâs trying to burn through the walls youâve built between you. His breathing is shallow, tight with something unspoken, something raw. Heâs been holding it in, holding it all inâhis guilt, his regret, his angerâbut itâs all starting to crack. The cracks are sharp now, and theyâre starting to bleed.
âI didnât want to hurt you,â he spits, his voice gravelly, thick with the weight of whatâs unsaid. âI didnât want to become this. I didnât want to lose you.â
You let out a bitter laugh, harsh and mocking, and you can feel the edge of your own frustration clawing at you. âWell, newsflash, Jason, you did. You lost me the moment you decided that pushing me away was the best option. You donât get to sit there and tell me how you didnât want to hurt me when you were the one who abandoned me without a second thought. I ran into your arms and you acted like you couldn't care less.â
His jaw tightens and you see something almost vulnerable flicker across his face. But itâs gone in an instant, replaced by something darker; guilt, maybe, but also something like self-loathing.
âYou think I wanted to leave? You think I wanted to hurt you?â His voice is quiet, almost deadly calm, but the tremor in his tone betrays him. âI didnât want to drag you down, okay? I didnât want to make you part of this... mess Iâve become. I thought if I just kept my distance, kept you away from all the shit in my life, Iâd be doing you a favor. â
âAnd what the hell makes you think I needed your protection, huh?â You snap back, âYou think I couldnât handle whatever shit you were going through? You think I couldnât handle you? You never gave me the chance to help. You just shut me out, Jason. Like I was just some... some stranger. Like you weren't the closest thing I had to family. There wasn't anything I wouldn't have done for you. you were my brother. I loved Dick but he was never you.â
Jasonâs eyes flash, anger mixing with the guilt, thereâs an almost pleading intensity to him now. âI wasnât protecting you,â he murmurs, voice breaking, just a little. âI was protecting myself. Because every damn time I saw you, I couldnât stop thinking about how much I needed you. How much I wanted you in my life, and I was so fucking scared that if you stuck around, youâd see everything I was trying to hide. That youâd see how broken I really am. And you didnât deserve that. You didnât deserve to get caught up in my shit, in the mess I was making of myself.â
Your heart clenches at the rawness of his words, the vulnerability creeping in, uninvited and unwelcome. You want to scream at him, to tell him heâs a coward, to tell him how much it hurt, how much it still hurts. But instead, you feel a lump form in your throat, something tight, constricting. The years of silence between you, the hurt, the lonelinessâit hits all at once.
âYou were never a mess to me,â you say, quieter now, as if the weight of his confession is slowly wearing you down. âI knew you, Jason. I knew who you were before all this. The guy I could talk to about anything. The guy who knew me better than anyone. The one who made me feel like I actually belonged. â
Jasonâs eyes widen, his breath catching as if youâve just hit him in the chest. âI thought about you every day, you know?â he says in a hoarse whisper, his voice trembling. âEvery day. You think I didnât miss you? I thought about those times, the way we used to be... how you would just be there. You and me against the world. I remember laughing with you. Just... sitting there, talking about stupid stuff, and it felt like we were the only two people who really got it. I missed that, more than anything.â
You feel a tightness in your chest at the words, something fragile breaking open. You remember. You remember the late nights, the quiet conversations that meant more than anything else in the world. He was everything to you, back then. But now... now everything is just fractured pieces, fragments that donât fit together anymore.
âYou left,â you whisper, voice shaking, barely audible. âYou left me, Jason. You left me without a word, without a reason. And I donât care how much you missed me. That doesnât change what you did. How you let her in after years of ignoring me.â
Jasonâs face twists in pain, the anger shifting into something else, something raw and regretful. âI thought youâd be better off without me,â he admits, his voice breaking, the quiet words ripping through the space between you. âI thought if I just stayed away, you wouldnât have to deal with my shit. You wouldnât have to deal with... me.â His fists unclench, and he runs a hand through his hair, pulling at it in frustration. âI didnât think youâd need me anymore. I thought I was dragging you down. I was so damn scared of ruining everything we had. But instead, I ended up ruining everything. And I canât fix that. I know that. I just... I just wanted you to know that I didnât want to leave. I thought if I stayed, Iâd hurt you even more. I thought... I thought itâd be easier to let you go than to keep pushing you away. I was wrong.â
His words hang in the air, heavy and painful, like a confession heâs carried for too long. You want to reach out, to say somethingâanythingâbut the words are stuck, lodged in your throat. The vulnerability between you is unbearable, but you canât ignore the truth in his eyes. Heâs not the same person who walked away all those years ago. And maybe, just maybe, heâs not the same person he was when he left. But you donât know if thatâs enough. You donât know if you can trust him again.
"I wrote to you, you know? When i thought you were.... gone. I wrote to you almost every single day, I figured you'd like it, think it's something out of those books you used to read. It made me feel like you were still with me, like you were watching over me. When you, when you came back, I was convinced I wished you alive." You admitted your childish thoughts, voice breaking in between sobs.
âI donât even know who you are anymore,â you say, your voice trembling with emotion. âI donât know who youâve become. I donât know if youâre the person who cared about me, the one who sat with me and talked about everything or if youâre just some... some shadow of him. And I donât know if Iâ want to find out. Or if i'm ready to let go and forgiveâ
Jason stares at you, his face pale, his eyes filled with a mixture of sorrow and frustration. âI donât expect you to forgive me. I donât deserve that,â he says quietly, his voice barely a whisper. âBut Iâm begging you. just let me try to make it right. Iâll prove it to you. Iâll prove that Iâm not that guy anymore. I canât erase what happened. I can't erease Tiffany. I canât take back the years we lost. But I can try to be the person you used to know. The person you trusted. I can be your big brother again. I can still keep the nightmares awayâ
The silence between you stretches, each second heavier than the last. Youâre caught in the middleâcaught between the person you were, the person you are now, and the person heâs trying to be. But for the first time in a long time, Jason isnât running. Heâs not hiding from you. And as much as you want to shut him out, to protect yourself from more pain, something inside you is achingâaching for that connection you once had, aching for the possibility that itâs not too late to fix this.
What really broke you was seeing him cry. It was like you were a child again. It nearly broke your brain seeing Jason, your fearless big brother, your idol, cry.
âWe can tryâ you whisper, your voice small, fragile, like itâs a decision that could break you. " itâs not gonna be easy, Jason. Things cant magically change no matter what we wish."
Jason nods slowly, his eyes never leaving yours, his face stricken with the weight of everything heâs put you through. âI know,â he breathes, barely audible. âBut Iâm not going anywhere. Not this time. Never again.â
After Jason left, you had to sit and process what happened. In truth, you didn't know if things could ever be the same between you and jason. So many years of neglect and anger couldn't disappear with just a conversation and apology. No, you would make him, them, know what it feels like to be begging for scraps. Maybe things wouldn't be the same with jason, maybe after time and effort, they could be better. You missed him. So much. It would be easier to forgive him than Bruce. Yeah, Bruce is your father but Jason was your hero.
When Bruce reaches your door, he hesitates for a moment. The heavy weight of guilt in his chest is hard to ignore, but thereâs something more, something that unsettles him even more than the tension in the air: the fear that youâre slipping through his fingers. That what happened today might have cracked something too deep to repair.
He knocks once, then opens the door.
Youâre sitting on your bed, your back to him, staring out the window as if youâre already a million miles away. Itâs almost as if youâve already shut everything out, ready to move on.
His voice comes quietly, strained. " we need to talk.â
You donât respond, not right away. Bruce steps into the room, quietly closing the door behind him. The air feels heavy, like somethingâs already been decided, but he wonât let that deter him. He takes a slow, steady breath, trying to calm the rising panic in his chest.
Heâs careful, almost too careful, when he speaks again. âI know youâre angry. You have every right to be. But what happened today, what you did to Tim and Damian, it canât go unanswered. It wasnât just about the fight. You crossed a line, and I need to know that youâre aware of that.â
You turn slowly to face him, your eyes burning with frustration, and Bruce can see the rawness in them. The anger. The hurt. It cuts through him, deeper than any physical wound ever could.
âAnd what should I have done, Bruce? Sit there and take it? Let them walk all over me? Let ya'll act like nothing's wrong? Like you didn't ship me away because some bottle blonde bitch said to?â You scoff, the bitterness in your voice thick enough to choke on. âIâm sick of being treated like I donât matter. Like Iâm just an afterthought. You and your little Batfamily can keep pushing me to the side, but donât expect me to sit quietly while you pretend Iâm not even here. Not anymore. Never againâ
Bruceâs face tightens with guilt, but he doesnât back down. âThatâs not what I want. I never wanted you to feel that way. I know I havenât been there like I should have. I know we've all been horrible and cruel. But thatâs no excuse for what you did.â
The words sting, but your anger doesnât dissipate. If anything, it flares up again. You stand up abruptly, pacing, the frustration too much to keep inside. âOh, I get it. You donât want me to do anything that inconveniences you or your precious Batfamily. You want me to apologize for fighting back like Iâm the one in the wrong here, right? You want me to crawl back to them, all nice and meek, because thatâs what you think I should be. What I used to be. But Iâm not that person anymore, Bruce. Iâm not. And itâs about damn time you realize that. If anything, me and Damian aren't even close to even, he's hurt me before, threatened me before, that always went unanswered. Because fuck me right? Who cares about me? Tell Tim he's welcome to come get his lick back, I wasn't thinking when I hit him.â
Bruce flinches, his jaw tightening at your words. Youâre right, heâs failed you. Heâs allowed the distance between you two to grow, let it fester until you finally exploded. Heâd told himself that you would always be there, that you were part of his family, but heâd taken that for granted.
You were right, Damian was never punished but Bruce would ensure that no one, not even Damian would ever get away with hurting you again.
But then, just when he thinks he has a handle on the situation, you drop the bombshell that completely shatters any control he had left.
You cross your arms over your chest and exhale, your voice soft but full of finality. âIâm leaving tomorrow. For the South of France. Iâm staying with Ariel and her dad for the summer.â
The words land like a punch in the gut. Bruce freezes, his hand almost involuntarily reaching out toward you, though he stops himself just short. His breath catches in his throat.
âFrance?â His voice cracks for the first time since he entered the room. His mind races, how could you leave like this? How could you just walk away? You two were making progress, learning to understand each other. How was he supposed to fix this if you left? Was it that easy for you? Was it that easy for him to lose you? âYou canât.â He states, his tone final and unforgiving.
âI can. I already have everything packed, in fact, I literally didn't even unpack.â You shrug nonchalantly, trying to hide the ache in your chest behind a mask of indifference. âAriel and I have been talking about this for months, it's our trip.â
Bruce takes a step toward you, voice low and edged with something darker, more possessive. âYouâre not leaving. Not like this.â
You shake your head, the fire in your eyes fading just a little, replaced by something more resigned. âYou really donât get it, do you? Youâve barely noticed me, Bruce. Youâve been too busy with your missions, your family, your life, and Iâve been here, waiting. But not anymore. Iâm not going to sit around and wait for you to remember I exist. I deserve more than that. That boarding school was the best thing that happened to me.â
Bruce can feel the weight of your words, the sting of rejection, and it makes something inside him snap. He knows heâs messed up. He knows heâs made mistakes. But the idea of you leavingâof you walking away, out of his reachâis something he wonât stand for. Not now. Not when heâs just starting to recognize how badly heâs failed you. Not when he can still feel the resentment rolling off you in waves.
âI canât let you go,â Bruce says, the words slipping out before he can stop them. His eyes lock with yours, the intensity between you two growing, thick with unspoken emotions. âNot like this. Not when Iâm just starting to understand everything thatâs been wrong. Iâve messed up, but donât leave. Iâll fix this. I promise. Iâll fix it.â
You stare at him, unmoving, but the fire in your eyes softens just a little. Thereâs a flicker of doubt now, a tiny crack in the armor youâve put up. But itâs not enough. Not yet. Not enough to change your mind.
âI donât know, Bruce.â Your voice is quieter now, but still laced with hurt. âI donât know if I can keep doing this. Youâre not the person you used to be. And neither am I. Maybe thatâs just... something we both have to face.â
Bruce steps closer, close enough now that his presence seems to fill the room, heavy and suffocating in a way that only he can. His hand reaches out slowly, this time not hesitating, and he places it on your shoulder gently.
âI donât want to lose you, not when I've just started to see you,â he says, his voice hoarse with a desperation heâs never let show before. âIâll fix this. Iâll make it right. But I need you to stay. I need you here with me, please.â
The words hang in the air between you two, a fragile plea that feels both urgent and terrifying. The mighty Bruce Wayne, billionaire, playboy, the Batman, stood in front of you begging.
You donât respond immediately. Instead, you stand there, staring at him as if youâre seeing him for the first time in a long while. And maybe, just maybe, thereâs a flicker of hope in your eyes. But not enough.
"Compromise. I'll stay with Ariel for two and a half months and i'll come back here for two weeks before school." You say, eyes gleaming with the signature look all Waynes get when negotiating. Yes, you wanted to give him a small chance but there's no way you're backing out of this trip and leaving Ariel and her hot dad hanging. You weren't about to give up a summer of tanning, flirting, partying, and country hopping with your best friends for the chance that you might fix things with your father.
Bruce raised his brows, almost smiling. You were cute when you tried to be tough, but the deal is what made him falter. Two teenagers, two months unsupervised in a foreign country, who knows what could happen? Who knows what kind of influence this Ariel is? But what was really funny was that you talked like you were going back to New York for school! No, you were coming back to Gotham Prep and staying the manor, where you belonged. But Bruce wasn't cruel. He'd let you hope. "We can go as a family, a family vacation. I'll meet your friend and decide if she's trustworthy. I have a villa right in the-"
"No! Please no! I would rather die. This is a girls trip. As in only me and Ariel. We've been planning this forever. I won't cancel. Or bring my family, that's so lame. You never would've cared before." You say almost stomping your feet, playing the guilt card. You couldn't have your family there seeing what you get up to and who you get up to it with!
"One month and you take Dick with you." There was no way you were going alone. Bruce wouldn't cave, nor would he be guilt tripped.
The mighty Bruce Wayne got hustled by his 16 year old daughter. In the end he caved, you would stay with Ariel for two months and two weeks, not a day more nor a day less. You would apologize to Tim and leave tomorrow after a peaceful family breakfast. You would have your location on at all times. Yeah Bruce got played, but as he walked out your room and looked back to see you grinning from ear to ear and calling your friend, jumping up and down, he decided it was worth it to see you this happy.
He would let you have these two months, then you'd be back home where you belonged.
The morning felt too still. Too quiet. The clock ticked on in the background, but it didnât seem to matter. Every movement felt exaggerated, every breath, every shift of your weight, every step as you made your way around the dining table. It was as if the house itself were holding its breath, waiting for something to happen. Something to shift.
As you went and sat down at the table, it was quiet once again and the air was even heavier than yesterday.
Bruce sat at the head of the table, his face unreadable as he sipped his coffee, eyes occasionally flicking toward you but never fully meeting yours. He was distant, but somehow⌠present in a way that felt more intrusive than comforting. He hadnât been this present in years, actually never. Not to you.
Bruceâs gaze didnât leave you as you walked, his eyes colder than you remembered yesterday. Your fingers tightened around the strap of your suitcase, the weight of his attention pulling at your chest.
Jason sat to his right, his hand resting on his mug with a white-knuckled grip, his expression hard and unreadable. Every so often, his eyes would slide over to you, watching your movements, the way you tucked things into your bag or adjusted the straps of your suitcase. There was something unsettling about the way he looked at you, like he was mentally memorizing every detail, every shift.
Bruceâs gaze was fixed on you as he slid the black card across the table, its dark, sleek surface catching the light just right.
âTake it,â he said quietly, his tone laced with authority. âUse it for whatever you need. You donât have to go without. Don't forget, you're a part of this family, always have been. I want to make sure you have what you need.â
You almost recoiled at the gesture, the black card a symbol of everything that tied you to this mansion, to this family. It was a physical representation of his control, their attempts to make you feel like you were part of something. But it felt more like a chain. But it is unlimited money... You didnât take your eyes off him as you slid it into your bag, the tension in the room making your throat dry.
Your outfitâintentionally revealing, a far cry from the usual soft layers you wore when you spent time with themâfelt more out of place than ever. The shorts, lulu lemon in the shortest length, the cropped topâit had been a subtle rebellion. A way to assert yourself, to feel free. But now, as their eyes flicked over you, you felt too exposed. Too seen.
Jasonâs eyes lingered on your exposed skin, his expression unreadable, but his lips were pressed together in a thin line. There was an edge to his stare, like he didnât like what he saw, but he didnât speak. Not directly. His fists were still clenched at his sides, his jaw taut.
Damianâs eyes flicked over you as well, but his anger seemed to burn hotter, sharper. âPathetic,â he muttered under his breath, too low for anyone else to hear. But it wasnât meant for youâit was meant for himself, for the way he couldnât control you. For the fact that youâd gotten away. For now.
And then, there was Bruce. His gaze never wavered, never softened, just cold and steady. He said nothing more about the card, but his eyes held something that felt too heavy to bear. Possession. It hung between them like an unspoken truth. And the way his eyes moved over youâlingering just a little too long on the exposed parts of her skinâmade your skin crawl.
Jasonâs voice broke through the silence next, but it was low, playful, but edged with something else. Something that made her skin crawl.
âNo boys,â he said, his tone playful, even as his gaze flicked to the door. âI donât care who youâre staying with, but no boys. Got it?â
The playful tone didnât match the intensity in his gaze, though. She raised an eyebrow, clearly trying to play it off.
âIâm sorry, what?â you replied, letting a smirk cross your face, trying to make it clear that this was just Jason being Jason. They were back to normal.
âNo boys,â he repeated, the humor slipping from his voice now, replaced with something colder. âIâm serious. No fucking around while i'm not there. No fucking around in general, figuratively and literally.â
Your heart skipped. You glanced at Bruce, expecting him to give a soft chuckle or a reassuring nod to say it was just Jason being⌠well, Jason. But Bruce didnât flinch. His gaze remained locked on you, unwavering. His expression was cold, his lips pressed into a firm line. He wasnât smiling. He wasnât even looking amused.
âJasonâs right,â he said, his words steady and resolute. âNo boys. Not while youâre here. Not while youâre under this roof.â
You almost scoffed, good thing you weren't gonna be under this roof for long.
You blinked, the sharpness of his words catching you off guard. He wasnât joking. His posture was rigid, his eyes locked onto yours in a way that almost felt like a command.
Jason didnât speak again, but the message had been clear.
No boys.
You nodded stiffly, the weight of his demand sitting in the pit of your stomach.
Duke, who had been mostly quiet up until now, was the next to speak, but his voice was softer, more thoughtful, as if he wasnât quite sure how to handle the situation.
âYou donât have to go. You know that, right?â he said, his voice tentative, though there was an undercurrent of something elseâsomething protective. "We could all go together. Itâs better that way."
But his offer hung in the air like a dream you couldnât quite reach. You could see it in his eyesâa hint of something, perhaps concern, perhaps something more. It wasnât quite the same as Bruceâs cold stare or Jasonâs intense grip on control. But there was an edge to it.
Cass, perched at the far end of the table, seemed as unreadable as ever. But there was something in her posture todayâan intensity, like she was bracing herself, like something was about to happen, even if she couldnât quite put it into words. She didnât speak, but her gaze tracked every movement, every gesture, as if she were memorizing it.
Tim, seated next to Cass, had barely said anything all morning. His eyes flickered to you now and then, but it was more of a quiet observation, something far too careful and deliberate. He was almost⌠detached. But there was a coldness in the way he looked at you, like he knew something you didnât. Like he was waiting.
Barbara was the exceptionâher smile was too wide, her eyes too bright, like she was trying to convince herself of something she wasnât sure about. She kept trying to fill the silence with light conversation, but it always felt forced. And when her gaze landed on you, it lingered a little too long.
Steph, across from her, was the only one trying to keep things light. But the way she kept glancing at the door, at the phone on the table, at her own reflection in the polished surfaceâit was obvious she was uncomfortable. She was nervous. Especially after yesterday. And it was more than just the impending trip.
The room was alive with their watchfulness. It wasnât just their presenceâit was the way they didnât speak directly to you, but everything they did seemed to be a reminder that they were there, that they could be there.
Damian scoffed from the end of the table and opened his mouth but closed it as Bruce looked at him sternly. He just rolled his eyes and went back to glaring at the wall, muttering things under his breath and gripping the table tightly.
He had been unusually quiet up until now and scoffed from his spot at the table, his eyes narrowed as he shot you a glare so venomous it was almost rivaled your actual venom.
âYou think you can just leave, after everything?â Damian hissed, his voice dripping with disdain. His fists clenched under the table. âYou think a simple apology makes everything okay? You punched me and left. You donât just get to walk away from that.â
His anger seemed to grow with each word, but there was something beneath it, something that felt darker than simple sibling rivalry. As if the violation of his personal space and authority left him feeling more than just hurt, but threatened.
You knew that hitting him, striking him with all the force you could musterâhad been the culmination of everything you couldnât say, couldnât express after all these years. But now, facing him again, you felt the weight of his anger. His rage wasnât just directed at the punch. It was everything: the way you were walking out. The way you were leaving.
âAlright, listen up,â Dick said, his grin playful, cutting through the tension though his voice carried that same underlying weight. âRules. You're not running off on some crazy solo adventure without us knowing every detail. Iâm serious, okay?â His smile remained, but it was a smile that didnât quite reach his eyes. âYouâre not a little kid anymore, but that doesnât mean you get to act like an adult. Iâm gonna need you to check inâlike, every single day. Got it?â
The way he said it, like it was a joke, yet his tone was so firm that it left no room for argument. And then, with a playful but almost possessive look, he added, âNo crazy parties, no boys, no drinking, and if you get yourself into trouble, don't come running back here. Just kidding! If you need anything, call me.â
His words had a strange effect, both reassuring and infuriating at the same time. You didnât need him or anyone else telling you what you could or couldnât do, you didn't need him acting like cared. Like he was suddenly your big brother after years of ignoring you and brushing you off.
Dick was still watching you, like he was hoping youâd cave to whatever soft version of control he was offering. âAlright, just... make sure you come back. I know we donât say it much, but we care about you, okay? I can't change the past but I do regret it and I do love you. Donât forget that.â
And there it wasâhis mask slipping for just a second. His voice softened, but there was something underneath it. Possessiveness, cloaked in affection. It was hard to ignore, the way his eyes followed your movements just a little too closely, the way his words lingered like an unspoken demand.
You didnât respond immediately, your mind swirling with everything you wanted to say, but didn't. Instead, you let the silence hang in the air, a heavy, thick thing. There was something off about the manor now. Something that hadnât been there before. The way they all watched you, their glances lingering a little too long, the small, subtle ways they tried to control your every movementâit was suffocating, and yet... it was addicting.
It felt nice being cared about, knowing you had control over their feelings now.
Your mind wandered, thinking of the freedom waiting for you in France. The sun, the beaches, the boys, the carefree nights with Ariel and your other friendsâthe perfect escape from all this suffocating attention. They donât get it.
And then you realizedâit wasn't just you going on vacation. Something would change when you came back.
When the time came, youâd have to navigate this new, tense version of your family. A family who acted like they cared.
The game had shifted, and now you were part of a strange, unspoken power struggleâyour power over them was now as much as theirs over you used to be.
As you were leaving to the airport, your family bid you goodbye. None of them were driving you, they all had busy days today. Jason wrapped you in a short, tight hug, telling you to text him when the plane took off and landed and telling you to be careful, his eyes hard and filled with warning.
Something is his tone set you off, you pulled away before you realized it and got in the car, ignoring Bruce and Dick's awkward attempts to hug you and not even glancing at everyone else.
As you pulled away from the manor and watched their figures in the distance, dread pooled in your stomach. You didn't know why but you were already dreading coming back.
OK YA'LL SORRY ITS LATE. Idk why is struggled writing this chapter so much! lmk what yall think of it and why the reader thinks things are off.
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Shy
Aitana BonmatĂ x Reader
Summary: You still get shy around your girlfriend
The move was a long time in the making.
You bled North London, making your senior debut at just seventeen for Arsenal. You came straight up through the academy with Leah. You eat, lived and slept Arsenal and yet...
Barcelona was where you found yourself now.
They'd been chasing you for years, trying to get your pen on paper. You'd turned them down every time up until now.
It broke your heart to leave Arsenal but it was for the best.
Barcelona got what they wanted, three years of world class defence from you and you got what you wanted, to finally move in with your girlfriend.
Aitana was perfect. You'd met at a friendly years ago and really hit it off. Five years later and you both knew that the long-distance portion of your love was coming to a close.
There wasn't even a question of who was going to move. You may have bled North London but you were happy to trade rainy England for sunny Spain.
It felt a bit like the honeymoon stage again when you could barely keep your hands off of each other. Just a tiny brush of her hand against yours made you feel all tingly inside and you kept smiling at her like a loon, unable to wipe it off your face.
"You're disgusting," Lucy commented as you sat in the break room, head propped up on your fist as you stared longingly across the room," I've never met anyone more smitten before. You know you live with her, right? It's not too scary to talk to her, I hope."
You looked down bashfully, cheeks aflame.
Lucy had been leading the charge on teasing you about Aitana. You couldn't help that your girlfriend still made you feel like a blushing school girl.
"She's busy. I don't want to interrupt her," You replied, turning away to try and hide your embarrassment."
"Busy," Keira scoffed," She's talking to Mapi and Ingrid. That's hardly busy."
"They're having a conversation. People shouldn't invite themselves into conversations. It's rude."
"So you're just going to pine from afar?" Lucy laughed. She reached forward and pinched your cheek, ruffling your hair when you forcefully pulled away. "God, what are you twelve?"
You had a retort on the tip of your tongue but it died instantly when Aitana turned around.
She smiled at you and waved.
You waved back and looked down bashfully.
Lucy made gagging noises.
"Leave me alone!" You complained," Can't you go and bother someone else?"
"But you make it so easy." She flicked you away with her hand. "Go on then, lover girl. Try not to just stare and dribble down your top."
You flipped her off as you went, ignoring the way Keira was making kissy faces behind your back.
"Hi," You said softly, hyper aware of the red sheen to your cheeks.
"Hi," Aitana said back, patting the spot next to her.
You sat and moved to rest your head on her shoulder while Aitana's hand immediately gripped yours, lacing your fingers together tightly.
"You two are so gross," Mapi said," You're like little kids on their first date."
Unlike with Lucy, you didn't feel confident enough to argue with Mapi. You'd played on the national team with Lucy for years. You knew how to deal with her but, with Aitana's teammates, you felt it was probably better to just stay silent and not make eye contact.
"Just because we still have chemistry doesn't mean it's a personal attack on you," Aitana replied.
Her thumb gently stroked circles on your hand as she spoke and you melted into a pile of goo then and there.
"Me and Ingrid still have chemistry!" Mapi insisted," Just because we're not pushing our PDA on everybody doesn't mean we don't! You're like horny teenagers."
The permanent blush on your face only got deeper and you tried to hide your face in Aitana's shoulder.
"Look at her!" Mapi continued," She's like a pile of mush!"
"I'm still here," You muttered," I can hear you."
"Are you sure?" Mapi teased," I mean, can you really focus on anything apart from Aitana? God, you both make me feel sick. You're disgustingly in love."
"There's nothing wrong with that." Aitana looked proud at the comparison, puffing out her chest in a way that made your cheeks burn brighter. She dropped a kiss to one of them, nice and firm and you slouched a bit lower in your seat when you accidentally caught Mapi's eye.
"I mean, what are you doing to the poor girl?" She laughed," She looks like a tomato!"
"She's just shy," Aitana said," And that's fine! I love her like this."
You pressed a soft kiss to her neck and whispered for her ears only," I love you too."
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Grabbers ᥣđŠŕžŕ˝˛ŕžŕ˝˛ M Sturniolo
âI forgot I had plans, streams over. Bye.â
Masturbation(f), uhhh sex tape? Idk I canât think of what the actual name is but yall better yuh like Ariana!
this for my bae @leoslaboratory cause i owe her a matt fic. also cred to @bernardsbendystraws for the divider!!!!
Matt loved to spoil you.
He loved to pamper you, constantly sending you money so you could keep up with your quote-on-quote âhigh-maintenance lifestyleâ.
He had no issues with it, why would he? He knew you could afford it and that you never would ask him for anything.
He just loved how good you felt and looked after getting your hair done, your lashes done, a facial, and your nails and .
You were already beautiful, he made sure to tell you that often, but it was something about seeing you look so fresh that just made him feel good.
So when he sent you money telling you to "go get your nails and toes done", you thought nothing of it. You went ahead and called your usual nail girl, hoping she could fit you in.
Luckily for you, she could. She also had a recommendation for you as well.
Matt was streaming when you sent him a picture of your nails, he couldnât help but smile, ignoring the chat as they questioned why he was geekinâ at his phone.
However, what he didnât expect was for you to send a video. Maybe you had gotten crystals on your nails and you wanted him to see them glimmer in the light- but something told him otherwise.
He was curious to say the least, the thumbnail of the video being your face with a rather seductive smile.
He decided to proceed with caution, not saying a word and simply muting his mic. He clicks on the video and his eyes widen.
It starts off with you smiling into the camera, slowly trailing your new nails down to your bare breast. His eyes nervously dart toward the monitor before looking back at the phone just in time to see you tweak at your pierced nipples.
You eventually move the phone down lower, showing off the rest of your naked body.
He knows the stream is curious about what heâs watching, he knows heâs probably red in the face - he just doesnât care.
His eyes analyze the screen as you spread your plump thighs, your hand immediately going in between your legs and towards your pulsating heat.
He feels disappointment as the video ends, hoping he would actually get to see you touch yourself. However, his disappointment is long forgotten when he sees a new video pop up. With hasty fingers, he clicks on it and feels the air being knocked out of his lungs.
You had managed to prop your phone up between your legs, giving him a perfect view of your glistening cunt. He could feel his pants tighten as your hand came into view, the new nails adding a certain je ne sais quoi to the video.
Itâs like he was in a trance, his eyes following the movement of your fingers as you drew circles against your clit. Your moans were just as captivating as your hand movements, the way you moaned his name causing a shiver to run up his spine.
âMatt what the fuck are you doing bro?â
He ignored Chrisâs voice, keeping his eyes and ears on the risquĂŠ video of you.
He could hear the lewd squelching of your juices, the wet sound making him wish it was his own fingers or even his mouth making you feel this good.
His mouth parts slightly watching as your favorite dildo comes into view.
It was a mold of his dick, made in pink.
âFuck-â he mutters just as you push the dildo into your aching hole, your moans only getting louder. He couldnât see, he could only imagine the way your eyes rolled back and your lips parted.
His eyes focus on the white ring already forming at the base of the dildo. God, how he wishes it was him.
He could tell you were close, the way you sped up the pumping of the dildo, your other hand stuttering against your clit.
âOh fuck! Shit, Matt Matt Ma-â
Itâs like the odds were against him, your orgasm hitting you full throttle and making your foot knock over your phone, causing him to miss his favorite part.
He curses to himself, now frustrated sexually.
Without thinking too much about it, he unmutes his mic, his jaw clenched and voice strained.
âI forgot I had plans, streams over. Bye.â
He doesnât waste a second in jumping up and grabbing his things, darting out of his room and out of the house. He hears his brothers shouting for him, but he only has one thing on his mind and itâs you.
He arrives at your house in no time, barging through the front door and rushing to your room. As he enters, he sees you already kneeling on your bed, looking at him innocently.
He quickly approaches, cupping your face in his hands.
âYouâre a fuckinâ tease, you know that?â You smile at him, already starting to palm him through the material of his pants.
âI just wanted to thank you for my new nailsâŚdo you like them?â
He shudders softly as you snake your hand down his pants, wrapping it around his dick and stroking softly.
âCourse I do sweetheart. I really like the âmâ, it was a nice touch.â
âYeah? A nice touch?â You begin to pull his pants down, eager to satisfy him and show him how grateful you are.
âMhm, such a nice touch.â Silence follows as he wraps a hand around his own dick and pushes your head towards his angry red tip.
âUse your hands too. Wanna see the nails I paid for put to good use.â
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RAFE CAMERON ⢠waiting on you
xPOGUE!FEM!reader ⢠MASTERLIST
SUMMARY: based on this request ⢠you and rafe have a date, but when he doesn't show up, you decide to leave
WORD COUNT: +2.k
GENRE: fluff
CONTENT WARNING: /
rafe wasnât sure what had changed in him. maybe it was the endless longing looks heâd cast across the beach, the rare glimpses of you tucking a strand of hair behind your ear, or the soft way you always greeted people with a smile, even when they didnât deserve it. whatever it was, his ingrained disdain for pogues had crumbled like a weak sandcastle against a rising tide.
but you were different.
for months, heâd watched from afar, debating whether he had the courage to approach you. and when he finally did, fumbling over his words like an idiot, youâd agreed to dinner without hesitation, flashing that sweet smile that made his heart stumble in his chest.
so âwhyâ, rafe thought bitterly as he stared at his totaled car. did life seem determined to ruin everything?
you sat in the dimly lit corner of the restaurant, your once-bright smile fading with every passing minute. the flickering candlelight reflected your unease as you glanced at the time on your phone for the hundredth time.
you had debated even going to the restaurant in the first place.
as you stood in front of the mirror earlier that evening, nervously smoothing the fabric of your dress, kieâs voice echoed in your mind.
âare you sure about this? itâs rafe cameron, of all people. heâs a kook, and not just any kookâheâs, like, the kook. you donât think this is some kind of game to him?â
cleo had chimed in, her tone skeptical. âgirl, i donât trust him as far as i could throw him. guys like rafe donât change, no matter how pretty they smile.â
youâd waved them off, laughing nervously. âi know, i know. but he seemed⌠different. he was so shy when he asked me out. i think he really meant it.â
kiara had shared a pointed look with cleo. âjust⌠be careful, okay?â
now, as you sat at the small table near the window of the restaurant, watching the candle on the table flicker, their words played on repeat in your mind. youâd arrived ten minutes early, too nervous to be late. but now, rafe was ten minutes late.
you told yourself not to panic. maybe he was stuck in traffic. maybe heâd lost track of time. heâd show up.
right?
you checked your phone again, scrolling back through the single text heâd sent earlier in the day: âcanât wait to see you tonight. :)â
you stared at the smiley face until it blurred, second-guessing everything. was it genuine, or was it mocking? was this all a setup?
a waiter passed by, glancing at your empty table. âcan i get you something while you wait?â
you smiled weakly. âjust water, please.â
another twenty minutes passed, and your heart sank lower with each tick of the clock. the couple at the next table kept stealing glances your way, whispering. you felt their pity like a heavy weight on your shoulders.
you glanced at the time again. forty-five minutes late.
the lump in your throat grew as you looked down at your hands, neatly folded in your lap. youâd spent so much time getting readyâchoosing the perfect dress, applying your makeup carefully, even borrowing a pair of heels from kiara because you wanted to look just right. for him.
but now, sitting alone, you couldnât help but feel foolish.
rafe was late.
almost an hour late.
the words youâd tried to push away resurfaced:
âguys like rafe donât change.â
your phone buzzed suddenly, and hope flared for a split second, only to be crushed when you saw it was a text from cleo: âhowâs it going? he show up yet?â
you stared at the screen, your fingers hovering over the keyboard. finally, you typed back, âno. still waiting.â
her reply came almost instantly: âyou deserve better, babe. leave his ass.â
you bit your lip, blinking back tears. maybe she was right. maybe this had all been some sick joke.
you grabbed your bag, your stomach twisting as you stood. the waiter glanced over as you waved him down. âi think iâm just going to head out,â you said quietly, your voice trembling.
as you stepped out into the cool night air, a single tear slipped down your cheek. you wiped it away quickly, furious with yourself for letting it get to you.
by the time you got home, youâd convinced yourself of one thing: you should never have trusted rafe cameron.
back at home, you kicked off your heels the moment you stepped through the door. the sting of disappointment still sat heavy in your chest, and the first thing you did was strip out of the carefully chosen dress and toss it onto your bed.
the mirror caught your reflection as you pulled your makeup wipes from the counter. you looked tired, the streaks of mascara and the smudged lipstick serving as a cruel reminder of how much effort youâd put into tonightâfor nothing.
you sighed, muttering under your breath as you scrubbed at your face, âshouldâve listened to kie and cleo. God, iâm so stupid.â
once your face was bare, you slipped into your favorite oversized sweatshirt and a pair of worn sweatpants. the cozy clothes were a stark contrast to the effort youâd put into dressing up, and yet you felt oddly comforted by the familiarity.
the pang of humiliation hadnât dulled, though. you grabbed your phone, scrolling aimlessly for a moment before finding cleoâs number.
it barely rang once before she picked up. âgirl, tell me you left.â
you sank into the couch, cradling the phone to your ear. âi left.â your voice cracked despite yourself.
there was a pause before Cleo spoke again, her tone softer. âoh, babe. iâm sorry. you donât deserve that.â
tears prickled your eyes, but you blinked them away. âi just⌠i donât know what i was thinking. i sat there like an idiot, waiting for almost an hour. everyone was staring at me, cleo. it was humiliating.â
âfirst of all,â cleo said firmly, âyouâre not an idiot. heâs the idiot. secondly, you deserve so much better. kie and i said it beforeârafe cameron is a walking red flag. i mean, the guyâs got more baggage than a damn airport.â
despite your mood, a soft laugh escaped you. âi know. i just⌠i thought he was different this time, you know? he seemed so genuine when he asked me out.â
cleoâs voice softened again. âsweetheart, youâre the nicest person i know. itâs not your fault you wanted to see the best in him. but now you know. lesson learned.â
you nodded, though she couldnât see it. âyeah.â
the ache in your chest flared again, and you sighed, pulling your knees to your chest. âi feel so stupid. i shouldâve never gone.â
âyouâre not stupid,â cleo said firmly. âyouâre brave. most people wouldnât have even given him a chance. and hey, at least you looked amazing. his loss, not yours.â
before you could respond, a sharp knock at the door startled you.
you frowned, glancing toward the front of your house. âwhoâŚ?â
âwhoâs knocking at this hour?â cleo asked, her voice cautious.
âno idea,â you murmured, standing up. âhold on, iâll check.â
yout heart thudded in your chest as you crossed the room, your phone still clutched in one hand. peeking through the peephole, your stomach dropped.
rafe.
he stood there, looking like an absolute mess. his clothes were rumpled, there was a scratch on his cheek, and he was clutching his motorcycle helmet in one hand. his expression was riddled with something you couldnât quite placeâwas it guilt? desperation?
âis it him?â cleoâs voice came through the phone.
you swallowed hard, hesitating.
âYeah,â you whispered.
âdonât let him in,â she said immediately. âi swear, if he tries to sweet-talk youââ
but youâd already unlocked the door.
as it creaked open, rafeâs head snapped up, his blue eyes meeting yours. he looked⌠wrecked.
âhey,â he said softly, his voice rasping.
you just stared at him, unsure whether you were angry, confused, or on the verge of tears again.
âwhat are you doing here, Rafe?â
âiâi screwed up,â he stammered, his words tumbling out. âcan iâcan i please explain?â
you kept the door open just a crack, leaning against the frame, your phone still pressed to your ear. cleoâs voice came through, sharp and protective.
âis he still there?â
you glanced at rafe, who shifted awkwardly, running a hand through his messy hair. his gaze darted to you, then down to the ground, like he couldnât quite meet your eyes.
âyeah,â you murmured.
âlisten to me,â cleo said firmly. âif he even tries to make some lame excuse, slam the door in his face. and text me how it goes, okay?â
you hesitated, glancing at rafe again. something about the way he stood there, looking almost⌠broken, softened the edge of your anger.
âokay,â you said quietly. âiâll call you later.â
âdonât let him off easy, babeâ cleo added before hanging up.
you slipped your phone into your pocket and crossed your arms, leaning against the door. âwhy are you here, rafe?â
he flinched at the coldness in your tone, his jaw tightening. âiâi had to come explain. please, justâcan you give me a second?â
you raised an eyebrow, your skepticism clear. âexplain? whatâs there to explain? you stood me up.â
âno, i didnât mean to,â he blurted out, his voice desperate. âi swear, i wanted to be there. i was on my way, butââ
âare you seriously lying right now?â you interrupted, your voice sharp. âbecause if this is your idea of damage control, itâs not working.â
âiâm not lying!â he said quickly, his words tumbling out so fast they almost tripped over each other. âi was driving to the restaurant, and some guy rear-ended me. out of nowhere. my carâs totaled, my phone died, and iâGod, i didnât know what to do.â
you stared at him, your anger faltering slightly at the sincerity in his voice. his hands were trembling, and he looked genuinely distraught.
âlook,â he continued, taking a step closer. âi swear to you, i wanted to show up. iâd been looking forward to tonight for weeks. but after the crash, i couldnât call anyone, and by the time i figured out a way to get here, it was too late.â he gestured vaguely to his motorcycle helmet.
âso i got my bike and came straight here.â
you studied his face, searching for any hint of dishonesty. Instead, you found something elseâshame, regret, and a deep, unshakable sincerity.
âwhy didnât you just go to the restaurant?â you asked quietly.
âi⌠i was afraid you wouldnât be there anymore,â he admitted, his voice cracking. âand honestly, i felt like iâd already ruined everything. but i couldnât just leave it like that. i had to see you, even if you slammed the door in my face.â
your heart twisted despite yourself. the frustration was still there, but it was tangled with something softer nowâan ache you didnât want to admit.
âso, youâre telling me you got in a car crash, lost your phone, and then scrambled to find a way to come apologize?â
he nodded earnestly. âyes. i know it sounds like some ridiculous excuse, but itâs the truth. iâm so sorry.â
you bit your lip, debating whether to believe him. every part of you wanted to cling to the anger and disappointment, to shove him out the door and lock the feelings away.
but the way he looked at youâlike you were the most important person in the worldâmade it hard to hold on to the hurt.
âwhy didnât you just say that in the first place?â you muttered.
rafeâs lips twitched into the faintest, nervous smile. âbecause iâm an idiot. and i was scared you wouldnât believe me.â
you sighed, running a hand through your hair. âyouâre right about one thing. you are an idiot.â
rafe winced but didnât argue.
âfine,â you said finally, stepping back to let him inside. âbut youâre explaining everything. and if i find out youâre lyingââ
âiâm not,â he promised, his voice low and steady. âiâll tell you everything. i swear.â
as he stepped inside, you closed the door behind him, your heart still racing. you werenât sure where this was going, but for some reason, you werenât ready to let him go just yet.
you crossed your arms as rafe stood awkwardly in your living room, helmet still clutched in his hand. the tension between you felt thick, but he looked so earnest, so desperate to make things right, that you found yourself willing to hear him out.
âso?â you prompted, raising an eyebrow. âstart talking.â
rafe shifted his weight, glancing down before meeting your gaze again. âokay, um⌠so i was on my way to the restaurant,â he began, his voice low but steady. âi was already running lateâi was trying to get there faster because i didnât want to keep you waiting.â
you narrowed your eyes, not fully buying it yet. âand then what?â
âand then⌠some guy slammed into the back of my truck at a stoplight,â he said, frustration creeping into his tone. âit wasnât anything major, but my truckâs bumper was a mess, and we had to pull over. the guy wanted to exchange insurance info, and i was trying to deal with all of that when i realized my phone had died.â
you watched him closely, searching for any sign that he might be making it up. but the scratch on his cheek, the way he kept fidgeting, and the genuine regret in his voice told you otherwise.
âi couldnât call you or get a ride,â he continued, his words tumbling out now. âby the time i got everything sorted, it was too late to show up in my truckâit wouldnât even start properly. so i went home, grabbed my bike, and came straight here. i didnât want to leave things like that. i couldnât.â
you stared at him, your anger softening despite your best efforts. âand why should i believe you?â
âbecause itâs the truth,â he said firmly, his blue eyes locking onto yours. âi swear, iâd never stand you up. iâve been wanting this date for so long, and the thought of ruining it⌠i hated myself for it.â
he ran a hand through his hair, exhaling shakily. âi know i messed up, and i donât blame you if youâre still mad. but i just wanted you to know that i wasnât trying to hurt you. you mean too much to me for that.â
his words hit you harder than you expected, and for a moment, you didnât know what to say. the sincerity in his voice, the way he was practically trembling with nervesâit was impossible to ignore.
finally, you sighed. âokay. i believe you.â
rafeâs shoulders sagged with relief, and he let out a breath like heâd been holding it the entire time. âthank you,â he murmured. âseriously. thank you.â
âbut,â you added, holding up a finger, âyouâre not off the hook completely. you still owe me a date.â
his face lit up, and for the first time that night, you saw the faintest hint of a smile. âiâll make it up to you,â he promised, his voice soft but full of conviction.
âone hundred percent. no more making you come alone, no more waiting around for meâiâll pick you up this time.â
you raised an eyebrow. âyou mean that?â
âabsolutely,â he said, stepping a little closer. âand, uh⌠i was thinking maybe i could make it extra special. like, iâll pick you up on my bike, and we can ride out to the beach. watch the sunset. maybe grab some ice cream after?â
his words were tentative, like he was testing the waters, and you couldnât help but feel the smallest tug at your heart.
âa motorcycle ride to the beach?â you repeated, pretending to think it over.
he nodded, his expression hopeful. âyeah. just you and me this time. I promise itâll be perfect.â
you let the silence stretch for a moment, watching him squirm slightly. finally, you cracked a small smile. âokay. youâve got one more chance.â
rafeâs face broke into a grin, the relief and happiness practically radiating off of him. âthank you,â he said softly. âyou wonât regret it. i promise.â
âdonât make promises you canât keep, cameron,â you teased, though your voice was light.
âi wonât,â he said firmly, his eyes shining. ânot this time.â
for the first time that night, you let yourself believe him.
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Hey hey! Youâve probably been asked this a lot but what made you want to start creating I Donât Want To Be A Magical Girl?
Also I drew Akia in my style!
Hope youâre having a great day btw ! :0)
First of all this is so rad!!! I loooove how you drew her
And what made me want to make I Don't Want to be a Magical Girl... It was a lot of things! (im assuming you mean the pilot in general)
The idea started off as a stupid doodle/character design practice. It wasn't gonna be anything more than that. I just felt like drawing a cute character with a gun really hahaha.
It's not a particularly original premise and I didn't plan to do anything more with her (as I do with most of my ocs/designs). But I actually did really like this one and couldn't help but think of little ideas and scenarios with her. Things started ramping up in my brain more when I realized I could attach a personal story and personal experiences to it to make it feel less cliche. That's when I started designing the other characters and coming up with bios and stuff
And then that was gonna be it again. I'd maybe do a comic here and there but there was a combination of things that happened that led to me jumping in and making a pilot.
First of all, I had a two month hiatus coming up so I had so much time. I also decided to step down from my directors position to be a board artist again in the coming season. So I really wanted to get some storyboarding practice in and what better way to do that than with this character I ended up really liking? I also don't have a portfolio and I'd been wanting to make something that's very me rather than my work from an existing show.
I'd offhandedly mentioned to my editor at disney that I wanted to do a board for these characters and she told me she'd help me make an animatic if it ever came to that. I couldn't pass up that opportunity! Now, since it was gonna be an animatic and I didn't want it to just be my scratch, I reached out to a bunch of VA friends to see if they'd be interested and they were!
Then other than having that support, just seeing my friends work on their own personal projects has been really inspiring and made me want to also do my own thing! Me and my friend group had just made a whole video game for our friend as a bday present which was so creatively fulfilling and made me realize like "oh my god we're artists we can literally just make stuff".
In the past I'd been so afraid to share my original work and for similar fears I've never wanted to showrun despite having the opportunity to pitch. While it's flattering to be wanted there was this pressure that felt like "oh you HAVE to make something, you're wasting your talent otherwise." (lol this is ironically the thesis of idwtbamg). And as a qpoc, i'd felt this extra layer of pressure to have to make something perfect on all fronts because if i fail in any capacity, i'm failing my community. it'd just be another another reason for people to say "ah queer media and work centering poc just can't succeed." then on the other end, i can only do and write what i know and feared that other people in my community wouldn't resonate with it or would feel like it's inaccurate to their own experiences.
but that's an exhausting way to feel and i've finally decided for myself that i'm just gonna tell stories that are authentic to me and it will reach whoever it needs to reach~ this realization was kind of the final step i needed to push myself to go all in. and now we're here!
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' fuck you... fuck you. ' - thanos
đ⯠pairing â dom thanos x sub amab!reader
đ⯠warnings â smut mdni , slight feminization , blowjob (reader receiving) , drug usage (+ peer pressure) , cursing, implied korean speaking (stuff intended to be english will be italicized) , 'boy' used for reader, cockwarming mention
đ⯠word count â -1.7k
đ⯠authors note â hi.. had a small depressive episode so i halted my writing.. uhm.. anyways we are so back! and small note.. i literally do not know anything about drugs.. most of the substance use was written with a small amount of research.. if it isnt accurate please imagine it is..
you fucking hated it here. you didn't know where you were, what you were doing, or even the true nature of the other 455 players with you.
anybody could be planning anything against you.. at any time.. anywhere... and you just had no way of knowing.
you knew this was a bad attitude to have when you had nobody else to rely on at the moment, but you just couldn't help the feelings of doubt and possible betrayal.
everyday, as the other players went to grab their small portions of food, you just sat on one of the many bunkbeds and stared, trying to observe everyone possible.
"hey pretty boy," you heard someone say from the floor.
it was that bitch with the highlighter purple hair, thanos. you found him anything less than unendearing. thanos had a habit of constantly breaking out in a freestyle rap.. and they were never really good. as well as seeming to pick fights with everyone there.
yup, he was definitely not the person who you would try to become allies, or even friends, with, even if you were desperate here.
you tried your best to ignore him, continuing to stare off into the lines of people.
"hey bitch!" thanos yelled, "i'm talking to you!"
a soft groan escaped your lips as you slowly moved your head down to look at him, standing like an idiot on the floor.
"what?!" you said in a snappy tone, to which he responded with a smirk.
"i liked you better when you were quiet." he mumbled, climbing up the metal latter to the many bunk beds, finally reaching the one you were on a plopping down.
the slightest look of disgust was on your face as you stared him down, getting a glance of every small detail about him. "are you high?" you mumbled, noticing his bloodshot eyes and overly shaky hands.
"why, pretty boy? ya want some?" thanos said, a smirk placed on his face as he started to reach into the sweater of his tracksuit, where you assumed (more hoped) was where he hid the drugs.
"no, im fine." you spoke in a stern tone.
"awh! you're no fun." he frowned, pulling out a detailed cross-shaped necklace. he turned his head to make sure nobody else was around before lifting the top on the necklace, revealing a small collection of drugs of multiple colors. "....you sure?" he asked in a cocky tone. "c'mon man!! live a little!" he said a little louder than you would have liked.
"fuck you." you mumbled, rolling your eyes off to the side. you looked around at the people in the room, letting out a loud sigh. your gaze looked the purple-haired man up and down, "fine. give me one."
"shit?! yo.. i knew you'd come through!" he said, taking a pill out of the cross necklace and quickly putting it in your palm. "it's crazy strong though. like man."
you placed the colored pill into your mouth, confused if you should swallow or let it dissolve, but you chose the latter. the version of you that existed before participating in these games would've never dreamed of taking a drug... but here you were.
thanos stared at you, a look of anxious excitement placed on his face. the both of you made eye-contact with another blankly, waiting for the effects of the drug to hit you.
..and.. it finally did.
"holy shit.." you managed to mumble. the feeling of hunger in your body was lifted with the drug, as well as the feeling of stress. your mind felt float-y, even causing your body to do the same, even as you sat perfectly still.
"it's strong.. right?" he said as his eyes watched you."
"..yeah.. god.."
"it's not very beginner friendly.. but it'll definitely make this place more fuckin' bearable." he mumbled, scooting a little closer to you.
"how'd you know i was a beginner?" you asked, looking at him with disbelief.
"ay, pretty boy. let's be for real now." thanos started off, "your whole body language is fuckin' rookie if i've ever seen one.. you didn't even know what the fuck to do with the pill."
a sigh escaped your lips as he spoke, "how the fuck does anybody put up with you?" to which thanos chuckled.
"i dunno.. you seem to be doin' a damn good job at it though."
"fuck you." you mumbled, staring at him.
you guys talked for a while as the substance reached it's high in your body. after the conversation, you seemed to be able to tolerate thanos more... even throughout his annoying ass tactics. he seemed to have a difficult time before coming here.. as did you. a light was revealed in thanos with said conversation. one that you were shocked about.
you saw... an attractive male. you definitely couldn't deny that he was a physically attractive man, but you've seen more into his actual persona, and you like it. a lot.
"yo." he finally mumbled, "i'm not gonna deny this.. you're fuckin' pretty. like shit."
"you literally called me 'pretty boy'."
"c'mon man! you don't need to expose me like that." he said, a slight joking tone was hidden under his words.
you guys sat in silence for what could only feel like hours. you leaned a little closer to him.
"can i.. kiss you?" was the only thing you could say, it coming out of your mouth as a whisper.
thanos stared at you in shock, a moment of silence went on, almost making you regret asking, before a small nod appeared on thanos' face.
his gaze glanced around the room, making sure all of the eyes were off you guys before the both of you leaned into each other.. your lips quickly connecting. he put his right hand on the back of your head. it grabbing your (slightly) outgrown hair in a way that was somewhat comforting. your lips kissed, the both of you waiting before bringing your tongues into it. your lips simply sat on each others... until they didn't. thanos lightly bit your bottom lip, asking you to open your lips without actually asking you too. you waited a minute before doing so, his tongue slowly slipping into your mouth, and vise versa. the kiss still seemed slow, so you decided to pick up the speed of your tongue. thanos matched the speed of your tongue causing your arms to swing from the sheets on the bed to his back. your arms tightly wrapped around his torso as his other hand slid to your waist, it lightly rubbing up and down.
thanos waited a moment and carefully slid his cold hand under the fabric of your clothes. he continued to rub his hand against your skin, the icy touch of his fingers sending a shiver down your spine. you pulled away from the kiss and stared at him.
"your eyes.. they're pleading.." he said with a small laugh, his hand trailing up under your top. he did so slowly, the grazing of his fingers making your breath's speed to decrease. his hand stopped on the left side of your chest.
thanos leaned into your ear and whispered, "what a small and perky tit..." he said with a smirk on his face before pulling away and starting to fidget with the nipple.
you never thought having your chest referred to in a way commonly used for females would turn you on... but here you were.. your dick was rapidly getting hard, it slightly poking out through the fabric of your sweatpants.
this movement did not go unnoticed by thanos, his gaze slipping from your face to your pants. he let his hand slide out from under your shirt and placed it on the hem of the tracksuit pants. they were carefully tugged down, just enough to reach the end of your boxers. he placed his hand on your boxers now, looking at you for confirmation that you wanted this, and all you could do was quickly nod. you adjusted yourself to be completely laying down on the bunkbed, as he adjusted himself to hover above your pelvic area. he nodded before pulling your boxers down and watching your dick pop out almost immediately. he teasingly flicked it, receiving a whine from you.
"..how responsive." he teased before placing his mouth on the tip of it.
thanos slowly moved his head downward on your dick, stopping right before he reached your testicles. he looked up at you, before lifting his head up and slamming it back down onto your dick. he continued this a few times, having you quietly whimpering.
you watched his head lift up to look you in the eye, your dick making a 'pop!' sound as his mouth went off of it. "hey. you gotta be quiet, man!" he exclaimed in a hush tone. "the fuck you think that pissy old man's gonna do if he sees this!" he said, clearly referring to player 001. the man who had stopped him from beating up a player.
"sorry." you mumbled, your eyes pleading for him to ignore it and continue.
thanos looked at you with doubt before slamming his head back down onto your dick, your dick hitting the back of his throat with ease. his eyes teared up on reflex as he let out a quiet groan.
"thought we we're being quiet?" you said, teasing him through shaky breaths, to which you received no response.
you watched as his head quickly bopped up and down, each thrust of your dick reaching the back of his throat, you quickly decided you had to come and left no notice before your dick started to release the infamous white liquid. your nut squirted all around his mouth, his head bopping up and down a few more times to rid you of that high before lifting his head up.
thanos stared at you as he swallowed it before laying down, right next to you. he helped you pull your boxers and tracksuit pants back up.
you sat in silence, processing what had just happened. a hand being placed on yours interrupting your thoughts.
"so. pretty boy.. whatcha feel about cockwarming?"
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The Dreamcatcher
Dpxdc Prompt #26
All vigilantes get bad dreams. Of the ones they couldn't save, the criminals that got away, even of their fellow heroes dying. When you take up the cape you are practically signing an agreement for nightmares to haunt your sleep.
It's apart of the job, no matter how terrible.
One night after a long patrol, when the Bats were all dreading sleep, it was Steph that brought it up.
"We should get dreamcatchers. Hang em up on our doors, they'd help."
No one responded immediately, every single one of them knew that was a pipedream, including Steph.
"If it makes you feel better, go for it Steph." Dick finally obliged, after a too-long awkward silence.
When the intricate dreamcatchers appeared on the doors to their bedrooms a week later no one took them down. They all had ways to cope and if Steph giving all of them dreamcatchers gave her comfort who were they to deny it? Plus it was nice to have a bit of hope, no matter how fragile.
They didn't expect the dreamcatchers to actually work.
Danny had been dragged, beaten, and broken beyond repair by the GIW. He barely escaped their clutches with his half-life still intact and ran off to the closest city he could find, Gotham.
He built a life there, and slowly but surely the threat of the GIW only appeared as a background thought of his waking mind. It was a different story, however, when he was asleep.
They still hurt him every night, only difference was they weren't there to document it and look at him like guinea pig.
So Danny, like the problem-solver he was, made his own solution. After a few too many close calls with Nocturn he had found a way to infuse dreamcatchers with just enough ectoplasm to make them actually work. If they could repel an ancient ghost what was a few bad nightmares? He didn't have money to spare to buy one so he made his own and hung it up by his door.
He started sleeping better, with no nightmares of his own to haunt him, but that didn't mean his nights stopped being interrupted by screams. Not his own, no, apparently living in a city with so much crime and grime could lead to it's own traumatic experiences.
His neighbor's daughter had been kidnapped and trafficked, only recently brought back into his custody. She was 5 and Danny's heart broke every time he woke up to her shrieking.
So he made her a dreamcatcher too.
And then she told some of her friends who had also been hurt by someone, because who in Gotham hadn't, and they requested some dreamcatchers from him as well.
Word spread and soon Danny had a suitably profitable business on his hands.
He didn't charge much, most of his clientele could barely afford food, but he still needed to eat too.
Then the vigilante Spoiler came up to him and asked if he did custom orders.
Danny could see the hope behind the white eyes of her domino, desperation from years of built of pain and suffering.
"No usually, no, but if it's for the heroes of Gotham I can make an exception."
#everyone has coping mechanisms steph's just so happens to be little superstitions#she doesn't really believe in them and everyone knows that but they let her do it anyway it makes her happy#steph discovered danny's dreamcatchers and was like... even if it doesn't work they're still pretty#batfam when the dreamcatchers actually do their job: surprised pikachu face#stephanie brown#danny fenton#nighmares#dpxdc#dp x dc prompt#queenie-prompts
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His name is Chuck - LN4
+summary: what do you get a man that can literally get anything he wants at a moment's notice? why a puppy of course! +pairing: Lando Norris x Reader +warnings: mentions a pregnancy scare, mentions cheating (no cheating happens), semi-edited. a/n: this was supposed to be out months ago... oops. I do not give my permission to have my work reposted. I do not give my permission to have my work translated. If I'm notified that you've stolen my work or claim it as your own, you'll be asked to take it down before I'll report you. End of discussion.
What do you get someone that can afford to get anything their heart desires? It seemed like nothing that came to mind was good enough. She could get him the same thing she did the first year they were together for his birthday, which was a brand new, muted orange, lace lingerie set. But repeat birthday gifts were tacky in her opinion. And it's not like she couldn't get him another one of those boudoir books because the last time she did, it led to a pregnancy scare.
Whenever his birthday did come around, they'd most likely wouldn't even be in Monaco, much less in England. It's sometimes hard to plan things around his racing schedule but she wouldn't have it any other way.
"What are you watching?"
Jumping, placing a hand over her chest, "Jesus Christ, Lando! What is wrong with you!"
Lando laughed as he walked around the couch and sat next to her, noticing she was watching the most recent video Mclaren posted of him playing with puppies. Y/n saw the corners of Lando's mouth turn upwards into a smile. It was at this moment she knew what she was going to get Lando for his birthday. Only problem was where she was going to get it and where she was going to keep it until his birthday.
"I had a lot of fun playing with those puppies," he paused. "It makes me wish we weren't so busy traveling to and from countries for races, you know?"
"I can rearrange and clear some things from my schedule so I could be with the dog at all times."
"There's no need to do that, love."
Y/n saw a flash of sadness in Lando's eyes before he rested his head on her shoulder. Despite him saying she didn't need to move things around; she wanted to because that's what you do when you love someone. So, when Lando went off to go stream with Max, she texted Alex.
y/n -> albonooo
how much do you love me?
albonooo -> y/n
what did you do?
y/n -> albonooo
it's not about what I did, but what I'm about to do.
I need a huge favor.
albonooo -> y/n
I feel like I'm about to regret hearing you out but carry on.
y/n -> albonooo
Lando's birthday is coming up and everyone knows that Lando is a hard man to shop for. Mclaren recently did a video playing with puppies and I wanted to get him a puppy for his birthday.
albonooo -> y/n
okay, so what does this have to do with me?
y/n -> albonooo
I'm glad you asked!
When I get the puppy, I need somewhere to put them until his actual birthday.
albonooo -> y/n
Why me though?
y/n -> albonooo
if you and Lily got another animal no one would question it. In case you forgot, you guys practically have a zoo.
albonooo -> y/n
fair.
Now that she had a place to put the puppy once she got it, the next step was to talk to someone over at Battersea. The first phone call she made, no one answered. No one answering wasn't that big of a deal since they were probably busy, and she'd just call back later. When she called back hours later, the woman she spoke to was less than helpful. In fact, she wasn't really directing her in the direction she wanted to go, and the frustration was growing by the minute. Her fingers rubbed her temple, wondering if getting Lando a puppy for his birthday was a good idea.
And the search for a puppy didn't get any better as the weeks went by. Every time she thought she had found the perfect puppy, something would happen, and she'd be back at square one. But just as she was ready to give up and throw the towel in, she had gotten a call from her aunt saying a friend of hers' dog had puppies five weeks ago and could come and pick one out.
There's just one issue.
This person was in England and she's in Monaco.
When she told Lando she wasn't able to attend the Brazilian GP because of a business meeting back in England, he had reassured her it was fine, but she could tell from his eyes he was a little upset. Seeing that look in his eyes made her feel guilty for lying to him since she's never lied to him about anything in their relationship. She had to remind herself that it's a gift for this birthday and it'll be one that he'll never forget.
Arriving in England, the drive to her aunt's friend's house was long since they lived pretty far out, but she didn't mind as she watched the landscape change from the bustling city where houses were stacked on top of each other to the wide-open meadows of the quiet English countryside.
Soon, the uber was turning onto the long rocky driveway leading up to a large stone home covered ivy. Standing outside was a man who she assumed to be her aunt's friend.
The man held his hand out for her to shake. "You must be y/n! My name is Richard."
"That's me," she smiled. Richard led them in the house and into the sunroom where the sound of puppies playing warmed her heart. "Oh, my goodness! They're all so cute!"
Richard stood off to the side, "If have you any questions, don't hesitate to ask."
"What breed of dog are they?" she asked, sitting down on the floor. The puppies surrounded her until she threw a ball, but there was one that didn't move from her side.
"Jack Russell Terrier." Richard smiled when the one dog that didn't move from her side crawled into her lap and fell asleep. "Seems like you've been chosen."
"Seems like it."
A warm fuzzy feeling washed over her body as she gently scratched behind the sleeping puppy. In her heart she just knew this was the dog for Lando. Pulling an orange collar from her pocket, she fastened it around his neck, making sure it wasn't too tight.
"You got a name picked out?" Richard said, pushing off the door frame, gesturing to her to follow him.
"No. I'll let my boyfriend pick a name since it's going to be his birthday present."
"A puppy is quite the birthday gift."
"Yeah, but when Lando did that video with those puppies, I could see that look of longing for a puppy, but with our schedules it was not practical for us to get a puppy. Now that things have settled a bit, I want to get him the puppy I know he wants."
Richard reached into a drawer and handed her a manila envelope. "Everything you need is in there."
"Thanks again for this. I was beginning to think I wasn't going to find a puppy in time."
"It's not a problem, y/n." Richard came from around the desk, "Let me walk you out."
The two quietly talked about how the season was going as they walked to the front of the house, but the feeling of anxiety was there. And that anxiety feeling was still there when she knocked on the door of Alex's apartment to drop the puppy and supplies off.
"Alex, please tell me I'm not crazy for getting Lando a puppy for his birthday."
Alex, who gently scratched behind the puppy's ear, "Oh! You're for sure crazy-"
From further in the apartment, Lily shouted, "Ignore him, y/n. I think it's cute you got Lando a dog for his birthday."
Alex watched as the woman shifted her weight from left to right, mumbling under her breath and waving her arms around frantically. "Y/n, listen. Lando has been wanting a puppy for the longest time, so this is a good gift."
"You think so?"
"Yes! Now head home before he finds out you've been here."
The reassurance from Alex made the anxiety she was feeling fall off her shoulders. And as she walked down the hall towards the elevator, she crossed her fingers' hoping Alex was right because at this point, there was no going back.
One of the hardest things she's ever done was keep this big of a secret from Lando. There were a few times were she nearly slipped but thankfully caught herself. But Lando clocked her nervousness and made a mental note of her odd behavior. It wasn't like y/n to act this way, so did something happen? Did she cheat and was hiding it from him?
As it got closer to his birthday, she got more fidgety, which again was not like her. Y/n wouldn't cheat on him, would she? No. She wouldn't. He knows her better than herself. Maybe it was something else, and his mind was just making things up.
Lando woke the morning of his birthday and instinctively reached over to the other side of the bed and noticed you weren't there. Instead, was a note.
If you wake up and I'm not there, I only went to pick up your birthday present from Alex. This is around the time you say, 'she didn't have to get me anything,' but I did. I wanted to. I'll be home shortly.
Love, y/n.
He laid there wondering what y/n got him that she had to go pick up from Alex. It had to have been something big that she couldn't have just kept at their place. But then again, if she did keep it at their place, he probably would've found it and ruined the surprise.
"Listen, when I left this morning daddy was still sleeping, so we got to be quiet."
daddy? what?
The door to their shared bedroom slowly opened and the head of his girlfriend peaked from around the corner to check to see if he was still sleeping and when he wasn't, the door quickly closed.
Lando tossed the covers back, walking over to the door. There stood y/n, but his eyes instantly went to the puppy in her arms. "Uh... who's dog is that?"
"You weren't supposed to be awake, but he's yours."
"Mine? What do you mean?"
"Remember when I said I had a business meeting back in England and couldn't go to the Brazilian gp? I did go back to England, but it wasn't for a business meeting. It was to go get this little fella."
"You got me a dog for my birthday?"
"Yeah," she nodded her head, handing the puppy over to Lando. "I could tell you wanted one when you did that video with puppies at MTC, so I went above and beyond to get you a puppy."
"Does he have a name?"
"I've been calling him Chuck because an actor from a tv show I watched as a kid and their name was Chuck Norris."
"Chuck. His name is Chuck."
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Yes, Rose fucked up. She fucked up interpersonally with the gems and with Greg. And those choices were hers. She should be judged by those actions.
But why exactly do you think she kept those secrets? You think itâs because sheâs some manipulative monsters or selfish coward?
No, itâs because she grew up under a living hell under the Diamonds.
Lemme give you some context here, friend;
According to the art books, all four Diamonds are rough around 20,000 years old. To give you an idea how old that is compared to irl historyâŚ
There are figures early humans carved from mammoth ivory and spear tip of flint that were made when the bottom of the North Sea was still a mammoth steppe in Doggerland.
Subtract the time Rose spent on Earth after the war (give or take a few centuries) and assuming the craptastic treatment she endured under the Diamonds has pretty much been the norm for all that time, and she had been abused for roughly 10-12,000 years. Roseâs pain predates written language and agriculture.
I. Do not. Give. A single. Chicken. Fried. Fuck. How sad the Diamonds think they were after losing Rose.
Oooooh booo fucking hooo Blue sulked in the middle of a human zoo Rose never even wanted in the first place.
Yellow knew she wanted to spare Earth and wanted to blow it up.
And Whiteâs first action seeing âPinkâ return was to send a mind controlled version of her original Pearl to greet her as a power move. To remind her what happens when she doesnât control her power.
They didnât mourn Rose. They mourned the person they wanted her to be.
And thatâs made all the more clear once they realize Steven isnât Rose. No moment to think about how Rose being gone was actually their own fault, not the act of some outside gem. Not moment to think about why Rose was so desperate to run away.
âAww Pinkâs gone? Gee that sucks. Welp, time to find a new pink!â
Fuck dude, some people mourn Healthcare CEOs more than the Diamonds actually mourned Rose.
And yet they get that nice fairy tale happy ending where they can be quirky space grandmas who think what theyâre doing will ever hope to make up for the suffering they caused.
Meanwhile, Roseâs own loved ones feel like they have to apologize for daring to mention her in a positive light and say theyâre making excuses for her.
Steven by the time of Future isnât facing any gems that are actually a threat (bluebird is a joke character she donât fucking count). Heâs spent 5 seasons demonstrating why itâs better to talk about your feelings and the gems offer to help him at pretty much every turn and yet Steven chooses to forego that in favor of taking everything out on Rose.
The Diamonds have been the instigators who make every worse without fail. Theyâre the reason Rose came out as such a broken fucking person and yet weâre asked to pass more judgement on her for not being enough of a perfect fucking princess to solve things Stevenâs way?
Rose spent her entire goddamn life clawing her way out of that pit of misery but weâre supposed to scoff at her for getting mud on her dress along the way?
What the fuck was the point in showing that Rose spent that lifetime trying to be better to just end it with âmaybe her family would be better off if they just stopped thinking about her altogether.â
Thereâs a fucking reason this stupid fucking fandom took glee in harassing me and friends of mine for not joining them in burning Rose at the stake and itâs because of how Future, either due to time constraints or genuine creative decisions, completely dropped the ball on her.
I still love this show. But I cannot and will not ever watch Future. And if Rose ainât there to heal, than at least let me take comfort in making the Diamonds hurt.
Sometimes I think about how and why some people had such a *bad* reaction to the end of Steven Universe, specifically in regards to the Diamonds living.
Even though they no longer are causing harm to others and are able to actually undo some of their previous harm by living, some folks reacted as though this ending was somehow morally suspect. Morally bankrupt, even.
And I think it might be because so many of us were raised on a very specific kind of kids media trope:
They all fall to their deaths.
Disney loves chucking their bad guys off cliffs. And it makes sense- in a moral framework where villains *must* be punished (regardless of whether their death will actually prevent further harm or not), but killing of any kind is morally bad for the hero, the narrative must find a way to kill the villain without the protagonists doing a murder.
It's a moral assumption that a person can *deserve* to die, that it is cosmically just for them to die, that them dying is evidence that the story itself is morally good and correct. Scar *deserves* to die, but it would be bad for Simba to kill him. So....cliff. (edit: yes, cliff then hyenas. But cliff first. Lol.)
Steven Universe, whatever else it's faults, took a step back and said "but if killing people is bad, then people dying is bad", and instead of dropping White Diamond off a cliff, asked "what would actual *restorative*, not punitive, justice look like? What would actual reparations mean here? If the goal is to heal, not just to punish, how do we handle those who have done harm?" And then did that.
Which I think is interesting, and that there was pushback against it is interesting.
It also reminds me of the folks who get very weird about Aang not killing Ozai at the end of Avatar. And like, Ozai still gets chucked in prison, so it doesn't even push back on our cultural ideas of punitive justice *that much.* and still, I've seen people get real mad that the child monk who is the last survivor of a genocide that wiped out his entire pacifist culture didn't do a murder.
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there's nothing caleb hates more than when you tell him he's like a brother to you.
warnings â â â ๨ŕ§â â â â smut, almost porn without plot, dark content, dub-con, choking, rough sex, unprotected sex, let me know if there is more.
just a small drabble for my friend. had to control myself not to turn it in a really dark content bc damn, there is so much potential đ also big thanks to her for helping me with the post layout, it looks so pretty ily cecy đŤśđť
"do brothers do this?" he asked, your back pressed against his chest, and one of his hands was gripping your waist, while the other was busy silencing you. his fingers pressed against your tongue, he could feel your saliva coating his fingers, just like the slick arousal dripping down your thighs coated his cock.
his thrusts weren't gentle like the last time you two had had sex. they were rough and continuous, and you'd already lost count of how many minutes you'd been at it. he released your mouth, pushing you down, you bit the sheet as he pushed you against the mattress. caleb pulled on your waist, continuing to fuck you even though you were choking on your own saliva with his rough thrusts. "every. single. time," he gritted his teeth. "every fucking time you leave, you come back with that bullshit."
he yanked your hips back harder, slamming into you with a force that made the bed frame creak, you held back a cry. your teeth sank deeper into the sheet, biting down hard to muffle your screams as he used your body. you wanted to say you're sorry, but nothing but moans left your mouth. you didn't even know if it was your conscious mind that didn't want the end or if it was your body that physically couldn't.
caleb flipped you as if you were nothing more than a doll, his eyes staring at your face, and the expression on his was one you had only ever seen directed at the poor soldiers beneath him.
you closed your eyes, trying to deny to yourself that you were enjoying it. but how could you not? the man was managing to put you over the edge with just his cock alone. you just wished he would touch you already. more than he already was.
he held your chin. "eyes open." you shook your head, too embarrassed to obey, but his patience was running short and soon his hand slammed against your mound, too close to your clit. your legs tried to close in reflex, only to be stopped by him. "don't."
you whimpered, looking at him and feeling tiny, pathetic even for not even being able to talk back. he grabbed your leg, biting slightly your flesh. "every time you tell that ridiculous lie," caleb said in a harsh tone, "i will refresh your memory of what we really are."
he leaned in until his face was close to yours, and you moaned as his cock reached even deeper. "you better start fixing what you did if you want to cum, princess."
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nothing else matters - eddie munson
Older! Eddie Munson x female reader
Summary:
Eddie is bummed about turning 40 - you help him feel better.
Warnings:
Smut (18+), oral sex (m receiving), unprotected p in v, restraints?, age gap
Word Count: 2.8k
A/N:
This is my entry for the @corrodedcoffinfest Birthday pop up! Thank you @punkrockmlchael for your help as usual, ily bestie
Prompts: Birthday, 40, 25, âSeriously? Age is just a numberâ and gift | Word Count: 2818 | Rating: E | POV: Reader | Relationships: Eddie x Reader
The delicious smell from the cake you were baking filled your apartment. It made your mouth water - you always had a sweet tooth, and you wished you could take a bite now. You put the oven mitts on your hands and opened the oven, carefully pulling the pan out and sitting it on top of the stove.
Things had to be perfect for Eddieâs birthday. It was a big one - 40. And he was kind of freaking out about it. He had never minded your age gap - 25 and 39 - but turning 40 was making him really self conscious about it. You wanted to show him age was just a number and turning 40 had no effect on how much you loved him.
The cake looked perfect, and you had the icing and sprinkles set out on the counter ready for when it cooled. You were determined to make this his best birthday ever, despite his existential crisis.
While the cake cooled, you decorated the rest of the apartment with streamers, confetti, and a Happy Birthday banner. By the time the decorations were perfect, the cake was cool enough to decorate. You covered it in white icing, adding sprinkles to the side. You used the bag filled with black icing to write Happy Birthday Eddie! on top.
Perfect. Everything was perfect.
You heard the front door opening right on time, his keys jingling in his hand as he walked into the apartment. âBabe,â he said, a laugh in his voice, âwhatâs all this?â
You popped out of the kitchen, a big smile on your face. âSurprise! Happy birthday!â
Eddie smiled as he approached you, blue coveralls dirtied with smudges of oil from work. He reached you and placed a lingering kiss on your lips. âThank you, baby. How about I go take a quick shower and weâll have some cake together?â
âSounds perfect,â you said, kissing him one more time. He reluctantly left you, heading into the bedroom down the hall.
While he was showering, you arranged the candles just right on top of the cake. You poured yourself a glass of wine, possibly downing it and pouring another before Eddie sauntered out of the bedroom, dressed in a pair of jeans and an Iron Maiden tee. You were already wearing his favorite Metallica one, oversized on you and nearly covering the shorts you were wearing. You handed him a beer as he walked over to the cake.
He was smiling, but you could see something else swimming behind those brown eyes. You grabbed the lighter and lit the candles, then smiled up at your boyfriend. âReady to make a wish?â
âI already have everything I could wish for,â he said, wrapping his arms around your waist, making you giggle.
âStop being so cheesy and make a wish!â You said, giving his butt a slap. He laughed and moved towards the cake.
âOkay, okay.â He thought for a minute. âOkay, Iâve got one.â
âHaaaappy birthday to you,â you began to sing, Eddie letting out a playful groan. âHappy birthday to you! Happy birthday, my dear EddieâŚhappy birthday to you!â
Eddie laughed, then leaned in and blew out his candles. Once they were all out you lifted them from the cake and cut each of you a slice to bring into the living room.
Eddie collapsed onto the couch with a huff. He looked tired, and you could tell heâd had a long day at work. You had suggested he try to get the day off to celebrate his birthday, but he insisted it was just another day and he didnât want to make a fuss out of it. You didnât know the definition of ânot making a fussâ out of things.
You cuddled up next to him on the couch and he immediately put an arm around you, his plate sitting on his lap. He grabbed the remote and turned the TV on, finding a rerun of Day of the Dead, a favorite of you both.
As you ate your cake together, you noticed your normally high-spirited Eddie seemedâŚdejected. You knew he had been stressing about his birthday, but you hoped the little celebration might make him feel better.
âWhatâs wrong, baby?â You asked him, sitting your empty plate down on the coffee table in front of you. You reached up to hold his hand on your shoulder as he took his final bites before pushing his own plate onto the table.
âAh, itâs nothing, baby girl,â he said, giving you a smile with no heart behind it. You werenât buying it for a second.
âEd, you can tell me anything. Whatâs bothering you? Your birthday?â
He sighed, a hand running through his wild curls, still damp from his shower. âItâs justâŚ40 is a big deal. And sometimes I feel like a real creep for having a young little thing like you as my girlfriend.â
Your heart ached for him. âEddie, baby, you know age is just a number. I donât care how much older you are. Weâre both adults, we can make our own decisions. I love you for you. I love you because youâre fun, and you make me laugh, we have similar interests, youâre handsomeâŚI could go on.â You poke him in the side with a small smile that he returns.
Eddie held out his arm, showing the faded bat tattoo thatâs been touched up a few times over the years. âYou know I got this tattoo when I was 18, right? I was out getting drunk and high while you were still crawling.â
You rolled your eyes playfully. âEddie, that doesnât mean anything. Itâs okay that youâre older than me, believe me. I certainly donât mind.â You trailed a hand up his thigh, and he raised his eyebrows at you. âI think itâs kinda sexy.â
Eddie placed a large hand on your thigh and pulled you onto his lap, facing him. His hands rubbed up and down your bare thighs. âYouâre too good for me. I donât know how I landed such a hot little thing like you. You know they used to call me Eddie âThe Freakâ Munson?â He laughed, shaking his head. âI was not popular.â
âWell, they were idiots,â you said, placing a kiss on his lips. âBecause youâre the coolest guy Iâve ever met.â
Eddie pulled you back into a kiss, deeper this time as your lips work together. Butterflies went wild in your stomach like it was the first time, even though youâd been with Eddie for 2 years now. His tongue slipped into your mouth and you moaned into the kiss, pressing back against his tongue with your own.
âYouâre so fucking sexy,â he mumbled against your lips, hands sliding around to grab your ass and squeeze. âCanât believe youâre mine.â
You grinded down against his lap, feeling his hardness beneath his jeans. He gripped your hips and guided your movements, a low groan coming from his lips. âWant you so bad, Ed,â you whispered, leaning forward to place kisses on his neck.
âFuck, I want you too, baby,â he groaned, his eyes half lidded as he looked at you. âIs this my birthday present?â He teased. âBecause Iâm okay with that.â
âOne of them,â you said with a playful smirk. You kissed him again, hungrier this time, gently biting his bottom lip and making him moan. His fingertips dug tighter into your hips, his head tilting back as you moved back down to suck at the sensitive spot on his neck.
Eddieâs breathing grew heavier, soft moans spilling from his lips as you left a mark closer to his shoulder, where his coveralls would hide it. He didnât need the guys at work teasing him about it.
He reached around to squeeze at your ass again, hands slipping underneath your shorts. âNeed you right now, baby,â he mumbled. âI donât think Iâve ever been this hard in my life.â
You moved off his lap with a smirk, Eddie watching you intently as you moved to your knees between his legs. He groaned, watching you undo the button and zipper of his jeans, lifting his hips for you to pull them down.
His cock sprung up against his stomach, already rock hard and leaking for you. You licked your lips at the sight, desperate to get him in your mouth. Eddie caressed the side of your face with his hand, looking down at you affectionately.
âGonna take it in your mouth, baby?â He asked sweetly. âYouâre so good at it. You suck dick like a fucking pro.â
You smiled up at him. âI do?â You grabbed his cock, wrapping your hand around it and stroking slowly as you stuck your tongue out to lick a bead of precum from his tip.
âFuck yeah,â he breathed, watching every movement you made. âThe best. So why donât you go ahead and suck it, baby?â
Anything he wanted for his birthday. You wrapped your lips around his cock, swirling your tongue around his head. He groaned, cock twitching in your hand. âFuck babe, take it deeper, please.â
You lowered your head, taking him deeper down your throat as you held eye contact with him. He pushed your hair out of your face and held it behind your head to see you better, to see the way your lips stretched around his thick girth, the way your eyes watered as you took him deeper and deeper. He fought the urge to thrust up into your mouth, forcing the remaining inches down your throat. He was trying his best to have some self control here, but it was hard when you looked that good.
When you took all of him, his head dropped back against the couch cushions for only a moment before he remembered he didnât want to miss a second of this. As you lifted up he slowly began thrusting into your mouth, and you let him, let him use you for his own pleasure.
âFuuuuck, thatâs it. Lettinâ me use you like that? Such a good little slut for me.â His voice was strained, the pleasure almost too much for him. He didnât want this to be over fast, he had to fuck you first, feel you wrapped around him and fill you with his cum. Thatâs what he wanted for his birthday.
But he could enjoy this for a little longer.
He fucked your face slowly, his grip on your hair tightening as he held you still and did all the work. You looked up at him with wide watery eyes and it nearly undid him right then.
âFuck, youâre doinâ so good baby. Letting me fuck your face. Youâre just a good little cockwhore arenât you? You like letting a real man use you. Guys your age wouldnât do it for you, huh?â
You moaned around his cock, sending vibrations through him and making him moan louder. He thrusted his hips up into your mouth a few more times before he was pulling you off of him, gasping moans spilling from his lips as he tried to calm himself and not cum right that second.
âShit. Take those clothes off and get back on my lap baby,â he begged, fisting his own cock. You obeyed, sliding your shorts and panties down your legs and throwing your shirt off. You climbed onto his lap, lining yourself up with his help before sinking down onto him. You both moaned together at the feeling, and Eddieâs hands quickly moved to grasp your hips. He pulled you down as he thrusted up, cock buried in you to the hilt as you cried out from the sudden feeling.
âOh my god, Eds,â you moaned, starting to bounce on him, your head tilted back as he helped you keep your rhythm, his thrusts meeting you with every downward motion of your hips.
âFuck, fuck,â he cursed, each time sinking into your tight, wet walls undoing him more and more. You leaned back, placing your hands on his knees as you bounced on his cock, giving him the perfect view of your bouncing tits. His eyes locked on them, drinking in how hot you looked. âGod, you are perfect. Such a sexy little thing bouncing on my dick for me. You like that? Do you like taking my cock like that?â
âFuck, yes,â you moaned, lost in the pleasure he was giving you. âFeels so good, Eddie. Jesus, youâre just so fucking big, so deep.â
âWhy donât you bend over the side of the couch for me?â Eddie asked, breathless. âWanna fuck you from behind.â
He didnât have to ask you twice. You lifted off of his lap and moved to the arm of the couch, leaning over it as Eddie stood and moved behind you. You felt him dragging his cockhead through your folds, seeing just how soaking wet you were for him.
âHands behind your back.â
You moved your arms behind you, and Eddie grabbed both wrists in his large hand just before he sunk inside you, filling you even deeper than before. He hissed as you moaned loudly, and began thrusting deep into you at a brutal pace.
âGod, look at you,â he grunted out as he pounded you hard from behind. âSo helpless. Desperate for cock and taking everything I give you. Little slut.â He slapped your ass hard with his free hand, making you jump and cry out, and leaving a bright red handprint he smoothed his hand over. âSo fucking hot.â
âMore, Eddie,â you whined. âFuck me harder, want you to fill me up.â
âAww, baby,â he cooed, âthatâs all you had to say.â He sped up his hips, leaning over you as his pace became ruthless, much more intense than before. It was exactly what you wanted.
âGonna cum for me?â He asked, reaching around to rub circles on your clit. âI think you are, baby. I can feel you tightening around me.â
You were close. Your eyes began rolling back in your head, the combined pleasure of his cock and his hand pushing you to the edge fast. âEddie, Eddie-â
âCome on baby, cum for me. Cum around my dick, make a mess all over me, let me feel you,â he encouraged, cock pressing against that perfect spot with every thrust. âGo ahead and let go for me.â
Stars exploded behind your eyes at that moment, and you let out loud, whiney moans as he fucked you through your high. âOh my god, Eddie, fuck yes, fuck yes, ohmygod-â
He thought you looked so fucking hot like this, falling apart on him, because of him. His own orgasm hit him unexpectedly and he bent over your body as he came inside, pumping his cum into your tight walls with every shallow thrust. âFuck! Yes baby, take it all, take my fucking cum. God, Iâm filling you up so fucking good, keep taking it just like that, fuck yes.â
When he was done he pulled out of you, calloused hands caressing the skin of your perfect ass, enjoying the view. âYouâre so perfect,â he remarked, nearly to himself.
He pulled his jeans back up and collapsed down onto the couch, pulling your naked body down onto him as you giggled. He held you close, placing kisses all over your face and body.
âI love you so much,â he said. âThis might have been the best birthday present ever.â
âOh!â You said, jumping up and pulling your shirt and panties back on. âI almost forgot your actual present!â
Eddie laughed as you ran out of the room and into the bedroom. You poked your head around the corner, a mischievous smile on your face. âReady?â
âIâm ready,â he said, a grin on his face at whatever you were up to.
You came around the corner holding a gorgeous black electric guitar, a bow around the neck. Eddieâs eyes widened as you brought it over and he took it from your hands.
âI know this will never replace your sweetheart, butâŚâ
âBaby, this is incredible,â he said, taking it from you and removing the ribbon before strumming it. âI canât believe you got me a fucking guitar. Youâre my dream girl.â
You were beaming, pleased that he liked your gift. âYou really like it? I wasnât sure which one to pick out, but I thought youâd like this oneâŚâ
âItâs perfect, baby,â he assured you. âNow sit down so I can play you a song.â
He plugged the guitar into his amp, keeping it down not to annoy the neighbors. He tuned it, then began strumming the opening chords of Nothing Else Matters by Metallica. You smiled up at him as he sang for you, still in disbelief that this was your boyfriend, your dream man, your heart.
So close, no matter how far
Couldn't be much more from the heart
Forever trusting who we are
And nothing else matters
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can you do one of high maintenance!reader being in sephora with rafe, and shes buying a looot of stuff and rafe its just "đ§" with many things she 'needs'
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the sun was just beginning to dip below the horizon, casting the apartment in a warm golden glow when you walked through the door, your face lit up with excitement.
âbaby!â you called out, dropping your purse on the counter and hurrying into the living room where he was sprawled on the couch, scrolling through his phone.
he glanced up, immediately sitting straighter when he saw the grin on your face. âwhatâs got you all excited?â
you wiggled your fingers in front of his face, showing off your fresh set of nails. they were a soft almond shape, painted a sheer pink with delicate silver accents.
âlook at these! arenât they so pretty?â you gushed, turning your hands this way and that under the light.
rafe reached out, gently taking your hand to inspect them closer. âdamn, those are way better,â he said, running his thumb over the smooth finish.
âtheyâre so perfect,â you continued, practically bouncing on the balls of your feet. âi think this might be my favorite set ever. and she even used this new top coat that makes them feel extra sturdy.â
he chuckled, shaking his head as he released your hand. âso thatâs where my money went this week.â
âyour money looks good on me,â you teased, holding your hand up to admire the shine again.
rafe leaned back on the couch, smirking as he watched you. âi mean, youâre not wrong. and if it makes you this happy, itâs worth every cent.â
âexactly!â you said, flopping down next to him and resting your head on his shoulder.
you stayed like that for a few minutes, your freshly done nails lightly drumming against his chest as you relaxed.
then, you sat up suddenly. âwe need to go to the mall.â
rafe blinked at you, confused. âthe mall? we were just there, like, three days ago.â
âyeah,â you said, as if it were the most obvious thing in the world. âbut my skincareâs almost empty, and i canât risk running out. you know how important it is.â
he stared at you for a moment, his lips twitching like he was trying not to laugh. finally, he shook his head with a fond sigh. âall right, letâs go, princess.â
you beamed, leaning in to press a quick kiss to his cheek. âyouâre the best.â
âyeah, yeah,â he said, grabbing his keys. âjust donât make me carry all the bags this time.â
âno promises,â you teased, grabbing your purse as you practically skipped out the door.
rafe followed, watching you with a mixture of exasperation and amusement, though he couldnât hide the small smile tugging at his lips.
the bright lights of sephora illuminated shelves upon shelves of colorful products, from rows of lipsticks to aisles dedicated to serums and creams. you were in your element, basket in hand, flitting between displays with an excitement that made rafe both amused and slightly overwhelmed.
âthis one is amazing,â you said, holding up a jar of moisturizer. âand this toner? total game changer.â
rafe trailed behind you, hands shoved in his pockets, his expression hovering between awe and disbelief. his eyes darted to the basket you were carryingâit was already full of little black-and-white bags, jars, and bottles.
âhow do you even keep track of all this?â he asked, leaning down to inspect one of the products youâd tossed in. âwhat even is this?â
âitâs a clarifying mask,â you explained patiently, like it was the most obvious thing in the world. âiâve been wanting to try it for months.â
he raised an eyebrow but didnât say anything, silently reminding himself of the promise heâd made weeks ago: heâd cover anything that made you happyâespecially when it came to your skincare and beauty stuff.
still, as you added yet another serum to the basket, he couldnât help but mutter, âyouâre not restocking the bathroom. youâre restocking an entire store.â
you turned to him with a laugh, balancing the basket on your hip. âi need this stuff, rafe. and i swear, iâll pay for half. like i said last time.â
âyeah, youâre not,â he said firmly, his voice cutting through the noise of the bustling store.
you blinked at him. âbut iââ
âi said iâd pay for this stuff, and i meant it,â he interrupted, reaching for the basket. âgive me that before you break your arm carrying it.â
with an exasperated sigh, you handed it over, though the small smile on your lips gave you away. âyouâre ridiculous.â
âand youâre very high maintenance,â he teased, smirking as he followed you to another aisle. âbut here we are.â
when you finally made your way to the register, the cashierâs eyes widened slightly at the sheer volume of products youâd managed to pile up. rafe barely blinked as he handed over his card, his confidence only faltering slightly when the total appeared on the screen.
you leaned against his arm, glancing up at him with a soft smile. âthank you, baby,â you said quietly, your voice laced with genuine gratitude.
he glanced down at you, his lips tugging into a lopsided grin. âdonât mention it, princess.â
as the cashier handed over the sleek black bag filled with your new treasures, rafe grabbed it with ease, his other hand wrapping around your waist.
ânext time,â you said as you left the store, âi really will pay for half.â
rafe let out a low laugh, shaking his head. âsure, princess. whatever you say.â
you narrowed your eyes at him playfully but leaned into his side as you walked through the mall. you mightâve been high maintenance, but he wouldnât change a single thing about you.
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