#i love you. i love all of you. i believe in all of us. mhmmmmmm

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STACKEDNATURAL ⇉ 178.5/327 (part 3)

14.12 Prophet and Loss Written by Brad Buckner & Eugenie Ross-Leming Directed by Thomas J. Wright Original Air Date: January 31, 2019

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I Promise you

post 44 / ???

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It happens on Wednesday. Taemin kind of prepared for it beforehand, but he didn’t say anything to Jongin, just in case he ended up chickening out.

Jongin arrives a bit late at Taemin’s this time & Taemin assaults him with hugs & kisses & they’re soon on the couch, cuddling while Taemin explains to him that his friends Minho and Jonghyun would really like to meet him if that’s alright (but it’s mostly Jonghyun because he can’t believe Jinki met Jongin before him, that’s so damn unfair) . & Jongin answers that sure, he can meet them & he also reminds Taemin that all of the other EXO members are waiting not so patiently to meet him too. Chanyeol & Sehun are the ones who keep reminding him of it. So they decide to do it soon. Soon. At some point. But for now, they just want to stay alone together & talk about silly stuff & cuddle.

It stays in the back of Taemin’s mind for an hour while Jongin talks to him about choreographies & songs & it’s only when Jongin sighs happily & squirms under him that Taemin decides to pluck up the courage to talk about it. (Ever since Jongin pulled him onto his lap the day when he first met Jinki, Taemin has decided that Jongin’s lap is his most favorite seat in the world & he doesn’t see the point of putting his butt anywhere else when Jongin is nearby. Why would he?)

“Jonginnie?”

“mhmm?”

Jongin’s hand is stroking Taemin’s lower back so very softly & Taemin has to blink a couple of times in order to remember what he wanted to say.

“I was thinking...”

“about what?”

“Do you remember the massage I promised you...?”

Jongin straightens up a bit & his whole face brightens.

“yes! yes i do! can i get it? can i get it right now?”

Taemin’s eyes are twinkling & he tilts his head at Jongin a bit & simpers:

“Do you want to?”

“really, taeminnie? you’d massage me right now?”

“Yes...”

“then let’s do it! yes! please!”

Jongin pushes him away to get up & Taemin is laughing behind his hand & then he takes Jongin to his room & his heart is starting to race a bit in anticipation.

Jongin stands next to the bed & looks at him with a shy smile & he’s shifting from one foot to the other.

“so i-... i take my shirt off?”

Taemin takes a long inhale & Jongin snorts.

“Yes, go on.”

“will you be okay?”

Jongin’s tone is teasing & he’s grinning & Taemin wants to punch and kiss him at the same time.

“Probably not, but let’s do it anyway.”

Jongin starts unbuttoning his shirt & Taemin isn’t sure if he should look or not but he can’t take his eyes off of Jongin anyway. It’s a bit silly, how Jongin looks shy and cocky at the same time. When Jongin’s shirt falls to the floor, Taemin is very much staring & his eyes are wide & his throat is dry & his fingers itch with the want & need to touch.

Jongin comes a bit closer & he takes Taemin’s hands in his and he intertwines their fingers & he’s smiling & Taemin is pretty sure he’s blushing because wow. w o w.

“taeminnie?”

“Mhmmmmmm?”

“are you okay?”

Taemin nods quickly & his eyes are still drifting back and forth between Jongin’s collarbones and Jongin’s abs.

“Can I-... just-...?”

Taemin’s voice faints to a murmur & Jongin lets go of one of his hands.

“what do you want to do?”

Taemin puts his fingers on Jongin & traces random patterns over his chest & finally presses two fingers against the little beauty marks on Jongin’s ribs.

“These two are my favorites.”

He’s whispering & Jongin can’t help but laugh.

‘your favorites?”

“Am I creepy?”

“you’re cute. a very cute fanboy.”

Taemin swallows hard & blinks & finally looks up to Jongin & then he clears his throat.

“So hum-... the massage...”

“yeah... the massage...”

Taemin squints his eyes at Jongin’s smirk but he has nothing to retort so he just pushes him until Jongin’s calves are hitting his bed.

“do you have some oil or something?”

“Actually, I bought this yesterday...”

Taemin is blushing a bit when he shows Jongin the massage candle he got.

“It’s supposed to melt into a moisturizing oil.”

Jongin can’t help but raise one of his eyebrows & he smiles.

“a massage candle? you really went all the way...”

“Shut up!”

“it’s cute!”

“It’s-... It’s literally a dream coming true, okay. Just let me-...”

“caramel scented?”

Taemin hides his face in his hands & he’s mumbling & Jongin laughs & he discards the candle on the bed to bring Taemin between his parted legs & he hugs him close.

“taeminnieeee~”

“I’m starting to regret all of this.”

“please don’t~ it’s gonna be nice.”

Taemin sighs.

“but it could get a bit messy with oil... should i take off my pants too?”

“Fuck, please don’t! ... Or do. I don’t know.”

Jongin is laughing again. He keeps laughing & the sound of it makes Taemin’s heart flutter every time.

“i’ll keep them on today, then.”

“Today? How often do you think I’m going to massage you?”

“i don’t know, but we won’t use the whole candle in one go."

“... Right. You could also return the favor though...”

“i’d like that...”

Jongin is humming & Taemin exhales loudly & buries his face in Jongin’s neck & Jongin strokes his hair.

“we should light the candle... it’s going to take a little while before it burns enough for you to use the oil...”

“Right.”

“what do we do while waiting?”

Taemin looks at Jongin’s idiotic smile & he rolls his eyes.

“We could make out?”

Jongin pulls him in for a long kiss & Taemin has to fight a little to actually light the candle before they forget about it. Then they fall onto Taemin’s bed and Taemin’s little hands travel everywhere; they stroke & grip & grasp & press & rub. There’s an enticing caramel scent invading the room & Taemin finds himself breathless quite quickly. Jongin tries to slip his hands under Taemin’s shirt & he’s kissing his neck & pressing him against the mattress & Taemin feels lightheaded.

Jongin is the one who stops them after a while, because the candle has burned for long enough & Taemin needs a couple of minutes & a couple more kisses along Jongin’s ribs (& beauty marks) before he comes back to reality & he gets up to fetch an old sheet to protect his bed & he ends up giving Jongin some very old sweatpants of his so Jongin’s jeans don’t get ruined. Taemin doesn’t look at him while Jongin changes his clothes but his heart stutters when he turns around.

Jongin is lying on his stomach & Taemin’s sweatpants are a bit too tight around Jongin’s butt & Taemin is trying not to whimper but it’s hard.

“i’m ready...”

Jongin wiggles on Taemin’s bed & his butt jiggles & Taemin can’t help the weird noise coming out of his mouth & Jongin giggles.

Taemin spills the candle’s oil on Jongin’s back & starts spreading it & it’s hot & Jongin’s skin is so soft under his fingers & palms & Jongin sighs blissfully & Taemin has to force himself into taking deep breaths. He squirms around and ends up sitting on Jongin’s butt & he pretends not to hear Jongin’s little snort.

“are you comfortable?”

“Yes,” Taemin simpers. “What about you?”

“i’m in heaven right now, thank you.”

Taemin leans in a few times to kiss Jongin’s hair & Jongin smiles. It’s quiet & Taemin is a bit concerned at first because it’s not like he actually does massages that often, he doesn’t really know what he’s doing, but he’s trying out a few things that seem nice & at some point, Jongin starts to sigh a little bit louder, then he moans & Taemin feels his whole body combust. He tries to apply some pressure to Jongin’s shoulders & he’s kneading Jongin’s ribs & brushing over his shoulders blades & Taemin is living his very best life right then. Maybe he’s already addicted to the feeling of Jongin’s skin against his.

“you’re really good at this.”

“Oh, am I?”

“mhmm... it’s so soothing...”

At some point, Taemin’s hands start to hurt a bit & he knows he should stop, but Jongin keeps moaning softly so he pushes through it for a little longer. But he eventually slows down & simply strokes Jongin’s back, from his shoulders to his lower back.

“Did that relax you?”

“yes... so much...”

“Is it okay to stop? My fingers are a bit sore...”

Jongin squirms & tries to turn around to look at him with a pout.

“really? you should have told me! of course we can stop...”

Taemin smiles & bends down to press a kiss on Jongin’s jaw.

“It’s alright. I was enjoying myself.”

Jongin turns around, with some difficulty, & Taemin has to move a bit as well to let him rest on his back & then he realizes he’s straddling a shirtless Jongin & his heart goes crazy all over again.

Jongin pulls him down to kiss him & he murmurs a thanks against Taemin’s lips. Taemin is rubbing a bit against him & Jongin isn’t sure that he even realizes what he’s doing... but then Taemin falls completely against Jongin & they both can feel the other’s slight hard-on. Taemin lets out a small whimper & Jongin kisses him hard. It suddenly gets heated & Taemin squeezes his thighs around Jongin's waist & his hands get lost in Jongin's hair & Jongin rolls them over & he's pressing kisses on Taemin's jaw, all the way to his ear. Jongin humps a bit against Taemin's hips & Taemin's moans in his ear sound like honey but he stills & kisses his way back to Taemin's nose.

“taemin..."

Jongin's voice is hoarse & Taemin shivers.

"Yeah...?"

"caramel scented was a good idea..."

Taemin freezes, then he starts laughing & he hits Jongin's head gently.

"I only have good ideas."

"so it seems~..."

Taemin breathes out & he looks at Jongin & Jongin is smiling gently at him & there's an unsaid feeling floating between them that makes their eyes shine. Taemin is still too shy to voice it out & Jongin is a bit scared of it. But he really loves how soft Taemin looks right now.

When Jongin goes to put his clothes back on, he messes up on purpose & grabs one of Taemin's stripped t-shirts, forgotten on his chair, instead of his own shirt & Taemin frowns at first, then blushes when he sees Jongin's grin.

"i'm taking this one hostage..." Jongin says & he kisses Taemin's nose.

"I suppose I'll have to wear yours then, since I don't have any other t-shirt in this whole house."

"yes, do that!"

Jongin taps his butt & Taemin snorts.

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(Bonus: Taemin wears Jongin's so often after that day that Jinki has to forcefully pull it off of him to wash it & Taemin pouts the entire evening.)