#i love u trans people pls survive

[mythalenansal]

havent finished taash companion quest yet but this are the vibes im getting lol

[tigirl-and-co]

hello i am here to ask you about your ocs :3c. out of your fandom ocs-- who do you think is the funniest? who doesn't get memes at all? who's the strongest, and who is the smartest (´･ω･`)? (also AAAAA tysm for what you sent earlier 🥺🥺 i'll answer that tomorrow but pls know that ily 🥺❤)

aaaaaaaaa I love you too! Thank you for the ask, these are really interesting!

-funniest: That’s a tie between Amnesty/Emmy and Cryia (who I don’t talk about enough haha) 

Emmy is Funny but like, most of the time it’s performative. She feels like she HAS to be funny and lighthearted. She’s Been Through A Lot and it’s affected her. “My trauma didn’t make me stronger, but it DID make me funnier, haha!”

Cryia is a fucking RIOT but her anxiety is so severe that almost nobody really knows it. The only people she really lets loose around are Buu, her adoptive parents, and her roommate (although she is quickly opening up to Krillin and his daughter!). Although she’s also funniest in the sense that you can explain her in a really funny way: “planet-destroying rich 14-year-old runs away from home; learns how to grow potatoes and be trans, saves the Concept of Time”

(still haven’t gotten around to fixing her horns ughhhh)

-Who doesn’t get memes at ALL: Blackbird, Enmity/Maggie, and Amanda. 

Blackbird Does Not Care. Do not bother him with memes (unless u are his sister. Then he will pretend to think they’re funny)

Maggie wasn’t raised human, so she doesn’t really get them, but if you explain them to her she’ll laugh REALLY loudly. She has the meme humour of a dad, probably. She has ONE meme saved to her phone, it is about fishing. Maggie has never been fishing.

Amanda just... doesn’t get them. a lot of humor is lost on her. Growing up in an abusive household she’s never... really heard jokes not made at her expense. Drury is like the ONLY person who knows what she thinks is funny. What she thinks are funny are memes about entomology and that’s basically it. is your meme about bugs? If yes, she gets it! If no, she either doesn’t get it or doesn’t care.

-Strongest: Oh that’s Thalia by a LANDSLIDE. She may be small, but she is FIERCE. She’s built for power. She’s like twelve and she’s already a planet-buster, she’s strong even for a species that prides themselves on strength. Thank god she’s a sweetie.

-Smartest: Emmy or Amanda! 

Emmy is currently on track to becoming a zoologist, and she’s passing her courses with flying colours when she isn’t getting mauled by tigers. Maggie probably could’ve been smart but her father never emphasized traditional intelligence (although she is much sharper of wit! can’t fool Maggie) Emmy also knows a lot about surviving. She has been on her own for a long, long time. She actually spent a lot of time in the safety of libraries, zoos, and museums! 

Amanda is intelligent. She’s not a supergenius, but even at twelve she’s smart enough to be planning heists and contains nearly the entire combined human knowledge of all things creepy-crawly. She also helps Drury brainstorm new gear and upgrades! Her input is appreciated.

Balammmmmmmm thank you so much <333333333 This was tons of fun!!!!!! I got to really THINK about them :3c

[yomiurinikei]

LINUJ: I'm going to copy the death order gender of the SDR2 cast, except when it comes to chapter 5, because Iroha is baby and needs to be spared UWU. (Don’t get me wrong! The mass execution was an interesting concept! It’s just that Iroha, as a character, is bland and kind of . . . Gross if you look at her flaws which are glaring. I would have preferred it if Nikkei, Hajime, Setsuka, Emma, or hell even Yuri were one of the last survivors).

yeah, it was cool to see the mass execution actually used! i'm all for exploring unused aspects of danganronpa (as you’ll see in the beta au ;) bc i can't go three posts without self promoting) but,, it would've been so satisfying to see iroha painted as like. as ive said, just this selfish, manipulative person who can't take responsibility for her actions/blames everything on others, it might make me actually like her? not as a person, but as a character if we got to see some depth to her. then, as you said, we'd have space for a character who's actually been set up for a arc. 

with iroha, u could theoretically have a arc with her being forced to confront her selfishness and feeling guilt for how she treated others, and learning how to recognize and deal with the effects she had on people who she can't apologize to. but that would require some rewriting, as we never see her selfishness acknowledged, much less confronted. all we get is one-off lines that have no affect on iroha or anything, really. we could've had any of the other CoU and they were all set up for arcs, or any of the victims/blackeneds. 

yuri could've dealt with his hatred of men/pls give us trans lesbian too (a unrealistic dream of mine that isn't necessary for his character, just nice rep) kokoro couldve dealt with what she did to kokoro/we could just yeet out that unexpected, ableist twist. setsuka wasn't shown with a lot of depth, despite it definitely being there, just untapped. shinji deserved better. shinji deserved better. shinji deserved better. teruya couldve been neat, and it'd b unexpected for him to survive two games. the twins, alone or seperate could have arcs i'm afraid to get into without the context of my other posts. and sora had a lot of potential for growth and change that was there, and would've been so nice to see + please let a female protag live. 

(stan my canon dr beta au/distrust au. three female protags who all live through the whole game and have different goals, motives, personalities, flaws, strengths, etc etc. i'm proud of myself. self love important)

[mobvla]

Hi!! I just saw your message on faizas blog and something about how genuine and kind you were really touched me. I can't put it into words exactly but seeing things like that just really reminds me what humanity truly is and how human beings, regardless of religion, nationality, ethnicity etc, can connect and learn from one another? If that makes sense lol. Based on that message alone, i could tell that every kind thing you said to faiza also applies to you! 💕💕

hello anon!!! hi!!! omg stop im legit tearing up now. this...... pls i don't deserve this. i did the bare minimum tbh, @yangkoogan is such a beautiful soul, she deserves every praise she can get!! and i just like to tell those whom i value how important they are to me, because i know that spreading love is never too much. especially during times like the ones we are facing now. not only a deadly pandemic took over and shook our world, a LOT of disasters and tragedies have been happening amidst that, and no one is immune from the overwhelming feelings of loneliness and hopelessness this whole scenario brings. so what bad can a bit of love and care do?

i can't believe my words touched u shdhsjjd i'm usually a BIG pessimistic and i'm the first one to say "fuck it let it burn" whenever things go wrong, but after a few months of following faiza, ive been learning to see those situations with different lenses and try not to be so negative all the time. it's hard, but what kind of growth isn't? i'm also the first one to just curse the entire human race and how stupid we are, and have been for the last 200 thousand years (HOW DID WE SURVIVE THAT LONG BEING SO FUCKING SELF ABSORBED AND DUMB). BUT, if you squint, you can find a bit of goodness here and there and a handful of kind and welcoming people to make you feel like home 💓 and that's what tumblr has been to me. we are all so different, but we all can see the beauty in each of those differences and respect them because they are what make each of us unique in their own way. i'm white, trans, lesbian, able-bodied and south american, yet most of those whom i follow have nothing to do with those characteristics, but we can all still feel a big sense of empathy and belonging within this little community we built here, and i love it so much!!! so so so much 💞

but anyways thank you for taking the time to read that ENORMOUS ask i sent faiza and then coming here to say such kind words to me 💕 i really don't deserve them!! i hope you are safe and treating yourself with love, anon 💓

[mercemerry]

     ( maya hawke, trans female, she/her, fire emblem: three houses ) * &. i know it must be scary for you, leonie pinelli, after surviving the takeover. to turn into someone like leighanne “leigh” phillips, a twenty-five year-old pool lifeguard at the delmare & student at castle town university, right here in castle town. just remember that you are as honest as you are competitive, and to be wary, be safe, be true to who you are : neutral through and through. ( hywia )

      hey howdy hey what’s UP my DEERS ( please don’t murk me ) i’m back with . . . hopefully my last character for a while ?? i don’t really have any plans for anyone else as of Yet - leonie is a character i,,, absolutely adore but never thought i’d pick up in the beginning but holy HELL i love her and i’m so excited to write her and i’m here to defend her from all slander. click for more abt her under the cut !!

BEFORE THE SNAP  /  L E O N I E  P I N E L L I .

soooOOOOO. okay. in FE3H , Leonie is a student of the Golden Deer house/class and like a few of the other students , she’s a commoner instead of a noble. and right off the bat you find out one thing - that she’s an apprentice of Byleth’s father , Jeralt , and he’s her hero and she idolizes him.

this !! was from an instance where Jeralt stopped by her little hunting village and rescued the people of her village from poachers ; he basically taught Leonie a few things she knows , and she referred to herself as his apprentice since. 

it was because of him that Leonie knew what she wanted to do - she wanted to be mercenary , especially one that could succeed the man she idolized.

so flash forward to years later at Garreg Mach’s Officers Academy - Leonie got in through her entire village basically paying for her to go , and for that she baaaasically accumulated a lot of debt from it. she’s really frugal with her money because of this. but turns out !! jeralt’s there , and he brings his kid , byleth , with him , and leonie sort of forms a one-sided rivalry with them since they’re pretty much the next-gen and Leonie wants to prove she’s on-par with them , if not better , because they’re pretty much Jeralt 2.0 in terms of fighting premise and that was Leonie’s goal.

eventually , though , this rivalry turns into Leonie being attached to Byleth through mutual grieving once ( spoiler alert ) Jeralt bites the dust , as well as Leonie making a promise to Jeralt that she’d watch over Byleth if anything happened to him - essentially , filling Jeralt’s role , but not in the exact way she expected.

a few cool things !! leonie is really skilled in hunting & fighting - she makes a very good cavalry unit with skills in lance & archery - i’m setting her up to be my bow knight on my current playthrough - and holy hell she has a LOT she can boast about. she’s just a really good unit and could probably level a battlefield by herself with minimal grinding in-game.

her personality is very honest & truthful , but blunt in a sense that more often than not , even if the situation doesn’t call for it , she WILL speak her mind and give brutal honesty if she believes in it. sometimes , she’ll immediately say what she’s thinking , even if it’s here jumping to conclusions or snapping impulsively. i... honestly really adore that about her , since it’s not very similar to me , but i kinda wish i had her bravery in that sense.

but hOLY HELL is she determined & hardworking and she’s actually a pretty cool person - she’s what i call a chaotic lawful because she’s,,,, a subtle kind of chaotic that still has her own code. she’s also REALLY GOOD at managing her time & money and kind of sees every single opportunity she has to train and work hard and yeah leonie is no fucking slouch and we gotta stan that.

she’s one of the gd members who regularly says ‘fuck’ but also ‘watch your fucking language’ if, like, lysithea or sb swears. the one who probably contributes to as many chaotic fuckshit shenanigans as she tries to fix.

anyways i’m gay and i am sOOOOO excited to write her !! i’m not exactly dECIDED yet in what path i want to pull her from out of either verdant wind or crimson flower , since i love leonie staying with the deer and can’t really see her wanting to ally with the people who killed her mentor ( twsitd , who worked with the empire briefly ) but also a timeline where she follows byleth and fulfills her promise to jeralt - who was also extremely suspicious of the church. it’s INTERESTING and i haven’t figured it out yet.

also she’s a chaotic bi bc i’m a chaotic bi that loves to project.

also okay i just also wanna say pls no. ‘leonie wanted to [REDACTED] ur dad’ jokes they kinda,,, sorta,,, make me rly uncomfortable esp since leonie sees jeralt as pm her mentor and Nothing More so if u could just refrain from tht i would b !! grateful.

AFTER THE SNAP  /  L E I G H  P H I L L I P S .

okay soooOOOOOOO. trigger warnings here for parental death & murder. 

so she survived the takeover , and remembers all of the events of her past life , but . . . leigh phillips did not have a good time here in castle town.

she grew up firstly with a family who wasn’t doing so well - they were happy , certainly , but they lived in a bad part of delaware & it wasn’t the best scenario because there were a lot of times leigh went without basic needs. but they made it , it was okay.

thought things really changed when leigh was a teenager , just shy of sixteen years old when her parents were murdered during a home invasion & she was the only survivor.

still a minor - scared & alone - she was taken in by a family friend and her husband who were perhaps waaaay more well-off than she was. this essentially was a tragic rags-to-riches story , where a girl who had nothing lost everything she had , but was taken in by a loving home that gave her everything she ever wanted.

and in castle town , that sorta-kinda was her reputation. she was coddled & cared for by her foster parents and didn’t really have to do anything to support herself - she got a job at the local rich people hotel as a lifeguard , but she didn’t need it. she had a full ride in college paid for by her foster family & anything she asked for. 

THEN SHE WAKES UP.

wakes up as in , she wakes up with this new past & life in castle town and the thing is . . . leonie ?? isn’t a fan of living the rich kid life. isn’t a fan of not having to work. isn’t a fan of allowing herself to be coddled & protected & sheltered and basically have everything served to her on a silver platter.

she finds out how this happened and while she doesn’t condemn the people who took her in - because they are good people - she starts defying it in any other way. she starts working odd jobs at other places and saving any penny she gets. and this is weird , because everyone else in castle town knows her as this spoiled rich girl who would get all of the best things she wanted and now ?? she wants to live on her own ?? support herself ?? she’s shopping at walmart and the thrift store ??

hell yeah.

leigh’s whole mission is to pretty much break away from that reputation that was created for her in this fake life ; and that , in turn , basically has her trying to morph back into one more like home. she currently is living by herself , but is still employed at the delmare since , yeah , it’s a job , and any job will do. but she doesn’t really want to rely on her foster parents anymore for support , since they did a lot for her but she doesn’t like the idea of overstaying her welcome.

so it’s sorta-kinda a case of leigh is acting . . . VERY DIFFERENT from how she would prior to her realizing she’s actually leonie pinelli from fodlan and not someone else. so it’s gonna be a reALLY interesting dynamic to play and i’m so so SO excited for it.

anyways !! i’m gonna be heading to bed , but tomorrow i’ll be back for plotting & stuff  and will do some replies/starters and maybe even some wcs to get the ball rolling for my girl !! love y’all xoxo

[aristccrvcy]

( gavin leatherwood, trans male, he/him, fire emblem: three houses ) * &. i know it must be scary for you, ferdinand von aegir, after surviving the takeover. to turn into someone like aeric-ferdinand “ferdie” vittori, a twenty-four year-old actor at castle town centre of theatre & dance, right here in castle town. just remember that you are as sincere as you are opinionated, and to be wary, be safe, be true to who you are : neutral through and through. ( hylia )

         i could never drop him i just. i could Not. i rly couldn’t but i DID ..... want to revamp him a bit so here’s take two on ferdie !! politics, war, death, & divorce tw under the cut !!

BEFORE THE SNAP.  /  F E R D I N A N D  V O N  A E G I R 

So alright. Chances are , if you’ve heard of Ferdinand , it’s because you’ve heard the infamous ‘ I am Ferdinand von Aegir ! ’ quote goin’ around which . . . attributes from. Him introducing himself every time you select him on the battlefield in FE3H. Don’t believe me ?? WATCH. 

...u don’t need to watch that whole thing I’m just tryna get the meme out of the way before I talk abt everything else.

BC ALL JOKES ASIDE I HONESTLY LOVE FERDINAND SOOO MUCH n I promise I’ll take him seriously bc holy fucking shit this character is my babyyyy.

So for STARTERS. Ferdinand is the legitimate son of House Aegir in the Adrestian Empire , which is the house that produces the Empire’s Prime Ministers. Now , here’s the thing ; Ferdinand himself isn’t involved in any of this , but thanks to the Adrestian nobles pretty much stripping the Emperor of their power in the past . . . the Aegir house ( much like the other houses , but Duke Aegir’s implied to have like , spearheaded it ) is pretty damn corrupt.

NOT FERDINAND , THOUGH , considering Ferdinand is actually someone who has very opposing views to his father. Ferdinand , in a nutshell , is basically the snobby noble trope you’re expecting turned upside down crossed over with a Disney prince. That’s the best way i can describe him.

Ferdinand is very aware of his noble status , but he is very steadfast in his opinion of what is truly means to be a noble. He’s well-aware of the difference between nobles & commoners , but where you’d expect him to use that to degrade people of lesser status , he . . . doesn’t. 

Ferdinand strongly believes the duties of a noble constitute of protecting & helping the common people , and that is why they’re so high in status - they’re there to assist and make things better , and not to make things worse , and it absolutely sickens him to his core when there are corrupt nobles who very clearly use their power for selfish & malicious gain. 

Like , he’s confident - he’s very confident and sure of himself , but he isn’t a dick ( in that sense ; he can be kind of a dick , don’t get me wrong ) about it. He’s actually extremely polite & respectful , very kind & genuine - like I really don’t think lying is something that this boy is capable of doing , I really don’t. But he’s humble in the sense that he isn’t afraid to admit when he did something wrong , or that he needs to apologize - IN FACT , a lot of his supports have him apologize for approaching someone wrongly or when he’s accused of something.

One example , he has a support with Dorothea where she tells him that she hates him , and instead of fighting her on it , what he does is he tries to figure out why she hates him so he can better himself and fix something he did wrong. 

Another example , his B-support with Bernadetta has him apologize for spooking her , and he respects her comfort levels by speaking to her on the other side of the door to her room because now he understands that Bernadetta feels extremely scared & uncomfortable during confrontation.

LIKE . . . okay , in the simplest of words , Ferdinand is just good. He’s a good person and he tries his hardest to be better if someone brings it to his attention that he’s doing something wrong.

BUT ALSO . . . the thing is , Ferdinand is also extremely opinionated to the point where he’ll share his thoughts even if not asked ; and sometimes , it comes out. Dickish. Like , really , he’ll criticize anyone if he believes he should because he hates the idea of someone who doesn’t - exemplified in the beginning of his supports with Hubert , where he condemns Hubert for not openly criticizing Edelgard but Ferdinand’s criticism can come out . . . harsh. Like , he’s respectful still , but he’s harsh. And that is because Ferdinand firmly believes in speaking his mind.

His determination also makes him stubborn & extremely competitive to a point where it becomes damn near annoying and this is , because again , he always strives to better himself - even going as far as to declare Edelgard his rival when she . . . really doesn’t think of him as one , and then he gets his ass kicked and runs with his tail between his legs because he lost. He’s. He’s competitive. I will not lie to you. Like he’s great but aLSO... this guy doesn’t. Know. When to let go.

Bt yeah in a nutshell - Ferdinand is a rich guy who criticizes other rich guys for being jerks and not caring abt other people , and he can come off as a dick but ultimately he means well & he is a LOT better than some of these other assholes out there. Ferdinand’s.... he’s just GOOD. 

Bt now that I have the basis of his character out of the way , I want to mention that a major change about him is that I’m changing what route I’m pulling him from - originally , I pulled him from Azure Moon , where if you don’t recruit him you have to kill him at the Great Bridge of Myrddin. So instead , now , I’ll be pulling him from Crimson Flower , where he’s still sided with Edelgard but now she has Byleth & she’s triumphant and everything’s okay on the Empire’s end. But - in other routes - while he’s still with Edelgard , he unfortunately doesn’t make it so if u have AM or VW muses . . . Ferdie didn’t make it.

BUT THAT’S WHAT MAKES THESE THINGS INTERESTINGGGGG and I love it so for that reason ,,, shoves. Ferdinand. In everyone’s direction.

AFTER THE SNAP.  /  A E R I C - F E R D I N A N D  “ F E R D I E ”  V I T T O R I

So the more major changes from his pre-revamp portrayal lie in his CT life - his name’s changed , his occupation’s changed , and almost his entire whole past has changed.

Aeric-Ferdinand Vittori was the only child of a film actor & stage actress , pretty famous people , and he was born with the spotlight on him immediately given that he scored his first role as a child at six years old. Since then , he never really had much of an easy time.

His big break was as a teenager in a teen drama that lasted from when he was fourteen to when he was nineteen , the co-star of a vampire television drama in where his character was a fan-favorite. He ultimately left the show and his character was killed off , and he had some starring roles in other movies & the like before he ultimately moved to Broadway. And in that , he had a bit of an easier time , but he would still often feel like he was about to crack under pressure since all eyes were still on him. He was known as a talented young man with a beautiful singing voice , and unfortunately , everyone wants something to do with you when you have something like that.

His parents were also always in the spotlight because of their very public divorce , and it started to bleed into Ferdinand’s career & public image as well with many people poking their nose into his life and asking his opinion on it. Multiple scandals came out claiming that he leaned one way or the other during it and ultimately , that ruined his relationship with his parents. So at twenty-three , he left the Broadway spotlight , and decided to step out of any light in general for a while.

Settling down in Castle Town , a place where nobody bothered to look , was a good start.

He still loved performing , so he worked as an actor at the local theatre on stage - trying his hardest not to get the big roles and take those up , because he was still a relatively big name & when you’re a big name , people lean into their biases.

And then . . . at this point was where he “woke up”. Because his whole past was fake - but there’s always a point where you realize it is.

He had a girlfriend in Castle Town beforehand that he broke up with due to his paranoia that she’d get caught up in the publicity that he did - Nerissa. And he had parents that he didn’t even talk to anymore , and it threw him for a loop because he was reminded of his father back in Adrestia. And suddenly , he’s no longer a soldier or a noble , but with his celebrity status , he’s basically the closest there is to modern nobility at this point.

So . . . Ferdinand feels. Strange. He always loved the opera & he always loved performances but he never thought of himself as someone who would actually do so. It’s strange , but he likes it.

So now , he’s trying to figure out exactly what the hell happened and how he got here and he’s grown pretty used to people not remembering who he is , but it still . . . hurts.

And THAT is where I end this !! I’m gonna go back 2 my plotting DMs and message more ppl but if this gives u some ideas pls do hit me up bc I love Ferdie SOOOO MUCH and I’m excited for his revamp !!

Also if ur curious ab his old intro still I’ll link it here bc there’s probably some pre-snap stuff I forgot in here that’s in there so !! yes. i’ll b around n will probs try n get an open up soon !!

[pinkcloudsnightlightbell-remade]

[This post really doesn’t make sense but you should deffo have some experience with the game Resident Evil 2 : Biohazard (2019) -- here’s a short livestream of the 30-minute demo by some cool video journalists and a H U G E L Y Y influential horror gamer’s video of the demo, as well. (And here’s a favourite artist who is probably the very one you can blame for me wasting your time/gushing sm lol...) ]

Input/commentary is sincerely, absolutely, and aggressively, encouraged! ! 

Leon Scott Kennedy is nooooooooooot supposed to be any heterosexual woman`s fantasy because he is bisexual let me get into it

👉 First like the whole thing with Ada manipulating him? 

GOLD

but it’s unfair to Leon who’s actually incredibly...human?

And the other thing is that (and I probably have made it really clear) Resident Evil and the fandom are so ... weird and racist but I like seeing all the changes from the remake as well as (to a lesser degree) backtracking through the games where Leon’s appeared

I love seeing him in 2019 being completely off-the-bat friendly towards Claire and then flirting -- and it being okay with me???? I went ahead and looked up tags on here and @/mikaeled had a drawing of the RE 2 protagonists 

The first protagonist, Claire, is drawn with the bi flag colours

The second protagonist, Leon, got the ace flag

THAT made me want to tap into fandom a little bit more and I went on Twitter and Pixiv and got to see some weird fantasies of being a really controlling Leon but on the other hand saw amazing depictions of Claire being in a loving relationship with a Leon whose kindness lined up with my first exposure of him. (The other day I had a similar experience looking up lesbian/bi claire redfield on this hellsite and someone wrote that Claire is a lesbian -- big big yes -- but added in the tags that “Leon is a trans bi guy!”)

So.

Why not get into it a bit while I’m overcaffeinated?

👉 Leon and Ada is ... weird and people can read weird, bad things into it especialllllllllly if you consider “yellow fever” but it can also be smth super cute where a bi guy and a really cool girl he meets allows him to survive the events of RE 2 (1998) because she is literally mourning the death of her boyfriend in Umbrella. I think that Capcom unbeknownst to their demonic loudmouth staff have created some really thoughtful chances for representation and that helped them get so big--so Ada and Leon are good

But like...

Claire is right there! Leon and Claire become friends like that and tbh they make my bisexual heart melt as individuals. As a couple I feel hope imagining the ways they’d buck the trend of alienation and the threat of abuse...I feel like I care nothing for the fandoms, the creators, and even a majority of the games�� plot points, but here Leon and Claire are, making me feel so much pride because they show that there’s a way for men and women to be ... healthy while in love. They’re the couple that’d be great peer parents (Shirley is a big part of their game they’re protagonists of, and I love how she is written both in 1998 and 2019 which parallels how Moira Burton is written--and completely diverges from the tragedy of the pigeonholey writing of Ashley Graham) and then while they’re wonderful supports to Shirley and are intimately “””together””” in many aspects of life I believe that they’re the type to not even date because the intimate devotion and protection or sticktoitiveness of a friendship ends up building first, because it matters more. Which is not to say that when they do get into a relationship it’s anything but one that is rare.

It’d be r.a.r.e.!!

look at this ... fucked me up 

👉 In regards to this rare kind of love, the key isn’t sympathy or understanding and cooperation even through struggles ranging from PTSD to personality clashes through the years, nor is it chemistry and attractiveness (yeah I will go on record that they’re for better or worse based off of Caucasian models who are paid to be taken pictures of in real life and it fucking shows like I’d be a dishonest bisexual if not just a bad bisexual if I said I didn’t wanna ram both of them into a mattress shut up).To me it’s how Claire is as much of a hero as a typical Die Hard movie hero and YET no more of a hero compared to Leon who is, very clearly, atypical. That’s the biggest part. I love the atypicality. Leon’s seen as hot but approachable and even “a little baby who’s an incompetent rookie cop” but he isn’t... the usual cop, a.k.a. a batt*rer and a **pist and a vio*ent threat and a pig... He’s known to be a soft kind person in the remake.... so to me... 

I love him for Claire but I love the possibility that Leon Scott Kennedy’s bi and gender-nonconforming, and asexual (being demisexual) and not-cisgender and completely proud. I love that he could be this and he IS as good as this ...and he supports lesbians and bi women and alll trans and gnc and nb people unequivocally, maybe,,? Yes? Sbshshdjdjd 

Granted this is all a LOT. Let me defend myself and say that perhaps this is a hyperfixation for me but I’m the type that likes to mix into some of the emotions a tiny nugget of logic so let me make the disclaimer that, ya boi isn't an easy 'n convenient character that's hot into which I as a reader can insert myself... For me I’ve pieced something together that brings comfort and makes some sense. I like to think that he is a survivor of gay-bashing, ostracization, financial abuse, emotional abuse, ****, humiliation, public threats, familial bullshit such as custody battles and gaslighting and is transgender but he’s proud... he’s proudly trans and perhaps he is touchaverse and in terms of sexuality is bi/pansexual while in terms of who he has dated before it’s very messy as he is very aggressively misandrist and hates men and perhaps he’s very stone when he is in a mewd -- and perhaps transphobia makes him go into a rage and he has actually gotten in lots of trouble before as a kid which came back to bite him and he’s lost family and found family and best friends and the loss really hurt and made his choice to go to police academy ring hollow by the end of his training and made him a big believe in social justice and in defending people who society left behind and in therapy and self-change and in accountability (he ISN’T a selfinsert prOMISE!!) but he’s been through a lot aaaaaaaa lotttttt like idk hes just a dude sure

he’s just a dude.b,ut theres a reason zombies don;t faze him!

LOVE THAT. That part.

👉 to sum up: i support the remake fans not being uncritical and loving on the cast of characters and leon specifically! there’s a reason he recently bucked the trend of masculinity and (21 years of fandom and 21 years of problematic annoying fans, perhaps also writers, aside) has always been objectifiable, that is, seen as hot/a sidepiece/specifically desirable for women--but just /: not /: women /: as in /: Women slash str8s /: . . . .RETCH lmao he’s a gun toting hero that is very atypical but not in a disempowering manner -- rather, in an empathetic and emotional one and I want to see the RE2 protagonists heal through a life changing care and tender friendship rather than bonding through liferuining catastrophes 💓💓💓but what I am trying to say in the end is that they are so inspiring both together and as individual protegonists due to their abiliy to weather thru struggles that I as a qtwoc immigrant in America can identify with🤧 

[📍]  tl;dr   -- - 💓cute pan pew pew man is loving and cute ! :> also claire is 💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓 so cute...........................pls support/refute my theory

[angel-nero]

I was tagged by @pureren ty!!!!!!!!! <3

A- age: 19 B- birthplace: México and just where I live! C- current time: 12:32 am D- drink you last drank: water and finally my frappe :D E- easiest person to talk to: @glaspaladin​ and @kageyama-tobiyo​ F- favorite song: I hate this question….  rn lullaby by the cure G- grossest memory: it’s gross dude… H- horror yes or no? YES! I LOVE IT I- in love? it’s hard that I like someone, but when I like someone im head over heels’?? too pathetic, but I’ve been in love J- jealous of people? no. Please dont envy anyone… it’s not worth it and eventually you will grow? work for your goals… :( I get jelly when pppl try to be best friends w my best friends? like no? im here? THO HAHAHAHA but i try to fight the feeling cus it’s pathetic…. i try to b full of lov K- killed someone? what the fuck shut up L- love at first sight or should I walk past again? I BELIEVE IN LOV AT FIRST SIGHT LIKE AH. IM. FUCKED DUDE. M- middle name: Cecilia, iiii dont like it much but every1 calls me that, i don’t like gabriela either…. gab is cool. Ppl call me ceci actually but… meh i don’t like it.   N- number of siblings: 1 O- one wish? one (1)? no anxiety. For my fav trans woman youtuber to update   P- person you last called? no one, i don’t call anyone ever, i never answer my phone cus it’s in silent, night mode, fly? mode? my dad called me 3 days ago LMAO, i just left voice notes to my friends tho  Q- question you’re always asked: why are you so thin, can i use ur glasses, can we go to ur house, do you want to go out? have u ate, what do u study R- reason to smile: keith, food, my dog, the texts i get, ppl at gym treat me like the baby i am, i survived a week of gym S- song you last sang: rn i put shooting stars lmfao  T- time you woke up: 9:30 am  U- underwear color: navy blue  V- vacation: AAAH i want to go to fucking Cancún pls someone take me  W- worst habit: eating so many junk food, not sleeping at nite, ppl say i should talk about my emotions even if i tweet them,   X- x-rays: never, i need to  Y- your favourite food: i love a good chicken breast w lettuce salad. i also love mexican food and italian Z- zodiac sign: aries!

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