#i love these little pastel houses eeeeeee

[treefish]

[lofibeanie]

Hello and welcome

Idk what to, but welcome to whatever this turns out to be, I'm winging it here okay

So, moving to a new house, the start of a new year...big things like that sometimes incentivise you to start fresh, change things up, become a new you, etc etc.

Well, I'm about to start rambling about some things that I want to start getting into this year! Can't say I'll get far with them though, executive dysfunction is a pain in the butt.

One of the main things I want to get into is bullet journalling, or something similar to it. Mainly for mood tracking, habit / task tracking, and just generally keeping a record of what happens. Oh yeah, and also some kind of calendar so I can keep an eye on my TAFE work...

I'd also really like to improve my drawing skills (mainly digital, but maybe traditional too?). I'd love to draw more than I do already, I have lots of little ideas!!

Oh yeah, side note. I'm getting a waaaaay bigger desk over the next 2 weeks, and I am so excited. My current one is 90cm long, and my new one is 180cm long!! It's also a corner desk, so each side is 180cm long. I'm planning on having my computer, Cintiq, and some other art stuff (drawing / journalling / colouring stuff and origami) on the desk. Planning on getting a small TV or monitor with audio so I can dock my Switch and more easily play and / or stream ACNH too (人 •͈ᴗ•͈)

Anyway, where was I. Right goal things yeah...okAY! I want to get more organised as well. Yeah I'm not too hopeful for this one. Basically, I want a timetable kind of thing, set blocks for certain tasks. On the other end, keeping things neat and tidy is great too, I'm capable of that part at least.

Also, I have rainbow fairy lights on order and they should be here early next week and omg... they're so pretty I can't wait to get them...

My friend from TAFE and I have loosely planned that she'll stay over my house on one of the TAFE nights so we can go there in the morning together. She's gonna teach me polymer clay stuff and painting, eeeeeee I'm excited! This new desk will come in handy for all this art stuff, heck yeah...still anxious about it all because it's all new to me, but I'm sure I'll get used to it over time~ she's so nice too (・∀・)

I'm trying to read through what I've typed so far and it's too much text for my brain to want to focus on...hhhhhh welp, we really are winging it.

I don't know if I want to use the big crossbody messenger bag I got for TAFE, or my backpack. I like the messenger bag, but it's a bit too big and there's no pockets or dividers in there...but then I'm not sure what I'd use it for instead. I really do prefer my backpack over it in terms of functionality, but the messenger bag looks cute... it's pastel and rainbow and has Pusheen on it. I want to use it for something, otherwise it's kind of a waste of money...

Another thing I kinda wanna do this year is maybe try and open art commissions? I'd love to do it, but I don't know if anyone would want to commission me especially since I kinda have a small amount of stuff I can actually draw, and also I haven't been doing clean lineart...I like the neat sketch look... I've been using a good pencil brush for most of my drawings lately. I also don't know where to do it... I'd need to figure out PayPal stuff and all that, and then some kind of branding / logo / "official name" kinds thing. I mean PhotonDragon13 is probably fine, and I guess I do have a logo and all. I'm really not sure. I need a watermark though...still haven't figured out one.

Okay...I thiiiiink that's all for now.

Bye bye and have fun whatever it is you do on tumblr (ﾉ◕ヮ◕)ﾉ*.✧

[seokjingiggles]

Fashionably Late

genre: fluff

member: seokjin

words: 1037

“Not now, doll. We are so fashionably late.”

eeeeeee I didn’t wanna post this but since I’m heckin busy this week I’ll just upload stuff that’s been aging in my cluttered drafts. Enjoy!

“Y/N, are you ready yet? It’s time to go!” Seokjin whined from the living room.

“Just a minute, hun! I’m almost done!” you replied, hastily applying eyeliner.

“Dinner will start soon and we can’t be late! Y/N, can you hear my stomach growling? It feels like my belly’s gnawing at my insides. I’m pretty much dying over here!”

“I know...for once it’s not you that’s making us late,” you retorted, still rushing in front of the vanity.

Spritzing a little perfume on your skin, you turned to the side and analyzed your outfit. You were wearing a new baby pink satin two-piece. The skirt hugged your curves ever so gently as to cover just enough for the public, but the top was skimpy enough to tease your boyfriend. Seokjin thoroughly enjoyed flaunting himself and his girlfriend in public, but when it came to dresses and other fancy attire, he made sure to trap you in the house unless you were wearing something he bought and approved for you. He was obsessed with taking you shopping and bringing you home for a little fashion show. He would pour some wine and allow you to strut around the house in his findings. He would cheer you on and compliment everything about you, always looking for more ways to boost your confidence. To put it mildly, Seokjin was a very confident person.

Earlier this month, you were walking downtown with him when you came across an incredible sunset. Jin asked an elderly couple to take a picture with his phone. You stepped into frame to be in the snap with him but he playfully pushed you away, claiming that he didn’t have enough storage to fit two people on his screen. Afterwards, you revengefully sent the members a naked picture of him as a baby in a bathtub. Taehyung printed out several copies of the image and hung them around the studio. To say the least, Jin wasn’t very amused. He refused to step inside the building until every image was taken down and shredded. Namjoon managed to preserve one, which he framed and is currently hidden in a bathroom cabinet for “strength and confidence.” Embarrassing him was the best way to keep his cockiness in check.

You, on the other hand, were not a confident person at all. In large crowds, you always hid behind Seokjin and allowed him to do the talking. His shoulders were a blessing and a very effective shield mechanism. He hated that you were so shy and insecure. Sometimes, he would even get frustrated with you when you complained about your appearance.

“Jagi, what are you even talking about? I adore your hair! It’s supposed to be poofy! I love the way that one curl twists opposite of the rest, like it wants to stand out and be noticed. I want you to be noticed. I want people to stop and stare as you pass by. I want them to think, What did I do in my past life to be graced by her beauty?!”

Seokjin would put a lot of effort into trying to make you feel beautiful. He wanted you to see yourself the way he does, as the intelligent, caring, and stunning goddess that you truly are. That’s why he was ecstatic when he heard the news that Namjoon was hosting a fancy dinner tonight. When Seokjin got the invitation, he immediately took you shopping for the perfect outfit. And apparently, it really was the most beautiful set.

With you hair, makeup, and nails done, you already felt gorgeous. Not to mention how the finely crafted outfit he hand-picked for you was glorifying you from every angle. The pastel color was doing wonders for your skin tone. It fit your body to mask what you wanted to conceal and flaunt everything you wanted to be seen. Your confidence skyrocketed within the past fifteen minutes. Seokjin was a damn good boyfriend and a damn good fashionista.

“Y/N!!! Let me see you! If we’re gonna miss the party I might as well see what you’ve been doing that’s been taking so long!” your boyfriend shouted. You could hear his footsteps nearing the bathroom.

The two of you opened the door simultaneously and you nearly fell down because of the force Seokjin exerted when he yanked on the door.

You straightened out your dress and beamed at him. You haven’t felt this beautiful in a long time.

Seokjin gulped hard and shoved his hands in his pockets. “God, I have never seen anything more angelic than this. Are you even real?” he gushed as he grazed your arms with his hands. “I could stand here and stare at you forever. The longer I look the more I fall in love with you. Shit, I think my heart's gonna explode.”

He moved one hand to cup your burning red cheek. You nuzzled into his palm and closed your eyes. You wished this moment would last forever. It almost did until Seokjin’s watch beeped.

You opened your eyes and glanced at the clock on his watch. “Holy shit. Jinnie, we should probably go now...I’m sure everyone’s already seated. Namjoon is definitely worried about us.”

“Wait! I haven’t shown you your shoes yet! I wanted to keep this part a secret.” He scurried to the closet and came back with a white Chanel box. You glared at him for spending so much money as you undid the ribbon keeping the box closed. What you saw in front of you made your jaw drop. You ran shaking fingers over the soft, black velvet. You literally moaned at the detailed floral embroidering. The colors matched perfectly with the rest of your outfit and you were dying to feel the luxurious shoes hug your feet. To say you were a shoe fanatic would be an understatement.

Your boyfriend kneeled down and helped you slide into your new heels. He held your hand and helped you stand. Your eyes darted down to your feet and then back to his plump lips. You leaned in for a kiss but felt his index finger press against your tender flesh instead.

“Not now, doll. We are so fashionably late.”

Again, sorry I’m not as active! My tennis tournament is wearing me out. (｡•́︿•̀｡)

Thank you for reading + I hope you enjoyed it! Requests are open! :)