#i love the so muuchhhh :(

[silverselfshippingchaos]

the height difference between my bfs is so funny

[puma-or-cougar]

I need a picture that describes my face

YEAAHHHH, that work.

That's my face when I feel tenderness, concern and remember my trauma with the time loops that I'm so obsessed with.

12 Donnie 🎲

🎲 -> The most unlucky day

Leo's surprised when Donnie joins him.

He looks dead on his feet when he trudges into the kitchen. That's not surprising. It's almost four in the evening. He's up earlier than he normally is. He slumps onto a chair, laying his head in his arms and looking off at the wall, and Leo tries to recall when he last slept.

His sleep schedule had actually been doing better over the past few weeks. Leo watched him go to bed the day before. He'd been smiling as he did, helping Raph tease Mikey about the horror film that they'd watched. The eye bags were not this massive.

He contemplates saying something, but he's too tired to interrogate him over whether or not he actually slept. He'll save it for when Donnie makes it a weekly endeavor.

But, he might as well- 

"There was no nightmare." Donnie announces, sudden enough that Leo almost spills the tea. Dull gaze lingers on the neon sign. "Yes, my eye bags are heavy. Yes, I should head back to bed. No, I'm not going to. And no, I don't want to talk about it."

The building conversation sputters out.

Leo pours his drink. Donnie doesn't move.

Since his brother is clearly feeling moody, Leo decides to excuse himself to focus on more pressing matters. Namely-

"Can I join you?"

Leo looks at his younger brother. He doesn't look back.

Donnie admits, "I know you're going to watch Space Heroes and I know you got up this early so you didn't have to deal with us, but can you please make an exception?"

"Um." Leo's tempted to deny him, but he sounds so... Defeated. Wait. How did he know that? Leo never told them. He was always meditating by the time that they came out. He was careful. 

Double wait. Is he misinterpreting Leo's mornings of peace as avoidance? Sure, maybe they were a little avoidy, but not like that.

"Sure." He agree awkwardly. "But-"

"No negative commentary. No fun facts. No interruptions of any kind." Donnie hauls himself to his feet. His looks at Leo and the leader notices his reddened eyes before he turns away. "I know."

Leo's concern mounts. He follows him out of the kitchen. The tea is left forgotten on the counter.

He expects him to find a place on the couch to collapse, so he goes to claim his own area. He does not expect him to go to his room, come back with a blanket, and drop himself against Leo's shoulder in a suspiciously cuddly fashion.

His knees are tucked close to his body, arms closed in a self-hug. Up close, his younger brother looks pale. For more pale than he'd been the night before, worn down by an unexplained enemy. It makes the bags under his eyes bigger than he originally thought.

Leo watches at him. Donnie looks numbly at the tv.

Captain Ryan heroically proclaims the adventure of the episode as Leo sets the back of his hand on his younger brother's forehead. It's not warm. Donnie leans into the touch. Leo slowly removes it, and Donnie follows it momentarily.

He blinks, the haze gone, and pulls back.

Okay, that's it.

"Donnie," He says, cool. "What's going on?"

"I should have chosen Raph." His younger brother tells the tv. "At least he'd have given me a few hours."

"Too bad." Leo tries to meet his eyes, "You're stuck with me and if you don't tell me what's going on-"

"It's a time loop."

Leo pauses, "Excuse me?"

"I stopped counting a while ago." Donnie's tone is even, recited. "It resets every night at midnight. Renet won't tell me how. She can't tell me why. I lost track of days. I used to tell you guys. You never believe me. None of you eher bulieve me."

His voice stutters, wet with quiet sob. He inhales, shakily, repressing the weakness. “Y-You keep going out. You keep dying. I’d tell you not to go and you’ll go anyway. Someone has to die out there. Someone always has to die.” 

Alarm has Leo swallowing, heart pounding as his hand instinctively comes up to brace his brother. Donnie won’t look at him. “I thought it would be easier if it’s me. I thought maybe once it was me it would end. It didn’t end. I woke up!” 

His voice shatters. Leo furrows his brows, feeling less than half awake. The tv is too fuzzy to watch so he looks back at his brother, “I don’t understand.”

“You can’t.” Donnie admits. “No matter how many times I tell you… You can’t.”

Leo stares at him. Donnie pleads, “I can’t watch you die again.” 

Something deep in his being softens, recollecting old moments where a much smaller Donnie would invade his bed when his brain got a bit to much for him to handle on his own. He watches his eyes as they’re cloaked with tears and brushes his thumb against his arm. “It was just a nightmare.”

“It’s not.” His voice drops into a whisper. “It’s not. It’s not.” 

“I can prove it.” Leo prompts gently. He’s seen how bad his brother’s stress dreams can get. Not to mention the repetitive ones. Leo personally knows that those are always the worst.  “We’ll go out tonight. A quick patrol.”

“I want it to end. I want it all to end.”

“They won’t last forever.” He presses as images flit by on the screen. He’s missing the episode. “You’ll get through it.”

“I thought it would end if I was the one to die.” Donnie's voice goes flat, contemplative. “Maybe I also need to be the one doing the killing.”

“Hey,” Leo cuts in, startled. “Hey, hey, don’t talk like that. You’re going to be fine. You’ll get through this. That’s never the answer.” 

“I’m so tired of being mad at you.” Donnie presses further against Leo’s shoulder. He blinks, hazily, trying to remember why Donnie might be mad. What did he do this time? “I can’t keep hating you and then watching you die.”

Oh. Nightmare Leo. Right. 

“Gee.” He roll his eyes, fondly. “Good to know you’re consistent, at least.”

He turns up the volume, relaxing onto the cushions, leaning into his brother’s heat.

“I love you.” Donnie breathes, abruptly. “I don’t think I told you that yet. You’re a good big brother. A really good one. Even when you drive me nuts. You’re really great. A-and you try so hard for us. I know you do. There’s so much I need to thank you for-”

“As much as I’d love a long list of reasons that I’m great,” Leo murmurs, taking note of the wild burst of tremors. “You’re freaking yourself out. And that’s admittedly freaking me out. We can talk about this later, okay? When you’re less frazzled.” He wraps his free arm around him, rubbing the blanket. “I should have respected you when you asked me not to the first time.”

Donnie wipes at his eyes, “Okay. Yeah. That’s- that’s what I wanted.”

He sniffs. Leo suggests, “How about you get some more sleep? You look tired.”

“I’m dead tired.” Donnie agrees, sounding the part. He closes his eyes, beginning to nod off instantly, only to violently gasp back in consciousness. He doesn't even give Leo a chance to ask.

“Once I fell asleep and you left without waking me up. You have to promise that you won't do that again. You have to. Please?” Donnie tilts his head, scanning his expression desperately. “Please?” 

“I won’t leave you behind.” Leo sighs because it’s so not fair that his brothers are able to pull on his heart strings like this. “You don’t gotta worry about me.” 

He laughs, short and brief, but it doesn’t sound happy.

Leo tries to grasp the joke.

Donnie lets his eyes close, curling into Leo as he does. His older brother tucks the blanket further up his shoulders, leaning his cheek against his forehead. Absently, he wonders how someone so tall could make himself so small. 

“I love you,” Donnie whimpers, barely audible.

Leo smiles, grateful that he made an exception, just this once.

“Love you too, little brother.” 

Awe how completely and utterly fluff. Just two bros sharing some nice bonding time 💙💜 Nothing else happening here.

[eechytooru]

I made a drawing of Wally, is it good?

(Side Note: I LOVE YOUR ART STYLE- and I admire you as an artist so much!! Your drawings of Wally are always chef kiss)

IT LOOKS SOOOO WONDERFUUULLL DFOSGGSGIJWR THIS IS SOOO GOOD YOU DID AN AMAZING JOB !!!! KEEP IT UP, YOU HAVE A NICE ART STYLEEE ALSO THANK YOU SOOOOO MUUCHHHH, I am so glad i'm able to make y'all happyyyy!!!

[skipitty-bop]

MUDD I LOVE YOUUU I LOVE YOU SO MUUCHHHH

[baphdragula]

Have you guys seen this absolute angel? I am IN LOVE with her so muuchhhh I had to doodle <3 I can’t wait for this project!

She’s my Roman Empireee

[falconearring]

I LOVE HOW YOU DRAW SMALLETHO SO MUUCHHHH RAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!! 💞💞💞💞

[danandphilcatboys]

‼️ DAN POLAROID REVEAL ‼️

IT WAS SUCH A LONG WAIT BUT NOW HERE'S HERE AND HE IS SO FREAKING CUTEEEE I STARTED CRYING OUT LOUD AND IT DOESN'T MATTER ANYMOREEEE I LOVE HIM SO MUUCHHHH

[wally-two-shoes]

Wasp Rick. Wasp Rick. I love him so muuchhhh ggrrggrgrg.

I even made a PT skin of him. help.

[collegeboysam]

Omg you’re soulmatecest on ao3!!?! Your j2 fics are so great! Also, you write the best Jensen imo.

Yesss that's my ao3!! AHHHH 🥰🥰🥰 thank you so muuchhhh!

I'm makes me really happy to know people still enjoy my J2 fics and read them <3 they have such a special place in my heart. AASDFSFSF hands down one of the best compliments you could have given me. Writing Jensen has always been so enjoyable but I also find it more challenging than Jared (which is why most of my fics are from Jared's perspective), but doing Jensen is so fun to get into bc of his personality, particularlly his downbad and *coughpossessivecough* sides.

Thank you for the lovely ask, it put me in such a good mood, picture me kicking my feet and holding my phone to my chest 💜💜😭😭

[kmfdmzx]

guys i literally applaud william howard toledo everyday because of his creation of maud gone i love ghag skng so muuchhhh aaahhzhnznd

[lokissweater]

NICOLE I SAW YOU POSTING AND REMEMBERED I HADNT SENT IN MT OPINION OF THE NEW MLB MEGUMI ADDITION I WAS LIKE SHITTTTT

But erm

OH MY GOD. IT WAS JSUT. IT WAS JUST SO SWEET. I LITERALLY LOVE JUST LIKE THE FUN MOMENT WITH THE FOUR OF THEM — READER, GUMI, OUR BEST FRIEND AND YUUJI 🙏🥹 GENUINELY ONE OF MY FAV PARTS OF THE WHOLE SERIES HONESTLY, I LOVE IT.

BUT ALSO JUST READER AND GUMI? THEYRE SO WHOLESOME AND SWEET AND PERFECT AND AHHHH. ME AND WHO IRL??? CUZ LIKE WHY AM I STILL ALONE ALWAYS. BUT AT LEAST I HAVE YOUR FICS 😍😍😍

GIGGLED AT YOU CALLING ME GUMI 😭😭 But you should NOT be staying up that late to study 🫵☹️ GET YOUR BEAUTY REST NICCCC :((

BUT I LOVE YOU TOO KAY 🥹🥹

also you studying and calling me ur gumi made me think of gumi and reader staying up late to study… maybe exam stress? I need him so bad that I’m projecting… it’s okay guys. WE WILL LIVE WONT WE NIC???

Cough cough.

Once again, sincerely 🦋 <3

NOOOOOO BECAUSE YOURE SOOO MFFF RIIGGHHTTTT !!! THEIR LOVE IS JUST SO FUCKING TOOTH ROTTINGLY SWEET AND LOVELY AND SOFT AND IT MAKES ME WANNA LAY ON MY LOCAL TRAIN TRACKS AND WAIT FOR THE INEVITABLE BRO !!!! 😭😭😭 i hope scientists in the future come up with a way to get 2d men off paper man or else in gonna fawkin LOSE IT !!!!! 👎

BAHAHA STOPPP ITTTTTT bye i already know and am PRAYING for you to find your own personal cute little gumi and i need you to take NOTHING LESSSSSS !!!!!! I MEAN ITTTT !!!

AND HAHAHAHAH NOO ITS OKAY DONT WORRY BABY i am a MEGGGAAAA night owl af thats usually when i operate and feel so alive 🫦🫦🫦 so my studying usually runs at night from like 8 pm to 5 am LOOOOLLLL 😻😻😻 but its ok bc im butt chugging delicious celcius’s and writing fics for you guys in between each break HEHEHEHE 😝😝😝

AND NO DUDE I HAVE THOUGHT ABOUT THAT CONCEPT COOOONSTANTLY AND SOMEONE ACTUALLY SENT IN A REQUEST FOR IT THAT I WAS SAVING FOR A DRABBLE !!!! so i will in fact be indulging in the near future bc i need gumi’s comfort over the education system pounding me but not in a nice way 😻😻😻

AND OMG I AM SO FUCKING HAPPY AND EXCITED THAT YOU STARTED THIS MY LOOOVEEEE !!! i think you should start with putting out just little drabbles of different scenarios of your oc’s to kind of introduce them in a way and what their dynamic is like heee heee <333 BUT ANYTHING YOU WANNA DO IS GREAT EVEN A FULL FLEDGED FIC IS WONDERFUL AS WELL !!! AND ALSO !!! please remember to be patient with yourself when some days writing is harder than others !!!! there is no time limit for putting out beautiful stories and i want you to really relish in that and not stress or give up 🥹🥹🥹

MWAAAHHHH I LOVE YOU SO MUUCHHHH !!! CANT WAIT TO SEE YOU AGAIN !!!

TAKE CARE !!! <3333

[the-derpy-duck]

My skrunkly. The silly. The only man to ever. I love you Bones. I love you so muuchhhh— be grumpy, be empathetic, make your little micro aggressions towards Spock, I will defend you no matter what!

Essay will be coming soon when I can get it on my iPad because I only have tumblr on my iPad (this is why you can always find at least one misspelling in a post I make. It’s totally not a skill issue)

[pines-ghosts]

I found you after I went on full madman search for JimmyTimmy and NicktoonsUnite content, and I am so happy that there are still people in this very small fandom :") I love your art and canons so much. Keep up the good work 💖

Thank you very muuchhhh 💞💞💞💞💞💞💞✨✨✨✨✨✨✨😭😭😭😭😭💞💞💞 this makes me so happy 😭😭😭 I’m so glad you like my drawings and the story 😭😭😭😭✨💞💞💞

[too-much-sunshine]

Hello beloved :D

The new chapter is sooooo GOOOOD OML

First of all, the tension at the meet up was so- I could literally feel it

Second of all, like, Sausage's alias is fucking hilarious, and

Last of all, and prolly my favorite thing is just how sweet the end was-

To see that they're so comfortable around the other one and care is just so good to see... especially after what happened in the last chapters...

LOVE LOVE LOVE <333

Hello lovely!!!!

Thank you soo muuchhhh <3<3 I really struggled with this chapter, so I'm glad that it turned out really well. The message at the end warmed my heart and I'm the one who wrote it lmaoo

Thank you smmm!!

We love Dddy Sausage 😌💅

[skylersgay]

I AM THE LUCKIEST LIL FAG ON THE FAG WEBSITE IM DATING THE HOTTEST FUCKING BEAR WHO WEARS CUTE LACE UNDERWEAR AND WANTS TO JUST CUDDLE AND COOK FOR ME??? I JUST WANNA HANG OUT WITH HIM AND DO SILLY THINGS AND WE LAUGH SO MUCH AND WE BOTH ARE CONSTANTLY MAKING SILLY LIL JOKES JUST I like hiMMmmm so mUUchHhh I don't think I've ever felt just?? So content with a guy before?? Just happy and comfy and I like him and I think we're gonna be happy a long time I just already feel just??? He's soooo cute and he has cute happy cats ONE IS SOOO FAT I LOVE HERRR she's a baby <3 and he baby talks to them constantly just 😭

[grapeagata]

you predicted exactly what would happen I LOVE HIM SO MUUCHHHH