#i love the idea that everything niall does is so Niall™

[actualhumansunshine]

My music is heavily influenced by that Southern Californian kind of feel, so it felt right to make my album there. The kind of producers that I wanted to work with were all there and Nashville and places like that, so it was kind of - the whole making of the album and where I live in LA, it suits what I was doing musically.

niall for 1883 magazine

[aeroplaneblues]

Call down the hawk spoilers!!!!!! these are just random thoughts while i was reading the book maybe later i’ll write something more coherent??

BUT the tl;dr is that I liked the book, I surprisingly like Declan more, pynch made me ache and I like Hennessy and Jordan as the new characters (the others idc). There are some stuffs that made me go “oh right this is a YA book” but overall it was an enjoyable book, I look forward to the rest and  i’ll draw smth soon-ish??

Also pls talk to me about this book and send me memes thank

- What i like most about siblings relationships is how different can they be, so when the Lynch brothers get this whole ass trilogy I really look forward to them not being bffs but just learning to live with one another. Anyway this roadtrip its giving me december 2018 miami trip with my brother and sister, which yeah im matthew in this scenario idc to drive lol

- Ronan: /says something passive aggressive or sarcastic me: god i missed this lil shit

- “Adam. Ronan missed him like a lung” maggie starting strong here huh

-Yes talk about those hand kinks of ronan, thats why we are here for

-Ronan’s love at first sight began with Adam’s HANDS jk but that desperate inexplicable prayer??? ugh pls love it

-If not for the tweed vest i’d have nailed how adam dresses in college in my trc lookbook djkfjdkfs the vest is good idea tho 👀👀

-”You smell like home” DJFKDFJKJKDFJKDF

-POCKET SIZE BLUE

-Ronan describing all his friends and never mentions noah:   me: this is fine :)

-This Ronan is resonating too much with me even tho im a college graduate. But all this talk of being the same as he was in high school and hiding away oh boy

-”I want it too much” UUUUUUUUUUUGH I LOVE THEM

-”extraordinarily tall and extraordinarily hunched, blonde, skeletal features” ALL MIGHT??!?!??!?!?!?!?😲

-”He has a german accent” me @ my brain: don’t read it like flula dont read it like flula

-”Dreamspace” Kirby’s dream land but with ronan

-declan adding “text/call gansey” in Ronan’s routine?? Thank you Declan

-”gasoline” seriously ronan names his dream things like kojima does characters

-"ronan’s pale skin” me: ??????????????????????????????????? right im in the wrong here

-oh declan idc about you for the other 4 books but damn now i do thx maggie 

-the other characters of this book are somewhat interesting but because idk about them is really hard to care haha this happens with every book i read

-oof declan laughing genuinely it hurts 

-ok but I ship declan/jordan. DECLAN AND A DREAM like father like son

-Ronan and his black goo thing reminds me of death stranding, can’t unsee it 

-Declan you smooth mofo wTF i want this date, someone take me to a museum and gift me a rare color pigment

-”...she was the banksy of the gallery world” i’ve never rolled my eyes so hard

-Maggie downloaded my trc lookbook and said “yeah this is Whack™ enough for adam to wear” bc im feeling self important

-Can’t believe Adam drove for HOURS on a dream thing he didn’t know how to use just to see Ronan before his bday for 3 hours and almost d-word™.

-i don’t need to learn latin, i dont need to learn latin

-I can’t translate any of this, there are some words that obviously seem similar to spanish but do they have the same meaning?🤔🤔🤔🤔

-Latin, their love language. WAIT IS THIS WHY ITS CALL ROMANTIC LANGUAGES??? jk this is not right fact check everything i say

-Ronan meeting the Hennessy girls finally and he is as rude as he can be, and Jordan too. CUT BY THE SAME DREAMED KNIFE. 

-Declan is making me sad.

-fuck you niall lynch

-JORDAN FEELING BAD ABOUT TRICKING DECLAN pls girl stop it.

-Bryde if you had a physical body i’d punch it.

-Declan and Ronan at some point:

-i care more about declan than visionary and his handler ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

-MATTHEW NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO😭😭😭😭

-ok my german is shit but.......isnt versucht used for er/sie/es or with an auxiliary verb like hatte/werde/habe for ich???? 

-already in love with how IN LOVE declan/jordan are of each other this is tragic

-HONESTLY I SAW THIS COMING with declan being so cold to Aurora fdkjfsdkjfdskj GDI BUT HE STILL LOVES HIS BROTHERS SO MUCH.

-LISTEN, book 1: DESTROYING DECLAN, book 2: MORE DECLAN DESTRUCTION and then probably my favorite book 3: DECLAN GOES FERAL

-This starting a sentence and repeating it but only changing the end is fucking with my short attention span brain, idk if im re-reading the same sentence like i do when my brain does anything but read or a new sentence. Is this common writer technique???

-GDI IDK WHATS HAPPENING  i mean ofc niall made a copy of himself, wait no was it a copy of ronan? DID HE COPY DECLAN’S MOM?? dkjdfjkdf idk 

-ok but Jordan is so in love with Declan my heart😭😭 she cares for him too

-so this is the book we all join the declan protection squad huh??

-”Lindenmere loved him” this made me miss cabeswater😪😪

-OPAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAL😭😭😭💖💖💖💖 i thought she was dead, she is so happy to see ronan GOD IM DRAWING THIS

-Ronan is so terrible at explaining things is both hilarious and frustrating

-I know maggie said opal is like a pet to ronan, but im gonna ignore that HARD

-Dreamscaper is like a game of ronan’s life fkjfsjsk this has nothing to do with the book haha

-can ronan materialize bryde into a punching bag???

-DECLAAAAAAAAN

-gdi he is soooooo gentle and sweet with jordan even after he confirms she is a dream

-happiness for declan 2k19 last wish of the year

-that was the awkwardest knuckle bumping ever, i have second hand embarrassment

-omg what is this a romance novel and declan is the hero???! ON MY FANTASY YA???

-DONT TOUCH MATTHEW

-sundogs....i mean you can do better?? SolarHounds beamcanine ok whatever nvm

-poor jordan :(

-declan broken like this??? He feels soooo young someone protect this child MAYBE HIS MOM

-sargento. thanks this confirms my hc that blue is latina bc i said so

-pffft what if dreamers can contact each other in dreamspace like sense8 and they all chill with each other. Ronan dreaming about adam’s hands and then hennessy is like “lol kinky”

-ooooor?? everyone has a beach, yeah im not letting go that death stranding comparison

-the end of the world trope is so overdone in YA but i like it when its done well so far i like this, but ofc there are 2 more books

-THEY HAVE SUCH A SOFT SPOT FOR MATTHEW same tho??

-can declan and ronan HUG?! 

-i like ronan with hennessy, he seems more honest. Not his "evading telling the truth" honest, but actual truthfulness. Although is a bit weird/unsettling

-adam is OKAY and safe with gansey and blue ready to keep ronan safe

-RONAN AND HENNESSY NEW BEST FRIENDS

-everytime Great Falls is mentioned i read Gravity Falls instead

-"a sword that glows?" THE MASTER SWORD. Great idea given em swords it tickles my rpg/medieval love

-KAVINSKY YOU MENTION KAVINSKY BUT NOT NOAH??

-"one man 3d printer" maggie you comedian

-aw ronan is the sun and hennessy the moon awwwwwwww

-the hoverboard, what is this back to the future? 

You got this far here is your ⭐ lets go to the mall on our hoverboards

[zhalar]

so basically im losing my marbles

...this won’t be comprehensible. call down the hawk -spoilers and Much More up ahead

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FUCK????? WHAT THE FUCK!!!!! I DIDNT . FKING SIGN UP TO TH E APOCALYPSE THO!!!!!!! THIS SHITS FUCKING TERRIFYING actually i love it but like rtegrfhg mom holy fuck

i dont. i dont have any idea how to construct these feelings im experiencing. fuck you ronan lynch i love you so so so fuking much this is TERRIBLE . MY DUDE!!!!!!! 

haghf huhffgh. how does Stiefvater keep doing this??? how am i literally in love with every fukcing character who matters???? HOW????

Liliana and Carmen are. Lesbians. That is my thought and i hope with all of my goddamn soul that theyre gonna team up with the DReamer gang(tm) . And also move together to that fking cottage which i was promised. God!!! those ladies are in love!!!!! good for them!! Im so invested in both their characters its . Its real bad scoob, im gonna end up hurting my heart arent i.

MATTHEW MY BRO!!! the part about him wait how the fuck did it go. Not having a drivers license and being fine with that bc “if i dont have enough friends to drive me places im living life wrong” HFYTDRTHIU I LOVE YOU WHAT THE FUCK

Adam and Ronan have NO RIGHT TO MAKE ME FEEL THIS MUCH ABOUT PARTNERSHIP AND DATING FUCK.... OFF.................  if the next book doesnt open with adam answering to ronan :) im gonna cry. im WORRIED.

i could yell about TAMQUAM ALTER IDEM for EONS :) "As if a second self." Cicero used the expression, "as if a second self", to describe a completely trustworthy friend; such as, an alter ego, "other I" or alter idem, "another self" both of which are considered to be one's inseparable friend." OH I ACTUALLY HATE IT HERE.

Adam Parrish and the crying club........... this bitch actually did it.. he did what im dreaming about. He went to college and got himself a gay group of friends thru the means of empathy where can i Sob. Where Can I Sob.

the gangsey -dynamics in this one tho.. ooooooo grace. ooo grace. oh. My God. i love you blueganseyhenry youre a goddamn good ... good fkcing bunch. tho i dont recall if Henry was mentioned at all but pshh we all know hes there, it’s just a lil confusing to start explaining all that midst this story.

Absolutely crying about Ronan’s “hell” in that one chapter you know the one. the :))) his friends leaving to a year’s trip without him can you Tell that I am sensitive about friendships and RonAn loving his friends and being so fucking upset about not being able to live like that :):):)  im also sorta laughinf at how we just .. glossed over the trauma of seeing gansey’s body after he d-worded in TRK because we dont have time to unpack all that,

declan really did it. he made me fall in hey-bro-i-feel-you-and-all-your-worries-are-hitting-a-lil-too-close-to-home -love with him. i dont recall ever realllly hating him, but now i Definitely understand him better (as was probably the point). the Lynch brothers brothers Lynch I WOuld Kill For The Three Of You. they care about one another? Oh i love that que the waterworks

time for a random though. in the Opal -short story there was that random lady who got to the barns and snooped thru ronan’s stuff and looked at a pic of Niall and Aurora and says “damn you” and im not saying that she could be a big sister but im saying. That she could be a big sister. dark hair pale skin blue-almost-white eyes... :-) this was my first thought on the matter when i made the possible connection: OH MY GOD THOSE BASTARD BROTHER LYNCH'S HAVE A SISTER DONT THEY

Ronan at the beginning of the story... s i  g h s he was so fed up he was SO FED UP with the routine with the way his life was forced to roll out the lack of change i FELT THAT IN MY HEART OF HEARTS....... HJHHHHHHH

JORDAN AND HENNESSY AND EVERYONE ELSE MY GIRLS MY G I RL S

THIIIISSS IISSSS UPSETTTIIIING I LOVE THESE GIRLS . jordan wanting to live her own life to be her Own Person... i want her to have everything and more........ Jordan is so good and talented and she believes in the world and so yeah i may be biased but what Fucking Of It.

Hennessy you messy b can i Blease give you a hug. ive never wanted to hug more in my life i swear. This series has some good. as. hell. female characters.

Hennessy’s and Ronan’s dynamic im kissing my fingers like a french chef, on god we’re gonna make both of you bestfriends and cure both of you of nightwash and youre both gonna prosper so much theres gonna be gardens from here to mars. Ronan making the whole “i dont wanna be the only dreamer”-thing such a point im crying over my desk as im speaking, yall really just be insecure and scared and all that huh, fkcing lemme hold yall real close for a second, please,

Bryde frightens me. Not gonna lie! not gonna lie. I feel like there might be a chance of him being secretly after the end of the world but i... i dont know. i dont trust him but. maybe things Can be nice sometimes. The Lace + the visions of future make me feel the heebiejeebies tho, definitely :)

im real fucking terrified of ronan becoming somehow corrupted thanks to bryde, now that i read a post about bryde being an absolute creep ertghfd i cant do this 

aesthetic-wise i feel like i liked the raven cycle a tad more than cdth! literally just a matter of forests vs big cities, but the vibe from these two series’ was almost confusingly different when i started to read this one... it fits the story better for sure, but if i can prefer one i definitely lean more to the deep green forest of ancient legends and kings. what a cool thing to have separate your stories tho :0

ok. ok.. okokok. God! Damnit!!