#i love me that neurodivergent man 😝😝

[lunarw0rks]

cannot stress enough that Simon is NOT the boyfriend you take to meet your friends.

he is not the life of the party and will post up in the nearest corner the entire time like a lamp 😭

[im-no-jedi]

3, 6, 13, 15, 16, 24, 29, 33, 39 for the Star Wars ask meme! GIVE ME ALL OF THE INFORMATION~!

aaaaaaaah so many numbers!! but I will GLADLY answer everything! 😁

3. Favorite character from the prequels: ANAKIN OF COURSE. I had a HUGE crush on him (and both of his actors) when I was younger. he quite quickly became my favorite character of all time after watching the original trilogy, so I have to say him for this 💙

6. Do you have any ships?: a few, yes!! mainly the ones that are canon, like Han/Leia, Cut/Suu, and Anakin/Padme, or ones that were semi-canon like Obi-Wan/Satine and Rey/Finn (despite what anyone says otherwise!!). there's also some that I wouldn't be mad about like Fennec/Boba and Din/Bo-Katan. my OTP though? Kanan/Hera. by FAR. like legit, that is one of my top OTPs in general. I love them so much 🥺💙

13. Would you want to be a Force user?: YES. VERY MUCH SO. being an empathetic and neurodivergent person, I often feel like I have "special powers" like Force users do. and who wouldn't want to be able to make stuff float all the time? (also, just sayin', if anyone has read any recent MLWTBB stuff, then this answer shouldn't be any surprise 😜)

15. Did you play any Star Wars video games?: yes!! I've played all the LEGO games and still play the newest one to this day 😁 also, the Podracer game for N64, Rogue Squadron for Gamecube (didn't care for that one though 😝), Battlefront 1&2 (2 is better!! and I LOVE the story for that one!!), and Squadrons! we owned both of the Force Unleashed games at one point, but I never tried playing them cause my bro said they were bad LOL. also, we own Fallen Order, but my bro said it's basically unplayable due to loading times, even on our PS5 😩

16. Have you read any Star Wars books?: only a few. I've read Phasma (my longest sigh ever 😞), Before The Awakening (the Poe story is the best!!), and some of the Breakout Squad books! I also have the first Poe Dameron comic, and LOTS of visual guides 😌

24. Would you want to be human, or from another species?: well I kept myself as human in MLWTBB so 😬 my favorite species are Devaronians though, so if I could be anything else, it would be that 😋

29. Which character doesn't get enough credit or screentime?: there's honestly a lot of characters I could put here, but I'm going to be completely biased and say Phasma and Crosshair. as much as I had... feelings about the Phasma book, herself as a character was one of the only interesting things in that entire story. she absolutely fascinates me and is such an interesting villain; that story really drives home just how cruel and selfish she is. also I just adore her and want to see more of her 😩🙏🏻 and I shouldn't even have to explain myself for Crosshair. he's one of the most interesting characters EVER created for SW. I want an entire series about that man. GIVE ME MORE OF HIM DANG IT 😤

33. Which movie have you watched the most?: honestly? it's probably The Phantom Menace. I've watched the original trilogy several times, but overall I'd say TPM has all three of those movies beat. mainly cause my bro liked to watch it as a kid haha

39. If you wrote a 'fix-it fic', what would you write about?: funny you should ask! I actually already am writing a fix-it fic! 😌 this isn't spoilers cause I've already talked about it before, but I'm changing Plan 99 for MLWTBB. despite wanting to keep that series as close to the show as possible, I simply can't remove Tech from the story. despite whatever might happen in season 3, Tech is making it out of Plan 99 in one piece. I've actually already written several chapters in this far-off future fic and have most of the rest of it planned out. idc if I have to completely alter the events of season 3 because of this, I refuse to lose my favorite nerd tyvm 😤 honestly, at this point, it's not even so much me condemning the choices of the writers, it's me showing grace and love to the character. Tech literally changed my life in the absolute best way possible, and I can't let anything bad happen to him because of that 🥺💙

[deergroove444]

Soooo i decided to start journaling on here since its easier and might be fun 😝

The song of the week (or day) is He’s My Man by Luvcat!! I looooooove it sm, i lovr that specific vibe. Me and my friend that im staying with listened to it in her car while we were shopping! We got some snacks, food, sushi fish and PUMPKIN SPICE protein bars hehehhe. We’ll see how they taste tommorow! I have seriously GYATTT to start eating more protein…i want to make progress faster in weightlifting. I only had around 45-50g of protein today…yikes!

Today was pretty nice, even though my ed thoughts have been wild hard for the past 2 days and i’ve had a bashing headache and stomachache for some reason??? Yes i do have tummy issues but its usually not that bad. I saw with the pookies in the library for the first time in forever and i didnt wear makeup to school! I had a cute fit on (long white skirt, cute black top, black zip up) but i was SOO COLDD DAWG. I really love my friends but i feel like i cant get a word in with them. I also feel like they are often talking about the same thing and i can’t say anything…or can’t say much. To be honest i get along with xeo the most but i don’t see them a lot and i haven’t hung out with anyone for a while. They make plans with themselves which is obviously okay since they ate best friends but im never invited and ive been feeling like they don’t want me there. At least make plans not in front of people you’re not inviting…especially your friends :,) it makes me scared that im not being a good friend. I often worry about that.

Im so tired. Ill just go to sleep. My thoughts have been unbearable…hanging out with my friend (H) has been fun but IM STILL TIRED. We walked her dog and talked about neurodivergency and our life updates and what we did today! Also what food we like and what we actually like doing after school. Then we went to the store and got nummy chocolates! Sooo yum, ive been craving dark chocolate for so long. We had sushi for dinner and i had a snack while she did the dishes! We made tea and studied on her bed :3 she took the cognitive functions test and she got INTP & INFP <33 i feel like shes more of an infp hihihi i love my pookies

Today i felt like i was going insane. A T break will be good i think. I want a f so bad and im trying to learn how to persist but also be patient and non obsessive. Not an east task for ocd lols.

Goodnighties!! I felt like i made progress with feeling actually happy even for a second. I genuinely laughed in gym, or atleast more genuinely than before. Im really trying my best to feel my feelings. I often feel as if i dont and like i just cant really feel them or not have negative feelings behind it. So im happy that i noticed a change :3