#i love how kim is so done with everyone already hahahahaha

[boysbeloving]

EVERYTHING IS THIS ONLY KIM HONEY!!!

where have you been lol do they not teach you anything in the Red Racing Team?? lolololololol

you're in the vroom vroom mpreg show boy

[hoe-for-yukhei]

Clean Freak Idol BF taeyong — Soloist [fem] reader

Everybody knows the tea between 10th floor and 5th floor.

Then there's Taeyong.

"We are here because we want to talk about the most awaited collaboration of the most iconic ship in the kpop industry, before we talk about your new mini album 'NO HISTORY' let me ask you guys a question first. The whole world knew you two used to date, isn't it awkward to work with each other?"

Man, what is this girl saying?

Taeyong and I stared at each other and laughed.

"Hahahahaha what are you guys laughing about? hahahaha"

The audacity to ask us.

Before inviting guests into your show, please dig some information about them.

"No hahaha sorry it's just so funny. Such a ridiculous question."

Taeyong stopped you for saying anything blunt, you have this image that you're straightforward and blunt, and to others they see it as rude.

You're not doing it for clout or to be savage wannabe, that's just who you are.

"No, we didn't broke up, we just lived apart. We moved out of our dorms and shared an apartment. But we didn't take it well so we moved back in."

Really taeyong? We didn't BROKE UP? interesting..

"Why? What didn't work out for the two of you?"

Oh let me tell you the story.

"Taeyong what are you doing? Stop covering your face! smile!"

"Eh-Andwae! I just woke up!"

What is he talking about?

Bare faced Taeyong is art.

Everyone who gets to see him fresh out of bed is so blessed, this would add 10,000,000+ on your lifespan.

"Oppa you stopped eating, Isn't the dish good?"

"Yes it's good! You should try that side dish too! I was just thinking about something."

Here we go again.

Taeyong is zoning out lately, I thought he's worrying about the NCT comeback, yearbook and all but turns out he isn't.

"What is it? Tell me hmm?"

"I was thinking, since we're already dating for 5 years why won't we live together already? I mean we're already in the right age and all."

Hmm I haven't thought about that.

"Why? Aren't you happy here with the members? And besides you have the whole room to yourself it's just like having your own house. Why need one?"

"Of course I'm happy. We grew up together and I treat them as biological brothers.. it's not about them. I want to start a life with you.. but if you don't want to then fine with me.."

"What do you mean I don't want to? I would love to move in with you. But heads up honey I'm a living mess. It will drive you nuts clean freak."

Everyone knows he's a clean freak. Aesthetic, spotless, and organized. He can't stand dirt. He's the type of guy who always bathe unlike jungwoo, the guy who would always wear gloves when handling food and dishes unlike jaehyun and yuta who uhh never you know what,he has sheets on his bed (and it's white as fuck no creases and lints jaehyun has been slapped hard),the guy who gets cranky when his clothes are not handled right so he ends up doing laundry everyday, he's also the guy who praises febreeze. Febreeze is his life,addiction,religion and many more.

Yes he loves febreeze more than me.

2 years went by like a bliss. Everything's good.

Actually too good.

We spent happy days together loving each other more as time passes by until he can't take it all anymore.

He knelt to the ground and pulled a ring and said 

"Marry me y/n."

"T-taeyong.."

"I know I know.. but please hear me out. y/n we spent 7 years together full of love,laughs,and cries. I know you're finally going to have your debut next week and can't be seen in a relationship for like 2 years, but I can't take it anymore I don't want to lose you..this industry is fucked up y/n.Just please promise me you'll hold on to me.. to us.."

"Of course. You're my rod in this dark world without you I'll be lost. I'll forever hold on you. But you sure this isn't an engagement ring?"

"*sighs; you know it's not. I really want to but I already know the answer after I proposed for you like 3 times already. You're not yet ready.. but I'll wait."

"I'm sorry taeyong–"

"No don't say sorry I understand"

You were both in the right age but still young to marry.. and both of your careers are not helping.

NCT PROJECT again. You're happy for Taeyong, he really likes it whenever the whole 23 of them perform together.

But also pitied him.

"What is wrong with you two?! I expected better than this. You better composed some good ones or I'll give back the job to  composers."

"No sir, I really want to participate again in composing I can give you a better one—"

"Then do it. I want it done by next week. I only let you boys play composer and lyricist again because the crowd wants to. You get me Johnny? Taeyong?"

It's the 6th time this week. You always pass by the room because it's in the same way of the recording studio. He was getting yelled at again.

And again.

And again. 

Taeyong's been stressed for the whole 2months. Johnny and he were told they could participate in producing the album.

At last they can express themselves.

Johnny really wants to write songs but never given the opportunity to. So Johnny and he are working hard. Knowing SM they're controlling as ever this means it's a one and only lifetime opportunity. 

His dog died. His best friend and buddy.

The warm condolences of his fans comforted him. He's thankful to have them.

Y/n's first ever single is coming out. You have been pretty busy too. Recordings, photoshoots,MV filming etc. And SM and fans are breathing down your neck everytime you move.

Some anti spread fake rumors about you. Usually you'll ignore it but right now is different. Being new to this industry brought pressure to you and you don't know what to do but just cry..

You saw a cat. You always love cats, they calm you down. It gives comfort to you. You decided to bring it home to your shared space with taeyong.

You did him a favor and put a little spice in his composition then while drinking your hot chocolate you were called by your mother leaving the cat,the chocolate and the house you hurried to the hospital.

Stressed ate taeyong. He's frustrated at the moment he wants to shout and cry his heart out.

The 8th song they made just got rejected. again.

It's the last draw and they can't participate in writing on the album anymore. Mark, xiaojun and taeil got injured while practicing,the new choreographer is a dick. A stubborn stylist doesn't follow anyone's instruction causing jaehyun to be called out because of his hair and the management wants them to do nothing. Some anti is making fun of his dog's death and a sasaeng is following him right now.

The house is where he rests,it's his favorite place .

But now it isn't.

The house is a fucking mess.

Dishes on sink

Furs on sofas and floor

Chocolate drink spilled on the carpeted floor of his work space.

The computer is on

Somebody touched his music

The air smelled like a stray dog or cat

Shits on his pile of clothes and a cat is napping on the end of the bed.

Lee. Taeyong. Mad.

He's angry asf.

"Oh hey taeyong you are home?? How was your da-"

"What is that?"

"A cat?"

"and that?"

"My drink.."

"That?"

"Dishe–okay what is your point?"

"Nothing.  Just you being a pig."

"Wh-what?.."

"You're disgusting. Be ashamed of yourself y/n can't believe a woman doesn't know how to take care of a house."

"What's wrong with you?! That's so sexist!"

"What's wrong with me?! Your stupid new cat shitted on my clothes! The house is shit! Everything's shit! Even you! You messed up my song!"

"Taeyong calm down there was an emergency and about your song i-"

"shut up y/n! I'm tired! The last thing I want to see is a dumpsite! I have to keep up shits at work and I have to keep up with your everyday shits too?! I'm so sick! It looks like the house isn't the only one that needs cleaning. My life too.. I can't believe I put up with a garab6e like you. You should've been taken out a long time ago—"

"The only shit here is you."

You took your new cat and went.

Your grandmother died. That's the emergency.

It's heartbreaking and with taeyong earlier the last hanging piece of your heart shattered completely.

You went back to your own place, you ask hae-un a friend of yours who's a model under the same entertainment to get all your stuff in your house. 

She came back with seong-hyun his boyfriend carrying boxes and bags.

"Y/n.. take a break..I'm here for you."

"He wants to talk to you y/n. he said he was—"

"SEONG-HYUN!STOP!"

"okay.. I understand. Everything will be fine y/n hae-un and I will never leave you. We'll get through this together just like the old days.."

"Thank-you.."

Hae-un take care of your things at work. You decided to wake up from the slump and change labels,made depression your motivation, you skyrocketed. Soon after many articles about you were made.

“솔로이스트 Y/N L/N은 왜 SM 엔터테인먼트를 떠났을까?”

(Why did Soloist Y/N L/N leave SM entertainment?)

"할머니의 갑작스러운 죽���으로 솔로이스트 Y/N이 망했다. '나는 망연자실했다. 어떻게 해야 할지..' "

(Soloist Y/N went hiatus due to Grandmother's sudden death

"I was devastated. I don't know to do..")

"솔로 퀸 Y/N L/N 7년 동안 NCT 이태용과 데이트 했었다고?!"

(SOLO QUEEN Y/N L/N USED TO DATE NCT LEE TAEYONG FOR 7 YEARS?!)

"엘, 채널, 헤르메스 뉴 앰배서더, 모델 Y/N L/N. 그녀가 어떻게 도망가는지 지켜봐."

(ELLE, Channel, Hermes New ambassador and model Y/N L/N. Watch how she rules the runway)

P-NATION의 솔로퀸 Y/N L/N이 NCT 김도영, 루카스 웡과 함께 메디컬 로맨스 드라마 '더 터��� 오브 유어'로 데뷔한다.

(P-NATION's Solo Queen Y/N L/N, will debut as an Actress in a Medical romance Kdrama "The touch of you" with NCT Kim Doyoung and Lucas Wong)

You have so many projects going on. Actually you were not ready for this. At SM you’re only an underrated singer who mostly writes others songs instead of doing yours. What can you do? It’s the higher ups orders.

Haeun recommended PNATION this is where you really felt like you’re an artist and family rather. Of Course you love your sunbaes and colleagues. It's just that SM restricts everyone and they try to shape them into KPOP robots that everyone will buy. 

You love all of your projects well..except one.

"P-NATION의 솔로퀸 Y/N L/N이 전 남자친구 NCT 이태용과 함께 새 미니 앨범 'NO History'를 발매한다!"

(P-NATION's Solo Queen Y/N L/N will release her new album "NO HISTORY" with ex-boyfriend NCT Lee Taeyong!)

Oh great…

You haven't 

Communicated with Taeyong since you left the house.

You actually avoided him.

Taeyong would straight up walk to you when on stage such as Music Bank, Inkigayo, Mama etc. But you always find a way to avoid the guy.

The fans ship you guys after finding out your 7year relationship with him. You were chill with it but you always reminded your fans that you're not together anymore theyy should snap back to reality.

Y/N doesn't like the reality now.

His ex boyfriend is in front of him doing arrangements eating Sweet Potato cubes from Starbucks and guess what.

He's formal and silent asf.

Like you guys didn't date and almost got married.

There were 5 songs in the Mini Album

Ethereal

Seoulite

Letters on the floor

Sunset 

DOUCHEBAG

The title track is Ethereal. You have to dance to that sexy love hoe song. Produced and composed by yours truly.

You just sat on your swivel chair discussing with the other producer while Taeyong wrinkles his forehead seeing the album content.

Track 6. "DOUCHEBAG"

Who The fuck would name their song douchebag?

Taeyong is confused but at the same time a little hope and warm blooms at his heart. Thinking DOUCHEBAG is all about him. Little did he know it's a diss track about MNET.

Don't worry taeyong douchebag may not be about you but most of the songs are.

He's keeping his distance letting you adjust to him..but that doesn't look like it to Y/N.

The audacity of this guy to ignore me. Bitch.

It's noon and you haven't eaten breakfast yet. Taeyong comes to your side to invite you to lunch until he is cut off by a high pitch squeal of yours.

" y/n ssi—"

"DOIEEEEEEEEEEEEE~"

"Hahahahahah calm down, you miss me that much?"

"YEAH!"

It's Doyoung.

He knows you have a few modeling projects with doyoung and an ongoing drama but he didn't know you two were this close.

You smooch your face on doyoung's face and smile brightly at him.

Ah he hates it.

"Hahahahahah enough y/n I'm here for hyung. Hyung do you want to go grab lunch?"

"Ani. Doyoung-ah i’m not hungry. Comeback next time."

"I'll come with you oppa."

“YAH!”

Taeyong stood up.

Oppa was the last straw for him. You don’t call anyone oppa.

Let alone smooch your face to someone’s chest.

You’re that brat girl who only warms up at him. 

Only him.

Doyoung and Y/N were surprised by Taeyong’s sudden actions.

Why is he angry? Did you guys do something wrong?

“Taeyong-ssi, gwaenchana? Is there something wrong?”

Taeyong suddenly realized what he did. So foolish of him. Now he looks like an ex-boyfriend who’s jealous of his ex’s friend.

He isn’t like that. He just wants closure with you.

We’ll look into that later.

“‘Y-YAH! What are you guys doing there? I thought we were going to eat?’ that’s what i’m trying to say.”

“Ahhhh~”

You and Doyoung just nodded, you thought you guys did something wrong to upset him hahaha.

Taeyong is literally speaking in small fonts as he says his excuse. As stupid as it sounds. You two believed him. Thank god phew.

You survived your 1 month with Taeyong. And for guys who dated for 7 years you two were awkward as fuck. It’s like the first time all over again. Calling each other with Honorifics and bowing whenever you two meet at the hallways, Just keeping it civil. But you gotta admit it to yourself, you start to warm up again to Taeyong these past few weeks. Dyed his hair black, and has that boyfriend material aura again.

YOU ARE A HUGE SIMP Y/N L/N.

Taeyong is planning something to win you back . He just woke up and realized ‘What if I show her again why she fell for me in the first place?’

He’s doing simple things to get close to you again. Your heart beats fast whenever he comes close.

“Jduigywfwygf Lee Taeyong i swear to god you-”

“I am what?

“You Scared me! Stop doing that! Why are you even here? I won’t record today. I'm going to learn the choreo.”

“Me too.”

“What?”

“What?”

Our Choreographer came and hell he was teaching us some sexy ass moves. I didn’t even know Taeyong was supposed to dance with me too. I suddenly have  flashbacks to Hyuna unnie and E’dawn sunbae’s Cage Dance Performance.

“One, Two, Step, Three, Step, Four”

“Y/N what are you doing? You missed the step.”

“I did?”

“Yes, It’s the 5th time already. Taeyong teach her. I’m going to take a break”

Y/N is very tense. He felt it. Especially whenever you two grind and to that one part where you kneel in front of him.

“You’re stiff and tense right now. How about you take a break?”

“Omg! Finally!”

“You left your body while we're dancing. Something wrong?”

“Nah I just feel Awkward and all. Knowing our history and everything.”

“Why would you?”

“It’s just you know uhmm.. I don’t know how to explain but you get what I mean.”

“Then Let’s be friends again! So it wouldn’t be awkward.”

He’s just waiting for you to open the topic. That’s all it takes to get Taeyong creep back to your heart. You don’t know if befriending your ex is good or what but it’s nice to have him back. It’s like normal. The teasings, hugs, and laughter are back. It’s like when you two were still together minus the label of course.

Since you two were close again why not invite him to your shoot? Besides Doyoung and Winwin are there.

Taeyong internally passed out when you invited him. He’s so happy for you. The dream of you being an actor never left his mind. Now he gets to see it with front-viewed seats, until that scene comes up.

Myeorin’s starts to tear up. He run after Haju and  hugged him behind. “H-haju you don’t have to..” 

The man just kept a blank face but you can see he’s having a hard time letting go.

“Go. I want you to be happy. You love him Myeorin”

“H-haju no! I love you!”

“You know you don’t. You're just stuck in our past memories.”

Haju breaks free from Myeorin’s hug, he cups her face and their foreheads touch each other while sobbing.

“I still want to live in that past. With you haju.”

He stared into Myeorin’s eyes and landed a soft peck at her temple.

“‘The beautiful journey of today can only begin when we learn to let go of yesterday.’ The person who taught me doesn't apply it to herself. Pabo. Go, you have  no time left i heard he’s leaving”

Myeorin realizes Haju’s words and runs to chase the one  that she truly loves. “Do Hyejeong you bitch you didn’t tell me you’re leaving”

The Set changes and moves to a different venue.

Myeorin stands outside of Hyejeong’s penthouse sobbing. He erratically rang the bell 30th time already and no one’s answering. 

A Janitor saw Myeorin and confronted her.

“Miss Myeorin! What are you doing there?”

“Ahjussi *sniffs* have you seen Hyejong?”

“Ah! sir Hyejong?  He just left a while ago carrying his personal belongings. Why?”

Myeorin just stared at Mr.Kang and suddenly wailed.

“Ah-Uh M-miss did I do something wrong?”

Myeorin just missed Hyejeong. Knowing him  he wouldn’t come back ever again.

“What are you crying at you brat? You’re causing a scene in my property.”

“Hye-Hyejong!” Upon hearing that cold voice she stood up and faced Hyejeong with swollen, teary eyes, and a dripping nose.

“Sir Hyejong I promised I didn’t make her cry! She just suddenly weeps when I said-”

“It’s okay Mr. Kang I know. No need to clean here anymore. you can rest now. And you brat go inside.”

The two of them went inside. Hyejeong comfortably sat on his aesthetically white L-shaped sofa in front of his Floor to ceiling big windows. While Myeorin stands there dumbfounded.

“I-I thought you’re leaving…”

“Well yeah I am until Professor Shin said I have to cover his surgery tomorrow because his wife is in labor.”

“So you’re not leaving anymore?”

“I still am.”

Confused about Hyejeongs statement, creases were formed at her temples. She extended both of her hands trying to block the huge door. The lad just lowkey snickered at her actions.

“What do you mean?! No! nuh uh you won’t leave this place over my dead body.”

“”Why Won’t I leave?”

“Because I love you.”

Hyejong suddenly stopped sipping his drink and just stared at her with those big bunny-like eyes.

“What?”

“Do Hyejong Saranghae.”

He rose from the chair and met her body.

“You lose.”

“I don't careabout the bet anymoret. I love you.”

Hyejeong's mind left the earth. His lips unconsciously guided him to  Myeorin’s plump, soft, pinkish lips. It tasted like pure heaven.

“CUT!”

Taeyong got startled at the director’s cue. No thoughts, mind empty, just watching his love of his life kissing his best friend. He knew it’s part of their work and he’s proud of the both of them  but a part of him just aches knowing you’re single and doyoung single, you might fall for his kisses that used to be his.

“Y/N! Focus!”

“You okay?”

“Yeah just out of character.”

Y/N didn’t know the kissing scene and suggestive scenes are the ones that they'll be filming today. It’s supposed to be Next week! Now she felt odd knowing Taeyong’s here. She turned to Taeyong’s space, seeing him sending her a death glare while eating sweet potato chews.

“KISSING SCENE TAKE 2”

“KISSING SCENE TAKE 3”

“TAKE 6”

“TAKE 12”

The number of takes irked taeyong. Was he invited here just to suffer? Finally you guys nailed the scene. He thought it’s over yet there’s more to come.

Myeorin and Hyejeong were intoxicated with each other. A peck on the lips results in a very deep passionate one. Hyejong carried her in his arms, not letting go of her tasty lips together and they traveled towards the bedroom.

Taeyong stormed off the set. Right in front of my Sweet potato chews he said.

“Taeyong! Where are you going?”

“Don’t follow me. I’ll go home now.”

“What? why? I brought you here. I thought we were going to have ice cream after this?

“EAT ICE CREAM WITH ‘HYEJONG’ INSTEAD hmp.”

He mimicked her voice. Taeyong tried to look angry. But in Y/N’s eyes he’s a baby pouting.

“H-Hyejong? Who is that?”

“Duh? Doyoung?”

“Why would i eat ice cream with him?”

“Yeah right. Why would you guys eat ice cream if you two can just suck each other’s faces off.”

“OMG HAHAHAHAHA ARE YOU JEALOUS?”

“No! Why would I?”

“Hmm..”

“Fine I am! You said today’s going to be fun. Yeah fun for you you kissed doyoung 17 times.”

You grinned like a mad man  at his accusation even though you’re guilty of it. It’s just so cute you can’t help but to..

 “Why would you do that?! You kissed another guy then you kiss me? Don’t give me false hope Y/N.”

“Okay.. I won’t kiss you anymore. You said it yourself.”

“No, I didn’t mean it like that! It’s just that it’s giving me false hope..”

“About what?”

“About you. About us being together again. So don’t kiss me i you don’t mean i-”

Yeah you kissed your ex. He needs to shut up.

“Do you still love me?

“Of course. I have always been Taeyong.”

Cut the chase and hide and seek. You  won’t deny your feelings anymore. The feeling of missing him, his warmth, and love. You won’t deny it all again.

You two left the Area hand in hand, talking while having a little stroll.

“Hey I have a question?”

“What is it?

“Did you change your perfume?”

“Yeah. It’s Yves Saint Laurent’s  Black Opium”

“I like the old one better.”

“What smell do you love the most? Me or Febreeze? ”

“Definitely Febreeze.”

The sound of your laughs and voices faints as you two went back to the set

"If you were to pick what is your favorite song in this album? And What part of it makes you like it?"

The Interviewer  asks.

You picked up your mic and said

 “Ethereal. I like the pre chorus part the

 i can't wait to see him next

and witness his ethereal glow

he is my darling

and nothing or no one

could ever come between

bonded for life

he is my king. 

It just reminded me of someone. Someone I missed..” The crowd goes wild, they're squealing and most of them are screaming Lee Taeyong!

Taeyong goes shy.. He can’t believe you wrote him that song when he asked you who’s your inspiration you just said ‘my grandma why?’ now he knows.

He Throws you a ‘you’re hiding it from me’ look while you just replied a simple wink.

“Okay, Let’s get back to the unanswered question.. What didn't work out for the two of you?”

You two stared at each other's eyes knowing the answer.

Once again you grabbed your mic and said

“Let’s just say he’s a major clean freak.”

[cheryllcher]

startrain reaction -- spoiler alert!!

so i finally had time to sit down and watch aftee thinking about that cute adrienette ifieekdkekek hey tumblr really needs to add the keep reading thingy to mobile im sorry for spoilers :(

-ohhhh anither akuma that we missed with rena rouge ://

-oh hey the sketchy art style for the scenario bit is nice awwww marinette sacrificing her fun for paris u deserve better

-the host miraculous?? wut?? also it looks like an eye patch ngl but um "iM aLrEadY PutTiNg aLoTtA rIsK By hAvIng 2 mIrAcuLousEs oUt" sure master fu

-adrien adrien adrien u cant underestimate your father hawkmoth he'll just do it anyway but wat a rebel

-plagg being plagg of course never change i love u

-woah roger looks so weird without his hat

-ohboy mothface is here here we gooooooo

-um sir isnt your window closed??? i mean u wouldnt really be smelling the pollution if u did unless it's open .-.

-wow sabrina has a chloe alert

- did u just park your car at the side of the road???? okay cool- OHOHOH IT'S MAX'S MUM DJSJJE

-alya-- just how many blogs do u have??

-again: wut 👏 a 👏 rebel 👏 now: please do something about lila--

-wowowowow fancy new train graphic thingy and awwwww maxipoo max wut a great mum u have didjdjsj i like her *whisper* i want u to live your dream

-alya this is a sweet moment don't just take photos of it please

-chloe alert aga- oh hey the akuma- oh no it's gone in the suitcase. oh mr roger and his fines

-yea dude your akuma disappeared into a girl's suitcase

-chloe wut- yea ms bustier that's a mood right there. and there goes the redemption arc out the window kinda

-marinette's yawn is so cute???????? like dont needa be embarassed girl it's norma- OMG LOOK AT THAT SOFT LOOK *screenshots* GET MARRIED ALREADY

-uh-huh she's been planning alright. about how to take down akumas

-yea mari go with the flow and those lil drink whipper-upper magic machines are adorable

-awwww ivan and mylene (idk their ship name) and juleroseee and kim and alix please just date already i ship u guys now

-oh forgot that liar existed. woah art skills i can never achieve and ms bustier is just unaware

-markov i never see enough if u and you are SO ADORABLE wanting to make friends with all robotic things i love u too

-alya's scheming done right for once YAS

-huh i would have thought adrien had air po- AHHHHHHH SO CUTE ADRIENETTE *screenshots like 20 times* *replays it like 50 times*

-aww the girls supporting adrienette. and lila u sure u wanna do that in front of the entire class?? wut about your "nice girl" act??? so u can just like-- scooch away from my babies and let them have this moment??

-kim?? wut r u doing?? ohgod it's probably something goofy

-chloe no offence but u could idk help instead of just "hey im queen bee it's all good" also aren't u hot it that?? pretty sure the tempreture is not that cold. okayokay u doing good- welp nevermind u shouldn't have mentioned the akuma. okay i'll give u a pass for now for sorta doing it

-wow hawky "i lost contact"

-kim- pffffffft wut are u doing my boy HAHAHAHAHA

-and the extras have names!!

-marinette probsbly thinks she's dreaming lollll AND CAN U SEE THAT LITTLE SMILE ON ADRIEN?? OMG "sHe'S jUsT A FriEnD" PLEASE

-alya and nino to the rescue!! uhhhhhh not really nevermind

-noooooo max's mummmmmm woah u just did that without hawkmoth cool

-woahhh space- kim wut the heck man i love u but seriously waddaheck dude

-"this is spacey" juleka u sweet girl keep doing wut u do :'')

-wow there's emily- wait nathalie why would u check the oassenger seat if u knew that adrien was at school?? i mean technically he didnt tell u but why would u need to check??

-yea gabriel it's really ironic. u know wut else is ironic?? your son is one of your enemies

-ah i see where max got his number speak from. nice

-ohhhh it's horse. makes more sense

-ohboy chloe looks sad. should i be scared for miracle queen now?? clearly she didnt listen in miraculer though idk which came first

-nooo markovvvvv- um that should have destroyed him but okay

-chat noir i love u but seriously this isnt the time for poses

-wow some fancy kwami. nice. ohmygosh do u see that leg cross?? i think i got a new fav here

-wowwwwwwww that's some pretty nice transformation there

-um im guessing everyone has these visions in this show now aaaaaand they're breaths should be able to hold that long- oh wait nevermind they have superpowers

-markov :(

-those moves. darrrrrn also did he like come up with a name on the go or something?? it's a little random. but cool powers tho

-oh heyyy the did go to big ben after all!!

-hey ladybug u kinda are smooshing chat's face. and his butt

-im happy for max's mum go live your dream!!

-oh they went back to paris awwww man adrien has to go now darn it nathalie

so this episode was good. the adrienette shipper that i am is practically screaming in happiness now. i mean we have liela almost destroying things but thank god. BUT THEY ARE SO CUTE

LOOK AT THEM

LOOK AT HIS SMILE AND HOW COMFY HE IS

[desyrable]

Here’s the thing.

I’m not really the type of person to share something like this, I don’t know what has gotten into me but let me share this one before the hype fades. 😂 Ooooh and I use a loooot of emojis by the way sooo.... 😉😉

This year is going to end (I honestly have no idea of how I should feel about this and I just want to tell you incase you haven’t got a clue😅) but there are things that we have no control over and we just have to, you know, accept. Sooo before we proceed with the drama, I just want to share how different this year has been for me. 🤠Posts about breakup💔 and random shits💩 are all over my facebook and twitter timeline. People telling us of how boring and usual this year has been for them. I somehow feel sad for these people especially because some of the people sharing these stuffs are my friends and I kinda know some of their stories. I’m not saying that I’m chismosa or anything but yeah, you can call it that😉🤦‍♀️

My year, so far, has been.. how should I say this... bittersweet? I don’t really like the term but I guess it’s the closest one😒 Anywaaays, I went out of the country, been “ghosted”, had a job, met new people, learned a lot of things, and became even more independent and beautiful hahahahaha HOY! ✌️✌️

Seriously, I don’t have any regrets about how my year went by. Actually, I’m not really the type of person to have regrets. I just pray for certain things, apologize for my mistakes, and then I get by. HAHA SERYOSO😑 One thing that I really believe in and live by is that I should accept the things that my boss throws at me (not to sound angelic or anything) because I know there’s nothing else I can do😝 🍃

Now that the year (and decade🤭) is about to end, I just want to thank everyone who has been part of my 2019, whether I met you this year or prior, THANK YOU 😇 Thanks to that guy who opened the door for me in Marina Bay Sands, thanks to the guy who let me explore Singapore and met my ult Kim Hyoyeon😭😭 (still can’t get over this one), thanks to a lot of guuuys (HAHA) especially to that one friend of mine who confessed his undying crush for me in highschool (stay strong with your girl), to that business-minded-guy who would always make every conversation with him feels like I’m in a meeting, to that guy who called me “babe” the first day then went missing the next, to that guy I had fun talking to because he was very sweet ( sorry I’m just not ready for any commitment yet), to one of my workmates who’s not afraid to express his feelings (kudos! Sana all), to my other workmate who confessed his feelings for me secretly because he doesn’t want to hurt my other workmate’s feelings, to my crush for being one of my inspirations to go to work, to my overly-dependent and closest friend at work😆, to my teammates who love their livers sooo much, 🍻🍻 to my GC KA SOHO ugggh I miss my girls so much and I can’t wait to have more sleepovers with these crazies, to my broken-hearted roommate, I sincerely wish for your heart to be healed already, to my family (of course) for being the constant source of my strength CHAR😅😅 aaaand to every single person who touched my heart, became part of my life, and taught me things I never thought I needed to learn. Thank you Lord, for being there, ALWAYS. I know I cry, whine, and talk a lot but you’re still there, listening to my ever annoying voice. I’m so glad to have placed my trust in you. For the coming year, still, your will be done.

MERRY CHRISTMAS TO MYSELF AND TO EVERYONE. HAVE A BITTERSWEET NEW YEAR, YOUR GUYS😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

[astrofireworks]

because it’s been at least a month and i’m still not over what they did in hwarang here’s some angsty eunwoo & fluffy bin 

it’s unfair

it’s the most unfair thing in the entire world and eunwoo doesn’t know what he did to deserve this pain 

he’s been a loyal friend, he’s never done weed, he’s eaten all his vegetables and he’s only argued with his mum once 

o n c e 

he didn’t even tell sanha off when he caught sanha stealing his cereal yesterday 

yet his heart feels like it’s been broken into a million tiny shards and blown away in the breeze like pathetic dead leaves

his hands stab at his phone’s touchscreen, vision blurred, accessing myungjun’s contact number and mj picks up with a very sleepy, “eunwoo? it’s 2am, why are y-”

eunwoo bursts into tears and manages to choke out, “mj hyung, park, swings, now,” and jams his phone into his back pocket before grabbing his coat and shoes

and mj is so confused, but rubs the sleep from his eyes and goes in search for a clean pair of pants

if his best friend needs him then he needs him, no questions asked 

he just hopes it’s worth a 2am, fifteen minute walk to the park (in the dark!!!!) by eunwoo’s apartment

eunwoo tumbles out of his apartment, yanking the door closed behind him, and stumbles blindly to the lift, tears still blurring his vision

he doesn’t understand

how nice people in this world get all the shit 

and all the bigoted people who perpetuate discrimination are the loudest and get their way 

it’s unfair, that’s what it is because no nice person deserves the shit they go through as a result of discrimination

and in under five minutes, eunwoo makes it to the swings in the park, clutching a pack of tissues and his phone 

he wipes his eyes on the sleeve of his coat and hiccups, feeling the ache in his heart more acutely than ever 

he tips his head back as he begins to swing and searches out the stars

too late he realises he left his glasses next to his laptop 

and can’t actually see shit 

(i say this but we all know eunwoo’s vision is like 20/20 lmfao)

IT’S ALRIGHT because he can’t see shit through his tears anyway 

he sniffles lightly and stares up at the sky

(if decent people with kind-hearts and open minds get to look up at the same sky, why don’t they deserve same treatment as everyone else?)

“um, excuse me--”

eunwoo snaps his head down and looks at the shapeless shadow before him before launching himself into mj’s arms and begins to sob heartwrenchingly 

or who he thinks is mj

bin is, to say the least, the most bewildered he’s been all his life 

literally one moment he’s walking home from dance practice and humming along to a btob song and the next 

he comes across a phone strewn on the ground next to a couple of tissue packets 

and being the nice boy he is, decides to return what he found to the owner, who seems to be on the swings 

except the owner 

oh boy

is currently sobbing his heart out in bin’s arms 

a corner of bin’s mind happily notes that this stranger is very beautiful

even when crying 

wait 

what if this is a test like in beauty and the beast 

shut up bin 

bin cautiously tugs the stranger into his arms and hugs him

“are you o--”

but before he can finish his sentence the beautiful stranger bursts again into tears

eunwoo: “I DON’T UNDERSTAND”

bin: “what don’t you und-”

eunwoo: “WHY DO ALL THE NICE PEOPLE IN THE WORLD HAVE TO SUFFER”

bin: (slightly alarmed) “aH”

a small part of bin hopes it means this beautiful stranger is now single

wait wh a t hahahahaha bin w h a t 

eunwoo: “HE DIDN’T DESERVE TO D I E”

and bin is frozen because a broken heart is one thing but a death????? bin is n o t prepared to handle this 

death is a whole new ball game

he’s already pretty bad at comforting someone, jinjin’s told him he has the bedside manner of a rock 

he adjusts his glasses and cautiously pats the angel’s back and begins to regret his next words 

“um,,,, w ho?”

eunwoo: (incomprehensible wailing into bin’s coat)

bin: mumbling “i’m sorry sir i can’t hear u” while rubbing anxious circles into the angel’s back

eunwoo: “H A N S U N G”

wait 

wh a t 

“HE DIDN’T DESERVE TO D I E IT’S NOT EVEN DANSAE’S FAULT IT’S SOCIETY’S FAULT AND-”

to say bin is confused is,,,,,,,,,, an understatement, to say the least 

hansung???

as in 

character-from-popular-drama-that-rocky-watches-religiously-every-week Hansung????

as in acted-by-bin’s-idol-kim-taehyung Hansung????????? 

as in died-in-last-week’s-episode Hansung????

this angel is crying and rambling over hansung??????????????????

????? 

as eunwoo starts sobbing louder about the injustice of it all, bin panickedly rubs the beautiful man’s back 

i mean not that he minds having a beautiful man crying into his arms or anything but 

crying this much over a drama character?? bin’s wondering what he got himself into 

and at this point the stranger straightens up and rubs his eyes, sniffling

bin shuffles on the spot and gently offers him a tissue from the tissue packs he’s clutching 

at least he’s sort of returning him his stuff?

eunwoo: “ah myungjun-hyung, i’m so sorry i called you out for something like this, i just needed someone to hug me,,”

wait 

myungjun-hyung?

bin blinks

and shuffles again

“ah,,,,, i’m not,,, m,,yung,g,jun,,,,,,?”

immediately he sees the man stiffen and blink the tears out of his eyes

and squint slightly at bin 

self-conscious, bin fiddles with his glasses and his coat buttons 

“um”

“i’m sO SORRY ASDFHLKJDHAFKFJ”

“it’s okay, i-”

“I’M S O S O R R Y ASDJLAKJDF I THOUGHT YOU WERE MJ-HYUNG YOU MEAN I WAS CRYING INTO A CUTE GUY’S ARMS THE W H O L E T I M E”

bin:

bin:

bin:

bin’s brain, slight echo in disbelief: “a cute guy?”

wtf

cue bin coughing and adjusting his glasses and blushing, “it’s alright, it’s really alright, i get what you’re feeling, my roommate cried when Hansung died too”

and then slightly alarmed bin just hugs eunwoo again because ?? HE’S NOT GOOD AT THIS COMFORTING THING but mainly because wow this man is very squishy and is indeed nice to hug 

i mean 

psh bin what are u thinking 

and suddenly a loud voice echoes behind them and bin hastily lets go of the man, quietly cursing the voice out in his head

must be this mj-hyung guy

so bin turns around and a very confused, very short man is standing in front of him, with hands in his sweatpants pockets and a puffy coat on 

a smol smol marshmallow

with a killer smile too, he thinks, as mj flashes him a beam strangely reminiscent of jinjin and proceeds to maneuver eunwoo into his arms 

bin’s mind sends a telepathic message out to mj’s mind that he is indeed very lucky to hug this human on a regular basis

ahem

“eunwoo, what’s wrong?” and cue eunwoo blubbering into the marshmallow coat

“ah,” bin tries to supply helpfully, “his um... his favourite character died or something...”

and immediately mj lets go on a teary-eyed eunwoo, who nearly flops over from the loss of support

this man would get along very well with jinjin, bin thinks; jinjin let rocky flop to the ground when he found out rocky was screaming about hansung too 

luckily for angel-man bin is a dancer woohoo and catches him before he falls too far forward 

mj: “you calleD ME OUT HERE AT 2AM IN THE MORNING BECAUSE HANSUNG DIED??????”

rip bin’s eardrums he takes it back this man is way louder than jinjin 

but then angel boy looks up at mj with teary, big, shiny eyes and bin’s heart melts immediately and he feels the marshmallow beside him do the same

“oh alright,,,” the marshmallow grumbles and tugs angel boy back into his arms 

and so bin just stands there awkwardly, clutching his dumb tissue packets and angel boy’s phone until marshmallow pats angel boy on the back and whispers in his ear and they go in a hushed, rapid back and forth until

angel boy peels away from marshmallow 

“ah,,,,,, sir,,,,,,,,,,,,, i’m sorry i cried into your coat, i can make it up to yo-”

and as he stands up bin suddenly realises how tall this angel is and he’s suddenly so grateful his brain decided to catch onto the beauty and the beast idea because while he doesn’t mind being smited by such a beautiful angel he prefers not to be smited at all thank u very much 

and so as the angel tugs his phone out of his hands, bin offers up the tissue packets back to him as well, only for the angel to hand his phone back to bin 

bin: “???????? :---) what”

bin: brain error 404 not found 

eunwoo: “your number?”

bin: brain error 404 not found 

eunwoo: “oh, uh, i’m eunwoo by the way?”

bin: wow eunwoo is su c h a beautiful name how ridiculous it fits him so well wow has he said wow yet wow wow wow brain error 404 not found 

eunwoo: “uh, so i can make this up to you somehow? i kind of need to contact you to do it,,,” and suddenly eunwoo is sort of lost because this cute guy is just kind of staring at him with his mouth hanging slightly open and his glasses slightly askew and w o w he can’t believe he made a fool out of himself in front of this rly f i t man 

maybe he doesn’t want to give eunwoo his number

i mean he literally just cried about hansung into his coat 

eunwoo hesitates and starts to pull his hand back 

but suddenly the cute guy moves and curls his fingers around eunwoo’s wrist to take the phone from him

and eunwoo’s wrist feels like it’s on f i r e this man is so warm and suddenly he’s smiling at eunwoo and handing eunwoo back his phone with his number in it and he looks like such an excited puppy eunwoo’s brain is wiped and his heart wants to melt 

and glancing down at his phone he sees the name “bin” and a note, “later today, right here, 3pm? prepare to talk about hansung.” and eunwoo’s face breaks into a smile, eyes crinkling up 

and as the cute guy nods and tugs his coat tighter around himself and hitches his backpack higher on his back and nods a goodbye to both him and mj eunwoo is smiling 

he’s smiling so hard he feels his cheeks starting to hurt but he doesn’t really care because !!!! he has a date!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

with a cute guy!!!!!

who wants to talk about hansung!!!!!

yells

i love flustered bin and angel eunwo

i love emotional drama-binge-watching astro 

i’m also so so so so soft for hansung don’t touch me